#i hope it makes sense? ahh

[crystallizsch]

hi ian i come bearing angst fuel for the yuusha as twsted elsa (maybe an idea for her possible overblot idk she kinda reads to me as someone whod preemptively isolate in the case she feels...blotty)

(also seeing that art of her playing violin totally didnt fuck me up im still nursing my bruised heart 🥴🥴💕💕)

https://youtu.be/NDldNaEZTt8?si=Wm71pgTltuJLjFvk

^^this is from the frozen musical where they gave a song to elsa to explore her emotional turmoil and it just fleshed out her character so much more than the orig movie (ok i havent seen frozen 2 oops) but just this section here:

Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive?

Was I a monster from the start?

How did I end up with this frozen heart?

Bringing destruction to the stage

Caught in a war that I was never meant to wage

anyways lmao i jus think the song is neat i think yuushas neat (i wanna see more of her ahehehe i love seeing infodumps abt ur yuus)

-diodellet

(throwback to this “what if yuu had magic” ask where i had a ✨realization✨ and this more recent yuusha lore drop that i gave zero elaboration on 🙃)

very rough ob yuu design??? idk i came up with it on the spot ;;; and it’s kinda based on disney’s concept art of elsa when she was supposed to be the villain.

evil ice queen vibes :3

also i know the ob monster is supposed to be based on the villain— which is elsa in this case— but lowkey. an ice monster is way cooler.

also also i just realized after i drew this i couldve done a grim/yuu tandem overblot ough 🤧🤧 (next time I'll do that instead if i ever go back to this concept)

(read more below because it got SO long)

AAH anyways hi hi dio!!! when i saw your ask i went —

— with this entire post

AAGH HOW MANY MORE UNINTENTIONAL CONNECTIONS ARE GOING TO BE BETWEEN FROZEN AND YUUSHA

i guess watching the movie everyday when it came out when you’re like 9 does something to your brain chemistry (and still haunts you at least a decade later) 💀

but anyways the angst ;;; overblot yuu ;;;;; my brain is rotting and the worms have taken over

also i didn’t even know that there was a frozen broadway musical so im gonna have to check it out later 🏃💨💨💨

(also dont worry frozen 2 is a nice watch for the most part but the way they concluded the characters did not feel 100% satisfying to me 😭 BUT i love some of the songs tho ;;; kristoff’s goofy 80s ballad song is one of them specifically, i need everyone to listen to it)

hfgnnfhfgv anyways thank you so much i’m chugging that angst fuel as i expand more on a possible ob yuusha with another infodump 💪💪💪

⚠️⚠️⚠️ ALSO IM SORRY BUT mentions of taking one’s own life so please proceed with caution ⚠️⚠️⚠️

i had to reread what my initial thoughts about it bc it was months ago??? and after rereading im just like, huh what was i on— (just that feeling when you just cringe at your old posts ;; but idk i think the insanity/cringe sometimes can loop back into being a genius and the cycle just continues)

anyways i’ve been on and off writing yuusha’s bio and overblot yuu was just at the back of my mind chilling but i didn’t really do anything with it.

but now that i have the opportunity,,,, im gonna go on the magicless route this time bc i feel like I've said all what i thought if it was an overblot due to her own magic.

so uh from what i gather overblots are a mix of overuse of magic + intense negative emotion.

since it’s magicless yuu, i guess the one of the general headcanons around the fandom is that they’ve been too exposed to overblots and then intense negative emotions suddenly just triggered their overblot.

uh anyways onto the elsa parts

Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive? Was I a monster from the start? How did I end up with this frozen heart? Bringing destruction to the stage Caught in a war that I was never meant to wage

THE LYRICS ARE SO GOOD ;;; i really love how some broadway interpretations expand on the source material

and yeah you're right 🤧🤧🤧— yuusha would try to hide and escape, especially as she overblots bc she would try to avoid hurting people (and like elsa, it'd only hurt others more trying to escape bc of probably how she leaves destruction in her wake trying to make others stay away from her 😔)

(this is a small tangent but i remember thinking about an overblot kalim and i imagine him to be similar, like he would not hurt anyone intentionally in his overblot.)

anyways so the way it would go is that i imagine her friends got fatally injured either because a) she feels that she’s too “useless” without magic to help and wasn’t able to do anything OR b) her attempts at helping to try and prove that she can help without magic made everything worse.

and then she just goes into a guilty spiral then boom — overblot.

ALSO in the song, the way elsa briefly contemplated taking her own life but then realizing there’s no guarantee that would solve anything hnghgh (<- another unintentional parallel to my yuusha lore because that’s actually how she ended up in twst except she did NOT have the latter realization)

there’s this “yuu is dead” theory i’m just using and that the black carriage actually just caught yuusha’s soul after she took her own life from all the burden.

also some bonus angst context for that violin post :3

yuusha back in her homeworld is raised and known to be a gifted musician. people can feel the life and soul in her music but when people interact with her, they are usually met with an ice-cold (heh) personality.

the dead family member was the one who taught her music and the only one who was kind to her.

there’s always an expectation from her family to perform well and to keep up appearances as to not be a humiliation since anything she does can reflect on her entire family. (also hi, slight yuusha/jamil parallels maybe???)

the way she presents herself also stemmed from an incident as a child when she went apeshit on another kid bc she was defending a friend.

so from then on she was taught taught to conceal don’t feel those emotions — which just unfortunately extended to any positive ones, not just negative ones like rage.

so when she is brought to twst, there’s no memory of her being forced to hold back her emotions so she’s just unapologetically affectionate and open with everyone bc that’s how she really is.

but every now and then, memories of her breaking down haunt her in her dreams or as subtle reminders in the waking world.

then yuusha just goes on her day like she just wasn't reminded of her past.

