#this is how the circus and mcd divorced

[mcd-incorrect-quotes]

𝐑𝐮𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐭 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒!

𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐅𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫: 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭.

𝐁𝐨𝐝𝐲𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐝 #𝟐𝟎𝟓: 𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭-

𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐲: 𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲, 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞.

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[haibiskux]

Pic: Waiting in line at KLIA custom checks back in Dec 2020. I was headed back to SG to separate from my ex-husband.

Today I woke up from my dream where I thought I was still married & living with him. We were in a strange place, that seemed like a resort. I knew he was within the area but he wasn’t in the same floor as I was. I was waiting at a round dining table that’s next to a full window view of the resort - it kind of reminds me of McD at Sunway Pyramid, when I used be there in the mornings for coffee & wait out the peak hour traffic.

While waiting, a stranger came by, asking about my stay and I wasn’t sure about how i felt or how to respond. I turned to look at the empty seat at the table; i was waiting for my husband to join me with my meal that was getting cold. Then I wandered around the place, walking through an arcade space with electric blue, purple & yellow lights, passing by booths of games and soft toy prizes. Just like my walk through Circus Circus casino in Vegas, I wondered, “this would be a nice date but why isn’t he here with me?”

I came to realize that I’m in a dream and it’s been 9 months since my divorce. Then I slowly woke up to see my life, living on my mother’s couch.

I haven’t had one of these dreams in a while where I felt like I was still in a marriage like it isn’t a thing of the past. Thought I’d write something (at last) after being quiet on tumblr for some time.

Typically it would’ve been hard to spring up from a dream like that, but I got up to get changed and went for a drive to send food to my elder brother who wasn’t feeling well.

I’ve been able to recover my habit to draw again this month, so I thought I’d make him a card:

Quick sketch of a memory from when we were kids and i had to be a goalkeeper for his entertainment.. Illustrating the moment just before I got hit in the face with a football 🥲

What would my life have been if I grew up with sisters instead of brothers?

#pen #illustration #storyboarding