#ive seen ppl use that before

[stayatsam]

He's got eyes just like mine

12/23/22

#art #oc #isaac #once again not knowing how to tag my art so i just throw it out there and hope people reblog it #dark art #ive seen ppl use that before #anyway this was a blast to work on

[999999999inadream]

toby fox needs to add like a bit of narration in deltarune abt kris like "they themmed they/themily down the stheirs" cus i cant go on seeing them constantly get he/himmed in yt comment sections

#this is my punishment for actually looking at yt comments isnt it #deltarune #kris dreemurr #maybe im looking too much into things but... #it also feels sorta. misogynistic when ppl default to he/him for androgynous/non binary characters #like ive seen multiple ppl use “well its understandable that ppl assume kris is a he when they have such masculine behaviours/hobbies” #the masculine behaviours and hobbies in question are being a prankster #i shit you not #like they called pranking... masc?? huh #can girls and others not get their silly on anymore?? #also like i said before with the exception of like frisk and chara like almost every nb character is masculinised #like napstablook monster kid #god there has to be more but my memory is shit atm and i also have to go eat dinner #but i wanna talk more abt like why it feels so misogynistic to me #i thinnk it has to do with the fact that defaulting to he/him just makes women feel like an afterthought. ig like unless its confirmed then #they must be a guy to be relevant or smth #and also like how much they gender entirely non gender specific things (see: pranking) #ofc it wouldnt be BETTER per se if they imagined these characters as girls but its smth ive noticed and i just get frustrated cus #it feels sexist but i cant FULLY articulate why #i feel like i had the answer a lil while ago but i forgot #i might come back to this who knows #wow ok rant over #for now

[ace-with--a-mace]

they banned ap psych in florida cuz the class ap discusses sexuailty and gender which violates ron desantis' piece of shit dont say gay law so fuck you ron for that

in the college board statement they say it was banned because "teaching foundational content on sexual orientation and gender identity is illegal under state law" which is bullshit because these gov leaders believe anything lgbtq is a brain disease so you'd think theyd keep the brain learning class

they banned ap african american studies because "it lacks educational value and historical accuracy" which is making it easier for them to erase black history that is so intertwined with the history of this country that most everything here is so deeply antiblack

this mf has his head so far up his ass that hes ruining our education system even more than it already was

#fuck you ron desantis i hate you so much I hate you i hate you i hate yoy #and cuz me nd my friends are tryna reach our counselors to see whats up or if theyre rearranging schedules and keep mentioning him #i keep getting ron desantis ads ab if i want to elect him president of the united fucking states of America #and then it was an ap class i was interested in taking cuz i thought itd be cool to learn about so fuck you ron for that too #and THEN it was the only class i knew ppl in. ljke half the class was ppl ive seen before or talked too #im ranting ab missing out on the class nd not seeing my friends but its really a bigger issue than that #like its scary hes using his power to attack lgbtq communities and kids and then he has enough support that hes rallying for head seat #its not safe here at all i cannot fucking wait to leave #ron desantis #us politics #ap psychology #college board #lgbtq #so mad im shaking im so sorry if this doesnt make any sense but school starts in a week exactly nd im tryna figure out the little issue #l speaks #keep talking l #ranting in the tags because i can #black history #racism

[britneyshakespeare]

wait james somerton sounds a lot like some people on tumblr when they start spouting off about queer history or supposed controversies within it. is that where you guys are getting your stuff? is it james somerton brain poisoning?

