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living-with-cml · 7 months
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Today marks 6 years since I was diagnosed with cancer and have been living with it as my constant companion. Last night, I finally did something I always wanted to do, but was never brave enough - or medically stable enough - to act on. The lyrics go deeper for me than just great, poetic music. They signify the journey I've been on from the very beginning - and continue to be on. And they are also why I incorporated one particular song's lyrics into my partially autobiographical story, "I'd Ask You To Be True". The response I got to that story means more than I could ever say. If you feel like celebrating me today, I wouldn't turn down a fic rec, lol. That was a big peek into my story, and this tattoo is just another chapter. After all, "we'll carry on..."
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raichukaiju · 1 year
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My Chemical Romance, Melbourne Night #2 17/03/2023
The fact that these are photos that I have on my phone now..... I don't care that they're blurry, the fact they exist at all is a miracle to me and I'm going to treasure them forever. I'm going to print them out and frame them with my ticket~
Last night was just as life-changing as I imagined and more. I don't know if I'll ever be able to sum up the night in enough words to truly express what it was like. I sung and screamed myself hoarse, dehydrated from crying and sweating so much, my hands and legs are still killing me - and I wouldn't change a single thing for anything in the world!!
Being part of such an enormous crowd - and second from the very back row so I could see the full scale of it all too - all singing together along with the band.... The energy in that room - the overflowing love and overwhelming gratitude at being alive, it's like nothing I've ever known.
"We'll carry on"
"The world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me"
"You're not in this alone"
"I am not afraid to keep on living"
My Chemical Romance has gotten me through the past decade in a way even other bands/artists I love with all my heart will never compare to. Seeing them in person, an experience I thought I'd never get to have, feels like it's rewritten something in my very soul, like there's a light in there somewhere that can never go out again.
Last night felt like a promise - to myself, to the universe - that I will be ok someday, no matter how long it takes to get there. And a reminder that it's just as ok not to be ok, so long as I don't stop fighting and clawing my way back up.
Awake And Unafraid, Asleep Or Dead
I'll be keeping that promise~🕯️
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lost-my-shape · 1 year
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have I been exerting my energy and losing sleep just to watch them on a Livestream from the other side of the world? Yes. But at the end of the day
I think I'll remember this for the rest of my life
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thefernbi · 8 months
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When i was
A young boy
My father
Took me into the city
To buy me
Some Icecream :)
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a-star-that-fell · 2 years
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You Are Not Immune To Welcome to the Black Parade
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clockwayswrites · 1 year
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I shared this on the dead on main server, but just for all of your brain itches also:
So there's Danny-suddenly a halfa- by definition both alive and dead. He is two things that are diametrically opposed. They cannot exist at the same time, so they don't.
Every time Danny goes ghost, he dies again. Each time the rings of light engulf him he has a moment again of being electrocuted to death. Phandom greatly enjoys giving Danny Lichtenberg scars, but electric shock has other common symptoms such as hearing loss, tremors, and seizures...
...all things Danny faces every time he comes back to life.
It takes them awhile to put it all together- that transforming and fighting makes it all worse- and by then Danny's been through rounds of medication for his seizures that do nothing and has a permanent level of hearing loss. (And Ancients does the hearing loss explain some of his troubles with school.)
Part of Danny is tempted, each and ever time, to stay a ghost where he doesn't feel the constant ache of pain and trembling muscles and muted world. Part of him is tempted to stay dead.
But he pulls through it. Things settle with the ghosts. Danny is able to hang up Phantom and being a hero and instead focusing on living. The seizures stop, the tremors and pain have good days and bad, Tucker helped him make some amazing hearing aides... he lives.
He gets an internship with the Wayne Foundation and their outreach helping children left permanently injured by the attacks in Gotham- inspired in part by Jason Todd-Wayne's own partial hearing loss from an explosion.
When they meet, neither of them quite know just how deeply the other person can understand what they've been through.
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valeffelees · 28 days
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something something watford era au
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archdevilsupreme · 3 months
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It is, by far, way too funny to me how I've been confused about Karlach's inventory for god knows how long before realising what's wrong. I was convinced it was the game being bugged since she can carry like 250kg.
Then I realised... she's been carrying around Cazador's corpse all this time. This shit is so funny to me because can you imagine a group of 4 people walking around Baldur's Gate, just casually dragging the corpse of a vampire lord along with them as a sign of dominance (and forgetfulness of said vampire corpse).
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omchar · 9 months
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Ok so like. I was abducted by some gemcyt people on mcci and fell deeply into that rabbithole. So now we're here! Have these:
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Designs belong to @chrisrin
Skin download thingies under the cut :D
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also also: flower husbands ft. poppies (i was too lazy to get pictures of the skins themselves)
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demideific · 1 year
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People who are already complaining about Nico acting like an actual teenager before the book has even fully been released are the weakest and most boring link like boo tomato tomato.
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genericpuff · 7 months
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Hey so I have a question-
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Is Rachel even contributing to LO's art anymore? Like, at all?
CAUTION: MILD FASTPASS SPOILERS AHEAD !!!
I've talked at length about the 'tells' of each assistant and artist, and while it doesn't guarantee that I can tell exactly who drew each panel, there's one thing there's been a lot less of in the most recent episodes that have caught my attention - things that I know Rachel would typically contribute.
And most of it comes down to her lineart.
The shading was always her, no doubt about that, you could tell with how consistently awful it is, how she would take actual decent flats from her assistants and proceed to butcher them with muddied shading.
