#i need to see those loops

[acecroft]

Oh, hey Alan. You snuck up on me.

#gamingedit #alanwakeedit #aw2edit #alan wake #tim breaker #shawn ashmore #alan wake 2 #horror games #vg #ashmoreedit #mygifs #usermichi #mikaeled #videogamemen #dailygaming #so.. they've met in one of loops (or more) #that alan forgot about #i need to see those loops

[ohno-the-sun]

Sol

#I’m just gonna put these here so I can rant about all the issues I see in the #so like I as an idiot was like let’s see if I can do a style study on qwille using my favorite boy right #but qwille a brain works in mysterious ways cause like I’m trying to hard to firgure out how they know where to put stuff #and of course the rendering is like that in between fully rendered and that more soft vague #which is gorge #but my brain when I do it is like you need to fix you need to fix this looks bad you suck blahblah #not to even mention the anatomy #which is completely fucked here #I can’t do shoulders to save my life #and he looks so dumb sitting on that box #like what’s wrong with his shoe #I know something’s wrong #I think I need to take a moment #I’m caught in one of those logic loops rn #blahhhhhh

[witherbythesword]

if the theory of sam reich being replaced by .. evil wizard dalton reich (and i cant believe i am partaking in this discurse) is true..

i've seen some people asking the question about what those childhood tapes mean. Well i am one of the ancient ones that owned vhs tapes and you know you could replace whats stored on those tapes with overwriting it with new material but it would slowly degrade the quality as the magnetic tape the information is stored on isn't necessarly made to be re-recorded on indefinetly which would also explain the degrading quality of the gamechanger episode.

So my theory is that dalton reich wants to erase sam from history and to do this he is slowly erasing any proof that could hint on sam and dalton being two different people. One thing he appearantly needed to do is overwrite these old vhs tapes of sams childhood.

#game changer #dropout tv #Sam Reich #having worked in an archive i think depending on quality of the tape and what generation it is #you can record and re-record on it 5-10 times #which would fit the loops on the episode kinda #listen i wanted to be cool but i love time loops OKAY #I am actually in disbelieve that no one tackled sam to the ground #like brennan did during the dance thing in the “second place” episode #and screamed “DANCING IS A SIN” #to keep Sam from kicking the god damn camera #i also feel like i've been hexed with the wenis curse #you see all those text about it and think.. well... how bad can it be? truely? #and the answer is simple #EVERYBODY DO THE WENIS #THE WENIS IS A DANCE #EVERBYODY IS A GENIUS #WHO KNOWS IS IN ADV (gunshoots.. sirens blaring in the background.. and a wet thud sounds right next to you) #also.. not to be like alu head levels of conspiracy but by now the nimber of accounts #saying the dropout cast should be hunting down sam as the final game changer episode of the season #is suspicious to me #like... if that turn out to be a fixitman situation of people being IN on something #am just going full balls to the wall riz gukgak tatooing night yorb on his chest levels of insane by now 👍 #also the sfx needed thing #reminds me about how jacob always does his own buzzer sound #because clearly the normal buzzer sound was always there #also.. the red shining buzzer reflecting in the prompt screen..that wasn't always that way right?

[duskerot]

i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped

[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]

#my art #mysme #mystic messenger #v mystic messenger #jihyun kim #ummmm hi guys #^-^ #fanart from me?? posted directly to this blog ??? or at all??? Well. #i was looping this song and i had the idea for this and then sat down for about four hours and here it is #im on like day 2 of v's route for the first time AND this song just came out like right as i got into his route yknow #and i was listening to those lyrics like.... huh..... #this soundssss. familiar. #anyway. politely i did NOT think that if i made fanart of this game after returning to it for the first time in like 6 years. it would be V #i adore this song though. and it compels me #i havent ever seen his route before so i still don't know how it ends idk how accurate this vibe even is #i would say try to avoid spoiling me in the tags but im gonna be real say whatever you want kings #i love u mysme fandom thats still around in 2024 you get me #anyway im drafting this at about 3 in the morning and i need to be awake earlyish tomorrow SO. #we'll see when i post this #its been so long since ive posted art i just do nawt make fanart until i get divinely inspired #iffff its blurry please click to see it its supposed to be crisp ^^; #been on this site how long i still pay no mind to their suggested image resolution #OH and by day 2 of V's route i mean like day 6 overall. you understand

