#rewired my brain apparently

[quartergremlin]

me: yeah idk i don't think leo would want kids

my hands:

#tearing at the inside of my cage I swear #im rewatching it rn with my partner amd we just finished season 1 #and like #leo seems p bummed when hes in the cage! about not having kids!! #i forgot about that! #and pasteilians art about leo and sagi and their kids has fuckim #rewired my brain apparently #EDIT ADDED YUICHIS DIALOGUE IT MAKES IT SWEETER #leoichi

[asshuka]

got myself a 3ds and played both the ocarina of time and majora's mask remake. rewired my brain forever

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#i didnt actually. finish majora's mask. the last goron dungeon was the last straw (apparently people have a lot of issue with this remake) #so i watched the final fight and ending on youtube. still sufficiently rewired my brain #legend of zelda #ocarina of time #majora's mask #link loz #ocarina link #2023 #sketchlog #fanart

[takeshitakyuuto]

Life is so cruel because Kino no Tabi is so good but I can’t even recommend the books to anyone because only the first volume was ever translated and it’s been out of print for presumably over a decade. Plus part of what makes it so good are untranslatable (into English) qualities of the Japanese language such as the general avoidance of gendering Kino. What other book has a motorcycle get into an argument with a dog

#apparently the theory is that the jp publishers got mad that the English publishers changed the chapter order #which tbh I understand I really do #honestly I hate it when kino’s backstory is presented first because it doesn’t allow you to form your own opinions on them beforehand #kino no Tabi #kino’s journey #taking matters into my own hands and translating it myself to put online for all to read #I mean hey that’s what happened with no. 6 right #I still can’t believe that one never got licensed in English #like it definitely had the popularity back when the anime came out #and the manga is fully translated #why not the novels #I still need to read them though that’s gonna be my summer project #kino no Tabi rewired my brain I’ve never felt so capable of reading in Japanese before #I mean sometimes it still kicks my ass but in general I’m having a reasonable time with it language wise

[charlottenewtons]

Shadow of a Doubt (1943)

#shadow of a doubt #shadow of a doubt 1943 #my thing #no but think about the darkness that he brings out in her...that she's forever changed by him... #that in the end he's destroyed but her dissatisfaction at the beginning is validated and she knows that the wholesome happy family is a lie #the way this film rewired my brain chemistry #also i thought that quote was from a song but apparently it's from supernatural?? #i brought you nightmares

[imaginariumgeographica]

you see meg murry is also sad and very lonely but then she goes on an adventure and gets a hug from an alien named aunt beast and discovers she is loved and uses the power of love to save her little brother and i can only relate to some of this but. still

#'i deserve to be loved' as the thesis statement of the wrinkle movie is so fucking. much jesus #anyway this is why i think she would cure me. if i read about her #a wrinkle in time #i also apparently need to rewarch wrinkle movie. wrinkle book rewired my brain when i was like. whatever age. child. and then wrinkle movie #rewired my brain again at the end of uni when i was. Going Through It to say the least

[gregmarriage]

really just feels like the last four years of my life have been in pretty permanent stagnation, everything’s temporary and transitional, and i’ve been trying to fix it, but every time i do, something happens to make it worse

#the universe doesn’t want me to have a stable life apparently #i say four years it’s been my fucking whole life with the universe kicking my ass #but i was stable for a long time but then 2020 reset everything #i think i slipped through the cracks and it was like ‘oh shit haven’t fucked with gwen in a while’ #then boom! #and now i’m here and it’s bullshit #man i remember when i used to have friends and i wasn’t actually for real stared at in the supermarket for being disabled #i remember when i wasn’t even disabled #like my mental health was actually good and things were better than they are now #i say ‘better’ bc in a lot of ways i had to have my brain rewired by trauma to get to where i am now #in general #not like now now #because ya know recovering from a manic episode and not in the best shape in this current moment #keep getting frustrated and it’s like bruh you were literally manic not even a full month ago #you’re still not fully recovered #trying to get better at being gentle with myself but it’s tough bc i’m not used to it #which is such a sad statement holy shit #trying not to say ‘i wanna kms’ over every tiny thing #bc triggering and bad #trying to just live in the moment and just ‘be’ #which is difficult when i’m almost constantly in pain in some way but fuck it we ball #< my new catchphrase?

[rimouskis]

sigh someone on twitter extolled the virtues of furiosa and said it was better than fury road. I just saw furiosa. they are wrong.

#the brilliant thing about MMFD was how it needed no backstory. #it required no explanation of who these people were or why they wanted what they wanted #that story gripped you by the throat and pulled you along for the ride and by god you took it #bleh. also I didn't really care for the numbered parts of the story that communicated the passage of time #I guess that's where the “saga” came in but I do think one of my favorite parts of MMFD was that... #it was a contained storyline! there were clearly so many other parts/facets of that world we didn't see #but we didn't need to see them becasue that wasnt the story that film was telling #and I feel like ... I dunno. MMFD was perfect. furiosa was not perfect. furiosa was not needed? #we already knew enough from MMFD about why furiosa had wound up as an imperator #seeing the full story I genuinely don't feel like I gained anything new about her and her character #everything we watch her become (or even begin as) in furiosa... all of it is apparent in MMFD #idk this movie felt extraneous. bummer! #good news is i was really worried about ATJ playing furiosa but she did fine. i have no complaints about her! #anyways anyone who wants to discuss come hit me up in the comments or reblogs or askbox whatever #I wish to dig into this lol #man that tweet got my hopes up. but i did not have the reaction to this that i wanted to have #when i saw MMFD in theaters it was a religious experience. that movie rewired my brain. I'd never seen a female action star like furiosa #all furiosa did was make me want to rewatch MMFR #also jesus christ I just realized I'd been typing MMFD for some reason. lol forgive me I'm on my phone sitting in the theater parking lot #pretend I typed MMFR that whole time

