#idk what else to say atm

[storfulsten]

You don't have to...but I wanna see Whitty listening to music with headphones in, and Bf is just curious about what he's listening to. Also they're on a bench, and Bf is sitting next to him looking confused as to what he's listening to.

(My guess? It's a Corpse Husband song, since in my opinion, it goes that way for Whitty.)

sorry it's so sloppy and lazy and probably not quite what you wanted but here

whitty's just vibin and bf is just hella confused bc yea.. hearing some dude that sounds almost exactly like your crush singing about choking and other such things sounds totally groovy and not all that awkward at all no sir lol

#bombeep #whittyxbf #not the shippiest but still ha #bf is crushing so it's still valid totally #couldn't think of much and maybe this wasn't what you had in mind but ye #it's something I guess ha #actually mostly doodled lazily like the day after I got the ask but #didn't know how to do the text so eh #just slapped some on there #also sorry for lack of bench and proper bg idk how to do that either rn so ye apologies #but ye anyways #idk what else to say atm #lyrics are from the song 'e-girls are ruining my life!' #it's a good song very iconic yessir #also any excuse to make vague references to corpse in relation to whitty is cool yes maam #not gonna rant about that rn though enough rambling sorry ha #enjoy or don't #take it or leave it #fnf au #fnf shipping #boyfriend #whitty #bf #I draw what I want #thanks for the suggestion #stay groovy friendo #also yes whitty has to literally tape the earbuds to his head bc he doesn't have any earholes to put them in lol rip

[oldmemoria]

I love how trans mascs can’t say anything about their dysphoria without TERFs and radfems coming in to “erm actually” us or for people who say they aren’t TERFs or radfems to come and “erm actually” us.

#trans male #trans issues #transgender #trans masc #transandrophobia #I didn’t know what to call the random people who aren’t technically radfems or TERFs other than people who say they aren’t so once I find #better words #then I’ll change it #only if I want to 💕 #because atm idk what else to call yall because I hate to break it to you but sometimes you guys share the same beliefs. #and it is very frustrating

[radio-and-the-dirt]

dude i don't really care if people ship aroace characters just please acknowledge that they're aro and/or ace. like,, aro and ace people still can and do enter into relationships of various types at times and not every aro or ace person completely lacks attraction anyway and some date even if they do, so like, ship them if thats what you want but please just be respectful.

just acknowledge that the character is aro and/or ace. do some research about what that might mean for them if you need to. treat those characters in a way that respects their identities and doesn't completely brush them aside.

im just tired. we can be in relationships. we can not be in relationships. we are still aros and aces. dont try and erase what little representation we get.

i would like to note that i see things in this way because i have never seen a 'professional' writer (like non-fanfic or not a small online creator) specify where an aro/ace character sits on those spectrums or how they actually view relationships of any type. i've also never seen any 'professional' writer's characters get to explore or express that part of themselves enough in their stories to give much better an understanding than just "not really interested in sex or romance".

if a more specific understanding of a character was provided and it meant that that character wouldn't be involved in romantic and/or sexual relationships or was repulsed by them than yeah, I wouldn't want people shipping them at all but i dont think i've ever seen that so thats not what this is about.

#this is mostly about one character because theyre on my mind atm but i've absolutely seen it happen to others #its just really disheartening to have confirmed representation and then see so much of a fandom ignore that because they want to ship thing #i love this character as rep as well. i think they capture certain things for me really well #i almost never come across it but pairings of characters whether romantic or something else are really fun when written from an aroace lens #but thats not what i see happening with what i'm thinking about #its just infuriating to see so much of the fandom accept certain details that were revealed in a certain way but then argue that this- #-character's orientation hasn't been confirmed anywhere when it was revealed in the exact same way #just say you don't care about respecting us at this point man #if you know what character im referencing here about then uhhhhh cool #i hope no one minds me tagging these next few #aromantic #asexual #arospec #acespec #aroace #might remove those in a bit idk i get quite nervous being perceived sometimes

[siofra-river]

Ok i feel like i don’t explain the valentine lore enough so here it is.

THE Valentine-056 post!

She was born on November 1st, 2510 (Age 50 as of the year halo infinite takes place) on the planet Jericho VII. She was kidnapped by ONI and placed into the Spartan 2 when she was 7. She’s 7’ft 2” (218.44 cm) outside the armor and 7’5” (226.06 cm) inside the armor.

