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Maybe it cringe & codependent but idc bc my bf fixed my self-esteem
When he first asked me out, something broke in my brain. (somethin bad, thus now my brain is better). over the course of our relationship ive realized that existing the way i am (ugly & fat & female) is actually not bad at all bc my bf is attracted to me actually. Like actually i dont need to like my reflection (still dont most times) bc he likes it. For once Im not actually hating being fat. My self-esteem has reverted to like elementary before puberty & society fucked it up. Im still a grown woman not a child I just mean it's been that long since i had actual good self-esteem based in my actual self & not on my imagination.
Like he is retraining my brain a bit (not purposefuly i dont mean gaslight he a good hombre) like now when i see my belly in the mirror i think "this is good belly" bc he say many times he like my belly🥰. Now im like Holy shit. This is actually good this is how i should feel about my own body.
(also before u rant about health first go fuck urself. second. im the rare 1% of fat ppl who is fat due to medical disorder not due to drinking 10 cokes everyday & it super difficult for me to lose weight & like eat enough food still so like maybe im just meant to be like this & i dont have diabetes. so fuck off).
Of course i love him bc i love him nkt bc he fixed my self-esteem but he is so epic dude i could rant about him forever he so handsome and sweet and cool and funny and silly and good at programming and.....hot... and.. .i think u get it lolololol
#text#personal#update#im basically using this blog as a diary rn i#im dumping so much stuff bc i havent been here in a while and i dont got nowhere else to say things
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I'm not ready for it to be september again. I haven't done enough.
#i haven't finished my sketchbook that i started last september#and im basically back to where i was life wise last september#except with worse mental health surprisingly#didn't think that was possible#ugh like last september i went on a week long roadtrip with my parents and it was like a way to reset my life#like i had just quit my job for health reasons and so i could finally go back to working in the industry i actually cared about#and now me and my partner are planning our first motorcycle trip together for next month#and i can't stop comparing how similar my life still is to when i quit that job a year ago uuuugh#also the road trip i took with my parents was basically us going through the old places they lived/would visit as kids#and now me and my partner are planning to go to my old hometown#and i haven't been there since my family got evicted from my childhood house 7 years ago asgsjdkak#the parallels#anyway i just feel like my life has gone nowhere while everyone else is moving forward#literally this whole past year was me getting a job then having to leave under 4 months in because it was shit#then being unemployed for m o n th s due to health issues and how horrible the job market is rn#i just started my four(?) job this year and im already debating leaving because it's just so exhausting for me#aye yi yi#lmao sorry this blog has turned into my public diary the last 12 hours in particular#its 4am pray for me to get some sleep#not de#pettythots
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⚠️vent blog post because i use this as a diary sometimes⚠️
and ofc i managed to ruin my last day here. my parents and i decided that we wanted to go to an artisan and vintage fair before i leave for the summer. i just wanted to do my hair nice but i couldn’t do it myself so i asked for help and my mom said she would but she just kept sitting on the couch scrolling on her phone. basically ignoring me. i’m in the bathroom for prolly like 10-15 minutes trying to do it myself and i just give up but im trying to take it back out of my hair and my hair is literally being pulled out because idc at this point im upset and annoyed and overwhelmed. and i just come out of the bathroom and say lets go. trying to not make a thing about it. and ofc they start being like what’s wrong what’s wrong. and i just said i was waiting to get help with my hair and no one came to help me so i tried to do it myself and i couldn’t so i literally ripped my hair out just to get what i had tried to do to my hair. and they were like we were waiting for you and blah blah blah. i just say idc let’s just go. so i go to put one of my bags in the truck we are taking later and then i sit outside. and obviously they were talking about me before they decided to come outside too. they pull the car out and and i get in. and then a whole little argument starts because my dad just can’t keep him mouth shut. and he starts being like i hate how im the only one who actually speaks here and i don’t want to sit in the middle of you two. and so he says he’s staying and gets out of the car. obviously my mom and i aren’t gonna go do something rn not with me upset with her and dad upset with both of us. so i say let’s just stay. and we pull back in but my dad starts shooing us away like a child. so i get out am im like we aren’t going anywhere without you. and he was like well im not going and sitting with two people who are mad but won’t talk so im like fine i wont go then. and then he went how bout you dont go to mass. so then i say fine ill find another ride but im not staying here this summer ill kms. something i haven’t said out loud to then in like 7 years. so i try to run in the house cause im crying at this point but the fucking door is locked so i literally just collapsed in front of the door. i just couldn’t do it. i’m just sitting there sobbing and my dads still basically yelling at me and my inability to talk or not blow up and all i can say is im sorry over and over in between sobs. and then i continue sitting there sobbing for like 20 minutes because all i can think about is how fucked i am. i seriously can’t do anything right. i ruin everything. he’s right. i can’t talk about anything. ever. even then. my mom kept saying what’s wrong? what are you thinking about? and i just kept shaking my head. cause even though im having a break down i can’t tell them what’s going on in my head. they wouldn’t let me leave. they would lock me up. because all i think about is the most vile things about myself. everything ive ever heard and thought of. how i’m worthless and stupid and a burden and disgusting and how i ruin absolutely everything and how im going to ruin my friends summer too. but also thinking about how if i stay stuck here with my thoughts all summer i won’t make it. i need something this summer to take my mind off of everything. but idk… what if i can’t. or what if i get worse. what if i come back worse than ever and then all my friend and family have to remember me is the worst version of myself. cause that’s what i am rn. i mean i bet i could be worse and then that me will be the worst me. but maybe this is the only me i can be. maybe im just bound to get worse and worse until i finally give up. i’m so close to giving up
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+ thoughts dump
- i feel so icky physically rn
> my throat's been so sore & raspy for the past two days // i had soup, drank tea, had coughdrops and it didn't go away til a couple hours
> but now there's a NEW problem // even tho my throat isnt sore anymore, now i've practically lost my VOICE // bro. // & i dont understand !! bc yea it's been cold but i've been dressing cozier than the white girls in mini skirts w no tights and white boys in shorts in new york's frigid ass 30-50 degree weather !! // it's not that it's gone but it just dropped a whole octave and sounds thicker?? as if my vocal chords/box was swollen // hate it here
> headaches & chills galore !!
> i think im going through that thing // where your body is so used to and addicted to feeling stressed that when i finally came to a place where im not stressed and life feels good, my body was like "lol babe are u okay?? you've barely emitted half a stress hormone! here have a sore throat, a persistent headache, & cold blue hands <3"
> & the funny thing is it didnt even last lol // the lack of stress i mean
- me when life was actually good for once
> i was in a period that lasted til just yesterday where life was strangely good?
> ive been on top of my school work // ive been feeling kinda pretty // my room's been clen n tidy n super cozy cause i put up purple (more pink) xmas lights & bc it's daylights savings, it's dark in my room more often and the lights cast the room in this nice neon pink glow // cozy clean room + content with physical appearance + always dressing cozy = massive serotonin boost bc my space is comfortable and im comfortable in myself !! // and in me being on top of my school stuff and it's a recipe for absolute peace
> basically i feel good when i have: - stability (stable confidence & academic performance) // - peace (im relatively undisturbed in life and im chillin in my own lane) // - & comfort (cozy clothes + cozy room asf)
- then everything changed :0 storytime + more thought dumping in the next post lol this is long. i have a lot i need to get out (if u follow this im so sorry // but also why do u follow this shitshow of a diary/vent blog eye- this is really just for me tbh)
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Hello.
