#this is making me want to rp again

[mittthrawnuruodo]

:: Ezolhrin | The Dark Urge ::

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3edit #the dark urge #videogameedit #gamingedit #ezolhrin #videogames #bg3 #ok LISTEN i love him so much (i'm making gifs!?) #he's the worst of the worst #he's going for maximum amount of murder. i even have all companion deaths planned out #....and he's my favourite of all the tavs/durges i've made so far #he's the first with a clear character concept and an idea of what i want to do rp-wise #first playthrough was just me fucking around #second was me fucking around as durge #third is me fucking around with friends #fourth was me fucking around while trying to be good and save all the tieflings for the trophy #this time i have A Plan and it's like playing a new game again #(and because i have A Plan i spent 4+ hours playing the same fucking thing yesterday because The Plan was not working skfjskjf) #*gif

[trunklewunjle]

It’s okay you can say hi, just don’t get too close, Broomie has a mind of its own…

Ink belongs to comyet

Paperjam belongs to 7goodangel

#undertale au #utmv #ink sans #drink rockers #paperjam #broomie #yea so silly things happened in our rp and now ink has a tail but I made a version without the tail anyways I love him when he’s evil I want #him to hit me with broomie and tell me that I’m the only creation he would murder and throw into the void to never be seen again #I want evil ink to grab me by the neck and choke and tell me how much of an abomination I am and that error might be right after seeing the #way I think about him like I would let this man do anything to me I want him to do things to me I need him I want him I would do anything #for him #GRGRHRGHRHSBDTHTGRHGSGAHTGRHSGHAGRHRGRHABSGHRGTHAGDGR #IM SONJORMAL ABSOTUNINK #yea anyways don’t fuck with his little creation or he’ll make you wish you were dead #er er er #RAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[the-tired-commander]

Okay I have a little idea but I wanna know if anyone would be interested This probably wouldn't be anytime soon!! Just as a warning!!

#gw2 #i've been thinking about this for a while #but i wanna see if people would be up for it sdkfhjs #i don't wanna write a plot and set the stage just for no one to want to do it #this miiiight be the thing that makes me make an na alt sjdfhksd #cause if it was gonna get done on na i would like to be the one hosting it still rather than having someone else do it #i wanna try getting into rp again and this idea has been floating around in my head a while

[brutalmasks]

hello, everyone! i hope you all experience the very positive vibes that this picture exudes today and are also as happy as this little guy:

i just wanted to give y'all a little update while i'm at it as i finally have more time this weekend to spend on here and thus, i shall be answering some asks, including ones that are probably long overdue NGL (,,: ( and i am legitimately SO sorry about that. exam season has been keeping me BUSY busy but i only have two exams left, which is good ), and more recent ones! but yeah, i also wanted to highlight how thankful i am of y'all for sticking with me and this acc, as well as always showing me support for my content!! so thank you all so MUCH for being the best people around, in my humble opinion ❤️🫂 y'all are amazing and don't let anyone tell you otherwise,, i love you all dearly, and i shall be signing off by wishing everyone here to have the BEST day ever!

#ooc post. #you guys are seriously the real MVPS. the real slim shady's. the peanut butter to my jelly!! #i cannot even describe how much you guys mean to me 😭 likeee y'all are SO freaking awesome that it almost makes me wonder- #how it's possible. buttt yeah like i posted on my other account i will be working- #on drafts but feel free to send me messages if you'd like to chat or plot!! i promise you- #that my door is always open and i'm ALWAYS willing to make new rp partners 💕 thank you guys- #for all of your continued support again and i just want you all to know that your hard work in relation to your characters- #is evident and has not gone unnoticed!! like everyone here is so creative and talented at bringing their characters to life it's like... #*chef's kiss* that's the only way i could describe it really LOL but yeah

[ladyseidr]

standing in the open doorway of my blog. the fn.af hyperfixation is creeping back in ( not that it ever fully left ).

#☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥ #f n a f / #.tbd. #listen i've been taking a much-needed break from the rp side of tumblr #(usually my breaks consist of lurking and stressing out abt getting back. so like. not breaks.) #so yeah i haven't even been lurking BUT i miss y'all #i do wanna get back here but it's gotta be on my brain's terms #like. i NEED to focus on rping because i genuinely love it and not because Somebody Might Hate Me For Being Slow / Inactive #but yeah expect me lurking more again + maybe posting ooc / hc stuff #as for actual writing: we'll see!! hopefully soon because i miss it but i'm not gonna make promises #esp because i've been busy lately too #in the meantime i'm active on my personal and si.ms blog if anybody wants to urls #+ feel free to message me on dis.cord

