#i hope i typed that right LMAO

[darkspacelow]

smiley ilkka in the street where i live (2023)

#ilkka villi #the street where i live #the street where i live 2023 #på gatan där jag bor #i hope i typed that right LMAO #anyway idk what has and hasn't been giffed from this yet #these are the only two i made for myself that ended up being small enough for tumblr's gif size limit LMAO #maybe i'll fix up the others to post here too #*from the void

[b4kuch1n]

frog documentation. frogcumentation

I think I mentioned a while back I'd post nibling frog momence after the gift's done given. which happened on the 2nd this month I just forgot lmao. anyways we can do it now. I used the boigameista pattern scaled up to four pieces of A4 print paper and decided to double deck it to a two layer thing, not unlike a pillow, for ease of washin. because it was gonna be gifted to a one year old child

took a long time and made a number of mistakes bc hand sewing makes me worse as a person but this guy was done in time for the birthday occasion and that's what matters. chose non-fuzzy fabrics for it because we live in a dense city in the tropics and from personal experience if I hug something made of fur I would explode. the original plan included felt patterns on its back for bonus textures for baby but that wouldn't stretch well along with the rest of the thing so had to hold that back. eventually we got this

zipper across its ass, the coat type of zipper bc I miscalculated when ordering. but it did have a shape and that's all that matters to me. will be a fun game for the baby to grow up and be severely misinformed about what a frog looks like

happy extremely late birthday to this thing also

#bakuspecial #uhhhh. whats my craft tag. I forgor. update this later #frog plush babeyyyy #I want this thing to last until the heat death of the universe so I felled all the seams down. dont recommend doing this by hand #Im so stubborn lmao I refuse to get a serger I will simply get better at hand sewing instead. damn its taking kinda long #there used to be a Lot more frogs around hanoi. but the lack of clean water ponds and lakes have driven down the population #I live like right at the edge of the city rn tho (will no longer be the case in five years) so there are still a lot of aminals #house robins. skinks. fireflies (!!!!). praying mantises. tree frogs #they love to hang out at the fountain inside the complex right across the street. had to pick em up to return to the fountain #from the hot brick tiled ground a few times #theyre so small. theyre so small.... #I miss house geckos they dont show up a lot in our apartment. I wish they would they would love the cockroaches around here #and of course. bc the kind of rice we eat is more short-grained and thus usually not all the way dried like the longer-grained type we have #so many rice weevils. do u know those little fucks do not drown for a Long time #do u know they lay eggs inside the rice grains and that's how u find out ur rice about to become the weevil beverly hill #by washing the rice and seeing hollowed out grains float up. I have become an expert at this. #but I get to see skinks in random bushes so who am I to be pissed about that. skinks rule #this has been baku talks about animals for a mile of tags. thank u for listening #well. its evening and the family wants to go out so that's what we're doin. hope u have a good time too wherever u are #see u this midnight when I reblog every new posts I've made in the last week or so lmao

[anxiously-sidequesting]

I know we as a fandom all love to shit on Duncan whenever we get the chance (see: me posting Duncan GruncanWuncan) especially since the like, two times we ever see him he's shitting on us for being ourselves then tries to kill us because of his own delusions of grandeur but I thought about it and I was like, "......man that's kinda Sad actually"

BECAUSE seeing this from Duncan's perspective; he's The Best, he always has been the best, but reality constantly shows him that isn't true (Malorn, The Wizard, anyone else)

Like imagine how painful that can be when you think something that you truly deserved and something that you've fought for, maybe for your entire life, is seemingly handed to others who aren't nearly as deserving as you

And yeah WE know that Duncan has neither worked (very hard, at least) for his perceived greatness NOR does he truly """deserve""" it (Duncan has been shown to be shirking his duties off to us and possibly others for his own gain), but DUNCAN doesn't know this. Like in his mind he truly, honestly, genuinely believes with his whole fragile heart that he is just above everyone else and puts more effort in trying to convince others of that rather than literally just trying to work towards that himself

And then there's the extra added insult that even in his own class he's pretty mediocre. Duncan INSISTS that he was Malistaire's best student and that he praised Duncan maybe once and that all other Death students only wish they could be like him, but... Malorn. And I bet deep down Duncan KNOWS that in fact Malorn was Malistaire's best and most talented. And Duncan can't even really twist that in his mind because it was made solid when Malorn took over Malistaire's duties instead of him. It was proven as a hard fact that Malorn was more suited to the job than Duncan was and is widely recognized as being The Best Death student (if the YW isn't a Necromancer)

Okay so fine. Whatever it's just Death right? At least Duncan can be the best at ANYTHING ELSE, maybe he's not the most talented Necromancer but there's 6 more types of magic to excel in!!!

