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capriciouswriter207 · 2 years

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gonna be not doing this anonymously because I wanna get the notification bwihidhoqjojfoqhoxh

Uh, heya, it's been quite awhile, hasn't it? I haven't had like any time she says as she started reading a new manga as well lots of fanfics on A03 only a few days ago. Well not enough time to actually go and catch up on this, I've decided to try and do that in my summer holidays, which take over a month to come still too, 5 weeks to be precise. 1 week of that is work experience, one day meeting someone that will tell us about how he was in the DDR prison and then getting bought out by the BRD, then also 1 day going to an art museum with my class and I think that should be all, plus period that will make me unable to attend probably like 6 days again, sighs.

Well anyways, how have you been? And all the fabulous anons? How has writing gone? Are your projects going well?

Personally I've for June done an art challenge thing, 1 drawing per week. Had to postpone the next two drawings each by 3 days though because I need to study.

But hey! I at least improved in history! I got one of the better grades in my class, it feels like everyone is failing history tho tbh. I do not want my latin exam back tho. Write physics last Monday, this will decide if I fail this school year or not I'm pretty sure. Tomorrow I'll have an English exam but that's gonna be easy ngl, just gotta finish the last 3 sides of the book we have to read. math exam is next Tuesday, the topic is kinda easy, I think. And a lot more. We also will have to do presentations now in geography, in hopes that will save my geography grade too.

I have fallen in love with the manga "Mairimashita! Iruma-kun!" in hopes I wrote that correctly lol. It's really nice. Can only recommend. Did you like Lizzie's musical? Are you excited for season 2 this Saturday?

Hope you've a nice day/night/wherever you are! Before I leave here I'll show my drawings up to now for FairyTaleJune, first one was Light second one was Darkness!

-I wish you an awesome summer, Star the anonymous (well not so much rn) witch <3

Hi! It's been a while indeed, good to see you again!

It's been a bit quiet over here, but that's mostly on me. I should've probably realized that, with the raye I wqs trying to pump out stories, it wouldn’t last. And it didn't, I got a bit of a writing burn-out that I'm still slowly trying to crawl out of. My biggest problem is that I either write 4000 words per day for three months straight or I don't write anything at all, so trying to find a balance in there has been hard. Took a bit of a writing break, during which I binged all of Critical Role campaign three and I'm now fully caught up. Been doing some crocheting as well, nothing too big, taking it easy. No good news on the job hunting front, though - but hey, what can you do when people turn you down because "you'd be perfect for the job if your verbal communicative skills were better" (bad paraphrase)? I’m just gonna keep trying to find something.

As for the projects, I've decided that announcing what I'm gonna be working on stuff for accountability meant putting maybe a bit too much pressure on myself that resulted in stress as I progressively couldn't keep up, so I'm not doing that anymore. Wither AU is kept mostly alive by asks and I haven't updated Fear the Wither in months, and probably won't be in the near future because of empires season 2. Tabula rasa and the Caesar House are still actively being worked on, though I may not be doing tumblr posts for Caesar House anymore (should probably make that into a separate post...). I've shelved any other story ideas I've mentioned because I know me - I want to write all the stories and I simply don't have the time and I hate not being able to show you these stories, but I can't force myself to work on them. It wouldn't be fair to you to deliver a product my heart's not in anymore.

I have seen Lizzie’s musical, it was amazing, love it! Don't really have a favorite song yet, letting that simmer in the back of my mind a bit. And I'm very excited for empires season 2, I’m sure it’ll make me hyperfixate and resurrect this blog with random snippets. Can't wait to see where people will settle, with what theme they'll go and who the new twelfth member is. It's gonna be so much fun!

It’s been good talking to you, Star. good day/afternoon/night to you, too! Those drawings look great!