(unnecessarily tragic lore my beloved, but anyway—)

another extremely brief tangent and bonus -> the two songs i had on loop while drawing pre-twst yuusha

lindsey stirling my beloved i love her music

the songs are such a vibe

her instrumentals in “lose you now” especially makes me feel some sort of way 😖

#AHH THIS IS /SO/ LONG #THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM GIVEN THE CHANCE TO RAMBLE #but thank you for the ask dio!! 🤧🤧 #it makes me so happy to hear you like yuusha 😭💕💕 #this also took a bit because i needed to like #actually turn all these thoughts into actual coherent words #and for them to actually. make sense together. #idk im proofreading this myself during the gamer hours of midnight hfdjslkf #i sure /hope/ they do make sense for the most part because this is pure massive brain vomit #[— #(💜) yuusha #✦ asks #★ my art #☆ oc rambles #—] #at this point too i’m sticking to the twst elsa concept #it just felt weird admitting it bc i have a history with this movie and its fandom in general #kids would ask you “whos your favorite disney princess it cant be elsa” bc everyone would pick her so i'd have to pick another </3 #she was too famous and therefore too obvious and basic #not to mention “let it go” was EVERYWHERE and it did become annoying at one point 😭 #the fandom around frozen back then was v questionable too ngl and i was also in that hole for a bit so it's just /ack/ #but rewatching the movie i realize how elsa kinda speaks to me hgjkdsjfaljsd #i could lowkey highkey rant more about her but anyways #imma be an elsa defender and apologist for as long as i am able

[beckiboos]

Me when I start act 3

“Well I guess I better design my next character”

And this is why I have never finished the game

#bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate iii #ok so my first playthrough I got it here big brain battle in the sky right #so I guess I nearly won #ahh the game down I’ll finish this tomorrow #patch 1 drops and breaks the save #not joking I must have had like… 15 minutes left of the game if that #and I wasn’t that thrilled tbh cuz I became a mindflayer and astarion dumped me #so I was pretty upset this was my good ending and was hoping there was a suicide ending tbh because what was the ping of my character living #they now have no soul and been dumped and became the one thing you tried not to become #yey the city wins but I just lose I guess #and karlach offered to become a mindflayer but only if she eats Orpheus brain #??? #girl why is that your stipulation #if you don’t sacrifice Orpheus she just like nah I only wanted to eat his brain #and don’t get me started on the emperor part just not making any fucking sense #so what I know of the ending I’m not thrilled with #might just let Gale blow up tbh

[sweetronancer]

one of my friends is like totally against ronance, which i totally respect but she won't even give it a chance? like if she would just hear me out surely she wouldn't think its gross- but like thats apart of her beliefs yk? which i completely understand, but if it wasn't for that then maybe she should give it a chance. she was like "nancy and robin wouldn't even work-" but they would, they definitely would. they compliment each others personalities. they're both good (great even) characters and they basically lift each other up at times, like when robin gives that whole like "speech" at pennhurst, nancy seems sort of proud or like relieved because for once she didn't have to do the heavy lifting for a case. she didn't know what to say at all in that moment and sure maybe robin doesnt know what to say most of the time (?) but like she fucking saved their asses. robin knows more about nancy than she knows about vickie and i feel like that's important? like why would you pair robin and nancy for an entire season yet make robin still chase after this girl she just barely knows.

#percy pauses and yaps for a little #ronance #hope this makes sense ahh #i didnt try to be fair #i immediately shut up when she said ronance wouldnt work and i was just like “ok” #im too awkward to discuss it irl but like im soo good at defending it online #and to like people who arent like. homophobic (in a sense) #i bet if i showed her my ronance slides she'll agree??? #idk mann

[good-beanswrites]

Hello!! If you're still taking requests for that drabble game, might I request either Strength with Kotoko + Mikoto or Weak with Amane + Futa? It's fine if you aren't doing it anymore, of course

I've been in this fanbase since trial one and out of all the things I've read, your writing is probably amongst my favorite! (Even if I haven't finished going through it all yet...) I hope you have a splendid day! <3

!!!!! You are so kind waaahh this completely made my day, thank you ;---; I'm so glad you're enjoying omg ✨And thanks for these, they were really cool and fitting combos!! I tried to do a dual-perspective of Kotoko and Mikoto's pre-T2 fight, and I posted the one for Weak below.

Strength can manifest in a variety of ways, not just physically. Kotoko had a strong determination, for example. Mikoto had a powerful way with people. She showed solid self control and willpower. He held to strict deadlines and routines. She maintained a sharp intelligence. He upheld an unshakeable resolve.

Also, they were both ridiculously physically strong.

The pair came to this realization around the same time. They’d gotten a taste of the others’ power when clashing in the interrogation room, but it had begun suddenly and ended just as quickly. This time was different. They stood in the center of the panopticon, with the echoing space to themselves. As Kotoko swung a punch toward Mikoto, and he caught her against his forearms, they had a moment to gauge the other’s muscle. 

