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formulafics · 3 months

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❀ MAKE IT REAL | OP81

Scenario: basically ‘the winner takes all’, but oscar edition…or, the one where despite yn being the closest to oscar, no one suspects the two to be dating. that is, until a video of the pair at a valley concert comes out. (inspired by the song ‘Cure’ by Valley (bless @renarots for this one))

Pairing: oscar piastri x fem!reader

A/N: squadron, it is an oscar day. it took me entirely too long to get to this request, but i’ve finally made it. i hope you guys like this fic as much as i liked making it 🫶🏻

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ynln happy halloween 🎃😚

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landonorris why is oscar standing like that

⤷ ynln he’s just a boy leave him alone

papayabull MY BABIES THEYRE SO CUTE

dreamyalbon this friendship is everything to me

⤷ formulaferrari not a single thing about yn and oscars relationship is giving “friends” but okay

⤷ dreamyalbon there’s no way they’re anything more than friends though 😭

rizzciardo the way yn’s whole feed is becoming oscar is so funny

formulaverstappen who’s gonna tell them that daphne and fred had a romantic relationship

⤷ ln4nation to be fair, it’s pretty common for friends to go as romantic duos, platonically.

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ynln the best mornings ☀️ (also i made oscar the bracelet he’s wearing in the third slide i feel so proud of myself)

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oscarpiastri ❤️

riabish second slide 🥹

⤷ norrisnation ria and yn’s friendship is my favorite thing ever

dreamyalbon yn making oscar a bracelet is so cute </3

formulaferrari another day, another oscar post from yn. i love it here

landosbeachball THE ONLY BESTIES EVER 🫶🏻 the slide of them holding hands omg

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f1wagsdaily do you think yn ln is dating anyone on the grid? if so, who? 👀

(left to right) yn and lando, yn and daniel, yn and charles

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norrisnation im so convinced that if it’s anyone it’s danny ric 😭 how do you go to music festivals and football games together so often and NOT date

⤷ charlesrrari yes but also they don’t hang out NEARLY as much anymore? also to be fair, yn’s closest friend - oscar aside - is lando, so it’s kind of natural that she would be in the mclaren garage more, so it just SEEMS like it’s daniel? idk im not convinced that it’s him

formula44 idk i feel like lando is the only one that makes sense

⤷ papayabull what about oscar?

⤷ formula44 idk i just can’t see them together

xf1x oscar piastri (solely based on how much they’re togwther)

⤷ papayanorris lore drop: yn rejected oscar in f3 because he was too busy so id imagine it’s the same now 🤷🏻‍♀️

⤷ xf1x to me that makes it seem more likely since that means they were obviously interested in each other?

⤷ papayanorris good point but maybe theyve moved on? 👀

⤷ pastrypiastri okay but imagine dating oscar and he’s THAT close with another girl, and same with yn being that close with another guy? idk this thread might have put me on the ynoscar agenda 🤭

shumirrari wild guess: jenson button (if you know you know)

⤷ chilisainz what am i missing?

⤷ shumirrari basically lando and jenson button are sort of friends so lando introduced yn to jenson at a race, and lando took pictures of them together. i’m pretty sure yn posted them a while back? idk but it was just a silly guess (her and jenson would be cute though, but i highly doubt it’s them LMAO)

formulaferrari i am TIRED why does no one have faith in the oscyn agenda

⤷ formulaferrari also does no one notice that oscar always is kind of shy around yn or am i actually delusional on this one

⤷ charlesrrari wait lowkey you’re onto something rn 👀

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grandprixsandgossip Oscar Piastri and Yn Ln, a known friend of many drivers on the grid, seen kissing outside of a concert arena last night.

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norrisnation girl there’s three pixels on my screen that could be anyone

papayabull oscar jack piastri what are you DOING

piastrisgirl never, and i mean NEVER, did i expect that out of all the f1 drivers, oscar would be the one where we find out about his girlfriend like this

ln4world this cannot be real

formulaferrari SCREAMING IM INSANE THIS IS EVERHTINH TO ME

stardustf1 okay but wasn’t oscar wearing a hoodie in the other picture that the one guy posted?

⤷ rizzciardo yes, but i’m assuming oscar took the hoodie off and gave it to yn, because not only can you see her wearing a hoodie in this picture (even though it’s blurry, it looks like the same one oscar was wearing), AND ria posted a story of her and yn goofing off after the concert where yn was wearing a black hoodie so 👀

chilisainz were not gonna mention yn in the likes?

⤷ norrisnation she’s having her pierre moment 🤷🏻‍♀️

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🎶 Cure - Valley

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ynln concerts are my heaven, but they’re paradise when i’m with him 🫶🏻 @/oscarpiastri is my concert buddy for life whether he wants it or not

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landonorris but are you dating or?

⤷ ynln i’m gonna need you to be so fr rn lando

oscarpiastri fortunately for us, i’m more than happy to be your concert buddy. ❤️

⤷ ynln music to my ears 😚

riabish literally the cutest couple i know *liked by ynln*

princepiastri THE CAPTION, OSCARS COMMENT, THE PICTURES?? THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE

formula44 yn im sorry for not believing in you and oscar

dreamyalbon AND WHOS GOING TO MENTION THE SONG??

⤷ yukit22enthusiast AS A VALLEY LOVER I AM RIGJT THERE WITH YOU

formulaferrari THE FACT THAT THESE SRE ALL DIFFERENT CONCERTS OH MYGOD

formulaferrari i can finally call them my parents and not get flamed

papayabull and so whatever you do don’t listen to the song because i’m so upset

⤷ stardustf1 someone harassed(/j) the guy who took the picture of them at the concert into telling them what song was playing when he took that picture and it was cure 🫠💔

⤷ papayabull NOOOOO it’s officially their song, i don’t make the rules

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lurkinggirlie · 2 months

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Elain & Azriel are EndGame

Azriel’s bonus chapter: semi-essay on my thoughts

This post will be a long one. The shipwar has been going on for far too long, and there's a possiblity that we'll be getting closure soon. So, I want to put my thoughts out there. For Obvious reasons, I could be very wrong, but this is what I think based on canon text: (Ignore any errors..I haven't edited this, and I'm sure there are many posts like this that are way more articulate)

Elriel are endgame. If they’re not then Azriel is kinda pathetic and having him end-up with anyone else is bad writing and character assassination. (Which we sadly won’t put past sjm but I don’t think she would..at least I hope)

1- Elain has no other love interest. Yes, Lucien is her mate but we have hinted at a broken/rejected mating bond for the longest time when it comes to these two so having them accept it eventually is going to be quite underwhelming, repetitive and boring. Even Lucien seems to have given up/isn’t interested in bridging that gap between them, which we’re told in both acofas and acosf. Unless you want to count the longing pointed out by Cassian, although Cassian also pointed out that Lucien was also uncomfortable when he mentioned his mate. To add on, there is no sexual tension between the two, and we know how important that is for sjm’s couple. You can't keep whining "but Elain isn't giving him a chance, if only she gave him a chance, then maybe this and maybe that" Elain is not a seprate entity, she is what SJM writes, Sjm could have written that but she did not yet and I'm not sure if she will. It feels too late at this point, she had already shown us that Elain has feelings for someone else aka Azriel. The author doesn't have to spell everything out for us to understand to what's going on. Sarah usually makes it clear who's endgame. and she literally is. So, it would be very sudden and out of the blue if Lucien and Elain were to end up together when she had never shown it before. When even Azriel pointed this out “I think Lucien will never be good enough for her, and she has no interest in him, anyway” people can say Rhys killed elriel, that the bonus chapter ended them. But this line right here tells us otherwise! First we know Azriel and Elain can read each other so well that they don’t need words, and then Azriel tells us this. He’s literally telling us that Elain does not want Lucien.

We also cannot compare elucien to Feysand or Nessian in the “enemies to lovers" department, because these two seem to hardly care about each other. For obvious reasons she wouldn’t accept or reject Lucien in a book that isn’t hers. But if they do end up together I’d feel robbed that she had more sexual tension with Azriel than she did with Lucien. And we know that Nessian and Feysand had sexual tension before getting together. Most of what we got from Elain and Lucien was awkwardness, and discomfort. Not a single spark. Furthermore, it would feel like Azriel was just leading Elain own. Plus their romance (Lucien and Elain) would not feel organic, only getting with Lucien because she felt rejected by Azriel, which doesn’t give epic romance no matter how sjm tries to spin it. It would always make Lucien seem like the second choice.

2- Azriel regifting the necklace was a dickhead move, and offensive to both girls. Anyone thinking the regifting of the necklace ended elriel or started gwynriel is delusional and clearly doesn’t know how the romance genre works. (should’ve thrown the gift in the Sidra like Cassain did) I can’t believe Rhys isn’t paying Azriel enough that he felt the need to return the necklace to the shop instead of throwing it. Senstive Illyrian baby indeed.

3- Rhys saying stay away from Elain (can we take a moment to appreciate how sexy Rhys was for pulling rank, he really made the ship more interesting now) and Azriel actually listening to him?? When he told him you can’t order me to do that. shit would be underwhelming if Azriel actually stayed away? Hello? Secret relationship potential ? Hello? Forbidden romance potential ??? The tropes would be epic. Sjm had never done that. And I’m not saying she will, but this is how I see it playing out. + Azriel saying it was a mistake to Elain, and Elain apologizing?? The fact she was confused/hurt and probably thought she misunderstood the whole situation? SHE IS BABYGIRL?? Regardless, Azriel saying it was a mistake and it being a mistake is NOT it. This is not how romance works most of the time. This is such a basic romantic trope, why are a lot of people misinterepting it? Elain deserves better, and sjm isn’t about to hurt Elain’s feelings without making it up to her. And she’s definitely not making Azriel end up with another girl before he fixes that shit. I will be needing a proper apology to Elain.

4- Whenever people think of the bonus chapter they weigh in Azriel’s feelings far more than Elain’s. It’s clear that Elain and Azriel’s feelings are MUTUAL, ignore the bonus chapter and it’s right there in the actual book. I don’t think Elain got the memo that Azriel had a conversation with another girl after he hurt her feelings which made him realize he’s in love all of a sudden. *sarcasm* that would be very out of character for Azriel.

5- His chest sparkling at the thought of Gwyn getting the necklace was so??? I have been saying he’s for the streets and yes this was out of pocket. So, I understand people shipping them. However it could mean anything really, you can't continue saying that Gwyn in the bonus has to mean something, and that that spark must mean somethig but continue to disreagrd every single Elriel interaction like they mean nothing. Because for it to be taken as romance we’d have to ignore the beginning of the bonus, the feysand’s bonus acosf/acomaf/acowar and acofas. + we could easily take this in a platonic way, which is how I viewed it when I read the bonus. Not everything has to be romantic. And sjm will NOT introduce a new guy to make him end up with Elain since we already established Elain doesn’t want Lucien and Lucien doesn’t want her either.

6- I know that a lot of people have theories about Gwyn being a lightsinger and all of this happening because of her powers (While I do think this is very smart, it wasn’t something I thought of so I won’t talk about it). I do think it’s possible, and all the theories I saw were really cool but idk where sjm is going with this, so to make it simple I do think it could be because she’s his student, she went through a lot it could simply be platonic happiness that a girl who went through so much is going to be happy about something. Even if it was a secondhand necklace specifically picked with ANOTHER girl in mind PLUS I do think sjm wanted drama, and for people to doubt elriel cuz now they have all these obstacles, so Gwyn would be the easy choice, but the second choice regardless. The relationship would feel icky and I genuinely cannot see the potential gwynriels keep talking about. I would take the ship a lot more seriously if a) he didn’t regift her another girl’s necklace b) there was more to them in the actual book. c) he wasn’t still upset about it 3 days later…

7- There’s a high possibility Gwyn never even got the necklace..

