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sucharide · 2 years
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potentially triggering stuff in the tags. I'd do a readmore but I'm on mobile. Excuse the typos - can't edit tags on mobile.
#bc like food stuff and stuff about eating can be triggering!!!!#eating issues and weight issues stuff#i overshare 🫶🫶#anyway here we go just having some Thoughts#anyway its just. hard growing up in a fat body. and growing up in a fatphobic world#like im finally able to get a decent amount of food down now that the gut rot feeling has mostly passed#and you know the feeling thst i feel creeping up on me?#disappointment.#because i had starving myself and isnt thst what i a fat woman should be doing anyway????#and now i am EATING? i feel ashamed#isnt that fucking hideous#my fatness is not a moral statement about me. i am not unworthy due to my fatness.#and yet. part of me. that insidious terrible part. hoped that maybe my unwellness would not pass#because it would mean that i would not eat more than few hundred calories a day and i would drop weight.#anyway. im eating. it tastes good. i need food in my tummy to study effectively.#i just cant shake the feeling of shame#it's just like. i feel like starving myself was somehow Correct (it wasnt i was just physically ill)#and that eating agsin is Wrong#because i am fat and i lost weight and shouldnt i just. keep starving?#idk. fuck man its just like you grow up learning that fatness is synonymous with unloveability#anyway these ideas get in at such a young age and its so hard to shake them even tho i LOVE fatness!!!! fatness is beautiful and soft!!!#MY fatness is beautiful and soft!!!!!!!!#but the voice is just. loud and horrible you know?#anyway its fine i totally didnt just cry my way through a microwave shepherds pie.#(i'm fine i just. i dont keep words in my head well. they have to go somewhere.)
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gio-cosmo · 3 months
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The p3r dlc really has me walking around Tartarus with the Junes theme playing in the background. What a time to be alive.
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mita-vittua-olivia · 28 days
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watching the grand final performance and eating oddlygood dreamy piña colada is actually the best way to celebrate the anniversary of my obsession
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avatardoggo · 5 months
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i like a man and he likes me too 🫣 🤭
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pearlfacts · 6 months
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occasionally I get a pressing urge to wildly overshare on this website but I have just enough shame to hold me back
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lighthouseas · 4 months
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sorry guys it's the Yearning Hours. i cannot change this
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horsemage · 2 months
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I think this may have been the first time in my life I’ve called my dad for comfort. Gotta start doing that more often I suspect.
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wander-wren · 3 months
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yall it happened my therapist told me my fanfic is a good and valid coping mechanism 👍
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calumsash · 1 year
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everyone is doing these and i wanted to join in on the fun <3
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vazaez · 1 year
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Yay look at my pin colection 💥💥💥
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collecting--stardust · 10 months
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Started the day by getting interrogated by a family member regarding the administration of medication done by the night duty nurse (which has nothing to do with me) and then randomly quizzed by a doctor on what the vital signs I should expect of a patient with hemorrhage (which actually is not a tough question but my brain is dead so early into the morning). Then I got yelled at by a patient who is frustrated that he keeps on needing to fast but cannot undergo the procedure simply because I want to recheck his blood pressure since it's too high (it's actually due to lack of proper explanation and communication with the doctor but apparently my question is the trigger to his outburst). Despite everything, today's fine because I got the exam results from last semester and I make it into the dean's list 💋
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avatardoggo · 4 months
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“i would hold your hand even if it was sweaty”
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minustwofingers · 1 year
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how r u so amazing at writing !! i aspire to be as good as you
ANON STOPPPP ur too kind. i have a tendency to feel hella insecure about the quality of my writing so it means a lot to hear this like u have no idea 😭😭
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softguarnere · 1 year
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today has literally been absolute garbage so far, but the cashier who helped me said that my name makes me sound like a movie star so maybe things aren't all bad
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pinkandblueblurbs · 1 year
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me when i’m seeing hozier once then declan mckenna twice in the span of 5 days
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selfcarecap · 2 years
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I am once again asking why we can‘t just kill off dads? Especially daughters should be allowed to do that actually
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