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ikeasharksss · 5 months
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hm. the dream of being a published original author vs my love for writing fic
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r1ya4aa · 11 days
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Sultan e Qalbam
ꗃ ⋆ ࣪ . 𝟏 ᵘⁿˡᵒᶜᵏᵉᵈ.
SOCCER PRISONERS🗣️🔥
BACTERIA ADDED A PERSON TO THE. GROUPCHAT!
Isagi:
Who did you add again bachira..
bacteria:
Chill it's raichui
xxx-xxx-xxx:
now who in the right mind would name there child raichui.
Chigiri:
You are so real for that
Kunigami:
Who are you
xxx-xxx-xxx:
I should be the one asking that..
Bacteria:
WE BKUE LOCK
xxx-xxx-xxx:
Oh okay
Bacteria:
N U?????
xxx-xxx-xxx
l/n y/n
who else is in this gc?
Isagi:
All our friends from blue lock
I think..
nagi changed xxx-xxx-xxx to y/n!
y/n!:
cool
shithoe is online!
shithoe:
GIRL STOP BEIG SO DRY
Y/n:
FUCK YIU WANT ME TO DO?
Shithoe:
Bitch 😒
Y/n:
NAHH YOU CANT BE TALKING WHEJ UR FRIENDS CALL YOU SHIT-HOE☠️☠️☠️
shithoe:
GIRL UR NAME SOUNDS LIKE A SPELL LIKE WHAT ISBTAHT💀
Kunigami:
Alright y'all that's enough
shithoe:
Stfu wannabe hero
Y/n:
Thats embarrassing...☺️
Shithoe:
Even she agreed 😜
Y/n:
Girl I was talking to u..☠️
Chigiri:
BSHAHAHSH
Bacteria:
LNFAOOOO
Y/n:
Anyway gotta go I have training 🙁
Isagi:
Training? Do you play any sports?
Y/n:
Ye I do actually
Y/n is offline
Bacteria:
OHHH WHAT RU PLAYING??
Oh...🙁
Y/n is online
Y/n:
Mb what happened
OHHH WHAT RU PLAYING??⁀➷
Basketball
Shithoe:
Boorrringgg🙄🙄🙄
reo is online!
Reo:
It's been a while since a last played
Which school are you playing for?
Y/n:
Seirin
Reo:
SEIRIN??? NAHH U MUST BE MAD GOOD
Y/n:
HAHAHA TYSMM
Reo:
Y'all are playing for nations  this year right?
Y/n:
We have a few more matches to win before we get to the nations
Matter of fact we unfortunately have a match tmr
Isagi:
Why 'unfortunately'?
Y/n:
1. We have two matches scheduled in ONE DAY.
2. The second team is hella strong n there secretary AND coach is mad annoying
nagi:
Sounds like a hassle.
Y/n:
Fr.
ANYWAY I ACTUALLY GOTTA GO NOW
BYEBYE YALL
Bacteria:
BYEE Y/NNNN
Shithoe:
I hope u lose your match and get depression and become emo for the rest of ur life
Reo:
Bye y/n!
Isagi:
Good luck and Byee!
Y/n went offline
Nagi went offline
Chigiri went offline
Reo went offline
Bacteria went offline
Isagi went offline
Kunigami went offline
Shithoe went offline
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♡。 \  |  /。 ♡
ᓚᘏᗢ
♡。 /  |  \。 ♡
。 ♡。   。  ♡
SOCCER PRISONERS🗣️🔥
Bacteria:
@Y/N
@Y/N
@Y/N
@Y/N
@Y/N
@Y/N
@Y/N
@Y/N
@Y/N
Y/n:
Yes?
Bacteria:
SOSOSOS
HOW WAS UR GAME??? DID U WIN??????
Reo:
Yeah I was wondering the same thing
Shithoe:
I bet u lost😹😹
Y/n:
We won
But like that aomine guy was hella strong
Not strong enough tho😈
Reo:
He's the reason I quit actually
Y/n:
It can't be THAT bad..
Reo:
You don't wanna know...☺️
Y/n:
Oh!
Rin:
Congratulations
Y/n:
Thank you!
Who are u btw ?
I don't think you've ever texted since I've been here
Shithoe:
Ye some of us had training yesterday
and omg
SINCE WHEN IS RIN BEING SO NICE😱😱😱
Rin:
They seem normal unlike you
Shithoe:
At least ma man wants me🥺
Rin:
who tf.
