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gogomarinette · 5 years

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What kind of a human being looks at an eight-year-old girl and thinks, 'it's ok to casually discuss violence and assault in front of her, I'm just teaching her about the real world.'

Like, what the fuck? What the absolute fuck?? I may be oversimplifying it but that's literally how our 'discussion' just went and I am actually shaking with anger and disgust right now. I told him my 20year+ younger brother he should watch how he talks in front of my niece, like maybe cool it with the mentions of that recent nine-year-old murderer news story (and especially not in jokey way about it), and he accuses me of "treating her like a baby" and how he sees her "as a teenager" already, even ordering her to wash the dishes earlier. Like ok, yeah, of course I want to protect her because she is literally a CHILD??? She doesn't need to know about that sort of stuff yet and it literally is, as an adult, your responsibility to protect her from that sort of stuff??? Like ok, she's gonna grow up and learn about that sooner or later, but it doesn't need to be now and in such an awful way????

The way I see it, it's not even about "teaching her about real life/how hard it is", it's literally he doesn't care to fucking control himself and curb his behaviour/words. Because then I asked him "what, are you gonna discuss assault in front of her too?" and he was like, all defiantly glaring, "yeah, why not, she'll eventually learn about that too. " Like, does he actually hear himself?? What the actual fuck is this!!! She shouldn't need to be know and be worried about that sort of thing already, children are literally not emotionally or mentally equipped to deal with it?? Then I tried to point out our childhood, and he goes "well, no one protected me, people swore and did bad shit in front of me" - and well, yeah you turned out right fantastic didn't you, to be now thinking that's fucking ok to talk to a kid about!!

Then I said, you wouldn't talk like that in front of her mother, would you? And he said, he's already okay-ed it with her, in 'teaching her about real life'. So now, I'm gonna have to phone her up! ! !

#applerants #hve i falken into tge twilight zone what kinda awful nightmare fuckery is this?!!!#i had to walk away cuz i was so pissed; my inner thought rn is just an endless cycle of 'what tge fuck!!! wgat the fuck!!'#i should've seen the warning signs when he literally teased me 'oh how do you know he's not gonna do anything' about her bday party dj #after i'd oreviously warned my niece's parents to more closely moniter her interactions with adult strangers just in case #he is literally the type to think sexism doesn't exist and tgat if you raise your voice in an argument you automatically lose #'becayse you can't duscyss thus in a calm rational manner' nevermind thus is literally my life #so then i have one horribly conservative brother; this... wgatever the fuck he is ; abd another i'm on the thinnest ice with #if you ask me why i hate men; i will unironically answer 'my brothers'#i do not EVER want to know what is going on in his mind; thus is bad enough wtf #if anything i would be tge most qualified here to talk about assault considering #but i'd rather not; there's a reason i did not want to 'talk' to anyone in my famiky about such things #iwoukdn't want to accidentally blurt things out and isn't that such a shame you can never feel safe enough in your own famiky #lterally i have not felt more unsafe in this house than right niw #knowing he orobably wouldn't care ir dismiss or even add to his own nasty argument; all my awful experiences #to name a few - being catcalled by a truck of grown man for undoing tge top button of my school unifirm because it was a hot day #being followed for three streets outside my home and only escaping by dashing onto a bus #a drunk relative at the door when i was home alone and refusing to leave #like hell do i want my niece to ever feel the way i've felt during those times; fuck you #as a child i never fucking asked to know about those sorts of things and it was tge adults' responsibility to shelter me from it #like do you want to give the child mental health issues??? because this is how you guve a child mental health issues!!!!#i am looking at my sleeping niece right now; she is so sweet and innocent his coukd you not want to protect her?#i just can't imagine....#men are goddamn psychopaths holy shit #listen i am a bisexual asian lady who can never come out to her family abd i've thought about killing myself at least twice a day #every day since i was twenty years old #...more info tgan i've ever put on this website about myself but there you go... i'm fucking exhausted #it's 5am rn and my heart won't stop racing from sheer rage jfc

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eleikra-blog · 7 years

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Kickboxing This trip was a journey of many first's. My first day in school unifirm, first time trying to speak Russin, first time of trying Kazakh foods... 🍜🧀 One of theses many first's was my kickboxing lesson. My amazing hostsister Zarina took me to her kickboxing lesson and thought me the basics of this sport. I have never done anything like that and keeping all the rules in mind is tiering but it is also a lot of fun. After a little while I got into the rhythm and I definitely learned a lot during that lesson and might even try it again. 🔜

#Kazakhstan #kickboxing

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