#just all around damn fine person

[illogicalghost]

anyone else learn about the nuclear arms race and mutually assured destruction at an impressionable young age, had an existential crisis about how we almost ended all life on the planet in thermonuclear hellfire and made it uninhabitable for thousands of years multiple times because of political differences, and we still have enough warheads on earth to destroy it a hundred times over sitting in the hands of insane megalomaniac politicians who could just end it all with a press of a button and never fully recovered since?

#hahhahaahhahahaa #im fine :-) #in high school i had a bad case of 'no hope for this world' disease which was real hard to parse out from the major depressive disorder #it got real bleak! not gonna lie! #its hard to care about your math homework when youre convinced the world is going to fucking end bc we live under the rule of insane people #looking back now its easy to think i overreacted a bit. but holy shit being a teenager fucking sucks #you cant do anything about how bad the world sucks. all u can do is sit there and look at the news and get fucking depressed #cant vote. cant protest. cant articulate how i feel bc my brain is still growing and i have a math test tmrw. #its like. i just wanted a fucking break. #i didn't want to kill myself. i didnt necessarily want to die. i just wanted a break. bc everything fucking SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!! #god im so glad im not a fucking teenager anymore. wow this derailed a bit. hi. im okay now pls dont worry about me #personal #but yeah i still have nightmares now and then about nuclear war. shits scary as hell #and then u look at all the fucked up shit happening around the world and its hard not to lose hope for humanity :| #i want to like humans but unfortunately a lot of us seem to fucking suck. hopefully its not the majority #im doing waayyyyy better as an adult but damn its hard sometimes :/

[hecksupremechips]

Teehee I got hugged today 🥰

#the klock keeps ticking #it was literally like 2 seconds but idk im like WOOOOO #like it wasnt long enough for me to be all satisfied touch wise nah im so starved itd take all night and day man #and also this particular person is uh. very special ahem. and it was like #i wrapped my arms around them best I could and i could just feel their hips and like their body squish under my hands #cuz theyre so squishy and sturdy at the same time it felt safe and its like. thats really scary actually #ive never ever felt safe hugging anyone this kinda thing is brand new to me #touch in general is new to me. at least consensual touch that i wanted and initiated #and i just felt really nervous cuz like i really love this person but sometimes its hard cuz like ‘guys’ dont hug each other often #or at least not in a case like this where we’re friends but theres this sorta avoidance around anything romantic #cuz we’re both very awkward and also uh. trying not to cross certain boundaries just yet we need time #but unfortunately im so aaaaa rn and touch starved and i was like im just gonna bite the bullet and ask if we can hug LIKE A DAMN GAY ASS #its like fuck i may as well propose marriage and get on all fours while im at it aaghhhhh why am i like this #but it was fine they werent weirded out or anything. not visibly anyway. and they hugged me!!! #me! of all people! im like so happy we got to hug but im also really pissed cuz it was really brief and i didnt get to memorize how they #felt and now im just like grrrrr. fucking tease why must i be so tortured i get the smallest taste and then poof its gone #i just wanna cuddle and hug them for hours and pull their hair and feel their body all over and uhhhhhhhhh #ahem. i may be getting too gay here huh. damn itttt. fuck me. how do you ask your mate if you can explore bodies #in a way that definitely isnt platonic without making things weird

[running-in-the-dark]

I'm watching the new Sad Boyz episode and Jarvis has been talking about Fall Out Boy for thirty minutes and I'm juuust. not enjoying it

#I hate FOB #I'm so sorry I wish I didn't and I feel bad for it #but oh my god I hate them so much #the second concert I went to was a FOB concert. I was like 13 or 14 I guess? #anyway I was an emo kid so I did kinda like them #but they were my best friend's favourite band so I wasn't allowed to REALLY like them #but she wanted to go to the concert so I had to too. #it was a horrible experience and I had a huge panic attack because we got pushed close to the mosh pit and I couldn't move #because I was a TINY teenage girl #and I genuinely thought I was gonna die. #idk what little I saw of the show was good I think. but the fans really fucking sucked. like damn you have to be an asshole if you see #basically A KID full on sobbing and still not help them get out or anything or stop pushing and all that. #soo yeah idk it was all around just a horrible day and I haven't listened to their music since and I get really anxious when I think about #them. #funny thing is the next concert I went to after that was with my little brother and that same friend. it was a shitty german rapper #that I can't stand. BUT the fans there were so damn lovely to us. they looked out for us the whole time and everything. maybe because they #were mostly older idk #man I really hate concerts now though. #BUT I love Jarvis and I will keep watching the episode and it's fine and hopefully they'll move on soon.... #personal