But then another person ruins that. The Young Wizard poofs in from another world and suddenly, Duncan is overshadowed once more because a literal child prodigy and Local Hero arrives and literally saves their world and then, the universe. Multiple times in fact

Like bro I can imagine that could be at least a little bit painful for anyone, but imagine with Duncan's already low self-esteem and his fragile, large ego, he literally and genuinely took that personally and a hit to your pride is devastating for anyone, no matter who you are. That was like, Strike Three for Duncan and it was so very personal and important to him that it left him in a deep and vulnerable state

But I think the absolute saddest part of Duncan's downfall is that near the end, he was ultimately manipulated by an adult. A grown ass adult noticed and acknowledged his insecurities and purposely struck where it hurts the most, in his weakest state. Duncan already wasn't thinking clearly from the start but when everything went to shit for him and he was clinging, Gretta DarkKettle approached him and completely broke him down to make him into something else entirely for the Schism's benefit.

Of course Duncan was a piece of shit from the start but he truly didn't have any malicious intentions until Gretta messed with his mind. Like, he went from a pretty much harmless bully to an actual criminal of the state and a threat to the literal universe. Duncan was CORRUPTED and all of his worst fears and delusions were solidified the moment Gretta """validated""" those feelings Duncan had.

Is Duncan completely blameless? Fuck no he did some fucked up shit actually and I'm glad he was held accountable for it by the narrative and the fandom!!! But I think it's something to be said that at the end of the day, Duncan was still a child that was suffering from many type of issues before being recruited and manipulated by a powerful literal cult. Wizard101 does have a theme of malicious intending and less than responsible adults using children to get what they want (Malistaire, Morganthe's brother, GF Spider, GM Raven, coughcoughAmbrose) but unlike the Young Wizard who successfully stays true to themselves despite that, Duncan had a more Morganthe-like route and ultimately succumbed to it. Of course their situations are a lot different since the YW wasn't brought in by a cult, but you can't help but feel bad for someone so young being preyed on by older people who are supposed to look out for them and protect them from something just LIKE that.

I will always shit on Duncan because it's funny and hold him accountable for his actions because he should, but I also feel bad for him and I hope he had a better ending after he was defeated

#this isnt like a callout post btw LMAO everyone is free to feel how they feel #this isnt me like shitting on the fandom or anything pls dont feel that way #i just think duncans situation is really interesting and kinda important to look at beneath all the memes and stuff #duncan is a loser in my heart but he's a victim in my soul. poor kid #also think about the fact that he STILL wasnt strong enough even after all that. we still defeated him #he spent most of his young life having all that resentment and anger and hatred in his heart- #-and thought it would all finally be worth it once we were dead but that also fell apart #my fave types of villains are the ones who trult believe they were right/were wronged by the world #duncan literally had delusions of granduer. thats super tough to get over #the feelings and belief of self can be so so important to someone #what you truly believe about YOURSELF is like the core. it can even be more important that religion/family/etc. for some people #it personally makes sense to me that duncan would feel so broken after having that 'taken' away from him #because if you dont have yourself to count on then who???? what else is there #also sad because literally the wizard did nothing to him. we were just minding our own business but duncan still took it personally #it didnt have to be that way at ALL and i hope he gets some therapy and gretta gets locked up forever #anyway. im normal #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #duncan grimwater #long post #text post

[nyanfish]

"The tee’s already a pretty loose fit on Kanji himself, but his senpai appears to be drowning in it. The brilliant thought crosses his mind that Yosuke could definitely model for FRUiTS magazine like this, especially since he dyes his hair as well."

