#normal Tuesday night things

[driftingvoid-155]

I love thinking of fnaf 3 of Michael just using the intercom system to roast the shit outta his dad/ springtrap and that’s why he always looks so unimpressed by time he gets to the office. Like seriously Mike?? Really?? Calling me an ugly bitch was the best you could do? Have you looked in a mirror recently?

#fnaf 3 like a western where they shoot insults at each other instead of bullets #some sort of fucked up family therapy #they both hate each other but they’re also so used to each others bullshit #Michael’s finally just letting his mouth run free and say all the things he’s wanted to for years #and William finally gets to try and kill Michael without having to worry about the law #they both see it as a win #alls well in the Afton family #just a normal Tuesday for them #five nights at freddy's #michael afton #fnaf #William Afton #my hcs

[thetempleofmara]

ctrl+C --> ctrl+V

it’s the TWINS

#tes #skryim #vilkas #farkas #back on my shit #trying new materials #thinking about werewolf husbands #normal Tuesday night things #don't mind me

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#its crazy how much easier it is to do things when youre not completely miserable lol #this past week has been weird bc ive felt really really good and like normal in a way thats kinds unfathomable #im hoping its the medication but my mood was already on an upward tilt and i was told it would take like 6 weeks for the meds to work #property but like ive been sleeping way more than usual. and by that i literally just mean 8hrs a night lol which is weird for me #like that never ever ever happens multiple days in a row. so idk. when i feel better it makes the 0cd way easier to manage as well #and im just generally not as anxious. on the more worrisome side i kinda just give less of a fuck so like i have an exam im not ready for #Tuesday and im just kinda like hm fuck that lol. ill go thru lil fluctuations of having a lot of energy too #like: i could run around in circles rn. i dont have to but i could. like yesterday i was out with friends and i was like bouncing up and #down while standing and rocking from side to side while sitting. which i kinda do anyway while in crowds but it was more to expend energy #last night i also got like 5hrs of sleep. so like maaaaybe ive been on the bleeding edge of mood elevation but for the most part it just #feels good and not destructive. like if i felt like this all the time that would b fantastic. its like oh so this is y ppl dont long to b #put out of their misery lol. depression? who? i dont kno her. sounds fake. but as soon as i fucking say that ill b fucking slapped back #down to earth. ugh. annoying. no emotional object permanence. i hope its the meds. if this is the person i am under layers of misery then #that is fucking so insane. we shall see. im curious to hear what the psychiatrist thinks of my brain when i follow up with her #i gave her my full dys1exia assessment which gives a pretty good picture of how my head functions. oh fuck i bet i would do waaaayyy better #on thise test if i took it in this state of mind. but anyway she has that on top of like 3 assessment sheets i filled out #dispite everything i still want someone to categorize me into a discreet box. tell me doc. am i really bip0lar? really really? #ur sure??? like 1000% sure bc my brain wont let me accept that unless its beyond a reasonable doubt. i just doesn't seem that serious. #i mean. it is but like ya kno. its not that bad. ay. this glob of mush behind my eyes runs me in circles #but for now thats ok bc i feel like i could run up a mountain or punch someone in the face lol #unrelated

[phantasieandmirare]

I hate this I just wanna be able to talk again

#my voice has been gone since Tuesday night ish and it’s still not back yet #I just wanna be able to talk normal #and sing but I’ll wait on that one if I can just talk normally again #I want my nice deep voice back not this hoarse squeaky thing #then on Friday we watched little mermaid with my students and the entire time I was just like ‘man I know how she feels’ #FUCKING HATE THIS

[hella1975]

happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!

babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared

#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me #like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet #walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially #for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout #like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself #and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity #it's gonna have impacts sometimes! #so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night #like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers #bc i couldnt hack it #which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers #ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis #and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up #like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when #and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised #and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening? #yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3 #ask

[demoness-one]

I need to work on my house more soon or i am literally going to lose my fucking mind. I cant live here forever

