#z’s closet

[zandrogyny]

I need a hat to complete this

#nonbinary fashion #z’s closet #nb selfies #nonbinary #they/them #non binary #witchy vibes

[dullorangepulp]

My favorite part of the persona 3 movies is how in winter of rebirth, the protag's hairstyle changes! he stops lookin like a depressed early 2000s emo fuckboy, since the bangs no longer cover his eye. It's a rlly great subtle way of showing his arc and i just overall love the new hairstyle sm <3

(doodle reqs open!)

#my art #traditional art #persona 3 #p3 #persona 3 reload #p3r #p3re #p3 reload #persona 3 fanart #p3 fanart #persona 3 movie #persona 3 the movie #makoto yuuki #makoto yuki #minato arisato #sakuya shiomi #not that there was anything wrong with his original hairstyle. it's just that there was everything wrong with his original hairstyle! #also i didnt know what shirt to plop onto him and i didnt find one that i liked so i just dug thru my own closet and ctrl z ctrl v'ed

[torturedpoetemotions]

Can't stress enough how much I will NOT stand for mindless hating on Gen Z. I have concerns and criticisms of some trends among them, sure, but I will advise the ones in my circle where possible and defend the rest to anyone who tries to do the bullshit to them that got done to us. Gen Z are such a great generation in so many ways and I will be the older adult I needed for them at every opportunity.

#this post brought to you by students in my pretty conservative state staging walkouts to protest our governor's anti-trans school policies #THOUSANDS of students across the state #my generation could never #hell my peers were 70% of the reason i stayed closeted until college #gen z

[roscoe-me-and-this-fuckin-kid]

a ryan ross girlie* wakes up in the morning. there is no new content. she scrolls through z's insta and falls deeper into parasocial love. she reblogs a lyric edit of the bad list. she cries as she listens to dangerous blues. she watches northern downpour played live in 2019 on youtube. she opens jon walker's twitter. she tries not to make eye contact with the paperback throam copies on her bookshelf. she sees a post-split stan call brendon urie a 'queer icon' and she commits a murder. she goes to sleep. the cycle continues. she is dying pls send help

#for just a penny a day you can feed a starving ryan ross girl* #'stevie is this about you' no! MY throam paperbacks are buried deep in the depths of my closet so i don't have to confront my shame #ryan ross #the young veins #p!atd #panic! at the disco #patd #panic at the disco #throam #the heart rate of a mouse #pretty. odd. #pretty odd #brendon urie #bandom #z berg #jon walker #anti brendon urie #a fever you can't sweat out #afycso

[minglana]

should i download tinder again🧍🏻‍♂️

#i dont even download it to get out there i download it to look at gay people near me #god this sounds pathetic😭i need to go out more😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #actually this time i /am/ considering making a serious profile. but at the same time im still kinda in the closet so i technically shouldnt #considering that the last time i used that app my friends profile showed up. my friend FROM THE VILLAGE. where everyone knows me #i dont think many ppl there would have tinder but among the girls my age? its definitely a possibility #and everyone is so normal abt gay ppl that if word got out they would tell my parents thinking they are normal abt gay ppl. when theyre not #z xarre

[jorvikzelda]

Something something grey and beige club @dorianwolfforest

#*logs in to buy like one item and put it in my closet and somehow runs into two separate people* #on my phone on the train btw. hence it was a pain for me to get into position here. #z talks #ssoblr

[releaseholiday]

#never in my life did I think hl would be willing to do whatever it takes for attention #but hey good luck to them #I lost my respect for both of them #and before anyone says I hate closeted people this isn’t even about their closets #they can both maintain their closets without using a kid or stooping to some z lister moves to end up all over the trashy tabloids

[ask-sebastian]

Especially fitting for this batch.

Ode to the most versatile word in the English language.