[cainite-bite]

Ya know I think we're at a point where we really do just allow dogs into way too many places (barring actual real service ones ofc)

like when i go to the grocery store i do not want to see your dog. i do not want to see your dog in a restaurant. i do not want to see your dog in a theater. i do not want to deal with your dog at the clinic. Or most places for that matter

I really just do not want to deal with all these loud, barking, untrained dogs that are going to be getting into everything, barking at everything, jumping at everyone cause its too excited (im real tired of being damn near knocked over and i've dealt with concussions a little too many times from this shit), or the risk of being bitten or growled at because your dog is too anxious/scared to be in the place you are subjecting it to

fucking take it to a dog park or some shit idk but quit subjecting everyone to your unwanted dog and quit subjecting it to weird fucking situations

#again im fine with service dogs #they have their jobs and the real ones are wonderfully trained #but everyone else's dogs for the most part are not #and i dont think its a great idea to just have an out of control dog- even a friendly one- put in all these places #i dont blame dogs when they are scared and anxious i pity them because you're a bad and irresponsible owner #i aint even mad at untrained dogs in themselves just you for being a bad and irresponsible owner #i think throwing a very understimulated high energy husky thats used to being confined to a 1 room place #into the middle of a busy store with a lot of movement and noise is a fucking bad idea #and its real damn irresponsible and makes you a bad owner #letting your dog sit or lick restaurant tables is nasty #letting them grab random food items from shelves or waft their fur from a wagging tail onto produce is fucking nasty #and it makes you a bad owner #taking your dog into these places when you know it scares them and they keep baring their teeth makes you a bad owner #other people have allergies and did not ask for or consent to dealing with your dogs fur and dandruff #making them deal with the reactions from is makes you a irresponsible person #like i dont care if i sound like a boomer but im gonna say if you get bad you're probably the person im talking about #and i hope you stay mad until you reflect on how you treat your dog #and the lack of consideration you have for it and the people around you

[worm-wood-words]

Too tired to write but also can't stop The Scenes™ from playing out in my mind.

#bits about Arvel's healing magic and also the man in the bar healing Kahn's broken bones #i mean it's not perfect and it's painful for both the man and Kahn for different reasons but it does work in the end #also just sort of trying to flesh out the healing magic in my head. for most people who have it (mostly loethan) it's close #range or on touch. depending on the person it might hurt or drain the caster too and they might have to be able to see #the specific injury or at least where it is (such as when the man in the bar has to cut into Kahn's leg and arm to see his bones) #it almost never works on nerve damage. never on organs except maybe internal bleeding or injuries so severe the organs are #exposed. (basically just trying to say it won't heal organ failure). so it's pretty much best for broken bones and cuts. works better the #more recent the injury was. technically has the ability to regrow limbs but that's most likely never shown. (torn between whether #or not veren gets his arm regrown or a prosthetic. probably prosthetic since he lost it years ago) #doesn't work on illnesses or poisoning or stuff like that. that's still the domain of alchemists. also since on the areas it shuts #does. I'm not retyping that. on the areas it does heal its just rapid cell regrowth which most of the time is fine. but then there's #Arvel. who can do it both on touch and at range and uses the whole rapid cell growth thing as a method of torture. add the whole #light minions thing and the fact that his abilities include a rapid healing factor on himself (and that unlike a lot of people #his abilities work rapidly on others and he can easily get over any drain it has on him) #and yeah it's understandable why Len loses the first fight and why a lot of people don't stand up to him much. even his wife who doesn't #have powers at all ends up progressively more afraid of him. like the only way to possibly wound him in a meaningful way is to get the #drop on him and find some way to inflict severe damage on a vital spot and keep whatever you used to do that inside of him long enough #for him to eventually not be able to heal around it anymore. i don't know just thinking about how he's such a twisting of typically 'good #guy' powers. like his main things are light and healing he should be the hero or like high up supporting cast but nope he's just #trying to subjugate everyone and rule the whole damn continent because of a might makes right ethos and the fact that he does #certainly have might on his side #maggot original

[milo-is-rambling]

