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sugurizz · 8 days

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𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓/𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 +𝟏𝟖 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐃𝐍𝐈!!

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 ── Bby Boo Joo is a M E N A C E but I know a lot of us noticed him being all soft and tender (like 1% of the time) but oh well, I can work with that 💪🏼. So here’s some of the ways Jaekyung expresses his…feelings? Ig. kinda his love language.. in a way 💕…

𝐁𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧: 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐀𝐒𝐊.

Also thanks for the inspo and sorry ik this ask was sent long ago 🤧. U can call me Hana but I’ve been thinking about Yuna as a new alias…idk.

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬: established relationship, Physiotherapist F! Reader, shared house, implied power dynamics, hints at sex/ SEXUAL content.

Living in Jaekyung’s penthouse sure made life easier for both of you. It slowly aquainted you to each other, bodies and minds. You slowly got used to his mannerisms, little habits and his little pet-peeves. The sense of pride it gave you to feel like you knew him more than anybody else sure gave you a tiny ego boost. especially him desiring you whenever his body needs it…

♥︎──♥︎ He checks on you randomly. Casually pretending to walk by your room and just making sure you’re there. He does it almost whenever he’s home with you. Sometimes getting a bit sly with it so you don’t really notice him. But you slowly learned it was his way of checking up on you, making sure you’re around him -you know- just in case…

♥︎──♥︎ He hates you not being home, especially when he’s back from overtime training. Whenever he’s feeling stressed, uneasy or just in a sour mood, he’d rather you be around him or at least somewhere he knows.

He made it obvious the one day you were away til a late hour at night. He came home from his evening workout, didn’t find you there and instantly texted you.

‘I’m home. need you to check on my shoulder.’

♥︎──♥︎ He always complains about his feather-light sleep, but snoozes like a baby whenever you’re in his bed. The nights before his matches are surprisingly best for him. He gets the best sleeping quality after he pounds the juices out your poor pussy. He wakes up before you for sure, but his cute disheveled morning hairs are sure proof of a healthy healthy nap.

♥︎──♥︎ He likes it better when you make the food. His cocky ass always claims he’s fine making it himself but eats twice the amount whenever it’s you cooking his meals. He’d pretend he’s tired and not in the mood whenever he craves your cooking cause…his ass can’t simply ask for something lol. Yet he gets all giddy and blushy when his fav smoked eel dish is ready.

♥︎──♥︎ He hates to see you in any pain. Always saying it’s just for himself though…You know, just because he wants you always safe and ready to keep him in peak condition. and NOT because he actually cares or anything.

Yet why does he still gets annoyed at you getting the slightest scratch? He frowns when he notices you wearing band-aids, having a bruise or even some random shallow cuts on your hands and he’d instantly grab your arm, staring into your eyes and asking you how’d you get the injury.

♥︎──♥︎ He likes randomly noticing you…*ahem* underclothed. booty shorts definitely trigger his inner perv. He stares at your ass when you’re standing in the bathroom, doing your skincare freshly out of a quick nighty shower. So damn shameless when he stares. Almost undressing you with the raven eyes and thick lashes. So annoying…

You usually end up taking another shower that same night, only with his thick cum flowing down your thigh the second time :3

♥︎──♥︎ He can sense whenever you’re feeling down…IRONICALLY? Sounds like a joke with Jaekyung being the dick he is LOL but trust me on this one.

He almost has a sixth sense whenever you’re sad, scared, stressed out or just if something inconvenient happens to you in general. He’d never admit it -obviously- but it bugs him if he ever caught you teary-eyed. It gets him uneasy and you can tell when his mood sometimes matches yours..

Uhhh smells like love in here *insert Jaekyung stuffing his nose with toilet paper scraps*

♥︎──♥︎ He hates when you struggle to do something by yourself instead of asking him for help. (paying bills, dealing with packages, paperwork etc…) Says they’re just ‘bs problems’ and he can solve them for you much quicker and better than you could. He’d do it himself or even pays someone to do it instead.

Besides, he’s not kidding when he says he wants all your focus on him so he’d rather everything around you gets taken care of just so you can be there for him at all times.

♥︎──♥︎ He doesn’t mind your outside life but would definitely notice when you’re all cute and dolled-up for some reason.

It’s not only about the dolly looks to be fair. He’d bend you over the kitchen counter in your stained apron and fuck you dumb or suck your tits in your goofy pattern pjs on one of his long sleepless nights…

But the time he notices you spraying your cherry fragance in the bathroom, your perky breasts sticking shyly through your dress and a shiny jewel dangling from your ankle bracelet always gets him tight in his boxers.

He walks in with his glossy eyes, same naugthy grin you see when he’s in that mood..

‘Tomorrow’s my back check-up. Better not be late.’ He steps behind you, arms lazily crossed above his chest.

You nodded and made your way through the entrance, catching a honeyed voice behind you.

‘Hey Doc. I’ll drop you by'...