#message board #it was fun talking to you again #amazing drawings

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hanadulsettt · 2 years

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Stray Kids as (older) brothers

Bang Chan

literally just a dad

u would always get hurt as a kid and he'd carry you (or try) home

will fight bullies, but probably get bullied too

the perfect child, the bar is high for you to succeed as well and it's pressuring sometimes :(

won't accept the fact that you've grown up and aren't a little kid anymore

always like "(y/n), stay away from boys ok?"

buys you food for some reason (this would be hella suspicious if it was any other of the members)

Lee Know

"get out of my rOOM!!!"

you two are always fighting

roughhousing all the time u legit broke your finger once because you played too rough lol

tricked you into eating cat food once

brought home 3 cats and somehow bent the rules to get you to clean their litter -_- (you never signed up for this)

on ur birthday "how old r u? like 8 now?"

pretends like he doesn't know who u r in the hallways at school (ouch)

Changbin

MEAN

won't share his things (snacks, games, friends)

always tells on you for every little thing you do pls-

you get back at him by fake crying and blaming everything on him tho >:)

blasts his rap music at 12am. pls.

when u were little you stuck around him so much that he and his friends had to trick you into playing hide and seek and proceeded to absolutely book it when you were counting

I mean, he's alright sometimes u guess?

Hyunjin

cool bro

mr. steals ur snacks even when it has ur name on it

always being chased by the girls in your grade

it gets hella annoying cause they only wanna talk about him

literally the only reason they talk to you is to get closer to hyunjin

it makes u spite him

he acts all cool but you know how kkami secretly likes u better

Han

probably locked you in a closet or cabinet when you were little

you guys don't rly talk much anymore

on the same wavelength tho

timely practices rapping when you're trying to study

why can I imagine him being super embarrassed when u have friends over and him making a quick run for it up the stairs if he accidentally runs into u lol

Felix

makes u cry

"stop following me" "stop copying me"

secretly cares about you tho

just doesn't want his friends to know

asks ur mom if ur ok when u get sick or hurt instead of asking u directly (can't let you think he's soft)

never does a single chore it's so unfair

ur classmates fangirl over his low voice but u wish they knew how gross he is at home

Seungmin

annoying af

constantly coming to your room just to make weird sounds

tries to hug you all the time

sorry did I say older brother? because he acts younger than u

when you were little you were inseparable

u shared a bunkbed when u were kids and he somehow ended up on ur bed all the time (u probably 'accidentally' pushed him off at least once)

Jeongin

frenemies

you guys get along well until you don't-

fighting over the use of the laptop

fighting over snacks

takes ur stuff without asking

will walk into ur room, fart, and make a run for it

“MOM JEONGIN FARTED IN MY ROOM AGAIN!!!”

your name is now "jeongin's sister" at school (is it a good or a bad thing, we will never know)

A/N: OK BUT THEY WOULD ALL BE SUCH FUN BROTHERS <3

(ps - these are all based on my own personal experiences w my bro except chan, I feel like that's just too perfect)

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iwoulddiefortyblackthorn · 2 years

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I'm gonna vent so you should keep scrolling!!

okay so I'm using tumblr as twitter(i guess?? idk how ur suposed to use tumblr)bc most of my friends follow me on twitter and I don't really want to talk to them rn, or to my parents and my next therapy session is week away so I'll either write it down here or scream(then I'd have to talk to my family), and here we are lol. I've been feeling like shit lately, like, not in the previous weeks but since the year started. I've had some happy moments, sure, but I end up back to the bottom. It's not depression or anything I just feel... tired and lazy?? I used to study a lot and by that I mean A LOT like, 7 hour a day last december but this year I increasingly got worse. It's my last year of high school rn, aka the hardest one, and I can't manage to do the bare minimum. My main theorie of what changed is that I didn't enjoy my summer break bc I there was this really important exam in february that I was studying to(summer breaks in brazil are in december-januray btw) and after I'd done it I couldn't rest properly because of school and stuff. I've been thinking that I'd get that productivity back tomorrow or next week or next month BUT I DON'T!! time passes and I keep being a lazy bitch who can't study properly if my life depended on it. And I'm fucking tired of being tired because I haven't reaaly done anything to be tired for god's sake!! I can't just take a fucking break rn and try to get back later bc I'd just end up worse. I used to be sad about it but now I've got this test on monday about ELEVEN FUCKING SUBJECTS and I can't study properly, and don't even get me started on the other 5 subjects I have to learn until wednesday. I got sick last week btw, forced rest isn't really resting and I now I feel even worse bc I lost all my workout pace and aaaaaaaaaaa. I don't want to bother my frienda with my feelings anymore bc I don't feel confortamble aaaand I know they're stupid but damn this isn't sadness, it's fucking anger!! I'm angry at myself, my school, my family and my fucking classmates who refuse to shut up for more than 5 seconds. Everyone seems to think I'm this perfect little nerd who does all her schoolwork and study for hours on end but that's far from the truth now lmao. Oh and there's the fact that I suck at everything I do besides school(and I just don't suck at this too bc my hs is a mediocre one) and I'm ugly and fat so if I can't study what am I?? And don't evem get me started on how I've been trying to fix my relationship with food while all this is happening and oh my fucking god I wish I could dive into fantasy books and day in order to predent I don't fucking exist and neither does any of this shit. Even my little moments of happiness turn into bad feelings. Watching heartstopper?? I'm gonna die alone. Playing videogames?? I wish I was as jacked as this viking. Reading the high fantasy bs that I love?? People are smart and strong and beautiful but I'm everything but that.

