#i dont need to explain lol

[swampfawn]

#loss.jpg #this is not romance #tinr sid #farz murphy #comic edit #webcomic #gatobob #i dont need to explain lol #compressed

[vanyafresita]

after seeing this post by the artist afkeii on instagram, i got inspired to write a poem... and then i drew something to make it into a zine...

the way i feel about romantic love is... complicated... but i've known i'm on the aromantic spectrum for over a year now ! yippiee !

if you'd like to have a physical copy, feel free to [download the print version here] , and check [how to put it together / make a 8-page zine here]

#zine #personal zine #art #aromantic #aromantic spectrum #my art #id in alt text #that was very... interesting to write and draw about #dont ask me how i feel about romantic love its too tiring to explain #(<- thats a lie- do ask me about it as much as you want i have so many thoughts on it. probs more questions than answers tbf tho) #also yeah the black ring on my middle finger and right hand is bcs im asexual too #but ive known im ace since i was 13 so i dont have nothing poetic to say about it cuz its been just a normal thing for me for so long lol #aight its getting late and i need to go sleep byeeee

[paradimeart]

Would kup have gotten roped into having to watch one of the little orbbies? Like little rodimus? Or did he just get to sit back and laugh at ratchet and his rambunctious little guy.

ratchets on standby for training accidents (part of his agreement to be allowed to stay with omega) so he's met orbimus once or twice but has no idea what he's looking at. ratchet would rather explode than let anyone else alone with that thang

even before the war it wasn't really very common knowledge what protoforms actually looked like since they were so heavily guarded. and they still are. so no kup wouldn't babysit

#my art #orbabies #divorce baby au #kup tfa #ratchet tfa #dont think the orbs are worth tagging #transformers animated #trying to make clear No One Understands what a baby is. the cyberninjas barely understand #and theyre the ones who have to look after them. lol. #i need like. a way to explain this isn't #a 'everyone has a funny little child thing' au. its mainly canon compliant there'es just little guys here in the background. #the divorcebabyau and its derivatives nowithstanding #like. if you had never seen a human fetus before and had no idea what it looked like. would you be able to guess that its the same species #as you. probably not. That's whats going on for these guys

[beikerfaker]

public accountability

#beichiya #001baker #beika x ichiya #ship art #toxic yaoi #ichiya splatoon #beika splatoon #001ngt splatoon #baker splatoon #theyre in loathe dont worry #but make all public interactions more brutal than they should be #i need to explain more my beichiya lore #but their relationship is private and secret lol #not so much their fighting #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatbands

[oceanwithouthermoon]

me looking at my phone whenever i read someone praising kusuke for "humbling teruhashi" in the new years episode

#if thats how you interpreted that scene you did not understand either character im sorry #this is not an attack on people who like kusuke (I like kusuke 😋) #(but as a complex character and NOT in a 'he can do no wrong cuz hes my babygirl' kind of way LOL) #or on people who dislike teruhashi (except it is a little bit cuz youre wrong LMAO but thats just my opinion teehee) #just.. ugh if you understand the characters youll get what im saying here i dont think i need to explain it #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #saiki kusuke #teruhashi kokomi #meows post

[treasureplcnet]

someone on the bodies production team you have to release more layout/bts pictures of charles whiteman's flat please. this is a great start but i need to know him better. particularly if it's got about as much mould as a second year uni house and if he owns as many chairs as it seems LOL

#ok the joke is at his expense but im already romanticising this shit #20-something loser karl weissman moves into the worst flat of all time and makes it a home #hangs a picture of his parents' wedding against the worst wallpaper you've ever seen #just buys what he likes and calls it decor #how else can you explain the fucking model boat next to the fucking telephone. AND YOU MAY TELL ME 'oh thats just random set stuff' #NOT TO ME! #and it stays until he's in his mid 30s. develops a habit of not cleaning up along the way #the shot where he seems to have taken off his shirt/tie/jacket and then dropped them off on various pieces of furniture. HE LIVES LIKE THIS #also entertaining the idea that its his parents' old stuff that he can't bring himself to throw out .. #i will created a fully fleshed out character using 8 episodes and fever dream visions if i have to #karl weissman #bodies netflix #edit: the original tags are above but since then i joined the discord and got to add these pictures LOL #saved this post as a draft bc i was like. i cant annoy people on the tag any more than i already have #doesnt matter. forcing this into the tag like a week after i made it anyway #im still so interested in the fact that it seems like there are more rooms that we never see #outside this bedroom and living space (and the bedroom isnt clear in the show either) #like. i rly need a 360 house tour NOW. #ALSO I FEEL LIKE A TOWN CRIER NO I DONT THINK HE HAS MOULD BUT IT WOULD BE FUNNY!!!! #the chair next to the liquor rly is something. hes MY babygirl