…His white McLaren got you there way ahead of time. so ahead that you ended up clawing at the door close to you, the little ankle bracelet jiggling over Jaekyung’s back and your shaky arms wrapped shut around his shoulders. Begging him to let you cum in fear of missing on your little night out...

#joo jaekyung smut #joo jaekyung x reader #joo jaekyung #jinx bl #jinx manhwa #jjk smut #jinx mingwa #jinx #jjk x reader #jjk x you #jjk imagines

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seresinhangmanjake · 1 year

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Beyond the Hills intro (College AU)

Ok so I had a lot of Signed Away part 14 written, but then I realized I needed to change it, so it's going to take me a little longer than I thought to get it posted.

Instead, I thought I would post the first part of the intro to Beyond the Hills to see if you guys like it because this is literally all i have to offer you at the moment 😅

Jake Seresin x Reader

Summary: Technically, you and Jake Seresin have known each other for twelve years. All throughout your childhood education, you and Jake shared classes, lunch periods, homeroom teachers. It seemed if the opportunity for you to be in the same space arose, the universe made it happen. But you were not friends. Not enemies, either. Not much of anything to one another outside of the occasional class project partners. When high school ended you assumed that would change, but then you find yourselves at the same college, and once again, forced together. It seems no matter where you go, Jake Seresin is there. But you are not the shy girl you were in your youth. You want to try things now; party, have fun, do things you’ve never done before, and suddenly, for reasons you don’t understand, Jake seems to take issue with your new choices.

Part 1 (intro)

You were quiet, shy, always had been, Jake remembered. From the very first second he saw you shuffle your way into Mrs. Paulson's first grade class, hidden behind your mother's leg and gripping the hem of her skirt for dear life, Jake knew the type of girl you were. Boring. Lame. No fun and not worth the time. But that didn't stop him from watching you when he thought no one else was looking.

He'd stare curiously at the girl who colored alone, ate lunch alone, parted from the group at recess to go play with the flowers and insects at the perimeter of the playground, again, alone. He could see your lips move, forming words for a one-sided conversation with the plants and tiny bugs who would never respond. He'd notice how you smiled anyway.

Weird---that was the word. You were completely weird. And yet he watched you still. He watched you grow, as he had grown. He watched you turn into a woman, as he had become a man. For twelve years he had tried to keep his eyes from searching for you, from seeking out the odd girl he'd found annoyingly intriguing, and he failed miserably. So when you walked into lecture hall C for the freshman English class, choosing to sit three rows in front of him, just two seats to the left, Jake knew he was fucked. If you were around, an uncontrollable part of him would always be tempted to find you. He supposed he could fight with himself to stay away, but that wasn't a battle he was sure he could win. After all, he'd never won before.

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millenialfanfictionaddiction · 2 years

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Being Oikawa's Little Sister and Iwa's crush

😡 Oikawa Is Mean To You 😡

Oikawa 'the jerk' Toru featuring Seijoh x fem! Reader

Warnings: Swearing, Oikawa being mean

AN: This is an Anon request

You want to punch him Yn?

I have no problems fighting men 😒

Seriously tho, I think you've suffered enough being the baby sister of the infamous Toru Oikawa 🙌🏻

Did you guys hear that? The gates of heaven opening, the birds singing and the sun shining 🥰

Yeah me neither 🙃

Oh well, back to your life plight

Being the sister of Toru had its pros and cons

The cons vastly outweighing the pros but nevertheless

It's not like you could help who you are biologically related to YN so you just have to deal

You played many different rolls as Oikawa's sister including (but not limited to) bodyguard, warden, comforter, and PR Manager

Seriously the amount of times you had to tell his fan girls he already left for the day just so he could escape the bathroom alive 🙄

YN's out here doing God's work

The one good thing is that your work never went unnoticed 🥰

Well by Toru it did but we aren't talking about him rn

Because Iwaizumi Hajime, 18, Wing-spiker/Seijoh Ace has our FULL attention 😏

This sweet angel istg-

He is so smitten with you YN and yet you haven't noticed

Or maybe it's because you never through you'd grab the attention of THE Iwaizumi

Probably too busy running errands for Oikawa 😒

Anyways, Iwa has had a crush on you for literal years

Like since him and Oiks became besties!

You use to follow them, trying to play volleyball

Iwa would often ignore you, too worried he'd mess up and say something stupid ☹️

But Oikawa (always saying something stupid) told you to just bug off

The amount of times you told your mom and Toru got in trouble 🤣

If that didn't solidify Iwa's feelings for you, I don't know what did

Of course, Oikawa knew of Iwa's crush on you 🙄

Mans used it at every turn to save his ass

"Ah ah Iwa-chan, would YN-chan want you to cause her brother more grief?"- Oikawa would say just as Iwa was about to pelt him with a volleyball

Makki, Mattsun, Kunimi, Yahaba, Kyotani, Watari and Kindaichi 👉🏻 I'm sure YN will forgive Iwa 😐

Oikawa 👉🏻😱 THE SLANDER

Iwaizumi 👉🏻 🧑🏻💥 🏐

Everything was going right in the world, until it wasn't 🙃

Because that's what we do here

It was a particularly rough day, Seijoh had just lost to Shiratorizawa 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 and everyone was in a mood