[iknowicanbutwhy]

Puyo/Madou, meet ISAT. ISAT, meet Puyo/Madou. I'm sure you have everything in common and this is not at all a completely random crossover of my two current interests

#dont look at Salde for rhe love of my sanity do not even percieve Salde i dint kwno what ifmf doing g #art #fanart #ISAT #puyo puyo #in stars and time #madou monogatari #kitscribbles #sig puyo puyo #schezo wegey #arle nadja #ringo ando #sig really do be sig no last name #prince salde #their ages are different in this one. oldest to youngest - schezo > arle > sig > ringo > salde #you see that stubble on Sig thats baby stubble. thats unfortunate facial hair on a teenager #sometimes it works out for people still in their teens but not sig #Ringo is!! Perhaps a bit too young to travel!! She's basically a foreign exchange student #i have to admit all the roles and dynamics in ISAT are NOT 1:1 in this AU #i have it all mixed up #when i say sig and schezo are besties i mean theyre both awkward with people they just happen to have an understanding. also sig bullies hi #Sig is he/they here!! I dont usually mess with canon genders (hella respect those who do) but honestly i just like it for Sig... #I still need to learn more about Salde but imma just go ahead and say that Salde is kid gender #Was tempted to hide Sig's lil hair thingies under his hat but then was like. Why would i do that #favorite joke in all this is that Schezo tried so hard to Change that he fucked up his own speech patterns and now socializing is. well #sig didnt shave before the loops and now he has to do that every time or suffer the teasing of his friends at some point in the house #thanks guys im going insane over here and youre laughing. going nonverbal now #How does Salde balance a fish on their head? uhhhhh well you see. have you ever balanced a massive bag of frozen peas #Salde doesnt cook but there's money in that fish. Nobody feels comfortable enough to ask a kid for cash but they WILL reward good behavior #in puyos and time

[trainingdummyrabbit]

yes yes the inherently difficult and complex nature of angelas development and her intrinsic instinct to be guarded at all times But Also . i just want angela to get a fucking hug. or like. a pat on the shoulder, or Something

#piktalk #projmoon #im gonna drive myself up a fucking wall i just keep thinking abt it . #girlieee. girlie youre doubling down on your inability to connect with those around you in a horrible feedback loop that makes itself worse #haha girl noooo youre distancing yourself from the closeness youve desired from day one haha girl noooooo #someone please get over there and ruffle her hair or something she needs it #haha youre submitting yourself to this otherness and making yourself a pillar out of instinct and habit? #lol thats funny girlie heres a reminder that you are in fact present and cared for in the eyes of your peers whether you think so or not #heres a seemingly juvenile expression of how despite everything you Are acknowledged as being present and part of the group #no matter what you see yourself as you are still just as much one of us as anyone else #AND its ruffling your stupid lil haircut. get scruffled IDIOT. get acknowledged DORKUS!!!!!!!!!!! #. anyway getting out of bed now see u all in a few minutes ✌

[deathchipz]

thinking about picking up the chiptwitter archive again...... rn its about trying to find a suitable place to actually make it on

#nekoweb might be good #i know theres a text document of all the tweets the chips have made... but still #if i wanna add pagination i'd need a knowledge of javascript #and i know jackshit about javascript </3 #for those out of the loop i was initially working on one back in 2023 but had to chicken out because of my mental state at the time #hmm. we'll see #sango speaks #chipspeech

[braywashed]

I think the thing that's fucking with my brain the most is the separation of fact and fiction because it's like... we spent years being told that Bray was this unkillable character that would always come back no matter what, and now it's just like...I have to remind myself that in reality he was just a normal guy, it's weird.

It's..... yeah.

Okay - I'm gonna get real wordy and wax poetically and I'm so sorry I'm incapable of just talking and crying like a normal person.

It's like a big old layered burrito of denial on all fronts, right?

Because on the surface, we have a guy who was so young, and that seems so hard to get past in itself. We also have the fact that he was prone to injury at points and disappearing for... months at a time. He had been released and came back, what, a year later? In the meantime there were always a billion headlines with his name, speculating the worst, and it never had any accuracy or mattered. We were always *looking forward* to him returning and he always inevitably did because he had half his career ahead of him still and it always seemed like the best was to come.

And we have all these stories of what a beautiful person he was, a side we roughly knew of but never got to really experience ourselves as an audience.