[vampirictransgenderism]

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#im bitching in the tags abt the nostalgic nintendo yter sue me. sorry if this is how you learn. its rambling at this point. #yes this is about chuggaaconroy. man u fucked up big time!! IT'S CHUGGAACONCLUDED FOR YOU MAN. #tfw ur comfort youtuber you've been watching since you were a 12 year old has a mountain of allegations + #+ proven testimonies about him being a freak w women online and making them VERY uncomfortable w kink rp and disrespecting boundaries #i started watching him during super mario sunshine and had been a fan since. he inspired me recently to pick up BW/B2W2 on DS again. #the motherfucker that got me into game series i would have had no interest in if shown it at face value (xenoblade!! ily!!!!) #i took emily's stuff at as it was given and wanted to wait for more to come out bc she said there were others. then the 2 vtubers came out. #then Masae. She has nothing to lie about with him. She + Antdude + Werster + NCS + Jon have NOTHING to gain from talking about this. #she was his roommate!! and his current roommate NintendoCapriSun is confirming that this all happened!! #CHUGGA GOT CAUGHT IN 4K TOO. he flirted w her during a dnd campaign + the stephenvlogs videos with her in them she looks SO uncomfortable. #i feel so bad for all the artists + fan artists for his most recent LP too. they 100% do not want to be associated with THAT i guarantee. #but ya no longer a fan. hope everyone around him can get proper help + support. TLDR never have idols. you will always be disappointed.

[bonefall]

Does mapleshade still follow Crookedstar in this? What if her purpose doing that is to make sure riverclan never rejects a half-clan kit again (that’s why he doesn’t question Misty and stone and another reason for wanting his grandkits in riverclan)

I'm passionate about the idea that people are heavily influenced by their circumstances. It's much easier to be a good person when you have loving guidance and the environment to be your best self. Likewise, pain and suffering can bring out the worst even in the kindest, most selfless people.

And in both of the AUs I have for Mapleshade, she is not a particularly nice person to begin with. But being StarClan's best prosecutor allows the positive aspects of her personality to shine. So to answer your question:

"Does Mapleshade still follow Crookedstar?"

#Bonefall Rewrite

In the current version of my rewrite, Mapleshade is condemned to the Dark Forest for 3 counts of murder. She takes the ruling with pride and confidence, playing to the sympathetic crowd by chasing the other damned souls into the Dark Forest.

In truth she's just as spiteful as she was in life, and now she's alone with no friends or family, bored, in Hell, and uses all that spare time to haunt Appledusk's lineage, and basically everyone associated with her death (Perchpaw/shine as well).

So, it's really not for a constructive reason that she follows Stormkit. She pushed him off the stone to kill him and only broke his jaw. She notices that Rainflower has a spiteful, awful view of her son, and decides that it would cause even more suffering to keep Stormkit alive. She kills some more kits so he'll have a foster to suckle him, just to watch them make each other miserable.

(rewrite recap: Rainflower is now the Appledusk descendant. Stormkit is not getting a cruel renaming, Crookedjaw is an honor title.)

Crookedstar follows Darkstar's commandment, the Queen's Rights, because he is a good, proud leader who abides by the traditions of his predecessors. That's all. Mapleshade doesn't need to bully him into 'clan loyalty' or anything, her haunting is much more actively malevolent than canon.

#Better Call Mapleshade AU

In StarClan, Mapleshade is with her kits. Her wonderful, sweet children-- they are an excellent influence. She's still ruthless and vengeful, of course, but she lives for the contrary position she can hold up to StarClan

A LOT of her motivation stems from that. From knowing that StarClan would otherwise let people in who shouldn't be there (hypocritical? Yes) and she takes this duty very seriously.

The BCM AU shares some aspects of the Bonefall Rewrite, but here, I think it's very similar to canon. Mapleshade watches Rainflower emotionally abuse an innocent kitten, and she KNOWS that Rainflower would just get into StarClan without any intervention (the way she did in canon). Mapleshade needs more evidence to condemn her-- and she will create scenarios to get what she needs.

On one paw this IS born out of righteous fury. She IS thinking of her own kits, you might agree that Rainflower deserved the Dark Forest, and Mapleshade won't FORCE Rainflower to do anything she wouldn't already do. She will test her, that's all.

But to test her? She is going to use Crookedkit. This WILL cause a lot more pain to him than if she just left it all alone and let Rainflower get into StarClan. She encourages him into positions of power to prove himself, she lets this young cat think that his value is tied to what his abusive mother thinks of him.

Because the more pain he displays, the further the lengths he goes to in service of appeasing Rainflower, the more Mapleshade can use as ammo to get her damned.

