#um.. hiii :)

[yamsfan]

YANG YING & LI TONGGUANG A Journey to Love — Ep. 36

#a journey to love #一念关山 #cdrama #chang hua sen #he lan dou #cdramedit #cdramasource #asiandramasource #li tongguang #yang ying #lextag #um hiii my first cdrama gifs #i just really loved this scene #c #mp #its been 4 years since a gifset on this blog #thats how i know i love this drama

[rinchdressing]

aa siblings week day 5: shared meals!

#aasiblingsweek23 #hiii #trucy wright #apollo justice #ace attorney #honestly not proud of this one um. but it’s fine

[appendectomy]

the house/cuddy relationship is also so interesting because a big part of the essence of 'doom' that the writers give their relationship is also based in direct comparison to the not-doomed-ness of house/wilson. there are so many moments where it feels to me that the writers are grabbing me by the shoulders, shaking me and going 'look!!! look at them and compare them look at how different these two dynamics are'.

one of the most obvious examples of this is in 7x09 when house is trying to get out of hanging out with wilson and going to cuddy's birthday dinner at the same time. cuddy outright asks 'you have to choose one of us,' and house replies 'i choose wilson'. apart from making me giggle, these lines also serve the very obvious purpose of not just being about where house would prefer to spend a thursday evening. it's quite blatant foreshadowing about the fact that, at the end of everything, house always prefers to choose wilson and is more capable of being there for him than he is for anyone else, including romantic partners and especially including cuddy.

the next big example of this that struck me is in 7x15 when cuddy is in surgery. this is an almost word-for-word recreation of the scenario in 6x10 where wilson went into surgery. they both want house to be there, and house struggles to show up both times. we even get this wonderful visual parallel between the two, which is something i've noticed has been talked about a little by other people on here, and so is definitely something I imagine the writers thought about too. with 6x10:

and 7x15:

the key difference between these two situations is house being sober in one, and on drugs in the other. house can be there for wilson and emotionally support him while also being sober, but he cannot do the same for cuddy. this comparison i think is such a clear communication that not only is house's relationship with wilson easier for house to maintain than his relationship with cuddy, but that it is also better for him mentally. with wilson, there isn't an anxiety that he isn't good enough for him the way there is with cuddy, and this just fundamentally fosters a better environment for him as an addict.

this says a lot about house/wilson, but it also says a lot about house's approach to romance versus friendship in general. he places so much more importance on the emotional challenges of a romantic relationship than he does platonic. he spends the whole episode of 7x15 practically agonising over wether cuddy will be ok or not, whereas he spends most of 6x10 telling wilson he's an idiot. he seems to doom himself in romantic relationships by creating so much of his own anxiety: he worries about getting it right, being the man cuddy needs him to be, doing what a good partner should, and it causes him to be unable to actually perform any of these actions without the crutch of being high. this in turn underminines the genuineness of any attempt to be better that he makes in cuddy's eyes. i don't think any of the emotional demands cuddy makes of house are unreasonable at all, but because house is such an emotionally stunted and volatile person he can't approach the very normal expectations of a romantic relationship in any sort of healthy way. the only relationships he can maintain are unconventional ones that don't have these expectations, like his friendship with wilson.

the next example, and the one that is most likely a little bit of a reach, is also in 7x15, specifically in the few dream sequences cuddy has that feature wilson. in the first, she imagines house and wilson as rachel's adoptive fathers (which i've already written a little bit about here if you're interested). then she has another dream set in a black-and-white 50s sitcom where she is the breadwinner, house is the housewife, and wilson is the mailman/milkman (not completely sure which of these he is, but he's definitely one of them). in both of these situations, wilson is the proverbial 'other woman': he takes the place of house's domestic partner in one of the dreams, and in the other he's the mailman/milkman to house's housewife, which traditionally in media is a comedic character pairing that involves the housewife cheating on her working husband with the mailman/milkman. i doubt this symbolism is really that intentional, and i don't think that it's meant to imply any sort of genuine romantic coding between house and wilson, it's probably just a couple of early 2000s gay jokes. but if you critically look at these instances, you can begin to extrapolate a sense that in house's romantic relationships, wilson is always hovering in the background. wilson is always the proverbial 'other woman', someone who's relationship with house is just as important and very likely also easier to maintain for house, just as the inverse is true for wilson as established by testimony from his ex-wife bonnie. i mainly think this inclusion of wilson in these dreams and the deliberate role he plays just serves to remind the viewer that while house and cuddy's relationship is rocky and uncertain, house and wilson's is pretty much constant and inevitable.