Especially Oikawa

Please when Oikawa is in a mood, stay clear 😒

Unfortunately you are too much of a sweet angel to do this

Thinking you can cheer the boys up during the practice is what we do 🥰

You arrived in the gym, seeing the boys setting up

Makki and Mattsun greet you in their normal way, probably with head pats 😍

Kyotani waves at you and you wave back

Kunimi and you text constantly so no need for a physical exchange of words YN ✋🏻

You see Iwaizumi and smile at him, watching him blush and return a goofy smile in return 🥺

Please he's got it SO bad for our bby YN

Then you lay eyes on the demonic creature that is your brother

He's practically boiling with rage at this point, probably muttering about how much he hates Ushijima

"If you would have just come to Shiratorizawa... blah blah blah" he says repeatedly

"Hey bro, what's up-" you say coming up next to him

Toru looks at you then looks away, completely ignoring you

RUDE

But we will forgive him, so you try again...

"Toru, hey I came to help you guys today. What would you like me to do?" You said, perky and happy, trying to change the mood from glum to fun

Toru ignores you yet again, as you figure out your next course of action

At this point all of Seijoh is watching, waiting to see what's gonna happen

"Come on Toru-" "YN WILL UOU PLEASE JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!"

You snap back at your brother's shouting, eyes widening

"CANT YOU SEE NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE PARADING AROUND THE GYM YN! CANT YOU GET THAT THROUGH YOUR TINY HEAD OR IS YOUR BRAIN TO STUPOD TO COMPREHEND THAT WE DONT WANT YOU HERE!"- Toru yells, heaving as you back away

"ENOUGH"- Iwaizumi shouts, running towards you and Toru

Your eyes burn with tears as you back up, trying not to let the damn break

"YN hey-" Makki says as him and Mattsun approach

You and Toru look at each other, tears now spilling down your eyes

The realization of his words hit him

"YN, I'm sorry- I-"

"TORU OIKAWA, FUCK YOU"- you scream as you turn, running out of the gym

Kyotani gets up, running after you with Yahaba and Watari

Toru watches as the rest of the gym falls silent

Iwaizumi is PISSED

Like seriously PISSED

Like it's death con level P I S S E D

He's balling his fists up, steam coming off of him

It's so bad that Makki and Mattsun back up

"Kunimi, Kindaichi you guys should probably leave-" Mattsun says as Kunimi and Kindaichi run 🏃‍♂️ towards the gym doors

"Iwa, I know I fucked up ok, I- I'll go and apologize right now"- Toru says as Iwaizumi reaches for a ball, gripping it hard

"Oikawa you better pray Kyotani can talk her down or I swear to GOD you won't be leaving this gym ALIVE"- Iwaizumi growls

Outside of the gym, you sink to the floor, crying as the words run through your head

You and Toru had fought may times but never had it hurt this bad

He had said many mean things to you in the past but saying those things and in front of the whole team, how embarrassing 🥺

You felt someone slide down besides you as you looked to see Kyotani and Yahaba along with Watari surrounding you

"I'm not going to forgive him" you said, wiping your tears

"Nah we don't expect you too"- Yahaba said

"We were just checking on you kid"- Kyotani said as you smile a little, you're friends making your situation a little lighter

"Besides Iwaizumi has probably already murdered him and Makki and Mattsun are trying to hide the body" Watari added, making you belt out a laugh 🤣

"Come back with us, don't let him get to you" Kyotani says as you nod and stand up

You walk back into the gym and see Kunimi and Kindaichi waiting outside the doors, peeking in 👀

"What's wrong?" You said, coming to see

"Iwaizumi is so pissed off YN, seriously I've never seen him so mad"- Kindaichi said

"Yeah, pretty sure Makki and Mattsun are afraid to move because it might set him off"- Kunimi

Inside you see Oikawa on his knees, Iwaizumi standing with a volleyball at the ready, anger radiating off him

"Please Iwa-chan, I didn't mean to hurt YN! Please I know you like them and I really messed up!"- Oikawa pleaded

You stopped, walking into the gym at hearing that Iwaizumi liked you

"Oikawa!! I should kill you for hurting them! You knew how I felt and seeing them cry" Iwaizumi said, his face heating more

You walked up behind Iwaizumi and stopped

"Y-You like me Hajime?" You say, eyes wide and a smile sneaking on your face

"I-uh I- uh" Iwaizumi says, tone instantly shifting from rage to nerves

"Haji" you say, coming closer to him

"YN I LIKE YOU SO MUCH! IVE LIKED YOU SINCE WE WERE KIDS. THE FIRST TIME I EVER SAY UOU I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING EVER"- Iwaizumi said, word vomiting his confession

You stare back at him, smiling before you lean in and kiss his lips lightly

Iwaizumi looks at you and pulls you into a hug, swinging you around the gym

"I like you to Haji" you say before he kisses you again

The team watches in silent, all gushing at how happy you two are 🥺

Until Oikawa ruins it 😐

"This has all gone according to plan" Oikawa said, standing up and dusting himself off

