#sorry this is a vent don't come for me

[ibikus]

why, in 2024, is it an unpopular opinion to say that you love men? like, sorry I'm bisexual and I love being bisexual, I don't "tolerate" or "pity" the side of me that is attracted to men and there is nothing wrong about (queer) relationships between men and women. even if one of them is straight that doesn't make the relationship any less queer when there is an actual queer person right there. stop erasing bisexual identities just because you cannot handle seeing women who actually love men or vice versa.

#sorry this is a vent don't come for me #i'm just fed up #lol #don't even get me started on how shitty bisexual men are treated #bisexual #bisexuality #terfs dni or i shoot you on sight

[goldtealeaves]

how lonely do you think he was

(alt ver below (oj in the window))

#how isolated do you think he felt #sorry i have so many emotions about him #inanimate insanity #ii balloon #balloon ii #ii oj #brewing some art #and no i don't blame anyone for not forgiving him right away. he was a jerk in s1 so it's understandable #that doesn't stop me from hurting for him though #does this count as vent art? #cw vent art #the way he was so attached to the people he knew yet they didn't want him. i'm going to sob #they were right there and yet. and yet. #thank you ii comic “letters” i love you forever and ever #chat i'm not gonna lie i. i may kin him #either way he's very dear to me and i'm so proud of how far he's come #my god does he make me sad sometimes though

[c00kietin]

why must I cry so much.

#vent #I don't mean this in a dramatic way or anything. I just. cry a lot. #and it's annoying. #my parents aren't the cause for it- school can be anxiety ridden but I get over it sooner #but me? #ohohohoho I blame myself for making me cry so much #i come up with the world's worst “what ifs” and “whys” then I cry a lot and refuse to talk. #sorry for venting publicly. I wanted it out of my system. #might make this private someday. #it feels wrong sharing it to others. #this is half-humorous half-serious because joking a little makes me feel less bad. #I'm sorry. #also #thanks.

[hchano]

HELLO STILL ALIVE, just completely absorbed by life, family, and the awful news coming out abt gaza & israel lately. hope everyone here is doing ok. 🥺

#i don't really even know what else to say #the footage coming out is all so sad and awful #it's kind of all consuming and even tho I've got my own issues at home to worry about i'm over here worrying about ppl i never met 🥲 #i'm just tired augh #sorry i haven't posted #i actually have not drawn anything in like 2 months #hopefully life eases up and let's me live again soon #rly need to open commissions but not sure i'm in a good place rn to do art for anyone 😩 #imma go be emo and stare at an empty canvas wish me luck lmao 😭 #shut up h #vent #TIRED SO TIRED

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

I feel like I'm gonna fucking die

#my mom made me feel guilty about the music I listen to bc I got my sister into Paramore and our mom REALLY disapproves of Pmore #I accidentally dropped a small item down the toilet mid-flush and now I'm sick worrying what's gonna happen #i have to go to worship practice tonight and deal with an extremely difficult sound technician #youth group has been horribly stressful #i need to do a ton of work still tonight #I just found out I massively screwed up on a job app a couple weeks ago #and I just want to like. disappear for a while #just like. poof. no more Lu for a bit #I feel like Anything I do is gonna be Wrong somehow #I can't listen to music to chill bc i feel guilty ABOUT LISTENING TO MUSIC #I don't think I have the mental space to read rn bc I'm reading fricking house of leaves #if I tried to write I would probably hate what comes out #but idk that seems the most promising at this point that's the only thing I can honestly say I want to do #Lu rambles #sorry for the language I just needed to vent

[chloeseyeliner]

what the fuck??!

why is uni filled with so much drama?

i just want to study, work, exercise, figure out how to handle my finances and what to eat, sleep, write fanfiction that's never going to see the light of day, walk with nature surrounding me, be grumpy inside because the bus is over-crowded, take part in research, repeat.

why?

i can't do this.

i really hate drama. i have never been involved in it. ANY TIPS? 🤡🤦🏻‍♀️

#don't mind me #was just about to sleep because i have to run errands tomorrow #and this girl i posted about two weeks ago who i hanged out with today just. #seems to hate me??? for some reason #and i hate it #like i said before #i know when i fuck up #and i actually consider myself a quite mature persob #and she seems to genuinely enjoy herself today #and she laughed at my jokes and all that #so i thought we were friends again #and then i come home and i do some work #only to find a message from her an hour later #saying to not make fun of her #and now she is posting weird stuff on instagram??? #what is happening #what is this #can't she just... talk to me? if any of this concerns me? #i am sorry #i am not playing the victim i just have been rejected by friends quite a few times because i was too quiet #and now that i finally talked and had feeling conversations (regarding her feelings i mean) and thought we were okay #someone is about to reject me again? #god. #my best friend still loves me so that's- quite selfishly- validating #and my other friend who is friends with this girl likes me too #and they are wonderful people #anyway #vent post #seriously don't mind me #i just cannot stop thinking

