#like nothings ever gonna beat seeing florence + the machine live but damn it was good

[stealingpotatoes]

'after hearing an arena sing take me to church' are you at the hozier concert????

I was at one over the weekend!!!!!! look bog man irl

#thanks for the ask! #was INCREDIBLE #like nothings ever gonna beat seeing florence + the machine live but damn it was good #does this count as doxxing myself there were thousands of ppl there LOL

[annie-banks]

Adore You - Harry Styles (2019) // you’re wonder, under summer sky // All About That Bass – Meghan Trainor (2014) // every inch of you is perfect from the bottom to the top // Alone Again – Betty Who (2014) // when it rains it pours and you drown me out // Anything Could Happen – Ellie Goulding (2012) // letting darkness grow, as if we need it's palette and we need it's color // Bad Girls - M.I.A. (2012) // leaving boys behind ‘cause it’s illegal just to kill // Bitch Better Have My Money - Rihanna (2015) // your wife in the backseat of my brand new foreign car // Blank Space – Taylor Swift (2014) // darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream // Bloodbuzz Ohio – The National (2010) // I was carried to Ohio in a swarm of bees // Bo$$ – Fifth Harmony (2014) // boss. Michelle Obama. purse so heavy gettin' Oprah dollas // Boy Problems - Carly Rae Jepsen (2015) // I think I broke up with my boyfriend today and I don't really care // Boys - Charli XCX (2017) // I wish I had a better excuse like I had to trash the hotel lobby // Butterflies - Kacey Musgraves (2018) // I was hiding in doubt till you brought me out of my chrysalis // Call Me Maybe – Carly Rae Jepsen (2011) // before you came into my life I missed you so bad // Call Your Girlfriend – Robyn (2010) // don't you tell her how I give you something that you never even knew you missed // Canyon Moon - Harry Styles (2019) // doors yellow, broken, blue // Chandelier – Sia (2014) // I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry // Cherry - Harry Styles (2019) // I confess I can tell that you are at your best, I'm selfish so I'm hating it // Circles - Post Malone (2019) // we couldn't turn around, 'til we were upside down // C’mon - Panic! At the Disco and Fun. (2011) // feels like I am falling down a rabbit hole, falling for forever, wonderfully wandering alone // C’Mon – Kesha (2012) // feeling like a saber-tooth tiger sipping on a warm budweiser // Cruise (Remix) - Florida Georgia Line ft. Nelly (2012) // she was sippin' on southern and singin' Marshall Tucker, we were falling in love in the sweet heart of summer // Daddy Lessons - Beyonce ft. Dixie Chicks (2017) // it’s your song // Dark Fantasy – Kanye West (2010) // too many Urkels on your team, that's why your wins low // Death of a Bachelor - Panic! At the Disco (2016) // the lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live? // Demons- Sleigh Bells (2012) // They're gonna stand em up six by six by six // Diane - Cam (2017) // And all those nights that he's given to me I wish that I could give them back to you // Diane Young – Vampire Weekend (2013) // you torched a Saab like a pile of leaves // Downtown - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis ft. Eric Nally, Melle Mel, Grandmaster Caz, Kool Moe Dee (2016) // neighbors yelling at me like, you need to slow down going thirty-eight, Dan, chill the fuck out, mow your damn lawn and sit the hell down // End of the Day - One Direction (2015)// I told her that I loved her, just not sure if she heard. the roof was pretty windy and she didn't say a word, party died downstairs, had nothing left to do just me, her and the moon // Fireproof – One Direction (2015) // riding on the wind and I won't give up // ***Flawless – Beyonce ft. Nicki Minaj (2013) // mayday, mayday, earth to bitches // Follow Your Arrow - Kacey Musgraves (2013) // if you save yourself for marriage, you're a bore. if you don't save yourself for marriage, you're a whore-able person // Formation - Beyonce (2016) // always stay gracious, best revenge is your paper // Forrest Gump – Frank Ocean (2012) // my fingertips and my lips, they burn from the cigarettes // Freaks and Geeks – Childish Gambino (2011) // I have worked all winter, I will not fail summer, in the back of the bush, like Gavin Rossdale's drummer // Gay Pirates - Cosmo Jarvis (2011) // and I hope they didn't tie up your hands as tight as mine. I'll see you on the bed of this blue ocean, babe, sometime // Get Lucky – Daft Punk ft. Pharrell Williams (2013) // the present has no ribbon, your gift keeps on giving // Glory - Bastille (2016) // and then you put your hand in mine and pulled me back from things divine, stop looking up for heaven, waiting to be buried // Good Grief - Bastille (2016) // caught off guard by your favourite song, I'll be dancing at a funeral, dancing at a funeral // Green Light - Lorde (2017) // I whisper things, the city sings them back to you // Grown - Little Mix (2015) // no regrets, it's a lesson learned 'cause what you think ain't my concern // Hayloft - Nickel Creek (2014) // young lovers with their legs tied up in knots // Holocene – Bon Iver (2011) // and at once I knew I was not magnificent // I Believe - Original Broadway Cast (2011) // and I believe that the Garden of Eden was in Jackson County, Missouri // I Like It - Cardi B, Bad Bunny, and J Balvin (2018) // I like those Balenciagas, the ones that look like socks // I Love It – Icona Pop ft. Charli XCX (2012) // you're from the '70s, but I'm a '90s bitch // Judas – Lady Gaga (2011) // I'm just a holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel, but I'm still in love with Judas, baby // Juice - Lizzo (2019) // I be drippin' so much sauce got a bitch lookin' like RAGÚ // Just Hold On - Steve Aoki ft. Louis Tomlinson (2016) // feels like you're standing on the edge looking at the stars and wishing you were them // Laura Palmer – Bastille (2013) // what a year and what a night, what terrifying final sights put out your beating heart // Lemonworld – The National (2010) // I gave my heart to the Army, the only sentimental thing I could think of // Love on Top – Beyonce (2011) // I can see the stars all the way from here, can't you see the glow on the window pane // Make Me Feel - Janelle Monáe (2018) // it's like I'm powerful with a little bit of tender, an emotional, sexual bender // Making the Most of the Night - Carly Rae Jepsen (2015) // baby I'm speeding and red lights, I'll run // Meet Me in the Hallway - Harry Styles (2017) // just let me know I'll be on the floor, on the floor // Menswear – The 1975 (2013) // well, who's this? going for the kiss, I'm probably gonna yosh in your mouth // Mirrors – Justin Timberlake (2013) // if you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find, just know that I'm always parallel on the other side // Monster – Kanye West ft. Jay-Z, Rick Ross, Nicki Minaj, and Bon Iver (2010) // you could be the king but watch the queen conquer // The Mother We Share - Chvrches (2012) // I'm in misery but you can't see, as old as your omens // My Church - Maren Morris (2016) // I just keep the wheels rolling, radio scrolling 'til my sins wash away // N****s in Paris - Jay-Z and Kanye West (2011) // Prince William's ain't do it right if you ask me 'cause I was him, I would have married Kate and Ashley // Oh, What a World - Kacey Musgraves (2018) // did I know you once in another life? are we here just once or a billion times? // Old Town Road (Remix) - Lil Nas X ft. Billy Ray Cyrus (2019) // cowboy hat from Gucci, Wrangler on my booty // Otis – Jay-Z and Kanye West (2011) // luxury rap, the Hermes of verses, sophisticated ignorance, write my curses in cursive // Pineapple Girl - Mister Heavenly (2011) // I am besieged by the vagaries of power. I'm all alone and lonely in this tower // Primadonna – Marina and the Diamonds (2012) // I know I've got a big ego, I really don't know why it's such a big deal though // Pumped Up Kicks – Foster the People (2010) // he's got a rolled cigarette, hanging out his mouth he's a cowboy kid // Radio - Lana Del Rey (2012) // pick me up and take me like a vitamin 'cause my body's sweet like sugar venom // Raising Hell - Kesha ft. Big Freedia (2019) // hungover, heart of gold, holy mess. doin' my best, bitch, I'm blessed // Rivers and Roads - The Head and the Heart (2011) // been talking 'bout the way things change // Royals - Lorde (2013) // we don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair // S.O.B. - Nathaniel Rateliff & The Night Sweats (2015) // I'm going to cover myself with the ashes of you and nobody's gonna give a damn // Satisfied - Original Broadway Cast (2015) // it's a dream and it's a bit of a dance, a bit of a posture, it's a bit of a stance. He's a bit of a flirt, but I'm 'a give it a chance. I asked about his fam'ly, did you see his answer? his hands started fidgeting, he looked askance? he's penniless, he's flying by the seat of his pants // Sex – The 1975 (2013) // and she said use your hands and my spare time, we've got one thing in common it's this tongue of mine // Shake It Out – Florence + the Machine (2011) // our love is pastured such a mournful sound, tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground// Shut Up and Dance - Walk the Moon (2014) // my discotheque Juliet teenage dream // Silly Love Songs - Darren Criss (2011) // how can I tell you about my loved one // Some Nights - Fun. (2012) // this is not one for the folks at home, I'm sorry to leave, mom, I had to go. who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun? // Someone Like You – Adele (2011) // we were born and raised in a summer haze, bound by the surprise of our glory days // Sorry - Justin Bieber (2015) // *dolphin noises* // Spaceship - Kesha (2017) // I knew from the start I don't belong in these parts. there's too much hate, there's too much hurt for this heart // Stars - Fun. (2012) // some nights I rule the world with bar lights and pretty girls, but most nights I stay straight and think about my mom // Stitches - Shawn Mendes (2015) // needle and the thread gotta get you out of my head // Sunflower, Vol. 6 - Harry Styles (2019) // *gasp* your flowers just died, plant new seeds in the melody // Super Bass - Nicki Minaj (2010) // and he ill, he real, he might gotta deal. he pop bottles and he got the right kind of build. he cold, he dope, he might sell coke. he always in the air, but he never fly coach // Take Me to Church - Hozier (2013) // I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. I'll tell you my sins, and you can sharpen your knife // Thank u, Next - Ariana Grande (2018) // she taught me love, she taught me patience, how she handles pain // The Pachanelly Canon - Gentleman’s Rule (2012) // I'm getting pages out of New Jersey, from Courtney B telling me about a party up in NYC. can I make it? damn right I be on the next flight. payin cash. first class. sittin' next to Vanna White // The Wire - Haim (2013) // I just know, I know, I know, I know that you're gonna be okay anyway // Theme From “Cheers” - Titus Andronicus (2010)// I'm sick and tired of everyone in this town being so goddamn uptight, but don't you worry, I'll do all the talking when they turn on the flashing lights // Thieves – She & Him (2010) // I'm not a prophet, old love is in me. new love just seeps right in and makes me guilty // This is America - Childish Gambino (2018) // tell somebody, you go tell somebody. grandma told me, get your money, black man // Trouble - Neon Jungle (2013) // lights up let's have a toke, pour more whiskey in my coke .. Truth Hurts - Lizzo (2017) // you coulda had a bad bitch, non-committal // Uma Thurman - Fall Out Boy (2015) // and I slept in last night's clothes and tomorrow’s dreams, but they are not quite what they seem // Wetsuit – The Vaccines (2011) // with a cool, cool breeze and dirty knees, I rest on childhood memories // What a Feeling - One Direction (2015) // when the air ran out and we both started running wild, the sky fell down // Wilson - Fall Out Boy (2018) // I'll stop wearing black when they make a darker color // Wolves - One Direction (2015) // I feel the waves getting started, it's a rush inside I can't control // You Need Me, I Don’t Need You - Ed Sheeran (2011) // melody music maker, reading all the papers, they say I'm up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator // You’re in Love With a Psycho - Kasabian (2017) // I'm like the taste of macaroni on a seafood stick