But the person we saw was, as you said, this unkillable character. Literally unkillable. He told us from day one he could never die and would persist 5000 years from now when *we* were all gone. Because he was this personification of all the darkest bits of humanity and American society come to force us to face our sins. We watched him, silly as it was, get burned alive and come back a shambling heap of melting flesh and be completely restored. He was forever, he was a god, you could always find him and you could never, ever kill it.

And like, as fans, we kindle that kid in us that wants to believe in superheros and villains and we grow over the years with them. We go to events, and we sing his songs, and we thrust ourselves into that role ourselves of characters in a way. Like we were always *his*. Even if you didn't love him, you played into that for his entrance at the very least because it was such an undeniable experience. He talked and you, and every babyface, listened - whether you wanted to or not.

I'll never forget that one match on Raw, still early on, when the whole crowd was first singing "He's got the whole world in his hands" and just swaying, and then turning around and chanting "Bray is gonna kill you." Like, I remember Big E was in that match, and I'm pretty sure he was on the receiving end of that chant. He was over. He was beloved. And the whole crowd was singing hymns and calling for his demise for this literal cult leader that would speak in tongues and Exorcist walk across the ring, holding his heart and smiling with some masked sinister joy at it.

It's really really hard to reconcile he's not actually some biblical force of nature looming over everything and everyone even though we know better. And like, that fan in me that's that eternal kid in a way, is just stomping my feet screaming "but he CAN'T die!"

The end of Smackdown did, and still is, really fucking me up because I kept waiting for the lantern to go out. And like, I couldn't decide if I wanted that. Because on one hand, there's a symbolism there, and a kind of sad beauty, in the light going out. He was with us, and he's gone now, and he can rest (ahahaha I'm going to start crying again). The light fades. But ultimately I'm so glad it didn't go out because A.) I don't think I could've fucking handled it and was already bawling, and B.) It shouldn't go out. Or fade. His spirit of everything he brought to that world should stay with us and with every single performer who goes out there every night and throws their hearts into playing these characters.

And like... maybe, even though it's so hard now, maybe eventually there's comfort to be found in the idea that even though the vessel is gone - *He* will, somehow, always be there haunting us. Because "I have a thousand faces and a million names." We might not see him, but we can choose to believe every time a hero is forced to face their fears that he's there behind it - silently whispering into our ears, willing us on to indulge in every second of it.

#this is dumb maybe #i guess on a less dramatic note anon #i cant remember where it was - probably jo's instagram #there was a pic of them together and he was wearing those stupid glasses he wore in that last segment for the bobby feud #the ones with the gold side frames that look like he stole them from someones mom #like no homie really had those glasses #and i had this moment of like 'oh god he's such a fucking dad for real' #i dont think anything ever threw me through a loop more than that lmao #like 'no i need to repress this imagery immediately i can't believe the eater of worlds looks like someones quirky uncle at the bbq' #now its like im glad for that stuff and the stories and pics and videos etc because it makes me smile seeing that side of him and how he #touched so many people and made people so happy to be around #but it doesnt help the confusion of it all or make it make any more sense #and i have this awful feeling a year from now im still going to be waiting for him to pop up #feeling lonely because no one else is talking about him anymore #oh it got dramatic again im a dumbass im shutting up now

[tzufcallsmeshomps]

Just a moment of rest would be nice

#shompsketch #blaze royal #blaze #oc #original #the mental exhaustion has me wishing i could just go to sleep #but then there’s the nightmares #it doesn’t cancel out the love and support of my people… neither cancel each other out #and having these two emotions at such an extreme for a prolonged period of time takes it’s toll. #a 9 month old just turned 10 months old in an underground tunnel and i can only wish his mom gets to hug him (she’s a hostage too). #there are 3 and 4 year old hostages who’ve gone a month without a hug #and even when they’re hopefully rescued their parents won’t be there to receive them #they’ve been surrounded by their parents’ murderers this whole time #they shouldn’t need to go through this #will they ever recover #just. it’s this loop of grief and stress and urgency and worry and betrayal from those who see no problem tearing their pictures down. #with a latte in their other hand and a smug sickening smirk. #crumbling the paper. throwing it on the sidewalk. stomping on it and walking away like it’s nothing. #…can’t write more. rant over. #over and out #why am i even putting this in my art tags i don’t even know #but can’t bring myself to remove and put in a separate post

