Would you tuck this man into bed and kiss him goodnight? There is only one right answer π
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gentle reminder that after rookβs rest, meleysβ body was found curled around rhaenysβ.
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You scrolled too fast :( fell down :( :(
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Whatever you do, donβt think about what would happen when Neil finally reaches his breaking point. Whether it was triggered by another huge thing or it was just the last little push that sent him over the edge. Donβt think about how heβd freeze for a minute or two or three and then just run for it. Donβt think about how heβd barricade himself in his dorm room and shove shit in his bag while the foxes bang on the door.
Definitely donβt think about Andrew silently freaking out because thatβs Neil. Thatβs his Neil and heβs hurting and what the hell is he supposed to do now.Β
Donβt think about Neil finally opening the door, bag over his shoulder and ready to fight his way out of Fox tower because he has to go, he has to get out now.Β Donβt think about how he was met with nine terrified faces, because of course Wymack got his ass there as soon as he heard and even Aaron didnβt want Neil to leave.Β
Whatever you do, donβt think about all the fight in Neil going out. Donβt think about him breaking down all at once, crying for the first time in years. Donβt think about him sobbing so hard that he canβt stay on his feet so Dan shoves everyone out of the way to get Neil to the couch.
Donβt think about Andrew off to the side, watching it all with that mask of indifference on but losing his mind because Neil promised. He promised he wouldnβt run anymore. And god, he should be there. He should be helping but he canβt move and he canβt speak and the Foxes keep throwing him looks because he should be doing what Danβs doing and they all know it.
Donβt think about how, when Neil finally calms down, Wymack ushers everyone but him and Andrew out of the room. Donβt think about how Andrew moves as soon as the door is shut and lets Neil lay down with his head in his lap. Donβt think about how Andrew couldnβt speak, but runs his fingers through Neils hair and listens to the love of his life whisper I just donβt want to be here anymore. I donβt want to hurt anyone else over and over and eventually hearing his breath even out.
Donβt think about how, once Neilβs asleep, the Foxes come back into the room because none of them want to be alone right now. Donβt think about how they all sleep on the floor again, just like after Baltimore.
Donβt think about how Neil woke up the next morning and saw his family there, because no matter what he does theyβll always be there for him.Β
Donβt think about how he thought he was the first one awake, but Andrew stayed up all night, never taking his eyes off of Neil.
No matter what you do, donβt think about how, after that, Neil never feels the urge to run that strongly again.
Donβt think about how he may still check his fingernails for blood, and he may still flinch away from his reflection sometimes, but he never tries to disappear.Β
Just- donβt think about it, ok?
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just so you know im eating
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The most upsetting thing I just realize is that if Riko and Mari lived, Riko would eventually have to lose Mari from the curse of the mark. So she has to witness her only alive sibling dying during or after the age of 25.
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I am not sure why you think the things Louis has said about the band breaking up doesnβt make sense. If you ignore Larry and assume what people have said is true, it makes sense to me. You get Harry asking for a break at the end of 2014. A decision to release their last album but not tour it in 2015. βPeopleβ (probably Harry) not wanting to sign contracts. Presumably either to tour at a later date or to record, it doesnβt really matter which.
Zayn and Louis had the same information but reacted to it differently. Zayn, who had an expectation that he would be well received as a solo artist, saw βpeopleβ not wanting to re-sign as the end of the band and decided to leave early to get an early start to a solo career. Louis, who has no expectation of a performing career outside the band, was in denial. He said he saw Zayn leaving 6 months later as the beginning of the end. I donβt think Louis was lying about those conversations hitting him hard. You can see he was under stress at the end of 2014 by looking at pictures of him from that time.
You were right that we cannot know who knew what and when. At the same time, Zayn basing his actions on assumptions suggests βpeopleβ were not being forthright about their plans.
Itβs not like Harry did anything wrong by going solo But thereβs so much twisting of words and facts to absolve him of the responsibility for making Louis and other people (including fans) unhappy when that isnβt possible. Harry going solo was always going to make people who wanted the band to stay together unhappy as a natural consequence. Harryβs decision doesnβt need to be defended by dismissing people who were impacted by it.
I've been reasonably clear about what I think doesn't make sense about the way Louis talks about 1D breaking up. He runs together his experience of the decision that the band were not going to tour and his experience when touring stopped. Often when he talks it's not clear which one he is talking about - even though they were probably separated by more than a year and quite a lot happened in between. I think it's a perfectly normal way for him to talk about his life, but I do think there are huge pieces missing.
There are things I'd like to know his perspective on for example, did he really think that 1D was capable of keeping on touring by the end of 2015? Lima wasn't in very good shape and wasn't doing well with touring.
Then you have Louis saying Zayn leaving was the beginning of the end - but the question of not touring in 2016 had already been raised and probably decided.
Then you have Zayn saying that papers weren't being signed - I'm interested in what those papers could be? Was it around touring? Was there a period of not signing before Harry actually brought it up (that wouldn't surprise me). Or were these papers eventually signed (like the UK dates for 2015).
It's because I'm interested in the details of what happened when that I notice when there's questions about what people are actually talking about. I think they're all saying things that are emotionally true, but they're also both consciously leaving elements out, and also not that clear on the timeline (because that's how we remember our lives)
You may see this through absolving Harry or not - but that's not the framework I'm working under. None of this makes any difference to how I see Harry's actions (I think it's really important that people are able to leave jobs).
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I had a great evening yesterday with my friends, we talked, we gossiped and learnt truths about eachother using an empty bottle of soda as a mic.
Today I've got a final
And then I can read and like all the posts of my relatives on Tumblr.
I got this !
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I have such a nice face
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hwat happened to him ππ
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u r like if karkat homestuck was not angry to me. just yellin. i lvoe u (/p)
MY FIRST ANON IS A HOMESTUCK REFERENCE
ANON YOU SILLY GOOSE YOU BEAUTIFUL CREATURE
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dazai and kaeya, you jave lovely taste π€π
Thank you πββοΈπββοΈ
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What will I remember by Emilie Autum
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maya angelou saying the funniest thing anyone has ever said about editing, which i can never let myself forget EVER AGAIN [x]
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