#siri play blind channel's don't fix me but maybe switch it to do fix me please my god i am begging for someone to fix me---

[arsonist-chicken]

And actually, totally unrelated to "if it's not now it's Far Away" events, HOW is it already the first december weekend next weekend?? I thought that wasn't until the weekend after!

#my parents are visiting and i thought i had more time to mentally prepare and make up excuses for various things and #prepare answers for various questions #oh my GOD it's almost december which means it's almost christmas break which means I really really really need to get started on the #seminar paper and the other paper and start studying for exams like. many days or weeks ago and I HAVENT DONE ANY OF IT #i was not made for academics why did i go to uni fuck this #siri play blind channel's don't fix me but maybe switch it to do fix me please my god i am begging for someone to fix me--- #yeah looking for therapy's also on my to do list. havent put it off or continuously forgotten about it for sure haha what #girl help my executives have been dysfunctioning for years and it's left me in a mess emotionally financially academically and it's #only getting worse somehow #oh no wait erasmus. gotta get on that. 1am what a time to remember your whole to do list at once and want to tackle it A L L N O W #do fix me yes please #mine #good night or so i hope #nightmares don't even LOOK at me or i'll bite #oh look i saw someone post delicious looking brownies and said i'd come steal some and now i'm fighting off my weight issues with a stick #again. wonderful #parents stop commenting on your own and your kids' weight and sending them on a path towards disordered eating challenge #alright good night