Songs that would have made the list were they on Spotify: We Can’t Stop - Bastille // I Love Clothes (Deadbeat Summer) - Childish Gambino //  G.O.O.D. Friday - Kanye West ft. Common, Pusha T, Kid Cudi, Big Sean & Charlie Wilson // Driving in Cars with Boys - Lana Del Rey // Blurred Lines - Vampire Weekend // a number of mashups (Office Musik, What Makes You Da One, Live While We Die Young, Brush Your Bittersweet Shoulders Off, We Are Complicated)

#best songs of the decade #music

[minaminokyoko]

The Soulgaze (Part I): Harry

(A/N: I finally stopped being a big chicken and wrote the inevitable Soulgaze fic. Part II is on its way with Harry’s POV of Murphy’s soul. Crossposted on AO3. Big thanks to @xserpx for inspiring me to get off my ass and write it.)

“I took the stars from my eyes

And then I made a map

I knew that somehow I could find my way back

And I heard your heart beating

You were in the darkness too

So I stayed in the darkness with you

The stars, the moon

They have all been blown out

You left me in the dark

No dawn, no day

I’m always in this twilight

In the shadow of your heart...”

-”Cosmic Love” by Florence + the Machine

Harry Dresden has asked me to do a lot of terrifying things since I first met him, but this was by far the scariest.

And I don't scare easy.

Ironically, what we were about to do had nothing to do with myriad of monsters and beasties and dark things without names that he and I fought on a semi-regular basis. That was usually what scared me, but working with him meant I could get over that fear and get things done. He was still here for me, and he always would be, but this was something he couldn't help me deal with. I'd have to come to terms with it on my own, and I'd done that a thousand times before; just not from this angle.

He and I sat on the floor in his new place, so new that it still had that fresh steamed carpet smell, on a comfortable rug that had similar patterns to one at his old place. We faced each other, seated Indian style, and we were holding hands in an attempt to keep each other grounded and calm for the moment. How did we get here? Well, about a week ago, we'd had a conversation the two of us had been avoiding nearly since we'd met each other all those years ago.

"If we're gonna go for it," I said, swallowing the lump trying to form in my throat. "Really go for it, you know what we have to do, right?"

Harry cleared his throat, looking a bit pale, and nodded. "Yeah, I know."

"So...when?"

"I have to get through this week. I don't want to be...distracted. Might get me killed. But once the week's up..." He trailed off and then shrugged one shoulder. "Should be free."

"Okay. I'll be over on Saturday. We can do it then."

"Yeah."

A suffocating silence descended. Both of us were breathing a little too fast. We were nervous as hell and we hadn't even done anything yet. Christ almighty. Maybe I hadn't considered the impact it had on the two of us.

"Ready?" Harry asked quietly, his voice a little hoarse, running his thumb over my knuckles.

"The truth?" I asked.

He nodded. "No. I want to keep stalling, even though I know that's ridiculous. It's not like I don't know who you are. I've known that for years. I guess it's just..."

I shook my head a bit. "Being vulnerable. Scares me to death. Sometimes ignorance really is bliss."

"Don't I know it," he said, almost smiling. "If you need more time..."

"No. I don't. I think we've both waited long enough. Too long, even."

"Okay," he whispered. "Karrin, I love you. No matter what happens."

"I know," I said softly, smiling in spite of how damned hard my heart was beating. "I love you too, Harry. No matter what happens."

He squeezed my fingers. "Deep breath. On three."

I nodded. "One...two...three."

I lifted my gaze. I took in Harry's face with my old "fresh eyes" trick I'd used as a cop for so many years. I took in the five o'clock shadow, the perpetually windswept tousled hair, the strong jaw line, the scar over his eyebrow, the tone and texture of his skin, the determined line set in his mouth.

Then I met his eyes and for the first time in my life, I didn't look away after a few seconds.

I fell into the Soulgaze with my eyes wide open.

Harry's living room disappeared. I tumbled down a long tunnel in a free fall, spinning, picking up speed. I flung my arms out in panic, the wind too harsh for me to see where I'd land, to see what lay at the bottom of this pit I'd fallen into. The hairs on the back of my neck stood up and intuition told me I'd reached the end of the line. I threw my forearms up and tried to brace myself.

I didn't hit the ground; some invisible force caught me, cushioned me, and I could finally see again. My tennis shoes settled into mud and as soon as they did, ice cold rain pelted me on all sides. As I regained my balance, I stared up in awe at the sky above me.

A thunderstorm of titanic proportions raged in the heavens. Lightning flashed between clouds that had to be hundreds of feet high, angry and terrible, so full of power that even down here on the ground I felt the static. Thunder roared every so often, igniting some primal fear of destruction inside me, but I forced myself to calm down and remember my purpose here.

I swept my soaked hair away from my face so I could see what lay in front of me. Whenever the lightning struck, it lit up the clearing enough to allow me to see that I stood several feet away from the edge of a cliff. I caught a glimpse of the other side of the canyon, and it had to be hundreds of feet deep, maybe endless. The mud beneath my feet was as dark and thick as tar, as if it were sodden ashes instead of dirt.

Harry stood at the edge of the cliff.

And he wasn't alone.

He stood with his back to the open abyss, both arms outstretched. He was dressed the same way he always had been--leather duster, t-shirt, jeans, and boots. I spotted his mother's pendant, his blasting rod clipped to his belt, and his shield bracelet around his wrist. But he didn't look the same. As I stepped closer, I could see open wounds in his chest, his arms, his legs. He was bleeding, badly, from cuts that would no doubt kill a normal person in minutes. His teeth were gritted and his eyes were closed in concentration. His right hand had its fingers spread, and from the wrist down, fire blazed out in an enormous spray that had to be twelve feet high. I followed where the fire spread out to and that was when I saw Mab.

She stood there, regal and terrifying, dressed in a pure white dress with brilliant opalescence that cut through the darkness. Not a drop of water touched her; it just dispersed around her feet into snow as it touched an invisible barrier that formed a dome around her from head to toe. A blanket of frost lay beneath her feet. She had one arm extended, those pale fingers pointed at Harry, and she met the fire with her own column of wintry ice magic. It clashed against the fire and sent up a sizzling tower of vapor against the rain. Her eyes were completely black like a shark's and the cold emptiness in her expression made my stomach twist in revulsion. She was a force of nature, so inhuman in her terror and beauty that I understood why Harry feared her so much. There was no doubt in my mind why he fought her control so vehemently. Something in me knew if he faltered for even a millisecond, Mab's touch would infect him like a virus and destroy everything that had once been Harry Dresden.

I guided my gaze away from Mab and looked to my right. Harry's other arm was extended, and a brilliant silvery-blue light spread from his open hand out into another enormous funnel of magic. His other opponent had no real form. My eyes couldn't make sense of it at first. I saw a figure in a writhing mass of darkness that somehow seemed deeper and more impenetrable than the darkness surrounding me from the thunderstorm. It reached out with tendrils of black and pushed against the silver light that Harry held it back with, and every so often one tendril would slip through his defense and nearly touch him, but then the light flared brighter and the tendril dissolved.

I peered deeper into the writhing mass of darkness and I could see that the creature didn’t have just one form. It shifted constantly between different shapes; a man, a demon, a monster, a woman, over and over again, never staying the same for more than several seconds. Mab’s expression had been emotionless, but the look on the faces of Harry’s adversaries were of deep, angry hunger. Something in that darkness wanted him more than anything, and it would stop at nothing to conquer him. Mab’s cold magic reached out to him for possession, for want, and these dark forms reached out to him for destruction. It wanted to swallow him whole and destroy him from the inside. It would settle for nothing less.

I shivered and dragged my eyes away from that horrid void back to Harry.

That was when I saw the boy.

A small boy was on his knees in front of Harry, clutching something to his chest, shaking violently with fear. Before I even knew it, I had rushed over to him. I didn’t even realized I’d crossed over a circle of power until I felt it flush across my skin and raise goosebumps all over me in an electric rush. Somehow, I hadn’t broken the circle. It was almost as if it had been constructed that way, just for me, as if it knew I was an ally. It was dry inside the circle, and I didn’t recognize the symbols he’d drawn into the dirt, but I felt warm nonetheless. My clothing and hair instantly returned to what they’d been before I hit the rainstorm. The fear I’d felt from seeing Mab and the adversary evaporated as quickly as the moisture had. Somehow, I knew I was safe.

“Hey,” I murmured to the little boy, stroking his hair. “Look at me, sweetie. Are you alright?”

The boy jumped when I touched him, blinking large brown eyes at me, tears running down his cheeks. He couldn’t have been more than maybe eight years old, if that. There was a desperation in his eyes that made me want to hold him tight and promise that everything would be alright.

