#like. she likes panic! a LOT but

[calamitys-child]

My purpose and singular mission in life is to make sure queer and/or neurodivergent kids know that sometimes it really is their parents who are stupid and other adults are on their side. This, unfortunately, does not make me popular with their parents. Gonnae keep doing it though.

#kid was very overwhelmed by the theatre environment and panicking and didnt want to see the show cause it looked scary #and the mum was trying to get me to tell the kid its not scary (no i dont lie to kids i told her there are lots of funny bits but a couple #of maybe scary bits too) #and I told her hey listen the bravest thing you can do is tell people you arent comfortable somewhere. youve done so well to do that #and i gave her a program so she can learn more and make an informed decision if she wants to come another time #and i asked her what her favourite things are and she said science and animals and i told her to try the museum its super fun #and her mum was all 'ugh shes a nightmare she's ~on the spectrum~' #and i went yeah me too. and told the kid this isnt for everyone and she did well to tell me and i hope she likes the museum #and like. her mum yelling at her was making everything worse. talking to her like a person with agency? #got her from full panic attack to actively smiling at me in under 5 minutes #sometimes your parents or guardians are in fact being stupid or rude! neurodivergent adults exist! other people see you and hear what you're #saying and won't be mad! #anyway. now IM very overwhelmed but i really hope that kid remembers this and i hope she has a great day #im going to get a coffee and sit under a tree for a while

[spaghettiandart]

Charlie and the Puppet. Charlie kind of gives me 80's goth teen energy tbh so I drew a lot of her design from goth fashion trends at the time.

#shes like around 16 here #charlie emily #the puppet #the Marionette #fnaf #my art #fanart #five nights at freddy's #honestly i kind of loved it when ppl named the puppet the marionette and characterized them as being this mastermind puppetmaster #think ab it... she/he charlie. bc im thinking about it #this is basically going to become an au huh bc ive got a LOT of personality hcs for the dead kids #i like to think shes that cool older kid that the younger kids kind of admire but really on the inside shes just pure panic #three of the ghost kids r older siblings in their own way. #charlie is the older sibling figure not bc she has anything under control (he does NOT lol) but because hes literally the oldest #gabriel is an older sibling figure not only because hes the oldest but because hes susie's older brother. #he puts a lot of pressure and responsibility on himself post-slaughter and takes it upon himself to take care of the others #cassidy is the older sibling figure of CC because a shes 13 and hes like 8 and b shes a little protective of him #oh my GOD i need to get to learning how to make comics bc the IDEAS i HAVE..

[spideycents]

I know this is gonna be a post into the void, but I want people to know that there are some on the autism spectrum that the hug during the panic attack would work for. Not everybody though and definitely the hug would have to be someone trusted and like personally for me that I’m comfortable with, but I just want to clarify the generalization the show might have made. Not all autistic people like that physical pressure. But I do think it works for Young Woo.

#just saying as someone who’s learned a lot of autism like tricks and tips for me #meltdowns and panic and stuff #like really recently I mean #someone and I were arguing about it during the episode and I know there’s gonna be lots of discussion online #I just wanted to say that me personally loved that scene #especially when she told him to hold her tighter #extraordinary attorney woo #woo young woo #lee jun ho #actually autistic

[amelia-yap]

