#i hate it here!

[headspace-hotel]

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joe biden makes me want to throw up but the USA's actions under his admin have much less to do with him personally and more to do with the entire putrefying mass of USA policy and its entire history and the situation of a compromise-based government system half dominated by the most rabid, hateful fascists imaginable.

every day I see a hundred posts on here saying "look at how bad Biden is, the two sides are the same and he is no better than a republican would be" and the revulsion in my heart at my country's actions agrees, yet the Republicans are frothing over Biden being marginally less bloodthirsty and furiously demanding far more violence and repression.

Honest to God I don't even know what to do with this. I'm not telling y'all, because I don't know. This country is a suicide bomb and the whole globe is strapped to it.

Like, on a lot of policies, it seems like both parties are further right than the majority of Americans. I don't think I even know anyone IRL who is pro- helping Israel bomb Palestine, and a lot of these people would probably consider themselves "moderate conservatives" or "centrists." The government makes no pretense of representing us at all.

It's the exact same with the climate; majorities in EVERY state, even red states, support taking action to mitigate climate change, and even the moderate liberal folks support policies more radical than anything the government manages to do. Republicans are attacking the Endangered Species Act, one of the most popular laws Congress ever passed! How do we even BEGIN to get out of this mess?

I looked up this Tom Cotton's Facebook and it is just as the article says and worse

I can't even begin to describe how monstrously Fox News has just straight up lied about the genocide in Palestine, calling any and all protests in support of Palestinians "Pro-Hamas." And there is a substantial minority of Americans whose whole grasp of the world is framed by Fox News, which turns their brains into a disgusting slurry like a racist plasmodial slime mold whose primitive network of neuron-like impulses responds to no other stimuli apart from fear and paranoia

When Ron Desantis was still running for presidential nomination one of his campaign promises was that we would stop sending humanitarian aid to Gaza and that we would not allow Gazan refugees into the country. It was on his Instagram back in November. How would Gazan refugees make it all the way over here??? Like sure we should take them if they wanna come but I think they just want their home back! That fucker had to INVENT a hypothetical opportunity for a compassionate act so he could demonstrate that he would choose the cruel option. He was widely despised, but still, it's terrifying.

And before you say "violently overthrow the government," the small percentage of Americans who are straight up openly Neo-Nazis own a LARGE percentage of the guns, and they love to organize into stupid little militias about it. You bet cops and ex-military overlap with this category a lot. A "leftist revolution" is a wet dream for these guys.

I know, I know, it's not unsolvable, I know the hateful folks are in the minority, I know a future is possible, I know violence and oppression cannot continue forever, but AAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUGGGHHHHHH

#vent #usa politics #AUGHHHHHHHH #I HATE IT HERE! #pain #rant #political

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

questioning sexuality is so exhausting

#(edit: sorry for the rant in the tags and i just. i want someone to talk to me) #i keep on doing it for no apparent reason #someone was talking about lust yesterday and i realised today that. #even tho id thought i don't experience it. i possibly do. but exclusively towards women. #i hate it here! #for a multitude of reasons i will never have a relationship with a woman but! i may be incapable of having a relationship with a man! #at some point in the last few months i have abruptly pivoted from definitely wanting marriage and kids to being ambivalent on marriage #and not wanting kids. that's such an outlier in my life that it might just be a mental health thing tho idk #but at the same time i. want to be loved. #i don't know what i want anymore and im tired of questioning myself #i definitely overthink it but idk how to stop it #and i hate hate hate how the moral obsessions have bee lately #this isn't entirely related but it kind of is #like Am i a terrible morally bankrupt person for having certain thoughts or is it just religious ocd go brrrr?? am i overthinking it? #i don't know. i don't know! #for a while labelling myself as arospec ace kinda calmed that down but. i don't know #i do't want to be attracted to women. i don't want to have to look away so often. i don't want any of that. #but i don't know how to stop it. #i don't even know if i'm attracted to men at all. #this is a cry for help and encouragement and prayers no matter what your views on these matters are #queer stuff tag #i nearly fessed up to my friend yesterday about same sex attraction and i might've except that it would have probably outed me as #the person who anonymously sent in a question several months ago about the side b movement to a church thing #ive only told one person at church about any of that sort of stuff and it was very vaguely worded #also see: this friend is the mother of the boy i?? i don't even know how i feel about him #i increasingly think it wasn't romantic at all. but i don't know #i would love any encouragement you got. anything at all. #i don't know how much this stuff is affected by the fact that i consider myself unloveable and think it highly unlikely any boy will ever #care for me #now im rambling. sorry

[serpentineandblack]

Backstage in Melbourne, Australia

Photos by Jake Nowakowski

#josh homme #troy van leeuwen #dean fertita #Mikey Shoes #jon theodore #queens of the stone age #qotsa #ITNR #the end is nero tour #i hate it here!

[seek--rest]

I keep browsing the challengers tag on ao3 like I’m not getting psychic damage every time I do literally what the fuck was I expecting from fandom.