[papayafiles]

just went and watched charles' renewal video for the first time and it's not at all similar to lando's? they're both videos with music that feature drivers talking about their teams. that's. that's it.

so tell me why lecfosis on twitter (and on tumblr apparently... i cannot believe they're on tumblr. please keep your twitter toxicity to twitter!!) are analyzing it frame by frame trying to find similarities to accuse mclaren and lando of copying it and rushing it out in a day (for WHAT reason?). "they couldn't even bother to colorgrade it" have you considered they made it black and white on purpose to contrast with the fluoro logo. it looks cool! we all think it looks cool bc we're not miserable losers trying to find things to be mad about!!! "it's so obvious to any editor that it's poorly edited" have you considered mclaren hires professionals who know how to video edit better than you, a random weirdo on the internet who clearly needs a job? (just a question) "SO weird that they'd drop this the day after charles" okay babes have you ever considered that mclaren doesn't give a fuck what ferrari is up to because they have their own better car and their own better drivers and their own far less dysfunctional team environment to focus on?!?? maybe invest this energy into getting ferrari to hire therapists idk what to tell you

#some people are SO stupid #society if lecfosi minded their own business and focused on their own driver: #people are always saying there'd be less drama if fans focused on their favorite drivers instead of being haters #but it's JUST lecfosi who constantly pull this bs #like is your driver boring you? oh i'm so sorry is your driver not giving you cool content every day to talk about like mine is?? #why are they ALWAYS doing this every time lando does literally anything #i'm so sick of them #and yeahhh i know “just get off twitter” but unfortunately i'm addicted (and also procrastinating midterm papers) #technically this is a #vent post #generally i try my best never to get involved in twitter discourse/drama on there so if i ever come onto my tumblr blog ranting & angry #it's probably me trying to avoid tweeting anything inflammatory and thus getting my emotions out here instead 🙈 #don't mind me! writing personal thoughts on my personal blog! #(okay but. society if i never had to hear a lecfosi's opinion ever again. god the DREAM)

[roboticspacecase]

Me: I can't let little things destroy my confidence in writing

Also me, after a rejection:

#I just #don't know how much I can try anymore yknow #feels like I can't even write for myself #i try and try and then nothing comes from it #it's like I'm invisible to almost everyone #vent post #sorry I'm just so bummed today #ignore me

[saltpepperbeard]

you ever feel trapped? like you’re just treading water, waiting to drown?

#OFMD #had to channel my inner ed because i just shdklsjdhks #jodi's no good very cranky day #here's the tea sis #i left a comfortable yet somewhat annoying job for a job that is currently VERY annoying and distressing #annnnddd i'm feeling that PARTICULARLY hard today #it also doesn't help that part of that stress feels like it's coming from neurodivergent burnout/issues and that can't be like #easily ~*~Explained~*~ to people #like the lack of structure/communication/transparency is driving me BANANAS because i very much need stability/cut and dry processes #annnnnd upper management is supposed to be fixing that #but it seems like they're making it Even Worse #so it just feels extremely overwhelming right now #and i can also feel everyone ELSE'S stress?? #and it seems to be upping my own because yaaaaayyy empathy (derogatory) #IDK man sorry I don't normally vent #But my health is starting to get affected by all of this l m a o #And the thought of having to uproot AGAIN if it doesn't improve is just #I feel like it's an unending loop of going from job to job to job where the spaces are toxic and no one communicates and> #<efforts are not respected #Soooo I'm just gnawing on my arm and wishing I very much could ZOOM AWAY ON A PIRATE SHIP SHDKLS

[zaacoy]

being pelted with drawing ideas at a pace so rapid I could not hope to keep up with is both an inspiring blessing and a horrible curse

#Venting in tags #I can't draw five different things at the same time brain PLEASE slow down I am going to explode #or just not go to bed today so that I can draw all of these in rapid succession #Other nuzzle comic + microwave + new pfp and banner + new ref/pinned for twt + pinned thread for tmblr + three tmblr quotes- #+ all the posts on twt and tmblr I meant to draw smth for and then got too sick to do so at the time + the funny things people- #have left in my rbs that I want to draw + the dozen posts in my ask box + the like 10 freenoodles comics/animation- #Ideas I have saved on notepad in my phone + all of the other things I've forgotten at the moment that will inevitably come back- #to hit me like a brick at 2 am tonight. help. #Turns out that being a.) Unable to draw for a month and b.) Being incapable of doing almost anything else except laying in bed- #Thinking about freenoodles over the same period of time are a terrible combination!! for me this is great for everyone else #I am so overwhelmed- happy!! Having freenoodles on the brain and being able to draw again is making me very happy!! #But I hate that I can't draw all this RIGHT NOW it's gonna take me foreverrrrrrrr to get through this list aughhhhhaaaaahhahhhgggg #This turned into a vent post on accident woops sorries #Not very serious- mostly made to write down all of the aforementioned ideas in the tags so I don't forget them #Frustrated but I stay silly- have a cookie for getting this far •v• >🍪

[musical-chick-13]

Bro, I'm so tired.