Shithoe:
Your brother ofc😜
Isagi:
Didn't he block you multiple times?
Y/n:
Imagine being so desperate
Rin:
^
Shithoe:
Stfu eyelashes jr.
Y/n:
I bet his eyelashes r beyond gorgeous
Aryu ✨:
His eyelashes really are glamorous✨
Y/n:
Eyelashes reveal when
Bacteria:
I got u pookie
Y/n:
WOOOOWWWW⁉️⁉️
Gorgeous
Fabulous
Meow
majestic
Pinterest coded
Art deco coded
Beautiful
Blushing
You remind me of my cat
Shithoe:
NAH PINTEREST CODED? THATS TOO MICH FOR HIS UGLY ASS
Rin:
Thank u I guess @Y/n
At least I don't look like a fucking cockroach 😐
Chigiri:
CAT REVAEL RN
Y/n:
*picture of a cat*
Chigiri:
awwwwwhh
I'll kidnap ur cat y/n ☺️
Y/n:
Fuck off☺️
Bacteria:
YALL I HAVE AN IDEA
CUTE CAT BTW POOKIE
Y/n:
Tysm pookie wookie
Isagi:
What's ur idea bachira?
Bacteria:
LEST DO A FACE REV
shithoe:
Ye I'm down
Kunigami:
Sure
Bacteria:
ILL START batchira meguru 😋
Y/n:
Aww you're so cute
I wanna bite ur cheeks 🙁
Bacteria:
Aw Tysm pookie 🙁
Shithoe:
IM NEXT shodou ryusei baby 😈
Y/n:
PUT THAT PHONECASE AWAY ☠️☠️
2/10 ig (im being generous 😒)
(Eyeliner tut when??)
Aryu✨:
Aryu✨ (jyubei 🤕)
Y/n:
Glamorous
8/10
Aryu✨:
Ohhh✨🤭
Takemitsu:
Aaoshi tttttttakkenmixysi
Y/n:
what.
Takemitsu:
IM SO SORRY IM VERY NERVOUS AND MY HANDS ARE SWEATING
Y/n:
OHH UTS OKAY
Bacteria:
I got u takemitsu
Aoshi takemitsu
Y/n:
Awhh
7/10
Isagi:
I guess I'll go next :)
Isagi yoichi
Y/n:
10/10
Handsome???
u look smart
Isagi:
Thank you!
Eita is online!
Karasu is online!
Barou is online!
Nanase is online!
Hori is online!
Kurona is online!
Eita:
Yo
What are we doing
Bacteria:
Face reveal
Karasu:
For who?
Hori:
Read the chat fucking dumbass
Hello y/n! I'm Hiori yo
Y/n:
adorable
10/10
Eita:
I Like girls who play basketball
Karasu:
Didn't you tell me a few minutes ago that you're into shy girls?
Eita:
I Like em both😼
Y/n:
9/10
I feel like your a cheater
Karasu:
He is.
Y/n:
1/10
Y/n changed 'Eita' to 'Cheitar'
Cheitar:
WHAT.
Karasu:
LMAOOOSJJEHEUSH
Karasu tabito
Y/n:
Fix yo Hair old man ☠️
Cheitar:
BHSHAHAHWHWH LMAOOO
shithoe:
LMFAOOO
Bacteria:
HEHSHWHSHHEHE
Karasu:
I thought we where good y/n 😒
Y/n:
You thought wrong 😜
Reo:
Anyway
Reo mikage
Y/n:
OHHHH⁉️⁉️⁉️
10/10
Reo:
Thank you! I'll do nagis one too since he's asleep
Nagi seishiro
Y/n:
He reminds me of a snowman
9.5/10
Bacteria:
I'm so sorry y/n we have to go training 😔
Y/n:
Oh that's okay!
Isagi:
bye y/n!
Y/n:
goodbye Isagi 🫶
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989 WORDS!
[🥟]— hi…I’m still trying to figure out how to use and write on this app🙏 and can anyone explain to me how to add pictures without like the text disappearing or smth like that, TYSM!!