She’s been in many battles, including the battle against the Insurrection group Freedom League who had set up resistance on her homeplanet, which at the time the visit was…bittersweet. During the fall of Reach, she was with the Red team splinter group Team Delta as they secured CASTLE base. She helped with Operation First Strike, after Master Chief returned to Reach to find any survivors. After that, she returned to Earth to help fight off the Covenant invasion. During the invasion of Earth she was sent to Sydney, Australia to help fight covenant forces and to keep important members of the UEG. She was almost sent to Africa, until they started glassing it. Post Covenant war, she is in charge of a Fireteam working with ONI sector 3 Beta-3 division and Delta-6 division to find and recover alien technologies and occasionally capture of eliminate important targets. Her team , Fireteam Vaquero consists of her, a Swords of Sanghelios member named Rusa ‘Sura, a Spartan IV named Oscar Meer, a Spartan III Gamma Named Esmeralda Miro, A pilot Named Lee Brady and his ship’s smart AI Frank (FRK-1259-4), and the teams medic & xenobiologist Anya Fung. While on a mission to recover old covenant technologies, she found a Huragok named Lingers Above, which has become an unofficial member of her team as well, refusing the leave her side for long when she’s not in a mission.

As she’s began the interact with more people outside of a very stressful war zone she’s realized how strange and unhealthy some of her upbringing was. Not the full extent of it all, but a degree of it. The reason why she wears all her piercings is as a small form of self representation and to help her form a bit of identity outside being a Spartan, she’s experimented with different piercings and haircuts before, including dyeing her hair which went gray early as a result of both stress and family genetics(she started going gray around 25). She is a gay man, and after the war had toyed around with the idea of a relationship, but unlimitedly decided herself too busy and too inexperienced, the only relationship she had was a short unnamed fling with Jorge-052, a few years before he died on reach, she still silently mourns for him.

While not a natural born leader, through the Spartan II training and Human-Covenant war she was taught how to assume that position. She has the outward disposition of a cool and collected head but be riled up somewhat easily compared to other Spartans. She’s very stubborn and has a strong will but has begrudgingly learned how to be flexible, no matter how much it may annoy her. A trait she has that sets her apart from the other Spartan II is the frequency in which she takes off her helmet and how much she talks, she uses that to help bond with her teammates. She doesn’t really care about how the people at ONI perceive her, but to the UNSC personnel she works with and alongside, she doesn’t want to be seen as just a large killing machine. The weapon she has the most interest in using during something like a wargame is the Gravity Hammer, but the weapon she ends up using the most is the DMR.

#halo #halo oc #valentine-056 #my ocs #idk what else I have to say my head hurts rly bad atm soooo take this? #be niceys to me abt this im nervous . the intimacy of ocs ok? also if the lore isn’t 100% right idc ok i spent too long going thru halopedia

[priceofreedom]

rebirth is gonna destroy us i just know it

#as a zerith stan knowing aerith dies in zack's timeline is messing me up #like... they cannot meet unless they 'fix' the timelines or whatever #there's a chance the characters are not actually dead in zack's timeline but idk... #so yeah in the original timeline zack is dead of course #but in zack's timeline they are ALL dead. allegedly #so essentially it's like. if zack gets to live the others die instead?? #what is zack's timeline gonna be like? i'm so curious and confused and lowkey scared aksjhkahlds #it's too soon to assume things but it doesn't look good for zack 🥴 #he only has cloud atm and he's still in a bad condition apparently #he wasn't anywhere in that last scene in the DLC so either zack left him resting somewhere #or something else happened? #idk about y'all but i'm kinda going insane thinking about theories #the more i rewatch the trailer the more i realize how depressing it could potentially be... #also sephiroth might be travelling between the timelines #and i'm thinking... zackseph reunion maybe? 👀 #he was also calling genesis but the trailer was from Ever Crisis right? #so what's going awn....... #i've seen ppl saying the tornado which potentially killed the party probably let weiss nero AND genesis out... #out of the deepground i mean #so does that mean zack will have to face the three of them at some point? that happened in HIS timeline #anyway i'm rambling ajskhakjs i HAVE TOO MANY QUESTIONS

[derelictheretic]

hey everyone, the back of my house just burnt down, everyone in my house is okay (the pets were the first things we got out and they're safe) but we lost a lot of stuff and I won't be online for a bit.

To the people waiting on comms I was able to get my computer out and I should be able to get back to working on your comms as soon as we are situated in a new place, I have no timeframe for that as everything just happened but I still have all the files and that should be fine.