Mapleshade always serves her own interests first and foremost, not those of the greater good.

#I typed out ''not those of the greater food'' by accident and FELLAS I am hungry #I want salmon so bad guys #I want a teriyaki/soy marinade with a little bit of citrus. Just a splash #Only I could get through a deep character analysis like this and come out only thinking about food #But consider; food is so delicious. you cannot blame me #Mapleshade #Rainflower #Crookedstar #Better Call Mapleshade AU #Bonefall Rewrite #Anyway like I want Mapleshade to still always be a baddie #I love her too much #EVIL women can have my heart and several other organs #im thinking about fish again #I once worked on the worldbuilding for an rp and we made a tradition based on the Mapleshade incident that you'd take-- #--trout and glaze it with maple syrup and then applewood smoke it for parents expecting a litter #I guess Mapleshade is just gonna make me crave fish for the rest of my miserable life #i should make some warrior cat inspired recipes someday #Or just some general dish ideas #new ask game LOL give me something ur clan eats and ill make a recipe for u #god im hungry #Maybe I should go eat lunch #warrior cats

[katyspersonal]

Ogay now your turn, who was your blorbo(s) before???

Damn... This is a harder question than it seems, because it is... hard to remember? My brain got SO rotted with Soulsborne world that I legit am forgetting how things used to be before that? It doesn't help that my feelings about the character and how much I talk about them / do for them do not always match! As a result, I have three types of blorbos:

1) The 'real' blorbo: The one that evokes the most feelings and I actively fantasize about being with, one that sparks yearning and attraction and consumes the most of my thoughts, but I won't do enough with

2) The 'productive' blorbo: The one which I practically breathe life in and create entire story and world for when canon didn't provide much and/or this character is unpopular. They often become crucial part of my online identity, or JUST my identity o_o'

3) The 'fanmade' blorbo: It is either an AU version of the character, an interpretation so unfitting and far from canon vibe that it almost works as an OC, or JUST an OC. I actually love/hate this one, because this is the asshole that will always make me stray from working on canon!! They will make me focus so much on them that depending on the nature of the character, I will forget the canon vibe in my love for this version or will forsaken general source material to join an AU/RP where this character is. Let me focus on canon-palatable creativity and stop wasting my time, dipshits!!

So, to give you the idea, in Bloodborne, type one would be, of course, Micolash, Edgar and Maria (but mostly Micolash)! Type two would be Rom and Izzy. And since recently my Laurence is between 1 and 2 because he is really S E X Y but also I have to create everything for him xD. Type three would be... uh...

My previous "fandom" was UTDR, but that stay was a little short-lasting, since Deltarune is work in progress and Undertale did not have the same grip on me. In there, my type one blorbo were Rouxls Kaard and Mettaton! You can tell I love the flamboyant sexy man with fake depth, fair level of depravity but not evilness, and intelligence of a brick dshhfdsdds My art never felt good enough to capture Mettaton's confident energy, however, I'd like to show this fanart of Rouxls:

Type two blorbo were Mad MewMew, Catti, and Diamond King! The latter two were sort of underdeveloped in canon at the time, and for MewMew I actually had a bunch of things, and even RPed as her for some time! Developing Diamond King was quite fun, though he was dangerously close to type 3 because of AU stuff where HE was the bad guy and not Spade King (and Catti was the 'monster' of the prophesy). Besides, we did give him a wife who is not getting used in canon but exists in the cards deck that WAS used for the 'cards'.

(EDIT: I made these sprites and I forgot that I made them and not Val o_o" Because it's been a few years ago + I am scatter-brained. Oh jeez)

And type three happened when I delved into helping to work on an AU for Deltarune, a project a passionate person started in hunger for completion of Deltarune, following after Chapter 1 and ignoring everything. Basically, attempt to finish the game that had AMAZING story and characters! I lended many designs, ideas and characters for it, improving it very significantly. I no longer work on that project and gave all rights to my designs and creative solutions to the developer, but it was FUN. And like I said, distracted me from the canon-palatable creativity. And helped me to finally come to terms with the fact that I am way better at nurturing, supporting, editing and improving someone else's projects than creating my own. It was a long time coming realisation considering how half of my drawings for any fandom used to be fanart of other people's ideas and OCs or fanart for our RP plots. Not something that can happen in this fandom because... you know. But yeah, I've always been the guy that would draw a pile of everyone's OCs/interpretations in the community, or help someone with no coherent design idea to GET that design down!