“Protect,” he whispered hoarsely. “I have to protect them.”

“Protect who?”

Slowly, he lowered his arms to let me see that there was a large, thick photo album in his hands. He gave me a hesitant, searching look, and then offered it to me. I took the album and opened it to find hundreds of pictures, and they were of things that no one ever would have had a camera for. Harry as an infant, nestled in the arms of a weakened but beautiful dark-haired woman. Harry as a child riding a bike for the first time with his father, Malcolm. Harry flying through the air over a grassy field, using magic for the first time. Harry lying in bed next to Elaine Mallory, his young face lit up with laughter. Harry as a teenager sitting next to Ebenezar on a front porch somewhere, whittling a new blasting rod. Harry in his early twenties signing the lease to his private investigator office. Harry driving the Blue Beetle home for the first time. Harry shaking hands with Michael Carpenter outside his house, with Charity and Molly and the rest of the Carpenters smiling in the background. Harry handing me back my policeman’s hat on the bridge where we’d met. Harry fast asleep next to Susan in his bedroom. Harry clasping Thomas’ hand as he helped his brother up from the floor. Harry holding Maggie in his arms for the first time.

“I have to protect them,” the boy whispered. “Without them, I’m not me.”

My heart wrenched at the conviction, at the sadness, at the resolution in the boy’s voice. I knew that tone instantly. The boy was Harry too, just young and innocent, the last bit of purity left in him after all this time.

“You will,” I said, touching his cheek. “You will protect them. I know you can do it.”

I handed the album back to him and kissed his forehead with all the gentle reassurance that I could. I wiped his tears away and then stood, walking over to the adult version of Harry.

He opened his eyes when he heard me approach. His arms never wavered, but he was breathing hard, his hair plastered to his forehead with sweat from the strain of holding off the other forces tearing at him.

“Tired,” he muttered. “So tired, Karrin.”

“I know,” I whispered back. “I know you’re tired, Harry. But you can do this. You can beat them. You can protect what’s precious to you.”

“What if they win?”

I touched his cheek. “They won’t.”

“How do you know for sure?”

I slid my hand down from his cheek until it rested over his heart. “This is how. As long as your heart still beats, they’ll never win.”

He bowed his head slightly, and tears dripped down his cheeks. “Thank you.”

I kissed him seconds before the Soulgaze ended.

I crashed back into my own body so abruptly I toppled backwards for a second. Harry caught my hands on reflex and steadied me, drawn out of his own Soulgaze once I’d broken the connection. We both stared at each other, breathing hard, pupils dilated, a bit flushed as the images settled into place in our minds.

“You okay?” Harry asked.

I nodded tightly. “You?”

“Yeah.” He pushed his long fingers through his hair. “That was...intense.”

“Tell me about it.”

He drew his hands away from mine, and something guarded slid into his features. He looked like he was trying not to wince, a look that was remarkably similar to a puppy expecting to get kicked. I realized how afraid he’d been of what I would see, that obviously other people who had done the Soulgaze with him came out of it scared or repulsed. No wonder the man had so many trust issues.

“What did you see?” he asked quietly.

I took a deep breath. “Power. Struggle. Despair. Hope. Hate. Love.”

I smiled at him. “Basically exactly what I expected would be inside of you.”

Harry blinked a few times. “Really?”

“Yes, really, you numbskull.” I reached out and held his hand. “I told you I know you, Harry. There are dark things inside of you. There are things that scared me, for very good reason. But you’re still fighting them. They haven’t gotten you. And they never will.”

He squeezed my hand and let out the breath he’d been holding, and those brown eyes were wet with grateful tears. “Karrin, I...thank you.”

“Always.” I nibbled my lower lip and forced myself to continue. “What about me? What did you see?”

He smiled softly, and the knot in my stomach began to unravel. “That you’re a hell of a lot stronger than I even thought possible. It was...honestly, it was maybe the most beautiful Soulgaze I’ve ever seen before. Complex. I feel like I’m a better man just having witnessed it. Knowing what you’re capable of and what’s most important to you.”

“And what’s that?”

“You’re a protector, Karrin. Everything that is good in this world is exactly what you’re fighting to protect. Even at great cost. I’m honored having seen it.”

He kissed me. “Thank you for doing this. For trusting me. For believing in me.”

“You’ve never given me a reason not to, Harry.”

He smiled warmly down at me and lifted an eyebrow. “So...set course for the iceberg?”

I grinned and drew him to his feet to head towards the bedroom. “Goddamn right, Dresden.”

#Dresden Files #The Dresden Files #Harry Dresden #Karrin Murphy #fanfiction #fanfic #Harry x Murphy #HarriKarri

[cyclone-rachel]

@peskyshortcake @fire-night-sky

the Brainy and Alexis partners in crime AU playlist

Alone Together- Fall Out Boy

I don't know where you're going But do you got room for one more troubled soul? I don't know where I'm going But I don't think I'm coming home and I said I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead This is the road to ruin And we're starting at the end Say yeah (yeah!) Let's be alone together (yeah)

Dance, Dance- Fall Out Boy

She says she's no good with words but I'm worse Barely stuttered out a joke of a romantic stuck to my tongue Weighed down with words too over-dramatic Tonight it's "It can't get much worse" Vs. "No one should ever feel like..."

Dance, dance We're falling apart to half time Dance, dance And these are the lives you love to lead Dance, this is the way they'd love If they knew how misery loved me

Dangerous- Before You Exit

She's got a first time kiss that'll lock you in She's gonna break your heart but you can't resist I know that I just met her, I know I should know better Oooo she's so dangerous I thought she was just so innocent And from the start I was giving in She's such a wreck and I can't forget That ooo she's so dangerous

Dirty Work- Halestorm

Get on your knees and let the games begin Bow to your queen and I will crown your head 'Cause I can make you every inch a king Before I do tell me, tell me what's in it for me? I need someone young, willing and able You need someone old enough to know better

EVOL- Marina and the Diamonds

It only takes two lonely people To fuck love up and make it evil It only takes a drop of evil To fuck up two beautiful people L.O.V.E. L.O.V.E. L.O.V.E. E.V.O.L. L.O.V.E., do you love me? L.O.V.E., love is evil Candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker Every kiss you give me makes me sicker A day in the dark, a day in a cloud of gloom, yeah

For Reasons Unknown- The Killers

With one deep breath, and one big step, I move a little bit closer. I move a little bit closer. For reasons unknown. I caught my stride. I flew and flied. I know if destiny’s kind, I’ve got the rest of my mind. But my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to. And my eyes, they don’t see you no more. And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don’t recognize you no more. For reasons unknown; for reasons unknown.

Heroes- All Time Low

Yeah this is moving in the same direction But I'm a little too spent to care Cause it's a battlefield till it blows over Keep your friends close and your enemies closer We're throwing stones though we live in glass houses We talk shit like it's a cross to bear You're only relevant until you get older Keep your friends close and your enemies closer, enemies closer

I Don’t Love You- My Chemical Romance

Well, when you go So never think, I'll make you try to stay And maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way When you go Would you even turn to say, "I don't love you Like I did Yesterday."

I Forgive You- Every Avenue

From you, I could throw my cares away now I know how freedom taste and I thank you for the pain cause now I can deal with anything You, you had a way of keeping me on my toes I forgive you for the truth I liked you better when you lied, and I forgive you being you cause you were better when you faked every smile

I Miss the Misery- Halestorm

I've been a mess since you stayed I've been a wreck since you changed Don't let me get in your way I miss the lies and the pain The fights that keep us awake-ake-ake I'm tellin you! I miss the bad things The way you hate me I miss the screaming The way that you blame me! Miss the phone calls When it's your fault I miss the late nights Don't miss you at all! I like the kick in the face And the things you do to me! I love the way that it hurts! I don't miss you, I miss the misery!

Just The Way I’m Not- All Time Low

I'm a waste of chances, Full of bad romances, Your favorite enemy, And your most hated friend. When it hurts it hurts, You wonder if it's worth it. But when it works it works, When it's broke it's perfect. Woah oh! Never seem to please you, no, Don't you ever let me go, I know your heart is shut, shut, shut. And don't you know, Nothing's gonna change us.

Kiss With a Fist- Florence + The Machine

My black eye casts no shadow Your red eye sees no blame Your slaps don't stick Your kicks don't hit So we remain the same Blood sticks, sweat drips Break the lock if it don't fit A kick in the teeth is good for some A kiss with a fist is better than none Whoa a kiss with a fist is better than none

Love is a Suicide- Natalia Kills

You like the smell of blood When it's pumpin' like a factory Ooh, you like your words to cut You like to choose the best artillery I wonder who you're thinkin' of Who am I Am I the epitome Of everything you hate And you desire You love me like an enemy

It feels so surgical How you dissect every mistake I make

Love Me Dead- Ludo

She moves through moonbeams slowly She knows just how to hold me And when her edges soften, her body is my coffin I know she drains me slowly She wears me down to bones in bed... Must be the sign on my head, it says "Oh, love me dead!" You're a faith-healer on tv You're an office park without any trees Corporate and cold, gushing for gold, leave me alone

Love me cancerously Brrrot-dot-da-d-da-da! Brrrot-dot-da-d-da-da! How's your new boy? Does he know about me? You've got the mark of the beast You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!

Lovefool- The Cardigans

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem You love me no longer, I know And maybe there is nothing That I can do to make you do Mama tells me I shouldn't bother That I ought to stick to another man A man that surely deserves me But I think you do! So I cry, and I pray, and I beg Love me, love me Say that you love me Fool me, fool me Go on and fool me Love me, love me Pretend that you love me Leave me, leave me Just say that you need me

The Luthors- Blake Neely

(instrumental)

Mama- My Chemical Romance

And when we go don't blame us, yeah. We'll let the fire just bathe us, yeah. You made us, oh, so famous. We'll never let you go. And when you go don't return to me my love. Mama, we're all full of lies. Mama, we're meant for the flies. And right now they're building a coffin your size, Mama, we're all full of lies.

