#youd see me posting only like

[milkbreadtoast]

Hey chief, I read your tags and I'm gonna need you to start doing wrist stretches regularly. You sound like you need it... And probably a wrist brace. Depending on the brand of wrist pain, you can try applying heat or cold to it to soothe it also. ❤ Please stay healthy and treat your body kindly!

ohhh yeah I'm just complaining orz but I've been having wrist/arm related pain since I was 18 and even went to physical therapy before... but in the past 2? ish? yrs it has gotten a lot better than before! I used to grt flareups that would last weeks or even months... But now my flareups usu last a few days or a week at most. And the pivotal factor that started thjs improvement is because I started doing some light weight lifting every other day (wish I was disciplined enough to get Buff... but I think of this as like. recharging my drawing stamina and usu draw the day of or day after)

tysm for ur concern!! I do know to do wrist stretches (sometimes I don't bc of hyperfocusing tho🫠 and end up not taking breaks and overdoing it... which is my problem... )

#But I think doing the exercises helped me lot more than the brace did #i did try that before #only strength exercises helped noticeably #if i didnt start doing that #youd see me posting only like #once every 2 months #instead of almost every other day kdjfj #ask #o yea it was so bad tho #i suffered throughout my entire college yrs #had to get disability accommodation (it wasnt much just to ensure i could use my laptop to type n stuff) #and i p much stopped drawing and writing w a pen #like i switched to typing to take notes #and for the past 2 yrs ive drawn almost 100% on phone #did u guys know the reason thats why i switched to phone dkfjs #i think i forgot to mention that recently #but thats why... not just out of convenience or to be quirky XD its bc it feels less strenuous than pen(ie paper/tablet/ipad) #tho it does make my hand/fingers cramp up if im not carefulll #like now :( #pain pls go away soon

[neptunesailing]

mayoi (enstars x hnk au)

#nep draws things #ensemble stars #enstars #sketch #mayoi ayase #enstars x hnk au #hnk au #ouoououououu i am soooo proud of the mayo on the right hjhjrhgrghrhgrhghgrghrhg he is so !! #showed this to a friend before i posted and they said his hair would taste like frozen grapes and i had to break it to them that it'd break #their teeth JHDHJFHJSDHJFHJSHJFSJD anywayy i might redraw the aira one.. he needs some attention too ^_^ sorry i only design for hii.ai / #alkaloid but THEY ARE MY FAVS........ by this logic i should be drawing more sw.itch but . i just . *waves hands* alkaloid !!! alkaloid so #special to me.. anyway tatsumi has another job other than patrolling with mayo which is why mayo has the winter uni and tatsun has the norm #i was maybe thinking tatsun would be a healer like rutile is..? nothing is set in stone (pun intended) for now ahha but tatsun can still #fight jsut fine!! hes more of a watcher for mayo. mayo fights more since his hardness lvl is much higher than tatsun's. during the spring a #stuff tho i think mayo kinda hides around? still not sure.. youd probably see him around tho in the shadows (ala canon i guess) and i guess #thats how hiiro and aira get to know mayo outside of patrols.. OH the reason why mayo is on winter patrol is because he gets too nervous #working with other gems and he kept messing up and hiding away whenever he did mess up so :((( yeah he usually fights by himself OH I SHOUL #EXPLAIN WHY HE CAN SPLIT INTO 2 its because of the spinel law something somethign rotated at 180 degrees at some axis but ANYWAY his hair #is longer in his singular form but you can see in his split form his hair is cut differently than how we normally see mayo's hair- and also #theyre mirrored!! their braids are on different sides and the side w/o the braid is shorter!! and the moles are on opposite sides too heheh #holy shit i wrote so much in the tags..... anyway THANK YOU SOS SO MUCH TEA FOR REMINDING ME OF THE HNK AU AGAIN AND ENABLING ME TO GO #INSANE OVER THIS AU AGAIN UR AMAZINGGGG <333333

[todayisafridaynight]

everyday i constantly think of masato's wheelchair and if that's his only one/main one no wonder he's so pissed at everyone