He gave it to Clotho not Gwyn, he didn’t want his name mentioned, and then said if any other girl would like it to give it to them: the aim was to get rid of Elain’s necklace. It’s sort of a parallel with Cassain throwing away Nesta’s present.

I think it’s possible that Azriel went there because he knows how much the girls in the library have suffered, especially since his mom did too, it's possible he thought "okay this is a pretty necklace, I don't want to hold onto the reminder of what could've been, so instead of throwing it let another girl be happy about it. At least it won’t go to waste”

Clotho could tell there was something wrong, like maybe she sensed the energy and decided ayeee let me keep this aside for him, he might come back and ask for it.

The bonus did not happen at the end of the book

If Azriel was truly in love with Gwyn now /or he wanted her/ or more between them was going to happen/ or they were mates according to some theories we could have AT LEAST gotten more after the bonus.

We know the bonus happened after solstice.

Nesta mentions that Azriel was stone-faced and more aloof than usual, he wouldn’t even give her a smile. That was 3 days after the necklace situation. I think it would’ve been a great opportunity to highlight any attraction between Azriel and Gwyn.

Maybe he sees the necklace around her neck, maybe Nesta and Emerie compliment Gwyn’s necklace, or Gwyn telling them she doesn’t know who it’s from, maybe they tease her that someone might have a crush on her. Nesta could’ve pointed out that Azriel was looking at Gwyn’s necklace.or looking at Gwyn in some sort of way. Literally anything.

Anyone pointing out the way Azriel and Gwyn looked at each other. A charged glance perhaps. Literally ANYTHING. We only got him looking at her with admiration which is very teacher coded.

If sjm hadn’t made Nesta realize Azriel had a thing for Elain then maybe gwnyriel would’ve been more appealing to me. But no, Nesta noticed. This doesn’t mean nothing people.

aside from that we got nothing romantic, but a part of the fandom still acts like we need to exile Elain because she’s coming between Gwyn and Azriel’s epic love story.

Not everyone has access to the bonus.

The Azriel chapter was only in ONE store in the US, but Feysand’s bonus chapter was in 3 stores in the US and UK. I don't know but something tells me it’s more important. Soooo if SJM would do a love interest switch she would not do it in a bonus chapter, and wouldn’t be highlighting the Az/Elain interactions in ACOSF as much as she did.

Feyre’s chapter focuses on Elain, it literally tells us Elain is next once we’re done helping Nesta. EASY MATH. and the Azriel bonus also focuses on elriel/Azriel’s feelings. ENDGAME MATERIAL RIGHT HERE.

But the girls swear up and down that Gwyn and Azriel’s book is next because of a secondhand necklace.

Let’s assume elriels are the delusional ones (like so many of them say), how do we explain these.

Casual readers who usually read books and aren’t on the internet and aren’t looking for bonus content (wish that was me) (lord knows I skipped every bonus chapter in throne of glass and crescent city and I wasn’t confused about anything. Not even once) so they’d expect answers for

The Charged glance between Azriel and Elain

Azriel following the sound of Elain’s laughter.

Elain looking away when Azriel smiled at her during family dinner, Cassian god bless him that idiot could NOT piece all of that together. BUT it was still highlighted through his POV ???

His secret to tell never hers (and we do learn of that secret in the bonus but people who didn’t read it could only guess so they’d want a confirmation) and sjm did say in one of her lives that Nesta learns of one of Azriel’s secrets (she looked all giddy about it)... and that Azriel is going through some shit right now…and we learn why from the bonus chapter.

Cassian being confused that it seems like Azriel moved on from Mor

Nesta pointing out that Elain moved on from Graysen

Cassian wondering why Elain is lying about where she’s going. (I viewed this as her avoiding Azriel but idk)

Azriel’s protectiveness of Elain. He gives mate behavior without the mate part. (I will hit him on the head though omg let my girl do something)

Elain willing to look for the troves even when Nesta wasn’t, the girl wants to do something (her journey is coming next)

Nesta wondering if Elain is training with Azriel or the twins (who are spies that were trained by Azriel !!!)

Feyre telling Azriel that Elain got him beat for secret keeping. Sure it might sound delusional but Elain keeps being compared to Az/being a spy and maybe this could be a thing.

Elain speaking back to her sisters about them treating her like a child?? Hello finally

The way Elain’s mother only treated her like a pretty doll which shaped up Elain’s whole life??? I want this from Elain’s POV sooo bad

In conclusion, we’re not pausing Elain’s story so Azriel can end up with a side character in a spinoff about an og side character, we’re sticking to our og side characters for now.

Azriel being over Mor because of Elain, and Elain moving on from Graysen because of Azriel only for Elain to get over Azriel to be with Lucien (who we got nothing from aside a mating bond..) and for Az to get over Elain and questioning fate for her…only to end up with gwyn…like I don’t think anyone could take Azriel’s feelings seriously if this happens. Shit will be too goofy. Because if he ends up with Gwyn who says he won’t move on to the next pretty girl he sees afterwards.

To add to that, what plot would we have for Azriel and Gwyn. We'll get more Valkyries training, more healing journey so the plot would have to be paused for this. Nesta’s book was mostly about her healing journey and friendship, while it was nice I don’t want a repeat for the next book. Especially since we know the Rite took a toll on Gwyn, she went back to the library, wasn’t even sure she would make it to Nessian’s mating ceremony. This doesn’t give the protagonist of the next book to me. Or "I thought it was pretty obvious"

Elain’s healing journey had started in ACOWAR, she got her friends in ACOWAR. Now is their TIME to do something!! She is next.

Closing thoughts on what I think would happen based off each ship happening:

If elriel happens = new sjm couple dynamic/interesting plot. Fresh sjm protagonist that is unlike sjm's others + we don’t ignore all the foreshadowing and hints. We follow the love triangle we set up in the og trilogy + finally get a rejected mating bond. And instead of warrior training we might get spy training and instead of physical power (as far as we know) we get something more mental. Again this is very new for sjm + there’s a lot to Elain’s power that we don’t know and since Azriel was the one who found out what she was, I think it would make more sense for him to know how to help her. Imagine the sexual tension during training..yes please. I hope sjm doesn’t rob me. Elain is really mysterious, we got Nesta’s inner thoughts before her book but we still haven't gotten a peep about Elain’s inner thoughts and I’m just dying to know more. AND THE STAKES!

1) Rhys forbidding Azriel from Elain, 2) Elain’s mating bond,3) Azriel’s self doubt and how he doesn’t think he’s good enough. 4) The blood duel and the political mess we could get into. (Lucien probs won't but what if Beron would, the breeding potential, A seer must be a powerful thing she can see things others can't and I think that’s valuable. If Eris thought Nesta was valuable as cauldron made and there was no potential there, so The Autumn court probably feels even more entitled to Elain) We have high inner and outer stakes. I have a feeling SJM will fumble all this potential but a girl can dream

If elucien happens = another successful mating bond + “enemies” to lovers sort of but they won’t ever be mean to each other so maybe not enemies, just dislike and awkwardness to friends to lovers? We ignore the hints about a rejected bond and in mating bonds we trust. We also ignore all the elriel hints, and their mutual feelings. We follow the love triangle set up in the og trilogy. I don’t think Lucien could train her in anything? Maybe self defense, Idk Sarah could pull something, but I don’t see Elain leaving her circle of friends but neither do I see Lucien settling in the night court and leaving his own friends. There are no stakes but Elain’s and Lucien’s awkwardness around each other + Elain’s feelings for Azriel. Elain’s and Lucien’s plot connects though so at least there’s that, SJM could ship them off on a mission together and make them get closer. Forced proximity sort of thing.

If gwynriel happens then = we lost the whole plot, ignored the foreshadowing and hints found in the actual book. Mentor to lovers, civil with each other. Azriel has to move on from Elain first though and that could be icky. Healing journey, more Valkyries training. So we pick up from where we left off in acosf, and we’d see Azriel trying to get her to come out of the Library, or he goes to visit her there until she agrees to come out again. Maybe if Gwyn is a lightsinger then idk more training with Azriel? Again, no stakes but Gwyn’s trauma and Azriel’s self doubt oh and also his feelings for Elain. But that’s it, Gwyn as of now does not connect to the overall plot with the troves (she’s not made therefore she can’t use them) or koschei. So I don’t see us making her go on a mission like that. I’ve seen a lot of gwynriles saying Gwyn has spy potential idk where, but she could barely keep a secret for Nesta so I highly doubt she’d be keeping secrets for the IC.

Ps: the original koschei plot is 3 sisters marrying 3 very powerful wizards and like idk 3 sisters 3 brothers…we can have a retelling ya know

#elriel #pro elain #azriel shadowsinger #acotar #a court of thorns and roses #Azriel's bonus #anti g*ynriel #anti el*cien #elain archeron #acofas #acosf

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malicedragoness · 10 months

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NSFW Syzoth X Reader Headcanons

So, I’m very excited to have human Reptile again, and holy shit he did not need to be so hot, but NRS went there, and I am thankful they did. And I know there’s fans that have always been thirsty for Reptile, and I acknowledge you. YOU ARE VALID AND YOU STUCK BY YOUR MANS FOR A LONG TIME! YOU ARE DEDICATED AND DEVOTED!

I wrote these with both female and readers in mind, and for you to visualize whichever form of Syzoth you want. There are parts where I mention his human form. I was also writing SFW headcanons, but they need more work. So those will be coming in the next few days.

And for that one person who asked a long time ago if I write for Reptile. I did today and this is for you!

-Syzoth knows you're interested in his long tongue, and he is more than happy to use it on you, and whichever hole you desire. It gives him a great sense of pride to know he can pleasure you with it unlike anyone else. His tongue is smooth and pink, with ridges along the side. With his enhanced sense of taste, he could be down there for hours, growling and tasting you until you can’t handle it anymore. If you’re thinking of the new MK 1 Syzoth in human form, he can transform just his tongue if you wish.

-Syzoth’s favorite body part of yours is your lips. He’s completely fascinated with them. He loves to touch them and feel how soft and plump they are. When you first gave him a kiss on the cheek, he made a cute rumbling noise in his throat.

In his human form, he gets nervous to kiss you, he’s afraid he’s going to mess up somehow. But if you go slow and take your time with him, he’ll gain more confidence with each kiss.

He loves it when you trail kisses from his lips, to his neck, and downwards. Enjoying all these new sensations. And when you take his cock into your mouth, he goes stiff and moans loud!

-Syzoth instinctually has a breeding kink. There is a certain time during the year where he’ll go into heat. His behavior changes during this time and becomes aggressive to anyone that comes close to his partner. During this period, he’ll try to keep you home as often as he can, and may seem a bit delusional, as he thinks everything is a threat to his mate. He may also leave markings on your neck, shoulders and thighs as a way of claiming you.

Even if he has a male partner, he still has the animal instinct to want to breed. So he’ll keep cumming inside you until he’s satisfied his instinctual urge.

And you know some reptiles have two dicks right? They will emerge when he is extremely horny, or at the peak of his heat.

-Favorite Positions: When he’s on top, he likes missionary the most, but he wants to be flush against you. That reptilian part of him naturally wants to have skin-on-skin contact. He won’t hold himself up on his arms, they’re going to be wrapped around you with his hands in your hair, and giving you long, deep kisses.

Spooning is another favorite of his. His hands will feel all along your body, touching and caressing your sensitive spots. Inhaling your scent and kissing your neck.