#i had never watched or heard of his channel before hbomb and todd's videos #im still watching todds video i just got past that stupid nambla part #tales from diana #i suppose there's a lot to say about people making as nick called 'observational' statements but what todd more aptly calls #pulling shit out of one's ass. #it's the same thing as somerton talking about straight women or white women or straight white women being offended at gay sex scenes #yet supposedly seeking out queer media that would have gay sex scenes? #or slighting more chaste/fluffy queer media ie heartstopper? #ppl who have these sorts of biases against certain types of gay people or their media if it's not what they see as #the most radical progressive form of queer visibility and acceptance. #creating strawmen enemies that they stand in defiance of #yeah this stuff is really getting my mind rolling #i swear ive seen a lot of these points james somerton has made being later used elsewhere on social media #was it ppl watching him who were inspired to go on these rants? #bc ive always seen these sorts of citationless rants and ravings in queer-friendly spaces and been like 'what are you talking about' #maybe someone with a scarf and a video essay voice told them smugly that these things were true #crazy. crazy #but also then again how much of this baseless speculation on social media just fueled/inspired the writing of these video essays... #idk. misinformation is a self-perpetuating cycle.

[d1gnan]

#fight club got me thinking about how when i was younger me and my friends would play this stupid game #where u get like 8 or so people in a big circle and put your hands in the middle one on top of the other and whoever is on the bottom of th #stack winds up and smacks the top of the stack as hard as they can #if u remove your hand from the stack youre out #and the game goes until two people are duelling each other which usually ends out of like boredom cuz the games would go rlly long since #nobody wanted to chicken out #but wed do it for so long my hands would be like bloated and purple cuz ppl actually used like full strength to hit the stack #there was this really buff kid who would wind up and ppl would drop out from fear of his move alone and after he hit the stack #the whole circle would like tremble #ive seen ppl talk about playing bloody knuckles but ive never actually witnessed a game of that #idk im curious what kind of stupid shit like that yall did #cuz that was like a core memory for me #tumblr polls #my polls #fandom polls #polls #poll time #in the polaroids i just posted too theres a before pic of our hands but someone else has the after one

[transmaverique]

i wanna preface this by saying i dont really care if you use tme/tma. i think arguing abt the language and terminology we use is very dumb. i think the same abt transandrophobia discourse and i dont see why its not also true of tme/tma

the problem i have with them as terms within a trans/feminist framework is largely HOW people use them and not with the terms themselves. in a social sphere where 'privilege' is treated as a personal identifier, it makes total sense that some people would correlate Being a thing with being treated Like that thing. if you identify as a man, this means you are treated as a man, and thus have access to male privilege. myself, personally, i dont mind calling myself tme in specific discussions, bc i find that it's true that transmisogyny does not generally apply to me.

but the trans man who was mistaken for a trans woman and assaulted? the cis 24/7 drag queen whose existence became illegal in her state?

they are 'tme' and yet their lives remain touched and dictated by transmisogyny, both interpersonal and systemic. privilege is not something that is an aspect of how you IDENTIFY, it is how you are treated by the world at large based on others' perception of you. using tme/tma like they are interchangeable with non-transfem/transfem is a mistake and they more often hinder discussion on transphobia in my experience, where people who arent "affected" are told they are derailing when they add to the conversation

#ive seen ppl say that #like saying transmisogyny does not exclusively effect transfems is equal to saying 'it doesnt exist' #which is wild to me bc systemic oppression doesnt ask u what u id as before ruining ur life lmfai #all u have to do is Look At Real Life #the mental gymnastics some people do to make transandrophobia theorists out to be Problematique is so.. so annoying #if we Have to use the word transmisogyny to exclusively meam 'oppression of transfems' then we need words to mean 'oppression of transmascs #and so on and so forth. but these same ppl dont like that either lol #annoying.... #like i think its a good thing to have a word mean 'the oppression of transfems' like ............... just dont have double standards abt it #chattering

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer? #i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

[toastsnaffler]

in a hilarious turn of events my flatmate didn't even know I use any pronouns....