Miss Murder- AFI 

With just a look they shook And heavens bowed before him. Simply a look can break your heart. The stars that pierce the sky; He left them all behind. We’re left to wonder why He left us all behind. 

Dreams of his crash won’t pass Oh, how they all adored him Beauty will last when spiraled down.

Mz. Hyde- Halestorm

Good girl gone bad, my poison is your remedy Better be scared, better be afraid Now that the beast is out of her cage And I know you Wanna risk it You know you Are so addicted Boy, you better run for your life

Never Surrender- Skillet

Do you know what it's like when You're scared to see yourself? Do you know what it's like when You wish you were someone else Who didn't need your help to get by? Do you know what it's like To wanna surrender? I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow I don't wanna live like this today Make me feel better I wanna feel better Stay with me here now And never surrender

Please Don’t Leave Me- Pink

I can be so mean when I wanna be, I am capable of really anything, I can cut you into pieces, When my heart is broken. Da da da da da Please, don't leave me [2x] I always say how I don't need you But it's always gonna come right back to this Please, don't leave me

Sometimes- Skillet

Sometimes I don't wanna be better Sometimes I can't be put back together Sometimes I find it hard to believe There's someone else who could be Just as messed up as me Sometimes don't deny That everything is wrong Sometimes rather die Than to admit it's my fault Sometimes when you cry I just don't care at all I don't know why I do the things I do to you but...

Starring Role- Marina and the Diamonds

It almost feels like a joke to play out a part When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart You know I'd rather walk alone than play a supporting role If I can't get the starring role Sometimes I ignore you, so I feel in control 'Cause really, I adore you, and I can't leave you alone Fed up with the fantasies that cover what is wrong Come on, baby, let's just get drunk, forget we don't get on

Stop Me- Natalia Kills

Darling, darling You know I never meant to drag you down Standing at the bar with your scars and your lonely heart So let's leave this dead-end town If I, if I run away with you tonight, tonight We could make the wrongs feel right, so right We could do some damage

Tell Me I’m a Wreck- Every Avenue

I could have been easier on you I could have been all you held onto I know I wasn't fair, I tried my best to care about you I know I could have been a better man But I always had to have the upper hand I'm struggling to see the better side of me But I can't take all your jabs and taunts You're pointing out my every fault And you wonder why I walked away

Toxic- Britney Spears

Baby, can’t you see I’m calling A guy like you Should wear a warning It’s dangerous I’m fallin’ There’s no escape I can’t wait I need a hit Baby, give me it You’re dangerous I’m lovin’ it

Villain- Hedley

I'm so cold and far away from home You're so tired and so damn alone It's darker and much harder to be me So far away from my reality I hate the way you look, I'm looking back I hate the way I look, you're looking too I think maybe I'm just falling, falling, falling And you kiss me like you know inside of me (let me lead you, let me follow) And you watch me fight my own insanity (let me lead you, let me follow)

You Can Do Better Than Me- Death Cab for Cutie

I'm starting to feel We stayed together out of fear of dying alone

I have to face the truth That no one could ever look at me like you do Like I'm something worth holding on to There's times I think of leaving But it's something I'll never do 'Cause you can do better than me But I can't do better than you

Young God- Halsey

He says, "Oh, baby girl, you know we're gonna be legends I'm the king and you're the queen and we will stumble through heaven If there's a light at the end, it's just the sun in your eyes”

But do you feel like a young god? You know the two of us are just young gods And we'll be flying through the streets with the people underneath And they're running, running, running 

#rachel talks about stuff #au: must be the sign on my head #in which they actually have a relationship? #but brainy breaks up with her when he starts realizing he doesn't have to be evil #and joins clark #which alexis is... not happy about #she probably does have a change of heart eventually too #probably #but both brainy and alexis to some extent stay villains at the beginning out of fear #of brainy's mom mostly #and also because they feel like it's the only thing they're good at #but y'know #clark and the legion show them that help/redemption is possible

[sagexbrush]

This is a playlist of songs that goes along with the six of crows book, pretending that six of crows is a TV show and what songs they’d play to what parts.

so I saw this done somewhere with the foxhole court and wanted to give it a go! If you were the creator of that post (I can’t for the life of me find it) just send me a message and I’ll totally give you credit for the inspiration. I just really couldn’t help myself from doing this with Six of Crows. Enjoy!

intro. railroad track by willy moon. yeah ‘cause i’ma go down on a railroad track and i ain’t going back and no i ain’t going back.

 kaz defeats geels. wires by the neighborhood. “you’ll get what’s coming to you one day brekker.”/ “i will,” said kaz, “if there’s any justice in the world. and we all know how likely that is.”( page 32) the wires got the best of him all that he invested in goes straight to hell.

 kaz accepts the deal. wicked ones by dorothy. “you’ve seen what this drug can do. i can assure you it is just the beginning. if jurda parem is unleashed on the world, war is inevitable. our trade lines will be destroyed, and our markets will collapse. kerch will not survive it. our hopes rest with you mr.brekker. if you fail, all the world will suffer for it.” / “oh it’s worse that that, van eck. if i fail, i don’t get paid.”(page 57) ain’t no sleep when the wicked play

 kaz walks through the barrel. lone digger by caravan palace. “the buildings of the barrel were different from anywhere else in ketterdam, bigger, wider, painted in every garish color, clamoring for attention from passerby – “ (page 69) your head has no right to say no, tonight it’s ‘ready set go!’

 matthias fights the wolves. stronger than ever by  raleigh ritchie. “but kaz hadn’t lied: matthias was much changed. the boy who looked back the crowd with fury in his eyes was a stranger.” (page 90) ‘cause i’m a big boy an adult now, well nearly, if i pull the wool back from my eyes i can see clearly.

 nina and matthias reunite. do i wanna know?by  artic monkeys. “her eyes filled with tears. ‘shhhh matthias. we’re here to get you out.” before she could blink he had hold of her shoulders and had pinned her to the ground. / “nina,” he growled. then his hands closed over her throat. (page 99) crawling back to you. ever thought of calling when you’ve had a few? cause i always do.

 jesper and wylan team up. panic station by muse. “close your eyes!”/ “you can’t kiss me from down there, wylan.”/ “just do it!”/ “this better be good!”/ he shut his eyes. “are they closed?/ “damn it wylan yes they’re – “ there was a shirll shrieking howl, and then bright light bloomed behind jesper’s lids. when it faded, he opened his eyes. below, he saw men blundering around, rendered blilnd by the flash bomb wylan had set off. but jesper could see perfectly. not bad for a mercher’s kid. (page 147) ooo 1 2 3 4 fire’s in your eyes, and this chaos it defies imagination.

 inej is stabbed. cold arms by mumford and sons. one night, as he’d passed her in the parlor, she’d done a foolish thing, a reckless thing. “i can help you,” she’d whispered. he’d glanced at her, then proceeded on his way as if she’d said nothing at all. the next morning, she’d been called to tante heleen’s parlor. she’d been sure another beating was coming or worse, but instead kaz brekker had been standing there, leaning on his crow-head cane, waiting to change her life. / “i can help you,” she said now. / “help me with what?” (page 153) but i know what’s on your mind, god knows i put it there.

 kaz kills oomen. beast by nico vega. kaz leaned in so that no one else could hear when he said, “my wraith would counsel mercy. but thanks to you, she’s not here to plead your case.” without another word, he tipped oomen into the sea. (page 159) stand tall for the beast of america, lay down like a naked dead body.

 matthias gives nina the cup. blood bank by bon iver. “but a short while later the druskelle returned with a tin cup and bucket of clean water. he’d set it down inside the cell and slammed the bars shut without another word. (page 171) well i met you at the blood bank, we were looking at the bags, wondering if any of the colors matched any of the names we knew on the tags.

 inej is sold to tante heleen. killer by phoebe bridgers. “she’d turned away to barter with the sailers as inej stood there, clutching her bound hands over her chest, her blouse still open, her skirt still hiked around her waist. jump she’d thought. whatever waits at the bottom of the side is better than where this woman is taking you. (page 190) can the killer in me tame the fire in you?

 kaz tells inej about his brother. long way down by tom odell “what do you want then?”/ the old answers came easily to mind. money. vengeance. jordie’s voice silenced in my head forever. but a new reply roared to life inside him, loud, insistent, and unwelcome. you, inej. you.(page 205) she stands on a ledge says, it looks so high. you know, it’s a long way down.

 nina and matthias begin to trust each other. first day of my life by bright eyes. “there was a long pause and then he said, ‘i thought about it. just for a second.’ nina laughed./ ‘it’s okay,’ she said at last, ‘i would’ve thought about it too.’. he got to his feet and offered her his hand. /‘i’m matthias.’/ ‘nina,” she said, taking it. ‘nice to meet your acquaintance.’ (page 241) this is the first day of my life. swear i was born right in the doorway.

 jordie dies and dirtyhands is born. a rush of blood to the head by coldplay he’d heard there were sharks in these waters, but he knew they wouldn’t touch him. he was a monster now too. (page 276) because i’m gonna buy this place and see it burn, do back the things it did to you in return.

 inej climbs up the incinerator shaft. shake it out by florence + the machine. she wanted a storm – thunder, wind, a deluge. she wanted it to crash through ketterdam’s pleasure houses, lifting roofs and tearing doors off their hinges. she wanted it to raise the seas, take hold of every slaving ship, shatter their masts, and smash their hulls against unforgiving shores. i want to call that storm, she thought. (page 311) and i am done with my graceless heart, so tonight i’m going to cut it out and then restart.

 inej and kaz on the roof. run by daughter. “if we don’t survive the night, i will die unafraid kaz. can you say the same?” his eyes were nearly black, the pupils dilated. she could see it took every last bit of his terrible will for him to remain still beneath her touch. and yet, he did not pull away. she knew it was the best he could offer. it was not enough. (page 334) and if i try to get close, he is already gone.

 jesper fights the grisha. human by rag’n’bone man. he wasn’t a good fabrikator, but they didn’t expect him to be a fabrikator at all. he thrust his hands forward, and bits of metal flew from his uniform, a gleaming cloud that hung in the air for the briefest second then shot toward the tidemakers. (page 388) i’m only human after all, don’t put the blame on me.