Do you have someone you can talk to? Or even a diary? I'm worried
hey, it's ok!! tee bee h i basically use this blog like a diary so i get y some of the shit i post is concerning but im really just doing it to gather my thoughts n vent, not bc i think it's anyone's job or even within their capabilities to help me. i'm really struggling rn but i do speak to a counselor and i'm doing alright 💕 thank u for the concern n for looking out for me but honestly don't worry, it is what it is x
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A short introduction
this is mostly for the poor dudes that somehow found their way onto my blog. Honestly, I'm not writing this for anybody but myself and I actually don’t really care if other people like this or not.
That being said, I’ll introduce myself and this blog anyway.
I won't tell you my name, you can just call me a mess, because I am. A mess, I mean. I am not entirely sure how to define my sexuality rn, but I think aromantic bisexual fits best atm. I will use this blog to rant. About what, you ask? About literally everything. I will rant about my mess of a family, about the last fanfic I read or about school. Just everything. Really, this is more of a digital diary than anything else.
I like marvel, comics in general and books. A lot of books. I also draw a lot, mostly digital and I think I might post a thing or two on here, too. I write fanfic like nobodies business, and I am extremely introverted. I would love to one day become wither an author/journalist or an artist but im telling my parents im going into pharmacy or something bc they sure as hell won't accept anything less. So yeah, that basically sums up who I am... that's kinda depressing actually... oh well, its not like I care...
Anyway, this is all for now, expect the first of many rants soon
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[ loner | family oriented | lazy ]
GET TO KNOW ME TAG why r there so many questions </3
@viiavi tagged me(and mayb someone else??? i dont know tumblr notifs are awful)
uhhhmmm i tag @ratboysims @felicitum @bullsim @keysims @bratsims and uhhmmmmm any1 else that wants to do it just say i tag u
also here’s a bad edit of my simselfs outfit its cute and basically what i wear everyday gotta wear those nikes get some good ass arch support u feel me
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? byrd
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? byrdie, b
3. BIRTHDAY? june 3rd babey
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? harry potter
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? ye s
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? i dont think i have one. picking faves for literature has always been hard for me
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? i listen 2 podcasts
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? ummm dark chocolate or mango
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? awesome
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? thank you next look its a good song ok
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? ridiculous but how my mom says it like a harry potter spell
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? ummmm something by halsey i think
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? im binge watching greys anatomy so that i guess but also my fave show of all time stargate
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? moana
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? yea
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? failure
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i give good cuddles
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i have no patience and i worry too much
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? yes(dogs)
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? fall
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? yes! we’re getting married next october :-)
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? no responsibilities!!! no bills!!!! also my moms cooking
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? her name is lauren but also my fiance and my dog
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? dark green
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? brown
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my fam, my fiance, my dogs, my close friends
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my fiance 100%
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? my parents i worry about their health and also my sister bc she’s in a new relationship
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? my sisters dog just had puppies so im excited to see them
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm rn sims
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? probably rugrats and also x files
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? my dad
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? hell yes big time
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? well i still cant drive so like. driving i guess
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT?uhhh behind i hate when others take pics of me lol
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? writing and simblr i guess
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? actually i think it was the adventure zone graphic novel does that count
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? the crimes of grindelwald
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? i can sing
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? owls
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? i feel like im on the spot ummmmm @felicitum @keysims @smart--milk @surreysimmer @hesitantpixels
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? u ever seen heroes? remember how peter was like a sponge well i wish i could do that but with like, normal knowledge/skills. like if i met someone who was a carpenter or dr i could shake their hand and i knew everything they did about that and could learn new languages that way too. i wanna b a sponge
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in my bed w my fiance and dogs in a cuddle pile
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? when we ask blu if she’s a sleepy baby and she tilts her head
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? none bitch
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? water all day every day im a camel hi
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? uhhh probably recently at work
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? as i get older yes
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? when people talk down to me because of my identity or age
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? yea!! the last one we went to was p!nk im pretty sure
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? no
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a cardiologist
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? hmmmmmmmm probs harry potter tbh
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? money!!!!
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? yes and no
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yup!!! i dont sing as often as i used to tho its sad
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? no
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? i really love big bear and catalina island
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? doesnt really matter as long as its not a big city and relatively close to family
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? we have 2 doggos
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? tbh i am a mix of both now, tho i used to be a night owl
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunset
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? no :-)
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? earbuds sometimes headphones hurt my ears esp bc i always wear glasses
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yes and im getting war flashbacks
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? pretty much anything besides hardcore rap, country, and religious music, also nothing too poppy
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? probs my mama
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? ye
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? when they only brew decaf at work
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? both
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? i really loved english
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? i have two brothers and two sisters
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? flowers for my mother in law
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′7″
75. CAN YOU COOK? yes
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? coffee, purple flowers, the lil potbellies that all puppies have
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? decaf coffee, peas, when people say my name wrong
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? uhhh i guess just bc thats who im around more
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? gay af my dudes
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? i live in southern california
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my mom i think
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? a while ago
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? garrett watts is fun
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? sure
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? digit it saves me money
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? im super close with my parents and relatively close w my fiances parents as well
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? hmmm probs middle eastern
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? seattle
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 3
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? lmao no
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? not really
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? both but i tend to lean more towards the ocean
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? not at all im a chicken
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? nope
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? y...es
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? n o?
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? when i am wrong lol i dont care too much about being right
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? forest 100%
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? trust your instincts
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? yes
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? hufflepuff
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? sometimes
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? v big introvert
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? no
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? kind of
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? pick it up and return it to its owner
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? yes but they have to believe in it too
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? yes but u cant tell nobody knows ok thanks
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yeah they’re cool
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? my ears and my septum
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? sam carter from stargate shes smart
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? yeah i have 10 i think
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? opening up to people
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? 110% yes
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? glasses
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? yeah i want 5 but i dont think i can afford that many someone start a gofundme for my future babeys
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my best friend
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? i told my middle school crush that i liked her and then she told everyone and thats the story of how i repressed me sexuality until i was 20
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? many times
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? yes but carefully planned and well thought out adventures where i have a checklist and a binder of all the information i need listen i am v anxious everything is scary
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? when i was a baby i was on the news lmao
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 25
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? to thine own self be true wow super lame and cliche thanks im tired is this done yet
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savory i dont have much of a sweet tooth
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Hi here’s the get to know me tag let’s get to knowing
I was tagged in this by @gunthermunch
125 questions under the cut, if you do decide to read i suggest getting a snack first
I tag @emovatore @humanitys-shortest @liliithvatore if you haven’t done it yet
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Elio
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Lee and Leo are the go-tos in real life but I get called Hall on here and I think that’s a rad nickname too
3. BIRTHDAY? Feb 5th
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? I am a slut for the Percy Jackson series and Leo Valdez was one of the reasons why I started going by Leo more often then my full name
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? Yes yes absolutely yes. One, earth really can’t be the only planet in a universe with infinite possibilities to have life on it, you know? And ghosts is more like a spirit thing.