Everyone just looks at him, confused 🤨

"Shut up Oikawa you didn't plan any of this"- Makki says

"Yeah you are just lucky it worked out"- Mattsun added

Iwaizumi is now growling at Toru who jumps back and screams a little 😅

You approach your brother glaring as he lowers his head in shame

"I'm sorry Yn, will you please forgive me" he says

You look at him, then to Hajime who nodds at you

"I'll forgive you on one condition" you say

"Anything yn"

"I get to hit you with a volleyball"- you say, smirking

Oikawa looks up and smiles

"Yeha ok, I'll take that" he says, probably thinking you can't throw with shit

But it's a good thing you've been studying the Iwaizumi Hajime technique all these years yn 🙃

The ball pelts Oikawa right in the back of the head, sending him flying forward as he starts to whine

"YN CHANNNNN" he cries as everyone laughs

"Nice arm sweetheart" Iwaizumi says, skipping your cheek as you smile back at him 🥰

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allister-1903929 · 8 months

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Gooooood night!

I don’t want to make my bug-to-puppet characters into actual OCs but I still think they’re adorable hehe >^<

Tiny piece of cotton (or maybe marshmallow, who knows?) so that the bby didn’t hurt their head. Yes✨

#welcome home #welcome home arg #welcome home neighbor #julie joyful #Jonesy joyful #Als-arts

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tinytinybumblebee · 8 months

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Imagine Tav and Astarion are regressed together, but Tav is off running around a field near camp. Astarion is complaining to mama Karlach about Tav not wanting to play with him. She points out he could just go join their game, but this just makes him pout more. Eventually Astarion just starts stacking blocks and knocking them over to get his frustration out. That's when Tav finally comes back and they have a big bouquet of wildflowers they collected from the field. They hand it to him, and he's just so giddy about being given pretty flowers that he forgets he was upset with Tav at all. (They sit and make flower crowns together out of it.) Just pouty clingy Astarion, and little Tav going on silly adventures to get little treasures for him to make him smile.

AaaaaAAAAAA?????🥺💖💖💖

Bby Astarion likes seated play. You don't get bugs or yucky grass stains when you're playing on a blanket!! But the vampire also likes for his fellow tiny ones to stay near him or else he'll get huffy/pouty!

Especially with Tav! Tav is his tiny buddy!!! So when Tav is toddling off, Astarion whines and pouts because he knows Mama Karlach won't just scoop Tav up and bring them back xD

But, that pouty lip is gone in an instant when Tav shows him the flowers! Astarion hugs the flowers then pulls Tav in for a biig hug (Tav then probably puts some of the flowers in Astarion's hair aaa♡)

#agere #age regression #sfw #fandom agere #mailbox #bg3 #Astarion

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fullscoreshenanigans · 2 months

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HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!!! 👆little bug freaks

𝕆 𝕌 𝔾 ℍ 𝓢𝓚𝓡𝓤𝓝𝓚𝓛𝓘𝓔𝓢!!!!! LITTLE TINY BBY BUG SKRUNKLIES IN MATCHING PINK!!!! 💖🖤💞🧡💞🤍💖

#thank you Ruby this is so sweet 🤧😭😭😭💖💝#sepiamestus #Norrayemma #Noremray #Ray #Emma #Norman #Purple-eyed Ray Tag #Pre-Canon #Introduction Arc #Escape Arc #FSS Asks #sent to me #Ray's little (¬_¬) with the tiniest bit of a pout added to it to once again be a Tsunde-Ray over how much he actually likes being there #Emma radiating with ebullience so much so her hair fans out in a chaotic mane #I also really like how Norman's face turned out her looks like such a pudgy lil guy whose cheeks I want to affectionately squish |3 #and as always respect to those giving this cast more melanin

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madphantom · 1 year

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WOOOOO YEAH BBY THATS THE MOMENT WEVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR- penguin01

I'M SO RELIEVED, I'm very excited for tomorrow's premiere but tbh I worked genuinely hard on this film and if I'm happy with something I did it's typically good because I'm very critical of my own work and it's very hard to get me to be satisfied with something I made because I live in constant fear of not being good enough.

Because of the white noise in the audio background I leaned heavily into the lost media aesthetic, it's got some hazy VHS vibes going on and a technicolor filter, it's grainy and there's this vinyl crackle in the music that really gives it a 70s aesthetic. There's a tiny continuity error that bugs me a bit, but it's forgivable, and the colour scheme genuinely turned out so good.

Honestly, I'm just very excited.

#personal post #goncharov #goncharov (1973)

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shower-man · 5 months

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Tag game!