Now when you’re on top, he loves to admire your body. Syzoth likes to be able to see you when you’re riding him or penetrating him (either with your dick or your strap on).

And please give this baby some praise! Especially caressing his face and telling him he’s a good boy. He only lives to make you happy.

-He is used to serving people his whole life, and is naturally a bottom leaning switch. But if you wish for him to take over, he will be a service top. Only when it’s mating season, or you’ve teased him enough, is when he becomes more assertive/aggressive.

-Syzoth loves to sleep on giant rocks outside to sunbathe, or relax in the water blowing little bubbles. They are also some of his favorite places to fuck you. Other places would be in the privacy of your home or in your bathtub. The first time he saw you take a bubble bath, he couldn’t help but climb in and lay on top of you, blowing little bubbles in the water.

Imagine you’re out swimming with him. And he just glides up to you in the water, his body moving fluidly, him blowing bubbles the entire way. Little cutie.

-Reptiles have a specially chemicalized organ that can convert their smell into taste. So when you're aroused, not only will Syzoth smell it, but with a flick of his tongue he can taste it in the air. Every single time you get turned on by his mere presence, the smell will drive him wild.

You can tell when he smells it by how often his tongue flicks out. When he’s in human form, you’ll see his tongue swiping across his bottom lip, and his beautiful green eyes follow your every move.

If you ever want him to lose control and his room is next to yours, then start touching yourself at night. If it’s before you’re in a relationship, he will rut into his bed or his hand, tasting your smell and cumming hard.

If it’s when you're together, he’ll try not to hold out for as long as he can, because he doesn’t want to storm into your room and embarrass you. But the longer you do it, the more intoxicating your smell is, and the harder his cock gets. By this point, both cocks are out and leaking precum, and he’s storming into your room ready to take you in every way.

-Male partners don’t have to be bigger than him, even though it’s pretty easy. His Saurian form is massive, but he’ll still lean down and nudge his head under your chin. He is able to change male genitals to female, but this process takes weeks.

-Tail play! This is the equivalent to thigh riding for him. Whether he’s using the tip of it against your holes, or he’s grabbing you by the hips and rubbing your sex against the meat of his leathery tail. He loves to have your back against his chest, so he can bury his head against your neck and breathe in your scent.

#mk fangirling #syzoth x reader #mortal kombat x reader #reptile x reader #nsft

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princelylove · 7 months

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Recently, I have interested in Okuyasu. I love his silliness, it's adorable. I think he also belong to the simp yandere type. Do you have any headcanon for him? Sfw or nsfw is ok

~ 🏵️ anon ~

Hii, 🏵️ anon. Here’s some sfw, for now. Side note, do you think this divider is working well for this format? I can never tell, but I want it to look nice.

Okuyasu is a lot to deal with. He takes everything to the max. He’s thrilled when he should be content at best, he’s miserable when he should be only slightly sad, he just doesn’t know how to sit down and be normal. He’s impulsive, he’s irrational, he even has no sense of manners. And he’s all yours! For the low, low price of absolutely nothing, because you have no idea where he came from and why he won’t leave you alone.

I think that Okuyasu likes people who clearly know what they’re doing, or at the very least have the confidence to tell him what to do. Thinking is hard! He’ll leave it up to you, and do whatever his baby wants him to. His darling may think that they can outsmart him, which, yeah, you can, but you’ll never be a match for his intuition. Okuyasu has some crazy good reads on people, and he’s lucky. Your plans for escaping just happen to fall through each time, it’s almost comical.

You are absolutely fucked if you’re an introvert. Okuyasu always wants to be hanging out, and with his best friends too! Okuyasu wants the people he loves to be together, all the time. He’s happiest in group settings, and if you’re smart, you’ll be an active member of conversations, lest he bothers you all night to make sure nothing's wrong.

He’s a bit jealous of people who have partners, he likely picked you because you just totally screamed “partner” to him. He just can’t put it into words, you just have “love of his life” all over you! So he’s going to do boyfriend stuff for you all the time, since that’s what he is now. Your boyfriend. He’s a bit delusional- his relationship with his brother really shaped how he treats other people. You can hit him, yell at him, tell him to kill himself, it all just rolls off his shoulder. You’re just in a bad mood ‘cause he isn’t pampering you, right? Well, start letting him!

He’s easily swayed by pretty people. If you asked him to walk you home, your feet wouldn’t even touch the ground. Don’t even think about trying to carry a bag or a drink, he’s all over that. He’s a bit simple minded (Aha.) in that sense, he sees you as just needing lots of extra care and attention.

Okuyasu’s rage is nothing to scoff at. You can never piss him off that bad, even if you push his buttons constantly, but someone else sure can. It’s like he gets possessed until the deed is done. He takes your honor very seriously, if someone bothers you or treats you how he doesn’t think you should be treated, they’re getting beat within an inch of their life- and he’s coming back like a dog that just buried a bone, tail wagging. Did he do good for you? Tell him he was so good for you.

#yandere okuyasu nijimura #yandere okuyasu nijimura x reader #yandere jjba part 4 #request granted

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thedarkonesposts · 10 months

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Obligatory omega Kylar posting…. We r also talking abt the other school love interests in abo terms cause… I neglect anyone who isn’t Kylar 😐

Kywar (omega)

Everyone can tell he’s an omega. He gets made fun of for it because of course the grimy weird kid also has to be an omega

Kylar might be an omega but he has the violent possessiveness of an alpha. He’s also mad delusional and thinks he’s secretly an alpha despite being quite breedable and tiny. Obviously he isn’t and instantly gets submissive the second an alpha is actually around.

He’s unintentionally slutty, he has no ability to control his impulses- which leads to being starry eyed and needy around every single alpha before he’s mated. He’s just a little desperate to have a mate honestly.

Cute, he’s cute.

Even more of a hopeless romantic than usual, someone needs to claim and knot him before he whimpers at the wrong person. He’s incredibly shy but his urge for romance weighs out enough that he’ll stalk alphas and stare up at them w his heavy breathing the second they’re close.

Obsessed w having pups. Does not shut up abt it, thinks he’d have the cutest babies despite hating how he looks.

Being forcefully claimed wouldn’t phase him, he’d be happy someone wants him that much tbh.

Biter. Like regular Kylar he shows love in weirdly violent ways- biting excessively is definitely one of them. Once he gets a mate it’s over, they’re going to be covered head to thigh in bite marks and hickeys so everyone knows.

Gets separation anxiety from his mate, even if it’s just for a few hours he can barely handle being away.

The master of nest making and nesting. Dude makes the coziest nests and has the best naps there. Shits built with care and love.

Runt

His omega scent works hard against his lack of showers. He smells cinnamony. Christmassy almost. Just a nice mix of spice.

Sydney (beta)

Alluring to literally anyone, alphas, betas, omegas. Everyone wants him and thinks he’s a gorgeous and perfect mate

People argue abt what he is. They think he’s too pretty and kind to be a beta or alpha but too headstrong and self assured to be an omega. He’s also strong enough people doubt it. They’d probably be shocked to find out he’s just a beta

Doesn’t understand alpha or omega instincts and has a giggle abt how desperate and crazy they seem,,,But still wants a mate and hopes being a beta won’t ruin his chances

Grew up with an omega best friend so he’s kind of picked up on cozy omega activities like nesting and scenting. He’d definitely do them with a partner whenever he got one.

Prefers omegas, despite his masochistic tendencies he doesn’t like how alphas act, it annoys him.

Literally so pretty.

Whitney (alpha)

Annoying about it, everyone knows he’s an alpha because he’s the most stereotypical asshole alpha possible.

Claims he doesn’t want a mate and doesn’t care about having one yet absolutely does.

Has tried forcefully mating several ppl just for it to reject and him to have a bitch fit over it

Would be weirdly possessive once mated, definitely also a biter. He wouldn’t let his mate go out without being bitten and scratched to hell.

Smells nice, pine maybe.

Doesn’t want pups even once mated

Robin (omega? Beta?)

Could either go omega or beta, he’d still be smaller and submissive regardless but I think he’d suit being a beta more. His submissiveness is more earned than being inherent.

He isn’t like… pathetically needy. He’s dependent and loves to cuddle but it isn’t excessive.

No matter what he is he’s getting bullied for being an omega so he might as well just be one.

Neutral on pups, he feels like he’s too young to worry about that stuff.

Bonus Eden (alpha obviously)

Did you guys know Eden and Kylar would be the perfect couple? Yeah I’m making a section for eden just to shove this down ur throats again :)!!!!

Undoubtedly an alpha, just look at him. He’s aggressive, primal, big. The mate literally any omega would want. (ESP Kylar, Kylar would be on his knees begging for a chance if they met)

Violently possessive but also very protective and loving as a mate.

Not above forcefully mating someone, and doing it over and over until it doesn’t reject

He wants pups. Badly. The satisfaction of breeding his mate would be the best feeling in the world. He’d also be more than happy to trap them at home to keep them safe during pregnancy. He’d do literally everything for them- but still ask to be bathed and fed if they could manage it.

Smells like a campfire, cozy.

If only there was some desperate, loyal, needy omega who also desperately wanted pups. That would be crazy. If only someone else could match the same level of possessiveness and delusion it takes to kidnap someone and forcefully mate them….

#yea I think Eden would kind of be like eek abt Kylar’s genetics bc he’s so runty #but he’d get over it cause Kylar is… breedable still. even a little cute #pls I want them to meet and destroy each other #they’re both so possessive and insane they’d be so happy to isolate each other and never see the outside world #anyways I also wanna see alpha whitney be all :/ no one wants me while saying he hates everyone #just for Kylar’s gross self to be like hiii I want you I want you I want you pls love me #just because Kylar is desiresble to me and Eden doesn’t mean shitney wants him tho #degrees of lewdity kylar #kylar the loner #sydney the faithful #sydney the fallen #dol whitney #whitney the bully #degrees of lewdity whitney #degrees of lewdity Sydney #dol sydney #dol kylar #tsefried rambles #omega shenanigans #robin the orphan #degrees of lewdity Robin #dol Robin #eden the hunter #degrees of lewdity eden

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concreteburialplot · 7 months

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pretty sure you’re my fellow chase atlantic girlie that i’ve seen posted on my feed but if something chase atlantic x bad omens ever happened i. would. lose. my. mind. like i’m fully aware that noah would have fun posting things just because he likes to create chaos but someone on the bo tiktok account reposted cas’s video and it doesn’t mean anything but like,,, chase atlantic and bad omens are my bread and butter. and i mean they’re aware of each other just saying 🤠

and i’m sure if there ever was a collab someone somewhere would have smth negative to say but they could stfu because those are my angels. LIKE I’M SORRY can you imagine a chase atlantic feature on a song like bad decisions????

i need it. (at the same time i’m not ready for it)

YES! I AM HER! i am your fellow chase / omens girlie lmao

(just seeing their logos side by side like that makes me feel dizzy & makes my heart explode)

i actually hadn’t heard anything about the repost so thank you for bringing it to my attention! i just about lost my mind 🥲 my fav boys interacting ? 😭 my heart 😩 they are also my babies so get it 100% 🥺

(you didn’t ask for this but i’m offering it anyway 🥲)

so, couple things that come into play here that i think are interesting

warning: beyond this point will contain lengthy unnecessary, unasked for, unwarranted & disorganized reaching, theories, wishful delusional thinking & dissection. i am a swiftie at heart so it’s a reflex to look too much into cryptic behavior lol

+ rambling bc i’m a gemini who loves chase atlantic & rarely gets to talk about them to anyone so 🥲💔

i’m also aware that omens x chase fans are very niche & nobody actually cares what i have to say about this topic but whatever 🥲💔 i just need to get this out 🥲

