#i choked on my drink at this

[lookotherway]

asked my friend to abridge her bnha reading week and

#bnha #i choked on my drink at this

[pharawee]

"I'm not saying I'm leaving. I mean I'll drink other blood instead."

—Bonus:

#1000 years old #1000 years old the series #bigboss natthakit #yourmood #boy surat #boy yourmood #1000yearsoldedit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #bl series #my edits. #i did not have shipping yourmood with an annoying vampire on my bingo list for 2024 #oh no mr scary vampire don't drink my tasty alien blood while i'm pressed against the wall with my hands held over my head #but honestly same shin same #what am i even going to do with this information? #write fic?? #i need to lie down #before i gif the part where somchai chokes shin for like 1 second

[ecoamerica]

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[fulcrum-art-fox]

“He believes he loves you very much” wtf is this wording Mizu why did you have to phrase it like this what are you hoping to achieve with this. are you reassuring her or giving her questions like oh my god Mizu. he believes he loves you. wtf. you wanna tell me why you chose to phrase this sentence this way. And then the way Akemi just like. glares at her harder for this is hilarious. Like it seriously sounds like oh yeah he believes he loves only you but I’ve introduced myself to the situationship and nothing will ever be the same. He believes he loves you. Good lord Mizu you glorious bastard

#blue eye samurai #this made me choke on my drink when I was first watching #metaphorically speaking #i definitely laughed #this phrasing was insane #blue eye samurai spoilers #more ot3 fodder?? yes

[caitlynskitten]

oh

#I’ll be honest when I read this I choked on my drink #like this is so mean and angsty ejsfejfnykg 😭😭😭

[goldenhypen]

jake photo dump <3

bonus bc look how hot

or idk is it just me i’m in love

#that first pic #that look #is everything i never knew i needed #my life is complete #i can pass away in peace now thanks to that jake ngl #i love every single one of these pictures so devastatingly terribly heart wrenchingly painfully bad #looking through this beauty of a display that we have here my emotions literally go #😳😃😀☺️☺️🥹😧😦🥹…*is there a choking on your drink emoji-* #♡

[moghedien]

“Oh yeah I guess I killed him”

#MINAKO THE GIRL OF ALL TIME #you know I managed to forget about this until this moment and it sent me choking on my drink #minako aino #sailor venus #sailor moon #pretty guardian sailor moon

[saltedserval]

#showed this to my boss and he choked on his drink❤️ #benny fnv #save me benny new vegas #I don't remember if ive posted this beforeor not #whatever idgaf lolll #benny new vegas #fallout new vegas

[zillaphoneswag]

I understand there’s been some controversy over who won at the Oscars, but no one’s talking about how Angela was robbed of Best Actress for her performance as “The Tumbleweed”

#smosh #angela giarratana #we’re off to a great start with these bits you guys #i choked on my drink

[lazilydrawncryptionloids]

Ha ha, get rekted bozo

#kagamine len #vocaloid #len #nem #(made me choke on my drink from laughin) #(so I had to sketch something lmaooo)

[d1amondd3cay]

sensitive and potentially dangerous magical texts according to the committee of three

#hilda series #hilda netflix #sorry i cant get over this visual gag #i choked on my drink seeing this last night #reminder that the committee was going to throw their keeper of the books and two kids into the void over this

[frnkiebby]

ITS CURRENTLY 5AM AND I STAYED UP TO MAKE THIS LMAO

excuse the bad handwriting 😓😓😓

I AMFUCKING DYING THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER OH MY FUCKING GOD~🎃

(THE FUCKING CAT IM DYING)

#i fucking choked on my drink #also #your handwriting is better than mine jfc #but this honestly has made my day i can’t even tell you how much #this is getting saved into its own album #the fucking best #frnkiebby #oddvanilla #go the fuck to sleep i stg #asks #oddvanilla art #frank iero #mcr #frnkiero #mcrmy #mcr5 #frnkie #my chemical romance #my chem #ilhsm

[thedrotter]

TW: suicide mentions (i forgot to place it when i posted)

Explorations of Yuuichi's expressions!!! I wanted to see how I could try and express the range of emotions he displays through the game (particularly how his attitude shifts when he ain't putting up a front) and I did this by doing expressions for lines he has😊!!

