#i need to go cuddle with my dog

[zishuge]

I'm supposed to be working but instead I'm thinking about Li Lianhua growing vegetables and how, once upon a time, he was so happy that he almost cried when he finally managed to grow some turnips.

Thinking about how he must've been at rock bottom then - sick, injured, heartbroken, having just lost in one fell swoop everyone and everything he's ever cared about. His shixiong, dead. He believes it's his fault. His shifu, dead. He believes it's his fault. His sect, in ruins. He believes it's his fault. His people no longer believe in him. A-Mian doesn't love him anymore. It's all his fault, it's all his fault.

He doesn't have Hulijing yet. He's alone. He's heartsick. He'll be dead in ten years, or much sooner than that if he can't find some food and shelter. His Sigu Sect leader token is only worth 50 taels of silver. It turns out everything he has built his life around is worth only 50 taels of silver. I can hear his self-deprecating laugh. How foolish he must've felt, having his life's ambition put so violently and abruptly into perspective.

Have you ever been so despondent that you cling desperately to just one thing, anything, that you can focus on in order to not think about everything else? So: turnips.

Tending, weeding, watering, counting, day by day by slowly passing day. The vegetables grow and he survives. And finally, one day, he discovers that against all odds, he has turnips. These hands which he believes have caused the destruction of all that he once held dear, somehow managed to nurture creation and support life. Everything and everyone is gone, but here in his hands is this one small glimmer of hope that perhaps he is not only capable of ruin. How happy he must've been. Was it the first time he felt joy since before the East Sea battle? How he must've wanted to tell someone, but there was no one there.

You know who he must've most wanted to tell? His shifu. His shifu, who once told him that he didn't care about Xiangyi becoming any great martial artist. Just eat well, drink well, and live well. Maybe kneeling there in the dirt, gently cradling his small misshapen turnips in his hands — maybe that's when Li Lianhua finally understands what Shifu meant.

#and so he promised himself he would do nothing but try to live by shifu's words for the rest of his life #of course that is until fang duobing crashed into it #mysterious lotus casebook #莲花楼 #word vomit #it's li lianhua feels hours #when i tell you that that one scene of him tending to his turnips #made me absolutely lose it #i had to pause because i was sobbing so hard i couldn't see the screen #i can't have been the only one #just imagining what he must've felt then #every time i think about it my heart aches #i'm sorry this is so long i just can't stop thinking about it and need to get it down #i have to go cuddle my dog now #my ramblings #text

[shentunans]

Where is my Hua Hua X

#my gifs #romance on the farm #mysterious lotus casebook #dmbj cast #shen nuo #I could watch a full 40 episodes drama of just ShunXi and his brosband’s doggo going on adventures #it could be called the adventures of puppy and puppy #zeng shunxi #Joseph Zeng #she is a good doggo though so cute #is okay buddy Li Lianhua will come back oops sorry wrong drama even if he’s sad again missing someone with LLH’s dog look #iqiyi are doing this on purpose and I’m fine except I’m not I want Li Lianhuaaaaa #and di feisheng I need di feisheng to get comfort cuddles from the puppy as well xD #alternate universe mlc

[rintoki]

every hour is loving kaveh hours

#not to be a giant simp #but i love him sm #miss eriimyon on twitter recently posted kaveh ver of her waking up in bed series #GULPS….. #uuuuuhhhhh… #hhhheehuuuaaaa #mmhmumumhuhmhmumh #GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #heeeeeeeeeeeeee #hooooooooooo #not to be absolutely insane about a fictional character but i’m completely insane about kaveh #I WSNT HIMMM SO BASDDDDDD #GRRGSGSHRHRHAGSGRGHSR #growling and gnashing my teeth like a feral dog rn #get out i need to go to my mind palace #me when it’s kaveh daydreaming hours (every hour of the day) #we r in love (real !!!) #and we take naps together bc i’m sleepy and he loves cuddles (real !!!!!!) #delete later

