#thank you em… 😭

[sstrwbrryccke]

— bullying him | sub choi soobin

part 2 | part 3

tags: mean reader, bullying, dacryphilia, perv soobin, humiliation, public fondling??, somewhat nonconsensual

yes this is the third time im reposting this drabble because i accidentally deleted it three times 💀

another hard thought because i can’t stop thinking about a school au where you bully the studious and nerdy soobin!! its just sooo unlucky for him to sit right next to you, where you torment him almost daily. he keeps his gaze down on his book as you shove him against the locker (high school tv show style).

he spends most of the time quiet, never retorting back to you. It was almost irritating to you and your bully friends at a certain point because he almost never reacted to your taunts. just his bunny eyes occasionally making eye contact with you before he quickly lowers his gaze. what did it take to break this guy? your friends egg you on to increase the intensity, and you started to seek him out intentionally.

just as lunch break started, when all the students have left the classrooms, he was putting back his books into his locker. you walk up to him, making sure the vicinity was empty before you push him against the locker like always. but this time you kept going, trapping him in-between your arms and berating him about anything from his clothes to his hairstyle. he doesn’t respond once again, but with the close proximity you can see the blush on his cheeks, and when you looked down, you saw his thighs clenched tightly together.

oh… so that’s what was happening all this time? you feel a grin coming up as you shove your leg in-between his, exposing his hard-on. this time he does react, sputtering out panicked sentences and trying to hide himself. you found his weakness, and it was you. this newfound power spurs you on and you lean into his ear, whispering how much of a pervert he was to get off on getting tormented, how you could feel how hard his small cock was against your knee. he was petrified, not only was his secret exposed, but it was exposed to his biggest bully nevertheless. the worst part? he was getting harder.

you could tell he was a virgin with the way he swallowed his spit, eyes tearing up in embarrassment and body frozen in place from sheer humiliation. it only takes a little knee grinding and degradation in his ear to get him close. but that wasnt enough for you, you wanted to see him cry. so you whisper in his ear again, ordering him to jerk himself off in his pants. his breath hitches, gaze low as he takes a moment of consideration, and to your surprise, he obeys, shaky hand coming down to feel himself through his pants as he shyly tries to get himself off. tears fall from his eyes in humiliation and it was a few excruciating seconds. you finally decide to be nice and help him, your hand sticking down his pants to grasp at his cock sticky with precum. just the contact itself made him come into his pants, in the high school hallway. his eyes streaming with tears. before you know it, he quickly pushes you away and runs off to the bathroom.

and you found him, cute. really really fucking cute. the type of person you wanted to dominate and play with until he cried. so after school, you trap him again, though this time it wasn’t really trapping. because he willingly stopped for you, his gaze still low as you told him to follow you home. he obeyed, hands jittery and sweaty. when you get to your family’s rather well off house, you lead him to your bedroom, where he nervously asked you if you were going to do that again. and you grinned, asking if he was hoping for something. he stuttered again as you chuckle, before he meekly admitted yeah, he was. you feel your need to ravish this guy skyrocket and you push him onto your bed, roughly kissing him.

good thing tomorrow is a saturday, huh?

#drabble ☆ #hard thoughts ☆ #sub soobin #sub idol #soobin hard thoughts #soobin hard hours #soobin x reader #sub soobin x reader #sub txt #sub!soobin #sub!idol #txt #sub!txt #soobie boobie #choi soobin #thank you em… 😭 #this post is an atomic weapon…

[cenpede]

Opens my sketchbook and shows you all my silly lines on paper

Pls click idk why the quality suddenly went ass up

#john marston #red dead redemption 2 #rdr2 #abigail marston #fuck it we ball tag em all #Tilly Jackson #mary beth gaskill #karen jones #sean macguire #lenny summers #I like to think Kieran and Abigail are honorary siblings #thanks red dead for getting me out of a slump #and also all the 3 day weekends in June letting me live for once #that isn’t morston I’ll bite you if I see that tag istg #I have mgs stuff I prommy but look at these too #hope the style whiplash isn’t too bad these were all done at diff points 😭 #edit: glad autism creature John sparks something in a lot of u

[archersartcorner]

Back in Far Harbor gang… I get they probably didn’t want to extend a cutscene where the player had no control out too long, but I do wish in the Acadia meeting that you can eavesdrop on they brought up Nick 😭 but they do Not so here’s me making up scenarios. The Usual. 😏