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cranberrv · 1 month
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i think it’s finally time to fill u guys in on my roster LOL.. be prepared for blood sweat and tears
geography:
his name is geography cuz i met him in geo class for the first time! he looks like a skinny matt dillon w lighter hair, and he’s literally 6’1”. i used to like him sososooso much and when we sat together in a desk change i went feral!!!1! he’s sooo funny and i lowk miss when he was normal cuz he used to be so cute and awkward but now he’s so weird and immature ughhh. he asked me out last semester and i said no and i kinda regret it but idk i wanna like him so bad cuz i literally liked him FIRST but ig hes more like a friend. we argue a lot (teasingly) and its sooo obvious hes flirting with me and its so cute but i dont know.. maybe high school sweethearts maybe not (bye pov him to our future kid “ya ur mom liked me first then rejected me and then hated me and now likes me again and we r married and we had you”)
riverdale:
hehehehe hes so cute! he is blonde and goes to the school im transferring to and hes totes my type! (but then again my type is toxic red flags) we snap a lot and i quickadded him (whoops) but ive had my eye on his forever because his pfp on tiktok is so cute and we have mutual friends and i have been waiting for him to appear on my quickadd for forever! he wants me to move to the new school and thats sweet and he apologized for losing our 50 day streak :((( he was like “whoops mb” and i was like “abt what lmao” and he said “for losing our streak!” like awwwhhh u care! hes lowk depressed (i stalked his reposts) and he doesnt do super well in school but i can help him! hes my moms fave boy
mickey mouse:
i added him as a joke cuz hes only a couple years older than me and hes related to a celeb i like and i found his snap and he added me back and we’re snapping me full face and stuff. hes SO cute and i only just met him but he seems so sweet i stalked his insta
jeremiah:
dw thats not his actual name its an inside joke! anyway the way i describe this is gonna sound like true love but i swear its not hehehe <3 ive known him since gr6 and we instantly clicked on a canoe trip and got along sooo well, talking to him for the first time is a core memory. we were homeschooled together during the pandemic and we started liking each other and it was middle school so it was obvs so innocent and adorable! he got me flowers and chocolate for secret santa when we were 12 :(( i lost feelings but he liked me for a whole year after and i promised we would date in high school and now its high school and i broke my promise. i feel bad lowkkk.. but anyway i heard me might like me again! we have been kind of distant recently because he became one of the “cool kids” and i became one of the “popular girls” so ig we’ re in super similar and close circles but idk we never talk. i ran into him at the gas station and hes still so cute tho
person d:
thats who i left jeremiah for LMFAOO we met in gr7 and he was in gr8 and i was instantly head over heels, he has a big nose and dusty brown hair and brown eyes and hes so cute awww :(( we barely talked in middle school but then we added each other and started full on talking! he was soooo sweet but he had his days when he was kind of a jerk. we argued a lot and i think he thought it was teasing each other but it does get a bit tiring. we stopped talking for a bit but were kind of back again, its so off and on. when its good its so good.
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genderlesshades · 10 months
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okokok so I know I meme on the radiance and the pale king a lot, but I'm also kinda going "god damn what a terrible situation to be in" at all parties. Mb its just cause I haven't read the lore in a hot minute, time span? I'm having 4 am thoughts don't mind me. This may not even make sense in the morning lmao. just enjoy the ramblings if ya want yall
anyways, To have an entire group of people completely abandon one god in favor of another in such a short timespan? well usually that happens cause of stuff like genocide or cultural genocide. And maybe I just happened to miss it, but I don't think that happened in hallownest. But maybe it did and maybe thats why radiance got so fuckin mad. Or maybe the moths just slowly drifted away towards PK, which can happen over generations. But it also sort of seems like. self destructive ig. Radi destroying the people of any neighboring kingdom because she's *furious* man. so upset, and angry, and lonely even. Like, imagine being a very powerful individual with a very loyal fan base only for some weird ass fork looking thing to steal that fan base away from you. Well, more like a kingdom but ig fanbase may be the online equivalent. But here comes some fuckoff weird fork lookin man, steals your look, steals your people, and then fucks off. AND. Also stole folk away from some other nearby local gods? the fucks up with that?? fuck you actually PK. I'm gonna idk, wipe out ur cities. that's pretty reasonable for a god's reaction right?
"hold on hades, she also targeted others who weren't aligned with PK. Why would radi target them? weren't they hurt by the PK's actions?" Yes great question invisible audience. But here's the thing, people don't react reasonably all the time. Radi basically lost everything. Her people started drifting away from her until there was one singular old moth left who still seemed to care about her still. And they were alone. Her and her singular moth follower were oh so painfully alone, with nothing but ghosts to keep them company.
So she lashes out. Ignoring the fact that causing a massive plague is generally extreme cause she's a god, we can still recognize that she is very deeply hurt, upset, and angry. And normal people when hurt, upset, and angry, don't usually think clearly. They tend to say things that hurt people, or sound agressive, or even be agressive. Some people may isolate even, though different people do different things. Radi's reaction was to lash out in a way that hurt anyone around them.