I am so high I love you dabs I love you big bong rips I love you huge heavy bong I love you only having 20 dollars to my name and no plans but getting high and ignoring it I love you oh no I’m thinking about it

#I want to take an ice cold shower and scream and smoke a whole pack of cigarettes and lock myself in a closet for 72 hours in the dark with #no distractions to figure out what I actually want to do with the rest of my life and to face every bad thought I have and struggle to #ignore even years later like ugh I just need to be at the bottom of the ocean floating sinking alive dead in between for like a month and #then pull me back up and either I’ll be normal or I’ll be so fucked up they just put me back in there #like either way I am vibing at the bottom of the ocean (I have been desperately imaging a sensory deprivation tank all day) #(put me in a fucking sensory deprivation tank until something in my fucking brain rewires and I get worse or better than I am now this #inbetween stage is fucking killing me like what do you mean I’m not a horrible person but also what do you mean I struggle every day but I’m #normal but I have things about me other people don’t and alienate me to the point of near total isolation but also this is just how humans #are and I need to take meds and actively struggle to fit into a perfect little box of what a person should be like god damn I am so tired of #getting better and worse and better and worse and better and worse and better and worse and I’m miserable and I’m happy and I’m sobbing and #I know a month from now I’ll be depressed again or I’ll be the best I’ve ever been and it’s so fucking horrible to be in the middle stage #where I actually have to step up and admit shit is wrong and face it like why can’t I just lay in bed forever until I become the bed and not #like get a job and have a future. ugh. depression is so fucked esp bc most things in my life are normal I guess or like easier than my #friends like we all have seperate challenges but I’m the only one still living off their parents (ha. parent. forgot for a second.) and the #only thing wrong with my life is the mental health issues but I won’t step up and deal with it bc I feel like I’ve been depressed for so #long I like fucked up the foundational shit and like I know it’s fine but also I feel so behind and I feel like I’ll be behind and unhappy #forever even when im happy I know the next depressive episode is right around the corner and I give up again. ugh. I hate knowing that’s #what’s wrong with me but still not having the energy to step up and fix it. im so pathetic I want to cry. my brain is me but my brain is #destroying my life. anyways. im high and now im sad and have dry mouth. I think im gonna drink ice water and change into shorts+lay in bed)

[corpsecoochie]

Trauma is weird. One second you’re making yourself an everything bagel sandwich, excited for an appointment you just made (and how good this sandwich is about to be), and then the next? You’re doubled over the counter sobbing.

#and it’s tremendously unfair that the cause of that trauma is walking around perfectly fine and unfazed #PTSD doesn’t wait until the right time to hit you #those flashbacks will just pop up whenever the fuck they want to #and then you go eat your damn bagel sandwich totally fine but thinking to yourself #what the goddamn fuck was that all about #it was really yummy too #lmao #personal

[irlnikeiyomiuri]

i had ONE decent interaction with another person and now i want to ask my friends to come hang out. however, i literally never left my house once covid started, and the few friends/acquaintances i chatted with, as soon as i saw them on person, i very strongly disliked them.

i have one friend.

#puts my head in hands……… #also i think she may hate me. so. :(.- I SAY THIS NOT TO VENT. I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING !!!!!! #i just think u all need to sympathize with how difficult it is to go find fwends #-oh my god im already facing the adult issue of unable to make friends bc of lack of interaction with others #i. the body is still not close to 18. ….. ………… #gently whacks andrew. damn bitch who did u let take care of this thing why ur life in shambles?? (totally not my fault) #edit. anyways should i reach out to my friend and try to get her to hang out uhhhh… some time later this week ? #or do i try and contact the person i was around the other day. i’ve known her since like 4th grade but idk if i should call her a friend #we had a fine interaction but it was literally like… four hours after my lesson and before her date. and she just wanted to hear about my #trip. which did in fact take four hours to discuss #so it’s like hmmm do i want to be around her for longer in a unstructured setting- #HER STUPID BF IS SO RICH AND ITS SO INFURIATING TO HEAR ABOUT #THEYRE SO WASTEFUL WITH THEIR MONEY ITS INSANE !!!!!!!! #it makes me so like. ticked off. tf do u mean they last-minute booked u a flight across the country so u could come w them #to the fucking PENINSULA UR BFS GRANDMA O W N S. WHAT ??????? #i’m trying to be vague. but this peninsula is in a /nice/ fucking area like if i were to say it y’all would immediately know what i’m #talking about. like uhh. cape cod martha’s vineyard that type of infamy. owns a whole ass peninsula……….. #i HATE IT i HATE RICH PEOPLE !!!