haha therapy AU

#suletta mercury #miorine rembran #nika nanaura #chuatury panlunch #g witch #the witch from mercury #my art #tw blood #no because what the fuck #i am personally sending them to therapy #kinda modern AU and asticassia is like a psychiatric home #suletta has obvious high functioning anxiety and is schizophrenic #aerial and prospera are two of her more common hallucinations and voices she hears #both will never appear at the same time and depending on who is out atm dictates how comfortable suletta is with speaking #when (the few times) neither of them are there suletta will be on constant edge and more jumpy than usual (which says a lot) #also idk in here elnora and prospera are two separate identities #mio has moderately severe depression and ptsd cough ep12 cough #seeing clusters of red or red objects scattered around would send her into a massive panic #she put down playing the piano but still enjoys gardening and has a few plants that are easy to take care of in her room #slowly she expands to the home's indoor garden and practically owns it and the staff are just happy to let her do her thing #(not before relocating all the red flowers to a far away area lmao) #chuchu just goes in and out for anger management sessions lol #nika is a volunteer that helps around #still working out some stuff #sulemio will bump into each other and heal together like the homies they are and fall in love #there will probably definitely be more of this nonsense stay tuned i have no idea what happens either #i just want to put them in a safe place from bullshit to heal #they are so #also im laughing cause this reminded me of my dead wr hospital AU #anyway i hit the 30 tag limit so bye

[uselessnocturnal]

i just think- that maybe- perhaps- if i may dare say- please don’t come at me guns ablazing- the pacing for the pjo show could be improved

#pjo show crit #i feel like the stakes are not as- stakesy #maybe it’s just me though #but the fight scenes just aren’t that exciting for me? #i plunge to my death is my Favourite tlt chapter and a lot of that stems from the silliness of why they went up in the first place #to echidna being quietly unsettling with her dog #to grover being anxious af because of the heights thing and percy being quietly supportive with his jelly beans #to the momentary relatable panic when you can’t all fit in the lift #and that very rapid devolvement into realising that Oh Shit Monster #AND BREAKING THAT TENSION WITH THE ANTEATER LINE #and the fight scenes and how he was panicking and she was taunting him with the ‘why have faith in the gods?’ #the Dread when he hits the collar and the burning pain of the unexpected sting #TO THE VERY LAST LINE WHERE HE JUMPS OUT AND PRAYS TO POSEIDON #anywyas #just had to get that off my chest

[danwhobrowses]

Okay sure just split the group again I'm sure nothing could go wrong this time dividing them into sub-groups to sting at high levelled and relatively unknown areas with high risk and high threat of boss level enemies in the vicinity and then go on another break to make us stew on that, it's fine IT'S FINE!

#critical role #bell's hells #cr spoilers #c3 e89 #critical role spoilers #the volition #ruby vanguard #the imperium #ruidus #unseelie court #universe really gotta hit me with Frieren season finale and CR going on a break AND One Piece going on a break! #it's like you want me to have nothing to do on Friday #honestly how many times in all 3 campaigns has splitting up worked? Not a lot Matt it's just evil PCs have died #my Callowmoore heart of course is relieved that Ashton and Fearne are in the same group this time - they're not gonna lose her again #maybe we can sneak in some combo moves for Bearne and Bashton - play a bit of holies #but still it's difficult to gauge how to deal with Athion plus maybe a dragon indoors plus Ira's willingness to leave people behind #Otohan and Ludinus can be lurking anywhere too #we still have no idea where Ryn is being kept either #the Liliana assassination attempt is doomed to fail and as much as it's a terrible choice I think Imogen needs to let her go #she talks about Ludinus like an abusive lover but acts blind to the cries of the people she says she's protecting #like woman go home! If they need you then removing yourself from the board stops them that's why there's a target on your back #but we all believe in Gaz supremacy at least #and more moon lore always gotta have the moon lore #tag reader's bonus: turtles live in every continent except antarctica #idk usually I have this many tags in ship posts so I drop a headcanon but this is more just panic so you get a nice turtle fact

[deancanseecastielshalo]

Has anyone done a fic where Steve n Robin are those friends who make a pact that if they’re both still single by 30 they’ll get married (so they don’t have to be alone forever), but then in the year where they start planning everything for real and organising venues and music, they end up meeting Nancy, wedding cake baker, and Eddie, band musician?