I'm just so fucking tired

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stories-by-rie · 2 years

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2, 8 and 21 for the a soft, stay at home ask game ^^

thank you so much royal!! I can't believe how long this took, I have to do soooo much reading but I successfully finished one task. I thought I'd only answer this after 3 tasks, but I feel I deserve those three questions yes thank you!! I will make sure to do the other two tasks right afterwards >.>

8. if you were going to write a non-fiction book on any topic, what would it be?

Interesting question, I don't have a topic I am actually knowledgable enough about? Originally, I thought I'd stay in academics and commit my life to science after uni graduation and then I might have maybe written a book about whatever scientific field I would have wounded up in, but I am not certain anymore that I actually want to do that so x) So the only thing I could write about is writing itself? Maybe a book about how to magic system your way through your fantasy novel. But then again, there are people who actually study literature and stuff so why would I write that? x)

21. a youtube video you find useful, entertaining or relaxing

YES perfect I actually ranted about this here on my main before here but there's this video that totally baffles me, it's super relaxing, a whole mystery, and slightly creepy if I think about it too long. It's an 1 hour version of always with my from the ghibli soundtrack, but there's somehow so many background noises (like a passing train, key rustling, someone touching the mic) and it doesn't make sense the whole video leaves me with question marks. I absolutely love it. I am also so confused.

2. how many houseplants in your room, and what kinds are they?

A glorious question, please let me introduce you xD I numbered the photos just in case tumblr messes up what it looks to me like right now (I know it will). Also they technically have all names but I constantly forget them? so x) And it’s all under the cut cause long and bad formatting :( (short answer, 23 and many different kinds!)

[meanwhile, I am doing this ask game if you want to send me an ask!]

Picture one (it’s very dark, sorry):

ficus benjamina (it’s doing so so well!! :D)

peace lily (one of my faves! Aka Amalia)

parachute plant (currently sadly not blooming)

aloe vera (big child it was soooo tiny when I got it, no it takes up more space than me T-T)

and calathea (so pretty very artsy)

picture 2:

hibiscus (still alive wow)

gardenia jasminoides (aka Berta the Third, aka Olfie)

uhm. A baby succulent idk I found it on the floor once and made it grow roots and now it’s there and it’s tiny?

snake plant (this has a name I forgot it)

ufo-plant (Mechthild Senior)

picture 3:

my carnivore, Drosera capensis (aka Drosie), currently looks dead because winter but there’s already green coming back!

picture 4:

spider plant (aka Arachne)

picture 5:

money tree! This is my newest addition, doesn’t have a name yet. And also that’s one of eluari’s illustrations in the background ^^

picture 6:

those are also plants! We got a cactus there it’s going strong, I honestly only got this one because it looked so pitying back then.

Also the big green one just had “green plant” on its label so idk what it is :(

and the small one is also a green plant xD I am so bad with this lol

picture 7:

one monstera (aka Mona)

two philodendrons

picture 8:

another carnivore, a sarracenia

a fern, asplenium antiquum

picture 9:

those are my “they aren’t dead they just have a hard time” plants.

