#ugh just . stress

[heybiji]

Dande says, “I can vouch for you. Do you wanna hold my hand? We can go together.” Fisik asks, “You hold Fisik hand?” Dande says, “Yeah, sure,” holding out his own. Fisik mumbles, “Tall people don’t hold Fisik hand.” Dande replies, “Well, now’s a good time to start.”

#dungeons and dragons #dnd character #dnd art #dnd oc #dnd #dandelion treehollow #terribly affable drow #he's so friendly!! especially toward strangers. it's just he's also very good at scheming when he has to be lol #ugh... i love my boy............. #ravelers #the ravelers #ignore that i wrote the wrong dialogue in the drawing ok #this was the session before #as of last session dande is stressed the fuck out and acting erratic #he is such a character study for me ugh ugh ugh MY BOY!!

[kabutoden]

they dont know what a vegetable is : (

#karkat vantas #dave strider #homestuck #grocery shopping #i hate going grocery shopping. ugh. its so stressful #i think if karkat vantas was in a grocery store he would cry #they are both 13 in this #davekat #not romantic im just tagging it for friendship moment #its them. theyre hanging out #karkat showing off a leadership moment here after surviving the grocery store btw

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[brain-rot-central]

I don't wanna go to work. I just want to write vampire smut, cook good food, and bake bread.

#i seem to only be able to write when I know i don't have the time to write #what the fuck is that about #neech's speeches #i did voice lines with my fiancé last night for his latest yt vid #maybe i should explore cooking on yt #good news is i finally started the actual sex scene this morning #just word vomitted 300+ words worth of smutty tension #jdkanskdk #sorry this is taking me so long #my mind has been a battlefield for the last month #also my work contract is up as of thursday so i have to find another site #i have enough saved to chill for a bit #i probably will #but still #that's stress #plus personal life bs happening ugh #I'm ok just really busy sorry

[moonlume]

tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything

#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism. #sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art... #i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this. #but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again. #its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years. #im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again... #but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it. #anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human. #i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable #but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start #ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍

[bisexualseraphim]

Just saw some Free Palestine supporters on the road to my parents’ house and was about to wave at them but then I saw a couple of them holding signs making disgusting antisemitic jokes about Passover. Guys seriously how fucking difficult is it to just. Not do that 😭 You’re really not giving Palestine extra help by making horrible comments and jokes about Jews ffs can you not just promote support for Palestine without bringing hatred for entire minority demographics into it DURING THE TIME OF A RELIGIOUS HOLIDAY. It is remarkably easy to criticise Israel without antisemitism and if you can’t do that then maybe you should stay out of the movement because you’re causing much more harm than good

#It was in such a small town as well where I doubt anyone has ever even met a Jewish person #Like in the city I’d expect some of that cos there’s more people but a tiny Northern town? That’s scary #Makes me so sad when bigots highjack what should be a compassionate movement #I know it must be so scary to be Jewish or Muslim right now and it stresses me out just thinking about it #Like it’s scary being Jewish or Muslim any day of the year but especially with everything going on lately #I’m sad. People make me sad #When will the hatred and violence ever stop fr #Ugh my day’s ruined now someone send me something funny pls #personal #vent #rant #antisemitism #free palestine #free gaza #i/p #protest

[nafohcnis]

jd is just so much hes Such a good character. as someone with an actual shitty oldest brother that ruined his life i kind of find how people treat his flaws funny. esp when people blow them out of proportion like my guy was struggling and stressed and trying and . it didnt go so well but hey! he’s never hurt you on purpose and he wants to make up for it and be in your lives again

johnd oddory uhhggffgggg!!!!!!!! its so silly whenevr i think of how engrained this guy is in my head, cuz im the youngest out of my siblings but im closest with my sister The Eldest Daughter.. AND WHATS FUNNY is she says i’d be john dory and she’d be branch.. i forced her to watch trolls.she hates musicals. LAWL.

oh but anyway john dory’s whole dynamic.. ESPECIALLY with branch is soo… John Dory as the eldest, and the least favorite brother among them and branch as the youngest and most adored.. ugh it just so so so good. especially with how they mirror eachother so much… and how everyone treats them differently even though theyre so similar!!!! not that its a bad thing its just so.!!!