[hooved]

i need to stop thinking "i could be your bf" every time a friend wants a bf. not everyone wants me to be their bf but i wanna be everyone's bf

#i just feel dog-like love and affection for everyone around me #(even if i've gotten less confident about expressing it over the years unless i know For Absolute Sure that ppl want that) #i will love and comfort and cuddle you and take walks with you and accompany you on drives and go shopping with you #i will cook with you and sit around doing nothing with you and be silly with you and [redacted] with you and never get tired of you #i just wanna be with ppl all the time. i want a million ppl to share my abundance of love and affection with #i miss going to cons and parties and meetups all the time with irl friends who are comfortable with cuddling and kissing (and more lmao) #i need that. i'm so glad that my relationship is open now but i still need to find like. a regular thing like that again #and not just ******* ***** ** ****** *** **** *** ******* ** **** *** ***** like it's been lately. i mean that's fine. but also not enough

[scattered-winter]

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#the worst part about all this is that i Literally saw her 2 weeks ago. we didnt have time to talk we just said hi and went our separate ways #i never even got to say goodbye to her. #and i didnt even know i needed to because this was all so fucking sudden. she was my age. healthy. etc #life is really fucking fragile huh. like it can be gone just like that. #im sorry im just. #i was super close with her mom too and i want to idk. text her or something. but what the fuck can i even say?? #and my other friends in that friend group are all unavailable rn for one reason or another #like. no contact in another country kind of unavailable #so im just. do they even know. has anyone told them. or will they find out when they come back. #i still cant even wrap my head around it tbh. its just. she was alive this morning. she was alive. this morning. #hh. anyway. #i called my sister and cried to her a little bit which was nice. but fuck i really really wish i could hug her right now #or cuddle my dog. literally anything. #im going to be such a fucking mess tomorrow oh my god #i dont even want to go to sleep tonight because if i see her in my dreams im going to fucking lose it #i dont know. i dont fucking know. #winter speaks #personal #tw death #grief tag #<- i fucking guess. i might be venting more in the next few weeks so ill at least make it easy to blacklist

[gaysexforlosers]

its missing my boyfriend hours. hhhhhhhhhhh

#percy posts stuff #boyfriendposting #unfair. why are we not in his bed cuddling and watching doctor who. that is literally all i need in life and yet here i am. not doing it #hhhhhhhh #i want him to pause the episode to like theorize about it and then if hes right he gets all excited #and i tell him my favorite fun facts about it #and then we go to the macaron place and i get macarons and i give him the vanilla ones #and then we go back to his house and he makes me a smoothie #hngh #and i get to go to sleep with him at night and i wake up and im not lonely anymore #i miss him #and we go downstairs and he makes me a bagel and i get to pet the dogs and they go on my lap and and i bring my guitar and i sing him a song #and he gives me a hundred million kisses #and he does the thing where he like picks me up and spins me around....aaaaaaa #actually. going insane. i miss him so bad #mlm

[offantasiesandreams]

Hello!! so my request is;

What if the batter turned or was a dog? I think the idea of ​​us the player being able to pet a Batter dog is very cute. But, How would he handle his mission? How would the player have to take care of him? is it now easier to decipher how he feels, because of his ears and his tail (like, it's easy to know when he's happy, since his tail wags when the player caresses him lol) Well, I didn't think much deeper than that, as I got this idea when I remembered the day I put a hat on my dog, playfully, covering his eyes and mentally saying to myself, "batter dog." aksbekd XD Anyway, the rest is up to you, you decide if he can talk or not, or what kind of dog he is. But that's it, hope you have a great day, be well ^^)

I am more of a cat person myself, but dogs just fit Batter so much better than cats! This is so cute! This entire time I was thinking to myself "Bog" (Batter dog)! Hats on dogs are so cute! Any hat on any animal is adorable!