 matthias opens the door to nina’s cell. i want to love you by lenachka. she ran to him, and he swept her up into his arms. he buried his face in her hair. she felt his lips move against her ear when he said, “i never want to see you like this again. / “do you mean the dress of the cell? / a laugh shook him. “definitally the cell.” (page 389) i want to love you, the corner’s of your heart no one’s been to.

 kaz rescues nina and matthias. immigrant song by led zeppelin “this is going to sting a bit,” said the druskelle holding the whip. his voice was rasping, familiar. his hands were gloved. “but if we live, you’ll thank me later.” his hood slid off, and kaz brekker looked back at them. (page 397) we come from the land of ice and snow from the midnight sun

 kaz is drowning. open your eyes by andrew belle “but all he could think of was inej. she had to live. she had to to have made it out of the ice court. and if she hadn’t, then he had to live to rescue her. the ache in his lungs was unbearable. he needed to tell her… what? that she was lovely and brave and better than anything he deserved. that he was twisted, crooked, wrong, but not so broken that he couldn’t pull himself together into some semblance of a man for her. (page 403) she’ll be a star now, i will follow her lead. she’ll be a scar now, i will still let her bleed all over me.

 jesper wylan and inej acquire a tank. legendary by welshly arms. wylan clutched his middle, still snorting lafter. trailing behind them was a banner, caught in the tank’s treads. despite the smears of mud and gunpowder burns, inej could still make out the words: strymakt fjerdan. fjerdan might. (page 414) cause we’re gonna be legends, gonna get their attention.

 nina takes parem. believer by imagine dragons. nina flexed her fingers, and the druskelle dropped their rifles, hands going to their heads, screaming in pain. “for my country,” she said. “for my people. for every child you put to the pyre. reap what you’ve sown, jarl brum.” (page 426) and it rained down, it rained down like – pain.

 kaz asks inej to stay. million reasons by lady gaga “i will have you without armor, kaz brekker. or i will not have you at all.” speak, she begged silently. give me a reason to stay. for all his selfishness and cruelty, kaz was still the boy who had saved her. she wanted to believe he was worth saving too. the sails creaked. the clouds parted for the moon and then gathered back around her. inej left kaz with the wind howling and dawn still a long while away. (page 434) i’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away, but i just need one good one to stay.

 nina starts to go through withdrawals. 5am by amber run. “stay,” she panted. tears leaked from her eyes. “stay til the end.” / “and after,” he said. “and always.” and you don’t know how to feel until the moment’s passed. i wish you’d live like you’re made of glass.

 van eck goes back on his deal/kaz goes to pekka rollins for help. seven devils by florence + the machine. “none of you will leave this island, mister brekker. all of you will vanish, and nobody will care.” (page 446) seven devils all around you, seven devils in my house.

#six of crows #six of crows playlist #soc #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #matthias helvar #nina zenik #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #playlist #soc playlist #Sage playlists

[mistydecembers]

the captain, his wife, and their boyfriend - torchwood fanfic playlist

To Know Him Is To Love Him // Amy Winehouse

I’ll be good to him, I’ll bring joy to him

Losing My Religion // BELLSAINT

There’s me in the spotlight, losing my religion trying to keep up with you

Zombie // Bad Wolves

Another mother’s broken heart is taking over

Queen of the Night // Hey Violet

Wearin’ your t-shirt, I’m queen of the night, one hand on the wheel and one hand on my thigh

Human // Daughter

And despite everything I’m still human, but I think I’m dying here

Hold Me Now // Red

Am I alive or just a ghost? Haunted by my sorrows

Second Hand Faith // Emilie Autumn

Second hand faith is all I need, ‘cause this feeling of forgiveness means much more to me

A Girl Before // Cassandra Compton

Am I someone he could love more? Would I just be a girl before?

Hate It When You See Me Cry // Halestorm

I’m here to save the world, but who will save supergirl? What if I’m weak and I need you tonight?

Let It All Go // Birdy, Rhodes

Who says truth is beauty after all? And who says love should break us when we fall?

Lost In The Moment // NF

Don’t tell me you’re fine, cos I know that you’re not, so don’t even try.

Need You Now (How Many Times) // Plumb

Though I walk through the shadows, and I, I am so afraid, please stay, please stay right beside me

Not About Angels // Birdy

But if you searched the whole damn world would you dare to give it up?

Somewhere Over The Rainbow // Ariana Grande

If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow, why, oh why, why can’t I?

This Is Not An Exit // Matt Smith

Maybe you’ve been slaughtered, maybe you’ve been kissed. Either way means nothing, I simply don’t exist

Mad About The Boy // Helen Forrest

I’m so ashamed of it but must admit the sleepless nights I’ve had about the boy

Dream A Little Dream Of Me // Ella Fitzgerald, Louis Armstrong

Night breezes seem to whisper ‘I love you’

Everybody Loves Somebody // Dean Martin

Although my dream was overdue, your love made it well worth waiting for somebody like you

A Sunday Kind Of Love // Etta James

Someone to enfold, keep me warm when Mondays and Tuesdays get cold

A Happy Place // Katie Melua

Seven thousand light years travel, let my sense of time unravel

my aphrodisiac is you // Katie Melua

I don’t need no stimulation, potions, balms or embrocation. I’m in love - in other words 

People Will Say We’re In Love // Ella Fitzgerald

Sweetheart, they’re suspecting things, people will say we’re in love

Let’s Fall In Love // Ella Fitzgerald

Why shouldn’t we fall in love? Our hearts are made of it. Let’s take a chance, why be afraid of it?

Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time // Panic! At The Disco

Champagne, cocaine, gasoline, and most things in between. I roam the city in a shopping cart

Popular Monster // Falling in Reverse

Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave. I am terrified, fell asleep at the wheel again. Crashed my car just to feel again

Born To Raise Hell // Motorhead

We know how to do it and we do it real well

Jack’s Love Theme // Torchwood

(entirely instrumental)

Immortals // Fall Out Boy

Sometimes the only pay off for having any faith is when it’s tested again and again, everyday.

Life on Mars? // David Bowie

Take a look at the lawman, beating up the wrong guy. Oh man! Wonder if he’ll ever know

If U Seek Amy // Britney Spears

Tell me have you seen her cos I’m so, oh, I can’t get her off of my brain

A Thousand Years // John Barrowman

Time stands still, beauty in all she is

Angel With A Shotgun // The Cab

They say before you start a war, you better know what you’re fighting for. Well baby you are all that I adore.

In Your Room // Halestorm

You can be yourself, you don’t have to hide from me, I won’t tell. I know everyone you’ve ever trusted has let you down

Dreams // Bastille, Gabrielle Aplin

Listen carefully to the sound of your loneliness

Here’s To Us - Guest Version // Halestorm

Here’s to us, here’s to love. All the times that we fucked up. Here’s to you, fill the glass, cos the last few days have kicked my ass

Woman Like Me // Little Mix, Nicki Minaj

My momma always said, ‘girl you’re trouble’ and now I wonder, could you fall for a woman like me?

Bad Reputation // Joan Jett

You’re living in the past, it’s a new generation. A girl can do what she wants to do and that’s what I’m gonna do

I Hate Everybody // Halsey

My friends are getting bored of me, saying I fell in love with a stranger

Infra-Red // Placebo

I will be the one to watch you fall. So I came to crash and burn your beggar’s banquet

Not A Common Man // Matt Smith

I do suspect I’m one of few, I can show you something new. All the constraints, they are long gone, I’ll confess no interest in right and wrong

I Get A Kick Out Of You // Ella Fitzgerald

My story is much too sad to be told, but practically everything leaves me cold

I Think We’re Alone Now // Tiffany 

Running just as fast as we can, holding on to one another’s hands, trying to get away into the night and then you put your arms around me

You Make Me Feel So Young // Frank Sinatra

You make me feel there are songs to be sung

I Ran (So Far Away) // Hidden Citizens

Never thought I’d meet someone like you, meet someone like you. Reached out a hand to touch your face

Smells Like Teen Spirit // Sofia Karlberg

Our little group has always been and always will until the end

Breath Of Life // Florence + The Machine

And I needed one more touch, another taste of divine rush, and I believe, I believe it’s so

Crazy = Genius // Panic! At The Disco

If crazy equals genius I’m a fucking arsonist, I’m a rocket scientist

Oh No! // Marina and the Diamonds

Maybe it is all a test, cos I always feel like I’m the worst so I always act like I’m the best

Emperor’s New Clothes // Panic! At The Disco

Heroes always get remembered but you know legends never die

Dance Me To The End Of Love // Madeleine Peyroux

Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin

Sail // AWOLNATION

Maybe I’m a different breed, maybe I’m not listening

I Fall In Love Too Easily // Chet Baker

My heart should be well schooled, cos I’ve been fooled in the past, but I still fall in love too easily, I fall in love too fast

Radioactive // Sofia Karlberg

I raise my flag, dye my clothes. It’s a revolution, I suppose. We’re painted red to fit right in

Live Like Legends // Ruelle

This is our time, no turning back. We could live like legends

Bury A Friend // Billie Eilish

Why aren’t you scared of me? Why do you care for me?

Villain Of My Own Story // Unlike Pluto

I am the one that’s holding grudges. I am the one that lives in pain. I am the one who’s out of touch and I am the one inflicting pain

(I Just) Died In Your Arms // Hidden Citizens

I’ve lost and found, it’s my final mistake. Loving by proxy, no give and all take 

Silent Running // Hidden Citizens

Don’t believe the church and the state and everything they tell you. Believe in me, I’m with the high command

Another One Bites The Dust // Hidden Citizens

Are you happy, are you satisfied? How long can you stand the heat?

Where Have You Been (All My Night) // Hey Violet

I keep hoping that I’m dreaming cos I’m drowning in my feelings and this shit’s surreal

The Fighter // In This Moment

I will not hide my face, I will not fall from grace, I’ll walk into the fire, baby

Can’t Help Falling In Love // Tommee Profitt, Brooke

Wise men say only fools rush in, but I can’t help falling in love with you

Whore // In This Moment

You don’t know how hard I fought to survive, waking up alone when I was left to die

Landmines // BELLSAINT

I can’t resist slow dancing on landmines, love is a target with my heart painted on it

Worst In Me // Unlike Pluto

I decided to play when I knew you were fire, it started off warm but now I hear the choir

The Greatest Show // Hugh Jackman, Keala Settle, Zac Efron, Zendaya

When the runaways are running the night, impossible comes true

#playlist #fanfiction #fanmix

[toryloser]

https://8tracks.com/_toryloser/you-know-why

a playlist for Nasuada & Murtagh’s imprisonment in Uru’baen.