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[guardian-angle22]

TK/Carlos + Looks

↳ 2.04 Friends with Benefits

#911 lone star #tk strand #carlos reyes #tarlos #tk/carlos + looks #dont ask me how i chose what looks to use from this scene that is made up entirely of cow eyes from BOTH OF THEM #it was a real struggle #i also dont even know what im doing anymore lol making this at 1am send me to bed #something about the way tk looks in that 3rd gif gets me - he's just laid it all out for carlos how insecure hes feeling #and he's so nervous gripping his hands together #but as soon as carlos explains tk's here to reassure him and somehow get him to smile after all of it #that final look right after tk says he'll be carlos' personal shopper if thats what he needs - HEART EYES #thats your future husband right there baby #my gifs #episode: s02e04 friends with benefits

[chippycore]

some amount of xenosaga/blade doodles

#xenosaga #xenoblade #sketches #the melia and nia were gouache practice that i didn't fulfill bc it was hard getting in tiny details #i do like how I painted their hair tho #next to A is supposed to be a thumbnail sketch of shulk where his long hair would have branched out to zanzas wings #i didn't go thru with it bc its tedious drawing zanzas wings so finely #kosmos doodles bc kosmos i love her #wilhelm and x are so similar looking that i made the sketch with them based on that one img of SpongeBob and his cousin Stanley #i know thats an ooc expression for him but i.. dont care i need to see him make Faces #the funny little shion drawing i have i tried to based on the style of moon rpg and chulip bc the character design in both games #is so appealing to me and its also stylized so i wanted try that out with miss shion lol #yeah shion sketch in that red sticky note #okay i think ive explained everything that would have beeb better explained in the alt text but im so used to tags

[oozeandgoo-art]

had an odd dream that i was reading a comic book. sketched a couple of the pages i could remember.

#i might adapt this into an actual story because i am SO SO SO mad that it isn't a thing i can go back to reading #oc #im definitely keeping the concept of save-bot i fucking love save-bot he's just doing his best. i love a robot who wants to help people #im not equipped to be writing about underground rebellions with any sense of real tact though #besides its in a superhero universe/story so you know it would just be so sucks lol #sketch #god the colors were so interesting. the teal parts were all very precisely crosshatched and the fire was this gorgeous brush pen looking #colored inks that just seemed like they were MOVING #and i mean some of that was because i was dreaming but god even in my halfhearted copy you can see some of the movement #it was a bad scene but a really really REALLY fun dream. i love when a book can *get* to me so i was really enjoying it #put it aside so i could take a break and woke up. instant fury at the universe for not having it be a real book instead #ill reblog with details if anyone's curious. i can explain this scene but i dont feel like it #the green people are in a secret basement though. hiding from the government. blue jacket guy is a speedster robot named save-bot who does #rescue stuff with every fire department so fire suppression technology is not very good because save-bot "can just save you'' #however they're badly over their legal occupancy and the secret basement has One (1) exit so everyone is like really fucked here. #includinig save-bot who is going to do his job until he dies because he is an ai without any sense of self preservation and he cares #which i didn't even CATCH until i woke up and started tryin to frantically note everything down #and then i was like wait. the glitter on that last page before i realized i needed a glass of water to keep reading... what WAS that... #(it was tears suspended in midair because save-bot goes so fast and also knows he's so fucked LOL) #seriously i'm so mad someone else didn't make this.

[puppyeared]

for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!! #just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!! #im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

[animentality]

Like who cares if straight girls are romancing Astarion, it’s more worrying that you think Astarion needs to get “railed” because talk about misunderstanding a character totally

It was a joke but continue to be mad that I find a character sexually attractive in a way different than you :)

#chill out weirdo #hes not a real person and i have not hurt his feelings #i also dont need to understand his character lol #if i wanted to thirst over halsins big bear dick that would be my fucking right as an american #and i dont need to write a 5000 word thesis explaining who he is as a person to do it #christ #you people #astarion #baldurs gate 3 #youre a straight girl whos just angry that people are poving astarion as a bottom and you know what #you dont have to take it so seriously #how can you love astarion and be so serious like