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? oooh fuck me up this is a hard one uhhhhhh Classic author probably Edgar Allen Poe but Contempoary I’d say Tony Kushner
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? the Musical Theatre station
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? I don’t really like... food. I don’t enjoy it. But I guess I like savory over sweet
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? neat
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? Liar by Queen or Greek God by Conan Gray
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? I-Cunt-tic, pronounced like iconic but... you know
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? Please Never Fall in love again Ollie MN
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? Kidding, that Jim Carrey tv show that premiered this year. Beautifully edited and told story
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? I’ve seen Bohemian Rhapsody 6 times this month alone so probably that on wards
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? yes
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? dying in the same place i was born
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? my empathy
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? the depression (tm)
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? idk, i’m not really an animal person
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? fall
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? nah
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? playing in the ika playscape
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? i have quite a few best friends but when im at school/work then my good friend Julio
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR?
a very doe eyed dark brown
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? i re-dyed my hair black recently so let’s go with that
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my mom
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my dad
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? myself
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? going to denmark to be a farm gay on my semester off
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? currently Sims, Queen, and Falsettos (the musical)
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? i didn’t have cable but there is no way in hell i’m saying cyberchase so, Mia and Miguel
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? Julio
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? very
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? none that i can think of
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT?i actually really enjoy both
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? sims
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? True West, it’s a really good play
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? ...Bohemian Rhapsody for the 6th time
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? most stringed instruments i can figure out pretty quickly but i’m best at guitar and piano
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? humans
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? i follow over 5k people i don’t even know who i follow
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? basically Kirby. I want the power to take others powers
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in michigan on rainy afternoons in my bunk bed with my laptop on my lap. Or like, the floor of a bookstore
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? loaded question
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? I used to do competitve dance, competitve cheer, biking, and volleyball
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? watah
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? like a week ago to my grandma, she likes getting post cards in the mail
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? i used to be. not so much anymore
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? people who saunter. We got places to be fellas
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? yup!
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? i’m to anemic to be either
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a performer
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? i’m actually not to into media that take place in other... wait i take it back i wanna live in Hobbiton
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? breathing
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? ehh sometimes
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? It’s a part of my career so hopefully
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? i’m skippin school rn
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? manhattan Lower East Side
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? Manhattan’s Lower East Side. I live in the Upper West Side right now and it’s aight but it’s not the LES
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? nope
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? i just dont sleep
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER?sunrises
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? nah
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? earbuds
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yee
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? anything
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? Tony Kushner
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? yee and before you ask my fave is Deadpool
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? when people be on some bullshit
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? real book
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? IN High School I loved history
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? one sister who is ten years older than I am
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? ... iced coffee despite it being 30 degrees out
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′3
75. CAN YOU COOK? I’d like to think so. Wish I had a oven tho
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? music, my family (sometimes) I’m trying to love myself so let’s throow that one in there
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? people who stroll/saunter, when people are on their bullshit, dark chocolate
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? male “friends”. But, I know a lot more girls that I keep up with more often.
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? lesbian
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? Manhattan, Upper West Side
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? Me mam
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Thursday in my Theatre class but we were all crying so i’ll let it slide
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? i don’t really watch anyone consistently
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? i do
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? tinder
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? prety solid i love them both even if my mom hates my sexuality and threatened locking me at home when i came out to herelol
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? italian
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT?Copenhagen! I’ve wanted to go to Denmark since I was ten
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 7
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? Nah son
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? defenitly a lot less than my story style insists lol. I do believe in God tho
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? LOADED QUESTION BECAUSE I WANNA EXPLORE BOTH
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? ehhhhhhhh no
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? strawberries and some medicine that i can’t remember the name of
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? yes i’m a lesbian it’s what we do
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? nah
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? Literally anytime i’m wrong about soomething. I love being exposed, put in my place, roasted.
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Forest so I can find my mans... my MOTH mans
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? you know what you want, don’t let your concerns get in the way of your ambitions
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? Yes
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Ravenclaw
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? Deadass I talk to myself more often than otherpeople
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? introverted
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? yee
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? I give everyone I can think of second chances because i’m a forgiving sone of a bitch and yet they continue TO BE ON SOME BULLSHIT
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? THat be mine i may be forgiving by moral compass be broke as hell and I haven’t eaten in like 3 days because i’m so broke
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? When I’m answering this question for a job application i sure do
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? tragicallu
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yes
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? i have 5 holes in my ears and a nostreil piercing
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? Mark Cohen or LEO VALDEZ
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? yes 2, one chest, one forearm. But that’s only because I don’t have money i need more
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? move to new york
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? yes and she’s a bitch
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? both
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? eventually I feel like I would make a pretty solid kid
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my dad
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? Being high for three days straight
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? i just finished pulling one
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black as you can see by my simself i really do dress pretty much only in black because i aged poorly out of my goth phase
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? yeeee
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? Yep, Macy’s Thanksgiving Parade, Trade Show stuff, probably for school or local news a few times
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 18
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? Know in your soul like your blood knows the way from your heart to your brain, know that you’re whole. - HEdwig and the Angry Inch
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? This is a really boring last question but savory but if you made it this far i’ll expose myself a little more. I’m black and Jewish, I go to a performing arts Conservatory, and this took me so long to answer because I hooked up with someone in Brooklyn last night and i had trouble getting back to my dorm.
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since im using this blog as a diary bc that's the kind of person i am apparently i just woke up from a fucking horrible nightmare where my aunt died and the whole dream was basically the aftermath and it felt so real i think i want to vomit? i woke up crying and it's not early by any means but I've been waking up at like 14:00 pm for days and rn it's 10 am so like it's fucking early and my aunt hasn't responded to my texts and im kinda freaking out im so tired
#my eyes hurt#and it's freezing#ok my aunt just texted me back i was freaking out over nothing lmao#she's fine she's getting the covid vaccine w my cousin
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30 Questions
Tagged by: @aporboalo and @mega-hippobumhole thanks babes
Gender: queen
Birthday: November 14
Last movie seen: Piku ( i could watch that movie forever)
What do you post/reblog: anything i like tbh (basically bakwaas)
Last thing you Googled: my bus schedule to werk 🌚
Favorite blog: any photography or poetry blog
Dream job: a fancy ass restaurant owner, artist ( i have -5 skills in art), an art gallery owner, interior designer, ranbir kapoor’s 5th wife
Dream trip: the whole world but rn greece 😍
What would be your first entry in a new diary: i have no clue where this thing is going.