#I am just waiting atm as my sibling and fiancé are headed to hospital and me and my uncle stayed back with the pets #this is not how I wanted to spend my sunday #we'll probably be focusing on getting all the stuff left together and figuring out what we're doing for housing #this sucks a lot I think i'm still in shock but you know #the house behind us is completely gone and only one person made it out and if my uncle hadn't heard them I don't even wanna think about it #but anyway i'm okay besides a bit of smoke inhalation and a headache #Idk what else to say but i'l update y'all whenever I can #nadine is typing...

[sundropglass]

sidesystems can show up for other reasons, but are fairly common in programmed systems because of the programming forcing a more separated section of the overall system for purposes of facilitating abuse that is then forgotten. it's not too much of a stretch to think the same thing could happen to somebody who coped poorly with non-RAMCOA abuse.

Ahh, I see. That kinda makes sense. I don’t know a lot about RAMCOA abuse but it seems that theres a big emphasis on secrecy, and I could see how non-RAMCOA abuse could also create something like that

Is the extra separation then what defines a sidesystem? Are there differences to it being a subsystem? Or maybe a redefinition of what a subsystem was thought to beeee?

Sorry for all the questions, I’m just curious about this stuff because DID is an interest of mine

#dissociative identity disorder #sidesystem #thanks for the answer btw anon its very sneat! #idk what else to say i dont feel my best atm #i also love asks they are nice to get

[weaselmcdiesel]

😳

#thank ya :) #i have low brain energy i have a full day of classes today so idk what else to say atm #but thank you! #in typical weasel fashion uh. #i will not do anything in celebration! um. because i forget quickly! and also have a hard time finding inspo for this stuff! woo! #anyway if youre reading this have a great day ^^<3 #weasel speaks

[non-un-topo]

Went to a support group specifically for FTMs last night and had a good time. Surprised myself by tearing up. That's not a very cis sign, is it

#denial is an oppressive power #i know what i am lol. and still. #i've got a lot of internalized transphobia that i wasn't completely aware i had. not brave enough to air it out in the group #for fear of saying something 'bad'. everyone else seems to have it figured out already. most are on T. #i just don't want the group to sort of influence me in one direction. #< a ha. internalized transphobia. also i don't think i need their help in that department. i'm already mentally there. just blocking myself #a research project i'm doing atm is really bringing these feelings to the front. #how am i 26 and living far away from my parents and i'm STILL like 'i can't disappoint my mommy' #i know the answer. family baggage and high expectations etc. snore. #someone in the group kept telling me 'you don't have to go on T just because everyone else is doing it' and like........................... #idk if i found most of their thoughts to be very helpful. they just kind of liked to talk and were clearly struggling with insecurities. #but i had to fight that urge to be defensive. that is not how i feel and that is not what's even happening. #this person had a problem with putting words into people's mouths. don't do that in a support group lol #but other than that they were fine and everyone was super nice. it helped to talk to an older trans guy. #i'll say it again. if i wasn't fucking 5 foot 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!

[storfulsten]

You know what would be good? A SpongeBob SquarePants movie reference with Patrick in heels and small SpongeBob but instead it’s Whitty as Patrick and BF as SpongeBob!

Good idea right? 😉

hmmm yeah sure

they r goofy goobers yea

#bombeep #whittyxbf #I spend way waaay too much time on this #so I'm too tired to point out stuff I don't like #so uh yeah #good practice I guess ha #matching couple cosplay or halloween costumes maybe idk lol #idk if you just wanted the pose or whatever but I figured #both of them could work them outfits for fun bc reasons ha #so here you go #idk what else to say atm so #enjoy or don't #whatever floats your boat #fnf au #fnf shipping #not the shippiest true but still valid #boyfriend #whitty #bf #spongebob squarepants movie reference #goofy goober rock #pose from that specific part of the movie look it up on youtube or something if you're curious lol #I draw what I want #thanks for the suggestion #stay groovy friendo #edit: under cut now bc yea

[sea-buns]

cut my hair just above my shoulders today and discovered that i have a cowlick (or two maybe idr) that makes my hair way thicker on one side than the other

which makes sense but it's also kinda infuriating cuz the last time i cut it was the first time i've ever had short hair and it felt like it was so uneven i was losing my mind

