thank u for the reminder! looks like i’ve got even MORE proof that @lostelvenqueen has been sending me anons and viewing my blog. @moideater u might want to see this
west coast canada but lives in the east of canada. let’s see…
interesting. i have a person in east canada who viewed my blog nearly 150 times within a few days.
oh this person was sending me an ask at 10:24 pm 🤔 let’s see my inbox…
how many email accounts is it normal for a person to have
wait i just remembered i could do this formally
I'm asking bc including my one work email I've got four email accounts, which were all set up for different reasons and used for different reasons, but it feels like too many when I can't find my preorder confirmation lmao
forgot the DVDs in the first pics so added them at the end. most of this was obtained since august 2022 when the brainrot settled in, maybe a shirt or two is from 2019 when the movie got me obsessed again. prior to that I owned a bunch more stuff INCLUDING THE DVD HOUSE AND GIR FIGURE…UUUUGH but I went thru a 14-yr phase of hating IZ so… the lesson here is don’t throw shit out even if you think it’s cringe right now, because at some point in your life it meant a lot to you (and might mean a lot to you again)!!
I have a rule for myself that I can make one(1) frivolous under-50-dollar purchase per pay period and the rest of my money is reserved for gas and such and today. well. I have gotten a very sparkly pullover hoodie that I've been pining after for two months and would have been WAY too expensive had I not had a gift card to use for it.
It feels like the nature of existing as an autistic transmasc is being constantly misunderstood to an extreme :/ It feels as though people all my life have been telling me how I’m feeling, what I really meant when I said that, how I should have reacted; am I sure I’m not making it up? To get attention? To feel special?
It’s a fun mix of misogyny & ableism, both of which tend to tie in with transandrophobia (transmascphobia? isomisogyny? anti-transmasculinity? whatever words we’re allowed to use today. “Did you hear how many times you said ‘like’ in that sentence?”). But just overall I feel like everyone looks through me all the time & tries to tell me about my own life. And it used to work.
i am once again getting excited over stuff that isn’t even confirmed lmao but what if hypdream has a similar story format to arb s1 where it’s split into six separate stories centred around the divisions where the final boss of each story is the evil version of the division so you have to strategise how to defeat the divisions with the characters you have unlocked like what if i have to beat bat with bat would evil kuukou have priority and his ability might go off before i can seal evil kuukou’s myself idk how jyushi’s ability works but can i negate the damage he supposedly can heal by reflecting his attack phase back at him with hitoya’s would the three of their attack stats combined be enough to beat them if evil kuukou’s ability can be used more than once—
I want to post all the photos I scanned of Assumpta and make edits of them but I have to fix them in Photoshop (damage and discoloration for 30+ years of sitting in storage) hhnnnnnnnnghhhh i wanna post NOW.
Also Assumpta gave me her IMDB login...and now I can upload all those photos to her page and also her films that she was in....it's a strange sort of feeling to know you have some of the only surviving photos of productions decades past...