1. Everlong (acoustic) - Foo Fighters

Hello, I've waited here for you ever long. Tonight, I throw myself into, And out of the red, out of her head, she sang. Come down, and waste away with me, down with me.  

2. Closure - Opeth

There's nothing painful in this. There's no upheaval Redemption for my pathos, all sins undone.  

3. Beauty from Pain - Superchick

My whole world is the pain inside me. The best I can do is just get through the day. When life before is only a memory, I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place. And though I can't understand why this happened, I know that I will when I look back someday.  

4. Cherry Wine - Hozier

Her fight and fury is fiery, oh, but she loves like sleep to the freezing. Sweet and right and merciful, I'm all but washed In the tide of her breathing.

And it's worth it, it's divine. I have this some of the time.

The way she shows me I'm hers and she is mine. Open hand or closed fist would be fine. The blood is rare and sweet as cherry wine. 

5. Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine

Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too, So I stayed in the darkness with you. The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out. You left me in the dark. No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight, In the shadow of your heart.  

6. Hurt - Nine Inch Nails

What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone, I know, goes away in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt.  

7. Make This Go On Forever - Snow Patrol

I can't be as sorry as you think I should, But I still love you more than anyone else could. All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right. This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong.

8. Amsterdam (Coldplay cover)

Stood on the edge, tied to the noose And you came along and you cut me loose.  

9. Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am

10. Can’t Help Falling In Love With You - Fleet Foxes

Shall I stay? Would it be a sin? If I can't help falling in love with you?

Like a river flows surely to the sea, Darling, so it goes Some things are meant to be. Take my hand, take my whole life too, For I can't help falling in love with you.  

11. Wicked Game - Naomi King

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you. It's strange what desire will make foolish people do. I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you. And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you. No, I don't want to fall in love (this boy is only gonna break your heart)

12. Never Too Late - Three Days Grace

Even if I say it'll be alright, Still I hear you say you want to end your life. Now and again we try to just stay alive. Maybe we'll turn it all around 'cause it's not too late, it's never too late. 

13. I Gave You All - Mumford & Sons

Rip the earth in two with your mind And seal the urge which ensues with brass wires. I never meant you any harm, But your tears feel warm as they fall on my forearms. But close my eyes for a while And force from the world a patient smile.

14. Through the Dark - Alexi Murdoch

You need someone to hear you when you sigh, Someone to wipe away those tears you cry, Someone to hold you 'neath the darkened sky, Someone to love you more than I. I love you, girl, I love you more than I can say, Even with my heart in the way.  

15. The Reason (acoustic) - Hoobastank

I'm sorry that I hurt you, it's something I must live with everyday. And all the pain I put you through, I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears. That’s why I need you to hear: I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new, and the reason is you.  

16. Be My Escape - Relient K

I fought you for so long, I should have let you in. (Oh how we regret those things we do.) And all I was trying to do was save my own skin, But so were you, so were you.

17. Broken - Seether ft. Amy Lee

The worst is over now and we can breathe again. I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away. There's so much left to learn and no one left to fight. I wanna hold you high and steal your pain.

18. Bittersweet - Within Temptation

A bitter thought: I had it all, but I just let it go.

19. The Perfect Ending - Straylight Run

So if you made it, just be glad that you did and stay there. If you ever feel loved or needed, remember that you're one of the lucky ones. And if it's over, just remember what I told you: It was bound to happen so just keep moving on, There are no perfect endings.

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Irius & Shepard

opening credits: Lordi - Wake The Snake meeting for the first time:  Rage - Soul Survivor hey, i kinda like you:  Switchfoot - Meant To Live i’m going to kiss you now: Papa Roach - Blood falling in love: Enya - Ebudae your place or mine:  Gackt - Last Song naked in bed: 3 Doors Down - Dangerous Game first fight: Soil - Unreal maybe we should take a break: Dream Evil - The Chosen One i want you back: Wolf’s Rain - Strangers will you marry me: Weird Al Yankovic - I’m Fat we’re getting older: Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within if you die i’ll go with you: Skillet - Monster end credits: Dope - Thanks For Nothing

Karnesh & Silia

opening credits: Drowning Pool - Told You So meeting for the first time: Preluders - Everyday Girl hey, i kinda like you:  Robbie Williams - Kids i’m going to kiss you now: Poets Of The Fall - Locking Up The Sun falling in love: Eminem - Say What You Say your place or mine: Anastacia - Left Outside Alone naked in bed: Birdy - Skinny Love first fight: Jason Walker - Echo maybe we should take a break:  Ricky Martin Feat. Christina Aguilera - Nobody Wants To Be Lonely i want you back: Bruno Mars - Grenade will you marry me: 30 Seconds To Mars - Kings And Queens we’re getting older: System Of A Down - Old School Hollywood if you die i’ll go with you: Skillet - Better Than Drugs end credits: Panic! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Karnesh & Tunar

opening credits: 30 Seconds To Mars - Stanger In A Strange Land meeting for the first time: Hammerfall - Last Man Standing hey, i kinda like you: Breaking Benjamin - Diary Of Jane i’m going to kiss you now: Rihanna - S&M falling in love: Weird Al Yankovic - Eat It your place or mine: Nightwish - Cadence Of Her Last Breat naked in bed: Papa Roach - Done With You first fight: Nightwish - Ever Dream maybe we should take a break:  Arch Enemy - Instinct i want you back: Bryan Adams - Please Forgive Me will you marry me: Thousand Foot Krutch - Anyone Else we’re getting older: Breaking Benjamin - Blow Me Away if you die i’ll go with you: Linkin Park - Nobody’s Listening end credits:  Skillet - Forgiven

Clavius & Nolus

opening credits: Skillet - Not Gonna Die meeting for the first time:  Robbie Williams - No Regrets hey, i kinda like you: Eminem - Say Goodbye Hollywood i’m going to kiss you now: Skillet - Rise falling in love: Smokie - All She Ever Wanted your place or mine: Kansas - Carry On My Wayward Son naked in bed: Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams first fight: Billy Talent - Perfect World maybe we should take a break:  Billy Talent - The Navy Song i want you back: Toni Braxton - Unbreak My Heart will you marry me: Gwen Stefani - Four In The Morning we’re getting older: Britneys Spears - Someday I Will Understand if you die i’ll go with you: Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice end credits: Papa Roach - Scars

Clavius & Tibesius

opening credits: Britney Spears - Stronger meeting for the first time: Fiona Apple - If We Kissed hey, i kinda like you: Starset - Halo i’m going to kiss you now: Cascada - Dangerous falling in love: Lady Gaga - Paper Gangsta your place or mine: Coolio - Gangsta Paradise naked in bed: Skillet - The Older I Get first fight: Alkaline Trio - I Found A Way maybe we should take a break:  Disturbed - Deify i want you back: Phil Collins - You’ll Be In My Heart will you marry me: Placebo - Running Up That Hill we’re getting older: Disturbed - The Game if you die i’ll go with you: Mika - Lollypop end credits: Evanescence - Haunted

Renius & Vivia

opening credits: Phil Collins - No Way Out meeting for the first time: Weird Al Yankovic - Beer Song hey, i kinda like you: The Cruxshadows - Coming Home i’m going to kiss you now: Nightwish - Romanticide falling in love: Culture Beat - Mr. Vain your place or mine: Skillet - One Day Too Late naked in bed: Adele - Set Fire To The Rain first fight:  Daughtry - What About Now maybe we should take a break:   Sarah Brightman  - Deliver Me i want you back: Nightwish - Elvenpath will you marry me: Britney Spears - Toxic we’re getting older: Gareth Gates - Anyone Of Us if you die i’ll go with you: Soil - Wide Open end credits: David Guetta Feat. Kelly Rowland - When Love Takes Over

Renius & Silia

opening credits: Fall Out Boy - Novocaine meeting for the first time: AC/DC - Highway To Hell hey, i kinda like you: Disturbed - Meaning Of Life i’m going to kiss you now: Britney Spears - Oops I Did It Again falling in love: Mika - Any Other World your place or mine: Billy Talent - Devil In A Midnight Mass naked in bed: Britney Spears - Overprotective first fight: Robbie Williams - Let Love Be Your Energy maybe we should take a break:   Bryan Adams - It’s Ony Love i want you back: Nightwish - Swanheart will you marry me: Slipknot - Duality we’re getting older: Britney Spears - Womanizer if you die i’ll go with you: Powerwolf - Out In The Fields end credits: Evanescence - Good Enough

Torana & Max

opening credits: Nightwish - High Hopes meeting for the first time: Nightwish - Stargaze hey, i kinda like you: Skillet - Hard To Find i’m going to kiss you now: Ronan Keating - Life Is A Rollercoaster falling in love: Robbie Willaims - Shame your place or mine: Thousnad Foot Krutch - Look Away naked in bed: Lifehouse - Everything first fight: Blind Guardian - The Maiden And The Minstrel Knight maybe we should take a break:   Hilary Duff - I Am i want you back: Nightwish - Sacrament Of Wilderness will you marry me: Pantera - Avoid The Light we’re getting older: 3 Doors Down - When I’m Gone if you die i’ll go with you: Evanescence - My Last Breath end credits: Tatu - Stars

Torana & Nigel

opening credits: Billy Talent - Surrender meeting for the first time: Linkin Park - One Step Closer hey, i kinda like you: Ricky Martina - Maria i’m going to kiss you now: The Veronicas - Untouched falling in love: Skillet - It’s Not Me It’s You your place or mine: Depeche Mode - Wrong naked in bed: System Of A Down - Chop Suey first fight: Simple Plan - Perfect maybe we should take a break:  Sonata Arctica - Paid In Full i want you back:  30 Seconds To Mars - From Yesterday will you marry me: Casey Frazier - Elysian Fields we’re getting older: Nightwish - Nemo if you die i’ll go with you: Weird Al Yankovic - Amish Paradise end credits: Britney Spears - Lucky

