#its my drawig hand

[ryssbelle]

They're so silly and I love them

#my art #trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls 3 #broppy #trolls branch #trolls poppy #i love these guys so much #technically #i shouldnt have drawn them #but i took a break from tumblr for a bit #and i wanted to gets something out now that im back BUT #i hurt my hand at work #cuz im a lil bit stupid #its my drawig hand #i think i hit a nerve and i know i cut my hand open #so my fingers and wrist are sore #and the cut on my hand burns with the force of a thousand suns when i do anything #dw ill still share art #cuz ive got a thousand stuff waiting to be posted still #BUT #cant make anything new #or like work on big stuff #i have an ask ive been meaning to answer with a drawing #i need to rescript it #the response i mean #i want it to be a drawing #so ye #but enjoy the broppy #i love them

[jotozir]

I couldnt stop thinking about drawig tjem again after going through my art folder SO i sat and did this with pen

Also its a cigarette in shizu hand but it looka like he flipping off which works too

#izaya orihara #durarara #shizuo heiwajima #my art #durarara fanart #shizaya #also forcefully putting on the rings izaya was BORN WITH hello dont remove his badass style

[ask-fairytail-bts]

Oh I thought u're talking about yr blog. But if u're talking about yr life than I can totally relate. I've come to the point were I don't see why I shouldn't just end my life I'm such a useless and a worthless person. I'm a failure. And people around me expect so much from me that it's worsening my anxiety. I'll never be good enough. I'm mentally tired to live. I'm honestly still alive because I'm I want to stay positive no matter what and have hope that maybe one day things will be better. -

It probably sounds really contradicting especially since i was feelin like shit like a few minutes ago. Listen, I know that feeling all too well i’ve been blamed for everything that happens in my life. I have depression i was diagnosed with it and i honestly haven’t been able to get help with it. Having these thoughts is a usual occurrence and things will get better…it really might not seem that way but there’s always something good that comes to reward you for being strong and for keeping yourself alive. I’ve lost count of how many time ive tried to take my life and sometimes i always think it would be better to end it. But i always think of the people who i love. think about how much it would hurt to leave them behind. and you might not think anyone cares but theres always someone who does. You have to give yourself a reason to live give yourself a reason to keep going. Do something you love to keep yourself grounded. I took up singing drawig and writing because i wanted to use them to make me less miserable and it help its all about finding your own haven in a world that seems cruel and uncaring. There are people like you and me who struggle everyday. We are strong enough to keep going. Our struggles only makes us kinder and stronger and people who might not be as strong appreciate us because we can give them strength as well as relate to them. i contradicted myself by saying this but I usualy keep myself as positive as possible when my mental problems aren’t in the way. Every person has their own worth and maybe it just takes patience and dedication to truly realize you’ve had your worth all along and you havent been able to see it. Like JIN said in AWAKE- “i may be covered with wounds al over…Still i want to struggle and fight…maybe i can never fly…like the flower oetals or as though i have wings. Maybe i cant touch the sky. Still i want to stretch my hand. i want to run, just a bit more”. Truly there is struggle and wounds that will never leave but I still want to struggle despite everything i still want to move on because even with all the suffering i still have hope that a better tomorrow will come even if it takes me years to reach it. Never lose hope anon: Never.

#i may not be very convincing #but still #this is important #i will love you anon #i will cherish you #awake #jin #this is why jin is my bias #anon #bts #anonymous

[latefrequencies]

Also speaking of fashion design, this one gal who’s in both my classes and sits with the Cool Linguists Club (my unofficial name for me and the other three people I sit with in my first class of the day, we’re all linguistics majors and not everyone in the class is) anyway when she saw me drawing, she was like “I draw too!” and told me she draws fashion and stuff and she’s going to bring her notebook next time and I’ll bring mine

#this has been a self related post #school / #i was also drawing in my second class and when she saw that she said it was amazing how i could #'make characters be consistent' or smth #that's apparently hard and tbh I get it #but anyway point is she said smth about 'you do lines better than most people' and i was like #'thank you its funny cause i have two styles of lineart both of which are informed by the fact that my hand is never steady' #(oh we were talking abt lineart she asked me if i was good at that that's how that came up) #and anyway i was like 'do you want to see my drawigs on my phone to - no wait I'll give you my tumbr' #'and its art tag' #so there's the v real chance she's looked at my tumblr??? #if so: hi Alyssa!!! I hope I spelt your name correctly!!