...ak-hem, where was I? Right, blorbos. So, the 'fanmade' blorbos were, of course, our version of Diamond Queen and... this BITCH:

This is Ace of Hearts! And Insight joke is actually something I just made up, since I made this guy before I knew anything about Bloodborne! It aged like fucking milk, hahahahaha!! To give you the idea of what I had to do to design the Aces, here are the cards by Kanotynes that Toby was using:

These are the face cards ( x )! If you saw Deltarune's chapter one, you can see how and which designs were used, and which changed.

And this is the only image of all cards I can reliably find ( x ). You can see that number cards were de-personalised and are just various things. So what I did was combining the face card look and find a way to "fuck it up", since Aces learned A LOT of 'Chaos' and not only part of it like Jevil (and now Spamton)! Here are the rest of them:

You can tell, even in healthy forms, they'd still be a bit... 'strange' compared with face cards. Ace of Clubs in healthy form would have only one head and one horn, and his 99 Insight Chaos version has 11 heads each with one peace of their body or face... And Ace of Diamonds would be a snake with 'umbrella' skin, which is nothing like other Diamond suits!

I was the one to insist that we have Aces in the project, conceptualised them, designed them, wrote them lore etc. And Ace of Hearts was my favourite, and also the scariest one. (of course I like the most creepy one -_-) It was also the first situation where I got obsessed with my OWN non-canon stuff... although, technically, they are no longer mine, since I passed the designs and right to write and use to the owner completely. Maybe it is to the better, as I moved closer towards enjoying my own content more!

(Idle sprites I've made back then!)

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Thank you for listening and giving me nostalgia, lol xD

#ask replies #utdr #deltarune #yooooooooooo that was nostalgic #i really don't feel like returning to that project ESPECIALLY after chapter 2 jossed too many things #the only thing that could convince me to go back to it is if Toby cancels the REAL deltarune #because again: i need to focus on canon-palatable creativity more #i no longer want to do community-oriented creativity because everything always falls apart because of dumb discord drama or something #especially RP communities #every single time some asshole makes a community Discord and before you know it everyone became everyone's enemies #so the best people leave/deactivate and shits that started it thrive before they get cancelled for something stupid #like nuh uh no longer investing in groups that just wreck themselves sooner or later #trust no one. not even the no one (c) #doodles #gifs #diamond king #ace of hearts #diamond queen #deltarune ocs

[battle-subway-ghost]

just leave the sand, it gives a nice crunch whenever you close em.

I don’t LIKE the crunch it’s horrible! It feels so gross.

#asks #anonymous #it makes me want to throw the ball across the room and never touch it again it’s awful #pkmn irl #pokemon irl #rotumblr #pokemon rp #pokeblogging #pokeblog rp #rotomblr

[insert-something-funy-here]

How do world building?

#HIIIIIIIII #I'M BAAAAAACK #i started making ocs again #i want to rant about the but at the same time i want to keep them mysterious for rp #at the same time i havent done rp in so long #but also i dont have a name for them yet and maybe that could help me come up with an idea #idk ANYWAYS #life has been badshit crazy recently #yk what time it is (time to make very traumatized ocs to cope) oh yeah #also I onky have 1 and a half ocs #but if i were to rp with the one i made it'd be a ling while before the rest of the world (and pantheon) would need to come into play #so like... #idk im just yapping

[plasky]

It's really stupid to think I hyperfixated on like a depressed underpaid 25 yr caramel apple

#but then again shes silly as hell!! #cameronposting #cameron post #cameron #like i killed this guy off in the singular rp thing i made him for and then i immediately got the deepest hyperfixation on him #its like hes trying to haunt me #he's incredibly stupid #but smart #he at the very least has to be smart enough to build bombs and a gun #he also had to make a formula for that shit because those thingys melt you too #blorbo #my fav little guy #she/him pronouns #anyways moots ignore this!! i just wanted to post the silly guy i was hyperfixating on

[fuckyeahyukiharu]

yOU ALL IM LAUGHING SO HARD

The archive is still there too, and all those fans who created works in the past still deserve some attention too, so please check out the archive if you haven't in a while and if you're also missing Tsuritama!!

Also, if you're interested, please check out my YukiHaru A.M.V \o/ (Made a few years back for YukiHarus shared birthdays specifically!)

{All I did was reblog some old gifs I missed to keep blog active, but I'm glad if people still appreciate this blog existing!!!}

(I may also have another A.M.V. or two planned for future years, if I can finish them in decent time!)

