#it looks fine enough ig

[feathery-fall]

I know they don’t canonically know each other but I see RogueFort Cookie and Espresso Cookie as friends??? So it would be amazing if you could do some ‘lee Rogue ‘lee Espresso like if you want to there is no forcing happening asHGGSGG becauSE BEAN THE WAY YOU DRAW ROGUE MAKES ME

OUGH you're literally so sweet, ilysm. also uhhh i think you meant to specify a lee and a ler, but it did not happen that way. solution? both ✨️

#cookie run tickle #lee!roguefort #lee!espresso #the line art looks HORRIBLE but oh well #it looks fine enough ig #you can understand what's happening and that's all you really need so. we posting it >:]

[ninjasmudge]

hour long video about the lore of a game: this video is as complete as it can be without spoilers for people just getting into the franchise-

me, will never play the game, came here specifically for full story + spoilers: :/

#look i appreciate that type of video for some people but iM TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING THAT WILL EXPAIN THE STORY IM NEVER GONNA PLAY THE GAME #ITS FINE EXCEPT I CANT FIND ANOTHER VIDEO THAT /WILL/ EXPLAIN THE WHOLE THING #i could go look it up but im not actually interested enough in the game that ill pay attention if i do so uhm. ig ill never know #ig im gonna go watch that one on halo lore explained while i doodle #shark talks

[frog-girlfriend]

whenever a regular mutual/follower isn’t around i feel like making posts asking where they are and being generally whiney and then i remember we’ve barely (if ever) talked and that’d probably be weird

#i’m like a cat waiting for their owner to acknowledge them #if you don’t do it regularly enough i start howling and complaining #which doesn’t translate well to people who don’t know me bc then it looks like i just want attention which i don’t #…no well i do ig but it’s more like i just miss seeing people pop up y’know #i’m not good at explaining my thoughts ok this post is nothing >:((( #i just get attached and then people get busy and disappear for a bit and i get sad even though they probably dont even consider me anything #which is fine!! obviously #idk this is still nothing i just miss people sometimes

[humanmorph]

ik I said 'they could put me in that thing' about the divine guilt but it'd actually probably work better as something you have to carry around (think the righteousness briefcase). But it's more wieldy and kind of actively hindering

#Of course it wouldn't actually be in there physically but like. In the elects(?ig) brain etc. A type of software that type of divine #Rosa rambles #They could put them in that thing still though like maybe it opens. Maybe it's a case and a shield to hide behind #idk what it does though. #Making up divines(in this case just a design) always makes me wanna skip&hop. #tralala machine gods embodying a concept that have an intimate and often terrible relationship with their pilots #Not always. You know. A loving look....... Anchor......... #But bad consequences are fun to come up with. #I'm never getting weird enough when I do this but it's fine since it's for fun. Still. One day I'll think of a really good 3rd gen divine

[winter-jay-official]

Guys idk how to draw anthro animals

#i have a sketch i think #honestly it was a lot of symmetry work so that was fine ig #i have a base sketch i still have to add details #anyways drawing the scenecore snow leopard bc i am thinking about him #it looks kinda like a tiger tho so i may change smth #ig their shape is similar enough #itll be better with details #nightjay blogging

[salmoncakepls]

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#i keep trying to write something like meaningful and analytical abt the episode but its not the horrors that are getting to me i legit dont #wanna make it personall !! bro but theres so many things that like i saw that was like yeah yeah yeah its really good it hits too closee #i think yeah i agree with everyone on it it wasnt the strongest but i still felt strongly by it like just reflecting on a few things that #happened in it im not sure if i need to distance myself from it or keep looking 😭 #random thoughts #but its also fine that i have conflicting feelings i think thats good i dont need every ep to be perfect i just need it to make sense & #(ig entertain and so on and so forth and whateverr) #i need to watch this with someone irl so bad like #fandom is obv not enough nor online friends i need to yell and then hold hands while we jump off a bridge #normal im being normal #conclusion as i said before claudia so good louis yeah just amazing #highlights ofc

[soldier-poet-king]

I either love or hate lent depending on what my mental health is like each year but this year it's like. Even just the thought of fasting is enough to make me start crying. I've had minor issues with fasting before but straight up this year it's like. Wow if I don't snack and let myself get hungry my already fragile bad horrible mood is going to plummet and I'm going to straight up have a fit at work and start crying and/or screaming

#franposting #uhhh #its not so much #disordered eating cw #as it is that my blood sugar causes major mood seings when im already in An Episode #but it makes me feel guilty! bc some days i barely eat and im fine. i dont even notice #but some days if im not constantly snacking i will have a toddler metldown #i dont control what day is what #i didnt ask for fhis!!! #but its def not making scruples easier #(and my family is already bad fucked up about lent. i choose not to acknowledge their shit) #the amount of fear i have irrationally about this wednesday #i dont have an ED im not allowed to not fast #AND YET #if i dont so my routine at work and have my mid morning yogurt and kater afternoon snack and full lunch #i probably will start crying #bc im so fuckin! pathetic! look at this lil baby whose routine and snacks are enough to cause a meltdown #ig i could fast quote unquote from smthn else #social media on those days or whatever #but the scruplesssss