#yosukan #yosuke hanamura #kanji tatsumi #persona 4 #yosuke x kanji #kanji x yosuke #yoskan #kansuke #yokan #kanyo #yes this is a quote from a fic i havent released yet. #I'll link it once i actually get around to posting it lmao #tedpost #tedart #also a note abt the black shirt #kanji doesnt actually own that type of shirt with that logo but since its his own design i like to imagine he printed it on a buncha shirts #the right one is part of his new years outfit but idk what kind of sleeves it actually has since he wears a jacket over it #side note. hes so jesse pinkman core in these fits. #i had to absolutely blast the colours on this because my monitor display is rlly saturated. so i hope it looks like how i intended.

[rrogueamendiares]

i feel so sad abt the fact that ive not been drawing much lately nor drawing anything im really proud of,,,, i just feel so drained/without creativity and uni workload+life situations just make me want to spend my free time doomscrolling and playing stupid games like hsr. just rotting fr

#sometimes i go through my tnb fanart from two years ago... so colorful... where's that drive now i want her back #also my right hand started hurting yesterday prob bc i overwork it by typing on my pc #so i cant draw even if i wanted to lmao. i still have to use my pc bc i cant drop uni work so. i hope it'll go away #yeah! complaining on main again #shut up belle

[isekaiscreencaps]

#i love this type #isekai #anime screencaps #isekai screencaps #anime #anime screencap #i put a readmore because i thought it might get repetitive #and because i was worried the post would be too long #the most heretical last boss queen #the most heretical last boss queen: from villainess to savior #higeki no genkyou to naru saikyou gedou last boss joou wa tami no tame ni tsukushimasu #higeki no genkyou to naru saikyou gedou last boss joou wa tami no tame ni tsukushimasu anime #the most heretical last boss queen anime #stale royal ivy #arthur beresford #im not a ln reader so i hope i got these tags right LMAO #lastame

[shadkyo]

continued from here! // @drinkitfrommymouthsuou

kyoya's hands are grasped gently, and he can't help but 'tsk' quietly, absentmindedly glancing elsewhere, " oh, don't overdo it now, suoh. " he teases, the slight curve of a smirk playing against angular features. 📖‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ the host will never grow used to how tactile the other was, despite the length of their friendship. not that it was unwelcomed, mind you, just surprising each time. as in the ootori household, such things weren't exactly common-place, he pauses, thinking on this fact for a moment. 📖‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ then, moment passed, he shakes his head, and lightly pulls his hands back from tamaki, and settles back in at the table with his laptop open. 📖‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ " ah, i may make the occasional appearance today, but i truly need to finish up these finance reports, the school counsel is expecting them. " kyoya hums, absentmindedly lacing his fingers together, stretching them, popping his knuckles, before beginning to type once more. 📖‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ " do tell me if i'm requested, of course, but otherwise i'll be here. " a pause, a brief glance, " is that alright? " 📖‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎

#* && IC #* && KYOYA OOTORI : THE 'COOL' TYPE . #v01 * ( canon . ) #HI HI HI I HOPE THIS IS OKAY ??? i had the thought of like. tamaki being like 'bestie u work too much' and like #they sneak out of club duties for the day to explore the campus or tamaki just hangs out w/ kyoya in the prep room or something? #kyoya is gonna be like 'no?' at first but he'll give w/ a lil pushing lmao #surely the club can run w/o them for a day right? <3 asdfghjkl #DO U SEE THE VISION #drinkitfrommymouthsuou

[kalpasio]

good morning america. quikflip kalpas and his habit of sneering at weapons/armor and going "(reader) can make this better 🙄" and it even passes down to ER kalpas. he looks at whatever mei is wearing hes like "(reader) can make it better." (he wants to show off his smart little parter) -pianist anon

good morning Kalpas nation!!! og Kalpas arguing with his sim about whether reader or sim-reader made something better when you made the exact same thing...

vill-v getting tired of hearing him complain and telling him she made something reader actually made and bamboozling Kalpas into saying you could make it better when it's already your work 💀

quickflip Kalpas holding reader up like the lion king trying to show them off all the time 😭😭😭