Top 3 things you love about yourself: my bakwaas, my patience with shitty ass people , my ability to write a 1000 words paper due two hours before the deadline
3 things you wish you knew how to do: to play the violin, to be more productive in school (teach me how to study), how to sing
Something you wish you had discovered/invented first: art, a high couture brand, a country
3 qualities you like in a person: sense of humour, kindness, ability to carry a conversation
3 qualities you dislike in a person: arrogance, pride, selfishness
Favorite planet: im actually in love with the moon sorry
A resolution you make every year: never make any resolutions
Something you’re better at than most people: helping others out when they need help
Something you’re worse at than most people: dealing with liiiiife
Favorite thing about tumblr: les aesthetics posts and memes
Least favorite thing about tumblr: people who slide into asks and use the beautiful option of being anonymous and send hate ( like seriously how do even send hate like this, let the brown aunties do their jobs)
Weapon of choice: a gun or my mom ( she one badass woman)
Something not many people know about you: i aspire to be a bad bitch
Favorite means of transport: range rovers 🌚
Favorite story: any inspirational story
Chicken or egg: chicken ( i hate eggs)
Something that always makes you laugh: seeing my lil bro laugh
What is the strangest thing about you: i really dont know
You get to switch places with someone for a day, who is it and why: Rihanna cause i wanna experience whats its like to be an actual queen
Tag: @randippy @silkyrrose @prodreemer @t-azraa @mollitiamxo @noorshirazie @nxkhre @inkhansiderate @existential-ly @shxffi @zeetvandchill @ya-girl-the-earth-bender @orionsxbeltt @a-gorgeousmess @sikhfam @inthenight-time @khoobsuratdevi @bxtchbetterhaveperspective @hafsa-pasta @sadmuffinintherain @sadivari @eyesthatcravepoetry @november–1997 @simplicittyya @smiling-in-spanish @sab-tera @brown-eyed-hijabii @mohabbatein @kiani93
#^^^ those are longtime mutuals or people i reblog from often#if you wanna do it#and also if i forgot anyone#go for itttt baby#tag#areeba’s bakwaas
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Ask meme: every one with a 3 or 4 in it. 3, 4, 13, 14, 23, 24, 30-49, etc.
3: Zodiac sign?
swagittarius
4: Video game I play to chill, not to win?
i mean honestly my go-to chill game is smash and that’s kind of a play-to-win game by default... I guess a not-to-win game would be rune factory!
13: Favourite word?
shit (im 5)
14: The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them?
cant remember who the exact last one was, im gonna 50/50 it
23: A bad quality of mine?
i have a shit-tier attention span
24: Cats or dogs?
dogs! but nyas are lovely as well
30: Eye colour?
brown
31: Hair colour?
black
32: Someone I love?
christinya
33: Someone I trust?
christinya and maren
34: Someone I always think about?
christinya again
35: Am I excited about anything?
PERSONA 5 IN ABOUT TWO WEEKS
36: My current obsession?
breath of the wild
37: Favourite TV shows as a child?
shaman king, big o, and misc cartoons
38: Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to?
christinya and maren
39: Am I superstitious?
absolutely
40: What do I think about most?
viddy games
41: Do I have any strange phobias?
not that i can think of
42: Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?
i like both but only if the acting is funny, otherwise im more of the director role
43: Favourite hobbies?
viddy, 3d modeling, drawin
44: Last book I read?
i forget lmao
45: Last film I watched?
moana
46: Do I play any instruments?
nope
47: Favourite animal?
shiba inuuuuuuuuuuuuus
48: Top 5 blog on Tumblr that I follow?
too lazy to figure it out rn lmao but i wanna take this chance to give a shoutout to @reformed-devastruction for the long term follow and @magnolia-eclair for the silent mutual love of the same stuff, got mad props for you my guy
49: Superpower I wish I could have?
invisibility
53: What makes me smile?
35+ hit combos ending with a super into super
54: Do I sleep with the lights on or off?
off, but sometimes on when my bois are over friday nights playing street fighter when i gotta crash for work the following morning
63: What occupation did I want to do when I was younger?
write
64: Have I ever had a friend turn enemy?
lmao just this past year
73: Have I ever skipped school?
of course
74: Favourite place on the planet?
my room, ngl
83: Have I ever had braces?
nope!
84: Story behind one of my scars?
i tripped over an air conditioner that was lying on the floor after it got kicked out of our window by robbers and a sharp piece scooped an inch outta my knee ew ew ew
93: Siblings?
a brother, one year older, named anthony
94: What was the last thing I bought?
breath of the wild
103: Sexual orientation?
straight
104: Where do I currently live?
I live near boston, but I live in brooklyn for the school year
113: Favourite accents?
dont really have a preference off the top of my head
114: A place I have not been but wish to visit?
japan and mexico or Colombia
123: Can I wiggle my ears?
nope
124: Do I like clowns?
nah
130: Favourite piece of advice?
live fast die young bad girls do it well
also “take a fucking break”
131: Am I a good liar?
yeah lmao
132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district?
I tend to go back and forth between gryffindor and slytherin when asked/taking sorting quizzes. The other two I don’t care bout
133: Do I talk to myself?
sometimes
134: Am I very social?
absolutely!
135: Do I like gossip?
lmao yeah im not gonna pretend im above that shit
136: Do I keep a journal/diary?
nah i dont have the temperance to keep track of something like that
137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test?
art history
138: Do I believe in second chances?
usually all the time
139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do?
find who it belonged to if there was an id and whatnot in it. Feels mad different to me if it’s a wallet as opposed to a wad of cash
140: Do I believe people are capable of change?
yes!
141: Have I ever been underweight?
nope
142: Am I ticklish?
too much so holy shit
143: Have I ever been in a submarine?
nope
144: Have I ever been on a plane?
ye when i was real young. I don’t travel much outside of cape cod with the fam in summer
145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family?
charlie day for absolutely everyone
146: Have I ever been overweight?
nope!
147: Do I have any piercings?
nah
148: Which fictional character do I wish was real?
i require a jigglypuff
149: Do I have any tattoos?
nah but I want one
153: What was my first car?
never had one
154: Do I want children?
yes but it’s not only my decision to make unless i adopt single
163: What do I love most about myself?
I personally find myself to be very strong against odds in terms of optimism and I take a lot of pride in it and how I can use it to help others
basically I think I’m very good at staying happy and like to be someone people can go to when they need to be happy and can leave in a better mood
164: Do I like adventure?