Me, a dumbass: oh a movie that has a complex Black woman at the center? And not just any Black woman, but Zendaya? The one that the internet adores? Finally some good fic!

Challengers fandom without hesitation: fuck anyone but me and my regressive, boring ass interpretation of white dudes that I will immediately transform into bland dom/sub dynamics with Tashi as a mention at best and a villain at worst

I wish I could just blame it on the white girls too and I can’t!

#seek speaks #challengers #challengers movie #challengers spoilers #every day i wake up #fandom misogyny #fandom racism #I hate it here!

[deadlifts-and-deadlines]

I am so sick of being medically complex. None of my issues ever get fixed because of the other issues I have and specialists don’t really want to deal with anything outside of their scope of practice - which I get - but fuck, I have multiple chronic illnesses… I cant even have a cold without everything else flaring up! Can’t take ibuprofen because I have ulcers. Can’t take acetaminophen bc it raises my blood pressure to high levels. No one but my cardiologist is willing to consider my chest pain, and we’re going into month seven of trying to figure out what is wrong. But bc of the high blood pressure and the worsening RA I finally got my rheum to prescribe me methotrexate, and insurance actually approved it, and hopefully now that I won’t have to take Tylenol round the clock that will make some things better. But I can’t start this until my respiratory infection clears up, and then we just have to wait and see! I’m actually really scared of the MTX side effects (stomach pain ulcers) but I have to try something. We still can’t get insurance to approve my Stelara prescription for six weeks, we’re in round two of appeals… but now, apparently, my CRP is very high, to the point where my doctor thinks I need a complete medication change, but we won’t know that for sure until I have my CAT scan and colonoscopy next month. Oh, and the last time I will ever see my GI is after the colonoscopy because he is leaving the practice and I can’t get any info from his office on where he is going 🫠

#I hate it here! #I’ve had a respiratory virus for two weeks #and no signs of it letting up #like I’ve been completely down for the count and anytime I try and do anything it just gets worse #honestly this body is trash I want a new one

[louissatturi]

The brazilian/portuguese speaking qsmp comunity is now having trouble because a youtuber that did a poorly made qsmp summary that ignored spiderbit and misgendered chayanne and juanaflippa and also ignored a BUNCH of lore

Is now crying about the criticism blaming cellbit's toxic comunity and saying that "pronouns " dont matter to the lore

Aah brazilian minecraft cominity 😍

#qsmp discourse #i guess its discorse #qsmp twitter #i hate it here!

[willowbirds]

“There is now a stranger in your body”

“You don’t remember Ted”

NOOOOOOOO!!

#I hate it here! #Aabria you mad genius!! #critical role #critical role spoilers

[thegetdownrebooter]

litterally

#it‘s bad for us! #at a certian point #us muslims must fight back! #let‘s claim everything is islamophobic from now on #so you‘re anti semitic-like PLEASE stfu! #those degenarate ziontist learned that word and have never shut up! #i hate it here!

[catinfroghat]

#i hate it here! #succession #succession script

[frauenfootball]

This was my (mostly wishful thinking) prediction for the final:

Joke's on me 😭💔

#I can't believe these two will be competing for 1 medal #I hate it here!

[hetalia-club]

Shane from Stardew is only 5'6 have you considered that your type is short men?

#why are you right!? #I HATE IT HERE! #what can i say...guess I love me a short king

[citruscloudsandmoon]

First Fanfiction.net got banned in my country. Then Tumblr because according to our government, said sites are immoral 👀

You could only operate them through VPN in your mobile. I am not aware of VPN for desktop. So uploading stories on ffn is impossible.

Ao3 was my alternative and so far I enjoyed using it. But now that too got snatched away no thanks to ddos.

Why can't we have nice things?! 🥲😭

#No you don't understand #I am not being dramatic here #There's nothing going in my life right now #Unemployed #unmarried and not on vacations #Living in a damaged country with shitty and tyrant people ruling over us #Ao3 was one of few joys in my stagnant life #And now that too went away 😭😭 #Ao3 #archive of our own #Fanfiction #Tumblr #I hate it here!

[orbees]

I need to move outta this house so bad.

#i hate it here! #virtual memories

[micamicster]

Like I know in my heart there’s just no way I’m moving out tonight there’s too much left to do and now there’s this thing with my friends bike but i want to go HOME

#I hate it here! #ugh I need to just accept its not happening I gotta give her friend her stupid bike back #but :(

[mangomybeloved]

being an adult means when one errand ends, another errand pops up, and repeat on and on and onnnnnnn

#luna.txt #traveling this weekend means ive got.... endless errands back to back #i hate it here!

[reykenobbi]

TUMBLR STOP SHOWING MY GHOULCY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

#IM NOT AN ANTI BUT BY GOD IM BOUTTA BE #ITS SO ANNOYING #people can ship whatever the fuck they want but #the fact im seeing more of the two White People being shipped than the black man and his white woman CANON LOVE INTEREST #it speaks fucking volumes #finnrey and re*lo all over again! #i hate it here! #tbd