Kotoko stared into his eyes, which had a different sort of awareness to them now. He’s more coordinated, she thought, he must not be the same one I faced before. He’s leaning on the strength in his arms -- he’s not using his legs to their fullest potential. It doesn’t matter, given the raw force of his blows. Has he trained for fights, or just built his muscles in general? 

Mikoto stared into her eyes, returning her fiery gaze. Fuck, this lady’s strong.

She wound up again. He retaliated quickly. She shoved his back into the guard’s tower. He sidestepped her next attack. 

He didn’t really care why his fellow prisoner had come charging at him swinging, but she made sure he knew.

“The warden may not be able to administer punishments,” she said in between timed breaths, “so they entrusted me with that responsibility. This is justice, for the lives you’ve taken. You won’t be able to hurt anyone else.”

He broke into harsh laughter. “You’re one crazy motherfucker! You’re the only person hurting anyone.” He tried to grab her, but she slipped from his arms. His eyes narrowed, laughter dying away with unsettling speed. “But there’s no way in hell I’m letting you hurt me.”

Kotoko was struck by the way he said it. Her voice had shaken with the very same determination when putting herself between an innocent citizen and some creep. It was how she felt now, trying to keep his violent hands away from the other prisoners. There were children here, weak and scared. Es themself was just a child, and had already suffered his violence. She refused to let this villain cause any more pain. “I’m doing what needs to be done. You’re nothing but a murderous monster.” She swung her fist.

Mikoto caught her by the wrist, forcing her to look at the blood caked in her hand. He didn’t know whose it was, but it wasn't either of theirs. “You’re the fucking monster!” He shoved her backwards. “And I’m gonna kill you for it…!”

He didn’t know how she could think she was the hero in this whole situation. He was the one protecting someone else. 

Neither held back. Mikoto wheezed as her boots connected. Kotoko cringed as Mikoto landed a solid hit on her face. There was some shouting from the hallway. Their resolves hardened. Mikoto wasn’t going to let anyone else threaten him. Kotoko wasn’t going to let him threaten anyone else. They were strong, they reminded themselves. They had to end this now.

The two charged at one another. A moment before they were set to collide, they both cried out in pain. Blinding white light flooded the dark panopticon. They clutched their eyes, stumbling away from one another. A figure shoved through, planting himself between them.

“Stop this, both of you!” It was Kazui.

“Get outta my way,” Mikoto growled.

“This is not your concern,” Kotoko said, blinking in the light. 

The spotlight in the guard’s tower had been switched on, pointed directly at them. Kazui remained in place. “That’s enough. Look at yourselves, for god’s sake!”

Under the harsh light, they now saw the sort of state they were in. Mikoto’s uniform had torn in new places, blood seeping through. He could taste some in his mouth, too. Kotoko’s face was cut. Her leg ached. They stood covered in bruises, panting. 

“Go back to your cells,” Kazui commanded. “We’ll sort this out in the morning.”

Kotoko squared her shoulders. “There’s nothing to sort out. He’s a murderer. I won’t lose to him.”

“This bitch tried to kill me. I’m not letting her get away with it.”

“I don’t care.” Kazui said simply. “Call it a draw. You’ll both tear yourselves apart if you keep going.”

They continued staring at one another as if their gaze alone could take them to the ground, but neither moved to fight. 

Mikoto felt a pang of guilt. Lost in adrenaline, he didn’t realize how banged up he was. He thought of how much pain he’d experience in the upcoming days. The whole point was to save himself from harm. 

Kotoko cursed Kazui for interrupting her. As one of the forgiven, he was supposed to be on her side. Even if he wasn’t honorable enough to see her as an ally, she’d have to be the bigger person. She wouldn’t threaten him. 

Neither was happy about conceding, but couldn't think of a better option given their end goals.

Kazui remained between them as they stalked off to their respective cells.

“A temporary draw,” Kotoko muttered to Mikoto. She flashed a grin that felt more like an animal baring its teeth.

He returned the smile. “You won't be so lucky next time.”

#milgram #kotoko yuzuhira #mikoto kayano #kazui is there too #uhhh sorry if you meant bonding between them -- this just ended up flowing really well 😭 #honestly though in my mind they both are secretly impressed with the others strength #like they werent expecting them to be so powerful but their glad at least their opponent is a worthy one #i suppose its leaning into the trikoto theory but kotoko specifically comments on mikoto being a bad fighter in his interrogation #so itd make sense if it were a third alter that could actually give her a challenge #im not much of an action writer but i always wondered how their fight ended in a draw #neither are the type to just back down and call it a tie #and logically kotoko would have knocked mikoto out so hed switch back -- but i would count that as her win ya know? #so i had to think about how each of their own goals might stop them #it was yuno in the guards tower btw -- though idk why it was just left unlocked asdfdsfd #AHH thank you so much :'))) that made me so happy waaahh #ive been having a blast with these and its so fun to know others are liking them too! #i hope you enjoyed :D #and hmm maybe once ive done mug's requests in a day or two ill try my hand at a gentler one between them... #drabbles

[onboardsorasora]

The paddock would have probably known about sleepwalker Daniel because Jules would have probably made him wear a bell in some bet or another

Bestie say more about this

Teen Jules getting Daniel his first necklace with a bell on it and Daniel never taking it off because his julesie got it for him

Daniel looks at the necklace then at Jules who was giving him that shit eating grin. Jules snorted and the chain swung causing a bell-like chiming sound to come from his palm.