#my art #described #fallout 4 #dima #fallout 4 dima #nick valentine #also like the idea that Nick & Dima have internal fans and when they get Super Emotional u just hear WRRRRRRRRRRRRRR WHDBDJ #also playing with the idea that po is a psyker/has a ‘sight’ equivalent that’s. essentially just in-game save-scumming LMAO #rly hoping that’s not an idea I’m accidentally stealing from someone. PLS lemme know if someone else has used that and I just Forgot 😭 #but ye essentially when faced with the more decisive moments. Po might just pass out and ‘experience’ all of the options - #- (akin to garnets future vision in SU I’d say!) and that helps him determine the best path forward #thought sometimes when it’s a smaller decision he doesn’t pass out. just experiences some light fatigue and then - #- ‘oh ya btw that trunk is trapped. yea you’ll get blowed up if you just open it.’ ‘…. well thanks for relaying that .0001 seconds before- #-I opened it PO.’ #but anyway. all that to say that’s what Nick’s referring to when he said po probably ‘saw’ it and then encouraged the path #po meanwhile is upstairs looking through faraday’s diary - I mean uhhhhhhhhhh the other secret stuff. def not his diary #anyway. DiMA’s not biological but there is an importance to him to him and Nick’s relationship. he’s stupid protective of Nick - #- who probably doesn’t appreciate being the ‘little’ brother all that much. but that’s just how DiMA’s rationalized their ‘roles’ #I just like em hehe

[goldenhypen]

Hey babess!! I always have been wanting to send an ask to you for a long time! I absolutely love and adore your works! I lobe going back to reread it again cause it gives me the feels! Your works are so gooddddd that i wish i could print it in my brain! Like the amount of times I've been delulu because of your work is not funny especially Jake's- i don't know when i started following you but i remember forgetting to follow you cause i click on your next work and readd! i have been pretty much here since in the middle of the corona period and reading your works! And I absolutely love your positive and fun vibes! You are so sweet and crazy! Like maybe I do have a friend crush on you- ★

a- i- a- my heart rn omg 😭😭😭😭😭😭 sweet words like this always light my heart up and never fail to make me smile and feel all warm and fuzzy inside 🥹 your words and support rlly mean the world to me. thank you so much for taking the time to say all this and let me know and just for all your love and kindness. you actually came at the perfect time too cuz i haven’t been having the best couple of days, and this rlly gave me a lot of joy in a time of more sadness and stress than usual. so thank you from the bottom of my heart. this truly means a lot to me ☹️🫶🏻😭

#forgetting to follow me cuz you kept reading is the sweetest thing i’ve ever heard 😭😭 #and friend crush is so sweet 😭 #and the jake pics too 😭 #i absolutely adore them 🥹😭 #thank you for supporting me for so long 🫶🏻 i love you sm 🫶🏻 #you just made my whole entire week 🫶🏻 #em answers #rayoraish <3 #✉︎

[anonymocha]

hope your lesbian visibility week ends with a bang. have thisj

BITES HER BITES HER BITES HER

#HELP I JUST SAW THIS ASK AFTER MAKING THAT KAALAAPOCKET BITE ART... BITING HER ON THE SAME SPOT 😭 #Kaalaa Baunaa's most biteable place: her left shoulder fr #GNAW GNAW GNAW GNAW #the biterrrrrrrrrrr #bitepilled chompmaxxer #we have the same brainwave #THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS THEYRE SO CUTE CUTE CUTE #mochasks #friend shenanigans #friend art #not my art so go check em out... kiswa is the coolest ever #Kaalaa Baunaa #Medicine Pocket #KaalaaPocket #MediBaunaa #reverse 1999 #happy lesbian week! #AGAIN TYSM FOR THIS I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH THE GLUBBIES #i want to be medpoc so bad its making me look pathetic #medpoc girlkissing collection

[flowercrowngods]

so far, make me write (please) has added 3k words to my wips, and i really just wanna thank y'all for indulging and enabling me 🥹

#i don't have time to write tomorrow and all that's left are spooky lighthouse fic asks but!!! i appreciate y'all so much you have no idea 😭 #and genuinely if you wanna keep em coming?? then keep em coming :D one way or another bardknight2 might be up within a week or so #it's been 7 months... 👀 #anyway mwah!! 🤍🫶 thanks for caring

[ask-ursa-tonypeter]

[fic: double-blind] what might it look like if Peter had taken Extremis? What sort of personality traits, morals, abilities would be respectively amplified or suppressed? What might SIM!Tony and Extremis!Peter's relationship have looked like (would there be mutual attraction or would they hate each other, or something else)? What might non-Extremis Tony (meaning, he had never taken Extremis) and Extremis!Peter's relationship have looked like? And what would the relationship between post-Extremis Tony and Extremis!Peter look like, meaning that Tony has the knowledge and memory of what he/SIM Tony is capable of but no longer the capacity?