Dog!Batter

If you were to ask me, Batter would be a German shepherd. They’re strong, resilient, fast, dutiful and loyal. As they’re quite large, but not the largest and have a pretty strong bite, he would still be able to fight well enough, all the while being completely loyal to his Player.

When he first meets you his face might not show much emotion, but his tail sure gives away how he’s feeling, wagging at a speed you didn’t even know was possible for a dog. Of course, he curiously sniffs you at first, but he’s smitten either way and completely loyal to you from the very start. The connection is still very much there, just in a different format now.

I’d also like to mention that he’s still wearing his baseball uniform.

Because of his exceptional sense of smell, he can tell when there are enemies up ahead, long before they even show themselves. He might be a dog, but he’s still from the OFF world, making him a bit different and capable of smelling ectoplasmic beings. Once he senses that one is nearby he goes stiff for a moment, stops following you and then goes into attack mode, staying as close to you as possible.

As he still has his intelligence, he knows how to use his strength and agility to his advantage, making him better at dodging the hits of the spectres. While there’s practically no equipment out there that would help him with increasing his damage, even though I’d imagine it’s higher than regular Batter’s from the very beginning, he can still wear some defensive equipment. It’s smaller and less effective than that of regular Batter, but that’s to be expected when you’re more of a heavy hitter.

Because he uses his bites to attack the enemies, and because not all of them are ghosts, there’s a chance he can inflict bleeding on the more ghoulish enemies and have them give in from that status effect.

If you pet him and tell him he did a great job battling then he might just do that dog thing where they try to jump up to you with their front paws and use you to stand on two legs.

If you ever feel upset then Batter will want to help you. Still, even as a dog, he’s kind of awkward, so he’ll just lie beside you and watch you, making sure he’s there when you need him.

He handles his mission still with utmost care, but he makes sure that you’re safe and sound even more so than before. He can’t help it, it’s his instinct. He’ll always be a bit ahead of you, a step or two, to make sure he can take on any threat ahead, while looking back from time to time to make sure you’re still there. In a sense, because of your bond and his innate feelings of wanting to be near you and protect you, you're a bit more important to him than his mission.

A big plus of him being a dog would be that meat would have a better effect on him. I’d say it’s capable of both healing status effects and health points. Plus you get to throw pieces of it away and watch him go after the food, excited he gets to play with you.

#off (game) #off x reader #batter x player #batter x reader #in a companion like way #hhh i need to pat the Batter dog #and cuddle him #and gib him a kiss on the head #and play fetch with him #I just wanna go wild and play around with him am I asking for too much! #even though I'm actually afraid of dogs Batter dog will always be in my heart!

[hilsoncrater]

google answers that make me bawl my eyes out like a baby: part one

#'yes your dog knows how much you love him!' #i need to go lie down with my boy arlo real quick. i need to cuddle him

[calumsash]

fic moodboard concept in honor of @jbhmalumm birthday: the childhood best friends to lovers to exes to strangers to stuck in a storm together to lovers again malum au we all deserve

after not hearing from Calum for the past year, the last thing he expects is to see him at his front door, asking him if he could give him a ride to his parents' winter cabin, the same one he confessed his love to in a hushed voice when they were young and naive, the same cabin he broke Michael's heart in last november.

he'd love to say he declined, but he never could say no to him, not to Calum, not ever.

so that's how they find themselves stuck there together, a sudden storm preventing michael from coming back to his own place, a small apartment he could never call home cause that's only ever been a person, not a place. home was Calum, still is.

old habits are hard to break and over the course of the week they start to act like they used to, not only as the couple they were for five years, but also the best friends they were for twenty.

conversations are made, confessions are slipped out, a chance to start back again, and this time not making the mistake of letting go.

(Calum's cat, Lloyd, also joins the trip.)