#i thought when she was talking abt how her parents thought i was gonna come out as trans and kept checking my name/pronouns- #that the joke was that im ALREADY trans but in ways they dont know abt.... but nope she genuinely didnt know 🤭 #to be fair. i dont rly let anyone in on my gender business unless we're close enough to be dating or its an anonymous online space #like im legally cis and thats fine. idc abt ppl using my name + she/her bc thats not my gender identity its just AN identity that i use- #to navigate the world without ppl being fucking nosy bc i pass as + am sociopolitically treated as a woman (if butch lol) #to ppl who are friends ill joke that my gender is dyke (true) and to friends whose gender falls on a similar spectrum- #or who are transmasc ill talk a little more honestly abt it bc theyre usually able to understand better than anyone else #other butch dykes w a weird gender going on are the only motherfuckers who actually Get It but theyre hard to come by tbh #to be frank i dont fucking know whats going on w my gender. and i dont rly care enough to do the introspection to figure it out rn #i have so many other problems in my life and im lucky that most of my beef w gender can be solved by presenting butch + binding #and using any pronouns around other queer ppl. its actually incredibly funny to me when ppl she/her me bc its like tch. this chump hasnt #unlocked my level of gender yet. pronouns and names in general are so far disconnected from the way i exist in the world... #its just smth thats fun for me to play around with + makes me feel weird sometimes but in ways i havent distilled yet yknow #and this has been my approach to gender for like?? 4-5 years now??? and likely will continue to be for a long while.. #anyway. its not actually that surprising my flatmate doesnt know bc shes cis so ive never felt compelled to have a deeper conversation #abt gender with her. but also i could sweeaaar its been mentioned bc almost all our other friends are trans lol #and also ive been introducing myself at queer sports socials w any pronouns and i swear i talked abt that w her..... whatever #and my pronouns are on discord and shes def seen my tumblr before but maybe i didnt have them in my bio at the time... i digress #i kind of prefer cis ppl she/hering me tbh. theyre not able to they them or he him or whatever else me in a way that matters..... #altho i do find it fascinating when she or other ppl elect to use neutral or masculine terms for me. raising an eyebrow and taking notes #like when she got a job and joked abt me being her househusband.. pulling up the fem/masc tally chart and chalking a line up #a la nona the ninth.... ive been trying to figure out whos inhabiting this body my entire fucking life with no luck girl #ANYWAY just smth to think abt. im so tired i think my brain is gonna start seeping out my eyeballs #im gonna watch some more pluto and read and then -> 🛌 #another 6:30 start tomorrow woohoo #.diaries #zzzzz

[clippy]

.......is anyone else noticing a huge uptick in anti-transmasc bigotry lately or is it just me 🧍

#i think republicans learned that trans men exist like two days ago and that's what causing it #because holy moly. the fearmongering about T is rampant rn #and it's coming from cis men!!!!! #ppl are sharing photos of pregnant transmasc ppl and misgendering them and saying their babies will be 'fucked up' #there's more and more focus on our uteruses than ever before #im seeing ppl say 'trans men need to weaponize their masculinity more for the betterment of the lgbt community 🙄' #and normally yeah sure. people listen to men more but now is not the time to like. push for us to do that #LAPD recently beat a trans man and threw him into a womens jail #ive seen more and more stories of transmasc ppl getting beat and assualted and killed lately #like... i dont want to get into trans in-fighting over stuff so this isnt rebloggable #but like. it's not just me right? like there is. Genuinely. more of this lately right?

[duodusk]

rhrhfhdjfj i need to pass tf out im so exhausted but im TOO EXCITED

#txt #tbd #AHHHH QHHHHHHHH QHH #I WAS THEREEE I SAW THE THINGS PPL ARE UPDATE POSTING ABOUT AHHH #i keep rewatching my friends recordings of the songs HAHA #we were pretty far away but now im seeing ppls closer recordings .. auhh #he was so. he moves so much . weird shapes he gets himself into HEHE #he was so c*te this show . a lot of c*te little things he said to us. WHATEVE.R #😭 he was like 'you guys sing the instrument parts too???? we dont even need to play youll do it all yourself' #he was like 'you guys will wanna dance to this one' n then was like 'oh my god youre all already dancing ive never seen that before' HHFHJK #what do i even do now #when he got out on stage hewas like you guys are so excited already !! he was like youre one of our best crowds !!!!