"you got me a bell?" Daniel asked flatly.

"so I can hear you coming down the hall when you start terrorizing me in your sleep." Jules was unrepentant.

"I don't terrorize you." Daniel grumbled grabbing the silver chain. The pendant was unassuming, seemingly a standard crucifix. The chime was coming from a charm on the clasp. "You got me a bell."

"Danny I always say you love me in your waking moments.. asleep though, I'm not sure if you really like me at all." Jules poked at the crease in Daniel's brow, his grin open and soft in the face of Daniel's glare. He then brushed some of Daniel's fluffing hair backwards, snorting when the curls sprung back to their original position.

Daniel leaned into his touch before catching himself, he was supposed to be mad. But he wasn't, because realistically he was going to wear the damn thing. Even if it was a bell.

It wasn't even like his sleepwalking was all that bad, it just so happened like twice in the last ten days. But he'd been exhausted from all the travel, so he'd expected it. He crawled into Jules' bed once and now he gets a bell.

It was just like when Jules got him that puka shell necklace, and smiled at him till he caved. Daniel knew he was going to cave. But he could pretend to be difficult.

With a heavy sigh and a roll of his eyes, he clasped the warmed metal around his neck. Rolling his eyes again at the constant chiming. He was not wearing this all the time.

"looks good! Silver is your colour, I think." Jules grinned again, cupping the back of Daniel's neck and covering the chime. Daniel's skin felt hot, itchy, from the contact.

He grumbled something unintelligibly, but didn't step out of Jules' hold.

#ahh i hope this makes sense! #daniel & jules #i guess this could fall under the category of daniel/jules #answered #preet-01❤️ #maxiel multiverse #jules edition

[lynnbutlertron]

I'm v drunk right now but I feel that mr b might lije scudworth but he doesn't like to show it- do u have any headcanons or thoughts about them

SO TRUE ANON i also tend to think about scudlertron while drunk. Hope you are safe and well atm… but let me throw some Thoughts at you. Thank you for asking me because i indeed have many thoughts…… so many. Too many. Trying to stay in theme with “mr b doesn’t like to show it” but i may go off track, apologies…

I have so many more general thoughts than this, but it’s quite a lot so i’ll put it under a readmore… i am so sorry i’m not the best at articulating my ideas, hope this is good….

-> scud and lynn are literally married but for these i’m thinking more mr b having a crush on him

-> since mr b doesn’t have hands, a mouth, etc, he would much rather show affection in other ways that don’t include having them (like kissing) . so like, i have the headcanon he loves to bake and will absolutely show his affection via baking. scudworth has no idea how much time and effort lynn puts into his bakes, how much time he spends thinking up new recipes playing on ingredients he knows scudworth likes. He is very talented and he will come up with some of the most intricate beautiful designs and scud will just wharf them and be like Thanks bee!!! You outdid yourself on those!!! and that’s enough for him.

-> This idea absolutely kills me- mr b is a robot and as a result is able to basically hide all of his attraction + his big fat crush on scudworth since he knows how to act normal (most of the time.) BUT… he cannot deny that when scudworth gets close to him, holds him, etc, he heats up like fuckin crazy (like hot to the touch) and you can hear the fans inside him trying to cool himself down (sounds like my computer when i try to play minecraft with shaders on) so scudworth could pick him up and give him a hug and b would be able to act completely normal aside from being *weirdly warm* and there being a quiet whirr from within him.

-> scudworth (i have the hc that he made him) knows this is weird and is observant enough to realise what’s going on to some extent, so i feel like he would tease him about it at one point. Which would just make him even more hot. Leave the poor robot alone he could explode at that rate.

-> After the scangrade fight (and all of the times mr bs become roughed up in season 2, which is a lot) he needs repairs, scudworth is happy to do it as he knows how, but if we’re talking about mr b having a huge crush on him, i feel like he would get so hot it would be basically impossible to touch him without hurting your hands, even with dish gloves on… I feel like in the end scudworth would have to turn mr b off (which is like the worst thing ever for the both of them) in order to repair him because he’s just squirmy and hot and he would definitely complain a lot and try and pretend nothing is wrong. And maybe it’s at that point scudworth realises there’s absolutely nothing wrong with his circuits, his fans, all the physical stuff, so he knows something is weird in the fact that he keeps getting hot to the touch. I haven’t decided if he’s smart enough to realise it’s because lynn has a huge crush on him though fhdh

-> random but the thought that mr b has seen every single side of scudworth- him at home, late at night on the couch watching fucking Jay Leno, him without his gloves, him being upset (different to the meltdown we saw in season 1) - and he’s just Fascinated with him. He feels all weird and fuzzy at the thought of being the only person trusted enough to see the different sides of him, as a result he tries to be as supportive as possible whenever he can at home. scudworth really does trust lynn and wouldn’t have it any other way ..