#like imagine asking your mom who is good at cutting hair 'are you SURE its not uneven?' #and she and everybody else is like no its fine #and technically theyre right #but id say i was too. my hair is pretty damn thin so having no idea what thick hair feels like my go to was uneven #so there WAS something not right #i just went vertical instead of horizontal lol #idk why it was now and not the first time that it was noticed tho. maybe cuz i toned it down on the layering? #makes sense considering my hair has forced me into tucking it behind my right ear my entire life lol #cut it in the fall last year so i didnt really get to enjoy it for the intended season #feels good. feels good to have crazy long hair past your waist your whole life in a place that was melting 95% of the year #and then to just get rid of it #i save so much on shampoo yall got no idea lol #i still know next to nothing about caring for my hair and such. when its long its really easy to do nothing and have it look good #but idk. i wanna care more and i dont wanna be lazy and i want to learn HOW to care #i know you can do that with long hair but. idk. it was annoying lol. more work styling short hair but also less hair. win win for me atm #sea rambles

[vote2]

i do acknowledge i need to watch what i say wrt gender women men cis ppl etc just augh.

#its like. im a trans man 100% i want nothing to do w being seen as a women i acknowledge that. i also acknowledge that I am putting #literally zero effort in my irl life to present as a guy at all. partially lack of resources and embarrassment etc stuff like that partiall #the autism i literally look in a mirror and see a guy #and i go to class go to work and until soemone explicitally refers to me as a woman i think of myself as a guy. so like its this weird #disconnect of what i actually do vs what i percieve as expieriencing in my daily life where i am objectively living #as a cis woman who just dresses and acts a bit masc. lol. #and like that doesnt bother me atm until i get to a setting where i am gendered frequently. then i feel nauseas etc but whatever ill deal #so i always hesitate whenever i talk abt women feminism men makeup beauty expectations etc (also i am mixed thai and white which #def plays into everyhting ofc ofc) as i dont know rly what is like. not fine idc if i say smthn uncouth just i dont want to at all #seem like im doing what these other trans guys do and latch onto my femininity and 'girlhood growing up' etc or like #its all dumb to me ofc im a feminist i consider anything i speak abt feminism free the nipple being against gender essiantialism etc etc #as in feminism (not that women arent/cant be femnists just in terms of im not trying to sound like a woman) and #ofc growing up as and my current life experiences have obvi had a large impact on myself how i veiw the world my political beliefs and all. #but like. im always scared it sounds like im idr the phrase someone else used but a i dont want to seem like im latching onto girlhood as #a failsafe or whatever. its just mm ykwim its a weird feeling. cause like im a 21 year old man and read my posts as such el oh el. #idk its all weird and idk if its a specific to me thing or whattttt it just like. i feel silly sometimes and i dont want my points to be #misconstrued :) anyways me posting this after rewatching and posting abt pearl has nothign to do genuinly lmfao just timing its been #on my mind after that dumbass trans guy posting abt the lonelyness he feels abt abandoning womanhood #after watching barbie. lol and then i saw someone in the comments of some ig quote it w like 30 replies all positive like get a lifeee #i understand it can feel isolating being trans and everyones relationship back to womanhood is diff and complecated but by god. shut up #anywayyyyyssss mmm okay im done whateverr #maybe all a fear in my head and literally none of this has every crossed anyones mind however it bothers me :(

[master-k0hga]

| K A R M E N |

[ Category: The Promised Land ]

| So while her mother is busy trying to fit into the world of the Promised Land, because I can never find a way to make my OCs work out the way I intend for them; Here's Karmen in her new purpose!.... And also actually has a place that fits well; Of course she is Caligo and Asim's daughter, and is in fact a mix of the two's origins. While having some of her father's Fae attributes, while having mostly of her mother's Witch blood... Although whether or not she's more powerful than her traumatised mama.. That's a question for another time!

.. Anyways, cuz I have now made it a tradition, I draw Karmen in her refs always at her 17 years old glory, cuz kids and babies are hard to draw- Also cuz that's when her badassery begins lol..

