listening to Temporary Love hits so DIFFERENT now it’s STRONGER and I rewatched some starscream episodes today and I thought “that’s my starlight!! and i’m his starflower!! and this mech is so fucking in love with me its unreal!!!!” i didn’t have much doubt before, but this weekend rly did add a boost to my selfship confidence (if that’s a term for the feeling?) my saving starlight AU feels... more raw and powerful... it feels as if my blum-voiced f/os would actually be really excited to see me and love me as much as i love them
now im even at a point where ill look at spike spiegel, a character i love so much and have ALWAYS doubted he’d even want to look at me, and i think abt all the nice things that happened this weekend... and it makes me think “yeah no, of course spike would love me too. spike would do anything for me w/o any second thoughts and make sure im feeling as loved as possible. he’d dramatically climb over a table to give me a really tight hug”
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Idk, working on this sidlink fic again is making me really happy. Primarily because i forgot how insanely funny the concept of an abo fic where one of the people involved knows absolutely nothing about abo while Very much being someone subject to that ruleset is.
but also because i haven't written for them since totk was announced and I forgot how much I love them.
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sometimes i come up with jokes and then write them down in my notes app to save for “later” and i thought to myself why am i doing this? who are these for? so now im gonna just post all my jokes. including the ones i let rot in drafts. ive grown as a person.
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Do you know how overwhelming it is, to constantly be able to sense just how much everyone hates themselves, each other, everyone, and you?
This was a pretty experimental piece, I just got the idea of tryna visually represent Nihil's ability to passively sense negative emotions, and how overwhelming the experience is for him. It's something that'd break any normal person.
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