#i thought it was a joke at first too lol

[spacebugarts]

Leaf was separated from the party for a while and tonight we FINALLY got our reunion which means the party finally found out that they met Snod (snail god that gave them cool fire powers :3)

#snod has been a meme in our party ooc for so long when i met them i was So Stoked #but I needed to keep it quiet for ~suspense~ #mostly tho just bc I thought itd make the reveal even better #i thought it was a joke at first too lol #but finally Leaf got to see their friends again and i couldnt keep it to myself much longer abdjsbsjb #so they asked if anyone knew anything about a snail god and now everyone knows... #snod real #dnd 5e #dnd #dnd stuff #hiraeth campaign #leaf greenfoot #marshmall-ocs #snod time bbyyyy

[yardsards]

i needed to express a sentiment in the creative stylings of @dunmeshiminimumwage

#eliot posts #dunme #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #sorry to put toshiro in the roll of shitty job interviewer lmao #but he was the best fit for ''guy that wants me to read their mind'' #laios being my internal monologue here #i was on my THIRD interview of the day i was Dying #tho since the prev two interviews i had were for similar positions and told me their salaries outright at least i could use that number #(though tbh my work persona is more of a kabru. my customer service voice is unparalleled) #(at my first job even my coworkers thought i was sooo cheerful til i got too comfy and casually made a joke abt wanting to asphyxiate on a #plastic shopping bag like a sea turtle. in front of my sweet elderly coworker. oops!) #(also this job was during quarantine and after weeks of working together i took my mask off in front of one coworker for the first time #and she called like half the department over from their registers to look at how pretty i was??? prettyboy powers unmatched ig) #(also my first interview today went SO well i charmed that interviewer so good despite my lack of qualifications) #(she even complimented my social skills and said i seemed like the type who could get along well and make good conversation with anyone!) #(which is important bc i was interviewing for an elder care position. also old people especially tend to think i am a Delightful Young Lad) #(unless i accidentally make a morbid joke around them ig lmaooo. or. well. some of them like those too. but not that one coworker lol) #(if only that skill transferred over to actually making friends irl. my autistic ass has so few close irl connections) #(i hope my exceedingly short list of character references does not prevent me from getting hired) #AND ALSO my first job asked the same wage question and i said twelve dollars #and they were like all our new employees start at 7.75 #the union insists that we pay all new employees a whopping 50 cents above min wage. (we'd pay less if we could) #like dawg why did you ask that then??? if my answer did not matter at all???

[deus-ex-mona]

omg it’s yujiro’s first song as “someya yujiro” what if i cried

#can’t believe i missed it the first time but aaaaaaaaaaaa #(ignore the 5s ago at the bottom this ss was from when it went up 2 hours ago) #but. guys… i can’t believe how much the someya bros secretly care about each other. brotherly love sure is sweet~~~~~ #still waiting on the someya bros duet hw— #i want them to have flower symbolism like how the shibasaki bros have their dogesque selves x their cat-like lovers thing going on #n o you see the flower symbolism suits them bc y’know the longleg was like ‘you aint got any flowers kid’ wrt yujiro’s beauty #and yet shortleg says ‘your flowers will never wither’ which i g u e s s could be telling yujiro that he’ll be pretty forever y ‘ k n o w #and this is coming from shortleg who is allowed to perform kabuki [read: passes longleg’s unrealistic beauty (read as ‘flower’) standards] #w h i c h i guesssss could be taken a step further in that shortleg’s song was originally sung by flower on omoiai. hm. w ait a sec. #i think my tinfoil hat’s stuck on way too tight lol i dont think hw were putting this much thought into using flower for shortleg’s song #see you next week for shibasaki aizo’s debut single!!!!! (is joke) #i’d ascend fr if aizo’s wearing a matching necklace as yujiro (as seen in this illust) in his yuko song ‘mv’ lmao #if aizo’s solo really does drop next week (or the week after) y’all owe me one dollar

[jula483]

2023 - the year of mullet link 💘

#link neal #mullet link #compilation #i already collected some pics for twitter so thought i would dump them here too #<3 #mullet link has my whole heart #i'm not joking this might be my favorite hairstyle he's ever had #it's just so fun #that length below his ears just framed his face so nicely!!! #and i love that he got to experiment this year #oh well #mullet is probably not coming back in 2024 but i'm gonna support him in whatever makes him happy #the first row is one of the first pics of mullet link and one of the last pics #didn't mean to make it like that it just happened #lol #my post

[akkivee]

since the stage has a 2nd gen in cast it made me revisit who i think could be leaders of a 2nd gen hypmic cast based on connections to current leaders lol