[psqqa]

the greatest tragedy of my existence is that i didn’t make it to italy before i developed this hazelnut allergy

the greatest joy of my existence, however, is that There’s Always Pistachio

#pistachio my beloved #hazelnut my forbidden beloved #i think of it as my personal divine comedy #italy is such a civilized goddamn country #you walk into a grocery store BOOM pistachio chocolate pistachio butter actual pistachios etc #last night i had ricotta-spinach ravioli with some kind of cheese sauce and BOOM pistachios! #tonight i had a delicious pistachio cannolino #i’ll definitely be finding a way to buy a fuckton more of those judgment be damned #so all in all i’m not feeling the pangs of Hazelnut Yearning too terribly #but i do wish i could partake #(i probably will have some tiny hazelnut something around the end of my trip #as a treat #my allergy’s pretty mild #it won’t kill me #just be uncomfortably tingly and maybe also give me heart palpitations if the hazelnut content is high enough #one tiny little hazelnut chocolate will be fine)

[cosmic-navel-gazin]

The talk of ppl boutta get fucked up by hard to be a god had me finally open up my Roadside Picnic. Nothing in the world could have prepared me for it. Where'd that dude's bones go.

AAAWWW FUCK YEAH! *holding you*

I had the great idea to start Picnic right after God so it was double the sadness™. I really hope you have a grand time with it too!

OH I REMEMBER THEM BONES! The Zone afflictions are so fun to try and imagine but they also never fail to give me the shivers! One part of me really wants to draw them but the other part feels like one’s own imagination and the images the text conjures in your head are far more disturbing than anything I could depict.

I’ve gotten tremendous amounts of joy by being near my sister when she was reading it and see her reaction as she recoils and gasps! “I loved it, never recommend anything to me again“, she said after finishing it while lying dead on the couch.

#*muah* wishing you a damn fine reading experience! #grosutina #asks/replies #Roadside Picnic #Strugatsky Brothers #can I just say though: #I really love that despite the big philosophical existencial themes how personal and character driven these two stories actually are? #Despite being so different. #How a lot of it is following one lil guy around and seeing what's going on in their head as they are influenced by their environments? #love that so much. I eat that combo up all day every day

[running-in-the-dark]

my dust allergy has gotten a lot better thanks to immunotherapy, but sometimes I'm reminded just how annoying it used to be and damn, it really sucks lol

I just rearranged our board game shelf (it's a 2x4 KALLAX shelf, so not huge or anything) - it took maybe 15 minutes tops. we haven't played any of the games in a while so there was a looot of dust.

and yeah my arms and face are itching so badly now 🙃 but at least I haven't sneezed once yet! and my nose and eyes feel fine! so overall it's not too bad.

#I don't know how I lived like this every day for over 20 years #my skin is only mildly itchy. it's totally tolerable #the nose and eyes stuff was what really bothered me and that's like. 95% gone #and usually if I know I'll be around a lot of dust I'll just take allergy meds and it's fine. this was a spontaneous thing so I didn't think #to do that #but I'm sure it'll be over in a few minutes #but yeah damn it used to be like this ALL the time. not just when I was around a lot of dust #I know it's not a very serious allergy or anything. but it does kinda suck when dust is just EVERYWHERE lol #personal

[noxtivagus]

