DESPAIR
SPOILERS BELOW / tw suicide sort of
ah the title really does sum this up. I am filled with such dread going in. I know cas gets sent to super hell, I know the destiel shippers are declaring it canon (but then, when haven't they), and I've heard from a reliable source that the show officially as of just now is queerbaiting for real by making it vague and easy to ignore it instead of actually confirming anything. plus nobody seems to give a fuck about jack, as usual, and sam didn't get to say goodbye? god how can this get better???? I hope buckleming got to fucking murder castiel! that would really improve this for me!!! the cherry on the shit sundae for real
so okay here goes. ugh. I have this angel's envy bourbon at 1PM, oops. I feel like I will need it for this one more than the others
I also am ensconced in my castiel trenchcoat + "be super good" shirt, and cas, crowley, and sam the q-pals are joining me. dean is banished to remain in the tote bag they live in.
god I want to scream. this fucking synopsis "With the plan in full motion, Sam, Dean, Castiel and Jack fight for the good for the common goal." oh the plan to use Jack as a suicide bomb???? great idea. lol I hate this. whose "common good"????????? ah but yes dean runs a dictatorship right. no wonder chuck butts heads with him
dean looks so fucking smug in the amazon prime video app, hovering over the episode where cas will die horribly. fuck. there is nothing that can emotionally prepare me for this episode
the show is going to end with sam and dean because it started with sam and dean and chuck/the IRL writers are bitter about it I guess??? delete fucking everything
god, very fucking cute of dean to be like WE GOTTA DO SOMETHING!!! you fucking piece of shit you forcememed this to go as quickly as possible because you want Jack fucking dead, don't pretend you care
god. fuck. jack apologizing for dying, to the empty. I hate everything so much
ah, so that's why the opening title screen has been that. gross. horrible. a jack singularity
is that it? really? jack's dead? just like that. okay. awful.
oh he's MAYBE dead. reassuring.
I see that briana buckmaster and jim beaver will be joining us
my cat is sitting in front of the TV trying to prevent me from watching this, trying to save me from myself
oh and felicia day
oh this one's written by robert berens, I mostly trust him I think
sam should've photocopied the book first
oh hey RSJ directed this one
I'm glad to have rachel miner back in any capacity
that's... alpha/omega on the side there? makes sense
I hope it's a fake book
god I love sam sitting on the like. what is that, weird equipment panels? more confirmation sam is queer, you heard it here
what leverage does dean even think he has
cool jack's just getting tortured now
"the boy is still useful" at least billie isn't pretending to care about him.
oh she left the book
thank fuck cas goes to him right away, please hug this child
alcohol is not gonna help you guys sleep
oh here's dean's half-assed apology. "sorry not sorry that I just couldn't stop, I couldn't help it, I just wanted to get what I wanted, and now that I didn't get what I wanted, sowwy uwu I guess"
"you've snapped me out of worse" yeah don't minimize this, sam
oh yeah michael exists. I notice dean refers to him as michael and not including adam. way to go
I notice that sam does not drink right away "to somehow"
those eggs look great
"no guns at the table" is a solid rule not only for how miserable that is, but because everything surrounding firearms is a carcinogen and doesn't need to be near food
please love yourself charlie please eat good eggs
am I supposed to know stevie, was she part of the alternate universe, I still like never watched most of 10-13
oh we're gonna kill MULTIPLE queer characters in this episode, awesome. we gonna kill charlie AGAIN??????? we brought her back just to kill her off, AGAIN? LIKE KEVIN? and bobby I guess??
can I just say how much I hate the concept of a "final boss fight" like why is it always ending in a fight, why is violence always the answer, and why do we feel like one final violent action will solve all the problems huh
charlie's shirt looks like a tycho album cover
okay so I didn't forget stevie, she was brand new? maybe?
I love cas and jack :(
feels strange because this all sucks
there's no such thing as destiny, jack
don't fucking die for sam and dean and 'the world'
damn right, cas, he doesn't need "absolution"
well that's true for you, cas, you care because he's him. dean just wants to use him
cas and jack are good.
charlie this was so not your fault. as usual this is the winchesters' fault.
tell 'em charlie!!! get 'em!!!
you're not sorry, dean.
"What now?" is a huge fucking mood, dean
oh, greg! our old friend! greg was a real one (but not anymore)
yeah eileen's screwed. this includes sam too. and dean i guess.
sam is a good person who cares about people despite dean's best efforts to stop him
I can't see who he's texting. are cas and jack in the back?
poor eileen :(
god poor sam having to basically get eileen in front of eyewitnesses who can attest that she disappeared
cas and jack are in the backseat yeah
I wish he'd tell her
she's never gonna reply now
yeah she's gone.
interesting use of technology that they couldn't've done earlier in the series, to show she was typing but then stopped
god that's awful. fuck.
"If I let myself go then I'll lose my mind. I can't, right now." that's a huge fucking mood sam let's just postpone all that grief for later. gotta shove it down. huge fucking mood. god I'm so sorry
somewhere central... the... bunker?
don't split everyone up dean, fuck
yes revenge is definitely the answer. killing things is the answer. "not having a choice" is obviously the answer. you fucker
we get a sam and dean hug but where's the one for cas.
you can like... see it in sam and jack's eyes that they are worried they're never gonna see them again.
