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iguessitsjustme · 1 year

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It’s been a few weeks since I binged The Eighth Sense and I have some thoughts now that I’ve processed the whole show.

I specifically want to talk about this scene and this particular line that Jae Won says to Ji Hyun:

I saw someone point out that is not how depression works and Jae Won can’t make that promise and I wanted to talk about why I think he can (though I don��t think that person was wrong because Jae Won really can’t promise his depression away). Also I know that he doesn't say the word "promise" but it's implied. Keep in mind I don’t speak Korean and I’m not sure of any nuances or anything that could potentially be lost in translation.

But when Jae Won is promising Ji Hyun that he won’t make him sad again, he isn’t promising that he will stop being depressed. Jae Won knows that’s not going to change and so does Ji Hyun. Jae Won is in therapy, he is being prescribed antidepressants. He knows that he isn’t suddenly going to be magically fixed by loving Ji Hyun. Ji Hyun knows that loving Jae Won won’t get rid of his depression. Ji Hyun knows what triggered it to begin with and he knows what caused the most recent depressive episode.

Jae Won’s promise here isn’t to stop being depressed. It’s to stop pushing Ji Hyun away in order to protect him. It’s to stop projecting his doubts and fears that he has for himself onto Ji Hyun. What Jae Won is promising here is that he will communicate. He is promising to try. He doesn’t promise perfection, he doesn’t promise everlasting love, he doesn’t promise happiness. He promises effort. Which is what I love so much about the show. The very last scene captures it so well. They are together, in a car going somewhere and they are talking about trying in the voice over. They say they’re afraid but they will still try. Because they love each other enough to put forth that effort.

Jae Won honestly needed someone like Ji Hyun in his life. He needed someone who would love and support him through the depressive episode. Who would stand by him even when he is pushing them away. Ji Hyun loved Jae Won and didn’t get angry at him for the things he did and said. Ji Hyun was worried about Jae Won and just wished for his happiness. He knew Jae Won wasn’t happy and that’s why he kept showing up. It was a gentle reminder to Jae Won that he was there. That he wasn’t going anywhere. That he loved him through it all and he would be there for Jae Won whenever and however he needed him.

And that’s love. Love is the patience that Ji Hyun showed Jae Won. Love is the effort that Jae Won showed Ji Hyun. Love is patience, love is effort, love is trying. And those two will be okay.

#the eighth sense #the eighth sense the series #honestly wrote this at work and just grabbed the screenshots when i got home #had to tell my mom to stop watching for a second so i can grab the screenshots #i stopped her at a bad spot but oh well #anyway this was my brainrot while doing quite literally nothing at work today

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cepheusgalaxy · 2 months

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doodle spam

#hazbin hotel #my doodles #i like to think that he advertises for voxtek sometimes #fun fact: the second doodle's pose is literally in the devassa's logo #(it's a popular deer brand if you don't know--well. at least it is popular in my country)#that's also the deer he's holding #the third drawing's pose is ALSO took from a devassa advertisement #also the “entertainment” on the “trust us with your entertainment” is on a different color and also framed by this lil blue rectangle #to sign that it was a blank slot but then they wrote “entertainment” on it #but this ad is supposed to work for the voxtek angel security; voxtek products in general and all the stuff vox sells :)#this was fun to do #hazbin angel #hazbin angel dust #my art #angel dust #hazbin hotel angel dust #fanart #the last two are my favorites #the hair acessory did NOT go that well on angel's head as it would on actual hair. me thinks #but it's still cool af #i like to think that in the first drawing hes tired and wants to go home but he still got some event to go #id in alt text

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bleachbleachbleach · 1 year

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I don’t think I’ll ever be over the fact that Hitsugaya was, by virtue of Aizen’s letter, technically one of the primary/only suspects in Aizen’s murder and the overthrow of Soul Society. Because of the options, he has gotta be… one of the squarest (second only to Komamura, though at the time that guy had a BUCKET ON HIS HEAD).

At the same time, though, Hitsugaya also manages to engage in only the MOST sus behavior.

