#tiring of hurting all the time

[treedecor]

I wish I could destroy every part of this worthless body and die

#i hate it here #i hate my body #tiring of hurting all the time #tired of being hideous #lonely #depression #tw #anxiety #self loathing #it never gets better #hopeless #worthless #suicide #death #please let me die #self harm #unloved #unwanted #stupid #ana #mia #miserable

[lunarharp]

What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this. #wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on #i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head #that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it... #some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself... #maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts. #orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway #i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles #btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20 #well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10 #and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most #(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era #that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little. #certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye #idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'. #i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle #just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit #let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')

[thottybrucewayne]

When I say "I'm rooting for everybody Black," I mean I'm including Black people who are usually overlooked outside and within the community. Black people whose Blackness becomes conditional the second they confront other Black people about bigotry within our community (Transmisogynoir, Transphobia, homophobia, ableism, sanism, etc.) not abusers and coons...

#thotty speaks #thotty rants #its solidarity this and solidarity that until a Black person who has delusions tells you that saying shit like 'delulu' hurts them #Black solidarity until its time to make a joke about famous abuse survivors #Black solidarity until its time to discuss ableist language being taken as aave #Black solidarity until its time to listen to any Black person who lives at an axis of oppression that you don't then its fuck em right? #Then if they criticize you they cease to be Black right? #Its funny cause I never see yall take this same stance of conditional Blackness when it comes to abusers and predators #Yall can say 'they always trying to take down a strong Black brother a leader in the community' and the nigga you pointing has done nothing #but use his power and influence to harm people further marginalized than him and doing it all under the image of a 'Good Christian Brother' #I'm tired of yall I swear to God

[thebirdandhersong]

breaking the tumblr fast to ask for prayer :') it is currently the WORST of times (though, in intense joyous flashes, occasionally also the best of times). I am bulldozing my way through the dregs of midterms, final exam prep, graduation plans, job applications, dorm volunteer stuff, all while trying to deal with/reckon with/endure/come to terms with/persevere through literally the deepest emotional pain I've ever been in lol

#is this the price you pay for consciously deciding to keep your heart open and vulnerable to both joy and pain ??? !!!!!! #anyway it is not always misery but the miserable parts make my chest physically hurt :-) which is fun #would deeply deeply appreciate prayer my friends! i do not want to graduate as a jaded tired weeping girl! and i am so tired! #the world is so big and i am so small and i did not think i had it in me to be so sad but i AM #it would take too long to explain but suffice it to say i've never wept for two hours straight before but now that i have #i must tell you that it is not a good time. at all. #i love you and i miss you and i am doing my best :'))))))) I AM DOING MY BEST!!!!!

[gunstellations]

eepie

#haikaveh #doodle #my art #my hand hurts.....i had to draw so much for school and i cant even whine about it so here i am on the internet doing just that #haikave to make myself happy after all that #sensing a pattern here...... #me whenever im tired: time to draw kaveh tired

[emoreooo]

i love you, i love you, i love you

#FINALLY i worked so hard on this my body hurts sm #ive been wanting to do ship art with this song for YEARS and im so happy its sunkel #i wanted to show how theyve loved each other since the first time they met. and through all the way til they get to this point #and they love each other all the same #manifesting this doesnt flop im SO tired im gonna be resting for a week #<- says guy who likely will drop another piece in a few days #omori kel #omori sunny #kel omori #sunny omori #sunkel #omori #omori sunkel #omori fanart #fanart #my art #oh also the song is pink in the night by mitski :)

[starryluminary]

I love this kiss. I loooooove this kiss. This is such a significant kiss in the show's history and I'm glad I could finally Noco-ify it. I hope I did it justice I really hope so

Masterlist | Bonus

DeaKids watermark and og screenshots!