1 - i have known for a while that at least noah knows about / is a fan of chase atlantic. i believe he liked a tweet about them a while ago, when chase was doing a livestream i think? & he’s posted about them before, example here:

whether or not chase knows about bad omens i’m not sure but they probably do now at least

2 - Omens & Chase are under the same management company! They’re both under MDDN, so they’re at least in the same circles

3 - as much as i’d KILLLLL to hear chase feature on bad decisions i unfortunately don’t think noah would be down for it (i think he’s stated before he’s not open to features on bad omens’ discography ?? but i could be mistaken) - so the more likely scenario in the realm of (unrealistic) features would be noah featuring on a chase song

4 - the Bad Omens official tiktok account has only reposted 6 videos total, besides cas’ & the other 5 were specifically about the band - with how they handle their social media i find it interesting that they’d do that

also

obviously Kras is in CA so them reposting it isn’t out of the ordinary BUT both band accounts reposted the same day (even tho the video itself was posted 6 days ago, they both reposted the next day) - again just interesting

5 - the audio on the tiktok was mamacita so that begs the question that if there WERE to be a collab … would it be noah featuring on mamacita …………. bc the thought of that …. makes my head spin 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 (we also been knew that noah’s music taste is vast, so him being interested in / open to featuring on a different genre track, especially of a band he likes, isn’t THAT crazy to imagine)

6 - however the caption cas’ tiktok was something like “christian said that if you use this filter he’ll show you his verse on mamacita” so that could mean a couple things IF a collab is being teased

a - it’s not actually kras’ verse it’s noah’s

b - kras’ verse could be first & noah’s 2nd (😵‍💫)

c - they’re hinting at a feature on another song on chase’s upcoming album

d - there is no collab & i’m a clown for believing that there could be (it’s this one)

7 - we know chase is open to having features from different genres & are pretty lax about who they work with (& lax in general)

8 - i’m unsure how well the collab would be received - i think noah featuring on chase would go over significantly better than the other way around but still idk - chase’ fanbase seems a lot more chill than omens

REGARDLESS i fear for chase if they collab bc [a lot of] bad omens fans are mean, judgy & ruthless especially about artists outside of metal/metalcore. chase’s fandom is fairly chill (in my experience) & unfortunately i honestly think any interaction with bad omens would bring a lot of unnecessary drama & hate to them :///// and i can smell the “bad omens is selling out” accusations from here

9 - again i think the repost was really interesting & unusual for their normal social media activity/strategy & so the fact that it’s so out of the ordinary + subtle + sneaky ON TOP OF ALLL of those other factors ^ has got me extremely intrigued

10 - that all being said ……. unfortunately as you touched on, Noah is a troll at heart, so he could very well just be causing mischief - for what reason, nobody knows - also choosing that tiktok was so random ?? so ?? [especially since it was cas’ tiktok, not chase or even their members??]

i’m interested to see if there’s any other sneaky interactions between them moving forward - noah loves taylor swift so he may be taking a page or 2 from her book & starting to get more cryptic as their fanbase expands ?? lol

seeing kras on the same page of an omens official account really made me feel crazy. that is something i never ever thought i’d see, thought i was hallucinating lol (i love them so much 🥹)

i am slightly hopeful but also ready to be disappointed lol

am i a fool for underestimating noah sebastian’s troll behavior? probably

has he trolled me before? yes

will i have too much faith in him to not troll me again after this? yeah :/

regardless,

anyway sorry this is ridiculously long for no reason & nobody actually cares about my insane hypothesizing 🥲 if anyone got this far, you’re a trooper & i’m giving you a star

i was just really really really excited about this bc i love them both so much & nobody else cares & it made me really sad but it’s fine 🥲🥲💔💔

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daboyau · 1 month

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Asking some writers/artists I follow:

Is there anything in your fic/comic that you as the author know about, but won't end up in the actual story?

@friendlyneighborhoodterrapin oohhhh I love this question!! It is so fun. You always have the best asks. 💚💚💚

so I am going to take this time to ramble about both The Rise Hunger Games AU and the Leave AU. I tried to avoid any big spoilers but no guarantees!

RHG au:

Okay so for a while there I was totally delusional and convinced myself I’d write a full length fic focusing on each individual brother. I had names and a very very brief plot for each. This is 100% not happening, so I’m going to share those names. They were actually supposed to reflect the previous brother who had gone before them. (Which is partially why Donnie, who is after Raph, has the fic title ‘Turning a New Shade of Red’)

Turning a new shade of red(donnie)

Shadows of us are still dancing(leo)

Coming like a storm into your town (mikey)

We don’t burn the way you’d expect (raph)

So this isn’t totally canon so much as just a fun little thing I have in mind when writing, but you might occasionally see brief mentions of a failed uprising/attempted rebellion. This is a reference to the Hunger Games canon books, but like an au where they failed really early on and the rebellion never got off the ground. This won’t have any bearing on the story but it’s just a fun little background thing I think about sometimes and call it the secret timeline. Canon THG characters will continue to never be mentioned or important to the story lol.

Talk of SA here but.

Okay so you remember how Finnick was getting pimped out in the original Hunger Games? That is definitely happening. Nothing will ever be explicit but you’ll notice little things mentioned offhandedly, like how Yoshi refuses to let Raph come to the Capitol after he turns 18, or how Cassandra’s victor ceremony really put an emphasis on her transition to womanhood, so on and so forth…. And Yoshi’s whole…everything before he returned to District 4. It’s another way to show how the Capitol views their victors as commodities and playthings. A lot of interactions Donnie and his fellow tributes/past victors have with people from the Capitol are meant to make readers feel at least vaguely uncomfortable. (Iiiif I’m doing it right.)

Leave AU:

Okay so in this AU, despite living with Draxum and getting training, they aren’t doing much with mystics. Why? Because right now Draxum is focusing more on teaching them ways to develop and deepen their mystic reserves as opposed to actually using them. (Think meditation and katas and stuff like that.) This is for a couple reasons. One, because he believes they’re too young to be able to safely handle that sort of power. Two, because it’s a power and control thing. Three, because he needs them to store up as much mystics as possible so they can recover when he extracts the mutagen/empyrean from their blood. This might get mentioned eventually in the fic, but basically they go through these monthly/bi-weekly blood draws because the compound they were created with is naturally occurring within them, so Draxum essentially has an unlimited (if slow to harvest) supply of it on hand to experiment with. (Hope that made sense!)

Fun fact, Draxum actually had a lot of potential to be a really good parent in this AU. It’s mentioned sometimes, how he was strict but kind and gentle with them when they were younger. This is because at first, he really did intend to raise them differently after he realized he’d made a miscalculation in mutating babies instead of ready-to-go older warriors. So he was reading them bedtime stories and tucking them in and allowing them to have toys, even though he did want to start training them as warriors once they reached teenage/adulthood. In this AU, though, the counsel of heads decided to take more of an interest in his work than they do in canon and start applying a lot of pressure on him to produce results. So his long term project had to shift gears and become more focused on results instead of childrearing much sooner than he would have wanted. He’s doing it for the good of all yokaikind, though, so even though he may not like it he is able to be cold and distant with his children experiments and view them mainly as weapons.

Draxum absolutely has a favorite kid. I have many thoughts and reasons for this that I am resisting the urge to ramble about here. (Luckily @boots-with-the-fur-club lets me ramble to her when I need to get it out of my system!) So in order of most to least favorite, it is:

Four

Two

One

Three

#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rottmnt fanfiction #rise hunger games au #leave/remain au #Foaming at the mouth bc of how much I want to talk about both of these aus #Pls ask me questions if you have any i will ramble forever (this is a threat)#Thank you for the fun ask!!!#Asks #RHG Extras #Leave AU Extras

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seokjinsonlyone · 1 year

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#anonheadcanon time 🫣 this long ass delusional rant is inspired by your latest headcanon (cause all your hc’s are amazing but this one hit such a soft spot for me) so now I give you ✨bts as dads✨

Seokjin:

Having a family will give Jin happiness and fulfillment like never before so he’s gonna make sure to repay that back to his children in every way he can! This means he’s taking his kids traveling and out on vaca’s like all the time and all sorts of random adventures both indoor and outdoor for them to explore and enjoy the world as much as they want!

Don’t get it twisted though! Jin will indeed teach his children generosity and humbleness, he loves them to death but he’ll teach them better for sure and with that being said I imagine him as a bit of a stern father figure in which he would absolutely put his foot down when needed but he still has a major soft spot for his kids, but again Jin has no problem play “bad cop” if needed when things need to get done; he just won’t stick to that stern setting for long yk!

A very affectionate father, he’s gonna be kissing all up on his children so much! But honestly if his babies have his cheeks how can he not?! He’ll make kisses a tradition, no one can leave the house until he gets a kiss and morning and goodnight kisses will be an everyday occurrence. This will not falter when his kids get older, he will still kiss their cheeks and foreheads and expect one before they leave the house! He’d say every kiss was his good luck charm for them day 🥺

Acts of service and words of affirmation you said? Jin is the dad who wakes up with his kids for school to prepare them breakfast and see them off. Jin is the dad who says I love you every morning, night, and in between as well as never skipping a beat to affirm to his children how proud he is of what they’ve accomplished and who they are becoming. Jin is the dad to teach his children the skills he already knows as he wants to be the one who’s right there watching them grow and being the one to give them the help they need when they get stuck (imagine cooking with his kids 🥲)

Definitely the type of dad to not complain when his toddlers pull him away to jump around or do some sort of dramatic play but I def see him to be the type playfully whine and groan about it when they’re a little older but still comply like he wasn’t complaining before lol

When they’re teens he’s gonna be the one to teach them how to drive and be the type to scream and shout when they turn too fast or hit the brake to hard. As his children grow older he’ll playfully make them do things for him like drive him places and help him do things he can obviously do 💀

Jin would be a very protective father, he would never put his children in stressful or harmful situations and avoid them ever having to be in any. Jin won’t think twice when it comes to his family’s protection both physically and emotionally, he’ll ruin your life quick and easy if you ever come and test his devotion. (My man got that lawyer money fr)

Yoongi:

Not tryna be emo or anything but Yoongi’s goal with fatherhood is to give his children the freedom of a childhood he never got to have 🥺 he’ll be the type to give them room to explore who they are and their own interest as well as take them to places that allows them to feel free (kinda like Jin)

Another stern dad here, as he will teach his children both hard work and humbleness and teach them all the great things they could earn from doing both just like he did before he had them!

Yoongi is gonna be so so affectionate with his kids like he’s gonna hold them as much as he can at any age. Newborn? They’re laying on his bare chest as he’s fallen asleep in the rocking chair. Toddler? Carrying them in his arms as he sits in his chair in the studio and they lay their head on his shoulder. Child? Arms wrapped around their shoulders as he stands behind them and they wait for the bus to pick them up for school.

Quality time and acts of service you said? Yoongi is the dad to help his children pick out their clothes for the next day the night before with them and play a sort of dress up and even set up all their outfits to match. Yoongi is the dad to pack his children’s lunches and make every single bottle for them when scheduled or without even being asked. Yoongi is the dad to do whatever his child asks him to do with them because how could he ever say no?

Definitely the dad to let his kids use him in any way to play, like he’s def gonna sit there and be a jungle gym for his kids or dress him up in anything he wants as he sits on the floor and responds to their little dialogue 🥰

When they’re teens he’ll be a bit of a nagging parent who gives unsolicited advice on their situations or just general topics his kids bring up especially when they’re driving lmfao his kids will just be like “pa please I literally am going 26 at a 25 i’m not gonna crash” and he’ll be like “it’s important to follow the speed limit! You know back in my day-“ 😭

Yoongi is a papa bear like don’t play with his family, his children mean the absolute world to him and he won’t let anybody put them in any negative situation. My mans also got lawyer money but unlike Jin he won’t just let the law handle it he gonna get his lick back too especially when it comes to his babies!!