Like, can you imagine the decadal Gotei audit. Some paper-pusher in 1st who was assigned to some other non-Aizen, non-ryoka project during the Soul Society arc gets put on the audit committee and he, like most of the Gotei, knows nothing about the ryoka invasion or the facts around the three captains’ “disappearances” some time ago (only as much as was reported in the SC). And he’s going through people’s personnel files and reading stuff like, what 🙃 the fuck,,,

Auditor: Do you have a connection to 5th Division Vice Captain Hinamori? Answer yes or no.

Hitsugaya: Yes.

Auditor: Describe the nature of that relationship.

Hitsugaya: We’re acquainted.

Auditor: Be more specific.

Hitsugaya: What are you getting at?

Auditor: Were you her arresting officer in August 2001?

Hitsugaya: Oh. Yes.

Auditor: And you assumed control of the 5th Division leadership shortly thereafter? What about 3rd Division Vice Captain Kira? You were his arresting officer as well?

Hitsugaya: Yes, though I’m not sure what that has to do—

Auditor: And SHORTLY THEREAFTER, did you not infiltrate the 3rd Division grounds and assault 3rd Captain Ichimaru?

Hitsugaya: “Infiltrate” is a little—

Auditor: We have third party eyewitness accounts stating that not only did you draw your sword, you released shikai, resulting in—

Hitsugaya: Resulting in nothing!

Auditor: AND IN A SUBSEQUENT ALTERCATION INVOLVING THIRD DIVISION VICE CAPTAIN, WERE YOU NOT

SUSPICIOUSLY PRESENT FOR THE DETONATION AND DESTRUCTION OF A CIVILIAN BUILDING????

[Bleach e303]

#hitsugaya toushirou #bleach anime #bleach #hitsugaya toshiro #toushirou hitsugaya #Toshiro Hitsugaya #no brain just bleach #please be proud of me i wrote this the second i got to work this morning but i had to wait until i was home and had access to the caps #i think probably the most ridiculous part of this post though is that in the original version of my sasakibe+hinamori fic there was a whole #B narrative about how hitsugaya and sasakibe knew each other and it was because all the captains had to go in for interviews to vote on #whether to clear hinamori kira and hisagi for continued duty in the gotei #and they were supposed to disclose any personal information that might require them to recuse themselves from the deliberations #and the only thing that's on official record about hitsugaya and hinamori is that hitsugaya arrested her that one time #so that's all he volunteers to sasakibe #(and then obviously does not recuse himself and votes yes)#i ended up cutting that so here is a very different version of that is technically the same idea lolol

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aretrothing · 5 months

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i haven't posted anything for months but here is my first doctor who oneshot. it's second doctor because would you expect anything else

#i got bored during a rehearsal and wrote this when i got home #doctor who #classic who #jamie mccrimmon #polly wright #ben jackson #second doctor

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starpros-sunshine · 1 year

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OK FOLLOWING UP ON THE BARD THING i think eichi definitely invited wataru to perform at a noble party before. because they'd usually have musicians and so? so ok picture this. it's eichi's birthday so his parents want him to hold a ball and he usually thinks those are annoying but then he gets an idea. make it a masquerade (for the drama). invite wataru as both a performer And his partner for the ball. he's an actor! and everyone is of course impressed by wataru's performance but they're even more impressed because the always polite but unreachable tenshouin heir is expertly dancing with a masked stranger (i love the fact that eichi's specialty in his profile is ballroom dancing). and then they're annoying and overdramatic in public together but no one can figure out Who That Is

and also i know you said that shu was a tailor but i think it would be funny if he also were a noble (his family is also of high standing in canon i think) so he can be there to judge eichi. harshly. i havent figures out yet how to make him besties w wataru but ! it can work

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This got soooo long again so this is once more put under read more I am so sorry

The idea with the Masquerade comes up while Eichi complains to Wataru about his parents pretty much forcing him to throw a ball for his upcoming birthday (they already planned the whole thing and didn't reallly give him a choice in the matter) and how much of a hassle he thinks that is because of all the superficial politeness between people that everyone knows are gossipping about each other behind each others backs and how sick he is of the pretending to be well acquainted with these people he's talked to maybe once or twice and all the ladies that wish to dance with him and that want to suck up to him because of his families wealth and how really this is all just one big farce to "save face". So Wataru suggests "why not make it a masquerade ball" to spice things up a little bit maybe, take some of the stiffness out of it. And Eichi says he wants to invite Wataru because what's a public event without proper entertainment? Wataru agrees of course and they come up with all of these overly grandiose ideas and scenarios (most of them are utterly absurd. One they genuinely consider involves Wataru pretending to kidnap Eichi and causing a scandal (Eichi woud miraculously reappear the next day and they'd gaslight everyone into thinking that never even happened and all the people are just imagining things)).

