idea. listen to fine im fine right after literally any of chonny's old vent songs
"it's so much less disturbing just to grit your teeth and smile" (pit) -> "let me smile with my eyes instead of my teeth"
"it's sad how nice the past is, tainted by these vile rose-tinted glasses" (backlit by moonlight) -> "I don't need a rose-tinted lens to enbrighten these greys" / "why dwell in the past when this life is so vast?"
"i haven't smiled sincere in a while" (every ounce of energy) -> "the grin i wear is real, and it crawls from ear to ear"
"i can't find any willpower i need now to fix this life" (three paces away) -> "I cannot pretend anymore that this life can still be beat"
(honestly the entirety of a devil's tricks) -> "hated by the me that thought he'd die in complacent hatred / this time i'll look him straight in the eyes and say / mate, i fucking made it"
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are you people fucking looking at this
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even though this hurts and there have been some unkind reactions (and other sites' stupid jokes etc), this weekend reminds me how much i love this community and how that love is such a beautiful reflection of what taylor's given us. we have each other because of her, we have her music and these connections and emotions and the comfort, so when we feel heartbreak, we can lean on each other. when things are tough, we put differences and clownery aside and are there to hear each other. idk i just think that's a really special, precious thing, and maybe i'm biased or it's because i've been a fan for so long, but it's different here than it is in other fandom spaces. we really do try our best to listen and embrace each other, all as an extension of how much we love taylor. many of us wouldn't have met without her. we have our threads of gold too. we hold each other and her up. hold onto the memories, they will hold onto you. may these memories break our fall.
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whatever you do, don't think about how nervous but excited gerard was at the nashville show. don't think about how they got happier and happier as the crowd supported them, and how euphoric they looked onstage in that dress.
don't think about them shopping for a skirt after nashville, and then continuing to wear dresses and skirts - first things that could be passed off as costumes, and then as simply them wearing a skirt as they gained confidence.
don't think about them changing lyrics in songs to reflect their complex relationship to their gender, and explicitly not coming out as anything.
don't think about them skipping around onstage with a trans flag, simply wanting it onstage, and don't think about how they giggled at the "gerard way transed my gender" sign.
whatever you do, do not think about how much fun they must be having, being 45 years old and finally being able to express themself how they want and be who they are.
and certainly don't think about how happy they must be to be alive at this point in their life. how happy they must be to have made it.
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I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:
If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.
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rewatched brazil 2022 apodifhapdfhapdf 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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Sometimes a friend group is three middle aged arizonan dads and the random british man they packbonded with
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