Hoseok:

For Hobi fatherhood is gonna be so rewarding for him, i can just feel it 😭. He’s gonna be so in tune and enthusiastic with his kids and he’s gonna use all his resources to raise his children to the fullest, like they’ll have everything they need and more when having Hobi as their dad

I feel his children would be spoiled a bit but they’d never be raised to act like it. Hobi will be a strict father as he will be teaching his children to be humble, kind and diligent as he would show them that everything they were able to have was through his own perseverance and hard work.

Another very affectionate father as he would always be squeezing and holding his babies like they’re just too cute for him not to. Forehead kisses and face grabs are a every day, few times a day occurrence and at some point his children won’t even bat an eye to him doing that to them in any setting because they’re so used to it 🥺

Gift giving you said? Hobi is the dad who would go all out for holidays and birthdays as he wants all his children to feel special and important and loved by him, for example they’d get gifts that they’d enjoy on their birthdays and themed baskets for holidays like one for Valentines day that is filled with letters of love and sweets. Hobi is the dad to leave the house to go to the corner store to look for a few items needed but come back with his children favorite snacks and items cause he saw them and knew he had to get it for them. Hobi is the dad to make his children special matching jewelry, toys and items that connect them all together and show how much love he has for them.

Definitely the dad to let his kids pick out what he wears for a day. If he has more than one they’ll all be assigned different sections of clothing like his footwear, jewelry, shirt, etc. Hobi will not care about how “out there” the outfit may look he’s gonna post and brag about how his babies dressed him that day and about the entire process to whoever’s willing to listen!

When they’re teens he’s gonna be a teacher and guide that they go to when they need support or another opinion regarding situations. The type of dad to be so serious during the process of teaching them how to drive and giving his kids tips that is until they park the car and he immediately starts cheering and clapping his hands like a mad man telling them how proud he is

Hobi stated himself that when you get him angry its hard for him to get out of that mindset or stop feeling angry, so imagine if somebody were to mess with his little ones? It would definitely not go well for them at all, like i’m talking he’d handle them so quick like he the richest member he know where to put his money to end somebody life lmfao and honestly I def see him writing a statement and use the person who put his family’s safety at risk as a example of how he’ll do the same and worse to anyone else 🫣

Namjoon:

Honestly I see Namjoon being a little hesitant and afraid (lol) when he first becomes a dad but as time goes on it’ll come so easy to him once he becomes attached to his children! He’ll definitely be a compassionate father who does his best to be as emotionally involved with his children, like he’s gonna try to be as committed and invested into his children’s lives as he can be.

Namjoon’s children will respect him so much like I can’t see it any other way. He’s definitely a soft strict parent who’ll be someone they look up to for sure as he’ll prioritize teaching them the lessons he feels he should have learned early in life as well as his own dilemma regarding respectability and positive traits that’ll get them through this world.

A very nurturing father for example he’s definitely going to be the one to hold his babies as they get their first shots and hold and comfort them while they cry! When they’re toddlers he’ll be the one to hold them and comfort them when they develop their first fears. As children they’ll develop a tradition where no one can leave the house before he gets his hug, because just like Jin he says he can’t start his day without their little hugs to fuel him up 🥺

Physical affections and words of affirmation you said? Joon is the dad who is seen holding his children in every photo taken of them whether that be in his arms or he has them wrapped in them. Joon is the dad who never falters to tell his children how proud he is of them, they learn how to roll over-he’s cheering them on so loud he accidentally startles them, they read a word off a page in a book-he’s clapping and repeating out good job, they get a good grade when they’re in school-he tells them how proud he is and how they get to pick where to go for dessert as a reward! Joon is the dad who never turns down his children physical affections or touch, if they want to be carried he’ll carry them and if they want to be hugged he’ll hug them!!

Definitely the dad to offer to read his children to bed every night but some nights he’s so tired that he’ll end up falling asleep while reading and end up knocked out in his kids bed. If the child is old enough they’ll probably tuck him into their bed and spend the night sleeping on his chest, if they’re not he’ll probably have fallen asleep on a chair with them on his lap and they’ll probably be so confused but they’ll probably play with the book until they fall asleep on top of him. Unless his children are fussy and want him to wake up he’s sleeping in their room all night 😭

When they’re teens he’s gonna be the dad that they ultimately go to for advice, like they’ll take his words so seriously and prioritize his opinion when they ask for it. Out of all the other members he’s gonna be the parent who’s most chill when his children are driving with him in the car, like he’ll tell them what they did good and how to do better for future reference, like he won’t be a teacher like Hobi or a nuisance like Jin lol, he’ll give honest and helpful tips throughout their experience and in the end cheer them on and tell them how proud he is!

Namjoon don’t play period, and he not gonna let nobody play with his family. Super SUPER protective, he gets defensive when it comes to his family like he’s got no problem putting his foot down to anybody who’s got something negative to say about his babies. Like he’d tell people to f right off when it came to them, his family is his priority if anybody thinks they gonna get away talking any mess or making things difficult for them well i wish you luck dealing with a pissed off and rightfully vengeful Namjoon 🫡

Jimin:

Jimin’s gonna be such an enthusiastic father like fatherhood for him is going to be a positive experience in which he cherishes and cares for his children everyday and all the time! He’ll provide so much for his children like trips, adventures and everything they could ask for. He’ll never leave them ever needing for more

With that being said^ I see Jimin having boundary issues with his kids lol like he’ll definitely have a bit of a hard time saying no to his babies and just like Hobi he’ll spoil them too. But don’t get it twisted he’s gonna be teaching his kids that honesty is the best policy and teach them both how to be kind and giving just like he is. His children will be little angels in the making 🥺

So so so so very affectionate! Holding his children is a must for him like they don’t even have to ask, if he sees them he’s picking them up and loving all up on them until they get tired of his antics and push him away. As a father Jimin will be the dad to have a child in his arms and one attached to his hip! Also the dad to cuddle his babies when they’re sick or having bad days, their bad days are his bad days so he’d say they both need the cuddling to cheer them up!

Physical affection and quality time you said! Jimin is the dad to be overdramatic when he hasn’t seen his kids for more than two hours and run to them the next time he sees them and scoop them up into a big gigantic hug until they’re all on the floor laughing and cuddling. Jimin is the dad who plans and hosts all his children’s birthdays and does his best to be involved in every activity his child is doing to make sure they’re having fun and ofc to have fun with them! Jimin is the dad who makes every activity with his children an adventure as family time is something valuable to him and he cherishes every moment so he wants to make every moment special for his kids as well 🥰

Definitely the dad to be a bit overbearing at times lol, like at any event for his children do you know who’s gonna be the loudest in the room? Jimin. Do you know who’s gonna have the biggest sign with his kids name on it? Jimin. Do you know who’s gonna make custom shirts with his children’s names and outfit color for him and the rest of the family watching to wear? Jimin. Above and beyond is the type of dad Jimin is gonna be and his children will both love a loath this aspect of his lol

When they’re teens just like they were children Jimin is still gonna be so in tune with their emotions. Like he knew what every cry meant when they were babies but now he’ll know what their tells are when they’re not feeling so good and he’ll definitely be that emotional outlet for them when they need him. When it comes to driving, he’s a bit useless due to the fact that he can’t fathom that the little baby he used to put into a car seat is now driving him around like by the time the car is parked his eyes will be all puffy and red 😭

Jimin is just as protective as he is overbearing, like you do NOT want to mess with this mans family in any way shape or form. You got beef with his babies, guess what? You got beef with him like he don’t play. He’ll fight for his little ones to ensure their safety and well being at all costs, he’s really not the one to be pushed when it comes to them like you really risking your wellbeing messing with this mans family fr

Taehyung:

For Taehyung fatherhood has always been a lifelong dream as he’s always wanted to replicate the love he was given from his father. So when I tell you that children for him will be a transformative experience, trust me 🫡. He’ll be so dedicated and devoted to his children and their lives, its the upmost priority for him to give them what his father gave him and much much more.

I do see Taehyung being a stern and respectful father towards his children. He’ll be the type to teach his children both how to be humble and how to get anything in this world they’ll have to work hard. As much as he would be stern he’ll definitely be the type of dad to be like “your mom doesn’t have to know” when doing sneaky things with his babies.

Loving on his children is gonna be second nature for Taehyung. Like once his babies have his attention good luck getting it because they’re all off in their own world. Just like his counterpart (Jimin lol) holding them is an all the time thing especially when they’re babies. Affection between him and his children will be a regular every day thing especially holding hands, he and his kids will hold hands crossing the street, walking together, eating together, and sleeping together lol.

Words of affirmation you said? Taehyung is the type of dad who is giving everyone of his children their own sweet and special pet name that’ll last them throughout their entire lifetime. Taehyung is the type of dad who would always praise his children for any small little thing, they drank all of their milk-cheers and applause, they placed a toy right where it belongs-cheers and applause, they drew him a picture-cheers and applause. Taehyung is the type of dad who takes pictures of anything that reminds him of his babies and keeps them for himself to show and discuss them with his little ones later.

Definitely the type of dad to answer to all of his children’s babbling and dialogue. As babies he’s having full on conversations with them that range from the most simple to the most strangest topics. I can also see him with a toddler in like the super market strolling down the aisle as he answers every single one of their questions, the answer will either be reasonable or just questionably strange to anyone who’s in listening range 💀

When they’re teens he’s definitely the type to take his kids out without any plan and let them decide where to go and what to do, i’m imaging that card decision trend on tik tok where the kids take a card and they go where it says, yeah thats like every weekend with Taehyung lol. When they’re driving he’s gonna be like Jin in the way that he’s gonna use his kids to drive him places or just simply be cargo as they do things throughout the day lmfao. Idk why but teaching them how to drive would be a bit difficult with Taehyung cause he’s just gonna sit there in silence until they park the car and then he’ll tell them if they did good or need more practice lmfaoo

Messing with Tae’s babies? Death Sentence. And i’m not even kidding like I don’t know who’s stupid enough to mess with the most important and innocent people in his life but whoever it is they better prepare for whats coming to them. Taehyung will pull every string to make sure that person’s life is ruined the way they tried to ruin his family’s life (or aspects of it), because Tae DONT PLAY 😤

Jungkook:

In my opinion, fatherhood is gonna be such a growing and learning experience for Jungkook. His children will better who he is once he has them and he’s honestly gonna be such a family man doing his best to provide his best to his children in every way he can 🥺

Jungkook is gonna pass all the knowledge he developed in his life time to his kids. Like he’s gonna teach them the hardships of life but gift them the ability to persevere through it all just like he did. He’s gonna push them to be the best they can be in everything that they involve themselves in and be a vessel of guidance for them when they need him to be.

A very attentive father who’s going to be there when he feels his children need him the most. The type to encourage his children through physical affection and remind them just how much he loves them through that as well. He’s a fun type of dad who’ll mix up his ways of being affectionate towards his kids like he’ll definitely carry his children on his neck or back and also dangle them from their feet while joking about dropping them. Cliche and overused but he would absolutely use his children’s affection as an award when working out such as having them under him as his does push ups and gives them a kiss as they giggle away.