#they both fall in love obvs #Nancy n Robin would have a cute baking date where Robin makes a massive mess n they’re relationship would move a little faster than Steve #n Eddies; you see the cake person more than the musician; and Robin would eventually come to Steve in a panic cuz her n nanc were have a #cute meet n she accidentally told Nancy the whole thing was ‘fake’ (they are actually together) and they both freak out #but then when Steve eventually tells Eddie (in a more tired way) Eddies like ‘oh yeah; that was obvious. also me n Nanc are buddies’ #and in the end Robin n Nancy are the ones to get married instead and when Robin throws the bouquet; Steve catches in n looks to Eddie at #side like ‘;;;;;; I mean 👁👁’ and they get married a few months later #(a lot less extravagant n more just amongst close friends and family) #;;;;;;;;;;;; sooo;;;;; has anyone done this or;;;;? #steddie #ronance #dcsch's blabble de blubs #platonic besties Steve n Robin; my absolute beloveds #jenjo blorbo thoughts

[needle-parks]

I can’t believe that the panic in needle park was al pacino’s first lead role in a film, he really put his entire pussy into that movie. If i watched that in 1971 and knew nothing about who he was i know damn well I would have immediately known he’d be a star eventually

#like his rent was DUE #like i know he had been acting in theatre before this but damn he really went all out for the first lead film role #i adore him #also do you ever think about how without the panic in needle park we probably wouldn’t have had al in the godfather? #much to think about #also not forgetting kitty winn she also did an amazing job #i just have lots of thoughts about this film #the panic in needle park #al pacino #random thoughts

[arsonist-chicken]

What if I just developed social skills to be able to actually make new friends in person and then used those skills to get a new phone number and pack my bags and run away to a place where no one knows me and all my past mistakes and fuckups and started over there without going into social isolation

#i needed to hand my expose in in february and got an email about it this weekend and agreed to hand it in on tuesday #it is now sunday evening and i just got another email about it but thinking about opening it makes me want to throw up #she's so nice and i don't want to see her scolding me for AGAIN not sticking to a deadline #what if she tells me that was the final deadline and i won't receive a grade for that class and so i won't be allowed to write my thesis #until next january? I wanted to graduate this autumn. it's april and i haven't even started on my thesis and i have like three bullet point #for the expose; and idek if I'll be able skillwise and mental health wise/adhd wise to actually write the stupid thesis #like what if i can't do it and then i've spent the last one and a half years on a degree i won't get in the end and then i won't be able to #apply to a lot of the jobs i thought actually looked good #@god give me some social butterfly skills and I'll give or throw most of my stuff i don't absolutely need away so i can just.. #go somewhere new. start over. and not become even more socially isolated than i already am. #does anyone know what a panic attack feels like because i'm having suspicions that i might have finally gotten them this year #but didn't recognise them as such because it could be worse #so anyway. god grant me some social friend making skills #if you can't do that at least throw in some adhd and depression treatment. i am sick of this. #and by this i mean the way i've been living my life at least since i left high school; probably even while still in high school #vent posts #mine #i love my online friends so much but i can't meet them outside to sit in the sun or chat about anything at all or go have coffee together #or or or you get me

[stellerssong]

starting the new year off right with some werewolves being fucking unwell

@lucienne-thee-librarian @raspberryjellybrains pspspspspsps

#f: mansand #stories #my fic #morphienne #dream/lucienne #TWELVE THOUSAND????????? DREAM IF YOU DON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR REAL..................... #i guess the meta moral of the story is. perseveration takes up a lot of real estate both mentally and in the notes app. #the real moral of the story obviously is even if your gf says it's cute please don't actively have your panic attacks in her workplace. #like she WORKS there bud. #also GWEN IS HERE AGAIN. EVERYBODY SAY HI GWEN WE LOVE YOU GWEN

[bonefall]

Same anon- wasnt trying to imply that with blossom either! Just wanted to say that it could've been read that way and could be triggering to some, and the fact that no one speaks up felt off, even if its against the code. I've never read the more recent books either, so by the way the posts were spaced it felt like the series goes Df battle > Tempest > Ashfur in the span of a few moons, meaning blossom went from one horrible event to another and was still feeling isolated and shameful. Sorry if anything came off as confrontational or mean!