#pianist anon!! 🧡🧡 #dont worry that im typing this at 1am #that's morning right? #i hope you know that despite having the wool pulled over his eyes a few times #kalpas is still adamant that reader makes things better #he will die on this hill lmao #reader: cant even make some kind of weapon #kalpas: they can do it better 😤 #THE “SHE DOESN'T HAVE THE RANGE” MEME 💀💀💀 #can sage make this battlesuit? they don't have the range #can vill-v make it? she doesn't have the range #can reader make it? #they dont have the range. #but... they're the one who DID make it #i dont care! they dont have the range! #im actually going insane this is too many tags im sorry #im going to bed now 💀🧡🧡

[oiblackestsheep]

Letters to MBTI: ESFJ

Dear ESFJs,

My opposite! You and I... we don't tend to run in the same social circles, most of the time lmao. But you know what, that's okay! I recognize that just because we aren't incredibly close, doesn't mean I don't see you and appreciate everything you do.

Our cognitive functions appear in reverse order and nothing reminds me of that better than getting to spend time with one of you. You find ways to be pragmatic, punctual, and inclusive of everybody in ways that I can't even manage to do in my dreams.

And when I say inclusive of everybody, usually, that extra effort goes towards making sure that people like me are included and welcomed to the group/community activities, and I really can't express how grateful I am for that. Or rather, usually, I couldn't express that because it's hard to do that verbally when you feel socially awkward, but here, I'm gonna let it rip.

So let's get into it!

I've found myself in enough social situations where I felt a bit like an outcast wallflower (which can earn you points on the internet, but not so much irl lmao), and it's the healthy ESFJ who recognizes this and decides to make the concentrated effort to help break the ice when I'm not quite sure how.

You never run out questions to ask to keep the conversation going and you always find a way to make me (and probably the other introverts) feel like we have a voice and a place at the table in any social setting. Especially when everyone else present knows each other and I'm the new person. This is such an important skill you have and I don't think you hear enough thanks from the people you help, most likely because we don't always know how best to say it.

Not to mention that you are likely the one who organized whatever event is happening, which most people take for granted. It's not easy being the one to accommodate everyone's schedules and coordinate all of the necessary components for social gatherings.

Or business gatherings! It's not all just birthday parties and baby showers with you guys; you've got serious business to get through, and all the while have to remember things like dietary restrictions, seating arrangements, appropriate time slots for all facets of the gathering. You're the one who has planned out the whole day from start to finish, hearding everyone else around, and everyone else has the luxury of going along with all of it without even noticing.

An introverted perceiver like me doesn't know the half of the hard work it takes to make these things happen!

I hope that it is as helpful to you to have me brainstorming new, potential solutions to your technical problems as it is to me when you make sure that everything is going according to plan and everyone gets the chance to comfortably and genuinely participate in all of our collaborative events.

You really do examplify everything I'd like to be better at. Maybe we should hang out more! We may not always have the most in common with our interests, but I think we could learn a lot from each other. Keep doing what you're doing ESFJs. You really are the glue that holds us all together and makes everyone feel safe!

#mbti #mbti personalities #mbti types #16 personalities #esfj #letters to mbti #oof it has been a LONG day and its gonna be an even LONGER week #just wanted to get an original post out before i retired for the night lmao #also been noticing a fair bit of activity and some new faces liking my posts #all i can say is hello and thank you! #im so glad that there is still interest in mbti on this website and that people still enjoy the type of posts i put together #i have some other ideas in the works but i just don't have the energy to actualize all of them right now #this week is gonna be a TOUGH one #but hopefully after the weekend and into next week it will let up? #please universe? #lmao #anyway thanks again for all the fun you guys #it totally makes my day every time my phone lights up telling me that someone liked or reblogged my posts #hope you're all doing well! <3

[morningmarionette]

finished rereading and annotating Great Gatsby. Daisy and Tom make me sick /non negative.