Wataru mentions that he'll be gone for an evening to play at the noble's ball to the elderly inn-keeper couple over dinner and they make a really big fuss about it and tell him to dress nicely and to watch his manners because "Remember, you can't just drop from the ceiling with those high society people like we let you do it here they're very sensitive about manners you have to make sure to watch your manners!" and for a minute he wonders how it got to the point that his landlords started to treat him like they personally picked him up from the street when he was a child.

I like to think he met Shu when he was out on the street doing a little street performance to earn some extra money for himself and Shu, the way that he is, came by, looked him up and down, and then started a conversation with him about music as an art form and that somehow turned into a philosophical discussion and at the end of that they each went their own ways with the knowledge that there was a new friendship formed that day.

And maybe he's the one that sews Watarus clothes for the ball because if you spent most of your life as a traveling bard living hand to mouth from your music you won't really have the money for fancy clothes (Eichi still insists on paying for Wataru here because he wouldn't need to spend so much money on fancy ballgowns if it wasn't for him in the first place and also he just wants to treat Wataru to something nice and sees this as his chance seeing as Wataru declines most gift offers me made before). Wataru tells him about the entire thing and Shu scoffs because dislikes Eichi (still need to come up with a way to explain that disdain but I will come up with something trust me!) but his parents force him to be there too so "he might as well" (it's obvious he still puts in a lot of care "because of his pride as an artists" (because Wataru is his friend and he wants him to have something nice)).

Shu only has to be there because his family guilt trips him into going and he doesn't see the point in opening that can of worms again ("We already let you pursue your foolish dream of sewing clothes like a commoner this is the least you could do for your family.")

And then at the actual event he's in some secluded corner together with some other people who only attended as a mere formality because they also do not like the Tenshouin family but they have to be there because they're important and aristocrat politics are weird that way I suppose.

Meanwhile Wataru does his usual thing and charms everyone with his beautiful beautiful voice and his elegance and charm and oh he is so agreeable as a performer. Eichi has to handle the usual "pleasantries" (nothing pleasant about those tries) and he exchanges the one or the other suffering glance with Yuzuru when nobody pays attention that just screams "God when will it end". Yuzuru shoots him back a look that conveys the exact emotion of "my condolences" and then he goes on to look for Tori who's 1.53m figure has disappeared in the group of people and when he finds him he's talking to a gentleman that's about a head taller than him and the mask obscures his face but judging by the hair and the slight "animosity" between them he's talking to Tsukasa, so Yuzuru decides he's in good hands and leaves to do his own thing. (do they know they're talking to each other? Who knows! But they'd probably manage to start bickering either way.)

And eventually it gets to the actual Ball bit of the Birthday Ball Event where they actually dance (there's an actual orchestra there now and they play very lovely music). And almost everyone asks to dance with Eichi at least once. Eichi does not want to waste his time and energy on these people who are just interested in him for his money so he always makes up something about being preoccupied or a little tired or something that gives them no other choice but to back off. Suddenly Wataru appears behind him and does a little "boo!" and Eichi didn't expect that so he startles and almost drops his glass and tells Wataru not to do that anymore at public eventshas while Wataru has to stiffle a laugh because he thinks Eichi is cute when he pretends to try to be firm with him. After he's done with his "scolding" (you can barely call it that. he was very soft on Wataru.) Wataru asks him for a dance this time and he's very chivalrous about it - he goes all out really - he kisses his hand and offers him a rose while he does a little bow and asks if he "may have this dance with the lovely star of the evening" (and oh Eichi wants to kiss him so bad right then and there but in a room full of people that are worse than a committee of vultures that is very much not an option). Of course he agrees and they move to the dance floor and suddenly a Lot of eyes are on them because Eichi Tenshouin, whom a good chunk of pursuers have already given up on - because let us be real. It will never happen. The man hasn't shown interest in anyone at any moment in time and lives together with the Himemiya heir and his butler as far removed from the rest of the aristocracy as one would be able to - is waltzing with this masked stranger and it becomes very obvious very quickly that Eichis constant declining of dance offers was not for a lack of expertise because those two look breathtaking together.