One is a wine?

The other is a succulent I overwatered two weeks ago T-T idk how to save it, it’s still green? But also nothing yet made it grow roots T-T

picture 10:

also a green plant succulent? I am so bad with succulents someone take them away from me xD

that’s it :) i also have plants outside on my window sill but they’re currently not visible so!

#ask #ask game #royal #personal #sort of #x)

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jaanwangji · 3 years

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Hello!! Elloo!! I'm so sorry i skipped a day. I was so dazed after the concert. But i had to keep it all aside and concentrate on my studies yesterday because i had an exam today. Now that I'm done with that

OMG!!!! LOUIS REALLY DID THAT!!! IT WAS SO AWESOME. HE SOUNDED SOO GOOD AND HIS HAIR!!!! (2010 nostalgia anyone??!!!) AND LIGHTING AND THE PRODUCTION .I'M SOOO PROUD OF HIM!!!!

A COPY OF A COPY OF A COPEHHH!!!! I'm soo obsessed with this. The lyrics. Here comes the tears😭😭😭

I already know lt2 is gonna hit us liie a truck

The band was sooo good and don't get me started on the violins. A fuck you to anyone who said bad shit abt perfect you. She is so underrated . Louis really owns all the 1d songs he sang. No one is allowed to look at them anymore!!!

AND THE H ON HIS SHIRT AND THE TARGET!! they don't even try to be subtle anymore. THE HIM TRYING TO SEDUCE THE BALCONY AJSDHH!!

That went on longer than expected!! I think I'm done throwing my emotions, in all caps none the less, on your face.

Fact:-Eta Carinae, a star about 150 times more massive than or sun, has produced this beautiful gas even before it's explosion as a supernova. Recently, an enormous, spontaneous ultraviolet laser has been located in this has cloud, which harbour a red supergiant. ~❄

https://www*republicworld*com/technology-news/science/earth-is-having-a-laser-duel-with-the-exploding-carina-nebula-know-details.html

So apparently there's some new news about it too (my book is a little old) 🔝🔝that's crazi innit??

hope your exam went well!!!!!!!!

LET'S NOT GET STARTED ON THE SHOW OMG THAT WAS A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE HE WAS SO GODDAMN GOOD I WAS IN AWE OF HIS CONFIDENCE HIS VERY PRESENCE TOOK MY BREATH AWAY LIKE WOW THE POWER AND HE BECAME THE FIRST SOLO MALE TO HAVE THAT MUCH SALE IN A LIVESTREAM CONCERT THAT'S SO HUGE LIKE I'M SO GODDAMN PROUD OF THIS MAN HE MAKES ME FEEL SO GODDAMN MUCH AND AND AND HE DESERVES THE ENTIRE WORLD AND I HOPE HE GETS IT SOON

okay i got carried away lol copy of a copy of a copy destroyed me thanks. the lyrics 😭😭😭💖💖 I can't stoppppp listening

he is so beautiful pls i love him so MUCHH bro like didn't even know i had that much love in me 😳

Pls louis threw all the subtlety out of the window that day and i love that for him you gooooooo king!

perfect now deserves so much better, pls the way he sang my oh myyyyyyyy, KILLL MEHHH

Bdjddjfjjkf this is a love louis tomlinson ask now thanks love!!!

Everything is soooo crazy in the universe vfdjkdkd

How are you doinggggggg btw?

#secret santa

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christinaprirabb · 3 years

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HI DAI ERIKA JANE ONAY!!!

DISCLAIMER: The entirety of this post is just word vomit so idk if my words and thoughts will make sense in the end. Bear with me.

You're the type of person who tends to overanalyze things. It's both a curse and a blessing for you.

Now, why would I consider it a blessing?

Since you always think through things over and over and sometimes a bit too much - you get more aware of yourself and the people that surround you. Because of this, you are sensitive and you read the room well. That's why I can't understand why you still have the audacity to overlook your safety✋🏼🙄

And of course, you know why it's a curse.

It gets all overwhelming but even when it does, you still always find a way to win.