#dorian reads classics #dorians great gatsby analyses <3 #no bc like i cant even bring myself to hate Tom by the end of the book anymore #everytime i reread it i get to page 179 (lmao) and its just like. he doesnt even see what he did as wrong. #he is able to completely justify himself and his actions bc its Right By Him and like while its not right hes so deep rooted in his beliefs #but also because he doesnt want to be the Bad Guy in this situation where most everyone is a bad guy. Ough. #AND THEN AND THEN #'[...] They were careless people; Tom and Daisy-they smashed up things and creatures and then retreated back into their money...' #'...or their vast carelessness; or whatever it was that kept them together; and let other people clean up the mess they had made' #(pg 179; The Great Gatsby; F. Scott Fitzgerald) #<btw guys that credit took me three times to type it correctly in the right format pls appreciate it) #THAT PARAGRAPH MAKES ME SO SICK BC THE PARALLELS??? #Absolutely UNMATCHED. #This might seem really silly and really fucking stupid but I really hope Fitzgerald knows that theres someone SO autistic bc this book #that it consumes most of his thoughts (its me.) #Yall should see the book mark Ive been using too bro...

[altruistic-meme]

oh yeah btw here are some photos of The Boy!! say hi to Blue, he's old as sliced bread and just as good. he hasn't moved in yet bc I have to deal with people in my apartment next week, but after that he'll officially be coming home with me 💙

[his eye is fine. we aren't entirely sure what happened to cause it originally, but it's still healthy and doesn't cause him any pain or issues, it's just blind. none of the vets he's seen have been concerned about it since it's not deteriorating and it's been that way for several years now so dont worry.]

#hes not actually THAT old he's only like 7 or 8 i think?? #which yeah is pretty old but still #hes staying with my sister until i can take him #you can also see his brother in the background of the first photo lmao thats rosie he will be living with said sister #im gonna need a tag for him thats not just. blue. fjakjfjajd #old man blue #we'll go with that for now #i have a Type apparently cus all my cats are male tabbys lmaooo #shh ac #also he can't be seen by my apartment people rip me lets hope i can do this right #he also needs a collar with a tag VERY MUCH cus he used to be an indoor/outdoor cat so i don't trust him to not escape

[dandyshucks-moving]

woah rare other system part sighting lmao, here's a Guz drawn by not-Juno

#I was working with the base they laid out so I had to fudge some shit because they'd laid out the neck and shoulder weirdly RIP #like the head is too far over to the right lmao but I didn't feel like erasing a bunch of it to fix that #the hand behind the wrestling box corner thing is also goofed lmao #turning rbs off but Juno (Dandy is vaguely a cross-system name so it feels weird calling them that) might post the art later better #I don't know how they edit their photos but I think I maybe got close lol #this guys fun to draw tbh love a rough n tumble boy lol he's got the same body type as one of my OCs except Stasis is mostly a robot LMAO #dandyshucks #dandy doodlebugs #<- I'll add these just in case ig ?? idk Juno do what u want with this even if it means deleting it lol hope this is fine for me to post #ALSO THIS WONT BE A REGULAR OCCURRENCE LMAO I was just super bored tonight and happened to switch in during Juno drawing this guy #probably won't ever happen again lol #our drawing styles arent super different I think but also this is using a base they laid out so I would've done it differently lmao #maybe it is different though - apparently I'm not a good judge of shit like this bc they say I write and play accordion differently somehow #but I thought I was doing a pretty good job the other day of doing it like they do lmaooo but nah they said it was all noticeably different #I'm chatty tonight sorry lol been a hot minute since I've had any time in front but I'll scoot off now #💜so good at being in trouble

[magentagalaxies]

officially going to be taking a standup comedy class next semester!!! now my schedule is literally:

improv class

sociology class about queer history

standup class

buddy cole documentary which counts as a class despite only meeting with the professor when i want to and being a project i would work on even if i didn't get college credit