apollo just sent this to me

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #all of these ppl are my fave charas >.> #BRUH THIS REALLY HAS NEARLY ALL OF MY TOP FAVES #wahh urianger n the way he loves <3 #alphinaud yes..... pls i do admit ppl like him really r especially special to me #someone just so sincerely kind and authentic. someone you can trust and be vulnerable around with no fear. #'Alphinaud is the kind of person who makes you feel safe and that’s what you value the most.' #ofc alphy's a sweet lil trustworthy boy. i admire how he always strives for improvement. #he's mature but in this way that. he's still a boy. i find that rather adorable and charming about him #aaaa i rmber thancred was one of my first top faves in ffxiv <3 #haurchefant. 'You tend to hold onto the past.' yeah fine i admit it yes #both strength n weakness. so true bestie. whenever they reference him i really do always become a mess #AYMERIC DE BOREL. as soon as i saw his face earlier i smiled. i immediately smiled #everything under aymeric. i can't. it's so true. #aymeric is so charming hsjfjfksk... i daresay he's still the most charming chara in ffxiv for me #everytime he shows up i really turn into a mess. he's so beautiful. the prettiest man ever. inside and out #if i say anymore i'm gna embarrass myself bcs damn. the hold this man has on me...... #yes estinien's so endearing <3 #ZENOS...... HOLY SHIT I HAVE NO WORDS #hien <3 still one of my top fave charas. his simplicity is a breathe of fresh air when my no. 1 fave needs therapy #speaking of him. it's the man himself next! emet-selch #'​you’ve got a big heart with plenty of love for this sensitive man.' yeah #'You’re not the best at showing love — you’re strict with others and even more so with yourself — but you love wholeheartedly.' #he's my favorite character thanks to his heartbreaking story #his role as our truth. he wants /us/ to remember. to know and understand. #his connection and love for the wol and the past... smth i've always related to for as long as i've lived so yeah #we're both slaves to sentiment. idk what to say abt what the article says but just. 🤕 #g'rahaaaaa he's also one of my faves but color scheme kinda turns me away n he's astria's fave. yeah #BUT SO TRUE SO TRUE SO TRUE

[roostertuftart]

Look I dont think youre wrong about people not listening to jewish voices but I am uncomfortable with you advocating so strongly for some groups while being shitty with others like when you liked a post by a racist justifying their use of the nword in the past and never talked about it. Jewish people need to be spoken for but how you pick and choose is suspicious and you cant expect other people to admit their biases when you cant admit your own.

??? Are you seriously trying to say that my concern for someone who was clearly in the midst of a mental breakdown makes it so that I can't support another person trying to speak about how depictions of a character are somewhat problematic???? This is. pathetic but thanks for trying to word it in the most uncharitable way possible lol.

edit: god i definitely worded these tags aggressively so I'm probably gonna make a real apology though I'm not even certain I did what anon is accusing me of??? either way my aggression is more towards them for trying to twist this situation so grossly and not towards anyone genuinely affected by whatever I apparently did (And I am not denying I did... I genuinely don't remember but like... Yeah it was definitely not great on my part if I did what they're saying even if my intentions were different, and the fact that I'm unsure is evidence enough to me that I might have)

Moreover, i have a hunch this anon has sent me bait before and I think it's nasty they're trying to twist an issue about antisemitism into whatever stupid beef they have with me. like... nasty.

Final edit: Any more asks from this anon are being deleted. I wouldn't have even published this one but I feel like that would be sort of hiding any wrongdoing i may have done at any point, but I genuinely do not believe this person means anything they're saying and are only doing this because for whatever reason they do not like me. and I. do not care lol

#if anyone wants to know context... There was a user who i will not name who had been going downhill for months #and this person had never been like... nasty or bigoted or anything in the past #but had began posting about being extremely suicidal and planning such. and a lot of other really dark hopeless shit #and suddenly started to post really bigoted but kind of deranged shit that like... clearly not of their actual beliefs but just. god idek #i've been around a ton of people who have had nervous break downs and the likes. and i was positive they were going through that #i still think it must have been. idk for sure but like. damn it was so sudden a shift #and with all of the suicidal stuff they posted i was gen really worried and I DMed them trying to support them multiple times` #because like! i'm sorry you've never dealt with anyone who isn't well but sometimes extremely mentally ill people do random fucked up #shit that may not be okay and they may need to be held accountable for but goddamn i was legitimately worried they were gonna off #themselves? idr liking their posts. i'm not gonna deny i did. I might've just to show them that i wasn't ignoring whatever shit they were #going through to make them suddenly act so erratic and irrational #if you wanna hold that against me #fine. i really don't care #looking back i probably should've kept my concern for them within dms and i can definitely recognize how my public support might come off #as support for what they said or posted and i do genuinely apologize for that... tbh if people really think it's necessary I will turn #these tags into a cleaned up apology like... i'm not saying that i handled that great #but to act like it's as simple as i supported a racist saying the n word? uhh??? no?? and you know that's not what happened #but please try to paint me as bad as possible lmao. just throw out accusations or assumptions of my intentions. #i'm apologizing rn to anyone genuinely affected by that stuff but you didn't ask this out of concern anon #ask #anon

[lilnasxvevo]