I do! Though I am very content just playing games too
173: Have I learnt from my mistakes?
the big things, yeah. The little things, I can still forget lmao
174: Best gift I’ve ever received?
a wii u with smash 4
183: What is my spirit animal?
i did a test once and it was a fox
184: How do I want to be remembered?
as being someone that made someone’s day
193: What motivates me?
well-made viddys
194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be?
fuck this shit im out
203: Do I judge a book by its cover?
honestly??? yes I fucking do and its not good
204: Have I ever had my heart broken?
yeah but im way past it
213: Do I use sarcasm a lot?
too much tbh
214: What TV character am I most like?
i actually really dont know
WOW I DID ALL OF THESE LOOK AT ME
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Ep. 1 - “I am THE Survivor Chick And I Am Here To Win It All!!” - Susan
Franco
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Maxyne
I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT!!!!! I don't know why I am, it's just another Survivor game but... I have be someone else kind of. So for this game I have to be "Maxyne" and I'm keeping my pronoun flexibility but I'm gonna be pushing the feminine side a bit more. Maxyne is actually my irl sister's middle name so it'll be easy for me to quickly become familiar with that name being used for me. I also know that Tim is gonna be in this game but idk who and I sure as hell don't wanna find out. Tim actually told me to apply cause they said that they were applying to but my dumbass did NOT know this was an alias game so now I'm fumbling around in the dark trying get into costume n shit not knowing what to do or what to expect. The only thing I have to cling onto my knowledge of Survivor ORGs and Jay's style of hosting. Which honestly don't do me well cause I haven't played Survivor in... months and I haven't been tuned into a Jay game in months too so I have no idea the ride I'm in for. One thing I did do is scroll through the rules, cause my experience always tells me that whenever there's a tumblr blog for an ORG, there's always something hidden somewhere there. Lo and behold, I was right so come 9 PM tonight I will be camping on the rules page updating and waiting for a clue, or someway to start my search. Cause every Survivor game i've played, the idol is found in less then 5 minutes and by the way I've formulated a thought about the idol, it's already long gone. So hopefully, I can pull a Merida and change my fate. Also there was a mention of One World rounds happening in this game??? UMMMM WTF??? PLEASE LET THAT BE A ONE TIME THING. Anyways, sorry for the word vomit, I usually have a lot of pre game jitters and thoughts so I figured I'd get a jump on my confessional count and start talking now. Let's hope I can pull through for this game and make it far. Or vote me out first, i'd rather not have responsibilities right now.
Rain
I’m looking forward to this.
I’m looking forward to people not remembering who I am. I’ve been out of this a year now, I’m well and ready to get first boot, but I’m curious to see how a better, matured me will play.
Probably badly, let’s be fuckin real.
Anyway I’ll check back in toward the middle of this round. We’ll see how all my sockpuppet counterparts compare against my impossible standards.
Maxyne
5 minutes before the game starts and mama we. Are. SCARED.
Elle
This time around I am going to go for a peppy, happy-go-lucky girl. Not all of my tribe mates are online atm which majorly sucks! Plus, not everyone has me added. I am going to wait till people add me before I add them. I'll give it the night into the morning for that to happen. Otherwise, I'll slowly add them one-by-one.
I want to do the slide puzzles because I know I am good at them. I'm going for a more hands-off approach when it comes to socializing so I need all the time I can get to set myself up in the tribe. If we can win the challenge then it'll be a great opportunity to really bond with my tribe mates.
Maxyne, Fae, and Erick seem to be the most active atm with Fae being the most social. I'll observe how far that socializing and activity goes on. It can either work to my benefit or I need to get rid of the ASAP.
Frank
Wanna start by saying that having a round button in this form is the smartest thing I’ve ever seen. Now onto my confessional: this tribe is alright, some people haven’t spoken yet I think and people seem nice and cooperative thus far. I’m so nosy so not knowing who everyone is is going to be a struggle for me. But I’m guessing Maynor is Gregg on the other tribe bc of the Sophie icon, but watch me be wrong. I’ll try to keep confessionals interesting, but then again I lie sometimes so womp.
Worm
So I am an hour into my first alias game and I’m already stressing the fuck out. I am so used to being able to go on call with people and get to know them. I wanna say one of my greatest strength is getting solid reads on people when I talk to them but that is only when I can go on call with them. This whole thing is gonna be a struggle
Fae
well we are an hour into this game and I have already fucked up my story. Guess I'm moving home now because I didn't think anything through. dear god. Why am I like this? guess moving my grandmother is going to turn into Me moving home lol. welp, lets see how this goes.
Maxyne
*googles How to stop oversharing*
Michele
Franco is a king we stan. Also I’m still laughing at worms name
Rain
Michele: Chosen one, will betray at f5
Susan: OTTN5
Worm: oh, worm?
Gregg: Dylan in disguise, watch me betray him again
Uhhh I’ll be back with the rest eventually first night is horrid
Idol hunt: OTTNNNNNNN10
Dusty
So far im feeling good on my tribe! I'm getting along really well with Erick! We have a lot in common and match each others energy. I'm also talking well with Fae, who says they think we've played a game together!! So I'm trying to figure out who it might be! I'm a little worried about the people who haven't spoken yet, but hopefully I'll be able to get to know them!
Elle
I think I'm connecting well with Maxyne. Since we are both doing the same assignment, it allows for me to grow closer with them. I think I might make them my ride-or-die, but I want to see how well our connection lasts in the days to come. Van and I are making great conversation in the tribe chat. I hope they will want to work with me. Other than that, I have not chatted with anyone else on the tribe. The people who have contacted me I talk to sporadically. I hope this is enough to get me by as I do not want to be seen as a social threat later down the line. Also, like, why did so many people get a disadvantage? I am so disappointed in all of them, but I know we can pull through!
lenny
off to an interesting start! so far, I am enjoying my tribe. definitely more chill than my last one but only time will tell. people's true motives will come out soon and this time, I am trying to really pay attention to who is a leader and who is a follower.
Franco
Nera tribe has such good positive energies? There hasn't been any friction, everyone is joking with each other, and overall everyone is having a great time!!
Very honestly though I'm not sure what to make of everyone in a game and strategic sense. I've tried talking game with the majority of the tribe but most of it was still just like small talk and vague sentences. Im tryna play this fast and hard but I don't think anyone else is ):
I vibe really well with Michele, Eliza, and Rain. Michele and Rain are so fun and probably down to get messy, so they'd be great allies. And eliza just seems like a genuinely good person that I think I would get along with really nicely!!
I also REALLY want this reward challenge. Ive gotten three people at least who said that they would vote for me so!! Let's hope I win, at the very least itd be nice to prove to myself that I can have a good social game early on
Franco
On my very FIRST idol hunt of the SEASON I find?? A legacy advantage??? Im so??? Shook and excited. I just have a feeling that this is my game! Night 1 kinda sets the tone of the whole game and I had an AMAZING night 1.
I also uhhh am dumb and told Michele that i found it. My goal was to gain her trust so we could work together but? She kinda just didn't respond and changed the topic. Idk if that's a good sign so yikes!!
Elle
Honestly, I should resign myself to the fate that we will not win the next challenge. So, it is imperative that we win this challenge so that we do not go to tribal two times in a row. I hope my score of 85 is enough because I could not get it any higher than that. I am honestly very frustrated with my tribe at the moment, but I guess we shall see how things develop.
Maxyne and Erick getting the advantage is interesting only because it shows who has been the most social. I will either need to get in good with the both of them or take them out early. However, the most active and social people usually do not go home first. For now, I will just keep my eye on the two of them and see how they position themselves.
Elle
Erick giving the tribe the clue was definitely a strategic move. He wants to build trust and be transparent with everyone in order for them to like him. I see right through it. However, it is nice to get an edge on the hunt.
Fae
I FOUND THE IDOL!!!! Erick decided to share the clue and I FOUND IT!!!!
Eliza
dear m’fucking diary...
