#idk i’ll see how i feel

[autisticlancemcclain]

i'm a freckled lance truther can we coexist in this crazy world

i got no issues with freckled lance go ham. i think all non-monochrome skin is cool; vitiligo freckles skin discolouration scarring whatever. i love them all. fuck the skincare and beauty industry ❤️

#maybe i should make some of my characters have more visible skin defects #i might #idk i’ll see how i feel #ask

[little-red-fool]

Fucking christ I didn’t think meeting my abuser again after 2 years would make me so upset.

#dont worry im fine i dont need anyone checking up on me but i might be a bit slow with drawing the next couple of days #idk i’ll see how i feel #but goddamn

[squinkoblinko]

hes thinking real hard about eating a yummy sandwich

one with no crazy filters cause why not zzzz

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 medic #blu medic #is this even anything #can you see that i figured out how amazing the lasso tool was halfway thru the process cause i feel i can and it’s HORRID #MORE ART SOON i hope i’m really trying to get back into working on stuff and not being lazy #i’ll prob post this one insta w a few changes cause idk if i’m completely happy w how this looks

[starkidlabs]

Should I start uploading my art here again?

#I just feel like traditional art always does ass on social media. ive been uploading to my art insta but I’m getting very few likes #and in experience my traditional art always did shit on here as well #idk I’ll see how I feel #if you wanna follow my art insta it’s @ghostjunction

[will-bonna]

one must imagine hunter happy :(

based on blood spot dorids

#my art #rain world #rainworld #slugcat #scug #slug #sea slug #blood spot dorid #hunter #rw hunter #rw #rw scug #i’ll probably do riv or gourmand next so stay tuned!! #i go back to school soon tho so art might slow down #or maybe i’ll sacrifice my sleep and keep going at a normal rate lol #anyways goodnight :) #feel free to draw these designs btw!! #would love to see them as well so tag or reblog or smth IDK HOW THIS APP WORKS LOL

[toreii]

Idia: “The impact conveyed through the hand-drawn illustrations! I feel energized when I see the seriousness of the creators!!”

Idia: “Cellphones must be turned off at the museum. Don’t worry, all the daily social games have been digested already. Now, let’s go.”

#twisted wonderland #disney twst #twst spoilers #idia shroud #twst idia #translations not 100% accurate #ive never seen someone so excited to go to a museum #then again it’s the d100 collab and i completely relate #boy said i already played all of my games lets go #yes bby im right behind you😭 #he’s definitely growing little by little #it took me 30 pulls but he came in the 22nd #i have enough to keep trying but idk if i will #i’ll wait and see how i feel before this ends

[wool-string]

#ajin #my art #Kei nagai #just a doodle for now cause I got stuff to do #maybe I’ll draw later idk we’ll see how I’m feeling

[hawkeyeslaughter]

girl not to start anything and i don’t want y’all to take this the wrong way but . i don’t see the hawkahy at all like with most ships even if i don’t like / ship it personally i at least see the chemistry but with hawkahy i just don’t 😭

#like ??? hawk flirting with father mulcahy has always just seemed like a platonic oh this is funny because it’s a priest . like my flirting #with him is a joke #like i’m trying SOOO hard to put on the hawkahy glasses here and i cannot see SHIT #how mad would y’all be if i said they don’t even seem like they’re that close as friends 🏃‍♀️💨 #they feel like they’re class besties . like how in highschool you’d have someone you’d always interact with in class and maybe nod to in the #hallway but never interacted with outside of that #THATS the energy hawkahy has to me #i’m not saying any of this to be mean like hawkahy objectively not a bad ship . there’s nothing wrong with it and if you ship it #good for you #this is just me PERSONALLY #i’ll still make hawkahy edits if y’all request them but idk idk idk #mash #mashposting #m*a*s*h #mash 4077 #mashblr #hawkeye pierce #hawkeye #father mulcahy

[mooseonahunt]

The way I wanna see Luis go completely apeshit and just start doing things that he wouldn’t do in canon. In canon we know he feels immense guilt for his past and wants to make up for it all. We see him trying to do good over and over again. He wants to redeem himself and prove he’s changed.

But a part of me so badly wants him to kinda just,, lose the plot for a hot minute. The whole “be the monster they always said you were” kinda ordeal. He gets left for dead after the Krauser attack and nobody came back for him so he’s kinda bitter about it. I know it would be out of character because of what we’ve seen him go through and do, but… I do kinda wanna see it happen anyway.