I know that based on their roles in the story the Wens would be the Fire Nation in an ATLA AU but when you think about it there are only four nations in ATLA and once the Wens are gone there are only four great sects and, well, gold is just as fitting a color for a fire nation as red is, and what I’m trying to say is holy SHIT Jin Ling would be SUCH A GOOD ZUKO……

#Lan Jingyi as Sokka and Lan Sizhui as Katara TELL ME IM FUCKING WRONG!!!!! #A-QING AS TOPH TELL ME IM WRONG #JGY and JGS would both be just fine as Ozai #i simply cannot decide who Uncle Iroh is. since Jin Ling has so very many uncles there are a lot of options. #but I actually think Wei Ying is the closest to Iroh in personality fhdhsjskjs #he’s warm and loving but crafty and he likes it when people believe that he’s stupid/crazy #but of course there is also Jiang Cheng to consider. as the uncle who canonically stepped up and took charge of Jin Ling #when he didn’t have to #sjshhdjsjsjs Jin Ling traveling trying to find the avatar. accompanied by like. 4 uncles #oh my god getting to assign different nations to different rogue cultivators… #Xiao Xingchen and Song Lan HAVE to be waterbenders because they got so much ice/frost/snow imagery going on #you can tell that I’m dancing around who the avatar would be because. i don’t know #fuck maybe it’s Sizhui. maybe Zizhen is Katara. #the Lan HAVE to be airbenders because of all the cloud imagery and bc water bending is CLEARLY already taken by Lotus Pier #Nie are obviously obviously earthbenders because they’re the only ones whose shit is surrounded by a stone wall #yeah Sizhui is Aang and Zizhen is Katara #Zizhen and Jingyi are just like. best friends who were exploring and found the damn avatar

[little-mouse-adventures]

Love learning things about myself! For example, today I learned that I pass out while getting blood drawn!

#personal post #was only out for a few moments #i think. i don't actually know due to Not Being Conscious #i just remember thinking 'ooo bit dizzy but i always am when i get needles this is fine. #hmm bit dizzier now just gonna rest my head on my hand here. damn i really hope i don't pass out.' #and then i came to with two extra nurses around me and the original nurse holding a cotton ball to my arm #it was actually quite funny cause they asked if i normally faint and when i said it was my first time getting blood drawn #all three said at once 'ooooh okay it's your first time' #so that was fun. but then when they did the second test and took 3 more vials i was just fine #so idk man it was probably more a stress response than anything #and i'm fine btw #just got a new family doctor who would like to do some blood tests #so here we are #fainting is a hell of a thing. would like to do it as little as possible. #though the part of my brain that writes things is DELIGHTED with the hands-on learning experience

[timeisacephalopod]

Keeping On Trend with weird shit that happens to me my one neighbor noticed I had a bag of trash outside my apartment door (waiting for my Mega Clean to be finished so I could take all bags out all at once) so he offered to take it out for me, as he does semi frequently. Normal stuff, I thank him plenty because my momma didn't raise me to be an ungrateful heathen and then. He asks if I'm single and I go ????!!!!? while mentally making the dial up noise because this guy has got to be at least double my age, not that old dudes can't be hot no hate, but this one reminded me of the linguini version of my grandfather so I had to turn that down nicely.

He did take it well though and took out the rest of my bags when they were put out my door too so at least it was just Awkward as Sin™️. Obviously I thanked him for taking out the rest of my bags too because I'm still not a heathen even if it I got blindsighted by Romantically Interested Older Neighbor lmao

#winters ramblings #like damn if he were hot 🧐🧐🧐. i kid i wouldnt sleep with any of my neighbors #theyre nice enough guys but not a single one is anything but sketchy lmao. but they seem to be nice to everyone in their space #so sketchy is fine enough by me just dont ask me out lmao. strangest thing ive had happen in ages #minus that dead guy on my neighbors lawn about a month ago that was fucked up #but also people NEVER used to hit on me amd now i feel like people show interest semi frequently #which like no stop that its never people id take up on it For Science so like its not even convenient to me #if i had a lame superpower itd be shit like this happening but On High all the time #tbh im a hard to flap person id just go about it because i dont fuck around and i dont give people a chance to find out #because my ass is out of there long before thats necessary lmao #i cant believe he had the nerve not like in a rude way i just think its wild that he shot bis shot #good for him but i dont have whatever brand of confidence that is 😂😂😂