#im so tired. im so sleepy and my stomach hurts but im being so brave about it #this edit ate away at me though and i legitimately could not function until I got this out of my system #god I really hope I can look at this later and like it cause im all out of whack #whatever its DONE #total drama #total drama world tour #tdwt #total drama noah #td noah #total drama cody #td cody #cody anderson #noco #total drama noco #td noco #Starry makes art #also the watermark overlaps the characters this time! Ive learned

[gotchibam]

Does anyone here draw in both desktop & mobile? I'm planning to get a galaxy tab at some point and since I don't really have any experience drawing on a (mobile) tablet, I'm curious abt how it feels to draw on one vs. drawing on pc w/ a graphic tablet 🤔

#once I have all my commission slots filled up that's when i'll buy one #i've been hesitating bc i'm not used to spending a big amt for something but honestly it's more of an investment than a simple want #my poor 10 year old laptop + monitor + keyboard setup is the 'pc' im currently using #both the laptop screen & keyboard isn't working properly anymore so i have a separate monitor + keyboard for it #it's pretty laggy most of the time #not sure how it's still holding up #ngl sometimes i'm worried it'll just give up on me & break at any moment #so I kinda wanna have a backup device #anyways! I get easily tired drawing on pc for some reason #I think it's bc i unconsciously tense my neck? whenever i stare at the monitor for too long #also my eyes hurt + the extreme hot weather lately is making me dizzy so i can't work for long periods of time 😔 #I see a lot of artists use ipad so i'm guessing drawing on a tab would also feel nice??? #also would that get you in the mood to draw more bc you can bring it w/ u anywhere? #i'm hoping to be able to draw more honestly..... #also the timelapse!! csp wont let me record timelapse on my current pc and idk why that is #might be bc im still on win 7 #HOPING i could post timelapse vids when i finally have a tab #tbh i want to get one asap (like as in rn) but I want to make sure I have enough budget first so im waiting for my comm slots to be full #bam blabs

[martuzzio]

"I've got you. Everything's going to be alright." (The urge to kiss everything better grows stronger with each passing day, but kissing through a mask is difficult.)

Check out more Medieval 141 here

I accidentally posted this to my main account (and then was like hmm I wonder where that post went lol). So if you saw this post twice no you didn't /lh. I want to throttle Tumblr for not letting me make this blog my main one

#call of duty #medieval 141 #my art #ghostsoap #soapghost #call of duty soap #call of duty ghost #Soap is so tired all the time and Ghost wants to take that stress away but can't #And that hurts him so much #The accidental crossposting will probably happen again in the future

[gregoftom]

MAYBE I GOT MINE  BUT YOU’LL [ALL] GET YOURS

#GREG SWEEP!!!!!!! FUCK IT UP #i LOVE this framing of the episode sfm. #at the beginning tom tells him; you save information. you gather it up. and then you USE IT LATER when it will do the most damage #greg asked tom's permission first to damage sh*v and he got it. he acknowledged it and remembered it. #he saw how much tom was hurting and tired and stressed and fucked up. he witnessed sh*v take tom aside while all 3 siblings #were BATTERING tom and stressing him to shit. he SAW that afterwards tom was emotionally exhausted #he had enough of tom being fucked around so he was like do you want to fry her ass up? shall we tell them? shall we let the siblings know? #do you want me to do it? do you want me to be your attack dog? do you want me to bite for you? and tom said; wait #heel. so greg did. #and then RIGHT when it was needed the most. when sh*v came close. greg ATTACKED. gregweiler unleashed. #tom should come with a sign; CAUTION! GUARD DOG ON PREMESIS. #tomgreg #and greg has been threatened and given shit SO MANY TIMES and never used the information he's sponged. #he never used stuff he knows about ken even though ken threatened to burn him even after ken said he wouldn't. #it was for tom.