Physical affection you said? Jungkook is the dad who latches onto his children the moment he sees them, like I mean grabbing them sideways and give them a whole bunch of kisses as he holds them close. Jungkook is the dad who needs to be in close contact with his children as much as possible, attached to the hip is an understatement when it comes to Jk and his babies, he has to have them at arms length to hold them close or get a hold of them if needed. Jungkook is the dad who will bother his children with his affections when he sees the chance to, they’re sitting down on the couch-Jk’s right there next to them pulling them onto his lap and playing with their hands or if they’re laying down somewhere where he can fit-well he’s right there to initiate a cuddling session regardless of the environment 🤭

Definitely the type of dad to want to do everything with his children! Oh they’re going to paint a picture, he’s coming with. Oh they’re gonna go play outside, looks like he need some fresh air. Oh they’re gonna go take a nap, seems like he’s feeling tired. This would be the case when they were young but it really doesn’t change when they’re older either cause if they say they’re gonna go out to run some errands he’s jumping up from where he is and asking where “they’re” going 😭.

When they’re teens the fun dad persona goes up a notch a bit as he’s always so playful with them both verbally and physically since they’re older now. When it comes to driving he’s a bit unhelpful at times as he’s always joking and spooking them when it comes to them hitting the brake or he’s joking that they took the wrong turn lol. But just like Jimin, when the car is parked he takes a minute to take in the fact that the baby who he can’t carry in his arms anymore just drove him around their home town, yeah baby’s definitely gonna shed some tears before he gets out of the car 🥺

Crazy. Crazy insane is what i’d call the person who tried to mess with his family’s wellbeing and safety. Like Jungkook do got the money and funds to ruin this persons life but honestly if he had the chance to be in person with the idiot oof is my only response. Mans got hands for days and his babies ain’t something he play about, he’s definitely the type to provide for his family and he’ll provide in every way possible including protection!

Ok i’m done, now we’re also going to ignore the time I sent this because I fell asleep when I was in the middle of writing Hobi’s part and I woke up and finished it. Honestly idk if you can even see the time but if not, i’m lying and I sent this at a reasonable time 😚! Anyways sorry for the length but I hope you enjoyed and I can’t wait to see what you think 🫶🏾

FIRST OF ALL i did indeed see the timestamp and 4am is crazy 💀 AND ALL FOR LIL OLE MEEEEEE i'm honoured 😚

SECOND sooooo good love how you incorporated my predictions on their love language in there and how that would translate to the babies and the teen years 😭😭😭

i think my favorite bits were about yoongi being a jungle gym for the babies bc he definitely would just sit there and let them do whatever they wanted to him and hobi spoiling his kids bc that's 100% gon happen like he spoiled so it's only a natural reaction 💀 OH! and namjoon being the comforter for the kids like yeah he definitely the one they go to when they down in the dumps for whatever reason and jimin being a dance mom essentially yeah i can see that LOVED THIS THANK YOU FOR SHARINNGGGG 🫶

#ask #ask of interest #bts fanfiction #bts fanfic #bts headcanons

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(Sorry i haven’t been active or updating a lot I know that’s a bad impression since I just got here but there is so much going on rn in my life😭 here’s this small thing for compensation)

Chain as Taylor Swift songs/albums(ft. Ravio and Malon)

Once again being self indulgent. More content that caters to myself bc apparently the creative juices only work for a small amount of time and only what provides serotonin to me currently. I’m out to break hearts so a ton of these will be sad. You’ve been warned.

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All of the chain:I think they all can identify with Innocent from Speak Now. I didn’t wanna keep adding it to each of theirs so here’s just an overarching statement that they’re all Innocent.

Time: never grow up. Like most, if not all, of the links, he had to grow up far too early and be what Hylia chose him to be—and I can hear him telling this to his future children:don’t grow up too fast. He had to and he never wants that for his baby. He wished he never had to grow up so fast, even if he had to save the world. Just because he had to doesn’t mean doesn’t mourn for his lost normal childhood. As for an album I think he’d be the fearless album.

Twilight:as an album he’s so evermore. I almost said debut but no no no. He’s evermore. Uhh as far as a song tho, idk I may be swayed by the fact it has the word cowboy in it, but I associate cowboy like me with twilight so heavily. Another song could be right where you left me if you squint and are delusional for MidLink.

Sky:HE IS SO LOVER! Both the song and the album! Omg! /shaking you by the shoulders/ this boy is so Lover ugh oh my gosh. Bright and beautiful and loving, accepting, kind while still having those notes of sadness, longing, and serious thoughts. The album Lover feels like a hug from a friend, and that’s what sky embodies.

Wind:can I interest you in The Best Day? Also You’re On Your Own, Kid. Also A Place In This World. He’s very much the younger taylor albums, like fearless. A good many of them read fearless to me and I couldn’t tell you why. For wind it’s because it seems like shiny and new and ready for what the world throws, but still a sense of hesitance.

Wild:Epiphany, This Is Me Trying, or Peace. He’s so folklore coded to me. The depictions of death and inability to save lives in epiphany, the heartbrokenness of this is me trying, one who’s making desperate attempts to be who they need them to be, and the sadness of Peace—cannot console and bring peace over the heart of someone who’s broken, but by Hylia if he isn’t gonna be there the entire time for the person.

Warriors:I think Change from Fearless. I also see him as Mirrorball, specifically because I feel like he puts up such a front and feels like he always has to stand tall and strong because of who he was as captain of the guard—but also since there’s so many young and impressionable men in the chain he feels like he has to be a good role model, especially for wind, and keep his head up about everything and make them smile and feel reassured when times are tough. As an album, probably Midnights. It feels like a start of something new and I think Wars embodies fresh beginnings—he just gives that vibe to me idk why. It might be because he left the scene of planning for wars to being out on his own adventure aside from what the army gives him.

Four:this one was hard. Four was really hard to pick for. Uhh—I think Seven maybe but I’m not sure. As for an album I feel like he’d be pretty Folklore as well. Could be just me projecting tho as if this whole thing isn’t. Four is so complex to me that it’s really hard to pin down. I chose Seven because it feels like a conversation between best friends. I’ve also seen that it’s meant to be listened to as someone speaking to their inner child to tell them everything is gonna be okay and that they’ll be together in the future and things are good now, and that interpretation gripped me by the throat and forced me to put this song for Four, so.

Hyrule:my dear sweet Hyrule and his imposter syndrome get anti-hero bc that’s the imposter syndrome anthem. He doesn’t feel like he’s a big hero, or even deserving of that title, so he feels a bit like a lost cause and that song is the perfect depiction of that. As an album, idk why but he’s reading very debut to me ?? I couldn’t tell you why, it’s just a vibe I get.

Legend:ohhhhhhhh my gosh. Okay. Get ready for this—I have So. Many. For him. Can you tell who’s been giving me brainrot recently? Anyway, first I’ll say his albums would be folklore and evermore. They’re so tragic to me and what is Legend if not a tragic, guarded little man(said with so much love, he’s my comfort character). As for songs, we’re Starting off strong with Labyrinth, then wildest dreams(cough) Then sad beautiful tragic, Cornelia street, anti-hero, i could go on. I won’t. We’d be here all day😭

Ravio:my tears ricochet. Idk I just thought of the idea that he gets stuck in Hyrule if dink is defeated and he can’t get back to Lorule so the part that goes “I can go anywhere I want, anywhere I want, just not home” hurts :)

Malon:WHOOH! Okay a happy one: Christmas tree farm and Fearless! And Malon is also such a fearless album girlie to me idk. Another song would be Superman. She loves her sweet hero husband and will always be there for him when he gets back <3

I hope you guys like this as much as I do😭 sorry if you don’t, I’ll get back to our regularly scheduled programming soon, it’s just been hard recently to do larger things. Sorry for everyone waiting on requests to be completed, I promise I haven’t forgotten you.

#linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu four #lu twilight #lu wind #Lu Malon #lu Ravio #Lu time #lu Legend #lu wild #lu sky #lu warriors #Lu Hyrule

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tkblythofficial · 4 months

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r does seem to be so young and already date for the “person” end game marriage kids and all while t is clearly enjoying the rise of his career and doesn’t want anything drastic so i think that’s where the conflict can be. and i get where each of them come from to each their own i just hope she isn’t like halle who stalled her career for her ddg baby daddy 😭

Yeah! My friend said R wants marriage and kids right away but that’s not happening anytime soon and R is always dramatic every time she gets a bf because she thinks about marriage and kids immediately lol but that’s just R being young though.

She also said that every time T thought about him and R dating, his line of thinking always went to marriage and kids and immediately hated it and shut it down mentally lol. She mentioned that T started to appreciate his gf more because she doesn’t bring out those “dangerous” thoughts. I found that hilarious.

She mentioned that there are several conflicts as to why they don’t work now. Careers (a major one for T), time, marriage/kids, independence (T craves that and R is clingy which T can handle but doesn’t want right now), R’s youth and they’re generally content where they are right now.

Found it interesting that she said T is delusional thinking he wouldn’t miss R as much but he will miss her more than he originally predicted. That he has a lot of friends and loves his life but would eventually miss R and think about her :)

she said this in Nov so I wonder how her reading would be now.

#my answers #off topic #zeglyth

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whoreforlarrystuff · 11 months

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Let me start with saying that am a larrie.. this year the concept of them together seems for fetched and feels like people are trying really hard in proving and linking HL when in reality nothing has indicated that being true.. blue green outfits mean literally nothing at this point.. i sometimes feel like they do that to fuel the hl drama and they know that they just need to combine 2 colours and larries run with it. It is like they are gaining more by doing less.. see even how pleasing is kind of using it to market. They know that even to criticize larries share their product in which harry is involved with his own interest .. I never understood why with the years worth of content others call larries delusional but these days I feel like may be it is true.. we are very quick to say that any women h is seen with as stunt.. men he is seen with are just friends or team members. You don't bring a personal trainer to every show and even if you are crazy to be in shape because now h has got world attention at more higher level or because he wants be fit enough to perform at that level but you don't keep them in the vip area or bring them to grammy or sing to them or bring them for lunch with family & friends, look for them during performance unlike how you treat your rest of the crew.. I know some are just not trying to see the point and brush it off saying he is his worker who at this point might've become his friend because of the time they spend together... and then L is running with a different group if people altogether and trying to steer clear of anything that is harry. Please don't say that it is more the reason of them being together. Nothing has stopped him doing that before... The fond look louis used to have when harry was brought up in interviews is no longer there and now it's more like let's this question related to him over.. sorry, this is long.. but H who never curses on stage atleast in the mic however his fuck you in coachella was very personal and targeted(to louis i felt) after which I've seen the shift.. cause before that louis had worn Maison shirt, white purple checked shirt, you are home page had put coordinates pointing to louis.. But after coachella it has been different(louis blocking hld which is like the famous larry account out there which i dont think he blocked because of announcement that was in the open area).. at this point I feel like HL are also using larries.. H is kind of someone who wants all parts of his fandom happy.. remember when the songs were leaked how targeted they were. Already home to larries, him/trouble to haylors, complicated freak or baby honey to harries?? So yea at this point HL being together is more like a concept which they and their team are using to make money. May be they also does not want to reminded of eachother just like in case of any exes.. but them being in this profession and having a relentless fanbase who are hell bent on proving them being together they just don't wanna add any fuel anymore.. I know it's not your responsibility to convince me or others and one can keep believing what feels right..

Hi Love!

I feel like every time we get a new stunt, I see lots of people being like “oh, maybe this time it’s real” etc.

In regards to Brad being at the show. While I fully agree that H doesn’t *need* his personal trainer with him, some people like to work out with others / have a better work out when working out with others. I’ve said before I don’t totally know what Brads role is for H- sometimes it seems like he’s security in a way? It’s also possible they’re friends, and you would want your friends at shows? The Brad situation is one that I honestly feel like people pay too much attention to, and it’s made it more of a thing than it ever was.