"ok, but what does this have to do with places like Greenpath or Deepnest?" GREAT question invisible audience. Sometimes people react to things that are associated with a certain topic with the same reaction as the certain topic. There are certain songs I disliked until I saw a really cool video go along with it, which made me like the song. The brain is weird like that, and likes to categorize things (even if we don't recognize it as categorizing). Add in a "me vs them" mentality and it only gets worse. That is likely what happened here. Radi gets pissed off at PK, and likely also at the white lady. Well, the white lady has control over greenpath now, unlike Unn, so fuck the greenpath too cause that's technically part of PK's domain. WELL he *also* has an alliance with the mantis tribe, and control over the mushroom tribe. So fuck them too.
Maybe Deepnest would have been safe if Herrah and PK didn't have their deal, but they did, and now Deepnest is terrible too for siding with PK. Maybe the hive or outer edges would have been safe, but the colluseum houses itself in a wyrm's body. And maybe at that point, radi was certain that it was her vs the world, so she *had* to protect herself/defend her honor.
"well didn't the PK deserve all that?" I mean, if you look at it from Radi's perspective sure! but what about PK's perspective? He starts up a pretty cool kingdom, has a lovely wife, is well loved by his subjects, and Radi's followers stsrt deciding to follow him. He can't control that, though he could certainly try to discourage it. He tried being friendly, though perhaps it is in his nature to want to consume all he can. To control as much as possible, to become the bigger enemy. Perhaps he and radi just fuckin. Poofed up at each other like chickens do and instead of anyone going "hey man, whats goin on? maybe we can figure this out with our words" they just keep poofing up at each other, mad at the other for different reasons.
So his people start getting sick with this religious disease caused by what's clearly a rival God. So he tries to figure out the source, and to find solutions with the least drastic measures. But it slowly builds to more and more desperate attempts until he discovers the void, something very opposite of what he and the radiance is. So he casts the children of him and WL into the void, and waits. Because *surely* this will work. a container to hold this fucker in. Trains up this container so they're really good at being a container. Well, the container is leaky and he doesn't realize until it's too late. The infection comes back, and he loses everything he once had, just like Radi did.
I think messing with the void might have led to his death, just like it does with Radi, just maybe less aggressively. Both were so desperate to try and maintain something that was never going to last, only to be consumed by what's nearly a literal definition of an end.
Maybe if they would've just talked, they would still be around with thriving communities. Maybe they would have been friends, or akin to siblings maybe. Perhaps PK and WL would have had children, and deepnest may have slowly crumbled apart from not having an heir of royal blood. Maybe Unn would regain their strength and join the other gods. Who knows what the possibilities could have been.
It's a shame, though, knowing such a connection could never happen.
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awhst-alt · 3 years
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I HAD THE BEST BYLER DREAM LAST NIGHT AND I REALLY WANNA SHARE IT WITH YOU ALL
it's so long (literally 2k words) so im gonna put it under the cut haha <3
so basically this would take place after mike and will start dating or something, idk exactly the time frame (i picture them being like 18 or something and this is the summer before college) and will goes to this summer arts program for like 2/3 months (i dunno how long american summer is but something like that) and its all the way far from home so there is dorms and stuff and he's "not in hawkins anymore" (no pun intended)
mike and will decide after will finishes his school they'd go to college together (cuz they're gonna be comic book artists together bc thats boyfriend shit) so throughout these months he's practically just waiting for will (<333333)
so one specific scene i remember from my dream involved will and mike getting off the bus to the school and then they hug and then mike grabs wills hand and brings him behind the bus and then he gives will a biggg kiss bc he won't be able to kiss him for 3 months. then they say they love each other and will gives him another quick kiss and is like "two kisses". they agree they'd call each other every day.
so will goes inside and mike goes back on the bus and goes home.
and basically the whole day is a whirl, until the end of it, in which mike is sitting in the kitchen near the phone waiting for like 3 hours for will to call, and will doesn't end up calling.
AND THEN IT GETS SPICYYYYY
so meanwhile at the arts program will asks like the front desk or something if he can call mike and they say phone is offlimits and they don't let him call mike
so then will goes to sleep and he's paranoid that he thinks mike is gonna hate him or something like that
mk than the next day in class there is this girl (they didn't reveal her name in the dream, ill call her stella) so stella is basically looking at will the entire class but will doesn't know it
so when they exit the class stella's like "hi" and will says "hi"
then stella says "i like your painting."
will is like rlly weirded out so he goes "thanks?"