[tinylittlebab]

ill be skinny. it will happen. ive been trying for so long now. once it was just trying to eat less and be smaller but not much real focus on my physical appearance. now its all about that. 11 years of my ed and 7 years of wanting what i want now. i dont live with my parents anymore. i have more control. i will achieve it.

there was a time where id eat 300-700 consistently. ill get that back. i will.

#most of the years ive had an ed i had no access to a scale so it was very jard to track progress #maybe i did lie my ass off and fool ppl around me into thinking its actually healthier for me to have a scale bc ill restrict worse without #one which is half true. not that kts anyones right to make that choice at this point. at least not in 2 months when im 18 its not #part of the problem im having is i wanna be small but i have so little muscle that ill have to be very dangerously underweight to look even #close to how i want. many peoples ugws are under that line. mine was once. before i learned that its genuinely very very dangerous #and a lot of the people who look the way i wanna look are only just below that line which is where id like to be #they look that way bc they have more muscle. most ppl cant maintain a bmi of 14 or less for that long. eventually your body freaks out #ppl use instances like eugenia coonie as proof that you can actually do it but like. most peoples bodies wont hold out that long #and many of the ppl in thinspo pics eother only maintained it for a short bit before gaining or getting really sick or they weighed more #and had more muscle. and like. my goal isnt to be all bone. i dont wanna push it that far. bony people arent physically nice to hold anyway #i just wanna be light enough that somwone cpuld carry me and people might view me in a certain way #i wanna be seen as cute and fragile and shy and like. young and sweet. ots hard to explain exactly what i want peopel see see me like but i #want when people look at pictures or videos of me for them to think i look sweet and wanna be gantle and nice to me #and when i walk around places instead of seeing an awkward weirdo they see a timid cute girl whos really tiny and pretty #i know ill never be that but. maybe if i lose enough weight and dont have much acne and leave my hair down then maybe i can come close

[viciousewe]

I was distraught thinking about all the aran weight projects i suddenly wanted to knit but i dont usually keep aran yarn and I'm BANNED from buying more yarn and also I am bad at spinning anything above sport weight and it would take a while any ways……

except....

Except.....

I do have aran yarn.....aran rug yarn that is....

#the projects I wanna do are all vests.....so the scratchyness is a non issue..... #i have 2 giant cones the only problem is i got them many years ago from a shop that doesnt sell it anymore #and ive used it to make rugs obviously #but like. tiny rugs i use as coasters #so i have emailed the ppl who sell it hopefully they saved the info #ive sincw started spinning for rug yarn and i love it #but again its sport weight (and i double it) so it doesnt really work well with the commercial stuff #the cones are just taking a frankly massive amount of shelf space now #never seen a 2kg cone of yarn before or since lol #i hope they respond #since the yarns were gotten to be woven together they would also make an amazing jacket and vest set #if i have enough #knitting #yarn

[shadowsreblogs]

#my art #shadow kirby #im using the pic as a cw instead of a tag because i dont want the ppl glorifying sh to see this #ive seen them in my notes for posts witg the cw tag before and its like!!!! fuck off bro!!!!!!!

[guideaus]

i found out that tencent's been releasing all saint street episodes daily for VIP members as opposed to weekly for free users and almost all the episodes have been leaked (i think that counts?) on youtube, and i think thats a little annoying

#personal #im not opposed to leaks per se but i personally hate the release of something all at once #like its netflix or something. #i also wanted to gif wsj so it feels more stressful? gifmakers have a dumb 'gif it asap before everyone else' response #and there isnt exactly competition in the tag (and u shouldnt care abt it anyways) but i giffed last season weekly and that felt better lol #i just got ps back too so im like hm. season's almost done... #also the fact ppl not from china probably dont know abt its release and just get it off yt #idk if it just wasnt leaked last year or they didnt do an exclusive version but :/ #it used to be a weekly release..!!!! #ive only seen the first 2 eps so far and ig i'll catch up on all the rest now 🙄

[chisatowo]