As for the 'why dont they leave?' thing, I think we all default to how Ravenpaw actually DOES leave and we just apply the same logic. As humans we naturally draw connections, and if we see a situation where a whole clan turns on one cat, we ask why didn't they just do what Ravenpaw (or Dovewing iirc) did and decide they can't deal with this and it's better to move on. It's a pattern that we itch to see fulfilled: Tigerclaw turns everyone on Ravenpaw so he leaves, Dovewing gets her whole clan telling her to do better so she leaves, Blossomfall gets named as a traitor and repeatedly gets dishonor titles to remind her of all her faults- why do cat not leave???

But yeah, if Blossom got to heal, i retract my statement entirely. I just was going off the logic that she felt isolated/cut off and that being told she's better off invisible would just shove her further into that belief. I do wanna ask, do you know what the thing Blossom spoke up about that got her slapped with the title?

Ah, I see! Let me clear up the order of events so far;

ThunderClan's Tempest, shortly after the Great Battle, dealing with the Clan moving on. Contains some parts of the canonical Dovewing's Silence but mostly Bramblestar's Storm

AVOS, with Blossomfall joining the Kin and being rescued sometime towards the end. Still working out some kind of incident where her kits are either stolen, or have to be retrieved-- the sire is not known

Squirrelflight’s Horror, a book about how Bramblestar turns a tense political situation into an excuse to leverage his power to abuse his deputy after feeling slighted.

TBC, which is at least a year after AVOS, with all of Blossomfall's children now being young warriors and her life coming back into order

So Blossomfall is having a pretty long journey here! Her life has been rocky and she can be a really nasty person, but she was brought back into ThunderClan because she is still loved. There are people who really want to see her get better.

And as for when she gets Clearface'd, I'm torn on it either being the first sign and SUPER shocking because it was just the normal amount of Blossom-sass, OR it coming right after the death of Bristlefrost and she argued that

"Bristlefrost was a codebreaker but who cares! She was a warrior of ThunderClan! There's no way that StarClan--"

And then interrupted and quashed with the title.

So, first option, to demonstrate Bramblefake's new level of malice at the earliest possible point and use Bristlefrost's death as the "turning point" of the arc where cruelty becomes violence,

Or, as a direct response to Bristlefrost's death, and the moment where there begins to be suspicion, because Bramblestar is NOT this good at naming.

#I like controversial girl characters a lot btw #With Dovewing also she is also a special case #She didn't have a ShadowClan to run to and didn't know if Tigerheart would even take her kits since they're Bumblestripe's #And she wanted to get away from her family #She she bolted in a random direction in panic LMAO go girl #Dovewing was willing to ACCEPT solitude not knowing the Guardians were thataways #She would have lived in the woods. At least until she had time to make a decision #But that's a really difficult choice to make logically #And comes from her resentment of Everyone at that moment #ShadowClan was disbanded at that time #And Raven? He's got it made thanks to Barley and the presence of a barn #Though the idea of Blossomfall straightup kicking Smoky out of his barn is very funny #'HEY THIS IS MY BARN-' #*Blossomfall throws him out a window* #That's pretty funny maybe she'll do that for the rebels later #'Hey guys idea. Instead of having rebel camp in the woods we go kick that loser out of his house' #Very Bloss thing to do tbh #'Wow that guy looks kickable. Hey Ivy how fast do you think I can make him cry' #I think in talking about how much she is hurting under it all I can end up obfuscating that she is Mean as a primary trait lmao #She's the meanest person in TC and passes the title back and forth with Berrynose like an Employee of the Month plaque #Mean people can be hurting though

[des-no9]