#snap chats #someone pointed this out to me like last year so im stealing it sorry cause I Think Of It Constantly #the handling of masato's disability will forever annoy me esp with how vague it is but esp his chair #one day ill draw masato with an appropriate wheelchair. maybe then he'll be happy for once #in a way i guess it could tie into how restricted or trapped he felt since the type of chair he's shown is more like. a hospital one #and not one youd really use as a regular user- like in that vein it is a bit of storytelling in that he can ONLY go out with help #since hospital chairs are SO much different from home chairs ESPECIALLY in regards to mobility and independence the user has #AND NOT TO MENTION HOW UNCOMFORTABLE THOSE CHAIRS ARE get his ass a proper cushion P L E A S E #like it portrays the idea that its unfathomable for him to go anywhere on his own and so in that vein . Interesting Storytelling #theres a lot of implications going on here if im so honest and again it makes for Really Interesting Story Telling #however i refuse to give rgg credit like that when it comes to disabilities. ... they havent earned that from me yet #see this is why the vagueness of his condition annoys me because he's shown to be independent enough to roll himself to his elevator #and presumably get himself dressed but he cant have a proper chair ? #because ik there are people who have expressed they have conditions where even writing is tiring #so if his condition was in-line with that and it was hard for him to push himself in his chair then i could buy it #obviously the issue lies with his lungs but i just want to know the full extent yk... #to wrap this up tho ive been thinking of character design in rgg and how we dont give credit to it enough #sooooo if i make a second post ten minutes from now thats why cause i keep forgetting to spam my thoughts on here LMAO #ok bye

[kattitude130]

well i went and made another another kagerou project playlist (really i just edited the same one again) theres a few official orders out there, but i wanted to make my own that i personally thought might be good for newbies. i even included the spoken prologues/epilogues (or whatever you'd call them) from the albums!

if you'd rather listen/watch them in chronological order of release (i'm usually the same way), unfortunately i don't have a list or playlist for that, but you can find that kind of information on the fandom wiki

i tried to find a place for every song, but what's not included are the official covers, which can be found on the album Mekakucity M's (you will likely find it split between "Mekakucity M's 1" and "Mekakucity M's 2") i highly recommend them whether or not you prefer human over vocaloid!

if you dont know what the hell im posting about at all-- the Kagerou Project ("kagepro") is a mixed media series about kids with special powers stuck in a timeloop (simplest way to put it). the full story is told across vocaloid songs, light novels, a manga, an anime, and more. the interesting part is that these different stories are not necessarily adaptations of the same story, but rather depicting different routes/timelines of the timeloop and have different endings. if this playlist interest you, the official order is music -> manga -> novels -> anime, plus an animated short film that has a currently unknown placement (some later songs are likely adaptations of some novel chapters, and frankly i think you could swap novels and manga and not lose out on anything, but i dont want to make it too complicated... anyway) i have been a huge nerd about it for over a decade now so feel free to ask me questions because it is a bit convoluted, not gonna lie, but i love that kind of thing. ok anyway please give it a shot!!

#kagepro #kagerou project #special shout out to youtube user Azami Medusa for uploading high quality videos with subs in the captions a few years ago #before that it was just 10 year old 360-480p subs #its the future you dont have to struggle like child me did #also hello fellow kagefans i know youre here because theres only like 5 posts a week in the tags #(i also see everything you guys post there keep it up) #feel free to give advice on the order im willing to tweak it but ive done so many times already #my post #im also not a TOTAL expert even if im obsessed youd be surprised the amount of new things i still learn just by rewatching the videos #so many years later