Name: Karmen

Height: 5ft "2"

Species: Nocturnal Elf / However by the family tribe she is officially considered "Fae" despite physical evidence of her born as mixed race

Extra:

She grows up and becomes a mechanic at the age of 17, she started becoming invested in technology and such when she was 3; Overtime is became a passion, hence why she is capable of making small contraptions out of scraps. Her biggest project (which takes her to the age of 25, roughly an 8 year time span) when she randomly comes across a long abandoned assassin bot who appeared to have been built by the Deceitful before being discarded

She's very much a daddy's girl since Asim has spoiled her silly when she was young, although not blaming her mother for being the one who is on edge however; Karmen would always protect her mother, even when she was just a toddler. Her parents (Asim mostly) would tell her the sad stories and upbringing especially of Caligo, hence why she became protective of her mother figure at such a young age

She was given a spear by the tribe elder when she was 10, a special heirloom that was passed down from the "Sights of the Future" tribe; Although Asim decided to personally smith twin swords for her in hopes she'd pick up on his fighting style so to train her well, Karmen genuinely isn't a fan of dual wielding blades. Watching her be so natural with the spear however, inspires Caligo to try spear training themselves

Since the tribe mostly consists of travellers who had left their "nest" to search for other places of safety away from threats, Karmen always finds a way to "surf" down slopes whether rocky, snowy, sandy and whatnot; ... So she constructed herself a shield that can swiftly slide on almost any terrain. It's rumoured that she used her witch abilities she got from her mother to make it "magical", however Asim jokingly likes to claim it's the magic of the Fae

She can be an awkward and clumsy mess, she's prone to having tantrums like her mother, however since Caligo is technically still young in a sense, Karmen is more of a saint when it comes to them. Mother can act out BADLY, not their intentions however

Calls the tribe elder "grampi" since Asim practically refers to him as "grandfather", so she's kind of picked up on that too but more childish

She trains herself so she can eventually take over the tribe from her father one day, however since it's still Asim's turn next to replace the elder once they leave the world of living, she'll have to wait some more.. Which isn't much of a problem for her, she's a very patient person surprisingly

Hearing Caligo speak of their older sister sometimes, Karmen during moments where she's not being supervised has tried on a few occasions to look out for her (Katsumi), however hearing rumours of a "bounty hunter" appearing more frequently within recent activity, she's nervous.. Yet she has some theories on who that could be

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +

I believe that's all I have for her new purpose for now, I need to really re-sort Caligo and Katsumi's re-purposing as well but for some reason I am really struggling on trying to fit them into this weird puzzle as is so they might not be shown off or be appearing anytime soon yet til I find something that could eventually work out

Also I've just noticed, since I tend to colour scheme a lot of my posts...

WHERE THE FUCK IS YELLOW?! THEY GOT RID OF THE COLOUR YELLOW!! WHY!?!? THAT WAS A NICE YELLOW TUMBLR WHY'D YOU GET RID OF IT!?!?!?!

That sucks balls!!.... But at least I can copy-paste the text even the colour font on other posts, it just sucks now cuz now I won't actually be able to use it for future characters refs!... And I still have yellow-mainly themed OCs that I've still yet to re-design... This sucks now it's even more limited than what it was.. Especially with this AI bullshit scandal they too decided to jump on the waste of time bandwagon for...

fuck the Internet it's just a scummy cesspool of bullshit, lies, hate and corrupted companies and rich shits ruining the lives of every day working class....

Fuck you!!

... Anyways- Yeah I have name for the tribe now, "Sights of the Future", although very much blind to what the future will bring... They look onwards and either embrace or adapt to whatever happens to them... And I will NOT be doing the same! I look onward to the future and all I see is black, humans are devolving, they have adapted only so far and now they are moving backwards like the cesspool of lies and deceit they are..

. Karmen, Art © Me . DON’T RE-POST .

#MASTER-K0HGA #Ary / Kohga Chronicles #Ary / Kohga OCs and Works #Karmen #Female #Fae #Nocturnal Elf #Fae / Nocturnal Elf mix #also technically mixed race #The Promised Land #Sights of the Future #Fandomless #My OCs #My Characters #My Art #Re-post #My art re-posted #Original Character #OC #.... #But yeah that's it I think... dskjhfdjhjkhfd Don't rly have much else to say atm tbh?? #Karmen is no longer Kohga's and Sooga's kid for the Kohga Arc AU anymore... Instead she is Caligo's and Asim's now... #Trying to make a new purpose is rly fucking hard and Idk how people can do all this and have it neatly be put in the right places #But I'm gonna need to step up my game if I want to flesh out my OCs and improve on them further with what I've got.. #And no I won't use any fcking machine learning or AI to ''help me''.. It'll only make me half ass my shit and I'm. NOT. FUCKING. DOING. THA #I DO THIS BECAUSE I NEED THIS. I NEED TO PUT EFFORT. I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ELSE #THIS IS ALL I FCKING HAVE. YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO ONLY HAVE YOUR FICITIONAL WORLDS. YOUR CHARACTERS #TO HELP YOU PUSH THROUGH WHEN EVERYTHING ELSE HAS FAILED YOU. AI GENERATED IMAGERY WILL ONLY #TAKE THAT WORLD AWAY FROM ME. FROM WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FCKING WORK ON FOR ALMOST 10. FUCKING. YEARS!! #IT WILL SOLVE JACK. FCKING. SHIT FOR ME. I DON'T WANT IT. I DON'T NEED IT. IT DOESN'T BENEFIT ME WHATSOEVER

