#i was staring at them not the walls okay

[jula483]

they’re SO married!!!

#rhett and link #link with a beard #mythical society #btm #how the hell sometimes they say the most romantic things ever and not even realize #adfsdgfhjhh #we were each other's muse #PLEASE #who even says something like this #they're so married #i can't y'all #coming back to this post to say - it took me two full hours to realize that they're in the skynwallz room in the creative house #lmao #but with a lot more sound proofing #WOW #i was staring at them not the walls okay #i didn't notice #my post

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

alright im gonna need 5-6 business days to Absorb all of that and the maybe-implications

#sitting in a corner and staring at the wall #excuuuuuse me ex-fucking-scuse me #MCFUCKIN MCPARDON MCME. #ohohoho we're starting to slide into the horror aspect now aint we folks #damn what did i say in the scribble i dropped today huh? that i cant wait for things to turn south? that i hope it disturbs me? #that i cant wait for the puppets to lose their minds? #its beginning! the dodgeball lightly grazed my shoulder! #anyway sally hon are you okay. you do not sound okay. i hope you're not okay. #homebogging #absolutely unprompted #IM!!! NERVOUS!!! IN THE BEST OF WAYS!!!! #im gonna be walking through the store in a Daze tomorrow #cant wait to haul more wood so i can do something mindless while my brain chews rabidly on this update #EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU CLOWN & THE PEOPLE WHO WORK ON IT WITH THEM #everyone's doing the most and i need to lie down #screams. screams and wails and cackles so so Evilly #THERE'S SOMETHING IN THE WOODS <3<3<3<3

[mossflower]

sadly i’m allergic to cameras. but if i wasn’t i would be such an annoying video essayist

#3 hours on why the thirteenth doctor is the most misunderstood character ever. oseman novels as a case study on ownvoices. i have Ideas okay #i haven’t like. written them or anything. i simply stare at the wall and think rlly hard for up to an hour <3

[spaceratprodigy]

they are chilling & enjoying their coffees after having a nice warm delicious soup. :3

@hibernationsuit !!!!!!! 💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕

I AM WEEPING LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE IMMMMM!!!!!! AAAAA!!!!! THEY DESERVE THE COZY WARM COMFORT FOODS!! FAITH/TOBY FRIENDSHIP HAS STOLEN MY ENTIRE HEART!! 💕💖🥺💖💕

#THEY ARE CHILLING!! NOBODY IS BOTHERING THEM THEY👏 ARE👏 RELAXING👏 #oooo ooouuuoughoughhhgggggoougggh #friend friend I am literally so in love with this I wish you could see the excitement on my face and my hand movements #my 5 year plan is literally to stare at this so lovingly and kick my feet back and forth #I genuinely need to print out every art piece of faith with everyones captains and hang them on my wall I'm so serious #ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW HER SHE LOOKS SO GOOD IN YOUR STYLE #if you need me I am going to be rolling around on the floor oh my GOODNESS I love them so much 💖🥺💖 #BLESS YOUR HEART THIS IS SO DANG CUTE I LOVE YOUR ART SM #beaming a million heart and sparkle emojis directly into your mind #okay I must stop screaming because I WILL just keeping talking in circles abt how much I love this to bits #the outer worlds #captain of the unreliable #friend art #friend oc #this has genuinely made my day so much brighter and I can't thank you enough for being so kind #so so much love to you today and always

[aweisz]

im normal im normal im nor— (<- once again plagued by thoughts of how zeph would treat cirrus and cumulus)

#they love the girls so muchhhhhhhh hevdkhxgejfmkchvrnfk #why cant i put any of my thoughts into words 😭😭 #last time i thought about this i stared at a wall for ten minutes and cried a bit. maybe im discovering some issues that i have #theyre a mentor to them but also like an older sibling that they can go to anytime they need something and wont ever get rejected and when— #one of them cant do something zeph reassures them and maybe jokes a bit and zeph can keep them from spiralling into whatever thoughts they— #have and kvrnekchbrjevrnfiy #okay i def have issues #me when unconditional love and support 💥💥💥💥💥

[anewp0tat0]

why is my sympathetic nervous system activated whenever I hear or see Black Butler referenced in public. why am I sweating. I don't tell anyone I'm in the fandom but it's not like it's a deadly secret I'm ashamed of, so what is it. fear???

