#sami rambles

[chronicowboy]

oscar wilde

#sami rambles #seen as we're in a shooting renaissance :) #911 show #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buck x eddie #buddie #911edit #911 edit #buddieedit #buddie edit #buck x eddie edit #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit

[scarab-unmasked]

scarab like actually amazes me bc how is one character able to go between giving the vibes of cunty and sophisticated, or cringy control freak nerd, or unhinged shitgremlin so easily. mf has RANGE

i mean it probably helps that he's a shapeshifter with a design that's inconsistent as fuck on top of that, but like. its still nuts to me.

#adventure time #fionna and cake #sami rambles #fionna and cake scarab #scarab the god auditor #scarab fionna and cake #scarab adventure time #scarab

[chronicowboy]

that guy's hand grabbing buck's throat and then eddie's dick was a visual metaphor meant to foreshadow buck deepthroating eddie. in this essay i will— [gunshots]

#sami rambles #im tired and its affecting my brain #buddie

[chronicowboy]

baby snoopy this, baby clifford that, baby gromit blah blah blah. what about baby kermit???????

#sami rambles #he's so goddamn cute and for what? for no one to fawn over him????????? #kermit the frog

[chronicowboy]

i have been rearranged at a molecular level

#sami rambles #bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites- #hozier #unreal unearth #andrew hozier byrne

[chronicowboy]

this post & merthur

#sami rambles #our favourite doomed couple <333 #i will always and forever remember hearing sara bareilles' orpheus for the first time as a teenager and immediately and irrevocably #linking it to merthur for the rest of my natural life so much so that i can no longer separate the two #LOL :D #merlin #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #merlin x arthur #merthur #web weave #orpheus and eurydice

[chronicowboy]

#sami rambles #genuinely insane of him #i need his home address and bank account details so i know where to send my therapy bills #also the paperwork for my emotional damage lawsuit #tlou #tlou hbo #craig mazin #the last of us #the last of us hbo #bill and frank #bill x frank #frank x bill

[chronicowboy]

an underrated hozier tweet

#sami rambles #i love the little brother too #like go off king take control of the aux and swear like a fucking sailor #hozier

[chronicowboy]

the shot at the end when joel and ellie are driving away through the open bedroom window, how it slowly pans further and further back into the room but it doesn't invade bill and frank's privacy of their final moments together...

#sami rambles #i was sat there like 'don't show me their bed don't show me their bed don't show me their bed' and then the camera stopped #and i breathed a huge fucking sigh of relief #tlou #tlou spoilers #tlou hbo #tlou bill #tlou frank #tlou joel #tlou ellie #the last of us #the last of us spoilers #frank x bill #bill x frank #bill and frank

[chronicowboy]

sorry actually tommy is perfect for buck's first guy. like they're both so embarrassing. buck talking about tommy's fake mouth static in an accidental plea to be kissed. tommy fluctuating between calling him evan and kid. on god you two are going to be so disgusting together and i love it so much.

#sami rambles #tommy calling buck kid should have maybe made me doubt things but that was actually confirmation to me #like no queer person can be any kind of normal around their samesex crush #that's like a baseline requirement #911 spoilers #evan buckley #tommy kinard #buck x tommy

[chronicowboy]

the ao3 error logo really captures an indescribable emotion

#sami rambles #what a sad little guy #a dejected fella #he just wants to read his stories :( #ao3 #archive of our own

[chronicowboy]

do you know what. i almost don't want a double date. like yes that would be Everything to me and i will treasure it so deeply if that's what we get. but the idea of eddie and marisol going off to their table on the other side of the restaurant but eddie's fixated on buck and tommy. and it's just cutting between eddie being like "buck was being weird right? like that's not just me? he was being weird? do you think he's okay? he's not still feeling guilty about my ankle? i hope nothing's happened with tommy." and marisol's just like 😐 meanwhile buck's like wigging out fully like "shit tommy do you think he knows? not that i mind that he knows! like im really happy to be here with you and im not embarrassed or anything i judt kind of thought id get to tell him on my own terms. you don't think he knows do you? god what if he knows?" and tommy is realising that buck isn't Not in love with eddie, but he's very deeply in love with eddie and just doesn't realise it yet.