I think at this point, the Blue/Greening isn’t so much of a signal/way of telling us something as it is a “we know you know we know” kinda thing? I agree that Pleasing seems to Larrie Bait a bit- especially with the smiley face on the nails.

Couples are allowed to have different friends- and Louis is very clearly close with his tour group, and from everything he has said/done, they’re like a family to him.

I think if they were truly exs, we wouldn’t get the bluegreening, we wouldn’t get pleasing posting Larry related things etc.

I’ve often found that H & L will do something, and we won’t discover the true extent of why until much later.

I’m not sure I’ve hit all of the points in your ask, but I’m about to leave for work, so I wanted to at least answer some of them!

#harry styles #louis tomlinson #larry stylinson #larry

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Hello! I saw your post on exposingcourtneylove, along with the tags saying how nothing negative was ever said about Kurt, and the further discussion on how it was a mutually toxic relationship. I have wondering if you could elaborate on that? I'm not denying that men can't be victims to abuse, of course--I had an uncle who was in an emotionally abusive relationship, alot like how that blog described.

yeah man ofc, thank you for being so respectful & asking abt a special interest of mine. I think exposingcourtneylove was/is a complete delusional mess bc it’s run by somebody who legitimately used to believe they were dating his ghost in the spirit world & fucking thru astral projection so I kinda pity that entire scene now. aside from shit that can be proved w video clips (such as Court saying slurs & shit) I wouldn’t believe anything u read there, esp not the shit abt like. Frances being forcibly conceived. bc that’s just a disgusting disgrace to how much Kurt wanted & loved that child, but that’s a side rant.

Kurt was really manipulative in his own ways and very dysfunctional. he never matured properly bc of trauma and untreated mental illness so he just never developed a real sense of emotional responsibility or an understanding of adult life, if that makes sense? like at my age he was still living rent free w Tracy Marander & manipulating her out of asking for help by threatening to sleep in his car. His relationship with Tobi Vail failed bc she wasn’t interested in mothering him or being in a monogamous relationship with him (neither of which they’re guilty of anything for!) so without somebody basically acting as his mother he lived in complete disarray and was miserable. when he and court got together she fulfilled all that shit he couldn’t get from his two previous serious relationships.

firstly, she was maternal and sort of a parentified eldest sibling so she was willing to baby and protect him. she would clean up after him, revive him, do drugs with him, defend him, filter his parental relationships for him, and give him at least a parody of the cohesive family life he was convinced he had to have. that is a LOT to expect your wife to do for you, and ofc he reciprocated in his own ways, but it went like? deeper than that? like according to Heavier Than Heaven and Hole’s BTM, Kurt was so needy and so fucked up that it put a strain on their relationship.

examples of that neediness would be: begging Courtney to let him do drugs/manipulating her into using with him, expecting her to help him through all of his breakdowns/not being able to handle them himself, being so insecure that he would rather OD than like. have an adult discussion with his wife about his insecurities & spare his child the loss of her dad. like he overdosed in Rome because he was convinced she was cheating and it affected her so badly that she had a nervous breakdown and her hair started coming out bc the mfer put himself in a COMA rather than talking about it.

if she laid down any ground rules, esp during the last year of their marriage, he would immediately break them. when she asked him not to do drugs in the house, he would just disappear to random hotels and she’d freak out thinking he’d die while using. if she let him do drugs in the house, she’d have to revive him or potentially have him die in front of her. when they did their final intervention to try and save his life, he told her she didn’t have any room to talk because she was just as fucked up as him- a fact that at the time wasn’t true, and it upset her so much that she had to be helped out of the house & out of the intervention. she was dedicated to improving in ways that Kurt wasn’t and she was never, never as badly addicted to specifically heroin as he was.

I think court is abusive, definitely, but specifically to Frances. I don’t think it can be argued that she abused Kurt because while she did pick fights with him & do things that set off his insecurities, he fought back just as hard and he hurt her very very deeply. I don’t think either of them were good to one another but I think they were as good as they could be, if that makes sense? like I think there was true love & soulmate shit going on there, it was just buried under these horrible issues and unhealed traumas. the real victim of Kurt and Courtney’s relationship is Frances, who is basically the quintessential “fix-it baby”, something she’s described herself as before. like idk why we focus on who abused who in an equally codependent & miserable relationship when the kid they had is the one who endured the most damage.

#aberdeen spoken word #sorry this is a rambling mess lmao I’m very tired

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My little brother made me cry. He’s autistic, not good with change, but used my preferred PLURAL pronouns without thinking about it.

This is long and personal, so I’ll put the story under the cut for those interested.

I have multiple personalities, but not DID. I’ve been out and living as my authentic self without bothering to mask it for a year (I actually have a unique manifestation of a condition called Schizotypal Personality Disorder, which is in the same diagnostic family as Schizophrenia and Schizoid Personality Disorder - my mom just calls it “Schizofriendia” because she refuses to use the word “disorder” for something she herself has come to love as part of me).

Over this past year, I’ve come to realize that I’m happier as an ace/aro neutrally-gendered person, and that the love I have for my “Team” is really all I need to feel fulfilled. I’m AFAB, and have been taking my very first baby steps into trying out things like packers and binders when I feel the urge, which is surprisingly strong sometimes to the point that it really can derail my day because once I feel it, I can’t stop thinking about how much I want to look less feminine and at least androgynous. One of my alters in particular, who I adore and is very special to me, is very firm in his identity as a man, and he does express feelings of dysphoria sometimes, particularly when it comes to my breasts, so binding them from time to time is my way of showing him that I’m listening and that I want him to be comfortable in our body as much as he can.

It’s been hard. I lost a lot of people I thought were my friends when I tried to come out about it, and it took a lot of time for my close family to adjust to what had always been me, but they’d simply never seen. My half-sister isn’t part of my life anymore because she tried to call the Sheriff on me to have me forcibly institutionalized when I was already seeing a psychiatrist and other medical specialists on the regular. She didn’t care. She didn’t understand it, it scared her, she genuinely believed I might’ve been possessed by demons (who the fuck is the delusional one now? wtf) and her only course of action was to have authorities drag me away until I “got better”.

Granted, some of them are demons, but they’re more like Crowley from “Good Omens” than the product of something out of “The Conjuring” series, and when they change shape into something inhuman, it’s pretty typical stuff from the Book of Ezekiel; eyes and wings and lights and “Be not afraids” and “Why the fuck do I have eyes on my feet when I’m supposed to walk with those?!”

Their conversational wit is off the charts and they’re the only ones that are able to make me burst out laughing out of nowhere like a lunatic. My brother and I lost an actual fucking bet with Lucifer over Monty Python and the Holy Grail and now we have matching necklaces that are secretly symbols meant to represent our hilarious loss of a bet over something in reality... to Lucifer. (He’s still giggling about it and we wound up sitting down and watching the whole movie together)

Since then, I’ve put stigma and paranoia in my rear view mirror and have been working on figuring Us out, starting with my pronoun game. When it’s just me, as myself, with no “backup”, it’s she/her. When talking about me and my team, I’ll say “us” and ask my close family to use “they/them” when referring to us as a whole. The pronouns change with whoever’s out at the time. Sometimes it’s “he”, “them”, “she”, and one of them insists his pronouns are “Your Majesty” and nothing else, and we all collectively let him have that one - except for the first alter I mentioned. He fucks with His Majesty at every opportunity because he thinks His Majesty is a classist prick.

They otherwise live as a harmonious, if Addams Family-esque unit inside of my mind and are with me constantly without dissociation for me to engage with them or switch with them. Even my psychiatrist has decided against recommending medication for it, because I love them, and they love me.

But of course, the whole pronoun thing is still very hard for my family who have known me most or all of my life to adjust to. “They/them” was only used by me, but I didn’t mind too much. My family were still respectful of the pronouns of whomever was “in front” at any given moment.

Today, my brother got home late from a long and rough day at work. His job is 70% hard manual labor and 30% customer service, so he usually comes home wiped out and grumpy/depressed and crashes into bed pretty much as soon as his boots are off if he doesn’t need to vent about the latest Kevins and Karens he dealt with that day first. He’s autistic, but his work schedule is so crazy that he doesn’t have the time or energy to build an adequate safe space for himself, much less do the introspection he needs to figure out what his ideal safe space is. I’m an Aspie and behavioral analyst, so I decided to look at what little self-expression he did have established at home to crack the code and find the styles, colors, themes, textures, and shapes best suited for him. I had an Amazon wishlist for him to review with samples of ideas I had that I thought he’d really like, and he paused and glared at me for a few moments, and finally said, “I’m so mad at how good you are at this. How do you do it?”

I explained a little bit about behavioral analysis and profiling, a little about the Fibonacci Sequence, and a little about how alternate personalities work and how The Team spends every second of every day, even when I’m sleeping, studying and examining the environment and even googling shit. One of my main guys, who I like to think of as a parasitic twin more than an alter because he’s like a missing big brother to me, is a med student that does his studies while I’m asleep and treats my actual little brother for musculoskeletal pain and therapy at home so he’s fresh for work every day without getting burnt out. In the process, he applied his own studies in medicine and mental health to help me build the concept for my little brother’s safe space using peer-reviewed data and research.

Now, my little brother doesn’t cry, but when he saw his room, he did. He turned to me and my mom, hugged her, and then turned to me, looked me dead in the eye, and said, “Thank all of you. They’re amazing. I love them.”

Even the surliest of us all teared up as we hugged. He just says he drank bourbon down the wrong pipe (I have a brain-keg in there), but we all know better than that.

It feels good to be seen.

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hiroshikoi · 2 years

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How would they react to you being into the occult?

+ Should You Tell Them?

Pick a Pile: Intuitive Reading

Pile One-Pile Two-Pile Three

I will be referring to “occult” as in divination (tarot, intuitive, cartomancy, pendulum, scrying, etc.), astrology, spirituality (chakras, witchcraft, astral, crystals, spirit/deity work…) and/or manifestation (including reality shifting even).

“They” can refer to your future spouse, next romantic partner, family, friend(s)/best friend(s), anyone you would like to ask about in mind, or even other people in general

How to Pick a Pile: Take the time to look at each picture above. Which one sparks a memory? What emotions do you feel? Do you feel anything at all? If all piles spark a memory, choose which one is the strongest. If none, try to go with the one that draws you in the most otherwise, these messages are not meant for you (at this time).

Photos aren’t mine, got it from pinterest and all credits go to the owner.

1 • Pile One

This person/These people would be scared. shocked. Its “out of the blue.” You may come from a religious background or you may have this image of you not being into this kind of stuff. You may be seen as more conventional or basically just into whatever people are into (maybe you tend to listen to the most popular songs/artists, watch the most popular/trending shows and movies, wear the trendiest clothes…). For those who are into witchcraft particularly, they may even be scared that you’ll do “black magic” on them. Or that they would suddenly be or feel cautious around you, and try to not piss you off. The reactions that I’m getting from this pile is the kind of hmm… a theatric but understandable reaction you may expect from people finding out about this. They/this person/these people may ask about their future, if they would become wealthy, famous, if their crush likes them back… They may also ask if you could see ghosts lol. If you tell them about manifestation and/or reality shifting, they will not believe it and think its bogus. Also, some of them may be scared that you’ll manifest bad things into their life. I feel like if you were to stare at them after they might’ve said something that offended you they may also feel like you’re cursing (in the witchcraft sense) them inside your head or something lmao.

:. Should you tell them about your occult endeavors?