#sebastian's musical owls #rage #adallegra #homicide - logic/eminem #renegade - jay-z/eminem #dirt off your shoulder - jay-z #till i collapse - eminem/nate dogg #the way I am - eminem #cleanin out my closet - eminem #fuck you - lily allen #fuck you and all your friends - falling in reverse #fuck you - the used #fuck you - bad religion

[aweina]

the moment yuta appears in the anime is when i expect some juicy leg shaking fanfics

#.( _ _ ) z z #i need him i’ve been waiting for SO LONG #please it’ll be like next season until we really see him #i’ll be tweaking in some closet while i wait … #love him sm

[zandrogyny]

So I’m experimenting with eyeliner more. Also new outfit which means my style might be evolving into goth idk

#nonbinary fashion #z’s closet #nb selfies #nonbinary #transgender #goth #? #idk what counts as goth #trans poc #transfem

[colorisbyshe]

I have a looooooooong and complicated history with Harry Styles. Like I got into One Direction in late 2012 and he was always in my rotation as a top 2/3 member. I have hated him, I have considered a moment at a concert where he splashed water on me to be one of my favorite concert moments of all times, I have written and read essays on everything wrong and right with him... for a decade now.

And I think his biggest issue is he is loooves to have his cake and eat it too. He loves the benefits of being perceived as X thing without the risk of openly being X thing. Doesn’t matter if he actually is X or just pretending he is, he thrives in the ambiguity which just ultimately makes him be very insincere. And also makes the “real” him that accidentally seeps through seem so much sharper in contrast.

For example, the ambiguity around his sexuality. Real, non-celebrity closeted people cannot toe the line with their sexuality and profit from it. But he exploits the ambiguity, the “will he won’t he” come out thing to hold a captive audience. Gay/bi or not, it feels insincere and shitty. But it also makes unfiltered slip ups like “I’m making REAL gay cinema that matters, unlike that horny shit” feel razor sharp because like... either he’s a straight man sexualizing gay media and harping on harmful stereotypes or he really is a closeted man so disconnected from his community that he can shove us and our art down to stand on our shoulders without feeling bad about it. Two very different forms of shittiness with no real way to figure out which one applies, so either criticism ends up being attacked by whoever believes the opposing narrative.

But this applies to... everything. He wants to be perceived as deep and open but refuses to say anything that would ever actually step on toes, so he says a lot of kind of empty, general statements. He’ll unleash 4 different explanations of one song to avoid revealing personal but then sell the album on being his most personal yet. Treat people with kindness but also won’t reign in his rabid fanbase when they attack other people, including his girlfriends.

He wants the reward, not the risk.

And so his entire persona becomes a very, very thought out way of finding the perfect balance of “What can I say/do to garner attention and a very niche brand without alienating anyone,” which ironically becomes alienating the more it continues and often kind of corners him into saying dumb shit like “I want to be in this movie because it feels like a movie you would see at the movies.” Because anything he could actually say about this liberal feminist, controversial-behind-the-scenes film he’s in might piss people off. Or, ironically, might expose how insincere he is.

But the only alternative in that situation is saying something so stupid and empty... people still get pissed off.

And I just don’t think he’s caught on to the fact that this risk vs reward balance thing he’s doing isn’t working anymore. Especially when it leads to him saying shit like “I just haven’t found a social issue that speaks to me yet” during peak BLM  while slapping on rainbow and BLM stickers onto his tiny guitar that only fans will see.

You just reach a point where it doesn’t actually matter what his truth is. What he cares about. If he actually wants to fuck men or not. It just becomes more and more clear he’d rather use a NARRATIVE around it to manipulate a fanbase than ever reveal anything.

And he isn’t unique as a celebrity in that way but it does become more and more cloying because he’s often juxtaposed as unique or more real for things that ultimately just feel like PR tactics.

And it just feels like the ambiguity is just a shield now. Like you can’t criticize me because you can’t be sure what angle I’m really coming from nad it’s like... really? Well I’ll fucking criticize you anyways.