#my mother is unstable and childish. and we get along fine 80% of the time bc i know how to not trigger a hissy fit #but when i do watch the fuck out. decided to go car camping last night on a whim and now that im back shes in a royal fucking tear #just a control freak. hates when i go off and do things on my own #meanwhile i am literally just doing everything i possibly can to keep my own mental health stable. a losing battle lately #the loneliness is familiar but its like a permanent black hole in the center of me sucking my sanity into it #i use work + my coworkers as a fix through the week but then i emotionally crash hard on the weekends when im alone #i know how to manage myself by now so i dont spiral like i used to but i cant do that and babysit my fucking parents as well #if i mention finding land to put my house on it sets her off as well. ill be 23 this year id like to get a life at some point before i die #anyways blah blah another vent post. ill normal up on tuesday when i go back to work i prommy

[ilostyou]

welp. the phantom cramps are no longer phantom 😃

#i Am going to scream my lungs out this could not be a less convenient time for this #tomorrow is my shopping trip which. will be Exhausting bc i’m so. so not into shopping. and now i have to do it crampy and emo and. yknow #and!!! i’m sure i will be bloated so trying on clothes will be even more fun xo #and i have to work on finishing my paper tomorrow too so. side note #then! i just made plans to go out out like. drinking dancing etc with my friends saturday night so. that’s that #sunday i have a thing which means. very much dressed up. and i have plans sunday night too with my best friend lol #then! monday i have work but then made up to go for dinner w the friend things are weird w rn but that’s up in the air i think #bc i may be going out w her first and idk if she’ll keep the standing date lol #then! tuesday! i have orientation for my doctoral program so there’s that happening #wed is normal lmfao just. work. but then thursday is graduation <3 weeee #and then NEXT friday. i am finally not busy #and you’re telling me with THIS week that NOW was the perfect time to have me bleed for a week. for This week. fuck off #time to start saying prayers for it to be short and quick and relatively painless or else 😃 this week will be the seventh circle of hell #how am i supposed to do all that and function as i would while also wanting to rip out my internal organs. good question #in summary my social calendar is too booked for my liking lmfao i need time in between to recover #oh my god AND!!!! AND!!!!!! i’m abt to go up a dosage in these meds i’m on even tho i wanted to stay on what i was on til now but #the pharmacy didn’t have it in the same dosage bc shortages but they did have enough for the higher one so. i went up #and the catch is that these are the meds making me nauseous which means. i’ll be More nauseous which is NOT helpful #or ideal ever but especially considering im sure i’ll be nauseous bc it is what it is #im sksososodkfofofogldnskdlf so not. looking forward to this <3 #this has been a rant

[mwebber]

my terrible fandom not-so-secret is that i have a playlist that's ostensibly just laufey songs but it's really my mark playlist and occasionally sebmark playlist when im in the mood to feel soft and squishy inside

#sometimes like now i will listen while twirling my hair and scrolling thru the mark tag. just normal tuesday night things #I Did Not Get Anything Productive Done Today :)

[scarletcomet]

i feel like I'm gonna cry. not for any particular reason other than *gestures vaguely*

#and i don't really cry that often other than sometimes at movies/tv #i think if a normal person experienced the thoughts and feelings i have constantly they would cry a lot #that's why i've always hated ppl calling me sensitive if i were to cry #anyways #i'm just super stressed about school #have a huge programminh assignment due wednesday where the only instruction we were given was to learn at least 1 new language or framework #on our own. so i've had to like teach myself all this shit and i have no idea what i'm doing #i have astrophysics hw due last night i need to submit by tuesday and i have no idea what's going on in that class #i have a huge exam on wednesday where we aren't allowed a notecard or anything and i can't remember things #and i have another exam on thursday that i need to do super well on because i did badly on the last one #and i don't really know what's going on in that class either #i feel like i just don't have enough time to do all the things i need to do even though i've been working nonstop #on friday i was literally working on my code for that big assignment until 2 am #as of rn you can register and login to my shopping site #if youre logged in you can then view items and add items and log out #you can click to just view 1 item and delete items (even if they're not yours oops) #currently trying to get update item to work (and failing miserably) #said on my rubric (which i made before i knew anything about the frameworks i chose to learn) #that you would be able to leave comments on items and view and add money to your account #oh and i also got to make it so you can actually buy an item #i also allocated 20 points towards a creative portion which is just doing a lot of additional stuff i didnt specify #i have so much to do and so little time #i'm using React (a js framework) for the frontend and Laravel (a php framework) for the backend and like none of the TAs know laravel rip #the TAs are practically useless anyway and the prof doesn't have any office hours #panicking #so much to do #i haven't started studying for either of my exams this week #and i don't even go to lectures for one of the classes and we're still learning new stuff on tuesday #i need to not sleep but i get so sleepy #im so bad at focusing in my apt but the library closes at midnight and is only open 24hrs during reading and finals week

[separatist-apologist]

I'm doing okay thanks for asking

#hey mb what're you doing on a Tuesday night #normal things right? RIGHT?