This is such a long and complicated meta question, so thank you for your time, whenever you get the chance to answer this!

[[🐻ursa interlude🐻

Extremis!Peter: hmmm well, like Tony's megalomania still filtered itself through the self-serving excuse of an "altruistic" desire to ~take care of people~ I think Peter would still want to be Spider-man and "help" people! But his intentions would become a lot more wrathful, with more focus on hunting down and "punishing" criminals than genuinely being about preventing/mitigating harm.

Basically, if faced with the classic "nyeheheh spider-man, you can either save allll these people and let me get away, or let them die and catch me!" situation, he would catch the villain rather than save the people, lmao. He would also be a lot more confident/self-assured as Peter as well as Spider-man– I think the outward changes would be a lot more obvious for him than Tony, just because Peter suddenly being a confident-to-the-point-of-arrogance live-out-loud type would be a much bigger shift!

SIM!Tony and Extremis!Peter: oh this is the ideal for SIM, haha. (And was his actual plan, though he wouldn't have anticipated the changes to Peter's personality– until he found out that Peter already had a healing factor as Spider-man, he was going to inject Peter with Extremis to keep him safe from the compound released into the water supply.)

Peter would have the same "everyone else is inferior 💖except my dad💖" mental loophole that Tony does about Peter, and he would totally buy the "short-term crime for long-term utopia" plan once they knew each other's identities! (I'd say that things would get potentially very nasty before that point, but honestly egotistical Extremis!Peter would probably not be nearly as careful about safeguarding his identity, so Tony would figure it out before they had the chance to fuck each other up too bad lmao.)

So following that… their mutual obsession with each other would dovetail very nicely, haha. SIM would 100% get his "ruling the world from the shadows with my son-lover-queen at my side" fantasy and they would have a great time. There might be some bumps in the beginning when Peter's own ego rankled under Tony's paternalism but if anything I think Tony would come around to seeing this version of Peter as a legitimate equal, so they would get it sorted out pretty quickly. Happily ever after in awful toxic tooth-rotting villainous love!

Extremis!Peter and normal Tony: WOOF. Well, again, I think Tony would figure out Spider-man's identity pretty quickly, since even as non-Iron Man he would have reason to be curious about the vigilante causing just as much collateral damage as he was fixing, and he would have already noticed the changes in Peter's behavior.

Their interactions would be a mess. Peter would initially be enthusiastic about Tony knowing (because he wouldn't think he was doing anything wrong, obvs!) and would be disappointed and put out when Tony was horrified instead. I could see things going a couple different ways– Peter begrudgingly agreeing to be more careful if it would smooth things over with his dad, Peter forcing the point by challenging Tony on what he was actually going to do to stop Peter if Peter refused to change his ways (I don't know the answer to that question and neither would Tony lmao,) Tony cottoning on quickly that something had to have changed Peter for him to be acting like this and essentially deciding to play nice/supportive while he investigated what it was…

It would be a whole THING. And yes, I do think Peter's obsessive feelings towards Tony would take that sexual/romantic bent even without Extremis!Tony there to put the thought in his head just because, well, when you only accept one other person on the planet as being your near-equal…!! Which would be its own fucked-up dynamic that Tony would have to navigate once he caught on. Yikes!

Extremis!Peter and cured!Tony: if anything this would probably be easier for Tony to manage on the Peter side of things if not on his own "coping with what he did under the influence of Extremis" side of things! He would be able to better anticipate how Peter thought/worked to be able to manipulate him into a position where he could administer some kind of cure. But then, you know, he would have to contend with all the original consequences of SIM!Tony's actions on top of the new horrors of what he and Peter would've gotten up to as a team, so… still yikes!!

