#i wish i could move out

[orcgirlcock]

i. am so fucking dysphoric. im so tired of being closeted at home

#and i know they won't be okay with it if i did come out #i wish i could move out #i wanna start hrt #i wanna be a girl everywhere and not just on the internet #god i wish someone could come pull me out of here #i fucking need a hug

[floshoe]

i fucking hate my dad.

#i wish i could move out

[thistlekiss]

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#l o l decided to go w my parents tuesday bc theyre going to see sibling #and apparently my dad approached mum and said he didnt want me to go w them bc they live w me and want one on one time w sibling #and then forced mum to tell me #so now i get to manage my own hurts and my parents fucking great #triggered my goldenchild/scapegoat trauma so now i get to fight through that and the hurt of 'we dont want you around' and the hurt of my #parents never spending deliberate time with me like they do and always have with my sister(which is the golden child thing i guess) #and also them neglecting my disabilities with the 'you can visit sibling another day just the two of you' shit #at least i told mum she's going to annoy me if she keeps apologising #shes not apologising bc she means it shes apologising bc she feels guilty and wants me to keep reassuring her #christ i'm tired #i wish i could move out #christ i wish i could afford to move to another state #ngl really didnt need this atm already dealing with RSD from a friend living in survival mode not being able to hang out and being more #isolated than usual #and my dads queerphobia getting worse and worse #if i didnt think sibling would also off themself if i did id be so fucking done

[junipercastor]

can my aunt stop playing soul music for her 60yo boyfriend im hungry as fuck and i want to reheat my sweet and sour chicken . it's 2 am . Jesus . just go to his house and do this shit lol cause im about to walk downstairs and ruin your night. plus i need to get my laundry it's languishing in the washer n drier. understand im REALLY not tryna interrupt their vibe but it's TWO AM and i want to sleep at some point

#i wish i could move out #to be honest

[mrd-gvf]

I hate when it’s time for my meeting and my parents are like “are you going to the meeting like that?” Which is me in my pyjamas and messy hair as if I’m not going to fix my hair and change my clothes. Do they think I’m fucking stupid?

#I love working from home but also I kind of hate it because I live with my parents #I wish I could move out #i want to live alone

[mausolealdrift]

its baffling seeing people on here being all shocked about how other ppl didnt have sex or do drugs or drink or go to parties etc etc in high schools like. sorry i was too busy getting bullied to do all of that stuff i guess. why are you surprised that there’s losers on the cringe loser website

#like yeah i WISHED i could do that sort of stuff #but i felt so completely isolated from everyone else at my school bc ppl were so nasty to me #its fine cos im doing all the stuff i missed out on now that im in university #but some ppl dont even get that chance #maybe its not that serious but. idk. just dont be a dick #but also ppl who didnt do that stuff acting like theyre better than ppl who did is fucking annoying and also a dick move. btw #📼

[lotus-pear]

double black

#lotus try to go one day without thinking abt skk challenge (IMPOSSIBLE) #also poses in the first img are referenced from thegrayninja on deviantart!! #nobody in this fandom draws chuuya just constantly floating around as opposed to walking and i think thats a crime #if you think a 15yo boy w gravity powers wouldn't absolutey abuse the shit out of that ability and just refuse to walk #then you're wrong. and you know it. #ik for a fact my lazy ass would take advantage of the fact that i could just move freely in the air and not have to waste energy walking #wish dazai didn't have nullification bc then chuuya could pick him up and they could recreate the hmc scene (chuuya would drop him /hj) #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[taichouu]

Old Yami warm up that I wanted to finish. Might go back one day and paint a background, but I dont have time for all dat right now goku

#Coffee break #Yami yugi #Yugioh #Ygo #Yugioh dm #Ygo fanart #Yugioh fanart #Aghhhh do I tag yugi... Sorry yugi fans please forgive me #Yugi Muto #God I love drawing yami. I kind of wish I could have finished this and printed it out for Dan to sign this weekend but we move #I love it when he glares at ppl ughhh hes so cool

[peachyutdr]

i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D

#undertale yellow #uty #my art #<- ifg #spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad #that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways #CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO??? #i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly #but THE CUTSCENES?!?!? #JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD #ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO #LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER #ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD #BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK. #AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE #n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of #everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS #WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING #AAND THE GROUP HUGG #I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD #AND THE FUCKOGN #THE F U C K I N G #AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD #to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho #and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump #just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece #anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way #this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to #oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig

[front-facing-pokemon]