#basically I heard someone say 'Sebastian Ciel' in a joking but casual manor behind me and I dead stared ahead #until I realized I could hear my own pulse and now it was just embarrassing and I should move on #and I did. but uh I promise this is a very rare scenario for me no matter how popular the anime used to be so yea I was startled #mhmmmm #idk I guess my trust issues in this fandom run that far HHHYY #like hearing you like Black Butler makes me question you rather than automatically like you how bonkers is that #anyway just ranting otherwise twas a nice day. I hope everyone had an okay day <:] #the rubber squishies my friend gave me years ago now finally stick to the wall after melting in their plastic cages a lil and I'm so happy #thank god I forgot about them... for so long.... #right anyway #kuroshitsuji #black butler

[sinhasfluffyheadfur]

NO ONE TOLD ME IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY but I drew him because I have to he’s my BOY

#grim draws #jjk #jjk fanart #jjk inumaki #inumaki toge #jjk toge #jujutsu kaisen #half these tags just showed up because I follow them (so normal guys definitely not a special interest trust #inumaki fanart #oh he’s so pookie #the pookiest #thought maybe it was cringe to do the kissy but I think he would hit me if I didn’t and I can’t anger the bday boy .so #that mischievous grin #he’s staring huge at me rn #stop lookin at me with those eyes…. damn.. #OKAY SHUTTING UP BEING NOTNAL HAHA #I crash into the walls as a spin away like a tornado

[thesearchforbluejello]

This has absolutely been discussed many times but I am once again losing it over the fact that "Rogue One" as a name is making sound out of silence.

It's formed as a last minute, emergency name for the shuttle, for the people aboard, for the mission when Bodhi says it; it has no precedent, nothing that came before it for that name to be used. But when Bodhi says it, it exists.

It both takes advantage of and retcons the Rogue Squadron we've seen before in the original trilogy, where there was no Rogue One. But there is now, because Bodhi said it.

Jyn's name, Cassian's name, K's name, Chirrut's name, Baze's name, Bodhi's name, every one of the rebels that are on the shuttle... none of them come up again in the things that temporally follow. Yes, those pieces of media were created before this film, but in the world of the story, they come after, and it becomes a remarkable silence.

Rogue One as the team that took Scarif and stole the Death Star plans exists as Rogue One because Bodhi pulls that name out of silence, out of nothing that preceded it. "Rogue One?! There is no Rogue One!" "Well, there is now." And after Scarif, there is no Rogue One again. It existed only for what it accomplished.

On a meta level, that's exactly what the film does as well-- it tells a story that was only a handful of vague lines before, draws it out of the lacunae and places itself where it belonged to tell a story that was restrained by the shape of the narrative that came before it and was unavoidably wrapped around it. It's the quintessential "doomed by the narrative."

There's also the fact that Jyn's theme is built around dies irae and reflexively creates a reference to her in parts of A New Hope and also makes the score tell you that she's doomed by the narrative to die but I've screamed enough already.

#I will lose my cool entirely if I go off about the soundtrack okay #the achingly beautiful string motifs #the way he pushes the brass into a register that *hurts* #the fact that he takes advantage of Williams' over the top punchy incidental style and constrasts it with the absolute #stunning orchestral style he's so good at with the low strings and brass and the juxtaposition of lyrical sections with tight rhythms UGH #permanently yelling about Giacchino okay #like he took all the good bits of Williams and made them 70x better sorry Williams fans #there's more Super 8 in this score than I ever really thought about before but it's raw in a way a lot of his work hasn't been #I would like him to write more gut wrenching shit like this please I'm begging #like Giacchino absolutely pop off with his writing okay #he punched us in the throat with Up too but that was different #either that or let Chris Tilton do it I'd be fine with that also #anyway I digress this movie makes me foam at the mouth gnaw a table leg feral okay #the Jyn Erso and Hope Suite is probably Giacchino's crowning achievement imo #you have to sit silently and stare at a wall after it #like you have to take a recovery minute #also he WENT. THE. FUCK. OFF. with the Darth Vader motif #congratulations to this movie for making Darth Vader genuinely terrifying for the first time ever #idk you guys I'm just permanently obsessed with this movie #the rest of star wars just exists around this movie okay #they all wish they had what this movie has #I will not be taking criticism at this time

[laughingtale]

tag rambling ab latest chapter (again) bc i am normal always

#one piece spoilers #op spoilers #1095 #OOC. #[ my brain is so fried these days im so sorry but still processing everything #[ like?? okay just. first off framky <3 #[ but also holy shit. kuma...... i know we all wanted to know more ab kuma but at what price--- #[ jfc just when you think celestialdragons couldnt get any worse though fr..... #[ POSSIBLE. POSSIBILY. GOD VALLEY FLASHBACK. REAL. #[ IF WE DO SEE GARP N ROGER... #[ i wish i was capable of being insane in a manner beyond sitting in a corner of a room staring at a wall #[ sniffs. these blogs bare the brunt of my blorbo thoughts apologies </3 #[ but also just rat shaking putting them in a salad spinner #[ slams fist on floor etc etc #[ like??? still been meaning to talk ab the garp chapters bc head in HANDS. #[ <- so slow at processing things / IRL burning me out but we stay silly (putting peepaw in the plinko) #[ everything keeps happening all of the time etc. so on

[blueshykitsune-blog]

Wanna know something that drives me crazy?