Shaela & Han

opening credits: Elvis Presley - Viva Las Vegas meeting for the first time: Bryn Christopher - The Quest hey, i kinda like you: Sting - Dessert Rose i’m going to kiss you now: Florence + The Machine - Breath Of Life falling in love: Lady Gaga - Money Honey your place or mine: Ed Sheeran - I See Fire naked in bed: Rihanna - Stay first fight: Robbie WIlliams - Millenium maybe we should take a break:   Natalie Merchant - My Skin i want you back: Tarja Turunen - Damned And Divine will you marry me: Thousand Foot Krtuch - War Of Change we’re getting older: Disturbed - Forsaken if you die i’ll go with you: Notre Dame De Paris - Dechire end credits: Linkin Park - The Little Things You Give Away

Haral & Titus

opening credits: Linkin Park - Given Up meeting for the first time: Linkin Park - Pushing Me Away hey, i kinda like you: Britney Spears - Sometimes i’m going to kiss you now: Katy Perry - Teenage Dreams falling in love: Silent Hill Homecoming - Soldier Orders your place or mine: Meat Loaf - Blind As A Bat naked in bed: Skillet - Comatose first fight: Nightwish - Bless The Child maybe we should take a break:   Skillet - Sick Of It i want you back: Angel Dust - Still I’m Bleeding will you marry me: Skillet - Good To Be Alive we’re getting older: Within Temptation - Dangerous Mind if you die i’ll go with you: Lady Gaga - Teeth end credits: Papa Roach - Not Listening

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he laughs at my dreams but i dream about his laughter | a drarry fanmix

O1. Under the sheets by Ellie Goulding { we're under the sheets and you're killing me, in our house made of paper, your words all over me. we're under the sheets and you're killing me, in here the world won't bring us down, our plan is golden. out there a girl could drown, in here we're frozen. where did the people go? my hands are empty. you're not the answer i should know } O2. Play Date by Melanie Martinez { we're just playing hide and seek, it's getting hard to breathe under the sheets with you. i don't want to play no games, i'm tired of always chasing, chasing after you. i don't give a fuck about you anyway, whoever said i give a shit about you? you never share your toys or communicate, i guess i'm just a play date to you. you know i give a fuck about you everyday, i guess it's time i tell you the truth. if i share my toys will you let me stay? don't want to leave this play date with you } O3. I found by Amber Run { i'll use you as a focal point so i don't lose sight of what i want. and i moved further than i thought i could, but i miss you more than i thought i would. i found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me, talk some sense to me } O4. Addicted by Saving Abel { i want to take my love and hate you til the end. it's not like you to turn away from all the bullshit i can't take. it's not like me to walk away. i'm so addicted to all the things you do, when you go down on me in between the sheets, all the sounds you make, with every breath you take it's unlike anything when you're loving me } O5. You don't own me by Grace feat G-Easy { don't tell me what to do and don't tell me what to say. please, when i go out with you, don't put me on display. you don't own me. don't try to change me in any way. you don't own me. don't tie me down 'cause i'd never stay. i don't tell you what to say, i don't tell you what to do, so just let me be myself, that's all i ask of you. i'm young and i love to be young. i'm free and i love to be free to live my life the way i want, to say and do whatever i please } O6. Wicked Game by Chris Isaak { the world was on fire, and no one could save me but you. it's strange what desire will make foolish people do. i never dreamed that i'd meet somebody like you and i never dreamed that i'd ever lose somebody like you. no, i don't wanna fall in love. no, i don't wanna fall in love with you } O7. Kiss with a fist by Florence + The Machine { you hit me once, i hit you back. you gave a kick, i gave a slap. you smashed a plate over my head. then i set fire to our bed. my back eye sets no shadow, you red eye sees nothing. your slaps don't stick, your kicks don't hit, so we remain the same } O8. I won't say I'm in love by Disney's Hercules { you keep on denying who you are and how you're feeling. baby, we're not buying, hon, we saw you hit the ceiling. face it like a grown up, when you gonna own up that you got it bad? no chance, no way, i won't say it. give up, give in, check the grin, you're in love. this scene won't play, i won't say i'm in love. don't be proud, it's okay you're in love. at least out loud, i won't say i'm in love } O9. Just the girl by The Click Five { she laughs at my dreams but i dream about her laughter. strange as it seems, she's the one i'm after. 'cause she's bittersweet, she knocks me offa my feet and i can't help myself, i don't want anyone else. she's a mystery, she's too much for me, but i keep coming back for more. she's just the girl i'm looking for } 1O. How to be a Heartbreaker by Marina and the Diamonds { rule number one is that you gotta have fun, but baby when you're done you gotta be the first to run. rule number two, just don't get attached to somebody you could lose. rule number three, wear your heart on your cheek but never on your sleeve unless you wanna taste defeat. rule number four, gotta be looking pure, say goodbye at the door and leave them wanting more. girls, we do whatever it will take 'cause girls don't want, we don't want our hearts to break in two, so it's better to be fake. can't risk losing in love again, babe } 11. Hate that I love you by Rihanna feat Ne-yo { must everything you do make me wanna smile? can i not like you for a while? but you won't let me. you upset me, girl, and then you kiss my lips, all of a sudden i forget that i was upset, can't remember what you did, but I hate it. you know exactly what to do so that i can't stay mad at you for too long, that's wrong. you know exactly how to touch so that i don't want to fuss and fight no more. said i despise that i adore you and i hate how much i love you, boy, i can't stand how much i need you }  12. Better than me by Hinder { the bed i'm lying in is getting colder. wish i never would've said it's over and i can't pretend i won't think about you when i'm older 'cause we never really had our closure. this can't be the end. i really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes. and i think you should this, you deserve much better than me } 13. Devils don't fly by Natalia Kills { and when i'm gone, remember you're the one. just because i fight it doesn't mean i never learned how to love. you know devils don't fly so don't expect me not to fall. devils don't fly but, god, we almost had it all. and i got chains and you got wings, you know that life ain't fair sometimes, but devils don't fly. but i try. angels were never meant to fall and you were the loveliest of all } 14. One more night by Maroon 5 { you and i go hard at each other like we're going to war, you and i go rough, we keep throwing things and slamming the doors, you and i get so damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score, you and i get sick, yeah i know we can't do this no more. so i cross my heart and i hope to die that i'll only stay with you one more night. and i know i've said it a million times but i'll only stay with you one more night. try to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes, try to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath. i'll be waking up in the morning probably hating myself and i'll be waking up feeling satisfied but guilty as hell } 15. Wrecking ball by Miley Cyrus { we kissed, i feel under your spell, a love no one could deny. don't you ever say i just walked away, i will always want you. i can't live a lie, running from my life, i will always want you. i never meant to start a war, i just wanted you to let me in and instead of using force i guess i should have let you in } 16. Whatever we started by Richard Marx { come over and i'll put my hands where i want to. end of the bed with my scent still left on you. baby, don't pretend we could ever just be friends after i have been inside of you. we can't stop whatever we started, can't resist what's meant to be. forget whatever we promised, i want you all over me } 17. Don't deserve you by Plumb { you're the light inside my eyes, you give me reason to keep tryin, yYou give me more than i could dream and you bring me to my knees. your heart is gold and how am i the one that you've chosen to love? i still can't believe that you're right next to me after all that i've done. i don't deserve your love, but you give it to me anyway. can't get enough, you're everything i need and when i walk away, you take off running and come right after me, it's what you do and i don't deserve you. i don't deserve a chance like this, i don't deserve a love that gives me everything. you're everything i want } 18. I want your bite by Chris Crocker { some believe in love at first sight but this is just lust on the first night. if it turns into more then that's alright but right now i don't want your kiss, i want your bite. wanna feel your teeth on my neck, wanna taste the salt of your sweat, gonna rock your body all night } 19. Freeze you out by Sia { so here's my heart for you to hold, feel it beat, feel the warm blood flow through my cold, feel it thaw out. yeah, i've felt the fear but i push through, it's so worth loving you. you wanted more and so i thawed out and i know you were worth it. and i know this could work if i could only let you in but i'm freezing. i'm not running away, i will feel the pain and stay. i'm not running away even though i'm scared, baby. and i won't freeze you out like i have been, i won't freeze you out, i'm gonna let you in. and i won't freeze you out like i have been, i won't freeze you out, my heart is melting } 2O. True Love by P!nk { sometimes i hate every single stupid thing you say, sometimes i wanna slap you in your whole face. there's no one quite like you, you push all my buttons down, i know life would suck without you. at the same time i wanna hug you, i wanna wrap my hands around your neck. you're an asshole, but i love you and you make me so mad i ask myself "why am i still here? and where could i go?" you're the only love i've ever known. but i hate you, i really hate you, so much it must be true love. nothing else can break my heart like true love, no one else can break my heart like you }

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    ✯ MY HEAD IS AN ANIMAL ✯ // a phoebe elliot mix

                                                                    { listen / download }

01. CHERRY BOMB de THE RUNAWAYS { can't stay at home, can't stay at school, old folks say, ya poor little fool. i'm the fox you've been waiting for. hello daddy, hello mom, i'm your ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-cherry bomb. hello world i'm your wild girl, i'm your ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-cherry bomb. }

02. TIME TO PRETEND de MGMT { i'm feelin rough i'm feelin raw i'm in the prime of my life. i'll move to paris, shoot some heroin and fuck with the stars. this is our decision to live fast and die young. we've got the vision, now let's have some fun. yeah it's overwhelming, but what else can we do? get jobs in offices and wake up for the morning commute? forget about our mothers and our friends. we were fated to pretend. i'll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms. i'll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world. i'll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home. yeah i'll miss the boredom and the freedom and the time spent alone. }

03. I LOVE IT de ICONA POP FT. CHARLIE XCX { i crashed my car into the bridge. i watched, i let it burn. i don't care, i love it. i don't care. you're on a different road, i'm in the milky way. you want me down on earth, but i am up in space. you're so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch. }