#fyeahyukiharu posts #fyeahyukiharu personal #fyeahyukiharu update #fyeahyukiharu blog #fyeahyukiharu tags #yukiharu fandom #(I was really surprised to see even a few people might be around because when I posted the A.M.V. things seemed really slow!!) #(Yes I'm still alive!!) #(THANKFULLY) #(I've also somehow avoided catching Covid this long but man Id be happy if I never caught it ever {Disabled}) #({since years before I even made this blog but right around when I was making it also the hyperthyroidism I never talked about}) #(Lets Just Say Last 10+ Years or So Had Experiences) #(If theres still fan base interest around I'll see if I can drop an image set later on or two again) #(Most of my fav scenes have been posted already I think but theres a small handful of ones people missed posting in full!) #(Like the scene I posted before even if it wasnt specifically YukiHaru {but YukiHaru relevant when it came to Sanadas + plot}) #(I also used to rp Haru for about two years back around 2k14 and super miss that too) #(So I do definitely still get nostalgic for it but if people were wondering about me I just want everyone to know I'm ok + still around!!) #(I think I did miss some art posts in recent years so I'll see what I can still find at some point and queue those too!)

[girlscience]

anyone else get self-destructive when they are bored because at least feeling like shit is more engaging than feeling nothing?

#I'm trying very hard to stop myself from going down some very stupid rabbit holes on tumblr right now #but it is only kind of working #I am also stressed about finding an apartment and figuring out signing up for classes in the fall #which isn't helping #I was FINE this morning #I was thinking about my swtor character and her backstory and her old master #and it was great!!! I was having a good time! #but now I'm at work and can't focus and really just want someone to do like oc lore/rp for swtor with me #but again. I'm at work. and I don't know of anyone who would want that (unless you do jess) #(but I didn't think you were all that interested/enjoyed rp that much) #also. I would like to just dress up as a jedi and pretend to be one irl #and I can't do that #I should make a jedi cosplay honestly #do I get tik tok again just to see if there are people on there making jedi oc rp content #no. I shouldn't. but what if they are???????

[citrus-sours]

also i have issues so now i am a shihai hater. im sorry, Romero 4 class 1-B

#shihai was found making a pipe bomb to give to tokoyami so he was expelled now Romeros just there #hi everyone go throw tomatoes at dogma he ha givin me the bnha sickness #anyways i still think abt romenuki every once in awhile. i was an elite back then #i wanna re make my juzo blog soooooo fucking bad man so so bad. i thinki just want to rp again i miss that shit

[tvrningout-archived]

so here's what i'm thinking -- i'm gonna remake this blog. i've wondered for a while if i shouldn't just remake and start over ( with some exceptions ofc ) bc i've felt overwhelmed whenever i try to be here. it's my fault bc i let things pile up too much, and that happened bc i think i've just been biting off more than i can chew at a time.

that's why i'm going to attempt to make my blog a lil more private/selective this time around. i probably won't follow everyone on my new blog who i follow currently simply bc i want to focus more on my mutuals than i have been, and there's just no way i can do that if i'm following 100+ people. obviously if we're long time mutuals or we've interacted ic or ooc, you're stuck with me <3 but otherwise, pls know there's absolutely no hard feelings if i don't follow you!! i just want to be sure i'm surrounding myself with people i'm comfy with, especially when my social battery is low all the time lately. i promise if i could write and talk to everyone, i would ;n;

honestly!! it's gonna take me a while to remake bc it's gonna be a lot. it's gonna be a slow process bc i gotta set up the blog, the muse pages, reblog headcanons and whatnot, so it'll be a minute before i start all of this thanks to school. i just wanted to go ahead and get this post out and circulating so y'all know why i might be kinda silent aside from being busy.

#me making a longwinded post just to say i'm eventually remaking? yes ofc it's my brand #asdfg #but thank you all for being patient with me and i'm sorry if i disappoint anyone! #i just want to get back to writing more consistently like i used to #and maintaining conversations with my mutuals without making them wait a whole week for me to muster the spoons to talk #i want rp to be something i look forward to again rather than feeling bad bc i have a million things i owe #and mutuals who don't hear from me bc good gosh i just feel bogged down #yeah i just need to do this ;v; #get ready to ramble | ooc #weeps i need to go study now but i'm so sleepy y'all i don't wanna

[runawaycarouselhorse]

#why are some rp partners obsessive weirdos anyway #a good OOC/IC filter is needed you aren’t married to your rp partner let people live thank you!! #it’s make-believe y’all if you make me feel bad I’m taking my dollies to go play somewhere else… #also weird petty people who feel like they have to have the last laugh or something what… just move on #treat your next partner better find someone you’re compatible with don’t be a stalker etc. etc. #definitely do not block evade and approach folks from new accounts when you know they wouldn’t want to play with you again… don’t be creepy #it’s not hard #also if we’ve got irreconcilable differences moooove ooon #you chose your hill to die on and I think it’s morally reprehensible so I take my leave