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Tomorrow will be easier.

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Memory loss. Nausea. Heavy chest. 🙂‍↕️ The symptoms are back. 🙂‍↕️

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You're so beautiful and precious and special. Don't let other people steal your light ♡ No one can talk your beauty away

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Give me the strength to keep going. 😔

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July 2023 | Love found me again.

Love makes me laugh. Love makes me feel special. Love surprises me everyday. Love became my biggest supporter, my comfort, my bestfriend. I knew what it was like to love and feel loved back as much. But I never knew that even after so much pain and hatred, and all the negative emotions combined after love left, love can come back so much beautiful than before.

It came when I didn’t expect it. It came when I wasn’t looking for it. It came when I had given up.

It’s not too late. There is hope. 🤍

#love #pampanga #pinas #philippines #souq

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May 2023 | There is hope.

You see, what I came to find after all this time of healing is that love is always inside of me - it never really is about another person. It took me a long journey of self discovery to find the path that will lead me to experience emotional freedom and inner wisdom. When I feel like my darkness is creeping in, I realized that one of the things I can do is to take control of my mind and the thought patterns that will trap me inside an obsessive loop.

I learned how to act fast in stopping this potential spiral because now, I see that my suffering always starts in my thoughts- so the trick is, I only have to to retrain my subconscious mind- and give it a new pattern of beautiful thoughts. And because of that, I started smiling again. 🤍

#self healing #self love #anxiety and depression #travelling #palawan #philippines #pinas #growth

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Breathe in. Breathe deeply. Then let go. 🏳️

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Help me. 😔

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Let things be okay inside my head. Please. 🤍

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Can’t breathe. Heavy chest on the first day of 2024. Why? 🥹🏳️

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Take me please. 🏳️

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I just want to sleep forever. 🤍

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I don’t want to be here anymore.

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I’m still here. 🤍

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April 2023 | What is the point of all this?

We don’t notice everyday, but art is all around us. It’s always been a part of life and a way for people to express emotions and feelings. I believe that the purpose of art in our lives is to make us feel something. When we see pictures, paintings, sculptures and colors and things put together, they can make us feel joy, sorrow, anger, and others. I’ve read somewhere that art is a beautiful thing that has the power to bring people together and give them a sense of peace. Did it happen when I was around it? I felt a sense of belongingness. And sadness. It wasn’t just about the joy of exploring its beauty with someone who loves you. But it also gave me a pinch of sorrow - for a moment, I wondered, if my life is to be transformed into an art, what possible story and emotion will it bring to people? 🤍

#adventuretime #artwork #museum #pintoartmuseum

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Have I ever been enough?

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Help.