[zincbot]

played through tunic so fast i didn't even process anything besides filling my noteapp with "left right down up", but yo the production line for the obelisks? that was fucked

#tunic game #that was probably my favourite part of the game #that and i had a split second of witnessing one of those energy spiders dash away in the corner of my screen way before i ever fought one #and that was crazy #i was like: yo TF was that #tunic was good as soon as i got the laurels i was pretty much continuously dashing as much as my stamina would allow #really hyper light driftering it #my biggest complaint after seeing both endings #(i didn't 100% the game in terms of chests or upgrades but i did collect every manual page) #anyway my biggest complaint: needing to navigate by jumping through the environment with the teleport dash. specifically the physics #so many times i would be dashing over and over again into the ledge and it wouldn't be working. so i'd assume it'd be impossible to go ther #only to later find yeah that's where i have to go it just didn't wanna register me across #in general the physics kind of bothered me i'd get stuck in a knockback loop or once i was trying to roll some red skulls around and oh #my god #more than any enemy or boss. most frustrating thing in the game was rolling those red skulls #but the concept of the manual and the puzzles involved were so nostalgic and very very good #i miss when games came with a big juicy manual man

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Follow your funky flower pot hat dreams

Some more progress pics. Someone please give me a break

#this is my spring break homework #in this image u can see a wind wheel aster. glaze lily. and kind of the purple rose(Lisa). #plus the qingxins under the read more #my living room looks like a tornado touched down in a Joann’s #this whole thing is hanging on for dear life #the pot is actually surprisingly really attached to the base #not quite sure how the base attaches to my head. it’s horse hair loops. no clue how those work #might also need to add more of them #oh I would like to crochet some little vines to hang off the pot so it looks less bare tho #soup talks #soup face

[thenothlng]

probably a wiz oomfie: tumblr user thenothlng also known as styx pass through here

wizblr: how can you tell???

wizoomf: Wizsein

#jext msg #is it about to be 5 am. yea. am i thinking about wizsein/beasein. yeah #like literally my stomach hurts rn thinking about them #pleaasepleapeleplasepelase it has to be ok. Please #and if it’s not just. put me down gently ok. let him at least be ok and let us make peace with it #god how would i even handle that. wow. wow. wow. fuck my stupid baka life #ship tht is so incredibly important 2 me #i know i’m like the 1% tht ships it romantically but it’s also like Beyond tht i’m afraid #like it rlly transcends human emotions and it’s just. A Thing. to all those oomfs who call it a secret third thing. Yeah #ohhhhhhh if i could just go back and experience all of that again. literally. man #guy who i would put myself into a doomed time loop for over and over again just to see again forever #relive it all just to experience guy all over again. try different things even if the outcome wouldn’t change (desperately trying to do so) #wizsein forever i’m so fr #my blorbos. i need to finish so much art still lol #ANYWAYS. i should lay down. enough indecipherable texts for the masses of wizblr to try and decrypt #im taking my big gay ass to BED #wizsein

[crazy-fangirl2524]

Kevin Day listens to classical music to fall asleep when he can’t (or to chase away nightmares)

#yes Nora mentioned in the EC Kevin listens to classical music and I believe it calms him #indulgent hc by me because I can’t fall asleep rn and I’m listening to some music on repeat and I’m just thinking #which foxes will do it #Andrew and Neil won’t cuz it will cover footstep sounds and it will make them paranoid that they will miss out important sounds so not them #I mean I can see any other foxes doing it but like do they need it? #cant see any foxes having serious insomnia (except for Andrew and Neil) #but just imagine Kevin day needing to hear classical music to be able to fall asleep #becaus even when he closes his eyes he will still be able to hear the music and that will tell him how he’s no longer in the nest #because ofc riko and the master won’t let him listen to classical music to fall asleep #okay but all the foxes are so sleep deprived and tired there’s no way they can’t sleep #BUT let me be indulgent okay maybe Kevin has a hard time to fall asleep (but he’s a deep sleeper lucky him) so that’s why he’s so hard to wa #wake up #but just okay imagije sometimes Kevin cant sleep but exy videos and history will wake him up so he just play some classical music #and boom he can relax and slowly fall asleep #since then he listen to it to fall asleep (whenever he doesn’t feel too sleepy and tired or when he can feel it’s a bad day and there will b #be nightmares) #or who knows maybe Kevin day will branch out and listen to like um idk music type but those chill soothing (NOT LOFI I HATE USING MUSIC WITH #BEATS TO SLEEP) maybe just those soothing calm music and then wow he loves it and boom he listen to those to fall asleep #this is me completely projecting on Kevin day rn #btw I’m listening to snowfall on loop to try to fall asleep but it’s already 4:30am lmao #also I’m so weird I need to play just one song the entire night to fall asleep like the soothing repetitive pattern helps me fall asleep #I’ve told my frds about it and apparently I’m the ONLY one that does this none of my frds like playing a song on repeat so ig I’m weird #or it’s my insomnia but anyways #therefore I also believe Kevin day will play this one song on repeat the entire night to try to fall asleep #also I have a playlist just for sleeping and every night I choose one song to put on loop to sleep to it (there’s only a handful of songs I #I can fall asleep to so yeah I beleiev this is the exact same case with Kevin Idc #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court