[toytulini]

i bet i could keep a fern alive if i was just growing it emersed in a tank, but i cant exactly take cuttings of ferns to root in water, and im Extremely Hesitant to try just Washing Off The Roots bc ive yet to get all the dirt off that way and i Really dont want dirt with god only knows what in it in my fish tank

#toy txt post #can i?????????? grow them from seed????????????????????? #if i get seeds from my parlor palm i might try to get them to germinate in paper towels and if i can get them past the cotyledon stage #maybe i can get them growing emersed!!!!!!! and give some away haha thatd be cool #but yea like. idk i know ppl put dirt in tanks sometimes but like idk what the og nursery that grew it put in there and im sure some of #that og dirt is whats held in the deepest clutches of its roots. id probably be fine since i dont really have any invertebrates? #but like i dont want to risk it u know? #but it sucks bc i bet id actually be able to keep a fern alive cos it would solve my problem of not watering it enough and maybe it would #even be enough humidity all by itself!! idk. i just know my crispy wave bird nest fern uh. well. its crispy #its not dead but its slowly dying and this is like. the second or third one of these ive killed? #the daily misting seemed to be helping for awhile but then it just started dying and even the healthy leaves kinda look like shit so. idk. #ig i just Shouldnt Have Ferns for now

[thefabulous-mostgroovy]

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#vent ig #cuz who tf else do i tell this too i just need tk get it out #i wanna move out of my parenrs house so fucking bad its driving me crazy #but i dont have anyone i can move in with #i have one friend who has no plans kf moving out soon which like fine fair enough were both 19 its suoer early to move out nowadays #but i dont think j can stand being around peolle this transphobic anymore #im not even out and they fucking suck #like #i just went through my mums twitter #its all this fucking #terf brainrot bullshit #she follows people with the terf colours in their bio #someone called the What Is A Woman Project or some shit #its all just. transphobia and hatred kf trans women #and im transmasc #but i just know i KNOW that neither of them will accept it #i need out this fucking house but everywhere i look costs half my paycheck and thats just the rent #i domt know what to do #i dont know if i can ever come out to them and kts really fucking scary #anyway rant over #just putting this here cuz ive barely talked to my friends in days and i don't wanna text them just to ask to complain at them #so enjoy ig

[kurapixel]

This is just an ask about the rikajuli ship, you're the only one I've seen posting it and I'm really interested now. Do you have any fic recs? How did you get into the pairing?

fwiw, it's a lot more popular in jp, where its the most popular rk ship! (theres more content on twt where theres a thriving international community, too...) (ive been mtling the jp comics and i have tl'd some kr ones and a mutual of mine has tl'd some cn ones, but its on a private discord server)

there are only 10 fics on ao3 right now and im suffering (most of it is smut, and some are in chinese) haha....... no real fic recs yet unfortunately (the smut is nice, take ur pick based on what tags interest you if you're over 18, etcetc)

ive actually resorted to machine translating some fics on pixiv as well, but its not the same...

but yes. I'm mostly running on the high of rk flirting with the main character HAGDHSGDJSGFJV

(is saying "hey, i know im pretty, but no need to be intimidated" not flirting?) (also it implies the main character WAS intimidated, and rk hit the nail on the head)

she also basically says she'll dote on the main character like shes her babygirl in JP/CN/KR (in at least one of these she specifically uses phrasing thats a euphemism for sex) which was tl'd into en as "go easy on you" 😭

she also smiles at the mc when she approaches her while they're alone together iirc 🥹

im also pretending she towers over the mc. yes i know their height difference is not that big. but to me it is 🫶

(i should be packing for a con rn so i'll leave this at that, i do have more thoughts but ><

#i dont know how i found myself in this hole actually #i considered it for 2 seconds too long? #and it was long enough for my brain to latch onto it ig #it may also be because im a sucker for older masc/younger fem characters and this counts #fwiw i dont strictly call myself a yumeshipper/selfshipper bc i do self insert/project onto both characters in a ship #and ik poke mcs are silent protags but the plot itself + characters reactions to them do imply a lot of their characters so i prefer #that base over an oc or an outright self insert #its fine if u yume when looking at my stuff tho i just want certain people to be mad at me correctly 👍 #rikajuli #the flirting is how i got started but i have trouble with articulating all the stuff running around my head that i started thinking about #after i started shipping it