Y'know not to be a party pooper but I think ppl should start thinking abt their queer hcs for more than five seconds when making hcs for characters. Like I think ppl get too comfy in the "fuck you, they're all gay/trans/whatever!" mindset sometimes and that sort of spiteful gut instinct way of going abt it can lead to some. Honestly rly gross hcs. Like I mainly just think ppl should examine their gut instincts before just stamping it on, because sometimes gut instincts are unconscious bias, and like it's not inherently evil to have a queer character that somewhat lines up with a stereotype sometimes, real people can as well, but like you've gotta handle that shit with care and caution man, looking at you non lesbians having mean lesbian hcs

#rat rambles #rat rants #Im so so tired sorry if this is nobsense gndjdndh #but yeah this applies to literally every queer identity man pls just be normal guys #I rly dont want to assume the worst in ppl when they have shitty looking queer hcs if I dont know all the context but like god damn #like I said I rly do think its possible to write characters that overlap with some stereotypes without making them a stereotype #like obviously it depends on the stereotype and who the person writing the character is but still #Id also argue that in many cases showcasing these sort of ppl in a nuanced and in depth light is incredibly important #like for example Id fucking kill for neurodivergent aspec rep that didnt treat us as babies or aliens #I dont want both groups to be lumped together so offensively all the time as is common now but like. neurodivergent aspecs do exist #and we deserve good representation too yknow? #I feel similar abt a lot of aspects of my identity. which is why it makes me sad how lacking in critical thinking skills ppl are sometimes #like ppl on here will rly just list the most offensively sterotypical queer hcs Ive seen in my life and get pissy when ppl point it out #and Ive ranted abt this before but theres also a lot of ppl that I dont think actually like. get most of these negative sterotypes. #like vaguely understanding theyre bad but not understanding why theyre bad #so in an attempt of writing a nuanced versions of stereotypes they just. portray stereotypes. #I think another thing thatd help here is if it was a more commonly accepted mindset that you can accidentally write shitty rep #like characters can 100% fall into a shitty stereotype and it be an 100% incredibly bad thing regardless of the writers intentions #and more likely than not youre going to fall into this when trying to add more representation to your story. social bias runs strong man #and like its obviously a case to case basis but like usually if you find out that your doing smth unintentionally shitty just change it bro #like idc how much of your hcs or whatever is built off of it if you find out youre being shitty with a certain identity fucking change shit #this applies to much more than just queer identities ofc like seriously pls listen to ppl when they criticise you #also let yourself criticise yourself! like obviously you can never perfectly capture smth you havent experienced but if you suspect that #an aspec of a hc or oc might be problematic then like look into it yourself you dont need to wait to be called out on it #alright yeah my brain is melting so bad rn I should shut up before I just mindkessly ramble all night long dndndjdh

[saetoru]

" 😒gojo" to " 🥺 gojo"

its a very real pipeline !! hes my beloved even tho he drives me up a wall !! but ykw our banter is very good

LMAO BUT sometimes i will get the occasional anon that will be very aggressive like "rmr when u hated gojo ?? u need to back off bc u didn't even like him from the start" and i have to laugh bc i never hated him 💀 like my gojo "slander" was literally just me saying "i dont think gojo is as hot as everyone acts like he is. also he talks a lot"

WHICH I STILL STAND BY bc back then i'd only watched the anime and hadn't touched the manga yet and yall have to be real. like be so real rn. anime gojo is not nearly as hot as manga gojo ok ?? i was unimpressed im ngl

#its pretty obvious that #what u see of gojo in season 1 of the anime is very clearly not going to give ppl an understanding of his character or his complexities #so its kind of to be expected that anime only's wil get his character very wrong #or just not like him the way most of us do after reading the manga #well #i dropped the manga bc #i was gonna get to the part were nanami died and i didn't want to #so i did myself a favor and just didn't read any further #LJAKSHGD #and im still not prepared to read it so i just never catch up #well i rly do wanna catch up but there's something about nanamis death that im just not #likw #to terms w yet #idk i have never had such a dread for a fictional death before and ive seen a lot of fictional deaths obviously #but something about nanamis is just too hard to stomach for me so i am stalling it for as long as i can #SOBS #NANAMIIIII