"i um- hope this doesn't sound weird but i have no friends, do you want to be mine?"
"sure"
and then end of scene (this does not sound like a normal conversation but it's my dream so it doesn't have to make sense"
so BACK AT HAWKINS mike is still sleeping even tho it's like 3 pm because yk depressed boyfriend shit but then the PHONE RINGS and mike gets out of bed frantically and goes to the phone and he picks it up and is like "will?" and then it answers "it's el, idiot"
i feel like this is important for context but el speaks english very well now and hoppers back and she lives with hopper and not the byers anymore. ANYWAYS
el says "how's will?"
mike says "idk he didn't call"
"he didn't?"
"no, he didn't"
"okay. well maybe he will call later"
"yeah mb"
"wanna come over"
"ok"
so mike hangs up and gets changed and goes to el's house bc they r a couple o' besties and when he gets there it's like a therapy sessions bc mike usally talks to will every single day and he can't for like 3 months (unless will calls, but he's not going to) so he accepts he's gonna be depressed for 3 months and he's just talking to el about how he's gonna miss him so much and no be able to see his face and that shit
so el's like "well do u wanna do something to take ur mind off of him"
and mike's like "no im not gonna replace will" (I SCREAMED IN MY DREAM SRSLY)
but than el says "okay. guess im gonna go to the mall by myself" (ig starcourt is rebuilt by now)
and than mike bolts up and is like "fine"
"we can by something for will"
"okay yay"
so then they go to starcourt yasss!!
anyways back at the art school will is having lunch and stella is with he friends (even tho she said she doesn't have any friends) and one of her friends is like "omg did you see _____ he's so hot"
and another friend says "YESS! but ____ is cuter"
"what abt u stella? who do u have ur eyes on"
she says "byers" BUT NOOOOOOO WILL IS MIKES MAN
and they say "ew that kid who came back to life"
she says "yea. but he's cute, and shy, and once i wrap them around my finger i can get them to do anything"
so then she goes to sit down next to will at lunch
"hi will"
"hi"
"hru"
"im good"
"okay. good." and she gets upset because will goes ask how she is but she keeps her urging rage inside. and than they have this weird conversation and will is uncomfortable the whole time bc shes all like flirting with him and will is seeing someone obvi
but then she puts a hand on will's shoulder and he's shaking and then says something (idk what it is it wasn't explaining in my dream) then will stands up and runs to the bathroom. so he's just sitting in the stalls crying.
okay back at starcourt this part wasn't shown in my dream but im just gonna make up that mike and el go looking around starcourt for something for will (sort of like the mike/lucas/will montage where they were looking for stuff for el) and then i guess they find something for will and i don't have the slightest idea what they could have got for him BUT THEY GOT HIM SOMETHING GOOD
so mike's all happy but they'res still that depression inside of him lol
so fast forward a week, it really isn't explained but ill just make up that will still hasn't called mike, and he's super sad and all sleeping in but decides to look through his good ol binder full of will's drawings and in the arts school will and stella have a few more interactions im sure which are still very uncomfortable
okay so it's lunch again in the cafeteria and somehow will and stella are talking again but somehow it ends in stella kissing will and will like pulls away immediatley and is like "what is wrong with you!?"
and she says "what?"
"i'm seeing someone!"
"oh i uh- i didn't know."
the whole cafeteria is staring at them
so will's freaking out almost on the verge of a panic attack "idk what to do, he's gonna hate me and-"
"he?"
will has the look on his face like shit shit shit oh fuck no
"you're gay?"
"i-"
and will runs off once again. and everyone in the whole cafeteria knows that he's day and ofc with everybody being homophobic will knows it's not good at all bc everyone's gonna bully him
so then the next day he goes to class and the teacher is like "does anyone care to tell me where ___ is?" (it would be like a math question like 'where x is' but in art idkkk) and then the teacher calls on "will? can you tell me where ___ is?" and they'res a pause and then the teacher says "or perhaps you'd want to find your boyfriend instead?" (giving me anne with an e vibes prolly cuz i did a rewatch last weekend but i won't explain more in case some people haven't watched it but) anyways will stands up from his seat, everyone is looking at him, and he's shaking and so concerned but then he goes "fuck. you" badass will yeaaaa thats my boy
so then he runs out of the classroom and out of the school in a really cool montage way but then he realizes he's like 2 hours away from home but he runs and runs and he goes to a random bustop (it's not even garanteed if it takes him to hawkins but whatever) he gets on and tries to go back to hawkins.