[deus-ex-mona]

here’s to hoping for a ✨better✨ next week… _(:3 」∠)_

#really long rant about my ✨work woes✨ incoming— pls lemme have this moment before i cry at the interns on monday— #short summary of my utterly horrendous week go— #on monday: the machines kept taking turns to die (and that stupid self-restarting computer aaaaaaaaaaa—) #tuesday: the machines were horrible (again). and the final chapter of act 1 of the mona manga came out that night (which was much sad :( ) #wednesday: was relocated to that acid-using station and got an acid burn on a really inconvenient part of my hand >:( #like yo. acid. why couldn’t you have landed on the back of my hand instead?? #why did you *have* to splash onto the left side of the base of my left index finger?? i can’t even wrap a plaster around it and it sucks >:( #thursday: the machines were horrendous too! they refused to pass the daily quality checks!!! and there were tons of samples to load too! #as a bonus this lady kept hijacking the computer to check results or something while i was trying to enter stuff into the job queue thing #(the job queues for the stupid machines that is) #and so i could do absolutely ✨nothing✨ while she did her stuff… and then she complained that my workstation was really slow that day >:/ #lady p l s. blame the machines!! and it’s only my literal second day at that station so— :( and you kept stealing control of the computer :( #and then there’s today. friday. (ʘ‿ʘ) the person who loaded the samples last night put said samples into the wrong slots of the machine… #…and so the dumb acid autofiller spewed out acid anyway. which spilled onto the machine and then evaporated (for the most part) overnight #and so! when i popped in to the workstation a good 10 min late (having overslept a little due to believing it was already saturday)… #i noticed the wrongly placed samples，smelled the really strong scent of acid，went ‘ah maybe the toluene reacted with the solvents’… #…and just carried on as per normal. it only clicked that those were acid fumes from the missed samples when my eyes started to water ಥ‿ಥ #and even then i ran off to find a coworker to ask ‘will the thing still autofill if there aren’t any beakers in the indicated slots’… #but ofc i couldn’t articulate properly bc i was ✨lightheaded✨ from the acid fumes. i felt really loopy for almost an hour after that tbh :( #and so i still have no idea how i’m still employed at this place tbh. all i do is blabber nonsensically and forget my coworkers’ names :/ #but i think my terrible jokes have become a little more commonplace in the workplace. whoops. #i’d say ‘merry christmas’/‘happy new year’/‘happy birthday’ when i give printouts to others，and now they say it back to me lol #i stg my sense of humour is utterly horrible. no wonder why this higher up lady (probably) secretly dislikes me lol #like she’d say ‘i’ll train you in [test method]’ only to give like a half an hour overview before leaving me to fend for myself </3 #on the other hand，she’d train and guide literally every other person for hours on end till they’re familiar with the test method :( #or maybe she thinks i’m too capable (lol). prolly not though. i usually stare confusedly at her like 👁👄👁 through her explanations #well. i think i’m done with my venting for now. see you tomorrow. #inedible blubbering

[paladinwife]

Que tal, Sombra! Have you ever tried to teach Taylor about hacking? Was she any good at it?

Sombra laughs a little.

“Yeah, about that. She at least gets computers a little bit. I don’t have to tell her how to use one or play IT girl for her. But…”

She gestures with her hand.

“You know how she gets. I can’t get her to try any of the fun stuff. Lawyers, right?”

She laughs again.

“Hey, I still wouldn’t mind teaching her a thing or two. All she needs to do is ask.”