JOHN DORY MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD when i see him reuniting with his brothers like oh my god. because i KNOW his last impression on them was horrible and all their reactions are reasonable but man. John “GOODBYE FOREVER” Dory was the Only one to come back to the troll tree. Was the one to get everyone together to save floyd. Was in isolation for 20 years thinking his brothers were dead probably all his fault.

AND THEN guess what he WASNT EVEN OBSESSED WITH THE PERFECT FAMILY HARMONY AGAIN WHEN THEY REUNITE!! when floyds like ‘jd its diamond💔’ this dumbass goes ‘DIAMOND SHATTERING DIAMOND HAMMER’ he wasnt even THINKING OF IT!!!! uggghhhh and then theyre like THE SAME OLD JOHN DORY which is .partially true. but i feel like the siblings anger at him was definitely some bottled up feelings coming out cuz ths guy was clarifying that it was For FLOYD!!!!! ugh ugh ugh whateve Watt ever..!!!! ugh ugh ugh ugh everyone hug eachother and apologize and talk NOW!

#SORRY i went on a whole rant there #john dory and the sibling dynamics make me so…… #i should probably feel more align with branch which I Do sometimes… john dory just something about him #im gonna smash his head with a hammer #ugh strugglung and stressed and TRYING UGH UGH UGH im gonna be sick its too real #i AM gonna tag thsi one idk . listen to my john dory thoughts boy!!! #john dory #trolls john dory #trolls band together #dw trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls #ask

[non-un-topo]

All it takes is a wee little nightmare to make you too scared to step foot outside for fear of Bad Things happening, like it’s an omen lol

#also it is p o u r i n g outside and it takes me an hour and fifteen minutes to commute to campus #i'm a good little student but sometimes i just can't be assed #esp with all the crazy stuff that's been happening on public transit and on my campus for that matter #i'm just getting a bad vibe today [insert empath meme here] #warning for me complaining about a graphic nightmare!!!!: #had a few stress dreams(?) last night but one particularly violent one in which a woman got run over by a streetcar-- #--and the paramedics were moving people along but i accidentally got a really good look at her and it fucked me up #she looked like she was just sleeping peacefully but i could only really make out the top half of her body #probably because the bottom half was... yeah. #i think i also had another dream that i was being hunted by a sniper?? and they had called my cell and were threatening me + my folks? #and another one where i had to hide some children from... i don't really know what. some dangerous person who wanted to kill all of us #but the kids wouldn't leave me even though i begged them to. #yeah just a normal collection of dreams for me. literally ugh. #i don't even think i'm stressed in my life rn?? #not any more than normal lol

[starryemeralds]

THIS SCENE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME

#listen… any scene thst has a character cracking under the stress of their responsibilities is me #they hit too hard #and then tk have another character tell them it’s okay… UGH. ITLL NEVER NOT HIT #THIS TRIO MEANS SO MUCH TO ME #I JUST LOVE THEIR FRIENDSHIP SO MUCH #the owl house #toh #toh spoilers #willow park #gus porter #hunter #… #huntlow #but platonic JFMDMGM #(nothing against shippers.. i just personally value the dynamic more as platonic) #starry rambles

[8bit-mau5]

Hi fellow Texan fantrollers please stay safe and stock up on water and general emergency supplies or the upcoming 6 - 10 days of well below avg weather!!

A lot of ppl are thinking this could be bad enough to knock out our power grid like I’m 2021, and I’ve seen signs of Smth Big coming what with stores near me selling out fast, and tips from family that work in bigger store companies like Walmart that they’re restocking/taking in extra inventory for emergency supplies (water, flashlights, etc).