#happy birthday to taylor! already went sappy in our dms but here i am again saying ily and how much im grateful for you today and everyday! #thought I'd go with something angsty but obviously with a happy ending. just the right amount of sad and happy. #they're soft..... they needed to break up at the time but they found each other again. that's what true love is #they're the right person. it was just the wrong time at the end. but now it's the right time. this time they'll get it right. #they make hot chocolate and have snowball fights when the storm calms down and they cuddle by the fire with lloyd in their lap #lloyd is calum's cat he adopted when he 16 and he always liked michael the best #i think after they broke up and calum tried to pack all of michael's shirts he had lloyd got pissed and claimed at least three of those #i love dogs but i think we deserve some kitty rights in fics don't you think #ok i know this whole thing sounds angsty as fuck but i think fics about people with such long history hits different!!!!!! #and in my head it gets very happy and fluffy and sweet!!!!!! ok trust me!!!!!! #again this is for taylor so i hope you like this darling and im sorry i couldn't write this but we shall live with the concept for now <3 #taylor #malum #5sos moodboard

[33max]

I have period pain so bad and no painkillers are helping rn! I think I'm gonna throw up but also faint so that's really nice for me 🙃

#this is like exactly what I didn't need today hahaha #I am going to lay on the couch and force one of my dogs to cuddle #cw periods

[crowempress]

I miss the goats from my old petting zoo job SO bad they're my little guys my little babies!!!

#s.txt #ik i could go visit them but i miss seeing them a couple times a week 🥺 #having goats could heal me i think #goats r literally the most needy of creatures btw. like if you thought dogs were a lot goats are SO much #one of the young adults would lean his whole body against me when i was petting the babies bc he wanted attention too #and my absolute fave of the kids would escape out of the pen so i would scoop him and carry him back #and follow me along the fence #goat hierachy of needs is Food. Play. Attention and Cuddles

[bumblingbabooshka]

Misc. Tuvok Headcanons

#Tuvok listening to 'nobody' while keeping everybody away with a ten foot pole #Tuvok says he has a holodeck program with monks?? and I assume that's his church program v_v he needs you up BRIGHT. AND. EARLY. #going to church is strange without a family to gather up and usher into it #Big dogs = Like sehlats #Tuvok liking dogs more than cats....Janeway's influence?? #Tuvok as a small child used to hug and cuddle with his Sehlat when he was considered too old to seek such physical comfort from his parents #He was devastated when Wari was -looks at wiki- run over by a car??? OKAY. #gd this poor kid #Tuvok doesn't let his children have a Sehlat for...............reasons #Tuvok being touch starved but not wanting anyone to touch him....the range <3 #-puts 'hologram by the technicolors' onto the record player- It's more than physical touch. It's more than that. #It's the complete abscence of his family #yawning silence where there used to be a comforting low hum #(I got my eyes wide open but I can't see nothing at all / #I got my mind wide open but I don't feel nothing at all) #someone sent me an ask saying that it was a Tuvok song and now it's THE Tuvok song in my mind #more people should send me Tuvok related asks (a large neon sign reading 'HINT. HINT.' appears above me) #and for the first one - the school one v_v I just think it's neat #Tuvok being kicked out of school and not wanting to be in starfleet (so probably not wanting to study in a starfleet academy) #is something that can be endlessly analyzed #I also love Tuvok being objectively wrong about stuff so this does not contradict how he had to be taught not to be so rigid when teaching #the Maquis. Sometimes you're mistreated by the system and conform to fit into it - then perpetuate the system !! #Tuvok (person who is not normal): Why can't you be normal? <- His vibes sometimes #Love it when Tuvok's Old Man shows....Tuvok honestly deserves to get beat up a little #also Tuvok's heightened sensitivity towards telepathy + emotions probably caused him to have trouble in school <- pure headcanon #st voyager #Tuvok #Tuvok art #st voyager art #bea art tags

[michaelwatt]

I'm drawing very very *VERY* self indulgent doodles that include a self insert thing that I may never post but I am free nevertheless

#im guilty of pure self indulgent cringe ur honor #but i am f r e e #its me and danny ok??? #r u happy???? #im too embarrassed to think of posting but it wont stop me from drawing a cute cuddle page #its just super soft and my dog is chilling with us #danny would love my dog #selfshipping is selfcare #i rly need to rest but alas my brain is going 98 mph rn #brain go brrr #beau/lyn speaks

[starfleetwitch]

Personal moan time cause its stupid o'clock and I've had 4 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours.