#he's not SEEN as creepy he IS creepy!! #it's okay for a character to be creepy!!!! #and it's okay for you to still find them interesting or even like them because they aren't real!!!!!!!!!!! #he is 'regarded with deep suspicion' BECAUSE HE IS SHADY AF AND REFUSES TO BE A REASONABLE FUCKING PERSON #you would NOT be saying this if this character were a woman #In the Vents #'I don't see people as individual people with their own interiority unless they are personally connected to me' THAT IS NOT AUTOMATIC #NEURODIVERGENCE MY FRIEND #you will never get me to feel bad for this man. I simply cannot care. sorry. #also if the implication is that he has face blindness. why the decision to SEE EVERYONE AS GAME PIECES. aka 'things you exploit #for personal gain/entertainment' #it's not like. random blobs or fuzz or a singular generic look it is SPECIFICALLY. TOYS. #HOW WAS THAT NOT AN INTENTIONAL CHARACTERIZATION CHOICE. THIS IS A SMART SHOW. COME /ON/ #also the fact that he can differentiate between men and women. and men all look the same vs women all looking the same but in a different #generic way. which like. hmmm. HMMMMMMMMM. #also he can differentiate between his promoted and un-promoted coworkers like this does not read as 'I literally cannot tell the #difference between any person.' it comes across as 'I do not care about people or see them as people and find it boring/pointless #to bother trying to differentiate them in the first place' #also lmao at this article trying to convince me the teenage girl shoved into a court role against her will is some how more dangerous than #this man. like I literally cannot make this shit up.

[xxlovelynovaxx]

Hey asshole.

People literally are the fictional characters that are their kintype.

They're not "acting entitled to your art" to tag it as their very real literal identity - and one that neither they nor you can control.

You're perfectly within your rights to block. You cross the line when you invalidate the core identity of who someone is.

When someone says "I literally am Rarity", they don't usually mean "I figuratively am Rarity". The fact that you have a problem with someone making it clear they're not just finding something relatable, but deeply meaningful to who they are, as you openly admit, "cringe" and "uncomfortable" is a you problem.

Again, you can block over it. Otherkin literally block doubles (when another person shares their kintype) for basically the same reason - that it makes them uncomfortable.

But you have zero right to say "I know better than you who you, an internet stranger, is." Not only that, but while it's not recognized as such by many people, being anti-kin and not acknowledging kintypes as real is very literally bigotry - discrimination against and denial of a person's immutable identity and subjective internal experiences.

Oh, and btw, even if someone kins your OC, that's still not fucking something that you have the right to say is not their identity. I fully fucking understand blocking over that or being uncomfortable, but that doesn't make them any less a real, breathing person who is that character.

Their deeply personal sense of identity and not denying who they truly are, honestly, matters more than something that to you is deeply personal, but still only fictional.

I hold this to be true of my own OCs, and I have fictives of many of them.

Oh, and btw, you are not safe for systems, either. Some fictives (and other introjects) are literally their source and you have no right to tell them otherwise.

Anyway, go fuck yourself. Catch a block for this shit. One of us is denying someone's actual identity and potentially triggering depersonalization. One of us is doing actual harm. The other is pretending like it's a personal attack or even that they could at all be harmed by someone else kinning their fanart of canon characters from a media property they don't own the rights to, and pretending they're entitled to tell other people who they are or what it's possible to be.

#personal vent post #'when it's clear that someone is just relating to a character' THAT'S LITERALLY NOT WHAT OTHERKIN MEANS #listen I actually don't hate kff and think the exclusion of them and the whole choice/not choice can hurt questioning alterhumans #but at a fundamental level when people tag as kin THEY ARE THAT CHARACTER #come on #being anti-kin is 2013 tumblr anti-sjw shit #do better and go educate yourself on the kin community I'm not asking #need ID #sorry the screenshots are not me should have made that clearer #was not in sense-making brain

[vse-kar-vem]

how to write vent post title that does not come off as self-pitying and or accusatory (because it's NOT !)