These... one is my celling and the other us a wall.

Aren't they just some nice white walls?

Wrong! They pink!

Can't quite tell from those images but I promise you. They pink...

They drive me insane. They have driven me insane for my entire life in this room which I think is only like 15 years? Maybe only 12. But still.

Why are they pink?

Why do they look white

But they pink?

Why my grandmother gotta paint the walls like this.

Also these walls and celling have been like this for longer than I've lived I believe. I think they used to be the purple/blue version which was roughly the same. White looking.

Yet the blue/purple one you could tell better then this one.

Oh and guess what. You've might've already seen the celling. If you've seen an image like...

Thar ceiling is pink...

I wanna kill a paint. That paint. It needs destroyed!

#okay I've calmed down #but seriously why? #why my grandmother think that those colors are good? #I honestly just have a special hatred for these. #worse part is that I can stare at the wall/ceiling long enough to actually tell its pink #some days my eyes force me to know that the wall are pink. #it tortures me #cause they look white. I remember them as white. but no! pink. #... #yep pink walls that look white normally. gonna just do something on my phone to get my mind off the the walls.

[nyxi-pixie]

you guys ever just have to like. stop what youre doing cos u thought abt byler too hard and got emotional. like. i was just in the middle of reading a fic yesterday and i just had to like stop and sit for a bit cos like. damn.

#byler #anyway im officially on summer holidays #slay #no school time woooooo #but yeah byler make me emotional its actually not okay #i start thinking abt the concept of them making comic books tgthr and lose my shit #i just have to stare at my walls for like a full minute #like wow theyre literally soulmates #where tf do i find MY person huh??? #THE WAY ALL THEIR HOBBIES COINCIDE THEY JUST UGH #they fit tgthr so perfect #i love them

[fawnarchive]

one of these characters is reminding me of a certain girl who was on my f/o list and i swear to god if i bring back another f/o i will shrivel up like a raisin

#fawn.txt #STARING AT THE WALL GOING 'ITS OKAY TO HAVE LOTS OF F/OS. ITS OKAY TO HAVE LOTS OF F/OS. ITS OKAY T' #watch me f/o this PTN one too (KNOCKS ON WOOD THATS A JOKE THATS A) and i start collecting them like pokemon cards #dont look at me #one thing though #why is her name SHALOM. #IT MAKES ME GIGGLE

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

shoutout to those nights where the brain says We Literally Cant Do Anything Even Though We Really Want To <3

#brain: we want to do something! #okay! awesome! lets- #brain: NO DO!! only want #cant scribble. cant write. cant read #and so i sit here alternating between staring at several different screens & also the wall #idk if its brain fog or what #it feels like im in waiting mode.... #what am i waiting for!!! i would like to know!!! #absolutely unprompted #stg im gonna end up rewatching good omens while grinding for pier fish on acnh #angry at myself for not doing Literally Anything Else!! #i cant even think about my blorbos bc nothing coherent is going on upstairs #its just vague feelings and images and AUGGGH #i hate nights like this!! can i unsubscribe!!! can i opt out!!! #there are several Important Things i need to get done!! why cant i do them!!! #i wish i had some sort of large fruit i could split open and devour To Cope w this smhhhhh #at least then id be doin something... #for once i have the energy but i cant funnel it into anything. sigh

[chaosbisexual]

in my burnout era don’t talk to me 

#6 days straight of work and social obligations i cannot continue if i don't have a single day of mindless wall staring #okay to reblog ig #also think ive been in my burnout era ever since i finished uni now i just start projects and never finish them #consistency is the enemy of the creative or whatever

[selkiecoded]

hm. okay someone said something on twitter that got me thinking. okay i am very firmly a yoohan truther supporter lover all that stuff. and i think there are many situations in which they can be and will be together in some shape or form, without kdj. coming to mind instantly are the three year gap, 1865th round, and 1863rd round. prime yoohan material. but at the same time i think these situations are sort of haunted by kdjs absence, and/or really set up to fail. yoohan are people who work well together in achieving a shared goal, for better or for worse. like with 1863 - which would have the least amount of kdj influence - they are pretty much on a path of mutual destruction, hastened by one another. all of these situations, in which theyre working together for some reason or another, it never feels like they can bridge in to anything really vulnerable, you know? i love yoohan on its own, and i do think they can get shit done on their own, but at the same time, kdj coheres them in a way i dont think they can really achieve without him being there. do these words strung together like this make any sort of sense.