the last comment i have on this is about the scene in 7x23 where house crashes his car into cuddy's home. i think you can pretty easily compare wilson and cuddy situationally in this scene: house is putting cuddy in immense danger (though not actually intending on hurting her), whereas in comparison he yells at wilson to get out of the car before he does it. to me, there's an obvious difference there - a deliberate effort to endanger a person vs a deliberate effort to remove a person from danger. and in both instances, house is intentionally causing the danger. it very strikingly reminded me of the scene in 3x07 where house tells wilson to get out of their hotel room before he does something that could incriminate wilson. he specifically tells wilson 'maybe i don't wanna push this til it breaks' in regard to their friendship. house is very cognizant of not pushing wilson away completey, not squandering their relationship once and for all with his dangerous behaviour. but with cuddy, he gets to a point where he actively burns the bridge. the difference to me is sad and clear: house is willing and able to maintain his relationship with wilson. he is not willing and able to maintain his relationship with cuddy. and by comparing the two, each dynamic becomes clearer.

#house md #um.. hiii :)

[felworthless]

block man

#herobrine #minecraft #minecraft fanart #um. yeah hi hello hiii #mineblr

[kor0kke]

GF BUT PAPER LMAO

THIS IS LIKR THE 3RD TIME I'VE TRYING TO PIST THUS UAGGHGDSYXFYXF7GC8,,, Blah blah blah doodle i did while HW BLAH BLAH BLAH trying trad art again,,, MY KITTY,, yeah-- that

Sorry if I write like ass I changed phone and i dont get used to it yett,,,,

#fnf #friday night funkin #friday night funkin fanart #fnf gf #friday night funkin girlfriend #fnf fanart #fnf girlfriend #fridaynightfunkin #Fridaynightfunkin GF #GIRLFRIEND BELOVED #She was a lot easier to draw than the others lol #LIFE IS KICKING MY ASS #BUT WE SO FUCKIN BACKKK LET'S GOOO #Oh well kinda but you get it lol #Have you ever tried to eat water beads #*gets ignored* #um #what #SCREAMING INTERNALLY AGHHHHH #blehh :3 #HIII TUMBLR PEOPLE DID YOU MISS ME #Recite the Bible on Japanese if yes #Blink if no #EPICEXPLOSION #KurokkePostingLol

[wolfswitch]

ugh one of my biggest kinks is totally including lots of weed in play. imagine the dim lights, smoke hanging in the air, forcing me to take hit after hit of the bong to please you. the music vibrating the floor as you make use of my senselessly high body, our moans adding to the ambiance, my blood on your lips as you shred through my skin to hear me yelp and whine. knowing you’re not done with me as i’m shoved back into the hotboxed crate to wait for you to play with me again ❤️

sorry i mean wh. hi. im high as fuck. lol

#bd/sm kink #bd/sm puppy #kinkblr #my post #weed kink #t4t nsft #queer nsft #intox kink #forced intox #forced weed #subposting #bong kink #im a freak sorry it’s gonna get worse from here #i dont have a tag for her domspace yet so um? #lets pick one? #about mommy #i mean uhhh #uhhhhh ermm uhh #:3333 hiii omg

[smoosnoom]

(go on and) kiss the boy

“So,” Mike starts, drawing out the word, and Will turns to him. “Any ideas on how to spend the next fifteen minutes?” It’s teasing, suggestive when he wiggles his eyebrows, and it’s so unexpected that Will lets out a surprised laugh, unabashed, and it’s so easy, how the tension falls away, and it’s only them again. “You’re ridiculous,” Will shakes his head, smiling, but Mike looks proud of himself anyway. He points out, “I don’t hear you complaining.” Will scoffs, nudging at him with an elbow. “Whatever,” he smoothly replies. Mike grins.