#saw z's post and needed my own rant #harry feels a bit like... #you know how misha collins it the only straight men to be closeted or whatever? #i feel like if harry is into men #he's gonna be the only gay dude to gaybait #(nad yes i do feel strongly that CELEBRITIES can gaybait) #celebrities personas are not peopel they are advertisements nad products #people cannot gaybait #professionals who are selling you a narrative can #i am not saying harry is into men btw #just saying if he is... he invented gay gay-baiting #and he's the only dude where iw ouldn't be like #'yeesss love the scam!' #like no it's just shitty

[hazzasultimatekiwi]

i need something gay to happen to me in the next ten minutes or i fear something tragic will become of my life

#being chronically closeted makes my life so hard like why the fuck does it need to be like this #also one time i made a joke that i was so deep in the closet i could see narnia in the horizon and i find that a pretty decent joke tbh #also filter = nonexistent in tags anymore #this is my true adhd brain dumped onto the internet now #z rambles

[othercrossee]

I was like damn who brings standee to a dinner what if they break and then I remembered few years ago I brough my arjuna and karna standee everywhere I go

#z rambles #good lord.... #it was 2018 cut me some slack #i woulsnt bring any of my stabdee out cuz im scareeeddd what if they bresk they should rot in my closet hidden behind my botw map forever #i hope they put seimei in fgo soon < really like onmyoji seimei thats my boyyyy #he has the nonbinary swag (to me 💔)

[niishi]

thinking about how in fishman there was the theme of oppressed and discriminated against minorities giving blood to save members of the crew (Sanji & Luffy) and how sanjis experience was him like... actively being a problem for everyone in sight and having a rare blood type so the only ppl with his blood type are these gay guys and sanjis just screaming and throwing a fit.. and then jinbei gives Luffy blood and it's so emotional and profound and just.. fishman Sanji can fuck right off tbh.

#i swore I was gonna quit one piece if it kept up the same tone and vibe as fishman #i got to post ts and was like....... this better just be a fast re-entry into the crews dynamic and thats why its so overly tropey #thank god that was the case #sanji was funny on fishman but its kinda exhausting #that hes like the proxy for lgbtq discussions in the show #bc id like to see growth and acceptance from him and be able to celebrate queerness like we can do any time sanjis not around #i will genuinely be so disappointed if he gets no development irt this #bc his character has been primarily focused around this theme and tone #hes either closeted or oda thought the homophobia and transphobia was hilarious #which i rlly hope isnt the case #and im not keen to believe it is #bc every lgbtq scene when sanjis not around #is really fucking great #irt his experience with the gay guys on fishman #i hope oda wasnt trying to make the point of 'even if you hate gay ppl were all just human and bleed red' #like those doctor shows where the n*z* is being treated by the jewish doctor or some shit #hate that so much #stop excusing hatred

[minglana]

girl (gn) help i am on the brink of having a breakdown bc of my hair and everything else i havent achieved in life

#by that i mean that i dont look how i want to and im also not doing anything abt it #like yeah i fantasize abt actually looking butch and dressing butch but im not doing anything abt it i guess #being in the closet at home definitely doesnt help obviously #guess im gonna go on r/butchlesbians to make me feel better abt myself :/ #z xarre

[idkimnotreal]

armário - in southeastern brazil: wardrobe; in southern brazil: kitchen counter

roupeiro (lit. “clother”) - in southern brazil: wardrobe

estante - shelf as in “book shelf” or recipient where things go such as dishes in the context of kitchens

#portuguese #vocabulary #i always found it weird how i'd say 'armário' do refer to wardrobes and i live in southern brazil #and people around me would immediately default to 'roupeiro' #i'm 100% sure this is southeastern influence #as in são paulo and rio #and the fact i'm gay #so i've often heard the sentence 'sair do armário' which is 'coming out of the closet' #and i guess that's how i got the habit of using armário instead of roupeiro #anyways interesting linguistic habit of mine #generation z has interesting language overall cause it's more of a soup #anyways want another interesting one? #privada - toilet in southeastern brazil #vaso - toilet in southern brazil #i've never said privada once in my life #and it sounds like a dubbed movie when i hear people say it online #also there's 'classe' which means exactly class in southeastern brazil but school desk in southern brazil #'carteira' means desk in southeastern brazil #school desks #and for classes in southern brazil we say 'turma' which means group or team #carteira in southern brazil as well as southeastern generally refers to a cigarette package or one's wallet #or a driver's license #anyways #useful word