#vee queued to fill the void #my head is still stuck in khr land so no stage dh rambling today lol but i hope the old thought can suffice lol #dh has such a self contained story idk who else it could be but if it’d be nice to see rosho’s brother if he’s real and not just for the bit #and it’s the joke that brought sasara and rosho together so that’s how it influences sasara lmao #i added alt text of who these guys are lol but idk if it’s there at all so it’s: #samejima ichiro’s first partner yagumo samatoki’s first partner hanabi ramuda’s influence #yotsutsuji lol rosho’s maybe maybe not non existent bro lmao and ren the guy kuukou helped #i kinda want kubiki as a leader but i have mixed feelings about kubiki being a leader and not rio lol #like on one hand kubiki gathered their old team and has been operating it in the shadows #on the other rio deserves to be a leader tbh lol iojaku passed the torch to him too #but i also like having old antagonists as leaders so wwyd lmao

[beebeetheclown]

Eating a lunchable in bed in the dark. I want to hold someone and want someone to hold me. I’m too scared to get that close but I want it so bad.

Here you go:

^ This is the face I’m making to myself. “Girl shut up. Go to sleep.”

#not even being over dramatic with being too scared I cried while my first kiss was happening #I wish that was a joke lol #the guy full on said: why are you crying? #hahaha poor guy #search on Reddit: is it pathetic to cry on your first kiss? #answer: yes #idc if these walls are thin I’ll play my Spotify #bee’s thoughts

[wr0ngwarp]

um. uh. hi every body. something evil and malevolent happened in my brain this month.

this is. um. a Jet Set Radio/Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Death joke AU, spawned out of a in-joke that started in a pokepasta discord. my apologies to both the pokepasta and jsr fandoms

the entire basis is the idea that Corn in Future retconned og JSR Beat as leader/founder of the GGs (is beat being leader in the og even CANON?) so Corn and Beat are the Myras. no it's not a joke funny enough to justify how many hours i sunk into drawing these. no attempt was made to change the setting, assign most of the other cast, or otherwise make this au hold up to ANY amount of scrutiny. if i tried to make this actually work somehow then i'd REALLY end up too far gone. also i keep calling myrtle!beat "Meat".

MEANWHILE, IN A BETTER UNIVERSE:,

#jet set radio #pokepasta #creepypasta #jsr #explorers of death #pokemon #crossover #gore #body horror #blood #ask to tag #long post #jsr eod #also i said ''i didnt assign almost anyone else'' but thats not entirely true. #i did assign dj professor k as wigglytuff. but i decided i needed to draw a line in the sand somewhere #and drawing dj k as eod!wigglytuff is simply too much. some mental images really DONT need to be inflicted on others #i also thought about who would be grovyle and ended up leaning towards combo #i sort of think of him as having protagonist swag about him bc of chapter 2 in teh first game. #also i have a running joke w my sibling about combo being meta-aware bc of a jp-only line he has in future #where he tells roboy he wants to save. #i swear to god i had more reasoning than this but my mind is drawing a blank rn. sad #also i guess this would imply that cube and coin would be celebi and dusknoir but theyre not even in explorers of death so RIP #i did also briefly consider clutch as grovyle bc 1. stealing things lol and 2. joke about him being future-exclusive #and grovyle is FROM DA FUTURE... but frankly clutch does not feel like he could pull off being grovyle. in my opinion. #also i guess sitting here now i suppose it wouldnt even make sense in the context of the eod au cuz everyone but the main trio is og jsr #on that note. i had no idea what to do for gum's design so i chose the most awkward route possible i guess. im sorry gum. #in general gum kinda got the short end of the stick here due to being consistently the Second-in-Command meaning she's shadow #I'M SORRY WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #well at least she's better off than yoyo. me n my sibling just automatically were like ''he's bidoof'' ''yeah he's bidoof'' #also like last note. but. the jet set radio fandom is SEVERELY lacking cliche edgy over the top evil creepypasta versions of the cast

[britneyshakespeare]

throughout the series of drake and josh it pretty consistently implies that josh nichols is a christian (josh peck is jewish) and in the finale of the series helen (played by yvette nicole brown, not jewish[?]) is portrayed as a practicing jew