Eichi actually dips Wataru once and some people wish they had hired an artist to paint the scene (because I'm a sap and wataei is beautiful I don't care I'm being self indulgent here)). And they talk but nobody can understand what because of the loud music and they curse the orchestra - which is still playing very lovely music (it's heavenly really) - for it.

After their dance is over Eichi goes back to declining every dance offer he gets with the excuse he's exhausted and needs to rest a little before he can dance again (the "I don't wish to dance with you" is implied and in the room but most people chose to ignore it to spare their ego and decide to take him at face value) and Wataru disappears to somewhere, nobody really knows where but somehow he's nowhere to be found. Until he sneaks up to Eichi a second time and does the whole "Boo!" thing again and Eichi almost drops his glass yet another time and as he turns around to "scold" Wataru again Wataru shushes him and takes Eichis, who is more confusedd than anything by now, hand and sneaks out of the ballroom with him.

Eichi asks where they are going and Wataru doesn't answer he just keeps walking and Eichi decides to just trust the process and suddenly they're on the Balcony again, not a cloud in the sky and the only sounds to be heard are the muffled instrumentals from the orchestra that started playing their next piece. The only lightsource being the moonlight reflected by the new years snow. And Wataru turns around, he's not wearing a mask anymore, and he does his little bow and kisses Eichis hand, hands him a rose he had appear from nowhere - a white one this time - and does his entire "May I have this dance with the lovely star of the evening" spiel again. It's the same routine really but it's different somehow. More intense. Because he says it with more sincerity than he did when they were around more people. And Eichi doesn't even have to reply before he finds himself whisked into this waltz yet again, somehow in the leading position. And then they dance and they dance and it's just the two of them, the stars as their only witnesses. And as the orchestra finishes their piece and the music fades out Eichi dips Wataru again and they kiss and it is so sappy and they are so so so so sappy.

They stay out on the balcony a little while longer but they retreat back inside rather timely seeing as it is still january and the night and as the following consequence of those two circumstances actually pretty cold and they'd both rather Eichi not get sick (he already got Watarus coat but then they'd also both like it very much if Wataru also didn't get sick either so they migrate back into the empty, dimly lit hallways of the mansion rather quickly)

(meanwhile at the actual ball people have noticed Eichi missing and started to ask questions, poor Yuzuru has to repeatedly tell people Eichi probably retreated into his quarters already, seeing as it is rather late and he was rather tired "Please excuse the young master for his failing in notifiying the other guests, he told me he didn't wish to interrupt the nice atmosphere and preferred to leave unnoticed".)

After the festivities died down Yuzuru and Tori go to check up on Eichis room because he's been gone without any notice and it would probably be useful to know if their kind-of-roommate just went away to fool around with that strange bard man they've been seeing sneaking around their mansion from time to time that Eichi seems to be oddly fond of or if the should actually be worried about his well-being. After they knock and get no reply Yuzuru just opens the door and he and Tori are both greeted with the view of Eichi asleep in his bed and next to him the also seemingly fast asleep figure of Wataru who's braid got considerably more lose during the course of the evening and who's also seemingly wearing some of Eichis sleepwear.

They both decide they have seen enough they do neither need nor wish to see more. Yuzuru, who has been in this situation before doesn't even have it in him anymore to react in a specific way. He just lets out this big sigh because he doesn't get paid enough for all of this as he directs Tori out of the room. Tori who has not been in this situation before has a Lot of questions now because he doesn't know this man but he's apparently closer to Eichi than most other people and he doesn't know how to feel about that but happy is probably not it.