#🐈‍⬛: sombra speaking #Sombra encourages me to do illegal things #aka normal tuesday night

[hella1975]

update on The Horrors Date: we are now meeting maybe tuesday? because he's a third year and he's got something to do with his dissertation due monday and that's definitely why he couldn't meet at the time i gave him there's no other reason why he'd want to meet in the evening at his house without a time limit as opposed to the afternoon like i said. i am not overthinking this on the contrary im being very optimistic about this entire thing

#basicallyyyyyyy #we agreed on sunday and when i asked him what time he said 8ish #but my flat are (genuinely) having a xmas dinner tonight and my mate has effectively given me a fucking curfew #where she was like 'if you're not back by 6 im killing you in your sleep' #so i told him that and said we could meet around 4ish instead #and he immediately was like no #and it's totally valid he literally told me AGES ago that he had an assignment he needed to do over the weekend #and that's why we originally said friday #but im IMMEDIATELY here like 'he wants me to come to his HOUSE in the EVENING when i have NO EXCUSE TO LEAVE' #like gee i wonder what he thinks is gonna happen.... #BUT BUT BUT i think we're just going to go for coffee now because it's easier? so this is actually a good thing #im like aware that it's me being a bitch and assuming the worst out of him but idk im paranoid about shit like this #if we do just get coffee on tuesday im gonna be over the moon bc that takes away so much fucking stress #i was telling my flatmate about it bc normally i wouldnt have even agreed to get dinner with him at his house as a first date #bc who does that for a FIRST DATE?? that's terrifying no thank you #but because i spent the night with him it's kind of warped the timeline of things and now idk where we are #and my flatmate was like 'so? ive spent the night with lads and i dont think it changes anything about a first date' #and i was like i understand but bestie you're talking about SEX #i didnt do ANYTHING with this guy we CUDDLED and he KISSED THE TOP OF MY HEAD AT ONE POINT #THAT IS SO MUCH WORSE THAN JUST SLEEPING WITH HIM IDK WHAT THE PROTOCOL FOR THIS IS #basically it's all a shambles #but ive had more time to think about it and while that has been its own curse bc ive overthought EVERYTHING #it's also made me realise that this is ultimately a good fun exciting thing and i need to stop being a little bitch about it #hella goes to uni

[wkdwtchoftheest]

I'm mad.

#my sister has invited herself here on my birthday #and normally thatd be fine #but the only reason she wants to come down is so she can pull her money out of the bank to pay off a medical bill #she got eye surgery a couple weeks ago and got a payment plan for it but me and my parents told her not to because she couldnt afford it #and now she insists she has to come down and get her money #she hasnt said she cant pay her payment bill but we know she cant shw doesnt make enough money #shes going to drive over theee hours to be here in the evening #sleep all night #and leave first thing in the morning because the rest of us work #and she has to work on tuesday so she cant stay another night #like what a waste of gas and time #and now i dont even feel like celebrating my birthday on sunday because shell be there #none of it would be a problem if she hadnt just invited herself over #this is such stupid stuff to be mad over but i just needed to rant somewhere yknow

[wickedhawtwexler]

maybe. moving halfway across the country exactly 7 days before starting a new job in a completely different field was not the wisest choice.

#don't get me wrong i really like my job and coworkers and apartment and neighborhood etc. but holy FUCK it's so much at once #i'm still not totally unpacked (although half of that is because my dresser doesn't get here until tomorrow) #monday thru wednesday i was in person (normally we wfh except for once every two weeks) #and i was so tired by the end of the day bc i'm not used to all that socialization so i physically couldn't do anything lmao #esp tuesday bc we had a volunteer event in brooklyn so i got up at 6:30am THEN we went out for drinks that night.... #things are starting to settle down i think but yeah. i wish i could've moved out here even like a week earlier than i did 🥴 #m.txt

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Still not over the fact that a girl on my dance team told me I have pretty eyes yesterday djdajjajd

#we were all pairing up to do rock paper scissors we’re just kinda looking at each other and she randomly says my eyes are pretty???? #I told her she has pretty hair and then she proceeded to win the entire rock paper scissors tournament thing we did #this is the nicest compliment I’ve ever gotten #this girl is on my DANCE TEAM. I WILL BE SEEING HER EVERY TUESDAY AND MAYBE THURSDAY UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR #I WILL BE GOING TO FOOTBALL GAMES WITH THIS GIRL NEXT YEAR. IM GOING FERAL #ok I’m normal now. maybe #madurday night live