As to why exactly I labeled the first four Yuuichi Mizuoka and the last one is merely Yuu. I thought it'd be a nice way to differentiate the flashbacks prior to the game and his heart from current Yuuichi, considering Yuu is how he's mostly called in these. Same reason for why he has a white shirt instead !!!

There's also other goofy differences i made between the kid acting silly goofy and him being 100% genuine but if i began speaking about the nuances I felt fit him based on my interpretations of the game i would be here all day

#re:kinder #fanart #yuuichi re:kinder #yuuichi mizuoka #my art #i want to let you know that i got so sad making the fourth page #that i forgot how to drink water and choked on it 3 times #he makes me irrationally sad #my mood went from LA CREATURA😊 to having to sit down and scream #what a good game #you should play it

[skylarsblue]

Y'all I got my first hate comment, and it is truly glorious.

"This fucking sucks" from Guest on Ao3.

How apt.

#i laughed so hard i choked on my drink actually #what a hilarious notification to get in my email #skylarsspeaks

[konigsblog]

ORLA

HELLOO

#i currently feel like i'm being choked whenever i cough 😮‍💨 #it's so painful and hurts to drink water because of my throat & chest 🌬️ #i'm being dramatic LMAO 😭😭

[deityofhearts]

vampire time 🦇🩸🍷

my pronouns are they/them and he/him, please don’t misgender me <3

#deity dialogue #only two ppl wanted to actually see the outfit but here we go #I started choking during the picture process because I was drinking my drink and my stomach made weird noises and kait kept making jokes #about the weird noises #the second picture has a threatening aura

[sapphire-weapon]

I’m about to vomit out a bunch of thoughts, and I’m not sure any of this is going to make sense by the end, but. I’ve been thinking a LOT about these three lines in RE4make:

“You haven’t changed. You just think you have.”

“You can’t save her. You can’t save anyone.”

“This time, it has to be different...”

I’ve seen people focus in on that Krauser line and tie it directly back to Sherry, which is cool! Even as recently as five years ago, people completely glossed over Sherry’s impact on Leon’s life, and it’s cool that the remakes have had people digging into his character and realizing “oh shit, literally everything that happens to him after RE2 is because of his paternal love for Sherry.”

But... Krauser’s line is about more than just her.

With the remake turning Krauser into Leon’s combat trainer, chances are he knows about everything that happened in Raccoon City. And I don’t mean, like. He read a government file. Leon probably told him.

In OG, Krauser and Leon have this exchange of dialogue:

Krauser: “What is it that you fight for, comrade?” Leon: “My past, I suppose.” Krauser: “Hmph. Umbrella.”

It was axed completely from the remake, because it doesn’t make sense for it to happen in the remake. If Krauser was Leon’s trainer, that question was probably asked very early in their relationship. And since they weren’t currently in a fight to the death, and because they weren’t already six years removed from Raccoon City, chances are, Leon’s answer was a bit more involved than just “my past.”

So, let’s back up a little bit. In RE2make, they basically turned Kendo into a completely different character. OG Kendo was literally just there to point a shotgun at Leon and/or Claire and then go “oh my bad you’re not a zombie” and hook them up with some guns before he gets eaten. In RE2make, he’s a desperate and terrified father just trying to spend his last few moments with his infected 6 or 7 year old daughter before she turns. After he shuts the door on Leon and Ada, Leon turns to Ada and says, “Protecting people like that is why I joined the force.”

But Leon doesn’t protect or save Kendo or his daughter. He doesn’t protect or save... anyone. Every single person that Leon comes into contact with and tries to save dies horrifically -- and some, he even has to kill, himself (Marvin Branaugh). The only people who make it out of Raccoon City alive are people who saved themselves (Claire and Ada).

Of course, there is Sherry. But Leon didn’t save Sherry; Claire did. ESPECIALLY in remake canon, since nearly all of Leon’s scenes with Sherry got severely shortened or removed completely in RE2make.