Hey gays, this is a crack fest. I’m doing this confession rn so that I don’t have to do that fever dream of a puzzle. I got a bat to the face when I did the idol hunt, funnnnn. So, let’s recap! I’ve been connecting with a lot of people so far and that’s great, I love my tribe rn and I’m happy that Franco won the reward considering that I voted for them, so now I can at least get on Franco’s good side an maybe get some info👀. Because this is alias I probably will be playing a tad bit differently but I’m still going to be the social playing badass that y’all know and love! The worst part of this so far is that I can’t fucking say y’all, who the hell says y o u g u y s. I’m changing how I speak just a bit so that I don’t immediately get clocked, so basically I can’t use y’all and lmao in every sentence. The people I feel closest to right now are Franco, Michelle, tristin, rain, and worm. In that order, don’t get me wrong, I love everyone in the tribe, those are just the people I’ve been able to connect with the most. I’d love to move forward with that group but if that doesn’t happen well then whatever, I mean I talk to literally everyone so I’ll survive. Pretending to be interested romantically in men (sorry James Zachary) is horrible, but I think people are at least believing that I’m 20. Jay told me that all I have to do to be an adult is be excited about stupid boring shit, so I’m just gonna pretend that I’m happy about buying a new couch. Well I’ll check back in soon to update y’all about people and probably give an analysis about everyone. That’s it, much loveeeee
Fae
I just want to say how ironic it is that I decided to do the idol hunt in the challenge and in reality actually found an idol
Gregg
Well. Im already overwhelmed and literally wanted out. (Jay knows why)
But im doing counting challenge and i hope another f4 counting challenge doesnt affect my perfermance for this one. I really want to help the tribe win. Honestly im not gunna bother trying to figure out who is who. Im just gunna play and think the people are the people and play normally. Trying to guess ppl is what gunna mess me up. So wont bother with it but some phrase some ppl have said. I feel like i know who they r.
Franco
I WON FIRST REWARD AHHH. I'm such a social legend? Look at me? I'm literally winning this game.
I kinda don't care about the clue because I already have a legacy advantage, AND half of a super idol (that I gotta give to somebody else, booooo), so I'm kinda??? Being chaotic and giving the clue to everyone who voted for me. It can give me an opportunity to gain more trust on the tribe
Tristin
https://youtu.be/Wyi5uWAulnE
Maxyne
I know this is late and it's long but i fell asleep last night while this was uploading, so sorry https://youtu.be/mXmbL49orVI
Elle
Now that I have gotten to talk to everyone I can finally assess my tribe. I feel like I can be great allies with Maxyne. They voted for me in the reward which means we have a mutual good vibe from each other. Hopefully I can make them my ride-or-die. Fae and Van are really nice and I can get down with them. I think if I could choose a strong alliance of three I would pick them while having Maxyne as my real ride-or-die. Sasha seems to be the least social with me which means that they could be an easy target. I don't trust Erick or Cran because they just give me bad vibes. I do not think anything of Frank. They are probably with Sasha as one of the least social in the tribe. At least Sasha is being active within the tribe chat. Finally, I think Dusty is a sweetheart and could possibly be another one of my allies. At the very least, I know I was strong in the challenge and have at least been moderately social. This means I will not be the first boot if we were to go to tribal.
Dusty
So now we've got an alliance in the works between me, Fae, Erick, and Elle. All in the name of working together to find the idol. I feel good about the group! Me and Erick are both each others closest ally. He won the reward challenge and in doing so he was able to will be half of a super idol! We don't know where the other half might be, but I'm really happy to see that Erick trusted me enough to will me a super idol!
van
So uh...I haven’t been super active because the world is burning around us. But I’m trying. So far I really enjoy the people I’m playing with!
Elle
Dusty asking me to work with Fae and Erick on finding the idol which works out well for me. This means I have already positioned myself into a sort of alliance which I hope will carry me in the future.
Elle
Fae confirmed with me the alliance that Dusty approached me with. However, there was no chat made. Also, Cranjes was added to the alliance by Erick and Fae which tells me that those those two are very social with him. These people are making their connections to obvious. Either way, with those people I have a 5-person majority. Hopefully these people will carry me through the pre-swap phase of the game, but I am getting pretty nervous in my seat. I do not trust Erick and Cranjes. I like Dusty and Fae, but I cannot get a read on the other two. Plus, if no chat has been made, how are we going to solidify the alliance? Hopefully my performance in the challenge will cover me for now, but I am getting pretty nervous at the moment.
Michele
elfranchele just started! it's an alliance chat with michele, franco, and eliza. excited to see where this goes!!
I can't tell if Susan is just super into her alias or if she really is old with her hubs
Cranjes
everyone seems nice. i guess. idk. i fell off a waterfall and fucked up my ankle for a fucking idol. but if anyone asks, it was sasha.
i have something against the name sasha bc peppermint should’ve won season 9 of drag race, not sasha velour
Fae
Soooo, there is now a chat for people to hell each other look for the idol. The idol I have...
Frank
YESSSSSSS!!! I’m not gonna be first boot. It’s a party even though I didn’t win my section. Eliza didn’t do their part on the other tribe and that’s a yikes (at least with a 2 hour time exactly that’s what I’m assuming). So like they’re probably going. I’m really happy I don’t have to worry about tribal tomorrow because my sister wants to drink and celebrate her birthday since plans went sour because of that quarantine life. But gamewise though, I want to talk to Erick tomorrow since they seem like someone I could work with, although based on reward I think multiple people think that. Gonna remember that. Gotta be social....but I’m me so it’ll be an uphill battle.
Rain
So, we lost immunity.
I could have seen that coming - but at least we weren’t totally destroyed.
I’m already thinking Susan as a name but uhhh we’ll see where it goes.
I’m pretty good with Franco, Michele and Eliza. I wouldn’t be shook if there was an alliance chat made at some point.
I like Tristan too! And Gregg. And Lenny.
....okay I like everyone but Susan. Susan I’m sorry I respect your character choice but it ain’t it, chief.
Gregg
I feel like i might be good for this tribal. Only one name has been said which kinda worries me but im trying to stay positive. Susan is the target tonight and as long as it isnt me. Im okay with voting for whoever.
Franco did share the clue with me. It was a simple clue so idk if itll be helpful or not. Im looking at a certain spot and doing all the 4 spots in the section. So hopefully i can find something.
erick
hi i have the eco fascist dream flu and i cannot move but cranjes is john and fae is birch confirmed, i fucked up the challenge but not to the extent that we lost so that’s nice. current alliance going with fae, elle, and dusty (dusty’s my fave). they elected to give me the idol clue and i got half of the super idol so i gave that to dusty as was required and then shared the clue with the group at large because i’m a communist
Worm
So we lost the first immunity challenge. It sucks but I'll get over it. The thing that worries me now is trying to get a read on everyone during the vote. Because I don't know who I'm playing with I'm struggling on getting a read on anyone. On the bright side though I think I'm doing pretty well socially. I've talked to Michele and Tristin and they seem to trust me so I'm happy about that. Also it seems like the tribe has come to a unanimous vote to getting rid of Susan. I feel bad about getting her out but she is firmly holding on to her character which I think is making it difficult for her to make connections with other people in the tribe. The only that has me worried about this whole thing is how easy this vote is going. My anxious head just wonders about how people behind the scenes could be plotting to get me out and I just don't know it. This also isn't helped by the reward challenge and Franco receiving 5 votes to get the clue. A couple votes wouldn't have made me suspicious but 5 just seems like a lot. Maybe I'm reading too much into it but all my anxiety is saying is that there is a majority alliance already formed in the first couple hours of the game and now I'm just playing from the bottom. Hopefully that isn't true but only time will tell.