#throwing spaghetti on the wall. the haunting specter of kdj can he LEAVE? #thinking abt 1863 yh is like. ohhh they are the worst. i have stuff half written and itd end w hsy clutching yjhs shirt like. #let me just more or less copy paste it in the tags hold on #'I asked the Outer God‚' she snarls‚ clutching hi shirt. 'I asked him‚ 'Does YJH want to die?' He said yes‚ yes you do. But everyone with #half a fucking brain knows not to trust an outer god not to rip happiness out of your hands‚ so I'm asking you now‚ you bastard: do you #want to die?' #She's breathing heavy by the time she finishes‚ not from exertion‚ but from pure‚ desperate anger. She stops for a minute and just pants‚ #staring down at the ground‚ her fingers still curled around the collar of his coat. But‚ unexpectedly‚ a hand wraps around her own‚ gently. #When she looks up‚ YJH is staring both at her‚ and through her. 'You can show me the end of this world.' It's not a question‚ but she #answers it anyways. 'Of course I can‚ you asshole. Are you doubting me?' The darkness is his eyes‚ just on the edge of hollow‚ is #absolutely beautiful. His jaw works‚ and he goes‚ 'I want to die.' HSY stops and breathes in and out‚ very slowly. She licks her lips‚ her #throat dry‚ and brings her free hand higher to the side of YJH's face. 'Well‚ okay‚' she says after a long moment. 'Then you and I have a #lot of work to do.' #end scene. and in my head thats where it ends completely. itd sorta be them in the very beginning like sort of figuring each other out. #like i have a couple of half-scenes written in like the theater dungeon or discussing mia or hsy proving herself or whatever. and like you #can see the yoohan in waves hand all that but its like. the tension or whatever? of trusting the other to help achieve your shared goal #but like the shared goal is . what if we were planning our mutual permanent death. and we were both girls. #i think hsy would get sealed too? thats what i got i stopped at that part in my reread bc of school. i hope you die. i hope we both die. #geez. chill out man. whyd i type all that. well if youre reading this i hope you liked the wip ill finish it eventually ehhh. #also working on jihye&kdj fic ive mentioned a few fimes. and uhh general 49 stuff on and off cuz he cursed my brain #sorry sorry wow #orv

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

This is an actual conversation, reproduced nearly verbatim, between me and a friend recently:

"Look, I can count on the fingers of one hand the number of people outside my family who I feel comfortable going up to and talking to!"

*friend counts, getting to both hands* "No but you're forgetting some. Me, [the boy's sister], my parents-"

*stops her* "I think you're misunderstanding me. I said comfortable. Like sure there are the ones who I can feel comfortable talking to, but not going up to."

"So who's on your list?"

"You, [the boy's sister], [his younger brother], [the boy himself]. That's it."

*friend is, apparently, shocked into silence*

#i think she didn't realise just how uncomfortable I am in social situations #i mean i often feel awkward even approaching the boy's sister who i love dearly #his brother is happy-go-lucky enough that hardly anyone could be uncomfortable approaching him i think #and he himself i'm awkward about it but not uncomfortable #this came up in a convo bc she was leaving youth group earlier than i was and the boy's family wasn't there #when she left i proceeded to stand alone by the wall staring at nothing and nobody came and talked to me but that's okay #tehy all have their friends #can hardly expect them to pay attention to an awkward ugly weirdo xD #and eventually my transport took me home so it was fine #i am neither mad nor upset #just a little sad that i don't have anyone who would actively seek me out #like this friend *might* if she ddin't have more interesting people to talk to #and the boy's sister might sometimes #but it would be nice sometimes if others chose to come and talk to me bc they wanted to rather than me coming and talking to them bc #im dumb and boring and awkward #idk i mean like the boy himself for instance kinda waits for conversation to arrive at him rather than initiating it bc he isn't v social #he seems to like conversations when they're started? i mean he smiles a lot so i guess that's good? #idk if he came and started conversation id KNOW he was v interested #anyway that's okay i can survive perfectly well #the boy #personal