#so naturally I’m brainstorming a corruption arc fic that will never be completed bc nobody wants to see this #and also because I will get people saying it’s ooc #I love him for how good he genuinely is and how human he feels I swear #but sometimes I just wanna see my beloveds go fucking berserk #I’m sorry i think he would also kinda be hot as a mad scientist #you ever see someone reach their breaking point? where they realise everything they’d done had been for nothing? completely useless bc #nobody bothered to see the good in them? #ofc Luis had Ashley Ada and Leon who saw the good in him and gave him the opportunity to do good #but also nobody went back for his corpse for a proper burial so like… #idk. I’m just saying shit out here. #Luis Babygirl Serra #moose rambles #moose posting #focusing on his anger bc if I think about his sadness I’ll break down and cry

[snzluv3r]

welp. i had to stop the antibiotic for my sinus infection because i Am indeed allergic to it and it keeps giving me anaphylaxis so yeah executive decision was made that i shouldn’t risk it :( i’m so frustrated and i’m really starting to feel sick to a point that i could collapse at any moment

#literally had a guy from work i see everyday stop in his tracks and ask me if i’m okay #and i purposefully put on mascara today to mask how horrible i feel #sometimes my sinus pain/pressure and migraines get so severe that i think i would rather just. keep taking the antibiotic #because even though that horrible indescribable dread during anaphylaxis #it’s such a scary horrible sickening feeling like it’s so distinct idk but idk…it eventually goes away #the pain doesn’t unless i finish the whole course of antibiotics #this is so fucking frustrating and i’m so tired i don’t have time #i’m scared i’m going to get pneumonia again #i won’t even be able to go to #the appointment they’re scheduling for me tomorrow until at least tomorrow night and that’s if they even have that #otherwise i’ll have to wait til saturday #god by then i’ll be miserable #i’m so drained and it felt like friday all day for some reason but it’s not ugh #random probably delete later just so annoyed

[leopardom]

these have been sitting in my askbox for some hours now and i really didn’t want to bring them here but it looks like someone from the fandom has beef (if i can even call it like that) with me and idk what to do about it anymore

yes i do rant and yes i’m aware that sometimes i’m exaggerating and want validation, but i never have brought my rants into the hashtag. this is the first and the last time i’m doing it because i’m tired. idk what the hell i’ve done so wrong when all i want is to try and exist and connect and share whatever kind of content i can in here, but whatever that is, it seems to bother some people. so whoever you are, if you see this, PLEASE block me and stop bothering me from idk how many different accounts

#again i apologise for dropping this in the hashtag #idk what else to do anymore #i’ve already blocked two anonymous people like how many are there? wtf is happening? #btw if you wanted to make me question everything then congrats you made it #now i do feel like a bother so i’ll see myself out #joker out #this is emma speaking

[clambuoyance]

I’ve never been so obsessed with a character so bad that I literally can’t do anything else I’m like the squidward meme watching SpongeBob frolic outside the window stretching a hand out to all the pretty paintings and animations and comics I see in my head but being unable to feel any motivation for it . If only i could use the energy spent to create 20 kon doodles to sit down and concentrate on a single finished full piece I used to be able to make like 5 page comics what happened to me

#sighs yes before anyone says anything IK it’s probably adhd related 😭 #BUT ITS GOTTEN SO BAD I CAN FEEL THE DIFFERENCE IN MY BRAIN HOW DID IT GET WORSE #it’s probably a mix of burnout too but I don’t get tired of drawing ? #it feels like when u get dizzy or change glasses or so #and it’s either everything is wayyy too in focus and you can see literally everything clearly that it hurts ur brain #which doesn’t help given how saturated w information the world is always #and simultaneously somehow everything is blurry or out of focus and I physically have to strain myself to hone in on one thing #I JUST WANNA READ COMICS AND FINISH A DRAWING AND HANDLE WORK AND SCHOOL AND TALK TO MY FRIENDS #ALL IN OME DAY #BUT MY BRAIN IS LIKE. TODAY IS ONLY FOR COMICS. YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ESLE #😫🫶 I’m deleting this later I’m just ranting LMAO #I’m highschool it’s crazy bc I did okay and then honestly i just think my ability to concentrate has deteriorated as the years have gone by #free me!!! #either way I want to lessen my social media and just pick One bc girl I have an Instagram a tumblr and a twitter this is horrible for me . #honestly I’ll probably pick instagram and just post on tumblr when I have art #I already do that #I mean when I have Good art. #IM RAMBLING IDK

[vigilskeep]

don't get seduced by the da2 siren song and skip awakening, think of Sigrun

i’m sorry the captain of the siren’s call is luring me away...