[mishapen-dear]

people can use this site however they want but there's something almost- idk, sad? about how few people are actually using their blogs. you can turn themes on and have skeletons dancing in the background. you can make everything hot pink. your blog is your scrapbook and you can put whatever you want in there. tags are okay at organizing things so you can have just a whole archive of cool shit to look at later. i know people complain a lot about people liking stuff about reblogging for engagement, and on one hand i get that- it is WILD to see a drawing i spent hours on get only 12 reblogs and 60 likes. Absolute culture shock compared to my previous fandoms. but i don't think you should reblog anything to make artists happy. i think you should reblog things so you can find them again. i think you should queue things to appear on the dash at specific times on certain days. i think you should reblog things so when you're talking to your friends about xyz post you saw you can look in your blog's archive and find it again. i think you should reblog things so that your dash is filled with one really sleepy cat. with the loss of reblogs there's the loss of engagement, which Does hurt the community-focus that makes tumblr so appealing, but idk i just wish people were more excited about the incredible amount of customization that tumblr allows and took advantage of that more

#if you're ever nervous about reblogging stuff just remember that people can always turn off reblogs #and also pls theme your tumblrs after silly fish or weird cube people or dnd #just anything that's fun to you have fun!!! #this is the silly cringe website please join us and be silly and cringy #i need to go to bed i think #but i also keep thinking about how i enjoy myself the most on this website when people reblog things from me and add commentary #comments/replies are great sure but they really bring the conversation to a halt and doesn't allow anyone else to chime in #idk some of my fave followers are the people who only like stuff #but when there are *only* people liking things it really feels like you're just yelling into a complete void #and then it's harder to find more content for things you like too #because the people you follow aren't reblogging things youd like to see #i have to delve into the main tag for my fandom content a lot because the people i follow are usually just making og posts #maybe i just need to find people who reblog things more but idk #i love it when fandoms become little communities but it feels like that's been stifled recently #which is what my actual gripe is i think #maybe ill delete this in the morning maybe not im just full on rambling at this point #getting a lot of likes feels like twitter validation #and reblogs feels like 'im putting this cool thing up on my very big fridge' #i don't want a popularity contest i just want to share cool shit >:c

[cottoncandyrhythmqueen]

Not me trying to contain never-ending Pizzelle brainrot.

#like watching people play SS and get everything wrong isn’t enough #i nearly cried seeing a vid in my reccomended abt the proto construct engine build like deadass #i haven’t seen that build in a whole year. we didn’t know playable build was i. development until it dropped last year #know any and all info BEFORE the playable build was ONLY in the discor dserver. the website and carrd didn’t exists #all that did exist were tumnlr archives and YT videos of proto build #do you understand HOW incredible it is that playable demo dropped may last year? #it could have never happened but it did. #LITERALLY if I wasn’t so scared of people. i may not have left the SS server. #they would have had to endure my wrath instead (my HCs and constant bullshit) #she’s MY best friend and I GET TO THROW HER ACROSS THE GOBE #I’m typing tooo fast I need to porbably put my energy into somethign #SS Devs if you see this post no you don’t // #PS ANYONE WITH PIZZY HCS MEET ME OUTSIDE DENNY’S FOR A BATTLE (SHARING HCS IF YOUD LIKE)

[lion-buddy]