04. I’M GOOD de THE MOWGLI’S { i'm good, i'm good, i'm good, i'm good, living life just like i should, wouldn't change it if i could. you only live once, i'm good with myself. i'm there for my friends until the very end. i wanna see another love revolution. }

05. KIDS de MIKKY EKKO { oh, i'm going to let the future in, the future in. take it on, make it on my own. oh, into the fire we go again, we go again. shake it off before we get too old. sweet harmony, send us out with nowhere to go. kids, kids, kids are gonna do what they want. bottling sun in an hourglass. upside down but don't look back. over and over, taking on the wind cause we never learn. start a fire just to watch it burn, over and over. }

06. AFTERGLOW de WILKINSON { even though the dancing's done, don't worry 'cause the night is young. who cares where we go, we're ready for the afterglow. someone hold the sunlight back, 'cause we want this night to last. }

07. ON OUR WAY de THE ROYAL CONCEPT { i never wanna shake their hands and stay, oh no, let's go. we are young, we are one. let us shine for what it's worth. to your place, place, place, we're on our way, way, way. we're on our way somehow. }

08. LAST FRIDAY NIGHT (T.G.I.F.) de KATY PERRY { there's a stranger in my bed. there's a pounding in my head. glitter all over the room. pink flamingos in the pool. i smell like a minibar. dj's passed out in the yard. this a hickie or a bruise? it's a blacked out blur, but i'm pretty sure it ruled, damn. last friday night, yeah, we danced on tabletops and we took too many shots, think we kissed but i forgot. last friday night, yeah, we maxed our credit cards and got kicked out of the bar, so we hit the boulevard. last friday night we went streaking in the park, skinny dipping in the dark, then had a ménage à trois. last friday night, yeah, i think we broke the law. this friday night do it all again. }

09. GIRLS JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN de CYNDI LAUPER { i come home in the morning light, my mother says when you gonna live your life right? oh mother dear, we're not the fortunate ones. and girls they want to have fun. the phone rings in the middle of the night, my father yells what you gonna do with your life. oh daddy dear, you know you're still number one. but girls they want to have fun. that's all they really want, some fun. some boys take a beautiful girl and hide her away from the rest of the world, i want to be the one to walk in the sun. }

10. GOOD LIFE de ONEREPUBLIC { woke up in london yesterday, found myself in the city near piccadilly. don't really know how i got here. new names and numbers that i don't know, address to places like abbey road. day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want. we're young enough to say: oh this has gotta be the good life. say, oh, got this feeling that you can't fight. like this city is on fire tonight. this could really be a good life. sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now, we all got our stories but please tell me what there is to complain about. when you're happy like a fool, let it take you over. when everything is out, you gotta take it in. }

11. MIDNIGHT CITY de M83 { waiting in a car, waiting for a ride in the dark. the night city grows, look and see her eyes, they glow. waiting in a car, waiting for a ride in the dark. drinking in the lounge, following the neon signs. waiting for a roar, looking at the mutating skyline. the city is my church , it wraps me in the sparkling twilight. }

12. SHIP TO WRECK de FLORENCE + THE MACHINE { and oh, my love, remind me, what was it that i said? i can't help but pull the earth around me, to make my bed. and oh, my love, remind me, what was it that i did? did i drink too much? am i losing touch? did i build this ship to wreck? }

13. BREAK THE RULES de CHARLI XCX { electric lights blow my mind, but i feel alright. and never stop, it's how we ride, comin' up until we die. i don't wanna go to school, i just wanna break the rules. boys and girls across the world putting on our dancing shoes, going to the discotheque, getting high and getting wrecked. }

14. DON’T STOP ME NOW de QUEEN { tonight i'm gonna have myself a real good time. i feel alive and the world it's turning inside out, yeah! i'm floating around in ecstasy. so don't stop me now, don't stop me 'cause i'm having a good time. i'm a shooting star leaping through the skies, like a tiger defying the laws of gravity. i'm gonna go, go, go, there's no stopping me. i'm burning through the sky, yeah! two hundred degrees, i'm traveling at the speed of light. i'm having a ball, don't stop me now. if you wanna have a good time, just give me a call. }

15. NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY de IMPERIAL TEEN { no matter what you say with your foot on the ground, i can turn it around when we go to the sound, and i'm not coming down. }

16. KIDS de MGMT { you were a child, crawling on your knees toward it, making momma so proud. but your voice is too loud. we like to watch you laughing, you pick the insects off plants. no time to think of consequences. memories fade like looking through a fogged mirror. decisions too, decisions are made and not bought. but i thought this wouldn't hurt a lot, i guess not. }

17. PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS de LISSIE { feelin' lit, feelin' light, 2 am summer night. i don't care, hands on the wheel, drivin drunk, i'm doin' my thing. people told me slow my roll, i'm screaming out fuck that. i'm gonna do just what i want and there ain't no turnin' back. if i fall if i die, know i lived it to the fullest. i'm on the pursuit of happiness and i know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold. }

18. GIRLS LIKE GIRLS de HAYLEY KIYOKO { stealin' kisses from your misses, does it make you freak out? got you fussing, got you worried, scared to let your guard down. tell the neighbors i'm not sorry if i'm breaking walls down. building your girl's second story, ripping all your floors out. saw your face, heard your name, gotta get with you. girls like girls like boys do, nothing new. always gonna steal your thunder, watch me like a dark cloud. on the move, collecting numbers, imma take your girl out. i've been crossing all the lines, all the lines. kissed your girls and made you cry, boys. }

19. THE WALKER de FITZ AND THE TANTRUMS { ooh, crazy's what they think about me, ain't gonna stop cause they tell me so. 'cause 99 miles per hour, baby, is how fast that i like to go. i walk to the sound of my own drum. }

20. CHAMPAGNE SUPERNOVA de OASIS { how many special people change? how many lives are living strange? where were you while we were getting high? slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannon ball. some day you will find me, caught beneath the landslide, in a champagne supernova in the sky. }

21. WE COME RUNNING de YOUNGBLOOD HAWKE { headed for the open door. tell me what you're waiting for. look across the great divide. soon they're gonna hear the sound, the sound, the sound when we come running. never go where we belong, echoes in the dead of dawn. soon they're gonna know the sound, the sound, the sound when we come running. }

22. YOUTH de FOXES { now i'm just chasing time with a thousand dreams i'm holding heavy. and as we cross the line these fading beats have all been severed. don't tell me our youth is running out, it's only just begun. if i asked you for good news, would you smile and turn away? it's like a bad dream that is too afraid to wake. }

23. IT’S TIME de IMAGINE DRAGONS { i don't ever wanna let you down. i don't ever wanna leave this town. 'cause after all this city never sleeps at night. it's time to begin, isn't it? i get a little bit bigger but then i'll admit i'm just the same as i was. now don't you understand that i'm never changing who i am? this road never looked so lonely. this house doesn't burn down slowly to ashes, to ashes. }

24. PARTY HARD de ANDREW W.K. { 'cos we will never listen to your rules. we will never do as others do. know what we want and we get it from you. do what we like and we like what we do. so let's get a party going, now it's time to party and we'll party hard. let's get a party going, when it's time to party we will always party hard. }

25. DIRTY PAWS de OF MONSTERS AND MEN { jumping up and down the floor, my head is an animal. }

26. BAD REPUTATION de AVRIL LAVIGNE { i don't give a damn 'bout my reputation. you're living in the past it's a new generation. a girl can do what she wants to do and that's what i'm gonna do. an' i don't give a damn 'bout my reputation. never said i wanted to improve my station. an' i'm only doin' good when i'm havin' fun an' i don't have to please no one. an' i don't really care if ya think i'm strange, i ain't gonna change. an' i'm never gonna care 'bout my bad reputation. an' everyone can say what they want to say, it never gets better anyway. so why should i care 'bout a bad reputation, anyway. }

B O N U S: 

JUST A HUFFLEPUFF de OLIVER BOYD AND THE REMEMBRALLS { i've got my feet kicked up and it's a quarter to four, nothing to do so i just stare at the floor. well maybe i will try to sneak into the ravenclaw's place for once, 'cause it seems like such fun and they're just so uptight. then i could make excuses for the truth is that i'll probably just bluff. after all, i'm just a hufflepuff. i try to keep a low profile during the war, i'll leave the fighting up to the gryffindors, 'cause man, they sure like to be heroes, but not me, you see, 'cause it don't seem like fun and it just seems crazy. and even though i might not have the brains or the brawn, i'm loyal to the ones that matter to me 'cause it's just the right thing and it's just how i am. and i won't make excuses 'cause the truth is that i'll do just enough, 'cause after all, i'm just a hufflepuff. }

               ¡¡ FELIZ NAVIDAD Y AÑO NUEVO, CRY BABY !!

DE: andy

PARA: cry baby

Bebé llorón:

Ola kien eres. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Pues que, me tocó regalarte (dos veces, para ser exacta lmao), y pues aquí estamos. Espero te guste el mix y si no, pues ni modo, porque lo hice con amor y eso es lo que importa, ¿okay? Quería poner canciones no sólo de party hard y acordes a la personalidad super despreocupada de Phoebe, también traté de encontrar algunas referentes a su familia, su situación y su relación con ellos. Espero haberlo logrado. No todo pueden ser sonrisas y arcoiris, am i right? So. 

Me gusta mucho como llevas a Phoebe. Me río tanto con esa morra y es bastante ocurrente. Ojalá pronto traigan a Nicholas para ver cómo lo molesta y después se casan. Uhhhhhhh... ¿Qué más? Pues nada. Ya llevo tiempo de conocerte y de hablar contigo y me caes re bien, morra. Eres muy graciosa, como la foto de Lorcan que aún no supero. Eres más agradable y cool de lo que tú crees y espero algún día te des cuenta. En verdad te deseo mucha paz, mucha, mucha paz. Y amor. Eres una niña muy linda a pesar de lo que digas. Me gusta hablar contigo y rolear y decir estupideces, biban las estupideces. Anyway, ojalá hayas tenido una bonita navidad y que el 2017 esté lleno de felicidad para ti porque lo mereces, bb. Que todos tus problemas se resuelvan y buenas cosas vengan en camino. Te mando un abrazo. Te quiero very much. 

#phoebe #santa secreto 2016