#i dont have a problem w either of those things necessarily i just find it interesting #if i had to guess. drake and josh was a mainstream that didnt wanna touch on religion generally #but josh was kind of a dork and usually when josh's religious beliefs are implied it is in dorkish ways #such as praying and thanking the lord after he has his first kiss. #but since dan schneider is jewish perhaps he wanted to make helen have a jewish wedding in the finale? #not that there needs to be a reason. but u do notice occasional jewish-related jokes in d&j but none of them are what you could call #offensive. in good faith that is. 'eric is a pacifist' 'i thought he was jewish?' like come on #text post #i have been rewatching drake and josh recently and i have had so many thoughts #im almost done. i just have left that stupid dance episode that they premiered last for the stupid reason #of a special dance-themed premiere night in fall 2007. they premiered the third episode of icarly and a new zoey 101 on the same night #which i think is so stupid. they should've aired really big shrimp last. it messed w my understanding of the series at the time lol #i remember not really knowing that the show was ENDING. like i knew icarly was starting & miranda was doing that #i thought really big shrimp was like just another special like go hollywood. #and then like two days later they premiered the helicopter episode for some reason #and i was like why is drake not famous in this. he just had a number 1 song in a superbowl commercial #and then a month later the dance one. which. if anything is satisfying about that as a final episode it's just that #that unnamed girl from the blues brothers episode who is obsessed w drake shows up again and congratulates them #and the very final line of the series is 'who is she?' because. because really who IS she? #that's a funny enough throwback to wrap things up with i suppose #drake and josh wasn't a highly serialized show so i can see how they could air those after the intended finale and act like it didn't matte #but i have to tell you it did fuck with my brain a bit at the time. lol. i still think of those episodes as having 'happened' after #and on paramount plus those episodes are still placed after really big shrimp. the injustice #but thats kinda messy. what a weird way to end such an influential and popular sitcom #season 4 had a few lowpoints while still also having some VERY solid episodes. #idk. ill have to continue my series review another time im getting way too longwinded here #helen dubois is jewish

[monstrsball]

i think suga carries around hair ties just in case asahi or kiyoko need one. he’s always prepared.

#hq!! #sugawara koushi #daichi too but i think for him it’s bc he has two little sisters lol #anyway i think suga also carries stickers. at first he was handing them out as a joke but everyone actually seems to like them #maybe i’ll make a list of things i think suga keeps in his bag… #‘what’s in suga-san’s bag?’ #having thoughts. sugawara koushi i love u. #he’s a good friend… he loves his friends so much do u understand

[astrxealis]

making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #Ough... oooooggghhhhh.......... #unrelated but i will probably make my next theme mr leon kennedy bcs how iehehebfknsnd i am over him lately #is... kinda insane! silly <3 #like. damn! damn. amidst darkest despair light everlasting. #ffxiv is so so so so so crazy from 1.0 to 6.0 and beyond and soon 7.x and and and #i miss raiding :( i miss my friends in ffxiv too. esp my best friend. #def will get back into raiding by the time 7.x ultimate comes out bcs GOD !!! god. #and okay pandaemonium & eden are my fav tiers aesthetic and story and fight wise #and memory wise bcs eden 9-12 was my first ever savage tier. meant a lot to me. still does #i played through that shit when i was . 14 y/o and newly 15 y/o LMFAO #and then pandaemonium just like. the year after. when i was 15 y/o... not even reaching 16. damn. #it's tough playing ffxiv when you're young but it's nice seeing more & more ppl around my age playing #even tho these guys most likely did Not start playing when they were like. 13/14 y/o. since i started on my bday LMFAO #it's crazy bcs i am playing w majority adults and maybe the occasional minor who is still like. at least almost an adult #^^ back then i mean bcs ok the closest friend i made when i was on eu was this guy 3 yrs older than me. that is already insane to me. #and my best friend since i'm now on oce is still a year older than me! #and it's silly (?) bcs eu i tried to hide my age at first but then they kinda found out bcs probably the way we r is just. too Different LOL #but i mean obvs it changed some stuff bcs it would be weird for probably 30 year old to be besties w a half their age kid #but the whole lil fc was just rlly sweet. :(( made a great friend i see as my big bro i am still friends w. that probably 30 y/o guy and the #kinda mom of the fc lowkey saw me & my twin as sweet kids. the person we got into xiv was like a big bro figure too and Damn his gf is rlly #cool! and the uni age students were super cool and fun to talk w. and the friends of my close friend who were also my friends were so fun. #i miss that but i look back on it all fondly ..... :3 and then w oce it's a bit more complicated bcs #i haven't had much time or opportunities to Find a group like that? but instead i found a best friend :(( #rlly close in age and w similar likes and interests and personality..... etc etc etc....... #and separately the static i & my twin joined was. Funny lol! it's silly bcs we kinda had to hide we were lil 15 y/o kids w these guys who #were all at least uni. and all of these guys were def 20-30 y/o #and one guy liked making Daddy jokes (nothing bad tho LMFAO) bcs. hesperos sheesh! #silly bcs bunch of aussies and we were almost all miqos and Thankfully ye god one other filipino YAY !!!!! #anyway. max tags. so i love ffxiv man. i miss it always even when i'm playing it.