(The following day Eichi has to listen to a (rightfully) disgruntled Yuzurus passive-agressive-yet-somehow-still-very-polite-sounding-Yuzuru-complaints about him just disappearing like that and leaving it to Yuzuru to take care of his mess (Eichi promises him to make up for it and that if Yuzuru has any favour to ask he's very welcome to come to Eichi about it). Tori really wants to ask about the strange man Eichi was so involved with but between not really getting a word in while Eichi and Yuzuru are talking and not really knowing how to take the exceedigly good mood Eichi is in (he's had "A very nice evening". With utmost certainty it was for reasons other than him actually enjoying the mingling witht the high society at social function he was obligated to host, Tori guesses), he kind of clinks out here and decides to simply take matters into his own hands when he gets the chance.)

#never let me write anything about them ever again #this got so long again I really just wrote my heart out huh #can you believe I actually researched flower language for this #in the middle I remembered that January is actually really cold at night so maybe I should switch up my approach a little #hm. did that work out? I have no idea #I kind of blacked out somewhere in the middle #Hiyori could've been in this idk he was there too somewhere with Jun or something #Eden attended the event but they're unimportant right now #can you tell I love fairytales by the way I feel like that got a little obvious throughout this entire AU #oh I should make a tag for this I'm actually rather fond of my embarrassing cringefail wataei au rambles #Btw when Wataru comes back home he's also in a very good mood and the elderly inn-keeper couple tease him about it #I've gotten very soft about that little thing that started as a side bit initially #those are his parents now they looked at this guy that has been occupiying this one room for a Long while #and that pays his rent by doing shows for the guests or helping in the kitchen or generally just helping around #some things are just easier when you're young and energetic #and they looked at him and his birds and went ''You're a little strange and off putting but you're part of the family now''#this is way less profound than the first one it's suuuper self indulgent and a little lame but I like indulging from time to time #head in hands i really like wataei #wataei #OH! wait there's symbolism in the dance scene (the second one)#the rest is just me being silly #yumefan🎼🌠#Wataru could wear Eichis clothes no problem I think thats so neat #because they're the same height and it's been said Wataru can pass perfectly for a woman so I assume he has more of a slim frame #chances are Eichis clothes sit loser on him than on Eichi i think that's a little funny #the possibility is there is all I'm saying #<- tag until i figure something out that sounds nicer #Märchen au

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munch-mumbles · 2 months

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ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other #meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20 #tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are #few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is #get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?'#and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went #on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.)#etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves #like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more #chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already #nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them #up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t #finish my sentence #and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves #so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me #then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear #and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning #during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the #door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh?#and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her #why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking #basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore #cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come #back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open #ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me #GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan #im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just #gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean #im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other #LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!

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mer-se · 4 months

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I loveeeee having pets but the trauma that comes with having them that is inevitable . fuckin blows

#like leaving the vet er at midnight #I never want my niece to call me hysterical at work ever again #this is the second time now #I got legit flashbacks….was so similar to crybabes and felt like the same bad dream repeating #me and my niece sitting on the floor in trauma man #this time was obviously different though and scarier #I also maybe am weirdly protected sometimes because I was in the process of speeding home #and this extremely slow ass car immediately got in front of me and stopped me from driving fast #like legit stayed the entire drive and it annoyed the FUCK out of me but looking back like #shouldn't have been driving fast definitely not stressed out #he’s not in the clear yet and I definitely won’t sleep well tonight but he’s stable #thankfully.#wasn’t sure there for a while #when we got to the vet the woman looked in at him and started running #and gave me a DNR form and was relaying my answer over the phone to the back #fucking traumatic actually #also my beta fish died this morning too #I don’t like februaries . cursed ass month I swear #I wrote this all half asleep last night #but he went to the vet today and it’s still not great so #poor chubbies #sweetest boy ever too #I wish I didn’t have to go to work today #just wanna go sit with him all day

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edgarallanpoestan · 11 months

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my mom wants so desperately for me to start getting paid for writing. girl i wrote fanfiction i have like 20 people who are user subbed to me on ao3. idk what kind of payment youre expecting to happen or whos gonna be paying me

