#mars rambles 🪸

[lifeonmvrs]

is the art process really meant to be static? am i meant to start one piece and finish it? or am i to explore the thoughts trapped inside my little head and release them as soon as they appear, afraid i will lose them if i don’t start on them immediately? did the universe make planets one by one? or did it explode and started one thing and then jumped into the other, not bothered to finish the first one right away?

#i don’t even know what i’m saying anymore but do you get it #ideas swim in my head itching to get out #i can’t just get stuck in one drawing even if that’s what i’m used to #it will take time to finish all of them ofc but i should not get discouraged by that #goodnight it’s kinda late #and i have school tomorrow #not art #art ramblings #mars rambles 🪸 #🪸

[lifeonmvrs]

im drawing deadpool in a tux btw. if you even care

#im using a picture of bowie as a reference :3 #it’s looking good so far :D #i was going into a mini crisis because i could not continue other drawings and i thought that maybe i forgot how to draw #so i started practicing anatomy a bit (mainly drawing figure/gesture drawings?) and then #i figured out no i did not forget how to draw #i was just rusty and needed a reference djsjfj #so yeah #artists struggles #💀 #deadpool #deadpool fanart #coming soon 🎉 #not art #txt post #mars rambles 🪸 #🪸

[lifeonmvrs]

this drawing is gonna be the end of me oh my god

#i have restarted this drawing bc i didn’t like it that much at first #rn i love how it’s looking but. lineart #for some reason i cant do short repetitive movements because it overwhelms me ???? #and i have to do them for the lineart bc i’m just kind of going over the lines many times #and i just keep getting overwhelmed and having to step back from the drawing #aaaghhfjekfkek #i am close to finishing the lineart tho. I CANT WAIT TO GET TO THE COLORING PART #i think i’m gonna leave it on flat colors bc it’s comic style #so yeah… there’s a deadline for this drawing so i better get BACK #BYE!!!! #mars rambles 🪸 #not art but art related #digital artist #digital artist struggles #idk if anyone else struggles with this #AND IF SOMEONE DOES PLS TELL ME HOW TO STOP IT 🛐

[lifeonmvrs]

also this drawing is gonna kill me. it just doesn’t look right!!! i cannot render clothes apparently. and the hair, which is usually my fav part, is not hair-ing. ach, just gonna “trust the process” ig

#i am watching save data’s ace attorney let’s play tho so it is enjoyable #i should probably get my glasses i’m starting to feel a headache arriving.. #but they are sooooo far away and my bed is so comfortable…….. #ach whatevs im gonna get up #bye #mars rambles 🪸 #not art but art related

[lifeonmvrs]

i probably shouldn’t draw on my bed bc my back ends up hurting, but also it’s pretty comfortable atm… it will def hurt so much after but i never learn so !

#shrimp posture rn #but hey my desk is really messy rn so there’s not enough space to draw there #and tbh my bed isn’t that clean either #im literally sitting in a little corner of my bed drawing #but my bed is soft and comfortable so i’m not moving #artist things #i guess #not art but art related #mars rambles 🪸

[lifeonmvrs]

i absolutely LOVE it when the art finally arts

#like holy shit IM the one drawing that??? #what ! #WAHOOOOOO #haven’t been able to draw in so loooong (if you ignore the nebula) bc of school but i’m finally free from school so LETS GO #im drawing crowley #he is much easier to draw rn than azi #not art #but like related to it ig #mars rambles 🪸 #🪸

[lifeonmvrs]

my drawing program keeps freezing bc the nebula drawing is too big for it to handle💀 and i’m not even halfway done with it 😭😭

#whatever will i do! #i like saying that phrase btw. very dramatic and nice to say yk? #umm but yeah… i’ll try to free up even more space/storage in my laptop #but i’ve already erased a lot of stuff and put a lot of my drawings on a pendrive #wish i had a better pc fr fr #AND I FREAK OUT EVERY TIME I TRY TO SAVE THE DRAWING CUZ IT FREEZES AND IM LIKE “oh god pls don’t close i cant lose all the progress” #not art #digital artist #digital artist struggles #😭 #mars rambles 🪸 #🪸

[lifeonmvrs]

im drawing so much but not actually finishing anything. i don’t know if this is bad but at least i think i’m having fun (???)

#like i’ve finished one (1) piece #and i’ve started about 5+ which is weird for me because i usually start one or two and finish those #actually let me check how many i’ve actually started i don’t want to be misleading #oh. oops #actually i’ve started more than 11 💀 #UMM YEAH. and i’ve finished 1-2 #art ramblings #not art #mars rambles 🪸 #🪸