[kickassfu]

i'm almost done with the midnight club (had to stop in the middle of the last episode cause i was watching with my mom) and obviously i went looking for gifsets because :) thats who i am as a person. WHERE ARE THE NATSUKI GIFSETS??? ABOUT HER EPISODE???? LIKE BITCH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i need it

(am i gonna have to do it myself? ugh)

#the midnight club #also what about amesh? #ig there's still not a lot of stuff here #or maybe i just didnt look hard enough #its fine #im fine lol

[waywardsalt]

Hi! I hope you’re doing good in life! So it’s spooky season so I have an ask related to that. I don’t know if you play horror video games, watch horror movies/shows, or read horror books, but if you do, I have to ask: What is the most disturbing book, or video game or show/movie that you’ve played/watched/read? In my opinion, there is two types of horror: the ones that scare you, and the ones that traumatize you. If you can think of any book, movie, or game that really kind of fucked you up, I’m curious to know if you feel like answering. I hope you have a good day and a good life.

Hey, I’m doing good and I hope you are too!

the answer ended up being really long lol

Woof, this is honestly a pretty hard question, since I can't really name any horror (or otherwise) media that actually left me kind of fucked up for a bit, at least not to the degree where it affected me for a while. I probably haven't been really fucked up by anything since I was a kid, so I'll try and recall what a few things fucked me up back then...

Off the top of my head I know that two different spongebob episodes got me bad, the first being one with that tunnel of love thing (tho tbh i havent seen it in a while so it might still spook me today) and the one where i'm pretty sure for whatever reason squidward gets locked in some small locker and has some kind of fucked up dream, whatever that was. I remember there was an eagle in that one. the eagle terrified me. (i looked them up, and the first episode is titled 'tunnel of glove' and the second is 'squidward in clarinetland'. with how badly that second one got to me, i'm surprised i ended up learning to play the clarinet at all)

other than that, i think the courage the cowardly dog episode 'the house of discontent' got me pretty bad, too, but i think everyone who saw any amount of that series as a kid has at least one episode that got them fucked up.

there's probably a handful of scooby-doo stuff that got to me when i was a kid, but i could not name any specifics (asides from charlie the robot's original episode, christ) because i think i managed to see just about every bit of available scooby media around that time.

nowadays stuff still does kinda fuck me up, but it's usually only for brief bits of time. the most recent example I can think of is cowboy bebop's 20's episode, pierrot le fou, which is honestly some great horror, especially how it uses the show's typical format and flips it on it's head, but i wouldn't necessarily say it got to me because of it being scary, more because of the way the ending disturbed me for a bit. it was the only episode that had me stop afterwards and really look into it for anything other than clarifying a character's gender, lol.

the endings of both neon genesis evangelion and end of evangelion had me shaken, the latter more so than the former, but not really due to horror aspects, though. i did have to take a walk after finishing end of evangelion. i don't really watch horror movies, i just... read the wikipedia plot descriptions of them.

honestly, i think some of the more popular youtube analogue horror series have gotten to me worse (likely due to the fact that they can get a bit more fucked up than, say, a tv show or movie), specifically the walten files (which i did watch) and the mandela catalogue (which i just watched wendigoon's vids on), and those two and mostly because facial distortion is generally just an incredibly effective form of horror imo. a lot of the time (esp with the childhood examples) the way i was 'fucked up' was that id be in be visualizing the stuff that scared me, and both the mandela catalogue and the walten files had me doing that for a bit.

now that i remember it, i was really scared of fnaf when it first came out. i first learned of it second-hand from seeing some other kids looking into it, and the bits and pieces i put together about it really scared me.

honestly, it's usually straight-up disturbing sequences or imagery that gets to me the most, and i know my limits well enough to generally identify and avoid that stuff, which is probably why i don't have too many recent examples. i've got one or two examples of non-horror movies that fucked me up as a kid, but that's mostly because they were wildly inappropriate for someone of my age (at the time) to be witnessing, so that's a different sort of topic.

i mean, i think i generally have a decent tolerance for fucked up stuff in media, anyways, i mean, i enjoy berserk and haven't really been too upset or disturbed by what happens in it (look theres some nasty shit in there im not saying its not that bad) so there's definitionally some kind of line that media needs to cross to really get to me nowadays, or it just needs to be a specific kind of fucked up. books generally don't do that for me so i don't have any book examples. no games, either, though shadow mario and the haunted house segments in super mario 3d world scared me so much that i had to make my mom do the levels for me, and i'm pretty sure scooby doo: first frights scared me a bit when i first played it on ds.

other than that, though, I just think that, in pokemon x, the story that an npc tells you during your first trip to route 14 and then the strange office building encounter with the animation-less hex maniac creeped me out pretty bad.

yeah, it's kind of hard for me to think of anything (recent) that actually really fucked me up or anything. most stuff just scared me, never really fucked me up or figuratively traumatized me in recent years.