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

nother dispatch is i forgot just HOW much gaeric is not a fan of you or your plans when you first meet. like he goes along with it bc irida asked him so niceys but he's very >:( the whole time. he doesn't like the idea of quelling avalugg when it hasn't actually done anything dangerous yet, and later irida also explains that he doesn't like the whole idea of the pearl clan engaging more with the other hisui factions, apparently having been reserved abt it "more than any of us [the pearl clan]." so that's like. another one who essentially shares calaba's position and might even be further along that line than she is. and then the actual non warden clan members doesn't seem to actually care? that much? abt frenzy quelling, or getting involved with the diamond clan and galaxy team, or any of that. they're too busy gossiping abt their leader with every stranger who wanders into their homes

#the nemesis speaks #pla analysis #they don't even share the line worrying that sinnoh will be angry abt the quelling that a diamond npc has #and the only times they speak abt the other factions are neutral-to-positive #and then on the warden side lian doesn't like the idea of quelling kleavor but that's less for like. moral reasons #and more bc he thinks kleavor being frenzied is really cool #i don't think he has a big problem with you as a person #and palina has a line abt sinnoh being angry abt people who worship a ''false image of it'' #but... yknow... given her relationship with the pearl clan atm vs her one with iscan... #i kind of wonder if that line actually means what it sounds like. or if she's maybe actually trying to say something else #anyway idk it's a weird contrast

[irritablepoe]

.... Oh god

I have to do conversations tomorrow 0-0

#johnny's silly rambles #.....i just hope they have a lot to talk about #i mean they all do one of my friends has been abroad for a while now #and one friend moved #oh god oh lord #i mean I'm happy to see them don't get me wrong #but they're living an absolutely different life from me #and i don't have much to talk to them about #so i can hopefully just sit and listen and hope they're not gonna ask about me #idk what i would say #that i started my thesis? wow not too much information here jeez🥲 #anything else is either meh or they don't understand #It's not even that I'm particularly disappointed or sth (at least atm) #im just very fascinated #by how different it all is

[justinefrischmanngf]

i have so much information about this random man’s sex life now because people in their late 20s LOVE telling me too much about their lives and i love listening to people be insane

#he was bisexual and boy did i get to hear all about his dilemmas of whether he should settle down with a man or a woman #i havent approved his request to follow me on instagram yet bc like listen . i have so much information about him now . #it feels Odd ! it does !!! he doesn’t know that much about me but he does know i haven’t ever been in a relationship which ALSO feels like #too much information………. #anyway idt he was flirting with me fr bc he has a woman who he’s seeing atm who he’s very into he tells me #but he did keep saying how beautiful i was which was very sweet but he kept being like ‘IN THE LEAST FLIRTATIOUS WAY but also i would but #also no but also ANYWAY UR BEAUTIFUL’ and it was fucking weird #anyway weird experiences i love being sober when everyone else is drunk i do genuinely think it’s so much fun #ALSO A GUY FROM MY FUCKING HISTORY CLASS WAS THERE???? horrible #i went to a gig alone and then a friend of a friend spotted me and asked if i wanted to come talk to HER friends #and then introduced me to this guy who is in my fucking classsssssssss #and then idk there were suddenly about 10 other ppl n one of them was the man who i now know too much about xoxo #i do now it seems . have a person to buy acid from if i ever want to do that though #anyway the band was actually kinda good n i’d love to see them again but idrk if i want to see everyone else that i talked to last night #again which makes it difficult bc most of them knew at least one person in the band #I DID get to meet the band and kinda sorta go out with them tho bc of this which was fun #lead singer was absolutely shitfaced and bought an $8.50 pie and i have never seen someone so horrified and happy at the same time #if anyone even thinks they know what band this is about or that they know me irl please unfollow immediately #except ofc the ppl who i have met intentionally irl <3