#sorry tumblr is like a diary to me idk what i'll do w this blog after i (sigh) inevitably move on #either way #im convinced everyone hates me again :3 but realistically no one cares about me even enough to hate me im just stupid and self centred 💔 #if anything me TYPING these posts is actuvely turning people against me #again with the assumptions that people care enough to read these 😭 fhskfbhsjfkg #i hate that i care so much what people online think of me cuz irl it's like. whatever #but here there are so many cool people who i admire and would love to be friends with im always hyperparanoid of everything i do #and still i manage to overstep and come off as annoying #like obvs you're allowed to hate me even if you're someone i look up to like that's your perogative #but i hate worrying about IF anyone hates me #oughgh this is easier irl because usually people send off pretty clear signals if they dont like you #but online (esp with how prickly this fandom is) i don't know whether im being insecure and reading into things or whether people just don't #like me (which again is fine i would just rather know if anyone gets it) #i figure art is the one way i can get people to like me 💔 which sounds kinda pathetic because irl i KNOW im liked and capable! #fandom has just become such a big part of my personality that i cant detach my self worth from it #and i do love art and drawing and such i hate that even if i know people my stuff EYE dont and it doesnt mean anything or act as a signifier #of my friendships #wow .... i really am my own therapist ..... i should shut up #the industrial revolution and its consequences (jofandom) #i think these posts are half self exploration half ... almost self harm? because sometimes im so derogatory about myself on purpose in a #'you're worthless' way. but at the same time it's cathartic and i always feel better having probed at my feelings and gotten them in order #not to do a complete 180 but it's MY post and JO LONDON IN *12* DAYS!!!!!!!! AHH i'm sooo excited if it doesnt live up to my expectations i #may cry a little. and there will be another vent post from me ! #sometimes i wonder if anyone actually reads these 😭 #vee rambles

[wayfayrr]

I'm just gonna vent a little here so feel free to ignore this <3

Sorry there's still a bit of a delay on the writing I've been doing - I've been working on them but honestly, I'm kinda need to take a tiny break from writing. I don't know if it'll be just a day or two or a week or two at the moment but I didn't want to drop off with complete silence so here I go. I hate to say this but my mental health has kind of tanked recently. I want to say that it's due to being in so much when I was sick and call it at that, but I know it's more than that that really? I'm not going to get into it here. Putting pressure on myself to get these written pretty fast isn't helping me at the minute. I'll delete this later but I didn't want to just do this without a word. I'll see you soon!!

#Sorry about this lil vent! #I am tired #Uni is kicking me when my confidence has decided it doesn't want to exist anymore <3 #along some other shit #I just need a rest and to take the pressure off myself. #I'll come back soon! #you'll know when this post goes down. #and I don't want to sound like I'm begging here but if anyone could point me to ANY fics with ace pride? and comfort for it?? #I don't care if it's lu or anything at this point. I just need a little positivity about it #I'd appreciate it more than words could describe

[saltwukong]

Bitches will literally tell you a story that they were the villain of.

#rwde #''hey lets vent a little by listing all the ships we dont like for whatever reason'' someone get them help. they really think that's normal #y'all be talking about toxicity and then not even knowing what it looks like. #like iunno what you think toxic shipping behavior is SUPPOSED to look like but it looks like exactly this. that's not cute and normal. #like if just an ordinary group of friends did this? maybe. still sus. #but since you all self-indentified as fans of the same ship it just becomes a united front of haters circle-jerking themselves stupid. #not to mention the actual way this post reads like. girl? that's what you thought would make yourself look rational and other people petty? #like really? your go-to exaggerated example of something nasty or uncouth that someone would rabidly defend shipping is...that? #like obvious question 1) what exactly is wrong with gangbangs lol. sorry that you hate fun. #and obvious question 2) uhhh why when crafting a nominal objectioner did you specify 'black' like.......explain it. #tell me how that was supposed to come off because i don't know why you'd say that and not think 'this sounds really racist' unless..... #the whole wide world full of inc/st r/pe abu/se apologia on top of pe/do shit and the villain in your post is..... #someone shipping a pairing that contains a black man. okay.

[littlest-nightingale]

Being compared to your abuser bc of autism is fun 🫠

#for context. my sister asks where everything goes every time we put away groceries. even though she knows. #and i needed the olives. so i put them on top of the microwave. and knowing that someone would ask #i was like hey. im putting this up here so (sister) won't ask were it goes and put it away #(bc i do find that annoying but SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE #anyway. apparently this is a horrible offense and I'm being sooo mean to her #im sorry??? what??? #i just explained why i did something i knew my parents would ask about. which makes sense to do. #and apparently im “just like the people who dod that to me” and like. no??? #im not actively making fun of her for entertainment. I'm not hitting her for shits and giggles. i just put up a can of fucking olives. #like. i have autism. i don't know how my tone comes off but i wasn't purposely being malicious??????????? at all??? #and then mom called her over to make me apologize and SHE DIDN'T EVEN CARE. WHY DID YOU MAKE SUCH A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT. #so now im just upset and somewhat regressed and I'm just. why. i guess i said it in a way that my parents thought was malicious but from my #perspective. i was just explaining something and then being compared to my abusers. so thats fun and cool #vent regression