Will, Mike, and the numerous attempts at their first kiss.

#hiii it is me again . hello #ok . on with the tags #oh my god its 3 am #I HAVE TO GET UP AT NINE ..... #ok . ok #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #byler fic #byler fanfic #um . what else #thats probably it idk #ok no rambling this time . i am so tired ive been working on this for like . one day and it i sprobably so bad and im missing osme huge mis #ake . my eyes are going to melt out of my ears #EARS ? HEAD I MEANT HEAD #SKJULL ??? SKULL theyre going ot melt out of my skull . jesus christ #im done embarrassing myself #goodbye and goodnight #byebye #magic

[linterteatime]

Ñom ñom bugs

#hollow knight #gijinka #human #tuk #isma #steel soul jinn #revek #hiii guys um did you know that i got covid yeah #sadly i did not perish #anyways um #team cherry please give me isma's design i beg

[potatobugz]

more like Gillion HIGHstrider

#just roll with it #jrwi #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #old man earl #potatart #drugs tw #drugs #HEY HEYHEY NEW HYPERFIXATION!!!!!! HEEYY HIII #I WATCHED EPISODE 27 AND COUDNT STOP THINKING ABT THE. FOREVER WEED BROWNIE COMIC #also old man earl is absolutely the kind of guy to put weed in orange juice for himself #let him fuck things up #hes actually so fuckign funny #also yaaay yay gillion gillion yippeee yay i love him #im on episode um. 33 i think!!!! somewhwre around there!!!! im excited!!!!!!!!

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

hello people in my phone. i accidentally set the poll for 1 day instead of 1 week and didn't get enough responses to make a decision (two options got equal votes, the third had a one-vote difference). so we're doing the poll again because i'm a slut for a very clear winner and statistical significance

#hiii hi hi hi #i love to worldbuild but i've never made a ttrpg #ideally i would like a million billion votes here. you see the vision #i'm rewatching fear street for um uh research (i love lore </3) #talk to me about my slasher rpg #<- tag for this

[cherryjuicegf]

"Will you forget about it?"

She feels Jaskier's soft breath on her stomach and shivers as his lips curve on her skin. He shoots her a questioning look as though he's too occupied tasting the night off her body to hear her. "Forget about what?"

A sigh.

She closes her eyes for a moment. Swallows the pain down to her heart. It doesn't matter. It's the last night. "This." A twitch of her lips, and she doesn't dare look at him now. Instead, she looks out the open window. "Us. These past months."

At once, Jaskier stops paying all his attention to the poems he is stroking and looks at her, a frown between his eyebrows. He lays his head on her belly, and it's so warm, so heavy with tenderness. What will she do with all this tenderness, all this poetry?

His voice sounds a little hurt as he speaks. "How can I?" Before his certainty has time to echo, Yennefer's tongue turns again to blade, and she laughs.

"You're lying."

"Yennefer..."

"Don't."

Her body is tense under his head, his touch, but he doesn't move, as though insisting on the softness. And his eyes, huge and staring and, oh, the complaint. Did she already forget about the softness?

She keeps her lips from quivering, her voice from trembling. Shakes her head as though pleading. "You don't fool me, bard. We aren't in the keep anymore. You're leaving tomorrow." His hand is lying between her breasts, and she tries to rebuild the wall they had so desperately wrecked. "You will be sleeping around again. Never staying afterwards."

Jaskier is almost out of breath now, out of words, and until now she had never taken pride in stealing his voice with pain, only with pleasure. Something wet on her skin. His lashes brushing against it, she realises. But he can't speak. Not to say anything of importance, at least.

He knows she is right.

And yet he doesn't seem to admit it. A silent chuckle. "You know a thing or two about leaving, don't you?"

He means it as an insult. Still, Yennefer smiles and looks him in the eye, deadly. "As well as you do, bardling, yes."

"Why wouldn't I stay?"