(A THOUGHT: I don't know that Tony would allow things to happen this way but it's hot to think about: reverse of the original fic where Extremis!Peter comes on to either normal or somehow-cured Tony, Tony plays along as a ploy to get into a position where he could inject Peter with a cure, but… Peter's enhanced and Tony's not, so Tony is too slow for Peter not to catch him in the act, Peter gets rid of the cure, and then he keeps right on going with the sex. 🥰)

tl;dr: yikes all around]]

#fic: double blind #meta #ursa interlude: #thank you for all the questions friendssss 😭💖💖💖 #and I promise I am still thinking about all the multiverse questions haha! #they're easy to do as meta questions but not if I want to do a skit so I'm thinkin' on 'em

[shubblelive]

your blog is like this sacred thing, i squeal everytime i get a notification you posted

hi this is the sweetest thing that i’ve ever read?? thank you so much angel

#em needs to shush sometimes #crying thank you 😭😭 #m is for mail #em’s anons #you’re the sweetest

[mxliv-oftheendless]

How do I be civil and polite to someone despite never wanting to initiate any sort of conversation ever again with them…

#i know some of y’all will tell me ‘fuck em you don’t owe em shit’ #and I appreciate that I really do #but also I’m really trying to be a version of myself I approve of and this is the best I can come up with at the moment 😭 #i am struggling #dumb I know #my therapist is probably so sick of hearing about this person and this whole situation lollll #i should send her a thank you card for putting up with me #random thoughts are random

[paperbagsandwich]

I love the way you draw fat faces sm 🥺🥺🥺🥺 it's a big inspo

Thank you so mu-- PLUMPYBREAD!!!??!

But seriously, thank you so much, you're the one who gives me so much inspiration!!! 😭😭

#PlumpyBread #*crying tears of joy* #I love all of your work!!!! #I can't get enough of em!!! 😭😭💕💕💕💕 #man this got me freaking out #in a positive way of course #just thank you!!! #Chumby faces is my favorite part of drawing!!!

[lumiereandcogsworth]

Do the kids leave cookies for Santa? Does anyone leave carrots for the reindeer?

ooooh yes absolutely. belle instills a very strong belief in santa, so she makes sure the kiddos know how Very Important it is to leave cookies and milk out, as well as carrots for the reindeer!!! all the children take it very seriously of course.

renée makes sure to leave exactly nine carrots for each reindeer. (adam says “aren’t there eight?” and renée replies “RUDOLPH, DADDY!”)

maurice always likes to pick the mug/glass that the milk will be in. it becomes his favorite job on christmas eve.

juliette doesn’t do anything in particular but she loves the routine of it and i think that first year when they all know santa isn’t real, she’s quietly bummed that they don’t do it. even though she knows why, it’s like :( sad to break the tradition.

belle still tells them they have to get to bed by midnight or santa won’t come!!!!!!!! even when her children are grown adults. it is required <3 she also still signs some gifts as “from santa”

also it is absolutely adam who takes bites out of the cookies when they’re putting the presents out. one year he referred to it as “recompense for not getting any sleep tonight” and belle laughed out loud and they got scared the children would hear them.

#HEHEHE this was fun to answer. thanks em :’) #also the second to last bullet about belle is directly connected to my own mother #literally TODAY she was like ‘and make sure you guys go to bed before midnight!! 🤨 or santa won’t come!!’ #like girl 😭 she’s a silly goose #batb headcanons #oc writing #modern au adelle #tis the season!!

[appalachianapologies]

Can I just say

I haven’t even seen the 2016 Macgyver (I’m a fan of the 80’s show, though)

And I’ve read

So.

So.

So

Sosososososososososossososososo.

So many of your Macgyver fics that it’s gone from being funny to not funny to back to freaking hilarious

Anyways you’re awesome and I appreciate you and your writing very very very much.

Akshdjs you are SO kind and I am so honored that you've read my fics even without being in the fandom that means so much to me 😭😭

And thank you!! I think you're pretty awesome too :D

#ahxjcksksndk 🥺🥺 #thank you so so much youre so niceeeeee 😭 #idk why my brain has just latched into that show #ironically *i* don't even watch it anymore lmao #but i absolutely love writing fic for it #it scratches the itch in my brain so well #i just love em sm #asks #silvercaptain24 #we love silvercaptain24

[goldenhypen]