I was tagged by @aomitois ty bby

Nicknames: Koda or CB

Zodiac: Cancer

Height: 5,5

Last thing I googled: how to burn cds on macbook

Song stuck in my head: Bug it Out by Bubbleguppies

Number of followers: 100 or smth

Amount of sleep: 6 hour 30 min to the dot everyday

Lucky number: 25 cuz when I was little thats what netflix would stop loading on

Dream job: Theology professor or cognitive psychologist (not therapy psychology, i wanna put them under a microscope)

Wearing: dark wide leg jeans, thick black belt with silver rings, cropped graphic t shirt, and a grey jacket

Favourite song: Tiny Boy by Von

Favourite instrument: trombone bc I play it

Aesthetic: pastel pink and white or avid clubber

Favourite author: erm.. ig robert greene

Favourite animal noise: bird chirps in the morning

Random: I know three people who are getting in scheduled fights today, all of which im friends with

@zihus @stuck-in-the-rabbit-hole @hotncoldclawdene @envyaudrey @grav3yarddweller

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sharkkfacee · 1 year

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#dragon ball #perfect cell #dragonball oc #little beetle wasp dood #tiny bugs bby bugs #they have my soul

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xlovebitz · 6 months

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~. Day 17's prompt: soft .~

a little showcase of Lightning Dusts and Marble Pie's bby Flashwave when she was around 3months old and 3 years old they nicknamed her Dustbunny..cuz i mean.. look at her <3

Pegasi are known to be super fluffy in general. Their thick coats help fend off the harsh weather they help control/create and the lower temperatures at higher altitudes. And while adult pegasi are a bit less obvious about the amount of floof they're carrying around, pegasus fillies are… not. While there are exceptions of course, most pegasus fillies are essentially balls of fur with 2 huge bug eyes glued on.

Speaking of, all fillies are very awkwardly proportioned. With heads that are way too big for their tiny necks to hold up, eyes as big as plates to a point they're bordering on alien and little stumpy legs that are often crisscrossed to help with balancing the weight of their heads. Different species of magical pastel horse tend to also have special types of wonk to them. Pegasus fillies are fluffy af as i already mentioned but their wings are also super tiny and extremely frail. Having hollow bones means that the smallest wrong fall and they might risk major injury or even (in worst case scenarios) flightlessness. Earth pony fillies' hooves are bigger than you'd expect, making them stumble over their own legs and often walk like those videos of dogs wearing shoes. Unicorns have tiny nubby horns that may cause "magic bursts", resulting in random spells being cast. And "pureblooded unicorns" or "ancient unicorns" have looonnnggg tails that drag around getting all types of dirty and snag on everything even slightly sharp. They usually get taught to hold their tails up higher, it's simply more comfortable for them.

^ This is also why a lot of unicorn elites, most often in Canterlot and the Crystal Empire, hold their tails up higher. Way back when ancient unicorns we're more common, naturally a lot high ranking magicians and royalty (Starswirl the Bearded, Princess Platinum, Queen Amore, so on) were also ancient unicorns. Once ancient unicorn traits started slowly fading and modern unicorns became more of a norm, some unicorns - desperate to keep their fame and power - pointed to these old greats that once were, claiming that being "pureblooded" is what made them so powerful - deciding to follow behaviors of these "pureblooded" ancestors. Like holding their tails up higher, getting cosmetic procedures to make their hooves cloven, growing beards, magical treatments to stimulate fetlock growth etc. And while modern scientists all agree that there is no correlation between ancient unicorn traits and being more magically gifted or intelligent, a lot of unicorns still follow these norms set by their ancestors. Most because they simply like having long fetlocks or don't care to shave their beards or maybe even wanna make a fashion statement but some elites still follow them to keep any smidge of power they can. "Holding up ones tail shows class and elegance, dearie" - Prince Blueblood, probably

#mlp:fim #mlp #my little pony #flashwave #novaverse au #artober 2023 #artbydefault

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annwayne · 2 years

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The Red Logs: Return to the Temple Ch. 10

Chapter 10: Down Time

Last Chapter <- -> Next Chapter

Fem!OC X Crosshair

Word Count: 3194

Fic Summary:

There are benefits to owning a clone bar. Underworld lords don’t threaten you to pay for protection. Clones are great company. And the drinks taste great. However, there are also risks to owning a clone bar. Like, for example, becoming the fuck buddy of a special clone task force member so your life gets threatened when a Separatist puts out a bounty for your capture in order to use you as blackmail. Also your sleep schedule get’s wrecked. But Anya Tougt is a little more capable than an average bar owner.

Ao3 Link Here

Warnings apply to whole fic:

Canon typical violence, descriptions of panic attacks, alcohol, swearing, 18+ themes (eventual smut), trauma, religious trauma parallels, mild gore

Authors Note:

man it’s been a long time but progress, tiny tiny progress has been made. Gif is mine.

28 BBY. A huge temple and I still can’t avoid Obi-Wan. That terror of a youngling he brought back convinced an R2 unit to let him into the speeder bay and onto one of the speeders for a joy ride. I just happened to be in that speeder bay when they peeled off, so I got the luxury of telling Obi-Wan himself where the kid went. The temple still hasn’t calmed down.