[trzpiotka]

no but really you suddenly gain soo much time when you don't spend hours on social media

#idk i got a cold and having fever apparently rewired my brain chemistry #I was v tired but somehow got so much uni stuff done #log out throw your phone in the lake etc #fircyk.txt

[jessicareaper]

911foxes using a buddie manip to promote the show on twitter is NOT the same thing as the translators and voice actors for supernatural in Latin america all making the collective decision for 'y yo a ti,' and then that decision making it to air on tv and then that version of canon still being available on netflix if you just switch to spanish

love buddie but that's not 'our ship went canon in spanish', we are not the same

#apparently this is the hill i've chosen to die on #that's all #(i genuinely enjoy 911 and all the facets thereof i'm not badtalking canon) #(i'm just saying it's INTERESTING that there are people who censor supernatural and say 'don't compare us') #(which. in many respects. fair. i say as a fan of both shows.) #but then they say that their ship went canon in spanish #and it's a joke i get it it's a joke it's tongue in cheek #but y yo a ti rewired my brain and buddie manip twittergate is NOT the same thing

[mudstoneabyss]

<- problems and issues haver

#my relationship with my art is so bad #joyousposting #not to vent but I don't even know how to draw its all guesswork and sticking too close to references because i can't fucking wrap #my mind around how to see shapes in things or simplify them in any way and I don't understand how color or shading works at all #no matter how many references or tutorials i look at and it all means i almost always dont like what i draw and that i can't figure out how #to practice because trying to see and understand that stuff is what practicing IS #i want to tear our brain up and rewire it so it actually WORKS #i LOVE drawing but more and more it feels constantly like the time in a high school art class we were drawing from reference #and was finished with ours but the teacher insisted we weren't and kept trying to point out shadows that were apparently there that we #couldn't see until we started crying from frustration and feeling broken #sighs. or maybe im just tired and on my period and an asshole who's just jealous my art doesn't get a lot of attention

[cameoappearance]

Not thrilled about how much more credit the profile rewrites give Torbjörn for Bastion's recovery.

#overwatch #bastion (overwatch) #couldn't handle their trauma themself so instead they got their robo-racist human dad to rewire their brain?!? #it also causes me some frustration that now i have to explain why my rp muse was at watchpoint: gibraltar #since apparently they live at torb's place #ALSO NOT THRILLED ABOUT THE CONTINUED USE OF HE/HIM PRONOUNS... #i don't think the new profiles were proofread very well there's a broken html tag in one of them and they repeatedly misspell eichenwalde #so it could still be that...

[variousqueerthings]

really in a place rn where every song is related to a single character in a way i don’t think ive had before........

#i think hawkeye pierce has rewired my brain in some way #ive had characters ive loved (and do love) but apparently he's character of all time #i want the sad man to be happy but i want him to be sad #i want to wax poetic about the last episode we watched -- it was 'hawkeye' #it was just alan alda monologuing for 20mins or so #he literally went through musical theatre - opera - shakespeare - vaudeville - jester - in one episode #(i may have missed some there) #alan alda: hey remember how im a theatre actor? now you do #i need to know what people have written about this episode like air

[endreal]

Apparently there was some kind of race scheduled at a local park or something so I've been trying to avoid the main trail but a little while ago when I had to cross near it I overheard the following shouted exchange

Higher feminine voice: woo, look at you go! You're jogging! Keep it up!

Lower masculine voice (panting): you know it! Last place is still a place, baby!

And goddamn if that didn't rewire my brain a little bit.

Last place is still a place, baby.

#Endreal in real life #good for thinking #actual factual conversations #last place

[telomirage]

"Keith, approaching the guillotine: now hold on" sskdkdkdjf that is how it feels, yeah

#telomirage.txt #sangfielle #also. also hearing Jack say guillotine rewired (positive) the part of my brain that switched between two pronunciations at work #depending on who I was talking to #and now that I'm thinking about it. I think it makes more sense why the different groups said it different ways #anyway. carry on #both are fine #'everybody has to get captured and rescued ONCE in this fuckin campaign apparently'

[purge-that-urge-rhackathon]

Hey science side of tumblr, can you tell me why when I get really super wonderfully stoned and forget which hand is my dominant hand, I can suddenly write fluidly with my non-dominant hand if i can’t tell left from right and holding a pen in either doesn’t evoke an inherent answer.

I’d sort this skill into the same sort of mechanics issue as when i can forget how stairs work :) located somewhere in the auDhd 👍

#my brain converted opposite sides of the road for me when I knew I was moving from California to Japan to the point my sister would need to #correct me and be like DUDE GET ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD HOLYSHIT #I am not and have never been ambidextrous but I have always had trouble remembering left and right #I’m right handed and my grandpa was left handed apparently but he wrote with his right cuz superstitious bullshit #I keep forgetting in a way I feel like my brain is rewiring or some shit #or I need a vacation aLolol

[dragon-chica]

truly I love how when people see or hear about dead things, they think of me.

see I'm real good friends with a truck driver at work, little 70 year old man, wonderful Ron.

Today he was picking up a load of maple syrup, and the guy comes in to load his truck and says he was just out shooting a porcupine and needs to get rid of it.

And Ron, knowing me so well, goes to this guy "well I know a young lady who would be THRILLED to get it."

texts me that he has an early birthday present for me, "just shot today"

#tw animal death #apparently porcupines reek a LOT of havoc on maple syrup farms #this is not the first time someone has found something dead and immediately thought of me #or delivered it to me. #I really don't know how my reputation with dead things has become so prevalent #I really rewire peoples' brains to go “Dead things? Cats? do I know a girl!”