#sami rambles #PLEASE #it's actually a win win scenario whatever fucking insanity happens next week #911 spoilers #911 spec #buck x eddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #911 show #911 abc #buck x tommy #eddie x marisol

[chronicowboy]

we as a collective do Not talk about this line delivery nearly enough and for good fucking reason, i'll kill bradley james for this one line alone. he's just a little boy :'((

#sami rambles #like. he's still the same little kid who didn't really know what it was to be looked after/cared for/doted on #at the heart of him he's still just that lonely young boy who always had to earn people's attention #or just take whatever he got for the simple fact of being the king's son :/ #even after so long he's still not used to merlin's love. and now. now he can't see what he's ever done to deserve it #seeing everything all at once and he just. he needs answers before he goes. #he's just a little boy asking 'why' to prolong his bedtime a few moments more #oh fuck. just caused irreparable damage to myself with that last one ahaha #merlin #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #merthur #bradley james

[chronicowboy]

i'm deeply deeply obsessed with the way tommy can make buck just. melt. like we haven't seen a lot of it and we already know he's smitten as all fuck but those few moments we get where all the tension seeps out of buck and he's just with tommy. they're so special to me. the "i guess it's just me that makes you nervous then" and when buck sees him in the cafe for the first time. the world just kind of fades away and buck is just sitting across from someone he really really fucking likes. and oliver stark i am in your walls.

#sami rambles #he's so. it's so. they're so. #AHHHHHHH #tommy i love what u do to buck so much #911 spoilers #911 show #evan buckley #tommy kinard #bucktommy #buck x tommy

[chronicowboy]

imagine you're a guy finally admitting he's queer in his thirties in a macho field of first responders, you got to watch your coworker be an out and proud lesbian at your shitty station but you still don't feel like you can be yourself until you leave behind everyone who knows you for harbour, few years down the line an old coworker calls you to ask you to fly them into a hurricane, you say sure what's the worst that can happen, and maybe you want to repay the woman who showed you what bravery was, and there you meet a golden retriever of a man who is too much to think about in that situation actually, so you don't, but then after it all he puts a hand on your shoulder and smiles at you and maybe..., he calls you a few days later to ask for a tour, asks you out for a beer too but you can't quite tell whether it's platonic or not, you panicked and called him kid it's probably platonic, he shows up to a basketball game and you're pretty sure he's in love with his best friend, you mess with him just a little just for fun, but then things get bad and you go to try to smooth things over, you end up on his doorstep somehow, he's golden in the dim light of his loft and you want to kiss him but you've spent the last two weeks learning how deeply integrated he is into his best friend's family, he's not yours to kiss, except he's making fun of your fake mouth static and he's so close and he's asking to spend time with you and telling you that he wants to get to know you and admitting he wanted your attention, and well you kiss him, and he looks a little like he's just found religion but you make sure it's okay just to be safe and it is, it's okay and god you like him, you really like him, so you ask him on a date and he's breathless in his rush to accept and you really fucking like him, you pick him up at 8 on saturday, you take him to an intimate little italian restaurant, he's tense and looking around like he's waiting for someone to jump out on them and throw a bucket of rainbow glitter over their heads, you tell him about your own journey of self discovery and he listens, takes it a little like an accusation, starts rambling about being an ally, and you really fucking like him it's embarrassing.

tommy kinard the man that you are...

#sami rambles #sorry sorry sorry i have a lot of emotions gotta get em out now seen as i won't be able to watch until tomorrow morning 😭 #tommy kinard #911 spoilers #911 show #evan buckley #buck x tommy #bucktommy

[chronicowboy]

and if the kitchen stills from you don't know me are buck coming out to eddie? if eddie comes over to talk to buck about how fucking weird he's been recently, a little angry but a lot concerned? if buck starts getting smaller and smaller in that way only oliver stark can manage? if eddie notices and softens and asks in that gentle, no nonesense voice "buck, what is going on with you"? if buck's voice breaks as he says "eddie, i think i might be bisexual"? if all the wind is knocked out of eddie's sails and he just takes a moment to breathe in this new revelation and everything it could possibly mean? and if buck gets smaller and smaller as the silence goes on? and if eddie pulls him into a tight and tender hug that lasts a few seconds too long? what then?

#sami rambles #seti got this first #and then threw it back in my face with this: #eddie pulling himself together and the determined pout to his face... 'show him he's loved first. everything else later' #911 spoilers #911 show #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buck x eddie #911 spec