AmyKim89's flats vs. after Rachel's gotten her hands on them:
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(seriously Rachel why tf did you darken Persephone's legs here, it looked so much better before ??)
But there was also her lineart which, at first, I didn't realize who was drawing it. It didn't show up super often in LO but it was always very noticeable when it did so I knew it had to be someone on the team doing it:
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The thickness of the lines and the extra little strokes added in along the knuckles and bends, that wasn't something that was really common in LO at this point... at least it hasn't been since S1:
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And when comparing it to the lineart she used to do in The Doctor Pepper/Foxglove Show:
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(look at the mouth in The Doctor Foxglove Show vs. Hera in the pilot version of LO, they're literally the same)
So yeah, it was certainly the revelation to discover that that one instance of "weirdly detailed lineart" wasn't one of her assistants having a little extra fun, it was Rachel herself. It was already so uncommon for her to contribute all the way back in S2 that her contributions seemed to be more of the exception rather than the norm.
And since seeing the art that's been in the newest FP episodes following the return of the series... is Rachel even drawing at all anymore? Because lately the lineart has felt very thin, in a way that I can't tell if it's her assistants just doing all the lineart now or if she's trying to emulate S1 LO more by using less lineart. But S1 didn't have thin lineart, it had very thick lineart, BUT only being used where necessary to emphasis shadows and depth.
Now the lineart feels very... dinky? Especially when you look at the eyelashes.
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That said, there are moments from S1 that had similarly 'dinky' lineart, so take this with grains of salt. It still didn't feel as dinky though as it does today where the lines are practically non-existent in how thin they are.
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There are also times when you can tell they're really trying to emulate that S1 look, the pieces are there but they aren't being put together very well:
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So yeah at this point I wouldn't even be shocked if all Rachel's doing at this point is scripting and roughs. And considering there are definitely times where she'll just draw without knowing what to write, the 'scripting' is also practically non-existent. It's just her leaving her roughs off to the last second for her assistants to whip out with very little time to pay attention to what's being submitted.
Once again it's Rachel fundamentally missing the point of the criticism that's being made of her work. She's trying to forcefully emulate something that she didn't even have a process behind. I can attest as someone who's been trying to do studies of her past work to recreate it as faithfully as possible through Rekindled, it's very difficult to achieve the 'old LO' look because 'old LO' was literally just Rachel slapping down brush strokes until they looked good, there was no specific process or guidelines that she followed, she just made things look textured and colorful. Everything else was basically up to her figuring out what actually looked good, with panels often having their own vibes separate from others in isolation of one another.
Now she's trying to replicate that look while missing the point entirely that it's not something she can really replicate anymore. Though we do get the odd panel that's way closer to the point, those panels have one thing that she's clearly not putting into the comic as a whole anymore - love and effort.
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(fr this panel is so gorgeous but I feel like at this point it was more sheer luck because of how rare it is to see panels like these nowadays, this feels like an accident LOL)
Case in point, this honorable mention towards Persephone's outfit which is literally just a color-swapped version of the sketch that Rachel posted to Blue Sky that got meme'd to death in the ULO sub:
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Did you catch that though? The weird dark patch over her boob and the gap in the lineart of her cleavage?
That's because they copy pasted the first panel and then erased out the hands, but missed the part of the hand shading that was overlapping the breast and the gap in the lineart.
I shit you not, Rachel coming up with memes on Blue Sky that she's scraped out of shows she watched 20 years ago is basically the full extent of her writing at this point.
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Haha take a thing and make it bigger! So funnyyyy!
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(seriously Rachel's 'humor' feels like it's stuck in 2010)
Yep, you're really earning that #1 NYT Bestseller label that you haven't even gotten since Volume 3, Rachel. Put your hand down, there are no high fives for you here.
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raichukaiju · 1 year
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✨Sing it for the world✨
Over the moon to have finally gotten my Danger Days spider tattoo - I've wanted this for so long, it feels so right to look down and see it, knowing I get to carry it with me forever 😍
I'll always consider Danger Days to be "my" My Chemical Romance album, and this is the best way to carry all those songs imprinted on my heart with me at once, rather than trying to pick a single lyric (though I'll likely still get a handful of pieces inspired by individual songs over time)
Thank you SO much to Eliza from The Coven Tattoo for doing such a phenomenal job with these fine lines and bringing one of my dream pieces to life, I couldn't be happier~💛
(Excuse the redness - I've washed and applied aftercare to the tattoo but it is still fresh after all)
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purecommemasolitude · 9 months
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man. i've been diamond-mining bad-to-mediocre books for so long that i've forgotten how good pb can be when they actually put their minds to it
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daily-odile · 5 months
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Saw this blog on my dash and IMMEDIATELY followed and subscribed. I love Odile and I love your art style! Thank you for blessing us with your art, and I hope you have a lovely day!
Aaaa right back at you!! Thank you for checking my silly little blog where I draw the same old woman 20 times. The tags fuel me throughout the entire day
Here's a few bonus (ooc) sketches for today
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sweetmilkbread · 7 months
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4.07 / 4.08 / 4.10
Out of the dog cage. Free to be haunted forever.
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kuwupikaa · 8 days
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Don't get me wrong I absolutely love the new anime content they put into the training arc. We get to know the hashira's outside of life threatening situations, and we get personalities for some of the background corps members. I do think ufotable is extremely evil for that, because I just know they're going to make SURE that we recognize them once we get to this point:
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