-> i feel like scud isn’t nearly as solitary as he appears to be- at home, he enjoys lynn’s company and asks him to watch leno with him… (scud puts it under the premise that lynn needs to make notes on all the jokes he comes up with, so he can send them to leno) but they end up kinda just snuggled into eachother. Scudworth enjoys all the heat mr b gives off like a big old radiator, and mr b is just sitting there trying to stop his circuits from frying because of how worked up he is from all the affection fhshfhd!!!

man they are everything to me. Thank you for letting me talk about them, i hope this makes sense to some extent shfhdh!!

#rambles #this is indeed RAMBLEs #I literally just woke up so if this doesn’t make sense i am genuinely so sorry #Uhhh #Not sure if i should tag this since it’s long and gay but #scudlertron #clone high #principal scudworth #mr butlertron #ahh i love getting asks telling me to talk about things #thank you so much anon #ask #and i hope you’re staying safe and drinking a lot of water to avoid a hangover!!!!!!! #:)))

[unfinishedjulyrain]

Goeun & Gunwoo・❥・@svnandmccn

She might have been a fairly young vampire in comparison but Goeun had her fair share of vampiric encounters over the past decades. And yet, she never got used to this strange sensation whenever the other and Goeun locked eyes, the nonverbal acknowledgement of another damned soul. Usually, the female would just go her way but this time, she seemed intrigued. "You probably hear this every other day but for some reason, you're quite familiar..."

#svnandmccn #feat. gunwoo #muse: goeun #gunwoo & goeun #i hope this works! #i thought maybe she could be talking about his job and hers #hers being a singer #and she knows his designs from somewhere? #idk if it makes sense ahh

[anthromimicry]

“Do you need something to drink?”

misao had been plagued with these terrible migraines for days. they always seemed to start in the same place, which was the base of her skull, and traveled up her head to her temples. and that wasn't even the worst part of it all. they had started to negatively affect her performance at work. so, now not only was she in physical stress, but mental stress as well. it had been taking a lot out of her just to listen to her patients and appear to give even the slightest damn about their issues whenever her head felt a bit like it was one of those pressurized instant cooking pots: prone to burst at any time given the right stimulus. thus, misao was taking the day off as per the warden of arkham's orders, despite the fact that she didn't want to.

and this was because the institution held her main food source within it. but she supposed she could survive on other things besides her patients themselves, for a few days. there was a time where misao had managed to survive on just insects after all. a sigh slipped through her lips, then, at the thought while she stared at the blaring light coming from the laptop screen in front of her. why was misao even trying to respond to work emails right now anyhow? the jorōgumo knew that the only thing that she would get from it was an even bigger headache. the latest thing that misao had been dealing with in her workplace was another psychiatrist trying to get rid of his most 'difficult' patient by transferring them to her care, and she had found that to be pretty irritating.

it really was as if these out of network fellow doctors of hers thought that she was the person to dump treatment-resistant patients on when they got tired of them, rather than someone they should actually treat like one of their respected colleagues. misao was faced with the other just as she decided to close her laptop next and would've jumped up in surprise if she didn't stop herself at the very last second. gosh, did she wish people around here would announce themselves more often. a laugh that conveyed both a slight sense of nervousness and friendliness leaving misao's lips while her eyes focused on khare's, ❝ oh, wow. hi — uhh, you were not just there a few seconds ago, were you? because i have to admit, you kind of scared me. i did not hear you at all. ❞

misao fixed the glasses she wore to sit atop her nose properly once more as she plastered the most well meaning smile that she could on her face. to be honest, she hadn't really thought too much about what she wanted to order yet, but misao supposed something simple like a water might calm that dreaded sense of nausea she was feeling along with the newfound pressure in her skull. 'now would be as good of a time as ever to start working, pain medicine,' misao thought to herself, ❝ yeah. i'd love something to drink, actually. could you get me some water? you'd honestly be helping me a lot by just doing that, ❞ keeping things short and sweet is just what misao preferred to do, especially around strangers, so that's exactly what she did.

although misao was hungry... attempting to eat someone like khare would be quite the risk since they were in public and that could mean that she could very much be potentially out herself in the process. so, once again, she supposed she'd just have to perform a little fast as she originally planned.

#oculusxcaro #AHH i'm still sort of getting used to portraying her if i'm being honest and she's quite different from both bunny- #mask + barton. BUT yeahhh i love how misao is basically like ' ehh i could survive on insects... but do i WANT to is the question?? ' #like OMG. this girl is wildinggg LMAOO i mean the jorōgumo in traditional japanese folklore were maneating creatures so it makes sense- #for her character to want to do that but the fact that she just thinks about it so casually is what does it for me JSJSJ like #alrightyyy then 💀 but anyhow... i know that this is a rather tame start to this all. however i promise you that things- #definitely have the capability to get more insane later on so uhhh stay tuned for that?? idk LOL but i hope you liked my reply to this!! #tw: cannibalism. #tw: mentions of insects.

[gifti3]

Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW

#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him #im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh) #im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked #like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ) #and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings! #god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb” #sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear) #maybe dont be so dismissive #like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves #and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed #and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance??? #like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off #leave it be! #god looking back on all this.... #i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things #ppl can change so ill just hope for that #or maybe he'll meet his match #someone who reflects the same energy he has! #tho im not sure if hed like that haha #the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt #but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses #which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own #gotta get context for everything u know #but in this case....naur #like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind! #so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr #im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly #trying to make sure not to make things harder for them #and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset #but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???