Now I live in a pretty underfunded area of my city in the most populated region of Texas, I expect my power to go out at any time like it has been already with these big storms lately. We’ve already been dealing with damaged pipes bursting from the cold and water being turned off where I’m at, and stores near me keep selling out of water.

I’m not quite sure what to do myself, tbh. I’d feel bad asking for help in regards to money for emergency supplies, but I just might have to soon. I’ll wait n see a bit before exiting the post with a link (‘:

UPDATE: we need 20 for gas and 25 for supplies, making my goal only $45!! If ups like to help out in any way, you can send funds [HERE] or [HERE]!! Again, stay safe everyone!! This wind’s kicking up strong and we might have to bring the chickens inside if the weather drops too low

25/45$

#I was lucky enough that a friend down the street woke up in the middle of the night and brought me a backpack of water bottles #just 2 nights ago iirc #but this is a household of 6 with 3 cats. 3 dogs. And 4 chickens #we’re gonna need to go get a a few cases of water for sure #but we don’t even have money for gas to drive out to FIND a place that has water #ugh #I haven’t been sleeping cos the stress tbh 😭 #8bit beeps

[eightyuh]

He doesn't wanna be teased but he also doesn't wanna disturb Harry's nap ...

#WICK'S END #glendale goodwyn #glen #harry #oc #glen had a soft spot for harry pre-story and harry liked glen cus he gave him candy #just need some fluff for my soul rn #even if it means drawing comfort ocs in 3/4 view for the trillionth time #ugh i wish i had time to work in this comic but i am still in between work and stressed out of my mind

[riacte]

so hey guys i finished dungeon meshi yesterday and i'm still thinking about it

#ria.txt #i spoiled myself so at first i was like 'this is bonkers wtf are they doing in those last few chapters?????' #but then it was like. yeah. i see #love those ch when it's just clearly putting the squad into Situations #also. izutsumi #what i really liked was how tightly the protagonist and the deuteragonist were wound up in the overall themes #the plot the themes the conflict the characters it was very neatly connected #hence i am also now accidentally invested in whatever going on between laios and marcille #not just platonic not romantic not enemies i just think they work well tgt and deeply care for each other its great watching them develop #it's the leader + most trusted advisor / anxious girlfailure + the annoying freak she's somehow attached to vibes #haha that rabbit chapter with marcille. hahha i was like what the fuck man. it was funny and then boom whump [tears streaming down my face] #those shapeshifter chs were sooo much fun esp seeing other chara's perceptions of each other. stealing that #the changeling ones were great too elf senshi is the fucking funniest he looks sooooooo unserious #marcille's evolving perception with death starting with saving falin and saving the squad and her nightmares of outliving everyone- #-and her dad and her 'temper tantrum' and UGH when at the end she said she was fine with falin not coming back.... WAAA. OUGH. #i think dunmeshi handled the trope of 'prophecy of chosen one becoming king' pretty well and it makes sense why laios is the protag #the worldbuilding is so thoughtful as well i liked seeing different characters with different worldviews interact #very solid and well rounded series wooo #the main 4 has such a fun dynamic together #anyways. dunmeshi au..... #more like borrowing the worldbuilding bc charas are too nuanced for a one to one comparison #ren is like some prince of his own species but he's like 34th in line and no one cares about him so he fucks off to eat monsters #which is why he's both snobbish AND a total freak when it comes to his food taste #false is originally in for the money from ren and plans to scam him but unfortunately the cringefail swag captures her #martyn is Obnoxiously Clueless and thinks he's smart but he's not. he's resourceful but also pathetic and crazy #stress cant cook but she thinks she does so everyone goes (≖_≖ ) when she picks up a pot. they delegate her to killing and chopping duty #the mvp is iskall who keeps on saving everyone's asses and somehow has resources for everyone #i think ren is actually aware false is going to scam him but he has too much money to spend anyway and he thinks shes cool so he lets her?? #and somehow she doesnt take the money and run. and goes back to eating monsters w/ the party. everyone is crazy

[readingwriter92]

I love when i have to fight off the Thoughts. Constantly.