Bustling noise was the first thing I noticed about The Negotiator. The massive ship hummed with life as we stepped out of the Marauder. Clones, more clones than I had ever seen in one place, rushed to prepare everything for the battles yet to come. Speeders and Bombers lined the long bay. Tech and I pushed crates of supplies into the Marauders loading dock. Hunter chatted with Cody, occasionally glancing my way. Crosshair sat in the loading dock glaring at any reg who dared look his way. And hopefully, Wrecker was peacefully asleep in his bed.

“I believe that is everything. Thank you for your help, Annie.” Tech dusted his hands after deactivating the last anti-grav plate. “Once Hunter is finished talking with Cody we’ll be on our way.”

“Of course. I couldn’t just sit around doing nothing and watch you work.” I tilted my head towards Crosshair who shot me a narrow glance.

“Tech’s a big boy, Commander.” He snipped with a glint in his eye.

Ever since my comment refusing to accept any titles, Crosshair added them to his bag of ammo and he wasn’t shy about using those words against me. That was on me, I should have expected the little shit to push my limits. It’s all he ever did back at the bar, just with different tools. “What’s taking Hunter anyways?” I peaked my head around the docking bay walls. Now Obi-Wan had joined the conversation.

“You, likely.” Tech stood beside me tapping away at his datapad. All the information we downloaded was a mess of different languages, encryption, and codes. He had been working to untangle the mess since we set out to intercept The Negotiator. “A brand new Padawan joining our mission with their Jedi Master is one thing, but now you’ll be left alone with us. There are certain regulations that need to be observed.”

I struggled to hold in a massive scoff. Regulations? This was the last squad in all of the Grand Army of the Republic to care for regulations. Precautions sounded more apt. “New to the GAR, not to being a Padawan. I was one solar cycle away from being Knighted before my previous Master was murdered.” Flashes of my true Master came to mind. Tali, what would you think of me now? Even back then I knew I was a shit Padawan. Yet Tali put up with my questions, my rebellious nature, and even those nights where I refused to leave the temple gardens. Those nights she would sit silently beside me and we’d watch the lightning bugs dance to the music of the city-planet.

Wearing a helmet made daydreaming way too easy, as Tech had to pull my shoulder to get my attention back to the present day. “Annie, could you look at this?” He brought the datapad up between us so I could read. A message in a language I didn’t understand took up most of the screen, but at the very bottom there was a name.

“No kriffing way.” Quickly I looked back up at Tech. “What’s the message say?” A few clicks later the text translated itself into Basic. Slowly I read the message.

“Meet me at the coords below. Bring double my normal price and come alone. You’ll be glad I came to you.”

-Lyn Parreva

“She couldn’t…” Deep sorrow pulled my shoulders down. Rage snapped my head up. Flashes of the young twi'lek only added fuel to the mess of emotions I was feeling. Betrayal, regret, and pain forced me forward. “Who was this sent to?” The genius clone couldn’t see the rage in my eyes, but he could hear it on my lips.

“It appears we have identified your bounty’s sponsor, Annie.” Tech adjusted his goggles. “Their name is Vekek, Miyaeli Vekek.” That name meant nothing to me.

“So then where are we headed?” Plastoid boots thudded against the ship’s ramp as Hunter boarded. Once he was clear, the sergeant slammed the button to close the Marauder back up.

Without missing a beat Tech answered. “Ryloth. From what I’ve read Vekek was the lead scientist behind the serum we saw in action.” Hunter kept walking down the gangway. Tech matched his pace as he explained. “There are records suggesting they were planning to introduce the serum to the population of Doashim on their home planet. Hunter,” Tech’s call turned his brother’s head. “This was recorded only two cycles ago.”

Crosshair hopped down from his perch atop stacked crates. “We barely took out one of those monsters.” He followed his brothers through the doorway separating the docking bay to the midship. I stayed a step behind, listening but adding nothing.

“Exactly,” Tech opened the door to the cockpit. “We will need to eliminate any Doashim injected with the serum and destroy everything pertaining to the formula.” He slid into his seat and began flipping toggles and pressing buttons to bring the Marauder to life.

Hunter sat in the co-pilot’s seat, but turned to look back at Crosshair and I. “Annie, the general requested I keep one of us with you during battle. In fact, he recommended Crosshair stay at your side in combat.” Murder. I was planning a murder now. “So, I want you two to train together, get familiar with each other’s fighting techniques. As much as you can, we have a cycle and half of hyperspace before we reach Ryloth.”

“He did, did he?” I hissed between my clenched jaw. Surprisingly, the voice modulator still managed to catch my words. Crosshair cocked an eyebrow at my reaction, but said nothing.

And then, we were banished from the cockpit. Together we returned to the docking bay, just about the only place with enough space to practice any close combat on the ship. After I stacked a few crates higher than regulation standard with the force, we had a decent sparring area. Crosshair held his helmet against his hip as he started talking.

“So, Annie, what is your combat training and experience?” He watched as I stretched my limbs in preparation.

“Well,” Of course there was the training I received while living at the temple, but how was I supposed to explain the random street fighting I had picked up from Jayas? “My previous Master focused on teaching me stealth and using an opponent's momentum against them. However, I do know some less refined styles of hand to hand combat.”