[mettywiththenotes]

Fighting Yourself

So so, analysis time

“You’re... me. My past... or a future that might have been...”

I think, in terms of symbolism, the Noumu represents an infinitely power-hungry Endeavor that could have been, had he not, yknow, come to see what he has done to his family; somebody who focuses only on fighting (on the job in a sense) and destroys everything around him as he does so

And this Enji is his past self

So, you could say, Endeavor is burning a bridge at both ends. He’s burning the potential future where he never learns, where he doesn’t pay attention, where he keeps fighting until the end of time and runs himself into the ground, and he’s burning the past that led him to where he is now, the past that told him to keep getting stronger and never ever stop

He’s burning the future where he never learns, and the past that led him to his twisted thinking

As he does this though, I don’t think he’s forgetting what led him to his horrible way of thinking (that being insecurity, his weakness). This seems more like an anger at himself, and it’s just a way of getting it out - by picturing the Noumu he kills as a future self and choking/burning his real past self. It’s a frustration he carries with him because of his insecurities, but he’s deciding to burn it all to the ground - those feelings of insecurity don’t matter anymore. What matters now is the fight, the people he needs to protect, the reason he became a Hero

And despite the way his twisted thinking grew over the years, currently, he does want to help. From the boy who saw a father die with seemingly no Hero in sight, to the boy who viewed his hero name as self-deprecating yet still wanting to get out there, to be strong, and I’m assuming part of that motivation to be strong stems from, well, not feeling good enough or feeling weak. He wants to be strong, powerful, and he does want to help, not cause the problem (which he already did with Dabi and Izuku), to try and end what AFO begun (that being this whole OFA-AFO war business)

Endeavor knows he can fight. It’s all he’s ever done. All he’s good at, and he knows this. Maybe that skill can help here.

I don’t know what will become of Endeavor after this. Hopefully he lives after the war, hopefully that grants him the opportunity to talk to Dabi or the family in general, or at least make some kind of improvement for the family (I suppose it could be anything. Leaving them entirely and going off to live in that now big empty house is one of them)

But whatever happens, I think this chapter was great. I really liked the symbolism

#ahh this comes off as more of a ramble but whatever whatever #i hope it makes sense #bnha #bnha 356 #bnha manga spoilers #bnha spoilers #endeavor #enji todoroki #mettys posts #metty posts #i want to analyse this guy more #he is but a bug under my microscope and i am just writing the data down #endeavor analysis pending

[newervegas]

okok sleep deprived BUUT i think i have the j//jk verse figured out so far!!!!!!

three clowns atm!! shiori (g*ojo), minako (t*oji + ch*oso) and kanna (n*anami) !!!!!!! 🌸💕

minako is g/ojos older sister (by a few years she graduated college and was in her first year as a teacher in ye olde flashback era of when g*ojo and besties were in school) she was married and thus and still into today she uses her late spouses surname mizuhara.

shiori is either n//aoyas twin but they weren’t really close as kids and aren’t close now so there isn’t much to that?? (or maybe they were but now its strained due to yk succession who gets to be heir i am not quite sure about that yet!! oo it would give s//uccesiion but make it j//jk OO!!!!!) ORR she’s the older sib of m*ai and m*aki?? and still candidate of heir (?) in that as well?)

BUT ANYWAY..!!!! she was an old classmate of g/ojo and the besties (was maybe in either his year or n/anami and kannas year?) AND BESTEST BUDS. its giving childhood sweethearts to lovers yk? CUUTE.

fast forward t*oji passes….ish. right she and him after they grad they raise her nephew together (he even has a room at her apartment they’ve been SUUPER married but never got together what gives yk?? ILL EXPLAIN 💀) so her career skyrocketed (as an actress?? model? both????) and so things got busy BUUT like they’ve baaasically been living together and raising two youngins (minako and t*oji have a daughter aya <3) they hang out like ALL THE TIME……. and yet not married 💀

(but i mean thats not to say they’ll never yk *giggles* shes taking a year off of to help out and support m*egumi at his first year with goj 🥀🤧 SUPER MARRIED PARENTS!!) theyve alsoo been very invested the last decade or so with getting two of their besties together ever since n*anami said he was interested in her since like forever and never told them about it but swore to never tell her about it so theyve been trying to subtly *wheeze* set them up 🥀🤡

WHICH LEADS ME TO KANNAAA so she’s the granddaughter to the principal of the k*yoto campus and she transferred to tokyo so not to have the rep as “principals kid” (she still did alas 💀✨🤧) and possibly get special treatment bc shes related to one of the administrators. her curse technique she uses (its like c*assia in r*ogue trader-ish seeing emotions, curses and resonances as colors and swipes of paint and swipes of a paintbrush !!) and its helpful as she is a psychotherapist these days for sorcerers !!!!!!! 🌸 very much on the outside cool and collected “has her stuff together.” meanwhile that mask hides behind a hot mess teehee <3 also parties a lot chronic partner drags shiori to all of her after parties and galas and suggests kanna “tags along” so she can party 🥀😌 the girls are thriving!!!!!!!!

she didn’t think anything of nan and in fact likely didn’t even know he existed let alone has had a childhood harbored crush on her 🥀💀 ……. and then they reunite when they’re set up together in ep9 TEEHEE (everyone (g*ojo and shiori) cheers they’re brains for suggesting she aid them HUUUGE) she had planned only to be there for the exchange event and then go back to things buuuut teehee n*anami like kanna fell HARD (everyone’s thrilled especially g*ojo and shiori ndjxxh) and thus decided to take a transfer to be in t*okyo HEHE.