[aceofwonders]

thinking about the possibility of the vyrantium crew and the warden crew meeting at some point like 👀

#high likely hood for ignota and verity i imagine #cyril too if he follows his sister to help with the blight #rhydian would be lowkey distrustful of verity at first just from the whole tevinter mage thing #but once he learnt her story he would be like 'you're cool i guess' lol #verity would feel bad for rhydian especially if she learnt his story #he would help her further her realization that elves are treating like absolute shit in this world #and inspire her to take more efforts to help them out when she can #and i can not overstate how much i want verity and cian to meet #i only vaguely know that cian has Issues(tm) with blood magic #i just love the potential Drama #there is the joke that cyril keeps saying that verity is one of the Good Ones #but she does sincerely try to use her magic ethically #she refused to be a part of a ritual sacrifice at the cost of her reputation and potentially her life #also their meeting would most likely be in the context of her helping the wardens with the blight #there are probably more thoughts to be had of verity meeting the others but i cannot pin them down atm #i've rambled in the tags enough bye! #ch: verity laurentum #nancy's d&d adventure #campaign: the vigilant

[anotherpapercut]

I love when I'm talking to someone and someone else who I don't know like that butts in to ask a really personal question that informs the conversation they are not a part of

#joked to a coworker that shes gonna get in trouble for breaking dress code and ahe asked abt my shirt #and i said i have a special exception and was gonna leave it at that and tell her abt it later when ppl werent around #and my fucking old supervisor who was literally demoted for being bad at their job goes 'whats your special exception' #first of all who was talking to you. not me #so i said i am disabled and constricting clothes cause discomfort and they said 'why don't you just buy plain shirts' #BITCH WHO ASKEDDDD. first of all they do not pay me enough for that second of all they should just comply with the fucking ada #so why are they interrupting my fucking conversation to ask about my clothes #im just too tired and frustrated and stressed for this. theyre lucky there were people around or i would've lost it probably #lol when an ex coworker decides its ok to share what you post on your personal blog with people you still work with #if any of you are looking at this post again stop. leave my blog. its incredibly inappropriate to share a private blog without permission #i don't tell anyone at work about my blog for a reason. this has been my blog/diary since i was 12 years old #i say things on here I wouldn't say irl because this is where i vent thoughts that are harsh. please respect my privacy #and stop fucking snooping on me. thanks. #and please do no not mention anything you saw here to anyone ever. including me.

[gojooooo]

compliment taken

#bye cause english isn’t my first language so i thought it meant being foul mouthed. turns out it’s a sex joke lol #eh still works #the fond ‘this cheeky brat…’ smirk was too cute not to post it #my post

[kaeyapilled]

. (tw heterosexuality)

#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy.. #he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them #relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally #like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff #but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok) #he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE #but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit #and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk #well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less #there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me #at school #and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;) #i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not #because i was going to pass out from being too gay #this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that #..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life #this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right #😭what if it WAS a phase #but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there #i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year #anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping

[drdumaurier]

So it's official, 10 years I have been on this blog.

It's wild to think about it because I started writing Bedelia on Twit.ter after the first or second episode she appeared in, so some time between April and May. Then I made this blog. It was more of an aesthetic blog at first, but it quickly turned into a RP blog.

The first few threads were disastrous and we don't talk about them. However, they helped me develop my writing and also my English because back then I wasn't as fluent as I am now. Writing Bedelia has been a challenge more than once and perhaps particularly the first few years as I was still getting better at writing because her way of expressing herself is so particular. Yet I managed and 10 years later I'm still writing her.

I just want to use this post as an opportunity to thank everyone who followed me in the past and who follows me now. I have been enjoying writing Bedelia so much and you all have helped me develop her of course, but also my writing. So truly thank you because I wouldn't be here 10 years later if you hadn't been there.

So many things have happened, I have created so many amazing things (thread, edits, gifsets, etc.), I have met so many people, some even became close irl friends... It has truly been incredible and I hope the future holds many more wonderful moments so I can create even more happy memories.

Again, thank you everyone for having helped me shape this blog, Bedelia, and my writing over the last 10 years 💕 And happy birthday to this blog 🥳 🎂

#;Behind the veil [ooc] #;Not the first time i've lost professional objectivity [save] #(this is so wild) #(i never thought i'd ever post this post) #(and yet here i am) #(i'm a bit emotional to be entirely honest) #(10 damn years) #(thank you everyone because i wouldn't be there without all of you) #(but also truly shows i have no life lol) #(no i'm joking) #(i just love writing too much to give up on this blog) #(well writing and bedelia my beloved)

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

i think help! would've been even better if they'd have had the technical ability to have tiny!paul interact with the other members lol

#i know im not the first nor last person to have this thought but just think of the Comedic Potential of having a tiny!paul be picked up #and wondering around the other member's hair or smth idk i'm too sleepy to come up with a joke here lol #60s film hindered by the fact it was made in the 60s rip #help! movie #the beatles