#ugh why has this whole month just felt like it’s been ten thousand years #it’s been stressful and I stg the Feb bad has just continued into March and ugh #shut up sarah #sorry I just. Thursday was shit. Friday was stress. Saturday I had four hours of sleep and then Sunday and today I’ve just been dead not #wanting to do any work but knowing I have a bunch and literally nothing is wrong but #on the plus side I found a great corner in my home for crying in. very comfy good little corner surrounded by furniture so it’s great #fav new spot to sit and ponder my existence for my allocated shitty brain time for the day before I make myself half do the pressing shit

[disposal-blueeee]

VARGASTOBER - day 1 : edgar vargas

#vargastober2023 #vargastober #THESE ARE LIKE SO RUSHED BUT I REALLY WANTED TO DO SOMETHING ..... #the rest of these probably will be small doodles too .... i don't have time for anything else ughhh ugly crying #ALSO i want to thank everyone for the support i got today ! WOAH SO MANY NOTIFICATIONS !! #everyone here is so sweet i love this fandom ... #i'm like actually super excited over this project even though i know i won't have the time to make something pretty and detailed ..... #i hate school so much ugh #but for now .... here .... *hands you this drawing* have this .... i hope it's enough . #ohhh he's so dear to me . like . for real . #fun fact i know almost every line of his part on issue 2 #i just keep repeating it !! it's fun to say the dialogues out loud ! #i went to a party today . oh so tired . #really stressing days ! sighhh . #LET'S JUST PRETEND IT'S STILL OCTOBER 1ST OKAY . #man i should be sleeping . see you tomorrow . #hope i can do at least a small doodle for nny . sighhhh !! #vargas #vargas zarla #edgar vargas #zarla s #doodles

[ribbed-vault-heart]

i’m so overwhelmed by things that shouldn’t be overwhelming...

#among them‚ i’ve fallen behind on drscula dauly for the first time this year and it’s stressing me out cuz i really really wanted to keep up #this year that was the one goal i had for the year is keep up with it. last year i fell way behind when my brother died and it was so hard #catching up and the entry on the 30th was a little longer than they’ve been recently and i’ve been busy and also slipping back into depressi #on real bad and i’m just not in the mood for it and i feel like it’s just gonna snowball #and this is such a non issue. it’s a book. that i’ve read before. but still it’s just stressing me out. among other things #like library books that are overdue and i haven’t finished or journal entries i want to write or a letter i’ve been wanting so badly to writ #e and a short story idea that i wanted to write down but is escaping me and fucking. tumblr notifications #these are non issues!!! but it feels like there’s a timer for the world to end again all the same. #ugh #and i should be able to focus on one thing and get it done! these things shouldn’t be hard! they’re even meant to be enjoyable! but i can’t #get myself to do anything lately #and on top of all that i’m not able to fall asleep even with my sleep meds. #what even ever‚‚‚ #anyway sorry for the rant i’m basically fine

[stars-n-spice]

No actually,,

If the finale comes out and then they all somehow make it out alive and the producers and shit are like, "LOL APRIL FOOLS (a month late)" I think I will spontaneously combust.

#like if they just did all they did and said all they’ve said just to scare us #I mean that’s funny #ON THEIR END #BUT LIKE #ON OUR END??? #pain. suffering. agony. #I mean if I was a writer or producer or something I would also scare and taunt my audience #because it’s fun #BUT MAN. #I mean I doubt it #but a clown can hope #best gift ever if they did this #also the worst joke ever #all that stress and fear #for fucking nothing #ugh #if you can’t tell I’m terrified #tbb #the bad batch #tbb s3 #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #tbb crosshair #tbb tech #tbb echo #tbb omega