and soon enough, he gets there, and immediatley goes to the wheelers because he needs to see mike and apologize for everything. so he's at the wheelers, and rings the doorbell, realizing he's still in his uniform lol but karen answers and mike is upstairs in his room sulking (i picture it would be 8 pm by now) so will asks for mike and karen calls mike. mike groans obviously because he doesn't know it's his boy, but he comes down, karen gets out of the way and as soon as he sees will they have a really big hug and it's super sweet and my heart UFHEIOSKA
mike says his usual "are you okay?" and mike is still confused as shit but will says "i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry" and mike says "you don't have to be sorry for anyrhing" but will says "ill explain"
so then they go to will's room, side-by-side on his bed and will starts explaining everything
(this is mostly improvised by me but it's still pretty similar to the dream)
"i hated it."
"the school?"
"yeah. there was no you, (mike blushes lmao), everything was terrible, i felt so lonely, they didn't let me call you-"
"what?"
"they said the phone was off limits. i wanted to talk to you so bad and i thought you'd hate me"
"i could never hate you, will, even if i tried." will smiles
"and then there was this girl, and she hit on me and i didn't know what to do bc i'd be the face of the school if i told her i was dating you and was gay and today she kissed me"
"WHAT"
"im sorry im sorry i didn't kiss back and i was so scared bc i never was in a relationship before and i was so scared it was considered cheating-"
and mike LAUGHSS
"what? mike? what's wrong?"
"if you don't do anything back, it's not considerd 'cheating'"
"oh. good. are you mad at me?"
"what? no! no never!" so mike opens his arms and says "come here" so will and mike hug or something like that and then mike says "do you need me to beat her up?"
and will says "you can't even beat eggs. besides, your noodle arms wouldn't be able to do harm to even a fly"
so mike laughs and says "i'm glad your home"
so will blurts "i cursed out a teacher"
"you? cursing?"
"yes."
"might have to start calling you a bad boy now"
will just smiles and says "i love you"
and mike says "i love you too"
AND THEN END AND IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF BC I LOVE THIS DREAM LIKE I CAN'T BELIEVE MY BRAIN THOUGHT OF THIS BUT IM OBSESSED
ALSO ONCE I FINISH WYBMFFAE ILL PROBABLY WRITE THIS INTO A FULL BLOWN FIC BUT AHIHFUSAH
edit: i have no idea what mike did with the present him and el bought for will but i guess they ended up giving it to him lol
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samdyke · 3 years
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God reading your tags abt how any "better" version of the show should try to address and dismantle the racism is like... YEAH. white ppl get to make a "better" version of things just by making it gay but as a person of color i want the racism to be fixed!! like you cant truly make a fix for spn that's still holding up the narrative of the inherently evil monster attacking white society and the hunters who stop them w/o asking whether mb killing every "monster" is fucking bad or racist. you can't make a fix it for the confession scene that just makes it more emotional and moving and reciprocated and gay... but still have billie as the villain and cas' behavior and whole confession be for the purpose of killing one of the few complex and well done black female chars on the show. "fix it where cas becomes human so the empty takes billie but cas gets sent back bc he isnt angelic anymore" okayyyy but how is cas' confession still being for the purpose of eliminating a wrongfully villainized black female char "fixing it" yk? very telling that to some people nothing else needs fixing. that's just been on my mind lately ig
no absolutely!!!! i think that’s really important to point out like. okay rewrites where cas is saved USUALLY dont have jack staying god because like. thats their kid! so that is the perfect opportunity to (if billie was taken by the empty) have her pulled out like cas so there’s some power managing things when jack goes back to being a baby or otherwise just like....well. having someone besides only a 3 yr old running things. good rewrites of the finale have to start in 15.18 to fix billie’s story OR can adress her death as being chuck’s design i think, but it’s a huge disservice to her character and to lisa berry (and reasserts the show’s racism and misogyny) to just leave billie villainized and dead for no reason. and SUCH a waste yk? her character is so fucking cool!!!! but yeah any broader rewrites too should really consider how to avoid replicating the show’s supremacist tones
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sundrenched-smilez · 5 years
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I see your 'here's a lot!' and raise you: 1, 3-6, 10-13, 17-19, 21, 23, 25
1. what is your gender?