So... Turns out... Like David Tennants Doctor... I don't want to go 😅

#Baile atha cliath #I don't want to go #Turns out my procrastination was straight up cause I didn't want to go 🙄 #I blame bramwell #I may be OK when I've slept but right now... Yeah... I want to stay home 😅 but oportunity beckons me #Maybe London will be better this time round #🤞🏻 #I miss my family #My irl friendos #And my furry kids #Whose gonna have lunch with the dogs? #What if they get lonely without their mommas cuddles #I mean sure they have fields a plenty to run around and play in back home but... #My baby boys need cuddles and I don't think anyone is dedicated enough to fill their daily hug quota #I'm actually a mess right now and I need to sleep #I wanna go home #Watch as future rest sobered me completely does a u turn and is actually pretty OK with this happening #For real if I didn't have the distraction of Jemima Jem jar redgrave being in doctor who tonight I think I'd be far worse tbh #Thank you Ms redgrave #Maybe coffee will help #I mean... I'll either wake up enough to be emotionally sound or ill have a heart attack and have to go home #Win win situation if you ask me 😏😆 #OK. #Imma stop taking to the tumblr tags now and go get coffee #I mean... Tbf I do feel better getting it out there that Im gonna miss my dogs #Cheers tumblr void for the therapy 👌🏻 #OK bye

[rosesradio]

can’t believe i actually had a dream last night that i was dating ej caswell…

#should i be embarrassed? maybe. am i? no #the subconscious wants what it wants #it was really nice like we were living in new york and he came over to my place with some family (no one else from the show just strangers) #and my family was a bunch of strangers too. i remember we were people watching the streets from the window looking for dogs #we had dinner and i remember thinking ‘i need to go to bed i have to get to the donut shop tomorrow’ even though it was 11 PM— #which i would /never/ go to bed that late if i gotta get up at 4-5 AM the next morning #anyways after that i took him upstairs and we just ended up cuddling & watching tv & he kissed my forehead— #then i fell asleep in the dream and woke up irl #honestly it felt a little distant in the sense that it was the grey space between platonic & romantic & i kinda liked it like that #weird ass dream 🤡 #rose.txt

[imthatqueerkid]

#crush blogging day 38 #wow... i am so screwed #i didn't get to see him at school today because dentist appointment #side note my mouth is so sore because i needed extra of the numbing stuff #i was sad i didn't get to see him but then he said he could stop by my house on his way home #i wasn't sure if my mom would like that but she literally didn't care (affectionate) #my sister had to show him the music video she made (that i helped film) #and then we 'officially' adopted our son (read: stuffed animal dog) #and after that we cuddled and talked about a bunch of stuff #including paper hearts girl and why he feels so scared to reject her #it was really nice and i feel so comfortable and relaxed with him like i can just take a moment. and forget about all the stupid shit #and just be with someone who makes me happy #im not sure if im ever going to get over these intense 'reminders' that im attracted to him #woah there folks lets chill out #i feel like we made a lot of progress today #he was on my bed we were cuddling on my bed this isn’t the kind of thing that happens to me i barely believe it #he likes me back? what #he likes being around me he keeps the gifts i gave him ??? what. what #i love when he gets flustered it makes me heart so full cause hes trying his best #its a full length day tomorrow so im going to go to bed. definitely not stay up thinking about him! definitely not that #fire boy #from the couch #Spotify