Susan Burke
I Am SO SO Excited To Be Here!! I am THE Survivor Chick And I Am Here To Win It All!!
Everyone So Far Has Been So Kind. I Love These Kids!! However, I Know My Age Will Make Me A Target. They Don't Believe This Ol' Hiney Can Keep Up With Them!! So, I Wanted To Make It Clear That I Am LOYAL To This Tribe And Its People!! When I Was Out Looking For The Idol, I Stumbled Upon The Other Tribe's Camp!! How AWKWARD!!
I Decided To Tell Franco - He's Popular, And The First One To Really See SUSAN For SUSAN. Hopefully I Can Buy His Trust, Because He Can Keep This Nanna Safe!!
It's Really Unfortunate We Lost...But It Was So Close!! We Won't Lose Again!! I Was Instantly Worried It Would Be Me, But Doing The Challenge With Tristin Bonded Us!! Together, We Decided That Gregg Would Be Our Target, And Now We Gotta Get Everyone ONBOARD!!
#TeamSDB
Franco
Im very very sad we have to go to tribal. Like i genuinely enjoy everyone on the tribe!! But it's the way the game goes, every time someone leaves it gets me one place closer to winning hehe.
I now have an official alliance with Michele and Eliza and??? We are going to SLAY this game. We all have our individual strengths and I think we could be a powerhouse.
Unless Susan has an idol, shes going tonight. Its sad because shes so fun but im not surprised. Everyone else on the tribe seems to have some sort of personal stake or investment in the game besides her.
Elle
Having immunity means that I can safely bond with my tribemates without the game hovering over our heads. I'm really vibing with everyone in the tribe chat. However, I do not want to go into PMs unless they want to talk to me because it is such a Raffy thing to do to talk to people in PMs. I will try to be as social as possible in the tribe chat to still have those bonds, but I do not want to be seen as some sort of social butterfly.
Tristin
So we LOST the challenge and that sucks!! It appears that the majority of people want to vote out SUSAN and I hate it!! She’s super sweet and the older players always get voted out first! Maybe because she hasn’t been as social as everyone else! At least thats the explanation. I pretty much solidified working with Worm, Franco, and Eliza pretty much. Michele as well I think! But separately of course! I can’t wait for an alliance chat! Sorry to this Susan!!
Sasha
It's strange to be playing in a game where I know there's people playing that I already know but I have no idea who they are. I've talked a little bit to each but not a ton. I don't have too many guesses as to who is who, though. That's it.
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100 Questions
1: Do you sleep with your closet door opened or closed?
usually open
2: Can you whistle?
no and im fucking PISSED
3: What is your favorite quote?
my old science teacher once said “grandma’s a slut!”
4: Are you afraid of the dark?
only if ive seen something spooky
5: Who taught you how to tie your shoes?
bunny ears bitch
6: What is your favorite color?
rn like a nice lavendar
7: What is your birthday?
april 21st 2000!
8: Can you swim?
poorly
9: What’re you wearing right now?
a striped sweater (the best time to wear it is all the time)
10: Who’s your character crush, and what book/movie are they from?
Marceline the vampire queen yea say what you want
11: What was the last thing you thought about?
Being in gay denial for so many years and not realizing why i liked marceline the vampire queen so much
12: What was the last thing you said out loud?
goodnight!
13: Are you superstitious?
yea a little,, i chill w the ghosties on our haunted campus. and i think theres a ghost in my room tbh
14: How many bones have you broken?
0 babeyy
15: What’s your favorite candy?
Ferraro Roche
16: Sour, Sweet, Spicy, or Savory?
sweet :)
17: What’s your favorite junk food?
im a slut for cotton candy
18: What’s your favorite letter of the alphabet?
q
19: What’s your favorite number?
7, ima basic thot
20: Dogs or Cats?
Dots, Cags
21: Do you play any sports? If yes, what are they?
I played baseball for a year!! and soccer for 2!
22: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Aria
23: Do you believe in ghosts?
yea
24: Who’s your favorite Disney Princess?
Moana
25: What inspires/motivates you the most?
hearing other peoples stories and knowing they’ve felt the exact same way i do
26: Do you believe in aliens?
honestly,,,,,, not rly. like i believe in life on other planets,, but they will just be like beings ya know,,, not rly like hollywood aliens
27: Do you have any irrational fears? If yes, what are they?
i always think cars are gonna flip over when they turn rly fast
28: Do you have any pets? If yes, what are their names?
a lil sausage named bernie!
29: What’s your favorite song right now?
prolly fake happy by paramore
30: Can you rap?
poorly. but okay for a white person ig??
31: What would you do if you had 24 hours to live?
be a giant ho
32: Do you have any allergies? If you do, what are they?
nope!!
33: Do bugs freak you out?
if they’re right up in my face im kinda like dbasfkjbdfke but normally not too much.
34: Who’s your favorite Disney Prince?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
35: What’s your favorite Grimm brothers fairy-tale?
rapunzel
36: Can you sing?
god i hope so
37: Who’s your favorite singer?
barrett wilbert weed
38: What is your favorite restaurant?
hobnob!
39: If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go, and why?
Hawaii so i could remember it better
40: Who’s your favorite band/duo?
Paramore!!!!!
41: Do you write fan-fiction?
ive written fan fiction exclusively about my friends and about hand sanitizer
42: What continent are you from?
murica
43: Do you still live in the city you grew up in?
i lived in reston virginia til i was 5, then i grew up in portland, but i go to school in illinois!
44: What’s your favorite animal?
giraffe!!!!!!
45: What was the last lie you told?
it was more a half truth when i told my girlfriend what i think about at work
46: Do you have any long-term goals? What are they?
47: Would you save your worst enemy’s life?
yea cuz i dont rly have a worst enemy, and if i did its been so long that they’re probably cooler now
48: What’s your usual flavor of ice cream?
cookie dough
49: How often do you try new things?
preeeeetty often, i love tryin shit
50: Do you have a catchphrase? What is it?
we cant all be winners
51: What is your favorite word?
pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis
52: What’s your favorite fruit?
mango
53: Are you in any fandoms? If yes, what are they?
oh this is a lil cursed,,,, imma just say fuckin gravity falls
54: What’s your favorite board game?
i play the most sorry these days so i guess that
55: Have you ever made a sandcastle?
only really shitty ones
56: Have you ever made a snow man?
yes!
57: What’s your biggest pet peeve?
when people say something is fermenting when oxygen is present
58: Have you ever role-played?
yea,,,,
59: Who’s your favorite super-hero?
i rly dont follow stuff,,, imma say spiderman cause ive liked his movies the most lately
60: Who’s your favorite Disney villain?