dainty + bubbly
sharp
ethereal
decadent
3. what is your gender presentation like?
being genderfluid, it’s difficult tbh, and i dont always know what my gender is at any given moment? only what feels Wrong and Uncomfy. so i just gotta trial and error until i get tired of doing that and give up, or i find smth good. this can take several minutes expressing the above feelings and aesthetics is essentially my gender pres
4. what is your Gender Euphoria Outfit? 
d+b - smth flowy, soft, traditionally more girly and femme
sharp - punk, black and spiky. metal helps, so do bracelets, and sometimes eyeliner done to a point. mb a lil slutty, but for me, not for others. tank tops, torn clothing, showing skin
ethereal - the above, but more adorned and colorful? like rly unique and confident looks. less edges, more fae
decadent - like shirts w ruffles on them, feeling like a pirate or an old century princess, loose clothes, fancy clothes, feeling a lil like royalty or thinking highly of myself. mb more animated w my actions, more dancy
5. what makes you feel validated?
ppl using my pronouns, or telling their friends “oh look at that person, theyr’e goals/theyre pretty/so hot, etc” and impressing ppl w my beauty and style that way.
ppl not knowing what genitals i have, or being confused on that front!! like i’ve told ppl im on hormones n they assumed T instead of estrogen, and that’s fun. kinda like how u like to confuse ppl 
6. top five favorite parts of your body (n why you love them)?
thighs!! they’re rly good n have recently gotten thiccer bc i put on weight, and that makes me happy c:
i have a cute butt!!
boobs, bc ive always wanted them, nd i have them now, nd im big sexy
legs, esp when shaven, bc that always feels nice. so does my tummy, it’s rl soft
i love my eyes so much, they’re such a dark, deep warm brown!!! they rllllyyy pop when i wear eyeliner w them, and im always consistently happy abt them c: i also have good lips, nd suuuuper soft skin
im cheating but i also rly adore my hair, it gets rly curly sometimes, and i love that abt it 
10. do you have any trans pride merch?
i dont!! i have a gay flag in my room tho c: 
11. recent happy trans moment?
at work yesterday, i had mentioned customers probs find me offputting bc im tall and trans, and my friend josh who i work w, was like “use that to your advantage!! I know that sounds weird, but when i wear a flower crown, it’s easier to sell to ppl, bc im the Bubbly Gay” and i was like “hi, i dont have the genitals you think i do, please buy my fragrance” in a deadpan voice, n cracked him and my manager up 
12. favorite trans headcanon?
samus aran from metroid being trans!! shes powerful and unstoppable, and i love her 
13. favorite canon trans character? (alt: 2nd favorite trans headcanon?)
i rly love elliot from On A Sunbeam, but also alex fierro from the magnus chase series!!! she’s never afraid to let ppl know when her pronouns have changed (genderfluid) and she’s out and proud, and promotes “flaunting the weird” or unique, and she always wears pink n green, which is cool. like everyone was in white snow suits for camouflage, and she still had a pink/green one somehow, nd it was rly silly 
17. something you wish you could tell your younger self?
brush ur teeth more, also dont worry, ppl will love ur dick and wont bash u for having one. you’ll have friends that love and want to b around u
18. what would your Ideal Fashion Look be?
i rly want that rose dress i drew on zuretta, mb i’ll try sewing one when i have money
19. (how) does your gender relate to your sexuality?
if u like me, ur gay, and also i rly want someone (partner wise) to call me their flame, bc that would b rly affirming and gay. like im an urban/modern pirate witch who strolls into town on odd full moons, bringing lavish gifts and showering my love in affection, sex, and laughteri like the concept of sex more than actual sex, but u know,,,, some gay thoughts
21. what makes you feel euphoric?
when i can express my genders the way i want to, or express/hold myself in a way that rly makes me all !!!!!! inside
like a firm and steady connection, resonating in my aesthetic like a beacon or a lightning strike; powerful, brimming with energy, and certainty. 