Probably not if you don’t want to deal with people who are against it and would flat-out tell you to stop doing it because its “evil” or that you’re just being delusional. If you are someone who has a shaky belief on this matter but want to make this work (and it does; law of assumption baby!), or if you’re someone who is greatly influenced by others when it comes to your decisions, what you like and don’t like… then maybe its better to keep it to yourself. There’s lots of people online to talk about this with if you really want to share your experiences or ask questions and other things of that matter! (i.e. here on Tumblr!!, on Discord servers, Twitter, Instagram, Youtube, and yes even Amino and Reddit)

2 • Pile Two

Happy. Sad. Proud. I’m getting that you might come from a family that is into this kind of thing. You may come from a family of witches, people who participate in witchcraft or paganism, and they might’ve been coaxing you to join them and follow or at least incorporate some of these practices into your (daily) life. I’m particularly getting that you’re specifically into manifestation. You may have been doing simple spells or rituals to manifest what you want in your life. I’m seeing citrine, and some kind of herbs 🌿 being used perched on a white clothed covered table (altar?). Wealth? Also, I think I’m seeing rose quartz so you may have been manifesting self love or a love interest into your life. These people/this person would also be sad when they find out you’re into the occult not because they don’t want you to do that but sad because you didn’t tell them. They’re thinking that they could’ve helped you, given you advice, recommended you books pertaining to your interests and desires (i think I’m seeing spirit work, you may be into learning more about entities. Supernatural beings are coming to mind, and specifically maybe you’re into learning about the angelic realm? It could also be astral projection. Tulpas?) I’m getting that they’d want you to participate a little more largely in celebrations/festivities such as in (i particularly got this word:) Sabbaths or in Samhain. Maybe cooking your own food this time for this event rather than just meditating and lighting incense (?; I’m not that familiar with what goes on in those events, I apologize).

:. Should you tell them about your occult endeavors?

Yes. I’m getting that they can give you proper protection/teach you how to more effectively have proper protection. Wards and circles are coming to mind. They can also help you vex (this might be the wrong word, i forgot the term. but that thing where you effectively question spirits/entities to make sure that they aren’t tricking you and to make sure you’ve summoned/channeled/are talking to what you intended to) entities for you.

3 • Pile Three

this pile got quite long whoops

I’m hearing sad and betrayed 😥 “whatever.” The person/These people you have in mind will really feel like you hid something from them. Specifically in a way as if you don’t trust them or are comfortable with them enough to share such a (this slipped out:) large part of you life with them. Upset. “Why didn’t you tell me?” This person/people you’re asking about may want to keep everything transparent between you both. You both may have explicitly made a promise to each other to not keep secrets from the other. You both may have a disagreement if they found this out, they may not talk to you for a while or just dismiss you/give you short responses if you were to ask them or try to talk to them. They’re upset that it seemed like you weren’t comfortable enough around them to tell them something like this (something you’re ashamed about?? Is what i heard). For some of you, this person/these people may be upset of what you’re doing itself (occult). I heard “why are you doing this?!” 😰 If its the second reason, the reason for this reaction of their is they feel inadequate. They subconsciously feel that whatever they were doing in real life (action-wise, more practical-wise) wasn’t enough that (they feel like) you felt you had to turn to such a source of which (they think/believe) your desired outcome was unlikely to come. For some of you, they may also specifically feel that you might’ve felt that your faith (conventionally in “God” I’m hearing) wasn’t enough. Maybe because whatever you prayed for or done in accordance with your religion didn’t happen. Maybe you asked to get away from a terrible place, and it didn’t happen, but when (the person you’re asking in mind assumes that:) you turned to the occult, if finally did.

:. Should you tell them about your occult endeavors?

To prevent such a disagreement, most likely you probably should. Though you have to ease them into it. You would have make it clear to them what your stance is, what this is about, and why you’re doing this. Some examples of what you may have to tell them that; this isn’t inherently bad, there are some people who do curse and all and yes there are some people who are satanists and work with demons but not everyone comes from a bad place. People who practice this also work with angels, saints, Mary, some also even work with God, and other religious spiritual figures, Buddha (i heard). There are people who do it for protection both for physical and spiritual protection, there are people who use this to heal themselves and/or others. And some such as manifestation and subliminals aren’t even witchcraft itself, it can be incorporated but at its core its just changing your mind and waking up to the truth that you can drastically make a change in your life simply by your trail of thought and what you say to yourself & what you let yourself believe. Tarot isn’t evil even if the “Devil” is in there (I heard 😆).

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maybe one story about michael being jealous and obsessed with her?

Some fire & reign daddy for you!!

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Michael was a man of few interests, and the beautiful woman that worked for the two jokers he was consulting with had been one. The moment he saw Y/N, with her short skirt, her white button up top, her thigh highs & heels, her hair done in a way that made her facial features pop, he knew that he was done for. It was instant obsession—not love, for he did not believe himself capable of it, but an infatuation so intense that it nearly brought him to his knees. But there was one big problem, and it was one that Michael should have seen coming, but once which he still could not have anticipated at the same time.

There was another man who worked at Kineros, one that Michael barely associated with, but one that Y/N had liked very much. It wasn’t enough that he was armed with this knowledge through Mutt & Jeff’s interactions with each other, but also the fact that Michael had to watch Y/N and that asshole flirt with each other every single fucking day. The way she touched him, her smile, the seduction in her gaze, the way her chest puffed out, the way he moved closer to her, the way they whispered in each other’s ear, her laughter…all of it. It drove him up the fucking wall, and the jealousy nearly ate him alive. He knew damn well he could easily take care of it by ripping the bastard’s spine right out, but what would that solve? Y/N would hate him, and he would never get to experience what it was like to have her, to hold her, to kiss her, to touch her, to be inside of her…

No, it was too much of a risk. One that he was not willing to take.

Michael would always conveniently turn up everywhere she seemed to be—the copy room, work room, the lobby, the cafeteria. It was all a matter of knowing her schedule, something he had memorized like clockwork every single day. He knew exactly when she had a meeting, or a lunch date, or when Mutt & Jeff needed her for something. He was always there, hoping to get a glimpse of her. Glimpses and “accidental” encounters were well & good for a little while, but then the day came where it was no longer enough. He had to have her, before it drove him absolutely insane. He had to know what it was she felt, or how she tasted, or how her body would feel pressed against his.

It was time for action.

He found her alone in the copy room one afternoon, humming to herself as she made a series of copies at the machine. She was startled by his sudden appearance, having not heard him enter the room, and placed a hand to her chest as she giggled in relief. He was delighted to see that she was cornered now; he stood between her & the exit, and there was no way she could get out without getting past him. This was the moment he had been waiting for, and he would not let it be fleeting. Besides that, he knew that there would be no issue in making her stay; he could sense she didn’t want that to happen. The smell of her arousal—thick, sweet, pounding, irresistible—was hanging like a veil between them, and he could sense how badly she wanted him. Whether she would admit it or not, he already knew.

“Y/N,” he says, his voice like velvet as he surveys her hungrily. “How convenient that I would find you here.”

“Just like how it was convenient that you found me everywhere else?” she quips, her head tilted to the side as her eyes narrow. “It’s funny how you turn up everywhere that I go, isn’t it?”

“Perhaps,” Michael says thoughtfully, closing his eyes as he thinks it over for a moment. “Or perhaps I’m just following your scent.”

“My what?” she asks, looking at him in confusion. “What are you, a dog?”

“No,” he drawls, his fingers brushing down her forearm. She recoils out of surprise, but allows him to touch her again when he makes another attempt. “I can tell how attracted you are to me. You may call it a sixth sense, or perhaps a superpower. Whatever it is you want to believe, I can tell how much you want me. I can /smell/ it, Y/N, so don’t try to lie to me. It will end very badly for you if you try it.”

She laughs wildly, her brows knitting. “Is that what you think this is? You think I want to hop on your dick, and what, exactly?”

“Whatever it is you fantasize about doing with me, I suppose,” he says. “That isn’t my business to know; I just know that you lust for me.”

“I do n—“ she begins.

“I own you,” Michael says, backing her against the wall as her eyes widen. “Whether you know it or not, you are /mine/.”

“Excuse me?” she says, her brow raised as an expression of fury crosses over her features. “What did you just say?”

“I think you heard me quite well,” Michael says, pressing her further against the wall. “I said that you are mine.”

“You’re delusional,” she spits, and Michael is taken aback by her bold remark. “If you truly think—“

“I /know/ that you are,” he hisses, his hand coming up to close around her throat. He brings his face mere inches from hers, and he can feel her pulse quickening under his touch. Fear, possibly, but Michael knew better; she was aroused, the desire for him coursing through her veins as she tried to remain as cool, calm, and collected as possible. “Don’t deny what I already know. It won’t end well for you, and it’s just more work for me. I don’t think either of us want any of that, do you?”

She is silent, save for a few shuddering breaths that fall from her lips. Finally, she speaks. “You’re wrong.”

“You are bold to question me,” he says, his grip tightening on her throat as she gasps slightly. “Especially knowing who I am and what I am capable of.”

She opens her mouth to reply, no doubt some off-the-wall, snarky remark. But instead, she just says: “You don’t know shit about me.”

“I know enough,” Michael says, bringing his lips to hers and barely ghosting them. He hears her whine, a sound that is barely audible, but there all the same. “I know that you want me.”

She is quiet for so long—so much, in fact, that Michael wonders if he could have accidentally killed her. But then she moves, and her eyes are fixated upon his. “Let’s just say you’re right.”

“I know I am,” Michael says smugly.

“Fine, you’re right,” she says impatiently. “What do you want me to do about it?”

“I think you already know the answer to that question,” Michael says with a smirk, running a finger between the cleavage exposed by her button-up top. “All you have to do is give in.”

She is no longer hesitant, nor is she in denial or putting up a fight. Her fingers lace through his curls, drawing him closer in a hot, passionate kiss. Michael groans against her lips, and the taste of her is so much better than the fantasy. Of course, he already knew that she was going to be an excellent kisser, and taste sweeter than cream; it was a sixth sense he seemed to have. He grabs her by the hips, pulling her tight against his own as she moans against his mouth.

“That worthless sack of shit you call a boyfriend is not worthy of you,” he breathes as he kisses her neck, making sure to leave behind a series of purple marks in his wake. “You know it, and I know it.”

“Is that what all of this is about?” she asks, her eyes closing as he bites just below her pulse point. “Mmm…You’re jealous of him, aren’t you?”

“So what if I am?” Michael asks, ripping her blouse open as buttons fly & scatter through the room.

“It’s kinda hot, that’s all,” she says with a shrug, but says no more as he leaves bruising kisses all over her breasts. “Fuck…”

Michael comes back to her lips, and kisses her heavily. They make out for awhile, hands wandering, gasps and small moans filling the air, fingers tugging at her hair and clothing. Michael eventually pushes her onto one of the tables, and sinks between her legs in a slow, almost catlike manner. He hikes up her skirt, kissing over her inner thighs as he grins up at her.

“How badly do you want me?” Michael asks her, his tone almost taunting as he bites her inner thigh. She gasps, and he smirks against her smooth skin. “You have to tell me.”

“So fucking badly,” comes her reply, so breathless and desperate that Michael has to bite back a wide grin. “I’ve never wanted anyone as badly as I want you.”

“Good,” Michael says, tugging her thong off and tucking it into his back pocket before pointing toward some of the cameras in the corners of the room.

“What?” she asks, pushing herself onto her elbows to look at what he is pointing to.

“Smile for your bosses, sweetheart,” he says, beginning to devour her cunt as she moans filthily. “They’re watching us right now, so let’s make it worth their time.”

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