Crosshair barely crooked his head at my words. A grin I couldn’t pin between entertained or surprised grew on his lips. Maybe it was both. “Alright, let’s see what that looks like.” The clone donned his helmet and stepped forward.

Immediately, he threw the first punch. In response I threw up an arm to block him and pushed against his forearm to force his fist towards the ground. He retaliated with a cross that I deflected again. Then he threw up his knee that forced me back and off balance to avoid the hit. He took advantage of my opening and landed a hook into the side of my helmet. My vision danced. Crosshair continued with the offense. He threw punches aimed for my gut this time that again, I deflected. Our heavy breathing and plastoid armor clanking filled the cargo hold.

“Come on, Commander,” He said between quick breaths. “You’ve got to know some offensive moves.”

He grabbed my shoulder and sent a knee towards my helmet. I twisted out of his grasp and landed behind him, then returned the favor. In fluid movements I hooked his elbow with mine and flung him forward. The momentum sent him hurtling backwards till he regained his footing. Then I closed the distance between us and threw my forearm towards his helmet. Just as I thought he was surprised, he deflected my attack with the same technique I had been using all this fight.

“Good.”

Like a dance, we circled each other around the room. Punches, grapples, and kicks were thrown and usually deflected. Occasionally the marksman would land a blow against my helmet or gut, but I had yet to land a punch on him. I caught him off balance, swept his legs out from under him so he fell forward, and even managed to flip him when he attempted to restrain me, but not a single punch met its destination.

Eventually, I was a second too slow and landed square on my back. Before I could stand back up, Crosshair’s hand was on my collarbone and his knees at either side of my legs. Fucking hell. This was not a good time to get turned on. Maker, this helmet was putting in work.

“My win.” His grin was audible. He hopped up, then offered a gloved hand my way. I took it.

“Yeah, yeah, you likely have more hand-to-hand combat experience. Jedi tend to focus on saber techniques.” I gestured towards the hilt on my hip. “Not that it’s useless, but droids don’t exactly have the mobility to move like this, so why start here?”

Crosshair removed his helmet and ran a hand through his gray hair. “Some can, commando droids. Besides,” He smirked. “Hunter wanted us to get familiar. There’s no better way to learn how the other moves.”

I could think of one, but that was not battle friendly. “Right.”

“Now, how do you move with that?” He stared at the weapon on my hip.

“My lightsaber?” I grabbed it and turned the hilt over in my hand. Silver metal caught the bright ship lights. “Nothing special, but I hope you aren’t suggesting shooting at me. Those bolts have to go somewhere.”

The sniper chuckled and shook his head. “Nah, Hunter would have my head if I made a mess of the Marauder.” He crossed his arms and leaned back against the ship hull. “What about your forms?”

“What are you getting at?”

“If we get in a tight situation I’d like to know where that,” He glanced down at my lightsaber hilt. “Tends to end up.”

That… actually made sense. I pressed the button on my lightsaber and watched as the blue glow filled the room. With a deep breath in, I started moving.

Tech leaned back in his seat with datapad in hand, swiping through loads of information. He had identified the coordinates on Ryloth where Vekek would most likely be, and confirmed the information with a call from Rex, who was currently stationed on the planet with the 501st. They would be alone in their efforts to prevent disaster from genetically altered Doashim, however, as Rex explained they were in the middle of another siege.

“Why do you think she reacted that way?” Tech had nearly forgotten Hunter was still sitting in the chair beside him. He had been so quiet for so long.

“Considering their tense relationship, I suspect General Obi-Wan suggested Crosshair in order to get a rise of some kind from Annie.” His voice was followed by a few taps at his datapad.

Hunter held his chin and narrowed his eyes. Her heart rate jumped when he asked them to train together. In fact, that happened a lot with her. When Obi-Wan first told her she would be on watch with Cross, he had felt her heart pump a little faster than everyone else’s. “A rise?” Hunter mused more to himself, but Tech was here so his question would be answered.

“It’s likely she’s physically attracted to him.”

Tech’s eyes locked with Hunters. “Should I be worried about that?”

A mischievous smile crossed Tech’s face. “Only if Cross finds her attractive too.”

Hunter let out a long exasperated sigh. “I’m going to check on Wrecker. I can hear him stirring.”

Hunter had offered his CO room to me again. Something I suspected wasn't solely motivated by politeness. Kenobi had said something. Dank farrik, why didn’t he let me tell my own lies? But this was useful. I could sleep and shower with less worry than if I was staying in the squad’s sleeping quarters. The room was tiny, just large enough to fit a desk, chair, and the connected refresher. A single bed was built into the wall.

I stepped out of the refresher and began toweling off my hair. Wearing a helmet was starting to feel normal. Being able to touch my face felt odd. Carefully, I started weaving my hair into three tight braids. The flatter my hair was the more comfortable the helmet sat. Once I tied off each braid I met my cloudy reflection in the small mirror. With the towel I used to dry off, I wiped a streak of steam away. Now a little less fuzzy, I could see my face.