23. claim something as trans culture. 
running a joke into the ground until it's unrecognizable from what the original one was (i’m about to end this man’s whole career > me, about to fight someone “i’m about to end this man” >me answering if i’ve entered the building yet “i’m about to” > me, when i’m a muscle underneath someone’s stomach fat “i’m ab”)
editing ur friends into memes
25. what’s your favorite part of being trans?
tbh i dont rly identify as trans, just nb, bc ive always felt nonbinary; used to b rly grossed out by being called anything masculine, felt uncomfortable to take my shirt off from the age of like 6, in public spaces. called myself an individualso like im definitely not cis but i’ve always been nonbinary, so i dont feel the need to categorize myself into like “someone who isn’t as they used to be” if that makes sense. 
plus idk, uncomfy term for me specifically, doesn’t feel right. same w transfeminine, like im androgynous in the first place, and if i were feminine, i dont see the need 2 arbitrarily add trans in front of it, as if to say “im artificial”obvs those terms r affirming for others, and im rly happy abt that and encourage them to use em, but for me its just like. mmm. thats how it feels, a lil nasty nd not me. wrong, ig? feelings. its 1 am almost so im in a slightly off mindset, but also fine bc i just took like a big nap from 3:30ish to 8no gender roles, im free of constriction and can dress however tf i want bc fuck fashion trends? its just money in the pocket of a corporation. now i do like fashion, but only in that i love to see how ppl express themselves, not so much following trends and rules abt it. it’s better to b unique and have ur own style, what makes u u, what makes u comfy and happily expressed
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sundrenched-smilez · 6 years
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11, 22, 24, 49, 55, and 63
11. Do you ever want to get married?
yes!! i think it’d b a lot of fun, n i wanna b someone’s spouse eventually :~) 
id probs want smth simple n gay, mb on a beach or somewhere w a lot of water, and we could watch the sunset/rise over the ocean n pick up neat seashells, and id smile @ my wife a bunch, n theyd call me a dork, probs but smile back n we could lay on the sand n kiss and hold each other for a bit, and it’d b gay
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
knowin my signif, there is a possible chance!! that or theyre sleepin
they’re spendin a cpl nights later this week and im!!!!!!!! so excited!!! were gonna make brownies n play pokemon and hopefully cuddle a bunch, n i love bein arnd them, they make things so much easier 
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
i fuckin hope so!!!!!!!!!! it’d b rly rad :~) 5 yrs is a long time, n lots of fun, gay stuff can happen
49. If you have a partner, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
bz: probably how big of a dork they r, and their smile n laugh!!!! and the way the hold me, n how talented they r!!! i love how they try to keep upbeat n send me pics of their rm’s cats to cheer me up when im havin a rough day, and that i can talk 2 them abt anything, n that we’re open abt everything. it makes talkin and presenting any issues or discomforts so much easier, and thats lovely for an anxious mess like me. we also ask consent before doin anything each time we see each other, and that’s lovely
signif: (they dont like hearin their name atm so!! signif has become my tag for them, n i use loads of pet names): again, huge dork, vry caring, a rly lovely laugh. i love they way they hold me n r so gentle??? it’s comforting and amazing, and makes me feel safe n warm. i love their hands on me, and how right i feel w them. theyre rly funny, and i have a lot of fun teasin back n forth, i dont usu do that w ppl, and it’s nice to b able to w/o too much fear of hurtin them. i like the lil surprises they’ll do for me, and i like that they always double check on things to make sure that theyre ok and that im ok. i like singing w them, and they have a rly good taste in music!! theyve got a rly cute smile, and they seem rly great @ cookin which is cool!! they made chili for me the other night but we kinda burnt it bein gay!!theyre a sweetheart, and bein w them is always such a lovely time!! theyre a warm presence, n i feel v comfy when arnd them
55. Share a relationship story.
recently, i was layin in bed w my signif bc they were stayin over, n we were bein cozy, and they caught on that i got a lil quiet n asked me what’s up, and i kind of broke down bc i was rly overwhelmed by all the junk goin on w me bein jobless atm, and one thing abt me!!! is that!! i have Trouble crying in front of ppl, but they let me sob on them for a lil, n when i got back from blowin my nose i told them its pretty gay 2 let me openly sob on them, and they told me “it’s part of the job” and that warmed my heart so much, theyre so sweet a;skfjs;ieursjfklsjaoeiwuriwu9qiuzsx
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
im not sure tbh!! ive asked a few times “r we having sex?” when doing things like grinding, ive done like nothing past kissing before this year, and so anything past that is v recent and new, and idk where to draw the line at sex tbh. defs gotta b naked, unless ur like fingering?? then its kinda sex. @ least sexual??? do u see,,,,, what i mean,, like where the line,,,,, who knows,,, so i think my line @ sex is bein nude and humping/grinding each other and anything oral. ig?? it’s ,,,, hard to tell,, tbh
ty for askin these!!!! i was havin a rough spot and i feel better having overshared a bit
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