#bee buzzes #shes been going on abt it for months #but esp since i got home #she keeps begging me to just become a writer #im a fucking bio major #like she wants me to give that up #i love bio sm #shes the opposite of the expectation but. just as bad.#i wanna work with biology why do you want me to stop that and become a full time writer #first of all. very little money could ever come from that unless smth i wrote REALLY popped off #so either way itd prob have to be a side hustle #second of all. holy shit let me live my fucking life #i write for fun i enjoy doing events like this bc of the prompts and the comments from my recipients #i dont get why EVETYTHING has to be abt money #also. i think its mostly bc i write a lot and dont do much relating to bio in my free time #even tho i was in science olympiad for 7 years and then wrote tests for it after i graduated #and other than that theres not much for me to fucking do in that realm #at least not to the degree that theres stuff i can do for writing

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eiragon · 27 days

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@murrtagh : " i've been cruel. it's a cruel world. maybe we do all deserve to die - but maybe we could be better, too. "

eragon has learned, over the excruciating course of the past handful of years, that cruelty does not breed cruelty, but simply nurses it. when first had the idea that he was morzan's son been thrashed upon his doorstep, he had thought himself a monster, a beast, a rift of festering evil upon the world; the idea that such viciousness and animosity might run though his blood shifted his very worldview - for how could he not inevitably fall down that very same path? as it were, the discovery was made that he was not morzan's son, but it was not that revelation which jarred him from his previous fears, rather, it was the knowledge that it was not blood which defined the whole of you. he was brom and selena's son, but more than that, he was eragon. shadeslayer, argetlam, dragon-rider.

he looks upon murtagh now, and though in him breathes and writhes a grief that will never die, he does not hate him. at one point, maybe that had been so - maybe he had been so utterly blinded by the fresh wound of loss, of betrayal, that hatred had been the only word that had felt appropriate - but not anymore. eragon cannot begin to fathom all that has been carved out of murtagh's life, and body, and soul; cannot begin to comprehend what has been bled from his mind and his flesh. he does know, however, that murtagh had asked for none of it. he had not asked to be morzan's son, to be galbatorix's tool and hand. he had not been born a monster, and a monster he had not become. cruelty and hatred had been nursed, and fed, and forced upon him, but they were not born with him. he was murtagh - a man still building himself, discovering himself, forging himself into something new. the dragon-rider wanted nothing more than to see the person he would create. to have the chance to grow up with that person, to see that person be made.

even now, this early on in murtagh's newfound and unfamiliar freedom, his progress was a tangible, visible, heavy and sparking in the air. the way he speaks is a testament to what he has endured and … perhaps not overcome, but has grown with and around. maybe we do all deserve to die - but maybe we could be better, too. maybe we could be better, too. something swells in eragon's heart, and there is an implacable feeling that threatens to choke him. we could be better. the world is cruel, but we don't have to be.

eragon's jaw tenses. he glances away, fleetingly, seeming to think for only a moment, before he asks, attention earnest and focused wholly on his brother, " do you want to be better, murtagh? " there is no judgment, and the question is not rhetorical; eragon does not doubt murtagh in the slightest, and in fact, there is a distant and singing note of hope. of belief. there have been moments where eragon has thought murtagh the better of the two; it was no competition, and the circumstances demanded that they grow and develop differently, but even so, there always seemed to have been a goodness in murtagh, one that he was blind to, oblivious to, buried too deeply under the blood that galbatorix had made him shed. do you want to be better, he asks - knowing that there was a light in him that had always been there.

#murrtagh #in character.#i am so sorry if this is incoherent ANYWHERE . immediately wrote this up the second i got home -

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emeraldcreeper · 2 months

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The one way to beat the it’s past 10pm (or significantly past 10pm) and you eel like shit go the FUCK to sleep issue is writing… like way too long and only crying a little

#vent #I’ve felt like shit all day #I wrote approximately 2k words for the second chapter of resurrection and rebuilding #it’s very fun and very dialogue heavy #I’m real proud of it #hoenatky the highlight of my yesterday it’s 1am now #and I was told the honey white bread I made was good #but I did get embarrassed and cry and get more embarrassed and cry harder and then hide and sleep for like 3 hours #I was at my socializing limit #then my mom said something to my aunt about stupid things #and I got embarrassed about it and cried #and my mom and aunt both feel bad about it when it was more straw that broke the camels back and less their fault #I’ve been up since my 3 hour nap #I didn’t feel good and didn’t want to go anywhere and I wanted to go home like an hour into the gathering #then had to stay for 4 hours #then had what in hindsight was probably a meltdown #it was hot and I couldn’t sit comfortably and it was noisy and I couldn’t leave

