#metaru

[lacystar]

💔 An angsty headcanon for cQ >:)

which one.

LN goes against what I think he's always wanted emotionally. I think his brain strives for big ambitious places and cities but his heart wants domesticity. El rapids was sort of a medium-- a place he was proud of but also a small and cozy home. el rapids is too flashy for that sense of calm, there's something terminally unsettling about it. sometimes he wakes up with migraines from the lights blaring through his windows, and no matter what types of blackout curtains he uses, it seems like it can never fully get rid of the burning behind his eyes.

#asks #metaru #mcyt #dream smp #quackity

[jajna]

Small reminder to myself for tomorrow!!!! got some Mewtwo collabs to get done!!! xDD

#myart #Mewtwo #fan OC #Metaru #so yeah my oc metaru started as a Mewtwo before she become an energy demon #should draw them beside each other some time =w=

[fruitsofhell]

Omg it's Sonic CD's birthday today, I love that game and Metal Sonic <3 they both mean the world to me and got me through some very rough times in my life.

Sonic CD's JP OST is like genuinely my favorite soundtrack to anything ever I'd been listening to it on repeat (as well as Siivagunners Sonic Grand Beta on Bandcamp wink) for the past couple days while coding.

I don't have a huge essay to gush about with the game cause all my opinions on it are mega personal lmao.

#sth #shut the heck up #metaru #sonic cd #about hecks hecking life #also like i said about iron oxide earlier #thank metal sonic for this blog everyone

[proudfreakmetarusonniku]

i hate how tech bros treat ai like fucking nfts bc like. advanced pattern recognition algorithms are actually Very Useful and Very Cool. they’re used in medicine for instance! but technbros just want it to be the new NFT. and now people are hyper paranoid about any ai even though like it’s Useful and Fine in a lot of contexts just very harmful in those that it doesn’t work in (and I’m not even talking about art, art is not the worst example of this- people tried to make ai therapists that ended up encouraging people with eating disorders to relapse, and there’s all those ai generated foraging books that give advice that’s incredibly inaccurate and tells you to eat poisonous shit like art isn't even The main problem with the nft-isation of AI it’s just the most obvious)

#Sorry it’s metaru is a nerd over pattern recognition software hour #I fucking love pattern recognition software

[blissfali]

I DONT KNOW HOW I DID THIS IN. 3 HOURS. BUT. @proudfreakmetarusonniku dtiys. , , , , 

#I HAve Schoo ltoorrow. Firist day back bitches #and im drawing. primeboys angst #Wonderful job everyone #metaru dtiys #dream smp #dsmp #tommyinnit #tommyinnit fanart #c!dream #c!tommy

[painless-innit-colourful]

they're killing the Ender dragon on Monday out of lore bc ig they just hated the actual ending so much they’d rather do something ooc to wrap it up. Which is hysterical tbh.

I have literally never been more proud of someone on the dsmp before. Fck 'em up Eret I can't watch because I'm in Venice but I hope they rock that sht and laugh while they do it.

#dream smp #crim speaks #eret #hey metaru :)

[tobi-smp]

Hello Tobi, are you bringing DSMP discourse back? xD

-Zeta-in-de-walls.

well SOMEBODY is fjklsdakljfsdajklfdasjklfdsajkl

#and I'm helping <3333333 #I love when metaru shakes my blog down for meta so much #everybody needs to start reblogging their old posts right now I'm having the time of my life

[sunlitmcgee]

hey you guys wanna read my dnd character's backstory. you know you do

@proudfreakmetarusonniku @oranboo @prophecy-anon @vivyainou

#dnd #dnd fanfiction #dnd oc #metaru tag coz i know this is your cup of tea :)

[clingyduoapologist]

WHY DO NON BRITS NOT KNOW WHAT NONCE MEANS… YOU CAN'T CALL C!TOMMY THAT

I’M SORRY OK LIKE IN MY HEAD NONCE WAS JUST LIKE… CALLING SOMEONE AN IDIOT?!?

#I thought it was like saying wey in Spanish #I’m sorry metaru #asks

[hoglinz]

cloudy mornings at logstedshire (for @proudfreakmetarusonniku's dtiys!!!)

#sory this is so late WAAAAH #still have c!discduo disease </3 #dream smp fanart #dream smp #tommyinnit #tommyinnit fanart #c!tommy #c!tommy fanart #c!dream #c!dream fanart #c!discduo fanart #c!discduo #c!primeboys #dsmp fanart #dsmp dream #blood tw #abuse tw #bruises tw #metaru dtiys #tumblr killed the quality again. oh well #im never drawing a background again in my life #weapon tw #discduo fanart

[hopalongfairywren]

worst blorboficiation in Warrior Cats

Historically? Ashfur. Without a doubt. The takes I saw like a decade ago were... something. No he's not a sad uwu damaged emotional e-boy. No, he wouldn't be a better alternative to Bramblestar, and him being abusive doesn't validate that, what the fuck. (Some takes I saw under that moonkitti video) Although the fandom's gotten better, I feel like there's still an air of 'oh ashfur's a sad lonely man who got his feelings hurt and lost control' instead of the fact that Ashfur has always been characterized as controlling, and his actions aren't the result of him 'losing control' and breaking down, it's more the fact that he felt entitled to Squirrelflight. He sees her as an object. He wasn't sad that his gf left him and he was alone he was angry his "belonging" was stolen. He also really didn't give a shit about Ferncloud either, seeing how easily he was willing to use her only surviving kid at the time as a pawn in his potentially dangerous revenge scheme. TLDR: Ashfur.