You win by writing your thoughts. And you know how much you write well because you do!! And the people around you acknowledge it all too well too!! Sana all😋

Pero seryoso, you know that you write well because you write it from the hidden corners of your mind and heart. You hand, your thoughts, your pen and paper really go along so well because you're genuine and you don't hide anything from them.

I know there are still days when you feel like your just on your own. And I will let you feel that for a while. Basta when you're ready, you can always look around and always find me waiting for you to not feel lonely and alone anymore.

Alsooo, I saw this on TikTok. (Idk if nachika na nako ni and I'm just being redundant ✋🏼😭) That instead saying, "I can't wait to be happy again" or "I can't wait to finish my studies", we should say, "I'M SO READY TO BE HAPPY AGAIN" and "I'M SO READY TO FINISH MY STUDIES".. and so on.

This is because when we say that we can't wait, it's like we're saying to ourselves, the universe or God that we aren't ready to receive what we're longing for.

Siguro, sort of law of attraction???

Idk but I want you to remember that because I want you attract all the things you want, need and deserve.

I'm also not sure if I'll be back sa Facebook soon. I kinda see it as useless na LOL so I decided to just post my greetings here hehe

Bang hmmmm unsa pa man..

Honestly, I'm glad that everything worked out well for our friendship dai. And although last school year really did change both of us a lot and katong nag boang2 ang messenger ug katong mga wala ta nagkasinabot, I wouldn't have it any other way because sa ulahi, we learned. Hopefully hahahaha!!

I'm happy na you still choose to talk and share things with me.

I'm happy I get to chika with you from the most mundane topics down to the seryoso and deep shits.

I'm happy that we understood each other and don't depend on superficial things to keep our friendship alive hahaha

I'm happy to still see you alive and well.

I'm happy that you choose to keep on going.

I'm happy that you listen to lullabies even if di ka niya baby😔

That you still sing bisag sintunado slight😗

That you still arch your back and stand tall despite your physical height😀✨

That you still watch kdrama series even if you know na you'll have second lead syndrome na naman🤡

That you read books from all genre because you're adventurous like that😎

I don't like it lang na seem to not get over this rodel guy. HAHAHAHAHAHA don't worry this account is private unless you share this with other people😂

Paminaw ani oh:

HAHAHAHAHAHA CHAROT LANG BASIN MUHILAK KAG POPCORN BA😂

...

On a more serious note, I know that I'm not a perfect best friend. I don't reach to you that often and I don't have any excuse for that. So I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for not being able to spoil you with material things at this age because I'm broke af. I do want to write you a letter (bec u know that and I also kinda miss writing on physical paper) pero kasi I can't give it to you ugh kairita.

I'm also sorry if I can't do anything to help ease the pain. I just wish that my words were at least able to comfort you in some type of way.

I'm sorry if I wasn't able to hug you as much as before because we're n barangays apart.

I'm sorry if things don't go as what you planned.

I'm not sorry for meeting and letting you be part of my life though YIIEEEE HAHAHAHAHA

Days will be better dai. Because if ang good happy days mawala, who's to say na ang bad sad days kay dili? 🤗

Love ka ni God dai.

Love ka sa atong barkada.

Love ka sa imong papa.

Love kas imong family, tough love?

Love pod tika!

Daghan gamahal nimo, okay?

You're always welcome sa amoa dai. Labaw nas akoa. You've helped me so much dai that's why I'm really thankful sa imoa huhu

I don't know when my birthday greetings will get shorter as we age. Also, I guess this is your love language? Like words expressed written or typed - just the fact that people remember you and they took the time to write you something, however grand or simple, is enough na sa imoa. So I'll try my best to keep up.

FINALLY, BELOW ARE SOME OF OUR PHOTOS NA NAA PAS GALLERY NAKO (coz im short sa storage hehe)

WHAT THE FAWKERI IS THIS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Yiiieeee 6/9 members circa 2015(?) 2016(?)

Huhu ma emosyonal man nuon kog apil ani (dili in order ning photos diay hahahaha at the moment jud ko muscroll sa gallery)

Hoy 🤧 rag naas abroad???

wuw i love the forehead hbd to me

naols walay covid

Ayyy limited ang ma upload na photos😠

Just go over sa next post bang

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