#asks #zeldanamikaze #salty talks #i think for media to really fuck me up there has to be some kind of intense emotional aspect to it or have some specific visual stuff #my enjoying of berserk is proof that it takes specific stuff to really get to me. the way i tested if id be fine reading berserk is so #fucked in hindsight. i straight up looked up the two most infamous eclipse chapters online and read them to make sure id be fine #what the fuck. i just dove in head first fucking god #anyways yeah. like berserk is generally fine for me but cowboy bebop episode 20 did have me a lil fucked up. its so good #ive been looking more into horror stuff recently and i have a lot of respect for (well-executed) horror games like damn. i wanna play #silent hill 2 so bad. it's a really interesting genre when pulled off effectively on a level deeper than just 'oh look at this scary thing' #anyways. i recently watched mononoke and its not really horror just kinda unsettling. its so fucking good #tbh tho there are some fanfics ive read that did actually fuck me up (which is why i kinda have an aversion to angst) #but i didnt want to talk abt those bc i dont want to name names or anything. theyre good fics they just affected me pretty negatively #generally its more like. freaky irl things that fuck me up but thats not fun to talk about its just like. depressing #sorry it took so long to reply to this i hadnt really sat down to write it or anything an just. couldnt think of much lol #anyways ig bottom line is that its more likely for non-horror stuff to fuck me up? or its gotta be specific stuff idk #i played a few hours of portal 1 at a friends house years ago and for some reason it creeped me out a whole lot #strangely enough i dont think scooby doo mystery incorporated fucked me up when i first watched it #i think there was like 1 episode that scared me more than the rest but it was never too bad #and that show is regarded as likely the most actually scary scooby thing. its rlly good #im pretty sure scooby doo was my first (or one of my first) special interest #also (similarly) i dont really get nightmares too often my dreams are just kinda really weird most of the time #i did actually have like. a scary dream recently but i dont know if id fully call it a nightmare

[leafatlaw]

okok i thought yall were exaderating about duo names being bad and all that, but i just saw someone suggest 'gay duo' as a duo name for 2 gay cc's

#this is hell im in hell #im sorry being a hater but #really ?? #i found that while looking for the duo name for scott amd pearl and its like #galaxay duo which is #fine ig #its just not like connected enough to their charcters in my opion #sparrow speaks #but aughhh i dont have anything else to use

[maddy-ferguson]

does tagging something that has nothing to do with byler for clout even do anything anymore are there enough people still checking the tag every five minutes for that to do anything for you

#this summer when there was a post every two minutes i got it one slightly off topic post when there's tons of them is fine ig but now... #do people really check it that often is it working does it get you clout #i mean people probably ARE checking the tag often since they check it often enough to complain about it being dead #i just checked the tag and why did someone post a baby picture of a singer who was featured in s4 and say 'he's bi. he kind of looks like #mike (DOES HE?). coincidence?' see this is why people say bylers are crazy #and like i say: brf slt

[spicyicymeloncat]

Forgive me but *villain arc*

#my tumblr villain arc is engaging in pointless fandom discourse that doesn’t amount to anything bc no one actually cares #but it’s better than arson #for legal reasons that is a joke #but this is a heads up since I feel like I’ve been a bit too hostile lately and if you need to unfollow then it’s fine #I’m procrastinating a 500 follower dtiys anyways #get my follower count down yeAH!! #I’m going through something idk #i need to touch grass but real life is hard so like I’m not lol #when will dragons rising so I can clear my crops and water my pores #ahskskskslls #yeah yknow what I think. my problem is that I’m on this site way too much bc I don’t have enough serotonin in my brain to enjoy #the good stuff but I also need an easy distraction from being anxious and sad all the time so I just end up in a cycle of #being upset and only looking at tumblr #and having so little patience and tolerance for anything i marginally disagree with #sorry for projecting guys :( #personal ig?? #hmm I’m gonna bite something #and if it’s my tongue when I eat dinner tonight I will blow up the world

[chiisana-lion]

feels kinda strange seeing old middle school classmates nowadays on like. insta or whatever theyre all mostly hot and having fun and going out w friends and stuff and here i am bundled up in the same blanket i’ve had since i was 10 shut in my room most of the time and definitely looking worse for wear than the last time they probably got to see me

#i dont rly use ig other than posting random photos i take cause i still kinda like photography as a hobby #photos of me myself are an absolute no so if i get tagged or smth i just scribble out my face #good to see theyre doing well!!!! and here i am living a life easily equated to that of a worm #i think its kind of funny i wonder what kind of image they have of me now #other than the kid who ran around with a street cone hitting people that pissed them off #and here i am. art school student and overly active tumblr and discord user </3 #maybe when i get confident enough in myself and not hate the way i look anymore i can at least let them know im doing fine somewhat #duck rants about something