#I’LL COME BACK FOR YOU MY LOVE... #idk we’ll see how i feel tomorrow but i am leaning towards starting 2 i just miss her so bad #i will come back and play awakening whatever happens it would just be like not rn #i dont want to like. just be pushing through it wanting to play 2 you know

[the-hilda-librarians-wife]

Happy New Year!!

*pops grape juice bottle* woooo we’ve made it, guys!

2023 was such a nice year in the fandom, in my opinion. There was s3 and that was a banger, but I feel like the stuff we were up to ourselves over here was amazing too. I got to talk more with some of my mutuals who I hadn’t been as close to before, and lovely people keep coming to this corner of the internet!! We had our first sketchbook event and are currently preparing for a general Hilda Appreciation Week, I feel like this is all amazing considering the size of this community.

Just wanted to thank everyone who’s been here for the ride as well! It’s certainly always more fun when you have people to be insane with you. I just. Get very touched thinking about the amount of support in this fandom and how we creatively fuel each other.

Anyway, just wanted to write this post as a thank you. I hope you’re having a lovely end of the year, and may 2024 be even better 💜

(I do have one small writing update to add, though! The first months of the year will probably be relatively devoid of new content from me. This for two reasons. One is that I churned out so many fics this year that I feel like even the people who like my writing are having a hard time catching up (I don’t know how this happened either-), and the other is that I’ll be using my free time to get ahead on preparing my content for the rest of the year! I won’t completely stop or anything (Hilda Appreciation Week will see to that), just wanted to leave this noted so no one things I’ve Vanished from the fic writing scene or anything. I’m just preparing my next attack. Anyways that was it happy new year!!)

#also saying it to force myself to take a breather from posting GEJDHJDHD #cause otherwise I’ll just post the ones that are ready asap and run out of prepared content lol #also! didn’t want to say this in the post bc I was afraid of coming across as self centered?? idk?? #but the people who read my tags will probably find it fun: I was checking my ao3 stats for the year and I posted 18 new fics!! #also posted just over 180k words in total. it’s my second biggest word count in a year #second only to 2020. for obvious reasons #and I’m soooo happy with what I wrote too. I feel like I’m finally beginning to like my own writing. excited to see how I can improve #also I finally played with writing things outside of my usual sketchbook formula!! dipped my toes in Raven Scientist *and* created an OC #it was really nice to try out these things and be pleased with the results!! #2023 really was the year to get silly goofy with writing and love it #if all goes according to plan 2024 will be decided into a ‘tying up some loose ends’ era #and a ‘write what you know and I’m a flipping nerd’ era #may college have mercy on me. and May my inspiration not leave me please :’))) #wife speaks

[devicecontact]

many people have the take that we will have the final fight with Gabriel in violence, and while I do think we will most likely encounter him in some way, I don’t think that he will die so soon. Looking at it pacing wise that leave 2 more layers left with nothing really going on besides v1 going down and down for blood. There probably will have some kind of Lucifer fight or something but that feels kind of just anticlimactic and weird to have as the final build up fight when so far the entire current story line has been about gabriel. There’s been one single mention of Lucifer in the whole game compared to everything going on with gabby boy. He’s the main character of the games story so it just feels weird to remove him right at the start of the first layer of the games last act.

#also the acts title ?? bro I don’t think we’re the ones killing him lol #ultrakill #I think we could see him doing things similar to how we saw swords machine going crazy in prelude bht like idk man. #I really don’t want and really don’t think he will die in layer 7 of 9. #also I just don’t want a Lucifer fight either it feels like an obligation due to it taking place in hell and idk mannn whatevaa #I’ll eat whatever happens up anyway but that’s just my take

[mattodore]

kavi and his business major backpack

#simblr #the sims 4 #sims 4 #ts4 #ts4 cas #river dipping #echthroi #kavi sunder #🦇 #MEANT to post this last night after all those cas posts but i fell asleep.... so instead you're seeing this now <3 #this is kavi he's one of theo's classmates... for now... i'm thinking he's a business major minoring in either a foreign language (german?) #or something lit related for fun....... hm. who knows... #i might add him to the friend group... idk haven't decided i just really wanted to make this sim #he's inspired by adarsh jaikarran who i've had a few pins saved of in my oc board for foreverrrr #i’ll probably change his hair to a shorter one but i still wanted to show how he looks with this hair since it's what i previewed before #its funny i used every single slot i could but i still feel like he needs more detail.......... it's killing me #even all the tattoo sections are full........ *jumps* #anyway i'm supposed to go to an appointment for my ears today so wish me luck with that......... i'm deaf in one ear #and my other ear has been making constant crackling sounds so... hoping i just need my ear cleaned