I'm horrified that cas isn't getting to say goodbye to jack nor sam. I can't handle this.
I guess this scene is where they took that last group photo that misha posted back in march? RIP :(
oh hey donna
jack, that feeling is TheDepression
oh gas-n-sip
sam's sweet to try to give jack some autonomy here instead of having him just... being shuffled around like baggage.
is that eileen's car then
this music is intense
don't burn the fucking library
also wow dean with the reaper blade again is oof. wow. yikes. dean is become death, destroyer of worlds for real. jesus that is fucking horrifying to see. aren't you, dean? aren't you a bringer of death. remember when you hated doing that back in season... 4? 5? later?
dean has learned nothing.
sam's been trapped in a silo before hasn't he. or that panic room or something.
donna is sweet. jack is good. jack deserves better.
sam :(
donna is very kind
I like hearing jody and garth mentioned even if they're not in this episode (?)
oh hey charlie
sam at least knows how you feel, charlie
I like this set
god I've missed jim beaver
is jack going around with spraypaint? I'm like oh god there's no ventilation. I guess it's a paint bucket but still the fumes are bad. better than being evaporated though I guess
big man on campus. RIP stanford sam
at least there's a bucket.
praeses magna. "president large"?
thinking about how it would be impossible to have extras for episodes 19 and 20
I like watching jack paint
RIP that plant. apparently he has his powers
dean walks around way too comfortably with the reaper scythe.
oh but the plan has changed. did billie leave that book and nobody read it??????
dean you don't have friends, bud.
yeah how did you tink you would even stand a chance, dean. this is the worst plan ever
I'm so tired of seeing cas get tortured. I don't want to see billie get hurt either.
is "billie" actually the empty or something
"Has virtutes conliga. Eas integra. Eas firma. Nos omnes serva."
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"These virtues bind. Those infected. These are strong. We keep them all."
idk google translate, I feel like that may not be "infected" but more like integrity
I like the effects they did on the wardings there
yeah pretty much you can't stop god
oh I'm real sad about that couple who vanished together
:( bye charlie
bye bobby. :(
bye donna???
oh that like gold paint gossamer looking shit going on with billie's arm is cool
god I'm glad billie smacked him in the face, dean deserves it. I just rewound it to see dean get clocked again, it's so worth it
so they went back to the bunker... for what? billie can just go there.
sam and jack are gonna have such a rough fucking day.
all those double cheeseburgers are back for revenge on dean
billie's right actually. dean always thinks the rules don't apply to him because he thinks he should be making the rules. castiel should be with jack, not with dean. fuck.
can't cas still heal people
the scythe on the wall is a good visual.
I really like lisa berry, she does an amazing job
is this the same room with the ma'lak box
always happy to bleed for the winchesters. christ. fuck. even with dean's pocketknife. cas I'm so sorry. sweetheart you don't deserve this.
7B? so Jack was trapped in 5B, this is a different room but probably the same actual setpiece just rearranged
do you just... have to wait her out yeah
yeah dean you suck.
correct, you never should've left sam and jack.
wow I feel zero sympathy for dean at all.
you do it to yourselllllf you do, that's what really hurts.
oh baby don't summon the empty please :(
I'm so glad to know that cas never told them about how he saved jack, it's none of their business
yeah it would be with jack, cas. you should be with him
man this is shitty.
this is like a bad fanfic for real.
wow these shots are like, when it cuts between them it's so obvious these were not the same camera lmao fuck. how many takes was this
god i hate dean.
he has not done this for love. dean is a spiteful person.
"you're the most caring man on earth" literally kill me. I want to die. jesus fuck. i want to be dead
this is awful
this sucks
this actually really hurts. this sucks so much. dean you squandered this angel's life. now jack has no father. i hate you dean winchester. i hate you. you don't deserve cas loving you
jack knows, jack can feel it.
I hate hate hate hate hate hate that jack is left alone with the winchesters. i hate this. jesus fuck i hate this so much i hate this
jack sweetheart I'm so sorry
dean you fucking ass please pick up the fucking phone. please answer sam. i hate you
god dean i hate you fuck
dean you are the worst. fuck my life. fuck all this. fuck this show. i'm so angry
castiel deserves so much better than this. fuck i'm so mad. why wasn't his moment of happiness knowing that JACK WASN'T GOING TO DIE.
i hate this. I'm so upset. fucking shit-ass writing.
and it's still not fucking canon you morons
at least uh they don't have to have extras for the last two episodes? did they add that footage after? is that what got changed up? everyone's gone huh.
god just. dump the show right into the trash. bye.
also for fuck's sake nobody gives a fuck about jack like I didn't even know he survived. nobody cares. "sam didn't get to say goodbye" FUCKING JACK DIDN'T GET TO SAY GOODBYE fuck this so much.
fuck, is dean just chuck's OC? made in his image and furious that his mini-me isn't acting the way he wants? is that why he gets exonerated at every turn? "all the evil shit you did is fine dean you're the MOST LOVING AND THE BESTEST EVER!!!" fuuuuuck
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