HARD THOUGHT !
pairing: jay x fem!reader
cw: smut, unprotected sex, mentions of stalking, manipulation, and crying.
warning: 18+ content, minors dni
everyone talks about jay being a green flag, but imagine him being complete opposite of that. him being your best friend and acting as if he wants the best for you, which he does, and he considers himself to be the best for you. manipulation? sweet talking? taking care of you? he does it all so naturally.
going on a date? he’s gonna follow you, he’s gonna stalk you with no shame whatsoever, making sure the fucker who’s going out with you doesn’t even get to touch you, cause you simply belong to jay. the second you leave to go to the washroom, jay’s gonna threaten the guy to the point he leaves and texts you a pathetic ‘sorry’, which breaks your heart because why does every guy you try to go out with end up doing this to you?
but jay is gonna be here to help you with that, he’s always there for you, he’s the one who’s right for you. he’s the one who’s kissing your tears away, he’s calling you beautiful, and you’re letting him kiss you softly, so gently, because he takes care of you and you trust him. you don’t know how much he has manipulated you all this while, you just see jay as an angel who’s willing to do anything for you.
so you cry, kissing him harder, asking him to take all the pain away, asking him to prove it that he finds you pretty. and soon, you’re exactly where jay wants you to be—on his lap as he fingers your pretty little cunt, playing with your clit aimlessly to the point you’re shaking and begging for more, he whispers how pretty you look for him, how you belong to him as he pushes you down on the bed, pumping his cock a few times before thrusting into your overstimulated cunt, promising that he’ll always take care of you with a smirk on his face as you squirt all over his length.
“say you’re mine, princess,” he’d whisper, not stopping even when you’re crying and shaking, your mind blanking out with how good it felt, your eyes closing and hands gripping on to his arms, “y—yours,” you’d manage to let out somehow as he tastes you, gathering the cum on his fingers and swirling his tongue around it, calling you his good girl, and enjoying the fact that you belong to him.
because that’s all he’s ever wanted.
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Many of the songs on TTPD are about both one muse and all the muses because the through line is that they all hurt her in very specific ways. The All Too Well of it all of The Manuscript is the original sin, the first act that broke her by someone she loved*. Once you finish the album with The Manuscript, it reframes the rest of the album, because you realize that first betrayal of her trust and her faith has informed the way she’s moved through life since — and why the lines between these muses/situations are so blurry. Because the actions are specific to people, but the betrayal and the outcomes are rote; they repeat themselves over and over in different places and times. It’d almost be funny how completely predictable these men are if it weren’t so utterly devastating and earth shattering.
The story of The Manuscript hangs like a spectre throughout the entire album, illuminating why the things she felt and wanted were so painful to lose beyond the obvious, and why she felt like she had to keep settling or hurting herself in the aftermath. So TTPD is about each of them and all of them and they cannot be disentangled. What a tangled web we weave indeed.
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• Nanami Kento, that will come home from a long day of work into your waiting arms.
•Nanami Kento, who will give you light kisses over your face while you hold him.
•Nanami Kento, who dotes on you even though you want him to rest after working so hard.
•Nanami Kento, that whispers against your skin how grateful he is to have you in his life.
•Nanami Kento, who will cherish you until the ends of the Earth.
•Nanami Kento, who will call you his spouse even though you're not married and it's completely illogical but he doesn't care because one day you will be.
•Nanami Kento ♡♡♡♡♡♡
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