SO GOLDFISH BRAIN their curses!! minako (dream walking/weaving), shiori (pied piper if i make her an actress she doesn’t do musicals or play instruments UNLESS there’s curses in her midst bc she can control them and people in the vicinity with her ability (like meat puppets 🥀🤧 BUUT if i made her a model people already would expect her not to sing so i mean it would be convenient??) and kanna was listed earlier!!

(also when g*ojo and shiori finally DO get together everyone was like ????? we thought you both already were?? and they were like 🥀🧍‍♀️🧍👁️✨😶🫨)

BONUS TRACK VERSION: so nan and kan begin as more of a fwb but it doesn’t last im thinking bc teehee <3 BUUT not before shiori stopped by kans place for something and noticed…… something of nanamis there 🥀💀 (like a tie or jacket of his or something yk?) BUT THE WAY SHIO BOLTSSSS TO DELIVER THE NEWS very had to be ✨ so normal ✨ around them lest ye aforementioned parties are made aware that they know 🌸💕🫨🥴

#leg.txt #t: personal musings #i am so sorry if this makes no sense dkxjxhgc i haven’t gone to sleep and it’s 7 am 💀) ANYWAY i hope y’all are well!!!!!! 🌸💕 #*its 8 am now *wheeze* leg go to sleep challenge (impossible) the saga continues 🥀🤡 #veery trying to keep it vague xkxhhxh since i think im a bit over halfway thru s1 #and like yk this all could SUUPER change yk?? (alsoo i can’t wait to dev minako and c*hoso once i meet him they’re gonna be the cutest AHH) #alsoo jess i may beeline to the ye olde messages bc i have hyperfixation bad rn 🥀🤧😌✨☺️ binge watching it and feeling normal rn!! <3 #ill go into a lore thingy on minakos new lore later !!!!!! leg need nap *wheeze* 🥀🤧🥴✨ #but like in short toj they meet she went on a date to tell him she’s married its dropped #SUBSEQUENTLY he’s given an assignment interestingly to zero her man and the immediate family #(she had to grade an assignment that night where her students wrote their own plays!!) #i mean in his mind even with his profession he’s the tiniest wee bit grateful she wasn’t attending that night 🌸💕☺️😵‍💫 #something something in love with the mark trope I LOVE SYMBOLISM!!!!!!! #and like her and goj were SUUPER close until he passed then she never really wanted to see him or speak to him again #leg returning to their v//tm era while also needing to write that w//itcher fic and other things 🥀🥴 but!! we are creating though yay!!!!!!! #that is a BOTCHED summary of things for minakotoj if i ever saw one kdjxhxhx 🥀🤧

[thevikingwoman]

A small gift for @coldshrugs​, featuring Wayfarer Ephyra Metaxas. That you for being you, Azia, and for joining me in being utterly normal about Veyer ;). This was inspired in by this lovely art by @ranyani-arts​ and by Azia’s writing.

Fandom: Wayfarer IF | Words: 501 | Read on ao3

Veyer Krellion x Ephyra Metaxas | future | romance rating: Teen. Fluff, slice of life, some time in the future, established relationship

Laughter

It was nice for Ashani to offer the Order’s safehouse, as they claim it is. Or maybe nice wasn’t quite right. A sense of guilt might have played in, Veyer supposes. Whatever Ashani’s reason, they can’t complain.

They brush their hand against Ephyra’s as they walk through the modest garden. The place is tucked away in Ithyria, and the tiny garden is private, as is the house itself. They have no idea how long Ashani has been the owner, perhaps centuries. Long enough that the house isn’t associated with Lethalis or perhaps even The Guild of Mages. Very convenient, and Veyer suspects the house is simply one of many Ashani has access to.

Ephyra stops, admiring the large orchids growing in pots on the wall. They’re stuck there with magic, but they don’t bother warning her. If they fall, they fall. They’re still a little curious about how her abilities works, but mostly it doesn’t matter. It matters that when she touch them, the burning inside of them ceases.

Ephyra touches the soft petal of the delicate flowers.

“Pretty.”

“Yes.”

They walk on, circling the small pond, the water feature somewhat predictably taking up most of the outdoor space. Every time her hand brushes theirs it’s like drawing a fresh breath of air. They give in to it, and grasps her hand. She lets them, with a small smile and something akin to triumph in her eyes. They flick their thumb across Ephyra’s hand in slow deliberate motions.

The garden isn’t big, and soon they’ve circled the pond and admired the rest of the exotic flowers.

“Let’s explore the inside?”

“Of course, Ephyra dear.”

They had decided to walk the garden first, each of them slipping inside the hidden door – hidden to them at least, possibly not to Ephyra – using Ashani’s passphrase.

The house isn’t big; a sitting room connected to the garden, a kitchen and dining room, and a stair leading upstairs. Ephyra lets go of them and throws herself on a divan in the sitting room.

Veyer sits on the other end, and Ephyra throws her legs across their lap.

“Tell me a story. Something funny, or embarrassing from court.”