being the resident nezuko liker is such a challenge sometimes

#ooo these tags contain complaining if u dont like that then see ya around <3 #i would love to scroll through the tag without being bombarded by. awfulness. both bot and fandom posted #yknow. yknow. that is a 12 yr old #it has become!!! genuinely frustrating! it always has been #and i dont mean to complain but. man. im just disappointed #and.while kinda begin the kny mascot she is barley present in fan made content. with meaning. and its all mostly reposted art ugh. #and even official stuff has her only as little child nezuko and!! i get it its cute whatever but it feel so pandery and wrong all the time #i just poitn. that is not her that is a facet u r choosign to hyperfocus on show me the real her #and lets be honest the og stroyline isnt kind to her etiher she is nonexistent after swordsmith #i remember for a time when idid post abt her i was one of the inly consistent nezuko artists who wanted to like. put her in scenarios #and i want reiterate again that drawing cute art and gifs of her is fine it doesnt hurt anyone. i love to see it actually #but like. in a fandom as big as this youd think. youd think they like her more!!!! but no #and. the last thing i want to insinuate is “if u dont like my fav character then u suck” cus thats is not how fandom content works. at all #fandom is a experience for u to cultivate for yourself. and sometimes it just comes up short!!! i guess #it jsut felt weird being lonely in your liking of an aspect of the series where there are so many ppl. yet they all only like the hot men. #which again. u do u. nothign wrong with it. its anime afterall. it can just be frustrating sometimes. #idk! im also not very social so maybe its just my fault but. man. id love to find some other resident nezuko likers that. isnt just shippin #i feel interacting would be so much easier if my fav was like. one of the main boys like everyone else. or i made ship content or somethin #but like i said fandom is for u and u only if that makes sense. the point is to create things u want to see. which is what i do and enjoy #just with nezuko specifcally. i dotn want to put my stuff of her in the tags anymore cuz i just. dont trust the fandom with her. its weird #but also. appreciate those who did interact. i hope ur all doing alright <3 ty for talkign with me :] #i just needed to get this out cuz its. kinda why i dotn post abt kny anymore. especially the s3 fandom im sorry i just dont vibe with it </

[xumoonhao]

even more body positivity web badges <3 / first set / second set

#as goes for the last two these are free to use as well <<<333 #also! theres only 8 here bc i just couldnt think of more. if you have ones youd like me to make add it in a reblog or as tags or a reply :3 #ok to rb <3 #my art #web badges #terf one is there twice so it keeps the post looking fine but also bc it needs to be said twice. if youre a terf and u see this die <3

[vaugarde]

not to complain abt a thing every pokemon fan and their mom has complained about but man i just realized another reason why not putting the battle frontier in oras was a failure of a decision- because the next game, sumo, and its postgame kinda hinges on you already knowing who anabel is, and i think a good chunk of the fandom either didnt know or didnt recognize her at all because the last time she appeared was in the deep postgame a game that had come out nearly a decade before. so having the battle frontier, or at least the frontier brains, in oras would have reminded the audience and told new fans who anabel was and given us a reason to care about her

#like i didnt know who anabel was so a good chunk of the meaning of her appearance was lost on me #yes shes older and looks different in that game but the game like. clearly expected you to know who this was #and why her being a faller is ironic #and itd make the parallel of looker being amnesiac in the battle frontier area in oras more clear #putting the battle frontier- hell actually having the frontier brains appear in any capacity- would have told new fans who anabel was #so her appearance in the next game feels less random and ‘’wait who?’’ #bc like. lol i had no clue who she was when i first played sm. even as someone who’d beat emerald by then #partly bc itd been years since i touched the cartridge at that point but also bc shes not accessible easily #echoed voice #someone liked an old post i made about ingo and wow yeah in perspective hes handled way better #bc hes also like an important battle tower npc but he a) was easily accessible to people who had gen 5 or saw the anime #b) was already an extremely popular character who was getting referenced as late as the acacia vid that year so even if youre a newer fan #youd probably have heard of him in passing or seen him with emmett #and c) is one half of a whole. hes partnered with emmett hes usually seen with him hes made to match with him #their relationship as brothers is emphasized #hes clearly out of his element in hisui and we can see the effects its had on him #contrast with anabel who’s connected to nobody. only the other brains if you squint #and ig that crush she had on ash in the anime which doesnt count bc this is gameverse #and she probably forgot about that within a week anyways #bc shes ten #so like. oras was the moment to re establish her. give her those connections. have her talk to looker. give her a background #and instead they prioritized what feels like spite towards the new generation of kids #ofc theres also the idea that legends is someones first pokemon game but even so it wouldnt dampen the experience #especially once you looked him up online or something #meanwhile with anabel i looked her up bc i was confused and went oh. oh that person. battle frontier. ok

[puppyeared]

my ancient curse is that im a hard person to hang out with because i keep wanting to do different activities every 10 minutes to maximize the fun per minute ratio. if u even care