Van and Voss in 5 mins <3

#kith'rak voss #otp: adilshar #vanquish/voss #like Van definitely first to confess even though Voss is confessing everytime he touches her #and for the most popular/liked it depends on if you're githyanki or not really as Voss is ofc Famous and Van is an istik but people love he #she's v charismatic #Voss better caregiver because he's more practical than Van and Van panics when loved ones aren't doing well #Van doesn't shut the fuck up #and Voss is much more sensitive to the changes in Van from him being So Old and Wise and also his psionic stuff picks up a lot #he realises changes in Van even before she does sometimes #and there's no marriages in githyanki society lol but the closest to a marriage proposal is him gifting her a custom circlet engraved with #“my adilshar breaker of chains” #anyway #githyanki #bg3 #tag: vanquish

[motokeith]

considering a klance fic where the boys get sucked into an alternate timeline and meet their fem counterparts…

#lance hits on Kaith bc he thinks he might actually have a chance with her #Keith feels like dying bc he’s not a girl #L&K both think the other one is straight #Kaith has useless lesbian disorder and Lane is experiencing visceral bi panic #Lane and Lance both actually #I feel the Ls would get along too well and the Ks would avoid each other like the plague #anyway seeing a lot of fem klance and feeling inspired #klance #it’s about time I Book of Eibon these bitches #also part of the gag of Lance hitting on Kaith would be that she looks almost identical to Keith

[sunkissedlouis]

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#i’m in jakarta 🥹🥹🥹 #also when we were in the immigration at the airport last night and the officer asked me what i’d do here i said oh vacation and concert #on wed haha then he asked what concert and then i said louis tomlinson% #then this lady next to me heard me and whispered panic to her bf behind her and was like ohmy god babe louis tomlinson is comimg here!! #afterwards while waiting for tricia and the others the same lady passed by us and greeted us #she told us how jealous she was and to have a lot of fun 🥺 #we told her she could still go since the tickets are still available and she wasn’t sure 😔 #*ri

[passumstars]

I will likely never get to do anything with her

#my art #the band ghost #nameless ghoul oc #i mostly wanted practice making a character sheet ish thingy #and by god i got that #had to work hard for her colors which is not usually a problem for me #and the silhouette flip like if your character doesnt have a tail then bam its done and no one will notice the small problems #but it doesnt work with a tail if you want perspective i had to redraw/move her tail around to make it look right so. learned that very much #i like the layout concept though thats nice #i have a whole backstory for her. she was part of a group summon and it all went fine except that one person was missing and they ended up #with a statue. she was too terrified to talk to anyone so she got left there and after it sounded empty she reverted and found some place to #hide in the gardens. so she lives there now. and ruins a lot of socks. and helps with the plants not that anyone knows that. and panics and #turns to stone if anyone walks by. so everyone does realize theres a moving shifting statue in the abbey but no one is sure what to do about #that. doesnt speak much if at all. doesnt steal a new shirt bc people notice if those go missing unlike socks. has anxiety bitch face also #yeah. and like. i dont know what a fandom is and i certainly dont know what a music is and thats why ill likely not do anything with her #which kinda sucks. but i still made her a character sheet cause she wont leave me alone. and for the practice #cause if i think about doing a sheet for story ocs i get all perfectionist and it doesnt happen #the luck thing is that she kinda thinks being summoned was a curse #im gonna shut up now

[rogersstevie]

people not only acting like rory kissing jess at truncheon was some plan of hers the whole time but also that it was as hurtful or even more hurtful than some of the things he did to her is my villain origin story

#gilmore girls #gg 6x18 #like listen i love jess and i love literati and i understand his choices were never out of intent to hurt her #but neither were her choices??? so why do shippers love to villainize her when she hurts him but are so forgiving when he hurts her #and like. even if i understand the how and why i think fully leaving your girlfriend of several months without telling her #is a lot worse than kissing someone and running away in a panic lmao #also i know we never see jess again after that so people can invent an aftermath but i really do not think he'd go into a horrible spiral #i'm tired on rory's behalf always #see this is why it's so hard to find good fic for them because people are just insane about her character