god i love majoring in comedy in college

#i realized my science credit was already taken care of by a dual enrollment class i did in high school so that gave me an opening #and i already have a plan to take care of all the other general education stuff later so i might as well load up on comedy courses #unfortunately due to some bullshit that's not as interesting as i think it is a lot of the comedy classes aren't running this fall #so the only one at my level with open seats is standup #and y'know typically i do NOT enjoy performing standup. i love watching standup very much but performing it's not for me #(plus ik my nemesis is in that class and she's also in my 2 other real classes so ugh i'm gonna be seeing a lot of her) #HOWEVER. i've already taken a course with this professor and he likes me #he's a kith fan so if i have to miss class or get an extension bc of work on the buddy cole doc he'll probably be super understanding #and!!! most importantly!!! he's really into character standup which not a lot of students choose to do #but for me. this gives me a perfect opportunity to actually work on some of my aubrey material as a ''standup character'' #or at the very least shoehorn buddy cole into discussions lmao #also. my improv class is right before this one and improv is probably the type of comedy i'm most confident in #so maybe that will give me a nice push to get more confident in standup #and as for the ''constantly having to be around my nemesis'' thing. well i can hope that she manages to chill out by then #but even if she is insufferable. i can take solace in being the one with kith connections and paul will almost definitely let me rant to hi

[tachiisms]

.

#on like strictly an ooc basis though i know i haven't been here in a while and randomly just popped on to shitpost #'cause laura's post made me laugh (ty! ily!) #but i'm still mostly over on my other blog. i've had a lot going on and like being with my soft girls right now #and also star wars hasn't really been sparking joy recently and it's been making this dash feel claustrophobic in a way idk how else #to really describe? like it's nothing to do with the actual people or characters on this dash it's more just that it's almost all star wars #if that makes any sense at all? #(which is probably stupid because no one really cares about the muses on my other blog so i'm only playing myself here lmao) #(but idc they make me happy and it's fine that they aren't popular) #but i also find that it can be kind of hard to branch out from star wars to get a wider range to rp with on siri #'cause it's mostly just modern type or crossover type verses #and that's been feeling Hard lately just because of the star wars stuff i just mentioned #but i do have a star wars related project with a friend that'll be...sometime upcoming? so i'm hoping that it will spark the joy again #but for now i'm mostly over on my other blog but since i follow a lot of the same people i sometimes see things and pop over here lol #anywhomst if you're at all interested in sigrid from the hobbit or susan pevensie from narnia (or breha who's also star wars) #(idk i'm not having the same problem with breha as siri probably because she's on the multi? anyway back to the point) #then feel free to go follow my other blog which is @viaminvenia but no pressure!! sigrid and susan don't have star wars verses #ily all you're all so talented and such good writers and just *chef kiss* all over the dash #ooc

[alchemiclee]

I didn't like blade at first for some reason. too edgy and emo and seemed generic like a sasuke (I never liked sasuke lmao) when I learned about yingxing, I really liked him but still didn't like blade. now I like both for some reason even if yinxing is a dumbass who did this to himself. but blade grew on me somwhow, and someone really needs to gently hold him or something. that poor man. he's so broken. give him a break 😭

#why do i often end up like the sad tragic characters #sometimes even ones that do evil shit because i feel bad for them or something lmao #lee text #hsr #if they really wanna make us sad they can end game give him a purpose and reason to live but then make him die permanently 😈 #because its what he askd for all this time ans its granted to him and he realizes in the end he made a mistake and isnt ready yet #(i doubt theyll do that but it would amuse me to see people's reactions fbfdhjsj) #i doubt blade will have a happy ending and it would be weird if they dont end him at the end #also dan heng needs a hug. hes also a mess and wont leave his room right now fhdjjdjjsjs #i hope he can open up to his friends more at some point and they become closer and rely on each other more????? #he has hope of moving on with them. but what if he also ends up tragically ending fhfdhjddj blade still wont let him go #tbh ive kinda lost faith in the writers writing a good story. they rush things and everything is disconnected and many holes #so idk if it'll end up being a good story at this point 😅 maybe my expectations are too high for this type of game idk #but they did show good potential and kinda threw it away imo fhbfdjjdjdkd #what am i rambling about

[masqueradeoftheguilty]

we were talking about portfolios and job stuff in my career class today and it kick-started a depression burnout so bad i got a stitch

#god. im not good enough to be here lmao i have zero portfolio pieces no drive and all i did today was draw octoluc #BUT SPEAKING OF OCTOLUC I WENT DOWN THE RABBIT HOPE OF OCTOPUS AND SQUID SPECIES YESTERDAY #octoluc is no a starry-night octopus #(or general callisoctopus) #and squidkae is a firefly squid. sparkly #nearly typed out firefin which is a splatoon brand lmao #step right up! || 🪄.txt