[munadyke]

ok. sometimes I just want to listen to people talk abt star wars but the youtube results are all men and I refuse to do that to myself. found myself on a reddit thread of good sw youtube accounts/podcasts and it's like....for one dollar name a woman:/

#CRINGE or whatever #but like i am thinking abt themes of fate and agency and the way they change across series and how certacertain characters exist outside #the narrative etc and i just wanna talk abt rebels and how its such a fantastic follow up to tcw/the prequels in terms of its core cast and #the fact that their only commonality is that they chose to be a part of the rebellion as opposed to the characters of tcw that are stuck in #this perpetual loop of following orders and uplifting those in power & feeling as though everything in their lives are destined meanwhile #there were so many opportunities to stop the end destiny (if u will) of the prequels if only they werent so blind etc but at the same time #you have characters like maul and ahsoka who exist outside of these power structures (one by choice and the other not) and when it comes #time to change anakins fate together ahsoka cant do it bc shes refuses to see the truth #and then this is directly paralleled at the end of rebels s2 where it takes kanan being literally blinded for him to see ezras pull to the #dark side bc until then kanan (the last remaining jedi) still clings to the beliefs and structures that raised him. he cant see/understand #ezra bc he refuses to view the world outside of the lens of his jedi training he has to be blinded to see the world around him in a new way #ofc this is all happening while ahsoka and anakin meet again and we see what could have happened had kanan failed to change #idk something something the illusion of choice under capatalism & 2 party systems leading to facism #something something rebellion/change comes from the ability to question authority and find individual purpose #noooo idea where im going with this shit at the end i promise i understand facism #see this is why i need to listen to other people talk abt it i am just spewing nonsense in my tumblr tags!!!!

[notjanine]

people have assumed i’m queer my entire life, but nowadays i’m getting they/themmed on the regular and it’s fine, but it’s also interesting bc gender has always been the one fundamental aspect of my identity that isn’t constantly misperceived, so now it’s kinda. oh i am just not being Seen at all huh.

#see i am a 31 year old cishet disabled autistic black woman and now. well #i may speak with someone who does not clock any of those things #and i am stuck in this loop of constantly having to remember who knows what about me and is this something i need to disclose and #what will happen if i do disclose something how will the person i’m speaking to react #idk it’s all just. interesting. and ngl tiring #bc people will question or even argue with me about these basic things! #even people who are not strangers! #and it’s also a little extra complicated dating a nb person so now in a given situation either or both of us may get misgendered #and doing THAT social calculus is a little extra stressful (esp factoring in when *i* have to misgender them in certain contexts) #like i get it for me like i have a ~man’s name~ and i don’t try to perform gender and i purposely dress to be less appealing to men #but anyway idk this is just new and interesting and i don’t have a therapist to process it with rn lmao #anyway. me 🤝 misha collins. having to come out as straight

[himbofication]

atomic heart is very good btw and i have much to say about it. but i will hold my tongue (mostly) until i have 100%'d the game cuz my brain told me to.

but what i will immediately say is that the story is pretty decent -- though not great -- and the gameplay is really good though lacking in good tutorialization or teaching moments in gameplay

#try whatever and see what sticks is a good idea for the loop of combat #and it does that fine. but the game not really explaining relay overload #or the importance of stealth takedowns. is a little silly #cuz like. most of the gameplay systems don't need explanation. those two REALLY do tho #but anyway. i love women. feminism #forbidden.txt