#JOKE POST im just frustrated because i have complicated feelings over hanging out w classmates outside of school #seriously this is why im terrified of ever having to hang out w mutuals in real life. i would literally stand in front of you for 20 minute #strying to decide what activities we can do and never committing to one for more than an hour #unless youre cass and i see you about 6 times every couple of months and id feel relaxed enough to do w/e bc we see each other so often #I WANT TO DO ALL THE THINGS. GAH #the only way youd get me to sit still was to take me to a movie. perhaps sonic the hedgehog 2 #and i dont hang out with people as much as i would like to. so automatically i want to do as many things w them as possible #ghhh cant i just talk to you on a video call while playing phantom hourglass. why this #yapping

[mbat]

tfw you have quite possibly the most ambitious idea of your life and it sounds amazing and like a dream but its basically impossible and will quite literally never happen

#i think all the time about which medium i wish i could turn my kingdom project into one day #and the most likely option is a comic but like #i want it to be exciting and stuff and as a comic it wouldnt be as exciting as. a video game #except the idea is turning it into a game like fuckimg world of warcraft in the sense of a giant life size fantasy world #full of places to explore and quests to do #and a main storyline that is admittedly fairly chill. it would not be as complicated as WoW though and like #in a wild way to do any game i really wouldnt care to add combat if i could help it #youd probably end up doing puzzles or specific tasks and minigames idk sjfjsjd #but it would take years upon years of work. more people than me for sure. and probably so much money #sigh.... one can dream anyway. #my post #kingdom project #not to mention i dont know if anyone else just likes exploring game environments.. thats basically the only reason i like WoW. #i love exploring WoW and seeing the excellent worldbuilding in the environments #i love exploring every games environments! its just neat #i would love to make a game where thats the whole point aside from obviously the main story djfjfn

[mesimees]

Look drinking stuff out of jam jars instead of cups and mugs is absolutely decadent and it gives me a tiny bit of joy in These Times but HOOO boi does it make me appreciate the fact that mugs have handles bc ouch coffee hot

#started drinking out of this jar during lockdowns when we had online exams and your camera needed to be on #you were allowed to drink but only out of clear containers #i wanted coffee dammit. so i couldnt drink out of a mug bc ohno what if i had a lil scuba diver in there who whispered me the answers #so jar it was #best part is i still found at least 3 ways to cheat with that but ok #instead i just wrote fuck proctorio (the proctoring program we used) on it in black ink so that as i drank from it you'd start seeing it #guess what it didn't get flagged so noone cared (or presumably saw) that i wrote things on there #proctorio was so easy to cheat i have so much hate for this thing #luckily i only had a couple online exams that were outside my major bc my major which is AI of all things profusely objected to using it #bc they saw all the things that were wrong with using a program like this. which is.. a lot #youd THINK that the rest of the school or even faculty would listen to the AI EXPERTS about the AI SOFTWARE #and maybe think twice about using it??? #they didn't. #me #my post

[riddles-ballpit]

Wait you weren't getting asks at all? I thought you were just busy!!! I would have sent some if I knew ><'

[unfortunately, it happens all the time. i realize its because i dont post as often as i could but its still frustrating. usually id post a notice if i was gonna be busy or somethin]

#asks #mod riddle (ooc) #now that i think on it did people assume mod cecil on mapbotofficial was busy too?? despite him posting constantly??? #like the only real asks they got were if they bugged me to send shit or this one person sending asks about maps #which if you looked at mapbotofficial longer than like 5 seconds youd see it is Not mapbot focused #thats a lot of why they stopped iirc

[wasch-lappen]

I wish at this point people would just tell me they hate my opinion because I'm tired of a conversation just completely stopping dead in its tracks and after some time continuing as if I hadn't said anything.

What is it??? What did I do wrong this time?? You can tell me, I am used to doing stupid shit all the time!!!!!