#spheal #i wish i could post circular images on tumblr. because this one is deserving of a fully circular PNG. i could technically just take a #regular square image and then make the edges transparent to make it *effectively* a circle‚ but like… would that appeal? #if that would appeal then i'll do it. i don't think it would be *too* prohibitively hard. i would be willing to make an addendum #with a circular transparent image of spheal staring at the screen if enough of you want it. either way #this guy rolls everywhere and i think tumblr is gonna like that. i feel like this is gonna end up being a well-liked pokémon amongst tumblr #as in. i feel like. it already is. because. of how it is. i just don't know bc spheal isn't like. one of my favorites #it's cute don't get me wrong but it's just not one i think about all the time. it's one that i'll like if prompted but not unprompted #i'm gonna stop before i dig myself into a hole. i beat totk finally. it was very good and i honestly had way way more fun with it than i did #with botw. i have my criticisms obviously. it's not perfect it's not pmd. but it was very good. and now i've moved onto the next game in my #backlog. which is very long but i'm steadily working through it. hopefully i can get it done before i graduate this december and stop having #any time for the rest of my life ever forever to play video games. dreading that day. but uh #until then i will game. and hang out with my friends. and go on tumblr. and do all these things i like to do. until i no longer can #wow this got depressing i'm gonna Stop here. enjoy spheal

[crunchchute]

Sam and Max if they were cool /j

#sam and max #crunchchute art #my art #somehow this shitposty art piece made me emotional while drawing #i miss highschool and my friends and just going on school trips and stuff listening to shitty scene music like botdf #and playing the songs on a phone close to our ears or sharing an earbud on the bus #and being fucking cringy and shit man i wish i experienced more of that #perhaps i wasted my teen years on stress and worrying so im dressing like this now to make up for it #i know you wont see this D and im sorry i was being awful to you sometimes but i liked teasing you as if you were my sibling #i really miss those times. and i know i could always reach out to you but you moved on and im still stuck so i wont. but im thinking about #you from time to time! and the little fun we had back in hs. i really felt like i could be myself when hanging out with you #and i thought about you making this piece. me as max u as sam that would fit lmao #<- hes getting sappy missing the idea of his friends 10 years ago that only exists in memories now because everyone except him grew up

[treefish]

Grams is my favorite

#animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #acnh #grams #pulled out my amiibos because i'm moving in new villagers and decided i wanted to make a house for grams :o) #gosh i wish she could be a villager #her aesthetic is perfect

[buglaur]

the very rough plan for my ranch so far 🫡

#sdv #dunno what to do with the little area in front of my house #or by the grandpa thing #i'm playing vanilla btw #wish i could move the spouse area #i want to put shanes coop with the rest of the coops :( #i'm just about to start winter year 1 and i've just cleared out the farm fully so i've a blank canvas to work with for the season #i will post my actual farm when its got some resemblance to this 🥹 #assignments who? i only know farming sorry 🤷 #non sims

[fortyfive-forty]

JASMINE PAOLINI [ITA] d. SORANA CÎRSTEA [ROU] || DUBAI TENNIS CHAMPIONSHIPS SEMIFINAL || 02 23 2024

#my girl!! #<3 #jasmine paolini #wta tennis #pls don't let this flop #once again i am trying my hand at giffing #getting mildly more efficient #the gifs are still. eh. #but at least now i know how to make them without taking three hours lmfao #still wish i could figure out how to get crisper videos bc that's i think the biggest limiting factor #the dimensions of the gifs themselves are so small but that's not actually decreasing the quality that much #it's the footage itself that i'm taking that isn't super great #but it's ok #we move

[pharawee]

"But he hurt me so badly. I don't want to feel like this anymore."

#bake me please #bake me please the series #guide kantapon #poom phuripan #guypeach #bakemepleaseedit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #bl series #my edits. #just once i wish a bl would go the whole way and let a relationship end #because wtf was that whole episode shin #you're mean and dismissive and too damn proud #and you only reached out when peach lost the contest so you could be the better man #and then you'd rather have a heart attack instead of apologising #but the thing is if guy had waited and not overwhelmed peach with his (selfish) confession #peach would have moved on eventually and come around #(the filters in this show dull everyone's skin tones so badly and i'm struggling so hard to fix it 😭😭)

[mod2amaryllis]

who else haunted by an apology you never got the chance to make???? 🤪🤪🤪

#this isn't too serious this is about my college roommate #i was awful and i think about it all the time and wish i could send her a pizza and say any resentment is justified i'm so sorry #but i don't keep track of people. i don't know her last name i don't know how to contact her or if she'd even want that #i just think about it constantly for some fucking reason #if you're out there....man i'm sorry i didn't try harder to be friends i was 19 and at my absolute worst #I'm sorry about the illegal rat cage i never cleaned #literally i wish i could pay you reparations you wouldn't have to say a word to me just receive 'you didn't deserve that' + 50 usd #i think part of why this particular memory is so persistent- and has been for years like it constantly comes up when i'm tired- #is because the stakes are relatively low #like i was just a shit. i was just annoying and unkind. and then we both moved on and i'm better now and i assume she's ok. #the scope of it is just small enough.... like a burr. in my brain. #I'm hoping if i throw this into the ether i won't think about it as much lol #m2a