#thanks for the ask! #the wren calls #warrior cats #warriors #ashfur #warrior cats fandom ask game #misogyny in fandom #misogyny in warriors #c!primeboyscore #<- for metaru

[jajna]

My lovely ladies ;;;w ; only need Marex here to complete the set of main RP characters i used over the years. Putting sketches here again in hopes i finish some (and add Marex before posting full lineup) Metaru - child jajna Marex - teen jajna Alixon - grownup jajna

#myart #Metaru is an energy demon #Alixon a impulsive bomber #they are both villains but with rather different temperaments #Metaru are cool- hardly react to anything unless it truly interest her-sole 'friend' are a fox who works for her #While Alixon is very expressive- emotional to the point to explode- an seem to collected a bucket with friends #they are both.... rather egoistic tho #thanks for listing to my ted talk~ xD

[proudfreakmetarusonniku]

if c!tommy was an extinct dinosaur I think he’d be a utahraptor. bc it’d be funny to imagine c!wilbur digging for fossils and finding c!tommy.

(not excluding living dinosaurs he would of course be a chicken)

#deranged thoughts from a sick metaru sorry #Dream smp #c!tommy #crimeboys

[ladyddanger]

you’re doing way better with the delulu stuff than when DTblr was harassing me over c!prime lmao. i shoulda made it spin related quackblr outsold me

tbf they aren’t harassing me personally so it’s very easy to me to make jokes about it. That being said the next time DTblr acts like assholes to you we can turn it into a fannon big brother for c!Tommy

#<3 u metaru #asks

[if-loki-was-a-fox]

Here's some Exile AU Peer Pressure Duo rambling bc I haven't said any of this on Tumblr yet — CW for references to abuse, manipulation, trauma, and general unhealthy relationship and Exile Arc stuff

(as always, thank you to @proudfreakmetarusonniku for helping me come up with this AU and a lot of this stuff specifically)

So when exile!Dream discovers exile!Tommy's attempt to hide stuff from him and blows up Logstedshire, he also chops of exile!Ranboo's tail to make the punishment even greater.

e!Tommy, finally realizing that e!Dream isn't their friend (something e!Ranboo still doesn't realize btw) and being unable to properly take care of e!Ranboo's injuries, tells e!Ranboo to run and find e!Techno's cabin, hoping that e!Techno will take care of e!Ranboo and e!Dream won't care enough about losing only on of them to go after e!Ranboo.

So e!Ranboo is badly injured and just generally not doing great after ages in exile, losing their tail, and then running through the tundra in old tattered cloths, so after they pass out on e!Techno's porch they're unconscious/barley conscious for days while e!Techno (and probably e!Phil too) nurse them back to health.

e!Ranboo has no real memories of L'Manburg and hasn't for a while at this point, and by the time they recover from their injuries they don't remember a whole lot about Exile either (esp not with how traumatic the whole thing was). They do however, still have a lot of conditioning left over and a very messed up view on what friendship looks like thanks to what e!Dream taught them. (e!Ranboo absolutely starts trying to figure out what e!Techno wants and likes and doing that and only that to avoid punishment as soon as they wake up, given that they think that's just how relationships work)

So in canon DSMP c!Ranboo has a tendency to use gifts as their main friendship gesture (see, giving c!Timmy alliums, giving c!EmDuo gifts their first or second day in the tundra, and giving c!Techno the ax). This is exacerbated with exile!Ranboo.

For as long as e!Ranboo can remember, one of his two best friends would come by every couple days and take all the stuff he made in the meantime. As such, e!Ranboo thinks they don't deserve to own things and that it's a normal give up all their stuff to e!Techno, the actual owner of all their things. e!Ranboo basically repeats the "put your items in the hole" by giving e!Techno their stuff frequently and getting anxious when they have stuff for too long, something e!Techno doesn't initially pick up on and recognize as abnormal or a trauma thing (he's just overwhelmed by the excessive "affection" and unsure how to emotionally process it).

(One day, e!Techno makes a comment on this behavior and e!Ranboo reacts badly thinking they did something wrong, which is when e!Techno finally realizes that this is Not Normal.)

Also, an important context on e!Techno's part: e!Techno is initially very oblivious to e!Ranboo's trauma, but even as he starts to slowly uncover stuff about e!Ranboo's trauma and abuse, he assumes it comes from L'Manburg, given that L'Manburg is, in his eyes, the Corrupt Evil Government that exiled e!Ranboo and e!Tommy (innocent kids) and tried to execute e!Techno in front of e!Philza. On top of that, what little e!Ranboo does remember of Exile is that e!Dream was his friend, so why would e!Techno ever even consider that e!Dream abused them?

(anyways, if you couldn't tell already, this is very much an Angst/Horror type of AU. e!Techno here is very well set up to side fully with e!Dream against L'Manburg and generally be easily manipulated by him on an ongoing basis. There's a non-zero chance this AU ends with e!Dream getting his really messed up Big Happy Family that he so wants.)

#ranboo exile au #exiled ranboo au #also to clarify my characterkzation of e!Dream is heavily based on Metaru's characterization of c!Dream #manipulation #manipulation tw #abuse #abuse tw #trauma #cdream #endersmile duo #peer pressure duo #cranboo #ranboo #ctechno #technoblade #rambling about blorbos

[painless-innit-colourful]

welp. better work on my c!tommy becomes a dreamon fantasy au fic told through his letters for you I guess lmao

ohhhhhhh f'ck yeahhhhhh stories told in diverse forms!! also that concept sounds epic I would love to read it :)

#heyyy metaru #dream smp #crim speaks