OMG ☹️ i just realized it’s this blog’s 2 year anniversary today ☹️☹️🥺 happy anniversary you guys 🥹🥳🫂

starting this blog, i never expected it to be where it is today, and my experience on here has been so great and sm fun thanks to all of you who have made it that way. it’s been such an amazing journey so far exploring all these new things of running a blog and writing. this blog has grown sm faster and bigger than i would have ever anticipated, and i’ve learned so much and have experienced so much love throughout this entire time. i’ve gone through my ghosting phases yet every time i come back, you welcome me back w open arms. i’m so thankful for all the friends i’ve made on here. there are a lot of you that have rlly changed my life for the better and i appreciate you all for giving me endless happiness. and for all my followers and supporters who have shown me sm love and have just been so kind, i appreciate and love you sm, words can’t even describe <3

so thank you all for contributing to this wonderful journey so far, and i hope we can celebrate even more anniversaries and celebrations tgt in the future <3 love you all sm ☹️🫶🏻🫂

#i almost didn’t realize it was 2 years today 😭 #but i’m so thankful for you guys :( <3 #thank you for making my experience on here the best it could possibly be <3 #em speaks #2 years with goldenhypen <3

[taniushka12]

For the ship ranking ask:

Hera/Maxwell

Hera/Eiffel

Minkowski/Lovelace

:D!!!! Thank you!!

(w359 spoilers ahead)

Hera/Maxwell

Squick / Just nope / A trainwreck you can’t look away from / Mehh but they are bloody everywhere / Not interested but no negative feelings / I need to see how I could make it work / BroTP / Cute / I love them(!) / They rented a room in my mind and are here to stay

confession, ive never been that big of a maxwell fan, but MAN these two are soooooosososo GOOD they're easily one of my favorite relationships in the podcast!! Even though you know maxwell is Up To No Good from the beginning its so easy to be swept away by their chemistry, and then by the fucking... Behemoth that is the ep Memoria, i almost wished for maxwell not to betray them even though i knew for sure it wouldn't end in any other way ;_; ;O; they're such a tragedy 100/10 no notes, love them

Hera/Eiffel

Squick / Just nope / A trainwreck you can’t look away from / Mehh but they are bloody everywhere / Not interested but no negative feelings / I need to see how I could make it work / BroTP / Cute / I love them / They rented a room in my mind and are here to stay

i adore their friendship!! they're really good!! but gosh i do NOT ship them At All x_x on one hand i strongly hc hera as a lesbian, on the other the fact that eiffel told the tale of his daughter at the same time that hera was down cemented the parallel on my mind, which makes the ship Very uncomfortable tbh :/

(and i Know.. that that wasnt the intention, which is why i dont rly mind ppl shipping them, but its very hard to shake that first impression 😔)

Minkowski/Lovelace

Squick / Just nope / A trainwreck you can’t look away from / Mehh but they are bloody everywhere / Not interested but no negative feelings / I need to see how I could make it work / BroTP / Cute / I love them / They rented a room in my mind and are here to stay

SORRY WOMEN but i just dont see it!! their relationship is well enough and i do like their friendship, god knows they both need it, but yeah i dont really care abt em :/ congrats on the lesbians for being one of the biggest ships in the fandom though 👍

[highly specific ship ranking]

#if someone asked me which is the best wolf yuri you Know its hera and maxwell 1000% #man just talking abt em makes me wanna take the dust off my old maxwell design and draw em 😭 #tani's personal shit #thank youuuu <3

[infizero]

rescued 2 more milipedes just now from the cafeteria, unfortunately what i thought was them peeing or something was actually them releasing toxins 😭 which got all over my hands. but apparently as long as you dont get it in your eyes or mouth or anything ur totally fine. at most ur skin might just sting a little. and i vigorously washed it off pretty quickly so i should be fine 👍

#but yeah uh. maybe next time i'll leave em alone if i dont have something other than my hands to carry them in #the first guy didnt release those so i guess he wasnt scared of me? if so thanks for the trust little guy #but yeah these dudes were freaked 😭 im sorry i cant communicate to you im helping you get out of a building where people will step on you #serena.txt

[rainofthetwilight]

(ignore that i didnt reply to these until now😭) @nyxxvixenn @vesper-the-ghost @officercooks AHSJAJA TYSM GUYS!!!! GIVING U ALL HUGS RN (or high fives if hugs are not preferable!!! :D)

(ask game)

#levi's saves #ask game #mutual ask game #nyx tag #vesper tag #cooks tag #cant believe people actually like my shitty art 😭 #also ves i will wrap ur oc in a warm blanket and give em hot coco <33 #and nyx you were SO CLOSE!! i am a jay lover but if i had to choose anyone else out of the ninja it would def be cole (or nya) #AND COOKS!! THANK YOU!! <33