And people dont understand why I assume I'm annoying to everyone and it would be no different to them if I just disappeared

#FUCK #like the second time in 24 hours i wrote smth into chat #ALL conversation stops #after like 10 minutes another topic is brought up and I might as well just not have existed #like im not angry about ppl hating me #im angry im always being told im not by people who walk on eggshells around my fragile ego #it is GOOD and RIGHT to hate me!!! #do it loudly!!!! #I KNOW IM RIGHT I KNOW YOUD ALL BE BETTER OFF WITH ME DEAD #THIS IS WHY NOONE CARES ABOUT ME ON EITHER OF MY BLOGS #IM A TERRIBLE PERSON #IM ANNOYING AND STUPID AND ANTISOCIAL #I notice the fact I only have maybe 1 or 2 friends #depends if one is preoccupied with his relationship #and theres good reasons for it I just- #and I care sooo much about my posts getting notes even stupid shit like this like whyyy why why #I KNOW its gonna get 0 notes and noone is seeing this and I might as well just write in a journal at this point #but noo i gotta be hashtag relateable and get the funny number up #even tho that never HAPPENS #GEE I WONDER WHY #CANT BE BECAUSE IM UNLIKEABLE AND MY OPINIONS ARE TRASH

[obnoxiousarcade]

black

really? honest?

#okay hm i shouldn't react too much i guess But um how do you mean it i guess? As in youre romantically attracted to me or you would #theoretically? And why? #Im really honestly clueless as to whoyou could be! No one looks at my blog to what i know that often and the people who would wouldnt say th #is to me (my boyflea wouldnt because he already is My personal friends wouldnt (theyre my Friends not daters!) And the only people who would #passively see my posts dont know much really And the one person who frequently does thats ummm a little illegal! #if that one guy figured me out he wouldnt because im A Teen and allllllll #ANYWAYYUY IM WATCHING A RECORDING OF A TMBG LIVE ITS DO COOL!!!! its the one of them playing The Guitar and The Statue Got Me High on Leno #i love them lol! 'pass the guy' #Okay that's unrelated im just so full of love for the video If you would really date me you would watch the video i joke i joke #If you would come out and speak who you are to me i wouldnt think it weird If youre the same as 'mysterious voter' and theres someone #parasocial about me that would be um idk cool????? I forgot what i was saying #if you really do see my posts often Are you the one who said 🌪️? Did you somehow pick up what that means? #Oh im watching their tubthumping thing i think theyre just so cool #Mystery-anon what do you think of TMBG? If youre the same guy thats always mysteriously appearing youd probably have caught on to my liking! #okay im talking tooooo much! #fox (vulpes vulpes) on the Internet for the first time

[yelloworangesoda]

genuinely like passively suicidal at this point bc i literally dont know why i bother. im not gonna kill myself but like someone deal with me im just dead weight

#im being dramatic but i really feel like theres absolutely 0 out there for me #i dont like the world we live in i… dont want to live in it. i dont think its worth it #every day i do whatever someone told me to do and then i go to bed and wake up and do it tomorrow and im just. not fine with that anymore #im not this depressed and upset during the day but its so bleak that ive considered faking it just for. yknow attention ig idk #but i dont have the time to do that either. i have to hang out with my boyfriend and go to my moms house and help out my grandma #all things that are so stressful to me. no offense babe if you ever read this but i get so stressed trying to do stuff with you bc you #always want me to decide. which like i understand but i never want to. i want to lay in bed idk what to tell you. theres no real solution t #that its fine its just whats true. i dont have any 2 person hobbies bc. idk. ive never actually had friends or something #anyway please god dont read this before your birthday weekend and feel uptight about it. and never do. its fine its fine i promise #this is embarrassing. youre the only one that sees these posts though i think i may as well address them to you outright. i feel like im a #terrible boyfriend bc i dont do anything. im so passive i feel like im just pathetic dead weight and im so scared to have been dating you #for a year bc thats an entire year of your life you couldve been finding someone that doesnt Just love you and want be with you but also is #like. good to be with. i know youd probably be thinking that its not true or something but theres nothing i have done that you havent done #tenfold youre just too good for me. idk #this is so embarrassing i should delete this #simons spouting #another. stupid vent post in the books. i wonder what tomorrow brings us #vent :( #suicide //