[leafatlaw]

Keeperchampion, On ex best friends and losing more than you ever had

tumblr post by @/chateauofmymind// Never Let Me Down, Depeche Mode// tumblr post by @/galactic-mystic-writes// Unknown// San Cristobal, Mal Blum// Unknown// tumblr post by @/tiredbtw// Richard Silken, War of the Foxes// JRWI Blood in the Bayou, Epsiode 4

#this is a labor of love based on a quote i didnt end up including #i swear on something next time ill look up a text reader and actually see how all this reads #im just tired rn #the multiverse one doesnt fit so well and honeslty its more fannon but i like it #jrwi bitb #sparrow spins #bitb #keeperschampion #rand jrwi #rolan deep #timothy rand #bitb spoilers #very unknown hurts me deeply if anyone knows any way other than google search to search photos and poetry #eh this is eh #web weaving #web weave #webweaving

[unable2sitstill]

I think it's pretty gross that wolfertinger666/puppychan/pupkittyfan1/fungfurevvv/imafraidofgh0st is at the top of the fursona tag

I seriously think that he put a LOT of minors in danger on twitter and was SUPER racist and has never actually said sorry for it

I've left him unblocked for a while now to warn the people that I follow when they reblog his stuff, but I just can't bear seeing his shit anymore

#Literally I was on twitter the whole time he was getting suggestive shit from minors #He was told a million times to knock it off... #fursona #furry #wolfertinger666 #puppychan #pupkittyfan1 #kungfurevvv #imafraidofgh0st #trans #It'd hurt my mental health too bad to put together anything NEAR a proper call out post #I just wish there was ANY apology he didn't do ANY apology #The post was just him fessing up to being puppychan and not at all acknowledging what he did wrong #I don't have any faith he learned anything because he hasn't said a word of what he's done wrong or why it was wrong #I'm just tired #jordan decrees

[gideonisms]

one thing about the tma & tmp writers is I know they understand having a job where the social vibes are incredibly strange. I appreciate their commitment to depicting work environments that are so unnecessarily stressful where everyone is trying to backstab everyone and form alliances but meanwhile it's just filing items on a computer. The petty drama feels very true to life

#i never get tired of workplace horror. give those people silly jobs #idk if anything can top the jon/tim unhinged combo of petty coworker drama with genuine hurt and pathos and tragedy but it's a fun start #don't get me wrong i love canon jonmartin but i just feel like the aspects of it i like are not really the aspects i see discussed most #jon really sent martin to his possible death because he annoyed him in s1. and i just think that's fun #then in s4 when the pining was REVERSED #s5 when martin weaponized jon's love for him to get his way in the most high stakes couple's argument of all time. chef kiss #they should have been more toxic i would have eaten that up #anyway. tmagp horrible coworkers sweep

[lunarharp]

the flash and the flood

#witch hat tag #orufrey #god this is so scrappy..ugh.. -_-'''' uagh.. ability to draw drains away when im tired..UGH..i prefer drawing soon upon waking. #i wanted the last 'page' to be them looking back at each other but im too tired..i dont think qifrey can look at anyone rn anyway. #maybe this is the first time oru seriously burnt himself. maybe this is the first time qifrey truly cried. #i think of him in this era as non-responsive and unable to process emotion correctly after all. #so qifrey taught him what fire feels like - oru taught him what it feels like to create water #i like you because you feel safe - i'm scared because the depth of this feeling is unpredictable and can hurt me. can hurt you

[smimon]

Hate that whenever I'm going through something all of my friends are also going through something so all we can do is just sigh loudly at each other's misery. It strengthens the bond, sure, but doesn't change much

#diary post #vent post #couldn't we once get a break all of us at the same time. sit together share a meal laugh about something silly #damn #rest is productive but loneliness is unbearable. talking to people requires effort and no-one is willing to be the only one to put effort #so when im tired i have to stay alone which is fair but hurts #how did i become a granny before hitting 30 i wonder

[roseofcards90]

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#even when your parents put a shock collar on both of the dogs one still manages to escape #and then the other escapes through the front door and he keeps running around in people’s backyard and the roads #because he doesn’t know how dangerous that is and he won’t fucking come back to you so you just hope to god you can pull on his collar #and even then he still resists and just bites your arm like crazy #it hurts it fucking hurts like hell #and you’re glad the neighbor found your other dog but it’s like #no matter what you do those dogs will dig something to somehow escape and it’s frustrating to deal with #because you’re the only one dealing with it every single time #I’m tired of this my arm hurts #I’m tired with dealing with all of this I just want to get out #I’m overwhelmed and stressed out #my posts