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goodmorningnona · 2 months

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i have a disorder called gets a fic idea then blacks out until it's done

#last week i forgot abt uni work entirely and today i accidentally wrote 5k in two hours. yesterday i wrote on my PHONE the entire train ride #home when i got this idea #that was like an hour half #im so tired but all i can think abt is writing help #LMAO YEAH AND I JUST REMEMBERED last week on my last work i went to my favorite café at noon then next thing i knew the staff came up and #told me they were closing in 10 minutes. it was 5pm. i had written so fucking much #i know im ill but like i also.. have to get myself into the headspace. like today i blasted sad music with an iced coffee after serrating my #skin by writing on it with pen and smoking a fag. i feel like im two seconds from not taking my meds so i can really FEEL the suicidality #and write so so good but that's a bad fuckin idea so im gonna stick with writing slightly slower/needing more editing for the tone of #someone who wants to die deeply and keep my mental health in tact #anyway i love projecting onto characters to work through my own problems it's so !!!!#lessons of the hand and the mouth

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wikagirl · 6 months

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HUH??????

this is official by the primals...but the humor and edeting looks so fanmade this is amazing

#for context masayoshi soken is the music director of ffxiv and he has his own band (the primals)#and they cover the songs they wrote for the game #and this is them performing “dedicated to moonlight” from the second endwalker alliance raid #I love everything about this #ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #final fantasy 14 #masayoshi soken #the primals #ffxiv music #look at em goooo!!!#they are performing ingame emotes and animations throughout the music video #also funfact for my non-ffxiv homies #soken wrote the majority of the songs for the entire endwalker expansion while in the hospital fighting cnacer #and none of his team knew they just thought he was working from home #because he didn't want to negatively impact their spirits with his condition #and when he got out of the hospital and perfored at fanfest this mans first thing on the agenda apparently was to perform La Hee #aka a very memeworthy area theme from shadowbringers #Youtube

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slimeciclecock · 7 months

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if I wasn't so busy with irl stuff lately I would be cooking SO hard

#anyway stay tuned for my next fic titled take me home i dont wanna be alone tonight (slash JOKE)#fuck i wanna write again so bad #unfortunately i put all my ideas into the first fic and now idk how genuine I'll be if i write a second fic #granted the first fic i wrote was bc i got way too obsessed with mariana hsving that maid dress skin on for weeks #screw it im gonna listen to cross my heart on repeat snd explode #also actually one of my main motivators for the first fic was a mariana trench joke that never made the cut #oh my god wait i know how to link it ☠️☠️#someone on red team: hey slime where are you we need to do x and x and x #slimecicle: sorry guys cant join you im deep in the mariana trench atm #aight. gonna go fall asleep goodby

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miniimight · 21 days

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I need more dad Sukuna and mom reader fics / headcsnons, I love the way you wrote for them!!

hey anon thank you! i'm thinking about making this a series, if you guys have any ideas/requests/prompts lmk <3

PICKING UP BABY FROM SCHOOL oops, toddlers can't ride motorcyles! (dad!sukuna x mom!reader)

sukuna rolled up about twenty minutes before his daughter's school got out, deploying the kickstand of his pitch black motorcycle against the rainbow colored fencing. he pulled off his helmet, sighing deeply when he met fresh air again.

his phone buzzed against his thigh. he pulled it out of his tight cargo pocket, answering immediately when he saw your caller ID. "hey, doll."

"you got there okay?" you asked.

"mhm."

"and you're on the right side of the building? that's where her class comes out."

"mhm."

"great." you exhaled. "m'sorry i couldn't make it this time—"

"stop." he says gruffly, his phone between his shoulder and ear as he pulls off his gloves. "what are you sorry for, silly girl? you're sick and should rest."

he doesn't mind anything when it comes to his two girls, not the fifteen minute commute to her school or the half hour of waiting just to get a parking spot nice and close to the doors.

your laugh was warbled over the phone. "at least the car is air conditioned. it's been getting warmer lately."

"..." he looked down at his bike.

"ryo, baby?" you hummed.

"hm?"

"you did take the car, right?"