“Do you think the nobility has a habit of making fools of themselves for your entertainment, my dear?”

They slide their hands up her legs and her pants are heavy, offering no reprieve, no contact with her skin. Their banter isn’t new, but this is – the delay of gratification, spending time together before the inevitable crash together in bed. Or if they’re lucky, on this divan. They can wait.

“Perhaps not for me, but for you. Or are you telling me truly nothing ever happens?”

They know the well muscled legs underneath her clothes; they know every scar on them. Veyer tries not to think too much of what that means.

“Barely,” but they grin and launch into a story, only embellishing slightly. Ephyra’s laughter is worth it, and they try not to think too much of that either.

#wayfarer #wayfarer fanfiction #veyer krellion #veyer krellion x mc #veyer / ephyra #veffie #I hope I captured the dynamics #and that this make sense #also spilling ashani headcanons out of my pockets don't mind me #I want this relationship to grow and change so badly #ahh thank you for being you #hope you enjoy #viking writes #published 10/28/2022

[its-tortle]

HI you said to ask about the shrunky fic bc it might help motivate so consider this

✨ asking ✨

Is it AU? Modern? A surprise? Start of a series? Est WC? Give us one (1) tag to build hype 👀

hiiii! thank you so much for asking, teesh <3

so basically, this fic is an attempt to combine two of my very favorite things: shrunkyclunks, and captain america: the winter soldier (2014). my first working title was 'catws except there's no ws'

you know how steve and nat seek shelter at sam's after the camp lehigh disaster? yeah, well what if bucky, sam's bestie and running buddy, had been over at sam's that morning? what if he still had a history with hydra and a metal arm, but was just a millenial with a crush on cap and eager to get in on the action and punch some nazis?

i'm almost scared i bit off more than i can chew with this fic -- and the fact that i have been a total nut case the last few months is not helping -- but i really want to make it work and am trying my best. hopefully it will see the light of day soon.

anyway, i made this meme about it

#so yeah? #i hope this makes sense to anyone but myself #because i love it #i just need to make it WORK #AHH #stucky #my wips #stucky wip #shrunkyclunks #tortle answers #mutuals (affectionate)

[chaosfable]

canon divergency : how is asteria alive ?

that’s the question all held at her return. but the thing is , was she truly ever dead ? the short answer is no. asteria , unlike her mother , has not been killed by tamlin’s father. rather that night at the cabin her wings were stripped from her body leaving her helpless and left to witness the murder of her mother before being blindfolded and kidnapped. her head that rhys and received ? imposter trickery so to speak. the head of an innocent around her age sent to her brothers doorstep alongside her mothers battered and unrecognizable to lead her brother and the rest to believe she had been slain. while instead asteria was taken from the cabin to hybern. used as a bargaining chip , a hostage , a prisoner of war for the king so , if the day ever came , he would have leverage over the night court. and for years upon years she lived in the dungeons of the castle. unable to fly , unable to do any sort of magic to contact the outside world. how long she was there , she is vastly unsure. when all you are able to see is the darkness only broken by one single candle and the only sounds you heed are chains and stone , time begins to mean little to nothing. at least , until the war decades later.

taken to his war camp , kept hidden away as to keep her existence a secret from the prythian forces , it was there she could see through the cracks the wings of fellow illyrian soldiers. hear the battle against the king clash through the night. and every so often , her brothers name. he was there. he was close. but would he be close enough ? hoping for the best but readying for the worst , she waited. waited for either their reunion or her final moments. as the war waged on , hope for the best dwindled until the moment came. his soldiers falling in defeat. sounds of cheering. had , had he lost ? was it over ?

it took hours more before she was found by an illyrian soldier. the violet in her eyes tells the other she was not on the side of the king but a prisoner from illyria. and in turn , she is freed and taken back to the war camp to heal properly and relay who she was. but of course not without great questioning as she had been thought to be deceased. but after many long days of questions and interrogations , she is soon believed enough and kept in the safety of her family cabin. kept tucked away in the very same home she had been stolen from all those decades prior until word could reach rhysand and the others that someone he knew been discovered. that she was safe and most of all , alive.

#` | 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯 › asteria #i have a lot of emotions about her okay #i hope this makes sense i just ahh #also i wrote this via mobile if there are any mistakes #it hit me and i had to get it out before i forgot.

[birdsareflocking]

Tim and Sasha are such a cute pairing

Tim - lithromantic (when someone reciprocates feelings the romantic feelings go away)

Sasha - cupioromantic (someone who desires a romantic relationship but doesn’t feel romantic love)

AND IT WORKS IN CANON AND THEY HAVE A SUCH A CUTE DYNAMIC IM IN LOVE

#hope this makes sense #tma #the magnus archives #tim stoker #sasha james #tim stoker and Sasha James #AHH #i love them both

[ratfuzz]

not me searching info about vampires so i could use it for my vampire kyle x reader shit in the future

#i'm not sure that i will get to it soon but who knows #...i would let this man drink me whole #like literally to death dude #and would even make sense if we think that vampires are just like vampire bats #also it would take about ummm 15 minutes based on info i found so my inpatient ass is very happy with that #(i couldn't take it if that was like half an hour or so lol) #((bitch like you could take it in anyway your neck is literally sensitive af)) #ahh man i sure hope no one reads the tags here😇 #rat squeaks