"Because you can't." He parts his lips to speak again, but suddenly, oh, she is so tired. She lets herself slump and lets him look, and the sharpness in her voice breaks. He knows how it's supposed to go. There is no point in arguing over it. "Because I can't. I have somewhere else to be right now." Then, a whisper, a plea. "You know that."

Slowly, she threads her fingers through his hair, and as though she pulls loose a thread, he lets out a breath and closes his eyes. The line between his eyebrows now runs deeper. "I know."

He catches her hand and places a kiss on the inside of her wrist. Then he crawls up to her, up to her lips, like a worshipper who thinks he is forsaken by his god, while he himself has forsaken his faith. He kisses her.

He kisses her.

Then, he hides his face in the curve of her neck and breathes her in. "Can a heart forget a love?"

Can you pass by an empty room without remembering the time it used to be full of life? Does absence grieve for its present or its past?

A sigh, broken. "If it can't afford otherwise."

She feels his smile against her skin, his muffled voice. "You don't really believe that."

The breeze blows in the room, and the curtain shivers like an awakened ghost.

Yennefer shakes her head and softly, almost absent, she places a kiss on his hair. "It doesn't really matter anymore."

#um hiiiii. hiii. the absence of something is also it's presence isn't that right friends !! (normal girl voice) #the same can also be said for my writing #the witcher #yennskier #yennefer of vengerberg #jaskier #this didn't go like anywhere near i planned but whatever #also wdym it's barely 600 i died writing this i felt my youth crawling out my body #chrysa writes #fic recs #insane hour ik. read before i forget how to use letters again

[verchielmarch]

helmet party WIP

#hiii i have been making art recently just none of it has been posted after ive finished it. consider yourself pranked #helmet party #tf2 #my art #is just a wip so im not gonna go crazy tagging it or w/e um. this is just the guys. #also ive been dicking around w lineless style its pretty relaxing honestly i love the chalky look i can give everything

[nb-hedgewolf]

What would happen if once all strong forms of magic returned to equestria... something went... wrong. What if... it brought with itself evils even beyond the threat Opaline could've ever imposed. A disease that hundreds of years ago was already mysterious and forgotten. Reawakened by all forms of magic bursting with power at the same time.

My Little Pony: Cutiemark Chaos

#mlp infection au #mlp g5 #uhh... maybe don't expect me making a lot of this because well um... i am busy irl </3 and still sorta figuring out things for this small #fun project that i decided to start out of... seeing so many aus like this... honestly if i had a nickel for every au i made on a whim... #i'd have enough money for my actual life passion project lmao #anyways these aus are fun and i'm not... unknown to make pony body horror so um #hiii! #|| Cutiemark Chaos || #|| the jackal's art ||

[indulgnc]

(M) yeah hey.

decided to try inducing w the vicks scented tissues to see what if it did anything (it does).

all stifled except one at the end that got stuck and i accidentally let out muffled into my hand! rly harsh made me tear up lol. enjoy ! <3

#snz wav #heyyy hiii #my nose was also more sensitive from the. allergies or cold or whatver thr fucj #so um. Yeah. this. worked yup #if you think thisis hot please tell me kthxbyeee #s(n)z

[dailymaya]

[ID: digital art of Maya Fey from Ace Attorney. she's drawn fat, with light brown skin, wearing a blue one piece swimsuit and flip flops. she's grinning joyfully as she runs on the beach, her hair blowing out behind her. the colors are stylized and warm. instead of a necklace, Maya has a magatama bracelet on one wrist. /end ID]

it is HER hot girl summer!!!

#click for higher res orz #maya fey #ace attorney #find a version without filters on my insta @niercik #41 #hiii um. im still alive! lol #havent painted in a while so this was a Struggle urgh #if the perspective of the bg is weird do NOT tell me i spent like 2 days on it i dont care anymore i vow to never draw the ocean again ever

[blushouyo]

My cold dark tower seems so bright I swear it must be Heaven's Light

#twisted wonderland #twst #malleus draconia #my art #started playing twst again recently :) #im at the chapter that u first meet him again and.... #tsunotarou i missed u so much #<333 #also... #um. hiii #been a while since i posted art #im on break now tho so i have more time