"..."

his silence was all you needed to hear. he tuned out your worried rambling about how the hell is your daughter going to get home on that thing in order to process. toddlers don't usually use motorcycles as a mode of transportation... and he should've thought of this before!

"it'd be fine if i had an extra seat." he mused, debating on how he could manage this situation without having to call you to get them.

"an extra seat?! not even an extra helmet?" you shrieked. "baby, i swear, if you're actually thinking about driving with my baby girl on that thing—"

"relax, doll," he grumbled, pushing down the traces of embarrassment burning at his ears. "the brat will be fine, s'just a couple blocks away. she can handle the wind."

"..."

the bell rang and the doors swung open, children pouring out of the hallway and buzzing around in search of their parents.

"she's out, we'll see you soon." he was about to hang up when he heard,

"i'm literally about to come get you, do NOT go anywhere."

he frowns, his eyes scouring the crowd of midgets for his kid. he didn't mean to make you so upset and worried. he just... overlooked important details sometimes. not his fault, he's trying his best :(

"y/n, you will sit your ass down in bed. when i come home, you better be laying down exactly how i left you." he warned. he heard your breath hitch. "you trust me, don't you, baby?"

"yes... unfortunately."

he nodded. "we'll be home soon."

"in one piece?"

he rolled his eyes, grumbling. "yes, woman."

"hm." you huffed and hung up.

he strolled into the compound. as soon as he saw those pretty eyes that creased happily when they landed on him, he smiled and crouched down.

she ran over to him, her backpack jostling behind her. she held up a painting she made. "daddy, look!"

"i see." he pulled her closer, holding the backpack off her back and letting her walk off it. he slung the bedazzled bratz backpack over his shoulder, lifting her up in his arms. "what is it?"

"for mama."

"oh. all your crafts seem to be for mama. still nothing for me." he complained with a drawn out sigh.

she rolled her eyes, and he swore he was looking at you for a second.

"don't roll your eyes at me, brat." he scoffed. "who the hell even taught you that?" he muttered under his breath.

sukuna finally stopped in front of his bike. her eyes lit up as her legs started to kick in excitement. she's only ever seen daddy ride off on this thing, now she gets to ride with him?

he swung his leg over the bike, ignoring the mix of distasteful and flirtatious looks thrown at him. "okay, kid." he exhaled, shrugging off his jacket and holding it up to her. "gotta put this on."

she turned up her nose. "stinky."

his jaw dropped open. "i showered before i came to wait half an hour for you, chubby brat. the hell do you think you're talking to?"

she looked at him as if it were obvious.

"you'll put this on now. give me mama's painting, i'll put it in your bag." he said gruffly yet gently slid the painting into her backpack with the utmost care.

the jacket drowned her, the sleeves near triple the length of her arms. sukuna zipped her up and put the helmet on her head.

she started to whine. "stinky." she wailed.

"hush." he hissed, slapping some shades on and holding her towards her chest firmly. with her protected as best as he could with what he had, and with the jeweled backpack strapped to his back, he began to roll out into the road.

that drive home was the longest thirty minutes of his life. he had never drove so slow before.

you were waiting by the front door, running down to meet them as your husband pulled into the driveway.

"oh my god oh my god," you ripped your baby from his arms, tossing the helmet off her head. "are you okay, baby?" you smoothed away the sweaty hair from her face, your lips pursing when you hear her sniffles.

"my poor baby. daddy's never gonna pick you up again, don't you worry." you peppered her face with kisses.

sukuna caught the helmet before it crashed to the ground, walking behind you with his hands in his pockets. he kissed your temple as he leaned over your shoulder to peer down at his daughter. "daddy didn't do so bad."

you glare at him, cradling your daughter's head against your chest. you whirl away and storm into the house.

he sighed.

after many apologetic kisses and a good amount of groveling, you let him do pick-ups and drop-offs again. though you made sure to watch him get into the car before he drove off.

#sukuna ryomen x reader #sukuna x reader #sukuna fluff #jjk sukuna #jjk fluff #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen #ryomen sukuna x reader #jjk comfort #dad sukuna #sukuna #jujutsu sukuna #sukuna ryomen #jjk x you #ryomen x reader #ryoumen sukuna

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