#like. sometimes i wasnt allowed or couldn’t access healthcare so broken or fractured bones never healed right

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#tw #one of the most difficult things about getting over physical abuse and trauma is the long term health implications #like. sometimes i wasnt allowed or couldn’t access healthcare so broken or fractured bones never healed right #and now i will forever have to deal with and ache in my ribs and a slight limp #worse on some days than others #even though i know with time and effort and healing i can come close #i still want to cry bc they broke me and it’s not fair #its not fair that i have to live with the constant reminder of what was done to me. as if scars aren’t enough #but it is what it is #sometimes i push my body too hard just to prove it’s mine and that i still can #i need to go easier on myself. my body is me and mine and the fact I’m alive and functioning is a blessing #personal