Yzma
70: Do you have any pets? What animal are they? What are their names?
see question 28
71: Do you play any instruments? What are they?
ukulele, piano, some guitar, shitty drums, and u kno wat imma say tambourine
72: Can you snap?
hell yea
73: Who’s your favorite Greek god?
it changes like every day,,,, i rly like athena tho
74: How many blogs do you have?
2
75: Was your url your first choice? If not, what was?
oh gosh,,, i think my first url was cipherstuck lmao
76: What’s your favorite swear word?
frick
77: How many posts have you made?
too many
78: How many followers do you have?
some amount
79: What’s the last thing you ate?
chicken parm
80: What percentage is your phone battery right now?
54%
81: What time zone are you in?
pacific babeyyyyy
82: What’s your OTP?
Elanor and Tahani
83: What’s your favorite kind of weather?
warm but still windy enough but theres sun
84: What’s your favorite season?
early and late summer when its warm but theres shit goin on
85: Who’s your celebrity crush?
hayley williams
86: Do you keep a diary?
i did for a hot minute,, i do little checkup apps, but i havent journaled in a while
87: What’s your shoe size?
6 1/2
88: What’s your Hogwarts house?
heck if i know, crucify me
89: What’s your favorite punctuation mark?
; because i never know when to fucking use it but it sure looks funny
90: Are you reading any books right now? What are the titles?
nope!! im a little whore
91: What mythical animal do you wish existed?
pokemon
92: Who’s your favorite Greek goddess?
another for free???? artemis
93: Where do you wish you live?
new york but for free
94: What color(s) is your favorite shirt?
gray and pink
95: How many languages do you speak? What are they?
english and lesbian
96: What’s your favorite gum flavor?
gum
97: Do you have braces?
nope
98: What’s your MBTI?
it was enfj now i think its enfp i forget
99: Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
extroverrrrtttt
100: What’s your zodiac sign?
taurus
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WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Elaine ******* ********* who tf puts their whole name on the internet??
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Laine, Lainey, Eli
3. BIRTHDAY? Feb 27
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? Um Lady of the rivers/white queen/red queen/white princess by phillipa gregory
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? both absolutely
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? tom robbins and david sedaris and toni morrison. a lot more but those are top three that are drastically different
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? the only one i listen to is a local alt rock, other than that i listen to my own perfectly curated spotify playlists
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? uhhh lavender or salt n vinegar lmao
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? abso fab
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? deadcrush by alt j
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? reveille
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? cornflake girl - florence and the machine cover
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH?
MAD MEN even tho matthew weiner die, schitts creek, the office only bc you wont get any memes if you dont, SHARP OBJECTS SHARP OBJECTS SHARP OBJECTS and also the sinner season 1
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? when harry met sally
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? just the sims and when im with my friends ill play what they play
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? a stranger breaking in to my house or like a ghost idk
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i dont judge anyone bc i just dont care what other people do as long as its not harming others. so ive been told im a good person to confide in
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? for sureeeee my need to be right at all times
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? my cat is the best living creature, but other than him, dogs
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? summer i need to feel the sun radiating my bones to feel alive
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? abso not
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? my childood dog and no bills
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? her name is hailey, my sister and i met her when i was 5 and they were 6 and we’ve been inseparable ever since
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? blue
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? ash blonde
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my sister
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my sister and all of my friends
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? my 12 year old half brother
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? get to go to baltimore this weekend for a museum trip
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? honestly rn sims 4...its like therapy for me lmao. and my cat.
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? i barely watched tv as a child....probs the wild thornberries
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? my other best friends john and tyler. we’ve been friends for 16 years
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? yeah catch me practicing all safeguards
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? misophobia/phonia
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? either idc
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? not really a hobbie but im v passionate about tarot cards. and i do yoga every morning
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? their eyes were watching god
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? when harry met sally
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? used to play piano but i stopped in high school
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? dogs
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? thestateonmtv, theocseason4, thehauntedmansion2003....idk any more i check those 3 a lot bc theyre good comic relief
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? invisibility
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? i loooove my room. also a small abandoned beach called claiborne.
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? anything my idiot cat does, tv shows, when i mreally depressed i listen to my brother my brother and me because its mindless
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? i mean i played volleyball for 3 years BUT i did ballet and modern dance (w some jazz sometimes) for 16 years so that took up almost all of my free time
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? water, green apple kombucha, an oatmilk latte
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? today on a birthday card
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? a little
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? when ppl chew loud it makes me wanna die.
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? omg tons are you for real lmao
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? uhhh a weird mix of no dairy and no meat but i eat seafood? bc im on the east coast in maryland so you basically have to here
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a lot of things
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? shiiiit idk
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? the future
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? yep
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yes but im not great at it despite having like 10 years training lmao
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? in high school i skipped like 50 days a year lmao. in college i was better but def used all of my sick days
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? the beach, or st andrews by the sea in new brunswick
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? summer in st andrews by the sea, somewhere warm and beachy the rest of the time
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? my cat, and at my moms house another cat and a dog, my dad has a dog a horse and a raccoon (?) but i dont go there alot
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? i guess early bird but i love sleep
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunsets
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? yes
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? earbuds
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? for six years i hated my life
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? alternative and classic rock. also i love jazz and blues
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? i dont have one
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? i loved the archie comics as a child...thats why i unabashadly love riverdale
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? close minded people
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? a real book
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? art history in college, english in high school
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? 2 step brothers, 2 ex step brothers (Were still close), a full sister, and a half brother
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? a latte maker and hair dye
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5’ 9″
75. CAN YOU COOK? yes but i hate cleaning pots
76. WHAT ARE THREE FOUR THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? my cat, lattes, music, my bed
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? uhhhh idk
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? almost an even split
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? i dont really label myself but its definitely fluid
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? maryland
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? one of my group chats
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? ugh on monday in therapy
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? i dont really have one
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? almost never
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? uhhh instagram and huji
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? yikes lets not lol
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? mmmm spanish or like...portugese
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? mykonos
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 86
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? no
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? deep ocean bc its like... right there
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? for like 2 years i would accept any dare anyone gave me....until i jumped off a bridge and cracked my ankle. so not anymore haha
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? an ingredient in contacts and pink eye medication
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? no
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? no
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? if im actually wrong i will
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Beach
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? no one is thinking about/judging you as much as you think they are
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? yes but i dont use it often
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? uh idk or care tbh
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? very infrequently
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? god the most introverted
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? i loosely keep a tarot journal
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? depends on the situation but almost always, no
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? return it
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? sure
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? yes
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yeah its so weird to me that some people have been haha
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? SO when i turned 18 i got lik 7 extra piercings on my ears...they all closed up so now i have my OG two
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? anna karenina i think wed be friends
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? no
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? staying home for a year and going to community college when my step dad was dying
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? yes totally
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? glasses
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? yes 3 girls
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my friend kenna
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? why the fuck would i say it here
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? yes bc of anxiety
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? love ‘em
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? yes
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 23
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? “unable to perceive the shape of you, i find you all around me. your presence fills my eyes with your love. it humbles my heart, for you are everywhere” from the shape of water
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savory but i love a good fruit
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