But then, when Claire entrusts Sherry to Leon’s care (on his own insistence, per her RE3 epilogue), he goes and fucks that up, too. Gets her kidnapped and held hostage indefinitely by the federal government, and the only thing he can do about it is do exactly as they say and just hope they keep their end of the bargain and not hurt her.

So, when Krauser says “You can’t save anyone,” he means anyone. Ever. And even up to that point in RE4... Leon got the two officers who drove him into town killed, and he watched Luis die a slow, agonizing death right in front of him. And then, past that point, Leon has to kill Krauser with his own hands. Then he watches Mike die.

Ashley is literally Leon’s first and only success story, up to this point in canon. (And even when you go all the way up to current-day canon, Ashley is one of... three? People? I can think of? Total? Who Leon actually saves?)

So, Leon saying, “This time, it has to be different,” he doesn’t just mean Sherry. He means Ada. He means Kendo. He means Marvin. He means the entirety of Raccoon City. He’s staring down a repeat of what happened back then, not in terms of the bioterror situation, but in terms of his own personal failures. His survivor’s guilt. He can’t handle the thought that he’ll be the only person to walk away again -- and he refuses to be.

And that’s why Ada’s line bothers me so fucking much.

I mean, first of all -- Ada, you haven’t seen this man in six years, and you’ve spent a total of like five minutes with him since meeting up with him again here, so how the fuck would you even know -- but even aside from that...

To be clear: she’s right.

But she’s also wrong.

Leon has changed -- to an extent. In RE2 (OG or remake), Leon honestly believed that if it was lawful, then it was also morally right. He doesn’t believe that anymore. There’s no more “letting the law sort it out” or trusting in the power of authority for him anymore. His moral compass has been boiled down to: “If you hurt or murder innocent people, you’re a fucking asshole, and I don’t really care who you are, I’ll kill you myself.”

RE2 Leon was willing to hear people out and give them an honest benefit of the doubt -- even Annette Birkin. RE4 Leon just tells people to shut the fuck up before opening fire.

RE2 Leon was honest and trusting to a fault, and he felt stronger as part of a team. RE4 Leon is suspicious almost to the point of paranoia, and he just wants to be left the fuck alone to do his job.

These are all things that were really important to who Leon was in Raccoon City, and they’re reasons why things turned out the way they did for him, back then.

But at the same time, Ada’s right in saying that, at the core of it all, Leon is still that kind-hearted, decent guy who just wants the good guys to win and the bad guys to lose. That’s why it hits him somewhere sensitive when Krauser says: “You can’t save anyone.” 

It’s just that, now, the way he approaches it is different. His outlook on life in terms of his goals is different. His expectations for it have changed.

So, if Leon had been smarter/wittier, he absolutely could have turned it around on her and said: “No, I’ve definitely changed. You just think I haven’t.”

And not only would that sound threatening as fuck, he’d also be right. They both would be, at that point.

And for all of those major parts of him to have changed and still be facing down the possibility of failing every single person he comes across, especially Ashley...

"This time, it has to be different.”

And this time, it was.

#resident evil 4 #leon kennedy #meta analysis #and it WOULDN'T have been different if leon hadn't changed #could you imagine how RE4 would've ended if leon was still his RE2 self and tried to apprehend krauser instead of killing him #or like give him a second chance #like 'i beat you now you can repent' #fucking LUL #that's how you fucking die comrade #unfortunately leon succeeding in RE4 also taught him to emotionally close himself off and push everyone away #classical conditioning and all that #but that's a separate post for a separate time #if they ever remake RE6 watch me clown honk my way through leon and sherry's fucked up relationship #claire goes to see sherry regularly and leon admits out loud he hasn't even spoken to her in at least 3 years #and then chokes up with tears when he finally sees her again #smfh he's so fucking stupid #leon if you can't cope with your trauma properly then just shut up and keep drinking god i can't stand you #one day i'll also write a big post about leon's suicidal ideation #today is not that day #but one day