[robotpussy]

hm I know this seems like I'm just whining to whine and I understand that living with your parents throughout your childhood is the norm but I'm actually so tired of people asking "where are your parents/do you live with your parents/did you come with your parents?" when I meet people like if we are at a event where ppls families are in attendance why can't you just ask if anybody came with me instead of asking about my parents like not everybody has parents or lives with them etc I know it's just a little thing and I'm coming across as bitter and annoyed but I genuinely am, and then it gets even more annoying because then when you tell people you didn't come with your parents they want to know why and in my case I hate having to explain that I was in foster care because explaining something like that isn't something that can be summed up in a sentence like OMFG and it's so fucking annoying to me like just ask if I came with anybody instead of just assuming I came with my parents 😭😭😭

#as i said i know asking ppl about their parents is the norm but i wish ppl would actually think about of ppl #actually have any some ppl have been disowned or have dead parents or just dont want anything to with them anymore #its so annoying i think ppl should start thinking before just assume but this is just a personal thing im not that angry at anybody lol #im more annoyed at ppl wanting to know why i was in foster care because i hate airing out all my business like that #it involves alot of abuse and very traumatic stuff and then i feel bad when i do explain it because i feel like #ive ruined that person's day by telling them about all the stuff that happened to me like omds #the most annoying instance was when i was at work and this girl kept asking me why i dont live with my parents #and she wanted me to explain why i was in foster care and i was just like. its not really any of your business 😭 #just know i dont live with my parents and i used to be in foster care in fact you don't need to know if i live with #anybody or not 😭 like why are asking if my parents are together etc LEAVE ME ALONE

[wall-e-gorl]

got comm'ed to draw haiphie kiss like the atelut rian kiss gif i did! only pose not gif cause i dont do gifs as comms* but its coming out SO cute. i need to wrangle pose a little bit more and fiddle more with ephie face (its not as 3d as it should be >:T) but i need yall to look at it anyway.

#my art #crows nest crew #have we even told tumblr that hai and ephie are like. going to be a thing #have we told tumblr that ephies boyfriend is going to die for narrative reasons and we are already invested in haiphie asdfas #DID WE TELL TUMBLR THAT HAI AND SIL TALKED AND HAI OFFICALLY BROKE UP WTH SIL?? #FOR CLOSURE ON HER PART?? #HAVE WE TOLD TUMBLR ABOUT EPHIE HAPPY EAR WIGGLES #we need to keep you guys UP TO SPEED and i dont think we have #this is what happens when you have hit after hit in every session i suppose #edit i did a whole * and didnt explain #i did a comm for crows dmsona and made it also a gif cause theyre my best friend and i wanted to do something extra for him #thats the only gif comm ill do lol #its be way too expensive. my process is too complicated and fucking bad to do a reasonable price for

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[hanzajesthanza]

people (the rest of the hanza. not including geralt) often forget that cahir was 1. the guy that kidnapped ciri 2. an officer in the military

he’s literally so polite in geralt’s company you wouldn’t even guess he was the black knight. and yet. and yet.

i’m never certain exactly how to reconcile this tactful and strategic mind with the terrified young man

#geralt never forgot but everyone else (maybe also except dandelion) was like ?? but ?? friend ?? friendship???? #i imagine him barking an order to dandelion once and dandelion straightened up and obeyed #opposite of when cahir was looking over dandelions shoulder lol #maybe joke but #in my idea where angouleme goes missing . geralt is like. what do you think we should do #cahir’s like why me. geralt’s like. well. she’s ciri-shaped #milva enacting clemency for cahir after geralt chases regis away is fantastic #regis saved you from the noose and you’ve chased him away. thats your business. but but cahir saved me. so we’re comrades >:( #geralt seething he’s going to kill him and then like nooo i can’t kill him idk why … #when cahir joined the rivian forces 😭😭 because he in no way resembled a civilian #each of the company members have insane backstories they really are the PCs of the d&d campaign #and angouleme is the one npc they pick up and adopt into the company and defend to the end #so we’re looking for this guy’s daughter he’s bound to her by destiny #this guy kidnapped said daughter but he said sorry for it later #milva worked with dryads to kill people and regis is a vampire that drank people #and this guy is famous like beyoncé #angouleme: [sniffs] ‘kay #the elbow-high diaries #i need her to keep regis humble bc regis is like dont worry i dont bite people 🥹 and shes like yeah ok dont care either way #geralt is like oh hell do not explain to her all of this again. we spent too much time on this already last book #you know you are the reason we have three stars on goodreads #regis like i know… 🙂 if i wasn’t here you’d snag us zero…