Wearing the helmet constantly, I forgot how much I was used to seeing myself in reflections. In mirrors, shot glasses, the clean bar top. Technically nothing had changed. Yet everything felt different. These eyes held secrets I thought were long buried. My lips carried new lies to bury those secrets again. When this was all done, would the cost outweigh the success?

Knocking. Knocking against the door and then a voice interrupted my thoughts. “Annie, could I come in?”

Tech. “Just a minute!” I called back, rushing to throw on my clothes. With one final glance at my reflection, I lowered my helmet over my head. Then I walked to the door. “Yeah?”

“May I come in?”

Right, I was blocking the doorway. “Oh, um, yeah.” I stepped to the side and watched the clone enter. Behind him the door shut automatically. “What’s up?”

“Annie,” The worry in Tech’s voice caught my attention, but his expression is what threw me off guard. “We need to talk about what happened after you saved me from the collapsing building.” Under my helmet, my brows furrowed. So much happened in such a short time I didn’t know what Tech was referencing. Either he guessed or wasn’t done speaking. “You nearly blacked out. Considering the feat of strength you demonstrated to save Wrecker, it was not from exhaustion.”

My head slowly lifted as the memory became clear. “The anxiety attack! I had forgotten it completely.” Apparently my reaction was not predicted because Tech’s lips parted, but no words came out. So I continued. “Looking back on it, I’m surprised it didn’t happen sooner.”

As Tech processed this new information his brows furrowed. Behind those eyes I could see thoughts flying in hyperspace. Finally, he settled on what to say. “Let me see if I understand correctly.” He held his hands clasped together and pointed towards me. “You already knew you were prone to anxiety attacks and you expected one while we were on mission?

“Well, not exactly.” I walked towards the bed and sat down. Tech leaned against the desk across from me. “Sure, I’ve had a few anxiety attacks in the past but I didn’t expect one.” My gloved hand gestured loosely.

“Do you know what triggered it?”

If he could see my expression that would have answered him. Instead, I took a moment before saying, “The force. Things got messy after-” I clenched my jaw. Before I had talked so easily about her death. But now… After regaining my voice I continued. “After Master Tali was murdered I had some trouble connecting with the force.”

Tech furrowed his brows even more. One hand adjusted his goggles. “Yet you had no issues catching me, dragging debris out of the way or saving Wrecker.”

A tired sigh rang through my helmet at a low tone. “Anxiety doesn’t exactly make sense, Tech.” After a moment with no response I stood up again. “Was there anything else?”

That snapped the clone from his deep thoughts. His head lifted up and recognition filled his eyes. “Yes, actually. I wish to know why Vekek placed a bounty on you.”

This was not at all what I expected after that conversation. My hips shifted and I crossed my arms. “Like I told Hunter back on Coruscant, I don't know.”

His top eyelids lowered and a clear expression of annoyance unfolded. “Maybe back on Coruscant that was the truth, but now?” Tech shook his head. “That name filled the gaps in your knowledge.”

There was a pause before I spoke again. “I can't answer that, Tech. You know I can't answer that.” Even the voice modulator managed to accurately portray the gravity of my voice.

In this tiny, dimly lit room, Tech began pacing. “Annie,” Plastoid boots met metal as he talked. “I need to know the consequences if you are captured.” He brought up his hands to aid in his reasoning.

That determination in his furrowed brow and quick gestures told me he would not leave until I gave a satisfactory answer. My eyes glazed over as I imagined different lies and their outcomes. Nothing felt real enough. Then, it hit me. “Alright, fine. But this is as much as I’m willing to tell.” Technically there was no harm in telling him the reason, only the name. He stopped his pacing and turned all attention on me. “You’re right, the name confirmed a possibility I hadn’t taken seriously.” It was true enough. “I have… connections,” My word choice was important here. “With someone important. Someone that would react poorly if my life were threatened for their compliance.”

Tech narrowed his eyes. “Blackmail? Why wouldn’t you think of this connection sooner?”

“I did,” This was true. “But the few who knew, I trusted completely.” Those words hurt coming out.

His expression softened, but there were still questions in those eyes. “What kind of connection are you talking about, Annie?”

A short laugh buzzed through my modulator. “The kind Jedi are forbidden from. The kind that clones are discouraged against.”

At some point I must have sat down, because I was gripping the bed sheets. My head dropped slightly as the implications of Lyn’s name settled. Before I was angry. Now, I was thinking. Thinking about the early morning hours we spent chatting after closing the bar. Thinking about the many clones who complimented Lyn’s listening skills. Thinking about how it was all a means to an end.

“Annie?” Tech was seated beside me. One of his gloved hands rested on my back in an attempt to comfort me. It was working. “I’m sorry that you found out this way. That someone…” His voice fell as that brilliant mind struggled to find the correct words. But there were no correct words for this.

My breathing slowed as I came down from the frenzied thoughts of before. That grip on the bed sheets released. “I know.” The hum of a hyperdrive engine rattled between us.

Dividers by Djarrex

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